The little known story of REBBETZIN SHTERNA SARAH

okay you can hear sound this good I'll start uh half a minute here and let people come into the room join the live stream good evening good evening as people are entering just wait for another 10 seconds we'll get started okay all right okay good evening welcome to this uh tribute to an extraordinary unique holy woman that ever since then asada the fifth rabbit son of khabad her yard site is coming up this shop is yud gimmel 13th day of the month of shwat and um I felt it was the right thing to speak about her and her amazing life I'll tell you a little bit about how I came to be fascinated with that I would say shut down Assad it was actually exactly seven years ago I was reminded actually this Shabbos this past Shabbos I was in 770 the Shabbos before your Trot that was in 770 and Ibaka came over to me and said when he was a much younger bucker he was in London Yeshiva and he remembers the fabrangin that I came and he remembers that it was schnas hakkil okay every seven years there's a year of gathering the year after the the sabbatical year and uh so this year is a is a hockey year so he says I remember it was seven years ago because when you came to London Yeshiva was also a hakalea surprised you remember if I bring them from seven years ago so he started reminding me and I said oh yes that wasn't important for bringing to me not because of anything I said but because of what the mashpia rabbi Mendel Gordon said in uh London Yeshiva there in uh Goldust green Kingsley way so Rabbi Gordon actually was speaking about how there's a there's a hayam yam it talks about what to do how to observe a yard site if the day of burial in the day of passing are not the same day and many people don't realize the reason that the rabbi who compiled the hayami made that the gaming for that day is because that day in that year the gaming was compiled for the year tuftshin gimmel 1943 which is exactly 80 years ago that year was the first yard site of the rabbits in stanasata whose day of passing and whose day of burial were not the same day and he told the fascinating fascinating story behind that why that happened has to do with the Friedrich being away being out of town at the time and that's a whole fascinating story which we're going to tell tonight we're going to tell that story but Rabbi Gordon told that story now a lot of what he told me or told all of us at the fabregan came from his memories that he had heard from an older hasid a who has since passed away Rabbi David Edelman who went on slick us to Springfield Massachusetts way back in the 40s you weren't already um he was sent by the Freedom credit but he was there in 1942 when the Davidson stanisara passed away and he uh remembered many of the details so that's how I began my fascination with this story and I began to look more and more into it and everything I found at every turn was just more and more enthralling and captivating and it really amazed me how little is known in general by even people who follow Chabad or even people who identify as part of Chabad like how many people in Chabad know for instance even that shab the fifth of Chabad that his wife his rabbits and lived in New York I don't know if everybody even knows that or how many people know that she is laid to rest just a few feet away from the aisle how many people pass by that caver constantly and they they don't know that the rabbit is right there in fact how many people know that she was the very first laborator that was laid to rest in that Cemetery at all and in fact because she's there that's how the oil came to be where the oil is today the fact that Cambria Heights became a place out of all the places in the world where tens of thousands of of people come to pour out their hearts and to pray year after year that's because originally she was the one who was laid to rest there and that started that that should become the place and eventually her son the Frederica was laid to rest there and then after touching and dial it after gimotamus that's where the river's oil is so how many people even know those basic things that's why I felt like in honor of her upcoming yard site the Shabbos you'd give him a shot we're going to talk about her her life and just hopefully have a new appreciation of this incredible tadakis okay so let's start with the beginning birth rabbits in stanisad was born in tafreshkov in 18 60. and uh she was born in the town of Lubavitch now you're gonna say of course she was born in about no not of course because let me explain to you she didn't grow up in Lubavitch she was born in Lubavitch when her parents were visiting lavavitch I should tell you who her parents were her father was one of the seven sons of the tamak and her mother was named Hannah now who was Hannah Hannah was her maiden name was torski she was from the chernobyla dynasty her name's arturski from the town of tavaria um her father was Reb yankiv Israel who was a chernobyla rabbit from the chernobyla dynasty specifically in the town in Ukraine called chakas and he was married to the daughter of the military that is not the same famous Vera lay who is the daughter of the altered who sacrificed herself to save her father's life but this