The Kabbalah behind Hosha'ana Raba and what can be achieved - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] tonight we are gonna celebrate Hashanah rada Oceania means save me Hacha it means come from the world to save and now please save me and we toiled a lot the last month and a half we spent a whole month of Elul doing Juba and then we spent the whole month of Tishrei Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur with praying a lot and doing a lot of Chava forgiveness etc etc everything that was included on Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur was in a concealed way now comes you can sit over here how comes Sukkot came Sukkot that it's all in a revealed way and this is the day that concludes our entire work in the last month and a half that before we sealing the deal and tomorrow Bazaar the sham Sukkot is over we're going into the next holiday of Russia of a schmee niet sûreté and it's also called Simchat Torah here in Israel we're lucky we're doing it in one shot and outside of Israel it's two days one day they do when you tell it the other day they do simcha Tova but nevertheless I believe this is the most important day of all the effort that I did in the last month and a half it's more than a month and a half it's already a month and 21 days so there's the 21st day of Tishri so we're gonna talk first of all but the importance of hoshanah Rabbah and why we stay up all night and what we want to achieve tonight and tomorrow morning I know it's not going to be an easy night and we're gonna stay up all night and we're gonna learn and gonna pray early and and then you're not done tomorrow night we have a whole whole marathon we have prayers and big meal and then haka forts and then the next day even our longer prayer but when we understand the importance of this day of the next day then it's easier to put our mind to it and to put our last quench we're also going to talk about if you remember we spoke a few times throughout the week that every day there's a visitor guest who speeds piscine the holy guest starting from the first day was a llama be known and it's like a knock of motion of on the weed and and yourself in the weed and we explained already in the beginning that the reason usually is not you're safe rather should the weed in we see that when we say them in that prayer of Isabella would say Mishawaka vomit snuck way akov moshav are on the with wish them all that's when we that's the names we mentioned these are the seven seven shepherds but throughout the week of Sukkot stromer's moved out and we brought yes Yosef instead many reasons for that some of them we spoke already in the first days of Sukkot tonight we also gonna explain cuz tonight were on the border between those squeeze of yourself and the weed now we're already going into the night that the weed is the is the visitor and there's a mystical significance to each and every one of them because we also explained that the seven of reason they correspond to the seventh fiat so Mohammed said the Mixtrack is bull and Yaakov is different and so forth but we're gonna go through the the bush prism in the spirit and why what's going on what's going on tonight specifically with the visitor of the vide so everything all tied together give us a very good picture why we want to invest tonight and make sure that we're doing everything the right way and needless to say this should give us the power the cost to carry with us for the rest of the year now if you want to title the entire month and a half one would find it easiest to title that this is Shuba it's all about repentance and looking at myself where I failed how can i rectify it how can I refine myself how can I bring things to its original state this is how you would mainly title the last month and a half and I'm counting from the wash polish alone so the whole month of Elul plus three weeks in Tishrei and it's all about looking back of where I messed up how I can fix it and how I can for the future have a better plan a better plan how I'm gonna run my whole entire year now I'm sure all of you after all looking around this room everybody in this room is about you ah and Bao Chau or converts and mouch even convert is the same same idea coming from one place changing their life and starting a new start ro here I mean I'm just looking in the room I don't think anybody here is that maybe maybe one person I'm gonna make put him on the spot but my browbone Shuba here so I'm sure each and every one of us has experienced something that bothers all of us that the second that you're trying to get closer to Hashem things become more harder and usually that's the case and there's a reason for that and that's not who you are where you came from how much time you invest and how much time you have been observing you can be observant for 40 years now but every time you step it up you'll start running into difficulties and every year we step it up if you look back and if you would make some type of an analogy you'll see that in the last few years of your service to a shame every time you you you step up one level then goes a whole year and then then that comes the next issue you step it up another level if you look back you'll see that you kind of climbing up but we see that every time that we want to get closer to Hashem something happens a door closes or a situation happens it throws me back and then I'm back to the stage one or starts getting into come fusions in subway and now we did a whole month and a half of investment of chuhwa and even then we didn't even start our year and already we see challenges coming our way now to understand that in a more profound way we go all the way back to the beginning and the first source we have in the Torah and any type of book of mysticism is the book of formation and I know it's affiliates allowed and I know many not many but some who argue that there's even a more older book than that this is called the book malakas the end the angel Raziel there is an argument which one of the books ISM became before the other but either it doesn't matter well we're going back to Adama be shown and the book of informations affiliates Allah is holding it all the secrets of the universe and the purpose of the universe and it says they're very clear that the purpose of creation is to reveal in the world the letters of her name Shems name you'd came off K by only to reveal you'd and then the hey and then above that's it that's what it says delete buiiet Allah the purpose of creating the world is the revelation of U K valve what does that mean shame has many different names we explain that already so many times they're not talking about the 72 names and rather I'm talking about the 10 names that we are not to be erased the famous ones of them of course is you'd give African Elohim and Aleph darlin renewed and shin delayed using different names Alif LAAM and this is there's 10 names there they're called the names and allowed to be erased the dominating one is of course you'd give up K this is the name that Shem is using to create the world and govern the world and everything comes through this four lettered name and the worlds are structured through the name note now it's not the time to explain about that the formation and the idea behind you'd cave out gate but for the ones it's more familiar this is what separates allah says is to reveal UK involved we're going to explain a little bit what it means in a more simple way now there are three types of loves that i need to apply and these three loves are corresponding to these three letters of youth and hey involve emotions name the first one is called avatar shame the love to Hashem the second one is called have lotta love for the Torah and the third one is called avati sale the love for another person lavato shame is corresponding to the letter yud and about the Torah corresponds to the letter hei and about Israel love for another person between a man and another man or a woman to a woman man to a woman is corresponding to the letter valve these are the three loves that we're talking about they were going to concentrate more on that rather than talking about what's - what does it mean to reveal you'd cave up now it says in the book of formation that with the letters U they involve which is the first three letters of shames name the world was sealed now what does it mean a Shem created the world and then like an artist he had to sign so you're looking out a beautiful artwork right away you see the signature so Shem created the world and he signed his name signed his name but he signed only you came up without the other hand it says also that when the world was created a shame left in the top northern part of the world one corner unfinished and why so if anyone who come to say that I am a God then a shame you say okay so let's see you finishing the world so go to the north part two of the world I don't know if it's in the North Pole or whatever it is but that's what we know and it's found in the book will be the the gate of a beard years now and he says they want a shrimp created the world he left one piece not done now go see you see where it is and if transmission of anyone who come and we had many of them that came and said that there are regard okay let's see if