The Jewish Soul is the Axis of the Universe - Likkutei Torah "Ki Bayom Hazeh" #4

the yeshiva dotnet okay we are we're Doc evolve right off of the first column the Lehane British Hashanah the middle of the page above a morale of the line starts me I in much the middle of the page page 51 on top it says alpha level effeminacy shop so you remember what we learned yesterday the question of creation is an act of self-expression or it's an act of self-abnegation is it about self-actualization or is about self renunciation does that work did I just make up a word self renunciation because of work I never heard of it makes it okay I give up to such a word renunciation just you can't say self renunciation call it self transcendence better self transcendence of self-actualization so the aside here is that creation by definition is the devar hashem invested in what in IIRIRA nakiye in all of the elements that comprise the universe in the universes and it's being Irish it's completely a neurotic la lace much of it specific laws completely not bad at them so therefore it's called millon dead yet very deering words milah dead yet peasant like words love work of the Malcolm so the fire the light has to be held down the devar hashem which is called a similar Quechua HR slow the fire has to be contained it has to be held on if not it departs back to its source so the act of creation is an act it's contrary to the natural to the natural so to speak reality of the Ain safe because he has to renounce infinity to create room for finiteness and generally this is the avoid the Barossa fee it's active in covered a litera it's the tire that contains the eye and he says generally tired and Medicaid are divided into three categories targets Finland's naka which correspond to the Brussels assertive alpha system and explained the first is brosef which is maha shava which is the first creation the first glimmer of consciousness like something from nothing which represents Fila which is primarily a Nevada in my Java uses the Libra in the internal heart of the person and it's during the Tefila the person says barakatahu xem la que nous melech ha-olam it's as a result of la que nous the complete oneness of man with Hashem and Avenue that allows him also to be a melech ha-olam because the neshamah sister all are the key Amendment of all the illumise so therefore when you have a lake a new you can have melech ha'olam and you say it every morning in breakfast of chakra because every morning there's a new creation I'm a college but Toby about Holly and Tom and masseter Asia's even though it's every moment but the visual of it is every morning when you see that transition from night today from pitch black from Asia to iron we see something we get a glimmer of an experience of a new dawn a new existence a new reality a new creation veracious are safe like by the creation of the world was first night and then first night and then light it's like yes Mayan and he says well and he finishes this in the could develop embrace a shun I mean him say I'm clueless moussaka it's a car only ammunition keep inertia shun and Ibrahim atomic behold summer faces are double the cosmos understood Shana we say this is the beginning of your creation or Shoshana the world was actually created and every year it goes back to its original state that gets recreated that's every year and then there's every day and then there's every moment it's art if so the matter shove off Fela that's the first east side that allows the oil Avella coast to remain entrenched in the world which that moment of Fela is the massive oscillate the qivana will you become a mere cover you become completely one with one and there's nothing stopping that relationship that Vegas that allows for it to be oh so melech ha-olam where there's a separate world which is what malthus's it's art if i put in acid aboard the next stages it's art if the post says Brussels insulative offices it's active represents speech why should I sit Surya is a merkava speech gives form to thought the aint Isis a debris ash Mayan Camaro sasame shava letters of thoughts are not something from nothing like letters of letters of speech are not something that come from nothing like letters of thought he'd call you Isis and Isis but there's a much tougher the letters of speech have already been in thought the a mamela prima suit of his down below see so much on what they do for the letters of thought is they give it a form they reveal it they express it you don't know what I'm thinking until I don't talk about it it gives it a more concrete form so come in join me let's resume the letters of Maca Java are like the material for the surah of de Bourgh vu- tarnish it come it's possible Devon so we now come from toilet attire when you speak about my sovereignty but it's two very different realities there's thinking and they're speaking one of the challenges you'll see practically with people is that they don't realize how far the world of thought is from the world of speech so you may have unbelievable ideas now somebody says can you make a presentation the office is gonna meet the company's gonna meet is gonna be a board meeting can you make a presentation and the person always has what to say and they're always thinking about ideas but it's very difficult for them to open their mouth speak why because the way something is in my Sava and the way it comes into did work is a very serious transition deburr is not a new reality Deebo is a development of mashallah you speak after you think or at least you're supposed to speak after