is the daughter of the Midland who obviously was named after the middle of his sister so the middle of this married atorski from the chernobyla dynasty and and he in turn had a daughter Hannah who married who was the son of the tamaktanic okay so Robinson's parents lived in chicas they lived by the their uh by nav's father-in-law and they were visiting Lubavitch to visit and that's when the Robinson was born she was born in lavage okay they went back to Chicago that's where she was raised now on another visit when she was five years old she was standing next to her first cousin whose name was shalom and he was the same age they were both five years old Angel was the son of the seventh the youngest son of The tamak sadik Rao shmuel who eventually became so little stanisara the daughter of ravier and little Sean daiber the son of RAF shmuel are standing next to each other and there zaida their grandfather the tamaktadek who was rabbit that time looks at the two and says now people speak like that a lot they make cute comments about cute little kids because and nothing he said was off the cuff so immediately the parents understood that this was a real deal and they got together and they wrote up an engagement that in 10 years this couple will be married so there were five at the time they would be married at 15 that was not an unusual that was not an unusual age to be married at the time I'm talking about the in the 1860s 1870s so uh 10 years from France forth they will be married and the the location of the continent will be where would any good believing Jew write for the location for any event that's going to happen in 10 years of course so they wrote it up that the castle is going to be in yerushalayim in 10 years unfortunately mashiach did not come so then there was a whole discussion where are they going to have the consonant step foreign wanted very strongly that the khasana should be in Lubavitch in the town of the Revis the kala's father of yasuf Yitzhak at this point he was no longer living in chakas he'd become a rabbit of his own this is in the in during those 10 years the Tamar said they had passed away already and the Navies became a rabbi in his own right in the town of avruch so they were living in vrich now and he wanted that the Hassan should be in Avro so there was back and forth in the end they agreed fine we'll make the khasana of roach but there was a condition told his son the river marriage did not go because of healthy did not go to the casino but before his son left for the castle he told him outside of Lubavitch you do not wear stimul that was a condition what was the meaning of that that's that's Up For Debate but that was the instruction you wouldn't wear the style outside of labash the famous picture you see of the rabbit shab was taken in our stuff after he left Lubavitch so he's obviously not wearing a slime only didn't wear slime outside of Lubavitch there's a painting of him wearing stimul because that's an artist's rendering and he did wear his diamond in fact in labavage but not outside so the consonant was supposed to be out of Shabbos there was a whole debacle that happened when the yes his attendant saw it took it right off because and it was a whole uh conflict about it and they almost called off the khasana and it was Robinson who said we're not calling this thing off the zaide meaning the tamaktadek is the one who made the it's going through and therefore it went through and on Sunday they got married okay after the khasana they moved to Lubavitch so the khasana was in but then they lived in labavage it's interesting you know the the repetition was it was it was akalo she was a married woman but she was also she was a girl she was 15. she comes to Lubavitch and she notices all the other girls her age are much taller than her apparently she was not very tall and she felt bad about it and she actually told her father-in-law she told she feels bad that she's so much shorter than the the labovacha girls you know where she came from I guess she wasn't that much shorter than everyone else and now she comes to Lubavitch and she sees all these tall girls and felt kind of verb less than said to her short trees give the best fruit to which of course he he was referring to offspring he said don't worry you're going to have very good Offspring now we all know her Offspring was her son the Friedrich rabbit but that's not so simple that's not so simple either uh I don't know how many miscarriages she had but she had a very difficult time carrying a baby to term uh she lost pregnancies and there were fertility issues and it was four years since the hassano she hadn't been able to uh give birth and actually it was simple and they made Mr baddox for the women and I guess she wanted her name to be mentioned in a mission because of the fertility issues but for whatever reason her name was omitted and she felt very bad that didn't mention her in the mishabaddocks and she said she went off to her own room and she was crying after the Kiddush I don't know if this means the night or the day because I said to make a kiddish some cluster night as well but she went off uh to her room to cry and she cried herself to sleep and while she slept she had a dream she saw a man