finishing the the creation so nevertheless Hashem created the world and then he signed his name and he signed with the letters youth and hey involve without the last letter hang now today is the 21st day or Tishrei cafe leftish a Tishrei CAF Aleph is numerical value of 21 which is the exact same numerical value of you'd pay involved so today is the day of vodka valve and today is the time that we can relate specifically to this form of a godly revelation which we explained again the you the name valve is applying these three loves love for the Torah love for Shem and love for another person now if you going back now the name of Hashem you'd give of K the numerical values 26 go now 26 days back from today that's the day the world was created because the world wasn't created on a lofty tray rather on the 26th day of Elul so today if you go 26 day back this is the day the world was created so that's a you'd give up k and it came up is the day that when man was created because man was created on the sixth day so again we have two connections here and we're going to work around it now today is the day and today I'm talking about from the Malaysia but till tomorrow and a sash when yet seller comes in the 21st day of this ray this is the the day that all the abundance for the next coming year is coming down and I was blessed we were all blessed on Rosh Hashanah with an abundance of health and wealth and para nós on everything it doesn't mean it comes down many kids parents are very generous and they opened for them a trust fund doesn't mean that the kid gets the money just means that the money is in the trust fund and maybe someday the kid will be able to pull the money but doesn't mean he gets it so on Rosh Hashanah we were gonna trust fund with a lot a lot of blessings in there now it's up to me I'm bringing it into the world so today is a very unique day now every year there's a new energy coming down to the world a new Shiva and all the structure of the month of Tishrei is not say just that somebody was sitting board 3,000 years ago says okay you know it's anyways they're busy they're spending money and presents it's just squeezing all the holidays into one month's so it doesn't work like that there's a mystical reason for everything now since today such a unique day and again we mentioned it's important that we follow the 21st of the Shea this is tonight then this is corresponding to youth decay in valve which is the numerical value of 21 and this is what we want to focus on at least tonight now I need to focus on tonight how am i connecting to these three loves that I'm referring to the love to ashame the love to the Tovar love to another person and why do I need to even do that the flood now the thing is that when we're looking at ourselves and neither one of us is in a better place in the other but we are very very distant from a Shem well connected to a chef but really we're all very distant from a sham very few people are in a high level of italic and they're very close to Hashem Moshe lebanner was in the highest level so he would speak to a shame face-to-face even though masha'Allah been no didn't see his face but nevertheless he spoke to him this is what's called kill very very close and you know if there's a famous individual president or whatever king some people are very close to him they can will just walk into the room some people are so close to the president they are knockin they're just walking and for us simple people to get a meeting with the president it's probably close to impossible so same thing here how close the erm can you just walk in and start talking - yep no so where you can sit in a very very distance from a Shem it's called the hookah door now when we say a lot of people say that they do have a love for a Shem it's not real love because we can't experience real love - a shame because of this distance doesn't matter what you say if you think if you say that you do have then you're kind of fooling yourself because we cannot reach to such a level of real true love - a shame because the only because we're far away of course I love shim-sham is great I would make a t-shirt like I love and you know a shame but but then this is no real love this is not real real experiencing love Hashem now why is that because we love this world I don't know my people they don't love this world I mean of course we all suffer here but we love the world I loved my chocolate I like my coffee like my car like movies are like books I like whatever it is we like things in this world I mean listen we got to be real you can't pretend here so how can I love a sham if I love things in this world in order for me to live a shame I can't love anything in this world because for me everything is a sham and again I know anything can be questions and debated we're not we're talking here very on the surface to understand that my love to ashame is very very far away and very undeveloped how do I get to to love him so dearly is that I have to break all the screens that are blocking between me and xem there are many many screens I mean we call them screens you can call them partitions you can call them whatever walls but the term that we use is Misaka Misaka is a screen there's a reason why we use use the word screen and not a wall or partition but nevertheless every time that I say and I create a barrier between me and a shame and I create so many barriers that I can't be close to closed or sham I need to start now breaking all these bread barriers all these screens then I can start experiencing real true love to ash M so again we are we talking about that because we want to understand how can I apply in my life and develop these three loves that we talked about love your sham love to the Torah and love to any other person now how do I really break these screens what are these screens that I'm talking about then I have desires and lusts in this world some of them are for normal mundane things can be food can be all sorts of physical pleasures and belen there's also so lots and desires in this world that are they they are forbidden and there are hard and I'm not allowed to but neither way we're constantly battling all sorts of desires I walk in the street they smell a good bakery right away wow that's a cinnamon or is it I think it's maybe the chocolate did have a sign get two for the price of one oh do you think so this is a very small last that I have of the other if you can say last for food but the idea that it's called Terra they're like something that I desire and I need to know how to control it I would say that the basic one is food and then as many other things that we like we like nice clothes we like here all sorts of things people like to get the new the new iPhone plus so they I don't even know the numbers already I think we're now go up to eleven right Ted eleven all right help me here hey yeah SX so but nevertheless these are these little glasses they're not forbidden but they don't do anything good to me then of course ha special oh my have that desires and lasts that are forbidden and I'm not allowed on now I need to know how to break these desires and to break these lusts and if I know how to do it and I run on a very clear path in my life but most people it's very very hard for them now how do you start with battling this you have to break yoga you have to break your ego if the ego is in the equation here nothing's gonna be able to be done you're not going to be able to complete complete but to accomplish anything especially when it comes to break these screens these 10 volt these last these desires this clip out the first and most important is I have to break my own my own gave up and Gavai it's not really ego go by it's more pride and we're gonna talk a little bit about that a little bit later but the first and most important is that I have to get the Galva out of the way so what's for now for the sake of the example we'll call it an ego if you remember many times we spoke about a service that I have - not a service a work that I have to do in regards to refining myself and that's the refinement of my character and I explained that we are we all have characteristics and attributes some of them are very good some of them are not good and I need to nourish the good ones and break the bad ones and there are many times of me though I can be quick to anger I can be impatient that can be judgmental it can be jealous I can I long the list is very very long and of course I have good me note I can be charitable I could be kind I can be loving and sharing and patient and so forth but they're all broken into two groups the one group on the right will be the good ones and the group on the left will be the bad ones and they're built in a type in a shape of a pyramid because there's on the top there's one media on the good side on the positive side the top highest - Madonna Val the madad of being humble and on the opposite side is MoDOT agava the the the attribute of being having pride now if one of these midot will be triggered both of the positive or the negative it will birth new middles so if I trigger the positive MoDOT they're being humble it will start treating more developing more me note of kindness and love and patience and compassion but do it on the negative sides that