you think it's a good idea to speak after you think people who speak without thinking it sounds a certain way they also think that's true that's even scarier right awesome ma who Amen what you are you expressing your words my Shover is like yes may I in the boys already s me ash deboard takes the material of thoughts and concrete eise's it first of all it reveals it the tomorrow says ain't no dumb your day my believers ready you don't know what I'm thinking nobody knows what other people are thinking which is probably a blessing in many situations imagine if you were sitting at a speech and the speaker knew exactly what you thought of him and of his words it wouldn't be so - mock right imagine somebody's sitting and talking to you and you they know everything you're thinking the fact that my shove is concealed is a blessing it's also a curse it's a curse because we could live a very hidden life a very dishonest life it's a blessing because sometimes you have to mitigate and dilute and and develop how thoughts should be expressed yeah Mitch talks with some attractive Missourian there starts with lemons organ not everything you think should you say not everything you think can you say without it coming across sometimes as obnoxious or or self-centered or overly aggressive or judgmental whatever so deep or without deboard there's no revelation it remains concealed number one besides that it's not just it brings it out it brings out a different quality product deboard changes the product it gives it to forum it gives it concrete elements you have an idea and then you have to write it down in an article it's a whole different reality that's why I could take hours and days and weeks to write it down why you know it when you know something in thought it's not like bringing it out of speech because when you bring out in speech every word is measured every word has have its place every word has to be concrete thoughts it's much more abstract much more nebulous and sometimes in 20 seconds you could think an idea that would take you of our day to speak about in thoughts everything is so abstract and so intangible a lot of truths could come together within a few seconds you see when people daydream right anybody's daydreaming as I'm speaking okay you could continue but if you want to come back you can testify that over the last 30 seconds you thought about 20 different topics and they were all covered fully they were all covered - filli you like scan you scan through the world and your thoughts and done now you have to talk about it I'll leave me alone I can't talk about it so it's a different world so he says my shovel is like Homer and dipper is surah you take climate which is raw material and now you develop it into a table and to extend into a bookcase into a candelabra or whatever it is deeper takes them a server and makes a sewer out of it it's mcdowell it and it makes its way out of it so it's not yes maíam it's the Asha magesh if you take the mic shove it where my shava that's the initial glimmers the initial glimmer of thought that's like ash man in creation have burrow Civ its artists broseph I created the world that's my shovel it's art if I formed the world that's the concept of demo in a void er since it's our avoid that that holds the world intact because naturally the divine energy would go back to its source like fire it's our a void that it holds the world intact and the world is comprised of three categories much other of God Dipper of God and my son so you in disguise operates on these three levels as well there's the mash of of Yiddish night this is the deeper of Yunus night and there's the mice of inter-site each one holds down the fort in a different way in other words since the key of my oiler mrs. Turner Samus is strong the souls the Jewish people are like at the core of the world the interlacing link between heaven and earth it's like at the core at the what the axis the axis you know the globe revolves around rotates on an axis right physically so to speak I don't mean it physically there's an axis but we imagine there's an axis rotating an accent means like have a poll and you rotate around it right what is it called its ear called its ear the hinge the core the the axis upon which the Earth rotates the ballot Anya here says that the axis upon which the earth and the whole world rotates is the Jew sudhi sirs is saying it I hope do you mean the one who swoon Esther yeah so how may be in the oven so sorry sir oh is that suction it has a rip Citiz the axis upon which everything revolves everything exists it's the wick that holds down the fire the divine action it was naturally the virus I'm alive look at the butt smell of death later he are you here akia it's a clown game the axis of it doesn't show mrs. Sorel so therefore everything in the world has to exist in avoider there's no two separate things a void that reflects the world reflect the world reflects a void in other words some people see religion an exact opposite line of this meaning they see the purpose of religion to keep people isolated the truth is what he's saying here is that the identity of you this kind is deeply interconnected with the whole cosmos everything in the cosmos finds its counterpart in Nevada everything in a void that finds its counterpart in the cosmos so there's a relationship as an organic relationship between us and nature between us and the universe between us and all of the universe's you can have a star that's twenty billion light years away but somehow it's relevant to you somehow it's relevant to you it was