come to her and say to her you're going to have a child this year but there are two conditions the first condition is you can't tell anybody about this the second is you have to give 18 rubles to tsudaka from your own money so she she agreed to that he went away the man in the dream went away but then he came right back with two other men and he repeated it he said two conditions you can't tell anyone about this and you have to give 18 rubles to DACA from your own money you're gonna have a child this year and then the other two men in the dream agreed with what the first man had said and then she woke up she went to her husband and she told him the dream which was interesting that apparently that's not called telling anybody wife tells her husband so he said fine we're going to call my father so they told which again it's not called telling anyone can tell your spouse you can tell your debit right okay so they told him was very interested in this and he asked that evidence to explain again what was the dream she told him every detail and he was very serious and he said the man that came to you in the dream was was my father who had since passed away and the other two men were my grandfather the mitlin my great grandfather of the altered okay so SIM card status is in touche one more month after that is Heisman kishliv Tavis schwatt other I don't know if it was an ibr if there were two others that year um Nissan it could be looked up so I'm going to look it up and let me know Nissan ear 7 Thomas so that's nine months if it was a leap year then it was 10 months you would base tamosphere was born we all know the feeder Club is when he was released from imprisonment was the 12th day of the Hebrew month of Thomas that was his birthday as well he was born out of 12th of Thomas tougher 18. 80. so and and another episode was 20 at that time married at 15 had her first and only pregnancy which she carried the term uh five years later she named her son after her father who had since passed away we mentioned her father was she named her son yes if you took now I want to tell you a little bit more about 116. um from the time that she arrived in Lubavitch she was instrumental in preserving hasidus she had a very good handwriting you have to remember in the days before copy machines and printing presses and Laser Printers handwriting was absolutely vital in the preservation of of cities I mean we all know uh any of us who know a little bit about modern labavage history about the great Mercedes snafish that the freedom could have had with the southern the manuscripts he had boxes and boxes of these manuscripts which he brought with him from place to place as as he was in Exile and took great pains to bring to America and but that's the basis of the labavitcher library today many of these manuscripts were written by the rabbits in stanisara she would write down my modem that were said by her father-in-law she did this for her husband that I better shop later these manuscripts were preserved by photograph you should know also that when she became rabbitsun after uh the rabbit Asha became rabbit which was not immediately after the passing of her father-in-law that was should know that shab was not the oldest brother and there was some discussion about who would be the successor but after that became was that abidson um I think most people know that the crowning the Crown Jewel let's say of the Rebecca's nasias the The Innovation at least let's call it that was a totally new thing was time Yeshiva an official established program an institution for the study of Torah where they would study both aspects of Toyota negla and Mr as an official part of the curriculum and um of course people were learning considers for Generations since about so why was Tim catamim what was novel about it well one thing that was novel about it was a kitchen you take that for granted but people were always coming to Lubavitch to sit and learn and to soak in us and that was just that was always done but to have a Yeshiva a Yeshiva means a structure and part of a structure means there's a kitchen there's food in fact you know the official date of when it was founded is the 15th of ello but the first days of classes were the 18th of Kyle so what did they do for three days so the absolutely used to say and when he would visit the Yeshiva Lord he would go straight to the kitchen he wouldn't necessarily stop in the best matters to learn but he would always stop in the kitchen to have have a bite he would say what do you think the anniversary is if they didn't start learning until three days later what then what's why is the anniversary uh from before they started learning what happened when what what do you call it a printed stationary what no they opened the kitchen so the kitchen opening that's template to me so when I come to team make sure to stop in the kitchen Okay so the kitchen of Tim came to me was the rabbit that was a whole question what are we going to feed they were there there was poverty they didn't have food so they needed to know there was going to be a kitchen in order to start the Yeshiva shop wanted to start the Yeshiva but where's where's the food gonna come from the rabbitfish dinosaur is the one who said what