from Gavin which is the worst of all if you poke it it will develop now to me dotes right away and the one of them will be anger the other one will be sadness that's how it works and then from the anger and sadness the next generation and then the next generation we're learning about that we're learning from the book of Charlotte - are we learning it also in in a tornado a lot of different books that we're learning about how to approach it so Gavai is the worst of all of them so really get wise pride but for us to relate with this is my ego why why would I get angry somebody stepped on my ego why would I get sad somebody stepped on my ego why would I get jealous or upset or because somebody stepped on my ego and the more I humble myself I'll never get angry the more I humble myself I'll never get jealous judgemental sad or anything why cuz they have no ego I know nobody pushed me the first the most important I have to break my ego now we all face the same challenge and we go through challenges miss your notes Shem is constantly gonna throw challenges in in my way some of them are extremely hard some of them are not so hard but every day we are facing at least 1 to 5 challenges when you wake up in the morning you don't even notice that but a little note falls down from the sky after you say Mulder knee and in the note if you would unwrap it it will say today's challenge is patience and as you wake up from your bed you put your leg down straight into the ball of water that's if you have a bowl of water next to the event most people don't have that but nevertheless so if today the challenge is patience then every step of your day your patients are is going to be challenged if you can control or not and then the next day will be anger and the next day it will be judgmental and the following day will be something else and sometimes you get in one day all together but when you wake up in the morning after you say Malini Oscar sham what's today's challenge what's the job today a shame is mean to you this is the the job the description of the job when you come to the work in the morning you tell the boss what am i doing today no today dig a hole toe but they do this now shell does the same thing so all these challenges that we go through is not against me it's not against me rather is a shim refining me only so I can receive this revelation of you ta involved that's it very simple now I get upset I get impatient I get frustrated but really I'm saying what are you talking about I'm just now refining you so I'm challenging you I'm putting all these challenges in front of you only so you can refine yourself once you refine you'll be able to receive this godly revelation coming from the letters you came up from the name of Hashem you'd give up K now the point is that we're human so I don't know what to do it gets me confused this is all good in theory what we're saying now but when I'm facing this challenge what do I do how do I get out of this challenge right now and then I start asking the world for advice the worst thing one can do is start asking for everybody's advice because everybody's gonna give you their own their own opinion and then you find yourself with too many answers it's neither one of them make sense so and then you come to square one so I can already tell you're not good to ask too many people with advice you know ask one person that you trusted you know they'll give you the right answer the thing is that we asking for advice and we want to hear the answer that I want to hear not the real answer so I told you already there was one guy who called me he was trying to to get me on a phone call finally we get on the phone so he tells me I am NOT gonna keep you long I only have one very short question he tells me can I do this thing doesn't matter what and I told him no this is tells me that's it just like that no says here says I told you see was a short answer a short phone call this is are you sure listen yeah um I'm sure you're sure I can't do this act no you can't do it are you 100% sure I told them you asked me that already now you're already wasting my time I told you you can't do it tells me you know you're the H rabbit who's telling me that don't think we wasted a tree by his time and you're going to believe just the first one who told you you're not allowed to do it so same idea sometimes when I go to ask for somebody's advice I'm hoping he will give me the advice that I want to hear oh the answer that I want to hear but in most cases that's not what you need to hear so there's a lot of confusion when it comes to a challenge now the challenge is so you we talk on the same page a challenge can be that you're trying to date and for whatever reason every day doesn't work out you're trying to open a business the business doesn't work out you're trying to become more spiritual you want to show up for them in your name you can wake up in the morning whatever it is have many different types of challenges and the challenges can be big small medium and so forth but nevertheless when I face the challenge most people don't have tools how to face the challenge then become very confused and the confusion doesn't bring us anywhere now this is where this comes into action this day is called of course hoshanah Rabbah there's a great rabbi known as a bonobo Calle he calls this day the great stand aho Tomica don't you know when you're going through bureaucracy and the paperwork there's always has to be a stamp if anybody of you is the excuse me going through the process of Aliyah you have to bring a lot of stamps don't get up or steal from here and Apple steal from their nap or steal from here and everything has to be stamped come on so same thing here in the world about has to be a stamp so Kadosh Baruch gives an order it has to be stamped so where do you think they got the idea in this world it's coming from the world above this is the day where the stamp is going down that'sthat's it once the stamp is down that's it you can you can change it wait for the next year it's also called the day of Arafah yamaha rava tonight I mean this morning we're gonna take the wheel oh we're gonna be first of all we take it out of the bundle and then we smash the wheels on the floor this is called the day of the lava if you remember we spoke about it throughout the week that there are the willow it looks like lips the dog looks like a heart we explained that that at all GU comes to atone for my sins in my heart all these bad thoughts and intentions that I have they had us the Myrtle looks like an eye the leaves looks like an eye that's to atone all the sins that I do with my eyes and there are many of them and then the willow looks like lips so it's coming to atone everything that's done with my lips lying cheating slandering Lashon Hara and the list goes on and on so this is again the day of that how about the day of the lips that's where we're gonna be praying a lot and tonight we're gonna be after this class learning a lot and you have to move your lips and that's why it's called Hashanah Oshana I like I explained before is save me save me please Hashem is low shear to to redeem into save me now going back to these three laws that we were talking about that this what we want to concentrate on so we mentioned you have love for sham this corresponds to the letter U devotion and then love to the Torah corresponds to the hey of the name of a sham and love for another person that we call it a Vitesse layla but it doesn't mean yet that's between me and other george just loving another person this corresponds to the letter v' of now in order for me to survive in this world and this is the whole point of Hashanah rava must be prayer you can survive in this world without prayer and this is why you see in Judaism and even in many other faiths it's all around prayers it's not that we are holding a copy right here how every faiths around prayers but specifically in Judaism we see that our day is around prayer and this has been usually the biggest obstacle to most people who approach the Torah remember when I became observant then I didn't know what to do I didn't have any guidance so I called my friend who at the time became observant himself and I told him you know how do i how do I become Jewish like what do I need to do so the first thing he told me is that I have to keep the kosher diet diet is no problem I'll survive the diet anything else tells me a the next thing it always is you have to pray and my question to him was when do we pray on ostrich Anna I mean like he's like not every day every day came to me as a shock every day what what do you mean every day and then he came to me with a next shock he told me yeah three times three times one is not enough and three times after I could understand isn't it enough like let's just summarize it all once a once a month or once a year every day the same same text I mean that's just the summary once a month when the week will meet so it's very hard for me the idea that I have to three times a day stop my day to open a book to read something I already read before I mean that is something new every day it's the same text the same story I mean I already know the story of my heart so this is a very hard thing to do to start getting getting into and this