once a year and he went in fine you'd an early feed and he went in under you Fitness on a personal audience to the Lubavitcher ever and he wasn't a hostage certainly wasn't a kebab Hassan and he has there ever that the Gomorrah says domitius is higher in sanhedrin's Mahmoud's I'm on a quest hi of other Malloy Mirvish really never know a lone person is obligated to say the world was created for me the Rambam in his introduction to Parrish our mission is a long introduction the world was created for the Jew to serve God so he tells the Redbird do you believe that this is a real truth because it's very hard for me to accept us this is for example in China there are 1.2 billion people they don't even know I exist I'm a little little guy so you're gonna tell me that somehow yeah their creation has to do with my advisor session it seems like a joke Volvo's van ones so their episodes why don't we take a look at your suit this is open your jacket what does it say there as he opens it up made him sign up mrs. Esther made in China open your suit take a look what it says mimic so I'll cope on him because in the world you have my shava brasov it's active our fastest if so Nevada yourself mother shava is Fela and now comes the second stage which is deeper what's the second element of either Terry said he descried is divided into three strands three streams pirates feel it's dr. Terry driver I did Melissa sada so it's filler is the concept of macabre that's all internal it's the internal mindfulness of the Jew that creates the mindfulness of the world our thought process affects the thought process in the world our thought process our state of mind affects the state of mind the consciousness in the whole world because everything is linked together everything is connected together just like they say as the butterfly flaps its wings and is effect of the climate tsunami yeah somewhere in the Far East right okay so that concept exists physically exist even more in the emotional and spiritual realm so it feel as the time when the Jew holds up the world through my shava the world of thought is sustained by the thoughts of the Jew which is represented by Dominic as a time of Kevon among Java then the world of speech is sustained through limited tires cause limited Tyra that's primarily about speech it's feliz primarily about Mahasabha it's the inner qivana that's what makes to me long the reason we speak by trilli says it's only to be my earlier the qivana but it's really about an inner state of mind and consciousness like we learned also from the rhetoric I am says around mamma Bjelica that the main union of the fill of the heft soft Villa is qivana Sol life in other words governor's leave is not a tonight Villa it's a half-cent it's the shaft soft Villa it's a very big difference you could say something is up tonight it's not the thefts of it in in brisker and brisker Isis the marshal there's a somebody's gonna say there's a tonigh in Hilda Schaefer yeah okay there's a helpless master yeah there's a tonigh in matzah what's the tonight in matzah but tonight is you have to eat it with a saber it's a condition you have to eat matzah with the same you eat much of to you with the same you have to eat two Cassation or Casillas these are all to know him in months is somebody gonna say remember in eating mats of pay so there's one more condition what's the condition there says it has to be mat so that's not a condition that is the Mitzvah shall take Schaefer destroy human Schaefer yeah what you have to blow the key is smart impurity how long goes to here how long before do you take a breath don't you take a breath stand since these are all dim them in Schaefer to some of my active some are not my active right if there's a whole there's no hole cover it with gold to know him and Schaffer but now you'll tell me now something else I have one more tonight in chauffeur you know what my tinnitus has to be a chauffeur you can't go ooh yes that's not a tonigh in chauffeur that without it there's no show for it as that shabanam true is a didn't show for how to blow the fact that without a show you can do the mitzvot are yes genius that is the mitzvah chauffeur that is the Mitzvah chef what's darvany what's Davenant what's the chefs of filler Kevon is not a pliant filler the prime says that is trimmer what's filler you understand it's a very rich for it - Nicola it's a very nice tool or it's not a cut diamond Philip you have to have come on and know you have to have come on they told me oh you want to be your chauffeur you have to have a chauffeur really you want to be your mops you have to eat matza not rice ok you have these mats are fine not not rip steak it's not a tonigh interested in matzo that is the Mitzvah that's the fafsa matzo means grain matzo means what it means what is feeln what is feeln what is feeln what is it so so you could say qivana is important Kevon is a condition even he says no that is what it is what is filler I'm standing in Sheol that's not to fill my I'm saying you somewhere much it raised a little bit that's not to fill its same words what supposed to feel Philippines a relationship what's a relationship what's the relation relationship means I'm thinking about you I'm talking to you and at least I'm aware I'm talking to you there's something internally happening there's some thought process without that he said it's not you're missing a condition until you're missing an important condition you're even missing something that's my gift filling now ain't it filler it's like eating rib steak instead of matzah fine