we eat meaning that's what the baham are going to eat and she saw to it that was the reality she saw to it that they would have food in fact later as Tim come to me expanded uh 10 continent was for older bahram but then they were younger baham who came and um in fact one of those younger Bakr who came to learn in labavich was a a Boy by the name of Shema Aaron kazanovski and we're going to talk about him later on um because he figures prominently into the story of it ever since uh passing he was accosted in America we're going to speak about him okay and this whole story how he even got admitted because they didn't want to accept him and he actually his mother brought him and she went to rabbits in Rifka ever since Donald's mother-in-law and uh They begged episode at any rate these boys these younger boys who were not even entertainment they were younger how did they they used to eat something called the rabbitsen soup Robinson made soup for these boys that's how they lived so when you think of him should remember the temp contamin means not just people who are afraid to sit and learn on their own it means there's a structure there's a Yeshiva there's a kitchen foreign okay um there was a point where the debita schaab's health was very very poor I mean his health was poor for many years but at one point the doctors told him he had a few months to live uh fiducaba was like 17 years old at the time and the rabbit shab said okay I'm going to get to thrall to live for my you know as long as I've got left and I said I'm leaving our son in charge he's a new rabbit I'm I'm going and uh actually convinced him to stay not to go and actually he lived and he lived for many more years after that the famous country is actually his ethical will that he wrote to his wife about how to educate their only child um after he would pass because he believed he was passing very soon and there is incredible instructions over there about about parenting um later on of course they had to leave Lubavitch because of World War One and the Russian Communist Revolution the Bolsheviks the fighting it wasn't safe anymore now even in that assata figured prominently uh that it was not safe so the rabbi shab said that the family should leave they should leave Lubavitch and he would stay in Lubavitch an episode of sort of outwitted him she knew that if she would tell him to leave he wasn't going to leave Lubavitch so she said that's fine um that ABBA can stay meaning her husband that I better shop but we're not splitting up the family the family's staying in one place so wherever the dev is staying that's where the family's staying once the de Bishop heard that he wasn't gonna it wasn't safe in the language anymore it's too much fighting and uh so when you hear that that wherever he's going to be the family's gonna be he said fine we're leaving and that's how they ended up in her stuff she went with him she left Lubavitch should understand she was the last sitting rabbitsen in Lubavitch if you think about Lubavitch the actual town of Lubavitch the last of Ebbets and who was actually sitting as rabbitsen as leading as Robinson in the town of Lubavitch was it ever since dinosaur okay and all of the the Exiles of Lubavitch I just spoke about 10 Exiles all of the Exiles she was there literally until the current location of Lubavitch in Crown Heights Brooklyn she went on each step of the way so she left the Bible she went to her stuff um After Base nursing after the rabbit shops passing she was constantly with her son afraid of krabbe who then assumed leadership um she went with him after a stop to Leningrad to to where he relocated um she was involved I mean I'll tell you that period was the was the stalinist period it was a very very dark day there was one fabrangin towards the very end before the arrest when eventually led to the freedom of having to leave the Soviet Union was speaking very bluntly and there were spies at the fabrina everyone knew there were spies and like Sid them were terrified they didn't know what to do they actually went to the devastation and They begged her get your son just please please to stop to make that ever stop and and she said you know you know there are spies he says I have to do what I have to do but she was the only one who could speak to I'll tell you also I don't know if it happened in but somebody wants came to the feeder grabber and had a message from two people who each one had a different problem they wanted a bracha and one had a family issue one had a money problem and this the schlier who told the Freda Frederick started bawling it's just broke down in tears and afterwards this closet remarked to that ever since he said you know the guys who told me about their own problems didn't cry as much as your son when he heard the problems foreign no every time I come into his room after you hear this the floor is wet with tears so um she was with him I'll tell you something also um when they came to arrest him she was there and I feel like I would write something very remarkable the the two the two communist agents who came to arrest him were Jews Lilith and and nachmanson and they actually both came from sedition families and many people were confused during that time and unfortunately