is for most people to get into the prayer but nevertheless prayers are the the pole the main foundation to survive in this world and if I don't have prayers in my life that I'm not gonna survive in this world at all and again that's why we see today's gonna be a very long prayer I mean not that I'm trying to get the the air out of your sails but it's gonna be a long prayer to this morning and most people when you come you tell them is a long prayer you know I think I'm not gonna feel good this morning and I'm gonna call in sick but the greater and the longer the prayer the more you can receive now first of all prayer is meditation it is not can be it is most people think prayer is reading from a book and prayer is much more than just reading from a book why we emphasize that specifically on prayer this is a long long answer that is not necessarily appropriate for now but believe it or not prayer is a form of meditation and in Judaism there's many types of forms of meditations I know a lot of the cultures they take to themselves the credit of meditation but Rama vino over 3,000 years ago is to meditate and it's what used to meditate and relieve it even before that so in Judaism is a lot of forms of meditation but they believe it or not even the going through a sinew if you really pray how one should that's a very high form of meditation we're in a very low level so we don't so relate we relating to it as reading but really when you really know because what you're doing you are meditating on the letters of the seed oh that's why it's the it's mundane and not mundane it's repetitive now we are very low level so we're just reading the text if you look at my signal you'll see the letters are the letters are structure they're not just written as words because when you elevate yourself to a much higher level the letters the focusing on the letters is a very deep way of meditating but again this is totally not on our subject maybe later I can explain about more but prayer for many reasons is a very very basic thing but a very important thing in our in our faith now again going back to going back to the work that I need to apply for the next the next coming year is I need to work on myself and the first step to work on myself is I have to be very very careful from any type of pride or ego anytime ego pride comes into the situation this is already should the red lights have to go on because that's really gonna be some type of a danger all disagreement so arguments everything starts because of an ego because somebody's ego was stepped on now the removing of the ego that's there about the willow that we're going to focus on today because today is the day of the willow and the willow doesn't have a taste and doesn't have a smell in the four species then we have the taupe the they talk has both a smell and a taste they love it has only a taste today hadass the miracle only has a smell and the widow doesn't have not a taste another smell no ego complete some simplicity complete prostitutes no coming with any bells and whistles now the thing is that we have a problem even when I'm already stepping into a high level of over that the shame is that most people when they become observant they look in the mirror like wow look at that okay religious am I showed up in the last three months every day to the show and I do this and I do that and this is also ego that you look at yourself and you're saying like huh but we have to remember that at any given moment anything can be taken and the person that really works on their me down and neva they don't give any credit to their hard work and it's very easy to look at the mirror after 20 years of becoming of that you're observe and say look good look uh well I'm I'm much better than him who says be much better than him once you say you're pointing saying I'm much better than him then you're ready you pulled yourself down twenty levels this is again that's another type of ego and usually this is something that we fell in a lot that we sitting in a form of observant people and you're looking at another person like I would never do such a thing so we have to be very careful that we have to understand it at any given moment anything can be taken I know many people that they became observant and in one shot everything everything will collapse and they went back to square one now that's why I mean again we have to focus on this and this a type of growth that's why we do this is the form why we do the seven circles around the Bema this is what we're gonna do today I mean the whole March the whole week of Sukkot every day we did one circle around the Bema demo show note and this morning we're going to do seven all together and of course tonight we do seven Kaka fold surrounding the with a similar with the Torah same with tomorrow but the seven circles that we do this is the secret behind the last letter hey of a shame that is missing from the combination of youth cave of we're missing one letter why are we missing the letter A here so this is the secret that akka thought the surrounding is the secret of why we do that now in everything in this world we we need the shims mercy if Hashem is mercy is not included I'm not going to be able to do anything doesn't matter what approach I'm taking has to be the mercy of a Shem included here there's a shames kindness this is called cressid there's a shame severity the Guevarra the restriction but there's also a combination of both of the Shem has mercy on us if Hashem would not have mercy on us we were not going to be able to do anything so we have to build so to say our steps based on knowing that I have to develop this ah humming me Dada Hamim and this is the idea of hoshanah Rabbah now there is a great Sadiq he's known as the Ahmad Valley his name is Robbie Moshe DeWitt Valley he was a student of the RAM howl and his his teachings is beyond word where words can really express great great Sadiq unbelievable Walker kodesh you read what he says you see the the level here is not the normal Sadiq and he has unbelievable books I believe we have about 22 books then he wrote very hard some of them very hard to understand and we do know that it has a lot of scripts and we don't have any access to but nevertheless his teachings are very deep very Kabbalistic but he did not says in one of his books that where does a set of Shem really test me when he wants to test my love she constantly wants to test me where does the Shem test my love specific to him of course is specifically in a challenge that's how a Shem is testing me you know this is not something we should do but many people in their relationship they want to test their spouse they're friends if they're loyal if they're a really a good friend a really good husband we shouldn't do things like this but nevertheless the calash bajo constantly wants to test us we spoke about it today this might answer some of your questions that we you asked me today where does the Sham test my love for him is he puts a challenge on me now when everything goes smooth and well or Shem is the best God when I have paramus ah when everything is working exactly how I want then a sham is a radium five stars when as a shame not the best Shem is when things don't work how I want when things working in a very difficult way now what is the main part of the Nisei on the matter of the challenge is when I fail in a sin not necessarily without thing the main least I own of my love to a Shem is when I failed in a sin and a shame who constantly constantly will test me there I'm now I want to be observant I want to be a good Jew and a shame is gonna turn it around that are the most important prayer I will be late to the prayer of young people oh I didn't wake up every day I wake up at 5 in the morning duska for this prayer I didn't wake up and then I go into all this a storm in my mind Wow how did I fail here so sham will test me will put me through a sin and will make me sin and then I started getting into all these confusions with myself what I'm trying to do the right thing here how am I feeling over here but nevertheless this world that I'm at Valley explained that Hashem is constantly gonna test me - it's not for him but through tests now today what are we going to do and we're gonna be surrounding the Bema we hold the lulav aim like swords and if you look at the lulav is a very long piece of leaf and it's very sharp I mean at the point of it is pointy and when you're looking at how we're holding it the lulav it's like we're holding on something you know when a person is about to drown or to fall he's holding on something we're holding on the rule of the rule of is a very special connection to mean in the world above now today is the day that everything that we did in the last month and a half is sealed all my effort everything is looked upon and not only that the abundance that is going to be given to me for the rest of the year that's when it's all decided this is what's happening tonight now in order for me to receive any type of kindness is called Hassidim it's coming from the side of a sham of Crescent this is called in the Kabbalistic term teapot ah huzzah deemed the drops of Hassidim but like a drop coming from you know you tear the the the tear goes down or drop coming from a faucet then