you see missing up some tonight matzo say you didn't eat a Sheila's process in there in the shear of of three point six right you're missing in a few less process a tonight over there I cannot call that fill up but you have mats at least here it's not mats it's not Finland that's the sort now which coven are we talking about not Peter Sam Ellis that's talking up market but the ever decides Bertha's office and Shania saw you after finish under us we're talking here that a weirdness that there's something happening at the villa there's something there's some internal state of mind some internal state of mind let's feel them now this is the hardest part of Dominic as you know to shut off your mind and to focus on something it's very hard that's the best soft filler it's the definition it's the Schieffer without it but what makes it feel oh it's not how we look at it we look at the filler you come to surely open the city you say the words you don't say the words you say all the words you say most of the words you think the tights you don't see the touch but that's all important very important details to know him you have a tonight feel you have to clean your hands Tyrus you're dying you have to clean your hands but that's not Fela it's a demon thriller it's a tonight's villain you understand this is a crime syndicate Rambo no custom but here you have it he says and look at the tailor that the getter of Phil is opinion on qivana solid that is too filler I call Carlos be my editor sir come on so therefore in the mindfulness of Prayer the Jew holds up the thoughtfulness of the universe that's basically what happens our mother Chavez are the axis upon which the Monash service of the universe are sustained isn't that a rich concept our thoughts all these books all these new books that talk about your thoughts affect the world this is a huge felt sad a Vernon and his macho vez by Davin Inc either axis upon which all the thoughts sustaining the universe and all this all the thoughts in the universe are being held up including the greatest thought God's thought which is what allows everything to be thinking so that means that thought of the monkey that thought of the monkey with the monkeys thinking about I don't know if you ever think about monkeys thoughts but the monkey thinks or the thought of the bird when it's on the tree and it decides to fly to the other tree think something goes to write those thoughts are somehow all connected everything is connected because there's an axis on which it all revolves my dinner creates other people's thoughts that took there's a void from the maggot dr. napur who says he heard from his rep in the magician Molly look at the tailor my chávez's oldest child tsadikim Pergamum hired by a semi Avernus camera so to show you here the market developing soon imagine look at the Toyota my Shabbos our subsidy can have a far greater damage than physical sins of Russia it's very sharp it's very subtle myself as artists of tsadikim I have a much greater blemish and damage than the sin of the Russian because he's very there's a subtlety there it's very very deep and connect it's very deep to places myself as are some subject so they come tomorrow so the Camorra you mean tiny empirical cast yeah so that's the chaos of Mahesh over the koi have thoughts and you see today today there's a very the very into of this idea but this idea is already your son it's not rubbish that your thoughts about something have a very very powerful impact the famous story that said that right that a youth came and had a serious crisis in the family with his child some of us either called them track the good design good thing good will be good it's a cliche it's a nice thing to say what should he tell the guy what she tells exactly were you dealing here with a real rapper real or not there's not a fake rebel just has to say something to say it he's trying to think about what this person needs to hear and how he can help them so he's not giving him an empty promise here he's telling him something and that is that a person thinks about something in a positive way that creates it has at least an effect on a reality on the reality it's not a small thing our thoughts define reality even though you might think your thoughts what are your thoughts have to do with reality but our thoughts to foreign reality now this doesn't mean that we cannot we all have different types of thoughts and I can't always control my thoughts which is also fine I don't have to control my thoughts but I have to be able to go into a place where my mental state is not enslaved to thoughts that are overwhelming me because what happens often is a person's my Chavez become so overwhelming and they become their thought process and there's nothing else bought those thoughts and they don't realize it's just thoughts that's also fine its thoughts and ultimately I'm in control of those thoughts I'm in control of defining those thoughts if those thoughts are my reality or those thoughts are just floating around my reality that itself is a thought that you have to think of okay so therefore it's fuel is connected to my shava then he says the second thing is the deeper negative title she commits possible dementia cost-efficient optimal of a natural desire to Bob teach your children and speak with debarred Silva disobey M of a Lila the Chi Malanda here laughs caddy board on me Mario says thinking is not like speaking but Amy I'd see that give us a behavioral about limo doctor it's not enough to think lima that Tara you want to speak gamja my allah cetera oh Allah