took the wrong path and um they became tormentors of their own people so they came in the middle of the night to arrest the Federal um it's interesting sort of woke up it was the middle of the night she came out and when she came out she said what's going on here she realized they were going to arrest her son and she started crying and she said take me why are you doing this to my son he does nothing but live for others he does nothing but live for others take me she wasn't joking then she understood who she was talking to these were heartless Communists they would take her they would take him they would take everyone don't joke around with him she said take me don't take my son and the feed equipment rights actually at that moment he said that was the one moment he saw Humanity in nachmanson he said nachmanson who was such a just a we have no words to describe the the cruelty of the capacity that he filled for the Communists but at that moment he said when Robinson sort of came out and she was pleading for her son Friedrich over writes he says that was the moment I saw some Humanity and he said to me I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake your mother please go quiet her calm her down and that was and after that he went back to his cruelty obviously the photographer did not stay in the Soviet Union had to leave we all know that he went to Riga she went with Robin was there at every at every juncture uh after Riga she went with him to Poland arshad fotsky um the baham in Temple regularly interacted with with 30 she was a she was a fixture there she was just like in tempement labavich she was part of the Yeshiva so not thoughts she was part of the Yeshiva there are many memories that Malcolm have of interacting with her and her taking an interest in their studies and their their their welfare um she was there right until when the Nazis invaded Poland and there was the the airstrikes and we we know the stories of the the bombing of Warsaw she was there in fact that's where she stayed in Warsaw during the bombing and the the planes are coming with the bombs they were very scared that she was in a in a dangerous house and they wanted to move her to another house that was in another area in town that was supposed to be farther from where the bombs were going to fall and the cinema were saying let's let's go sort of said no no I'm not leaving this house there's a safer Toyota in this house so this this is a good place to be this is a safe place this is a safer Toyota in this house and she didn't leave and the bombing came and the bombing actually bombed the house that they wanted to move her to and the house that she insisted was safe because it had a safer Toyota was Untouched by the bomb okay after the feedback left Poland came to America tests other tough Shin spring of 1940. she was with him when he arrived she was with him ah when 770 was purchased and the freedom moved in she was with him she had a room she had an apartment on the second floor of 770. it's right next to the Frida Carrabbas the room where he took personal audience that was in stanisota has an apartment next door to that on the second floor of 770. um I'm gonna talk now about the events leading up to her passing base 1942 okay so she was only here for a couple of years she was in New York for a couple years in 1942 the Frida krabe visited Chicago now this this is there were two visits to Chicago We're not talking about when the Philadelphia visited Chicago earlier when he was visiting America I'm talking about after the federal government already moved to America in the 40s and he visited Chicago 1942. and the plan was that he was supposed to be there for two weeks he arrived Zion Schott the seventh day of shot he was supposed to be there for two weeks there were there was a major fundraising dinner for the Yeshiva two Shabbos programs for two weeks a lot of yahida's private audiences we're going to speak about that in a moment and and a lot of other events okay now the federal government himself was not in the best of health so the trip was difficult on him was also not in the best of health however she was relatively stable or else the Freedom cover would never have made the trip he would would never have left his his mother behind um so she was she seemed to be okay and in fact until the moment of her passing she was walking talking diving we're going to talk about that um so the Frederick gets to Chicago he's supposed to be there for two weeks foreign she passes away now let me go back to New York to Crown Heights what's happening I was in Chicago did not appear to be unstable in her health in fact she was she remarked to somebody hint Dartmouth today is shabashiro today you have to dive in in a whole new way after diving something special and by the way she was always very particular davening three times a day her whole life so she goes to dive in the Shabbos davening and she gets to the prayer called nishmas nishmas kolkai she got the niche masks and she asks for water someone goes to bring her water before they could bring her the water she'd passed away later on people put two and two together they realized how similar her passing was to her mother-in-law rabbits and rivka's passing in Lubavitch