the siddhim the kindness is coming like dropping now as a poster against the hostile name there's always going to be good give all the severity judgments now the difference between the pasadena gua that chesed is love tested is giving tested is the how i get connected to Hashem but on the other hand I have gua gua it's severity is judgment but nevertheless if I wouldn't have any Gua I wouldn't be able to even sustain one second in this world because in this world there's a concealment from God's revelation we can't see God in any type of a way some people say yeah I see godly revelation sorry to blow your balloon you don't see nothing unless you are a great Sadiq you don't see godly revelations you might feel God you can understand it in somebody you don't see godly revelation in front of your eyes and the people that think that they do then they're living in some type of a dream because we don't see unless you are say dear God I know I can question your your level but we we don't really see godly revelations but why because there's a great symptom there's a great concealment in this world and there's a reason for that I sure want it to be concealed but since the concealment what we call symptom is so strong if there won't be grow out we wouldn't be even sustained one second in this world there's a reason why Shem concealed himself has to be a challenge here has to be a goal but Shem is adding in there are a lot of gula only so this will help us sustain this time in the world now in order when I have Hasidim as love and kindness shining on me then has to be symptom here to control it and it can be just as and if it would be just as it you know too much of everything would be devastating so has to be a power of contraction and today when we're focusing on this day the votes are coming today but they're staying in a form of a contraction so we got on Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur and throughout the month the with the week of Sukkot a lot of classes brummagem but in order for it to be contained in some type of way it has to be an involvement of Bua if not it will just spread out it's almost like now me giving you the most expensive wine in the world and I'm pouring it to you if you don't have a form which we call a cup to hold it then how are you gonna contain it just gonna spill everywhere so when Hashem is giving us a lot of hesitant he has to give also the same amount of Gua so it will be contained now with that that's what's holding so to say our sanity if we won't have the guava shame involved in this world we will lose our mind completely because we won't be able to contain the head of a shame a soul is able to contain it the body can is not able to contain it so Shem has to put some restrictions and then I'm able to sustain in this world now what happens is sometimes it becomes overwhelming most people if you would really look at your life it's a may some people will say it's a miracle that I'm not losing my mind with the challenges that I have the reason why we don't use our mind is because this intervention of God because really with the challenges that we go through we will be able to not lose our mind and no I'm talking with some people unfortunately maybe they experience some type of a breakdown or whatever but the reason why we're not losing our mind with this the intensity is only because there's a go and here now the thing is that a shim wants us to be in a contraction because that's how the only way how we can grow first of all this shouldn't be any gorni revelation then there's not gonna be a point here the whole point of the world is this shouldn't be a godly revelation what's the point of serving a shame when I see him so the point of serving a shame is when I don't see him so has to be a restriction here but more than that in order for me to grow has to be I have to be contracted and confined so she wants me to be in a state of team zoom and symptom is might be a can a translated as a contraction but sometimes there are many different ways how we feel and experience that seems to am a contraction for example one time in your life you have a lot of money and then the money is being taken so this is called a theme tune I had now I don't and you you're in a relationship now the relationship is over then this is a form of a team tune I had now I don't so that seemed to Miz not necessarily a contraction or remove Monteux godly revelation is that when I had something and then I don't have it and you all experienced that I just gave two example with the relationship and money but we're constantly going through some type of a cycle that I have something a certain abundance this is a form of cressid and then it's been taken away that doesn't mean it's taking away completely but if they're taking away more either momentarily or for a certain period so how really do I survive it all boils down we want to see what this night will allow me to take so I can survive the next coming year how do I really survive is that I need a chef I have an abundance of Guha we think that we need an abundance of lessons of kindness and and unlimited love but we actually need an abundance of voix the complete opposite that's how we survive all the tests that are pair that ashame is putting to us and you know what we didn't get a report yet but you know Shoshanna was already decided what's gonna be all my challenges for the next coming here and the list is very long we're gonna have a lot of challenges from now on until the next year and some of the challenges are extremely hard and some of the not so hard but don't think for one second you're off the hook we're all gonna have a lot of challenges and this year I can tell you already that the challenge a big challenge and we're all going to have that's just the theme of the year we're all going to be challenged with how much in munnar in faith we have in a sham it's not necessarily going to be in money or health or but the challenge we're all going to be facing this year we're going to be faced with a lot of challenges that will test my Emunah how much I believe in a shame and how much I have faith in Hashem and it's called the moon on beta horn this is because right before the coming of Machir this is the challenge that we're going to have to go through and it can mean many things of course the challenge can be dressed in a relationship in business and so forth or in health but the ultimate challenge here is how much Emunah having a shame so I need to have as many goals given to me to be able to sista to to survive if not I'm not going to be able to survive the next day coming here now now it's the it's the last exam we spoke about it today we read the data after ah Go Go Magog we're at the doorstep of Machir it's called The Last Exile so the challenges it's very hard to survive you know hospital not to put anybody down I'm not trying to make fun of anybody or anything but just to state a fact that I would say that the majority I think that the researches show that anywhere from 60 to mean maybe eighty percent of most people in the world are on some type of a substance to make them not lose their mind whether it's antidepressants whether it's medical marijuana whether it's I don't know what it is and again it's not about putting somebody down just stating a fact that the Exile is so hard people can't handle even the Exile and it's not because something's wrong with you it's because that's how heavy the exile is to a point that people don't know how to deal with the reality now doctors psychiatrists psychologists a rolls to give people you go now to a psychiatrist and I'm depressed I'm a I have anxiety have fears you take this they don't really don't they don't know what to tell you so you know they have not five fancy titles and a lot of diplomas on the wall but they don't know how to give you a practical thing okay do that do this so it's very easy to just to give something here small of this will take care of business and again I'm not trying to hospice I don't put anybody down or to to to make fun of anything I'm just trying to emphasize how the exile the darkness of exile is so severe that most people don't even know how to deal with it and that there's a result on that then we we if you don't have tools then you need some type of a sometime of a cure now the the challenge of the exile brings us to great sorrow most people do you know and it's and again it doesn't mean a person is bad but most people they have great sorrow from many different things when we when I'm facing a challenge it brings me to a point that I have sorrow doesn't matter right now if I lost business I lost a relationship I lost here I lost there but this is only because of the the severity of the exile but we're going closer and closer to Messiah so it's becoming more and more and more so I need I need something for the next coming year how am I going to survive the next coming year because even though our Shem is the Great God the next coming year will come with a lot of challenges so some of us will be with partner South for some of us will be with health for some of our through will be to find in their their other half and many other things and you always have to remember is only the love for shame shame is not doing it for me to make