my Allah my Allah my Allah such feel the commotion resolve otamatea connected cool own even though Toyota is greater than its feel Allah my Allah my Allah much greater than three long because I'll say in the mission and pay our we say in the morning Tom with Toyota transcends everything including two below and here we're saying that Fiddler's my Java and Toyota is after that which is deeper he says you're right the hard up well Fischer my loss of amico Ibrahim I lose brats Italian bar horny customer the customer since the source of Tyler is extremely exalted in the highest places in God's will called the hidden one among the hidden ones in other T's concealed among the concealed EFC lockable item of cleaners Gullu arch attended lamothe Nevada snobbish B'gosh c'est la maza a Coco Yaakov they have opium shop ahem you slavish Arron Asham are goners between us say or maybe cleaners Julie laughs color Loomis at the end of it doctor no because Toyota is so exalted taters so deep one cannot receive its light in a revealed way if it doesn't come down and manifest itself physically in this world through the voice how coil call Yakka which comes from the breath of the mouth and in that voice in those words you have the light of Hashem that is concealed in the Toyota comes out in that voice and is revealed to the point that it could give vitality to all over the world's the higher ones and the lower ones okay a dual a they say it's knowing to those who know hain hey Natasha Tavis Hoffman is terrible those who know the world of mister the world of terrorism mister came shackled of her alien might anything that is very very aloof very exalted in a bar with a ghillie are they of a LaMotta beside my son it can only come out and be expressed at the ultimate end of the whole domino effect so if my set the end of all my so come on on the contrary something that's of lower spiritual value could be expressed not LaMotta could be expressed l'm ila something that's very very exalted the only way it could be nazgul is not Allah my Allah because it's too intense it has to be Nisga'a only LaMotta be safe my see it's not what he's saying yeah this is absurd a principle here dually I defend if you do Ali I did same what's the votive art is as I then a high-end asks a question impartial Schmidty in the mere cover of your testicle the face of the lion is on the right the face of the bull is on the left right is higher than left and right this asset left isn't water down here you would think the lion should be kosher at least more closer than the book up there it's higher well oil down here the lion is traif it's as straight as an animal gets you wouldn't even want to try to shaft it it's probably not that healthy to chase a lawyer and the show it is caution in fact all the carbon is the carbon has come he says how does it work so there are I am says if a character table hetalia the Khosla milah the Aria is higher so when it comes down yeah it it comes down the motto in a way that it doesn't express what it really is because it's too lofty to be expressed so it's expressed actually as a traif animal the shire because it comes from a lower moderate again so it could be revealed as a kosher animal as kedusha even here now that's very interesting the higher the kedusha is it's not easy for it to come out why because it's so intense so when it comes out it would create like a nuclear reaction it's very very overwhelming it's very powerful so sometimes yeah we have a clown koulikov or bi sir it's not a joke color gávea BOC aired Lamont up yes sir whatever is higher falls down much lower not because it's low because it's really higher because it's high the Chimera says in super color goggle make Aveda eat sir yes sir god you're bigger it's art is also bigger something that's higher like you have a wall when a wolf falls the rocks that were on the top fall further yeah always they fall further that which is higher falls further spiritually to that which is Guevara when it's your ear it it comes down to a much much lower space than the than than that which is not so Cavalia which sometimes creates a painful situation because the Rea the lion is much stronger than the bull of course the lion could kill a bull easily as it could kill many other animals or most other animals but down here the lion is aggressive the king of the jungle and it's of course straight to show discussion in the mere cover the idea is higher than the shark so what happens what happens here this is what there are high incest they go via bi sir that which is higher as yet LaMotta VI sir it goes to a much lower space that which is lower couldn't remain what it is what's the havona in this the reason for this is because whenever something is high strong thinking in people you'll see it in people often the children that give you the most challenges are the ones who have the greatest potential because they have so much potential it doesn't have an easy outlet we spoke many times about this if you have small potential for not such great potential so there's a lot of things you can occupy yourself with but if your potential is big you need big calum you need big vessels and when those vessels are not there the potential gets frustrated and can come out and very very wild unconventional and extreme ways not because the person is small because the person is huge the regular system can't contain them the regular boxes can't contain them their thoughts are all over the place so they're always bored nothing is good they can't fit in why can't they fit in because they light is too big