was also diving and she asked for water and before they could bring her the water her Holy Soul left her and ever since stanisado was actually there and she said words the effect I believe that if only I would have such a Amisa and indeed she did similar to the way that her mother-in-law Evanston riska passed away okay let's go back to Chicago was not in good health they were they found out right after Shabbos they didn't even know if they should tell him they decided they should tell him but then they didn't know how to tell they figured out a way to tell him they told him and he was crying a lot he was crying a lot he didn't say this right then he said it later but I just want to tell you something that he said about his mother's passing he said that in general it's a sad thing when a Jew passes away especially if it's a relative and of course a mother and especially a mother of an only child but the reason why I'm really crying is because she didn't get to live to see the complete Redemption this troubled free to grab it and his mother who worked so hard to bring the Redemption did not get to live to see the Redemption I said Frederick has mentioned that later I'm not sure at what point but okay matsushabis shabashira in Chicago is understandably uh grief stricken it's a holoca term for that it's called an einen raw grief and here's the incomprehensible part of the story people had yes scheduled personal audience they didn't want to lose their opportunity they started to beg the organizers of the trip that they should ask the Freedom Credit not to go back to New York right away they should stay and have you hear this with all the people who had signed up now to me it's unfathomable how they even thought that the freedom would have the presence of mind to listen to listen to that and we also I guess have to understand that travel wasn't like like it is today for many of these people was their only opportunity was a once in a lifetime chats but they they ask that the photographer should be asked if he would be willing to stay and after he finishes all of the Year this then he'll go back so they went they asked David if he's willing to do this and what the video answered is absolutely I I don't have words I asked the video in his state of Rogue Reef if he will stop he will remain and and give your head this grant you hear this to everyone who who signed up for it so he answered since my father's passing since base Nissan when my father did a better job passed and I assumed leadership I have no personal opinion about myself I don't have a say it's not not my call to make video but said is what I will do and they they got three percent abundant paskin that the federal government should remain and give to give you hit us which he did that matashabas as well as Sunday he gave you hithers afterwards he got on the train it was a train it was not a plane and he went back did not reach New York until Monday foreign the short trees give good fruit the best fruit I don't know if there's any meaning to that it's just something that I thought of but let's let's slow down here let's talk about what's happening back in Brooklyn let's go back to Brooklyn the rabbit had arrived our rabbit in 1941. 7 summer 41. so that was already there and rabbit from day one was managing everything including this okay let me explain um there was a labavator helca labavitcher section in a cemetery in Staten Island I mean I think since the 1860s they couldn't have in New York you couldn't have cemeteries in Manhattan so they were all in the boroughs um so the cemetery was in Staten Island it was called Bayside Acacia Cemetery and all the laboratory who a few that were here in America from the times before the Frida Carrabba that's where they were buried we had Musa who came to America already in the times of the rabbit even even earlier so that's where they were all buried in that time in the 40s there was no way to get to Staten Island except a boat you'd have to take a boat Staten Island Ferry there was no way that an Abbott was going to allow that his rep the federal government should be in a position where to visit his mother's caver he should have to get on a boat so that Abbott told because we spoke about earlier who's one of those boys in Lubavitch who ate from the rabbits in soup now he came to America before the freedom rabbit he was a reverend Bensonhurst and an Oscar and a very important activist in establishing Lubavitch in America he spoke English I'm very he was very well connected so the Republic that we're going to find another place not Staten Island no not there has to be somewhere you can drive from from 770. and so they found old Montefiore Cemetery rabbits and stanisado was the first laborator laid to rest in Old not very Cemetery now after she was laid to rest there you can see matsavis there they're not even far from hers um from years after her from after like from after touching base there's a there's a cunan just a few feet from her from it was very there tough shin gimmel and then there are others so that became the the new place but um think about this because it was buried there in Old Montefiore Cemetery in tuition base 1942. that became where her son where the feedback about where his