me suffer rather to refine me to get me more pure to make me more clean so I can receive a greater godly revelation don't think for one second a shame is being mean to you or something's wrong with you is just a form of purification a spiritual purification so we mentioned that the seven days of Sukkot then there correspond to many things in Judaism with the number seven if you remember we had a class ready throughout the week around I repeat it but we see a repetition of seven constantly so I mentioned the seven days of creation and the seventh the cycle the sabbatical year comes in seven oh so many different things in seven so we have seven days in the holiday of Sukkot and we also have seven visitors seven rupees in and this also corresponds to the seventh spirit which we call them alert hasn't go out the fella that sahaja sod and manhood now the seven MoDOT or the seventh Fiat everyone accord they be they get revealed in my soul we're looking at it from the world above but all these methods that are revealed in the world about they're also shining in my nefesh in - Shama now we mentioned already we went through the order we're going to go through it right now but the highest of all the middle is the middle rested then want affair that the net sahaja stolen manhood each and every one of them corresponds to one of the Shepherd's they come the first one was a llama vino and then it's like an Jakob so the mid note the the lower ones and this is what I told you before that today the bees the guest is the vide corresponding to this field of market and we just went out of the fill of Assad which is a yourself these two made out are the media the attribute that elevates and I need some type of a form to elevate myself this is both yourself and the vini now if you're going if you want to go through the order then the first day was a probably no avail Medina was the middle cressid first of all the how everything starts is first of all Jim shines an unbelievable infinite amount of Crescent that's what happens on austere Sharna we get an unbelievable amount of kindness from a shame Crescent but right away it comes without any limitations if I'm gonna take now a stash of money and I'll throw it at you then I'm very kind right I'm throwing a lot of money at you but there comes a lot of wind and everywhere anything gets scattered everywhere and I'm left with one note so when the passage is coming in and abundance but with not a way of containing it that I don't I don't receive anything from discussing it's like me throwing it you're now taking a bottle of wine and throwing it you the wine I put it in a cup let me let's have the wine so in the beginning we give unbelievable amount of cressid but it's not contained right away then after a Brahma window has to come it's luck that's why it says in the Torah Vava ha only did it suck right away Aramis to birth its luck and because the mid note the way they're structured that one meter will birth another media so right after the facet comes has to come it's like has to come wah and the garage containing it is taking all this chef's oldest resident putting it into one place that it's contained and then can be benefited from and then right after that will be birth another media vehicle and the alcove is the mediate is the the middle there's a revelation of kindness of hostile evil but nevertheless it is also the team tomb the contraction of it so I'm I'm actually I'm able to contain it it's the perfect middle now once I have that now I give you the example what's happening on Rosh Hashanah let's step out for a second for watchin our code we started the class by saying that real Bell Chavez we're all approaching the world of the Torah how did you became observant I'm sure everybody has here an amazing story you know why you became observant because there was an unbelievable shine of his'n so sunny you woke up why do you wake up in the middle of your life you are not somebody else millions of people how come you wake up why because a Shem decided to shine in your endless amount of Christian see suddenly woke up right away after that has to be Guha because when you wake up if it's not contained and your mind will take you to different places you'll go to different traits the different nonsense it's not focused so has to be right away grew out the Kadosh Baruch anchor me down and then I go into the next step where the shining of the Crescent Nagoya together so I have a lot of classes promotion usually when people become observed in the beginning everything is amazing perfect everything is perfect till they get to the first challenge now right after that I have to start receiving the Torah the beginning when a person becomes observant it's just excitement to further from being around the Torah you you know zero to LA that's when he started asking questions oh I'm not allowed to do this I'm not allowed to do that suddenly you faced with the reality that the Torah wait a minute there's a lot of material to know here in the beginning when I went to my first class the rabbi was sitting I was lit he was talking I was listening and came the end of the class he walked up to him I shook his hand I told him very nice class and I was very impressed so he invited me to the next class he told me if you enjoyed what I said that Cognex Wednesday's is another class so you didn't cover the whole Torah tonight what there's more Tommy yeah this is much more and then every class I went to I found out that there's much more information I was like ok this is this is not gonna works so well because the more I learned the more I don't know so the Torah once I am past the this type of excitement then I actually I'm exposed to the Torah this is the the gluey the revelation of the Torah that's Moshe Lebanon so we have a whammy talkin Yaakov that comes motion Moshe is the sphere of Nitza cause Avram it's like Yaakov accessibility favorite Moshe Rabbeinu is Netta Moshe is the one who reveals the Torah that's when I received the Torah but you know what happens in the beginning when I received the Torah I mean it happened to me and I'm sure it happens to many people suddenly I feel that I'm you know I'm the most shuttlebay know well you know how many how many though I know I learned three hours straight so you get this some type of an ego that I'm the next motional Albania of the generation the generation will be saved because of my merits so now when the Torah is being received and there's no connection to anything else then I started learning the Torah the the revelation the gluto by starting understanding the Torah sometimes I meet people and then again not to put anybody down there observing the monster months a year there's zero knowledge in the Quran they come with all these theories and all these what are you bringing all this from you read two and half books what are you talking about so I the Torah is not something you get to understand within a course or within a month so I have to learn years I've been learning now for the last 14 years I don't know nothing and every time that I open another book I figure out my I really don't know nothing and and hey you know somebody asked me today did you go through the entire game about me yes they come aha what are you talking about she's like how do you know so much and so what I know is nothing I don't know nothing I know a little bit so the Torah you know it's very very inviting in the beginning but you have to start learning and knowing the toha most people they look into the Torah right away they put a next to restricting and I'm like all the rules you don't know nothing about the time why you just qualifying the Torah so the Guillory looked over the revelation of the Torah comes from OSHA Lobby no but the problem is that when a person is too much immersed in the Torah then they shut himself out from the world and I know many people did they become observant and the in a very positive way they learn a lot of Torah but they completely shut them down themselves from reality so either they learn to live for 12 14 15 hours a day they don't work they don't sleep they don't eat they don't bathe they don't know anything they don't date they don't do nothing you just learn to all day long that's not healthy the Torah is not about you sitting in and injecting Torah to your body or sometimes people they do it in a very unhealthy way so right away has to come the revelation of our own and now on which is the whole the on was known to be the peacemaker our own is the form of been Adam Hager or the Torah is not between me in the Torah and this is the mistake that many people have the Torah is to refine me so I can know how to deal with other people not how to deal with myself so this is where our own comes that's why you see that even though our own comes after more shape both in the spirit and Uche busy but our own is older than Moshe which means that Benedum LaCava wall is above the bend between me in the Torah this is the mistake that many people have they put the Torah you know between me and the Torah there's only mean the time between me and other people no no no this is not the path of the Torah so then after we have the glue the revelation of the Torah which is Moshe which is hard Iannetta comes out on to build the structure