oil would be in touch in 1950 which of course is why after in 1994 after gamotamus that's where that I was oil is so if you think about all the people who go to the oil all the people from all over the world who go and they pour out their hearts to diving at the oil in in this this random neighborhood in Queens how did that happen because of representation being laid to rest there that that's that's that's how the story started and it's interesting that the devil was the one who made sure that they should start a new section so in some ways that ever himself chose where his Isle would be but uh let's talk more about the Practical preparations of course there was a Tara according to all of the the laws and customs but then there was something unusual um foreign now uh yossi Sternberg actually sent me a a recording of an uh interview not sure from what year but many decades ago but it's a very clear recording of Rabbi kazanovski speaking and he speaks very quickly speaking in Yiddish but he speaks very clearly very easy to understand if you understand Yiddish and um he's talking about his memories of what happened since dinosaur is passing and so he says gave him an envelope a green envelope a Russian envelope I don't know what means maybe Russian stationery or something I'm not sure but uh Russian envelope a green envelope and the rabbit told him that this is from saying that this should be done that this envelope in fact they never told by kazanowski since you were involved in making sure about the burial plot so you're also being given this discus that you should deliver this envelope to her you should place this envelope in her hands so the kazanowski speaking you can hear the recording maybe I'll post it somewhere people can have access he says I put the envelope in her hands he says maybe it was a fantasy you know maybe I'm Dreaming but I put at first I I asked Michaela as one does one one ask forgiveness from them from the mess before you do anything with it um he he says I asked forgiveness and then I placed the envelope in her hands he says maybe I was dreaming but I felt like I felt her fingers take the envelope like you said like love a dick of fingers like like living like a living hand I felt it take it like receive it afterwards after the levia the Freedia could have been told Robert kazanovski you didn't tell them what was in the envelope nobody knows what was in the envelope as far as I know but the photographer told Eric kazanowski then first was Jordan if anyone would know what was written there meaning in in that envelope and he said it just like that you would have for her a whole new level of respect what was written there I don't know but the freedom kazanowski who himself was the one who placed the envelope and ever since she never saw his holy hands that if you would know what was written in that envelope you would have a whole new respect for her I don't know it was there but what I do know is that that's something to take seriously the David could have been told his khasid that there's something I'm not going to tell you what it is but if you would know it you would have a whole new level of respect and think about the level of respect kazanovski had already and yet he told them whatever level of respect you have now you would have a whole God it should have a whole new level of respect so I think it behooves us to have a whole new level of respect for this holy woman now the feeling was not well as we mentioned so he did not go to the kavoda to the burial at Old Montefiore he was at the levia of Iowa's in front of 770. he went out for that but when when the family needed to get the Philadelphia to do things he didn't want to do they would have shmulovitten Azeroth and so he passed and because of health reasons the fairy God is not allowed to attend the burial so he did not attend the burial he did not go to Queens he just attended the levia in front of 770. the funeral procession and in fact he never as far as We Know uh went to Queens and went to his mother's cave so it's interesting that the whole reason that her caver was chosen to be where it is is to make it close to it's close enough accessible to 770 but he didn't end up going there at all which makes you think maybe there were other reasons as well but who knows who can figure things out like that it's not for us to really to know but it's interesting to think about but anyway here's what I want to tell you and this to me is just mind-blowing the federal government did not visit now we're talking about from touching base your gimbal caption base until your chat when when was the histalcus of the filigree rabbit so we're talking about eight years um minus a few days so he did not ever visit the grave as far as anyone knows but he sent listen to this but what we call a pan a pigeon nafish it's a very specific type of Correspondence and this this is written in in the Memoirs of he writes about this he saw this himself would write the pan on Allah like we write a partner about a little bit different text that he used than what we have come to use but but my point I'm trying to bring out here is it was the it was the formula that accosted writes to Arabia goes to the history goes to prostrate at the grave