that I need to know how to relate with other people with all boils down to how I relate to another person and then after that when you have motion I want together this is the completion of the gallery of the revelation of the Torah then once I have all that then I need that connection to Hashem it's called heat Kossuth I need some type of a connection from my soul to the Kadosh behold this already comes through yourself and this is the sphere of you so they saw this the foundation this is the link because the Assad is the what links all the spirit about to the sphere of manhood and of course what is this idea of yourself is that's where I have the power to go to overpower all my desires and my lasts that are forbidden in this world even the things that are little that are permitted but this is how I'm able to change the desire that I have we all have a certain desire Recorder hats on as long as my wish is my will unfortunately my will is very strong to things that are not important and needless to say four things that are forbidden so I have a strong desire to do something that is forbidden and we all have it don't don't don't try to brush it off we all have it if you don't have it then you're not normal something's not working there rail but we all have different desires and wheels first of all four basic things can be a nice good cup of coffee can be a cookie can be this can be that this is basic things that we can kind of handle but we all have lusts and desires for things that are forbidden when I know how to nourish the Assad then I switch the wheel instead of desiring things that are not good rather to desire things that are good and this is what I'm taking the rats on the wheel that I have and instead of having it facing down so what can I get from this world I flip it and now it's facing up what can I do to receive from the world above now this is of course what we want to strive for and of course after that comes the last of all this revolt the Sphero of manhood this is corresponding to the read and the Vedas the power to pick up everything that fell down and we see that both the within yourself they're both the mushy team there's massive in yourself and machine bin de'vide they have the power of picking up the broken pieces and the vida mailer he has the power just look at his life he was a king but look at his life it was the prosecutor he was hated by his children by everybody went against him so the Vida is the power of what school what we call in our basic vocabulary breaking out the broken pieces because every time I go for a few days a week or two something happens everything breaks down this is the idea of the world the Chevy rata killing the breaking of pieces but then you have to pick up the pieces and continue now we know that the Vida Miller he sins David Emmel have failed a few times and it says the only reason why David amela failed is to teach the single person how to do Chuba then even at the video Miller even a king can fail and do Chuba it says onyx chart the weed la mejor chavalla appeal his the rhythm of failed only to be like an example so taking with this structure of the seven species in the seven middle how it's applying in my life then now I'm in the last day this is the day that corresponds to the winner melon he's no spitting tonight and this is the the sphere of tonight is Ammar cult this is the day of Arafah and like I said before that over there the willow it looks like clips and the lips is not actions it's talking talking praying and sometimes you know the action is not to say anything it all boils down to to the mouth we spoke about it so many times or in the Talmud says the hind by mouth will be on a show life and death is in the hands of the mouse a smart person knows how to control his mouth if you know how to control your mouth 100% it says that solely Shinigami Rousey for tetrameter bill my mouth seal your lips from from evil and from lying the the lips can they can take you to the highest levels into the levels and it all boils down to what's going on in your mouth if a person knows really have to control their mouth sometimes you know there's a certain the comments that you want to make and you know it's like the the comment that if you say that of course everybody's gonna be laughing and uh but one person is gonna go into the account of one person and you just sometimes can't hold yourself you want to say that comment or a sharp answer or or whatever it is this is when we really need to know how to control ourselves now when it's coming to two actions then the action that really impresses a shame is just just be a good person this is what it boils down to shrimps is this let's see that you are a real good good person there's no evil you're not looking to to take advantage of people you're not looking to put somebody down you're not looking to to show how great you are on the account of somebody else but anyways to conclude what we're saying here tonight is the day that we sealing the deal now the teachings of Kabbalah says that there are two types of signatures or stamps one of them is called the hotel Metheny me and inside inner seal and the other one is the external seoane the preemie the inner seal that is put down on Yom Kippur that's why we say to a shame the hot may know behind obey Him see us but the external seal is this is tonight and this gives us the the power to take out from the potential and to be able to apply it now like I said before we are blessed in the beginning of the year with unbelievable abundance if you would look now at the report you will see the Sham bless you with unbelievable with polymer sow with health with happiness everything now I need to know how to bring it into the world I need to know how to transfer transform it into the world the way to transform the abundance is only through prayer we pray three times a day and we repeat that Falacci prayer when I talk about prayer I'm talking much much more nicer not all the preparation before and after prayer realized what I see when I do that when I that's when I pull the chef I into the world in different forms so when I pray for my partner saw this is Bill Carter Shannon my pray for my refuel for my health bill cut the fellowship and in effect every one of these prayers is pulling the Shifa into the world so to conclude is that we went through a month and a half of Chuba a month and a half of hard work and it's oil sealed tonight this is the night where I actually able to take all the chef's of all this abundance and to actually apply it into the world and the way how I applied into the world that they oh the Ultimates like I started this class by saying the world was created only to reveal the letters you'd give up in this world this is this is it's all about now if you want to go before that the story says dissolve says that before the world was created there was just a shame and all the souls were around Hashem Hashem was shining this unbelievable revelation and all the souls were receiving this godly light that we cannot even understand even words will not explain and express what it is but we're receiving this unbelievable pleasure just by being around the Shem and at some point the souls felt extremely embarrassed and they came to a shame and says listen you just giving to us and giving to us and giving to us we feel very ashamed Saul calls it grid of shame Mohammed ik sofa and a Shem says okay I have an idea for you I'm gonna create a world I'm gonna put your souls into bodies and you are gonna get a whole list of mitzvot to do and you're gonna earn your reward that way you don't have to feel embarrassed you learn for it you worked hard you'll get a lot you didn't work hard you don't get a lot and this is the purpose of this world is Sarkar Raj b'hala TV muah Kailash ba who wanted to give us a bonus an upgrade greater status but we were limited in our capacity so she says okay how am I gonna great in your capacity is through a way of you refining yourself and that will be done through this physical world through hardship through suffering through mitzvoth through Torah really when we came down to this world the purpose of this world is to receive a greater revelation how do I receive this greater revelation when I work with myself when I refine myself how do I do that I have to be tested to show to show to prove to to Hashem how much love I have for him how much love I have for the Torah and how much love I have for the another person so Shem is gonna test me with this you know to see how much love I have for him then I'm gonna be tested with how much love I have for the Torah and of course the ultimate test is how I deal with other people so everything that I'm gonna go through this year it's not Shem is punishing yours on a sham putting you through torture Hashem is telling you this is your path to be able to refine yourself to reach to this godly revelation so you'll be able to experience the true love to rush em to experience the true love to the Torah and most important is to experience this unconditional love to any other person when we're able to do this that's when we reach what's what is called gula Redemption right now we're in exile we're not really didn't reach it yet so we want to reach to the level of redemption of gira we want Michelle to cover one the world to be rectified and corrected so we have to go through a certain process so I need to remember two things a and the next year is going to be full of challenges but the challenges are good the challenges are my - my my how do you call when you go to the gym there's a certain tool not at all means and all these machines one machine you do like this and one machine you do like that and one machine you do like this but each machine works in a different referent muscle so all these challenges are made by machines to refine myself and to work on myself so the approach that I need to come into this year is that yeah there's going to be challenges then I can't live in denial but every challenge I have to put a smile on my face is both Hashem now I'm going to work on my biceps and today I'm gonna work with my other steps so wherever it's called as the triceps the B sips whatever it is but nevertheless so every challenge is for me to work on something today the challenge is to work on my patience and to the challenge tomorrow will be the challenge to work on my anger and it's not punishment this is a workouts so some people would like all day long just to work out we have a workout the shame is putting us through a workout so the approach here you have to take for the snakes coming here is there's gonna be some challenges just sit take a deep breath and it will be fine but tonight is the night that I'm actually getting all the power to survive these challenges because tonight is the night of give awards the night that we with the willow night this old world is to help me to survive the next coming year and how do I do that I stay up I ask for a lot of a coming from a shame we learn Toa retelling and so forth and early in the morning we pray sometimes what we do I don't understand what I'm doing you know I look at that everybody when we going out the debate the Torah with a vote everybody's clueless what are we doing I want to do alright just go I'm going in front of the run in front of me and that's like never is standing there here what are we doing next follow the one in front of you I don't know he he knows so and hostile I'm not to make fun of anybody I'm just saying that we don't know what we're doing but our sages told us do a doobie to see no more you'll tap into the to this to this a vote of kindness everything will be okay so tonight is the night that our hard work is being sealed that's why Africa I want to be up all night it's not the night that I want to go to sleep if you had a very important trial you don't send a representative you go there yourself so we're going our selves through to stand in front of a shame we're gonna now recite the book of T Lehmann many as you don't want to waste this night and I know whatever people do is they stay up till 3:00 4:00 then they go to sleep so they wake up they pressure it is what I'm talking after noon this is not the time to pray you know that they're the most important time the best time to praise early in the morning because the middle Crescent is shining the most now you want to pray as early as you can not at 8:00 not a 10 rather you want to play pray at the crack of dawn because crack of dawn is Madonna they said when we read in the torah what is it is about Obama we know velasca Milwaukee he woke up very very early so it's not gonna be that the hen said break of dawn that's when passage starts shining in the world why is you why would I want to pray in the afternoon or late in the day I want to prayer in the crack of dawn when their ultimate the most shine of crested is that the entire prayer should be included in Hasidim but nevertheless we want to really focus on tonight and after that when I'm once I'm done then I can go to the next stage which is simcha Tova that's just just joy joy joy and happiness with the Torah that I did I accomplish everything now I'm going through the next year with a with a lot of energy to survive the next year so we want to take advantage of this this night because this is what's going to allow me to survive the next coming year and that's what I'm trying to be you know giving bad news here rather giving a a the complete opposite his hope is to understand there yeah the year is going to be with a lot of ups and downs but I need some material some sustenance something energy to be able to survive this year good so now you're doing it throughout the night how do you do it sit down and really read as much as you can even your eyes are closing down we have a lot of coffee here we bought a lot of chocolates a lot of sugar for you we gonna eat there's a custom that we eats also a apples in honey do whatever you can just stay up if you need to walk around jump up and down and whatever you need to do but this is not the night you want to go to sleep this is the night that we are convincing in the Kadosh mahou the seal is going to be we can soften it we can redesign it and the momentum most important thing is that what it's this is what's going to give me the the energy for the rest of the year you know it has the effect of a like a slingshot or a bow and arrow the further away you stretch the further away the the arrow or the stone will go so I have a whole year so this this knife is a stretch this last three weeks is a stretch but I need to stretch it till the last point so when I leave it will go the furthest and it will help me to go through the entire year and if you do the right investment of time and you have the right attitude you will see that the challenges are the shim puts in front of you you're gonna jump over them very easily and there's nothing wrong with the challenge every time you get a challenge don't look at it as something negative understand the shape is now kissing you and telling you now I'm upgrading you I'm giving you now a bonus just jump over this challenge you're gonna get to a greater a greater level so we want to take all this information and needless to say that here I'm talking about a very personal my own personal life and I need to look at the more broaden way that's how I started the class that I have to apply in my life how am i revealing the slavish M how am i revealing the love to the Tovar how I'm revealing this is the ultimate the love the unconditional love to any other person because the bottom line is that we want to bring the redemption that's why we talk about unite Davi Davi de Melek share comes from the beta vid the way to bring the redemption to bring the world to a correction is that I have unconditional love to any other person as a matter who they are what they did people will get upset that what people do to them they're just messengers they're not do anything it's all coming from a shame and I know how to apply unconditional love to any other person that's when I really elevate myself to the ultimate level that I I I don't see that I'm better than another person and I see eye to eye and that's like I said before can only be done when I completely crush my my ego with that said it's all a sham we have a lot to do we have a few more hours to go we stay up we retell him read the book of a the volume after that we're gonna pray early in the morning and I suggest and recommend everybody to participate them don't go to sleep and to sell pray already at 9:00 in the morning because then 9 becomes 10 and 10 becomes 11 and only that you wanna you wanna get your your ticket when it's a the cheapest every time you know when I go on my my tours sometimes and most the times I booked the tickets very late because we were waiting to see whatever it is now until the lectures are being booked sometimes they're looking at the tickets they're very cheap we're going to book them after three weeks to double the price already so book the tickets when it's cheap so it's cheap at 6:00 in the morning that's when you book the tickets and basado sham there's other Sherman we do everything that we need to do and to apply then a Shem is going to reveal how much blessing he gave us and I can guarantee to you that the kadosh baku is bestowing on us unbelievable he said now we just need to know how to contain it with a lot of good and with that said I wish you all to have a beautiful successful year that the Year should be with success in your challenges needless to say we want happiness in Para NASA and to find our other half for the ones who don't need to to have kids for the ones who don't have to and everything that our heart desires then Shem should bless you all with a group with the best way possible but I always ask a shame for the blessing is not to have darkness out of is to be able to see my challenges in the right perspective that I can pass them and not to fail in in many other way in in my challenges and needless to say that makes me a much more refined individual and that's what I want him after I wanna after refining myself and growing spiritually and emotionally and this is what's gonna bring the world to a much better place and ultimately to the final redemption in business Shem should see where they're only with their own eyes this year this I don't have any cash on me but psychologically the quantity sale a filter in Balham two armies watching Mr Fitzsimmons it go yeah guilt over they are deal [Music] you [Music]