of of and he would write that text regularly how often I don't know the number of times but it was it was I think the McGraw writes flecked he used to do it like it was a thing that it was more than once it wasn't just a one-time thing it used to do this and he would send the pigeonis he would send these letters with RAF shmuel with uh Abby levitten and he would read them at rabbits and stanosaurus caver now I'm just saying some commentary Hashem I noticed that there's a lot of activity by the rabbits in hayabuskas okay there um see wedding invitations there and all types of activity people go there uh also rabbits and Hannah who's a little bit further down but also close by it would be I think I'm just thinking out loud and who am I but could happen I'm not telling you there's a new minute to write a pigeon to a Robinson although that itself is just something I think at least to spend a moment to be missing just the The Wonder of that um but you should know that episode her is just a few feet away from the oil it's actually right next to Robinson she's right next to him and the Phoenix there so it might be a place to start to think to to stop saying to tell him it might be um and speaking of the episode I'll tell you one more interesting thing you know the famous picture of the candlesticks that abbots and heimushka's Candlestick so it's regal elegant simple candlesticks lit with when did she start lighting those and how did she get them she got them after 1942 they were the rabbits and stanosaurus candlesticks apparently I've seen uh had other candlesticks also in the house so maybe those are what she used before that but she received those and that's what she lit with and furthermore I will tell you that after the stalkers of the Robinson Le Chavez scandals you ever started letting Shabbos candles after the stalkers of the rabbitsun so what candlesticks did that other use from that time on those same candlesticks that abbots and dinosaurs candlesticks lit shabboskins when he lets shot with Shabbos candles from the candlesticks that were originally what happens in stamosaurus candlesticks so I think it behooves us to reflect a moment on how special this uh this holy rabbitson was and is a yard site as I mentioned is Shabbos same caves as this uh as the year that she passed she passed on a Shabbos shabashira adoption base this year gimmel which is the 81st yard site it was the same coffee as Shabbos I'll I'll just read from the hayamyang which in the year of caption gimmel was the first yard site of her passing and that was a Tuesday your Democrat was a Tuesday that year but at the beginning this is how I started it says yard site a lot of people have read this okay technical thing I don't know I mean how interesting is that that a yard site is on the day of passing even the first year the first anniversary and even if the day of burial is not just pushed off by one day because you remember she her stalkers was Shabbos so anyways it wasn't going to be Shabbos it would have been the next day but it was pushed off an extra day until Monday you read this I mean okay fine technical thing I guess that's our Munich how often does it come up but if you know what's behind it what was the rabbit writing the devil was writing on the first yard site of his adaba's mother something that refers to the selflessness of his rabbit that the whole reason why the Kura was was many days after the passing was only because of the selflessness of the fried that he agreed to Grant yehdas to Jews in Chicago otherwise it wouldn't have been pushed off until Monday so you read a word like that seems to seems so technical it seems dry uh how applicable is it irrelevant I guess it's applicable but how to how many people how many situations is it applicable so is it really relevant to me it's very relevant to youth that you should know what a rabbit is someone who has no opinion of himself he is you know when the rabbit hi mushka and her deposition during the slottom trial they asked how do you know that this Photon belong to the system she said how do I know this photo belong to the consider my father belonged to the Sith what do you think that means my father belong to the suit means he was an iron he was struck with raw grief he was the only child of his mother that they wouldn't let him go because he didn't want you to listen you understand what you can we know what you can smell for the future girl because it happens and I sort of said when I go into my son's room after you hit the floor is wet with tears he had his own tears people wanted to come and tell the figure of their problems that he should empathize with them and and cry their tears it's unfathomable we read that oh the day of the yard site even if it's pushed off from the day even if the burial was pushed off from the from the day of passing oh it's still still the Yorkshire stole the dead past we just read it like it's technical and you talk about a song who delayed his mother's funeral because he wanted to be available for others that's what a rabbit is very sad like she did not live to see the cool stand up soda foreign she should rejoin us here in this world and she should see finally the complete and Final Redemption together with all of us a