to fit in and to be satisfied it can give you headaches like nothing else this is the lion the lion is not an easy animal line is extremely extremely wild and aggressive the lion is the king if the lion could discover its majesty that it's a leader and not a victim then are you the mother sympathizer The Lion King but as long as the lion thinks he's a mouse and he wonders why he's so frustrated with life it becomes a big problem imagine you have an airplane on the FDR yeah you have an airplane and the FDR the FDR is bumper-to-bumper traffic and the plane is frustrated why am i six hours on the FDR bumper-to-bumper and they say idiot you're supposed to be up there in the air you're not never supposed to be in the highway but he doesn't know it he thinks he's with everybody else but he doesn't belong the he stands out you have a plane on the highway it's not gonna look good you don't belong here you belong somewhere else but for this you have to know who you are huh makes a lot of trust makes a lot of charm makes a lot of traffic stands and everyone has a comment about it you don't belong here call it the voyeur be a sir either your mama's guevara very high or you here in LA Martha Martha because there is such intensity that the normal vessels can't contain this light the same is true also in Ruth introduce itself things that are very very lofty they can't be expressed in normal spiritual language why because they don't have the containers for that how do they come out they come out in very unconventional ways they come out where he says and safe my son in physical action in physical action there is an energy that is rooted in the deepest places which here you have here on this awesome that he's saying here I'm going to say it very but kid sir and that is generally in the world of therapy there's two different systems one is behavioral and one is psychoanalytical psychodynamic one is a person has a problem you try to figure out the root of the problem in their soul another is a person as a problem you try to dictate their behavior change alter behavior Marshall a couple comes they're having a marital crisis yeah one path is you analyze why she feels this way he feels this way what happened in your youth who was your mother who was your father how you experienced yourself what type of home you grew up in what type of voids you have insecurities trauma etc all the good stuff right another approaches start taking a walk a half an hour a day start buying ice cream for each other every Friday afternoon go away for three weeks you say well how is this gonna heal this one is a behavioral approach and one is a psychodynamic approach the emesis and every one time is that this is MS Lomita a bully this one says this is consignees and this one says this one what is dial today by saying here a big part and that is there's a lot of parts of the soul that you could deal with by dealing with the soul but the highest parts you can't deal with directly the only way you can access it is through safe my son in action and behavior you somehow can affect and shrink something that's so deep that there's no words if you deal with it in the world of words you're gonna fail because it's beyond words it's beyond thoughts we have no access to it so how do you have access to what he says and the opposite extreme Soph my son in technical behavioral reality which is divorced from internal emotion and internal awareness it's just almost you change physical things you're doing you didn't do anything else you didn't go through a inner transformation and epiphan in an awakening it's a jnanam of my Sammamish technical Shimer technical but that can have a create a dense and shraeger and impact in places of the self that are unconscious why because what's our bridge to the unconscious self I can't be conscious about my unconscious self the moment I speak about my unconscious self it's not unconscious anymore it's already processed what's the bridge to that the bridge to that is safe my son the bridge to that is external action action seems very external there's nothing there there's no substance to it it seems very alien it's empty what is it my sir I did something I Feli didn't know I didn't care and then nothing I did my son in that my son you can create a dent in places that are completely unconscious why why is that because the highest highest realities that are not conscious they express their self themselves in my son because they don't block it they don't disturb it because they're not a threat to it consciousness manipulates truths that are unconscious action doesn't interpolate it why because it's completely technical it's completely physical so it's a Caylee for things because it doesn't have to articulate it doesn't have to make sense when things have to make sense things that don't make sense will run away from them when things don't have to make sense it's fine and mice it doesn't have to make sense it's behavior it's physical it's concrete so he says the owner of Toyota because it's deeper than filler it's real or doesn't come out of my shop it's real air comes out in our Coco Yaakov in deburr which is a form of my son it comes out Africa there and that's how it sustains the world the higher thing is in order for it to be Nagala in the world is only LaMotta besides my son well my lid can't beam as gala why cuz there's a competition the lamella is already diluting the revelation LaMotta it's completely not a threat complete that that's where it finds expression in a very interesting way behavior which is devoid of any substance carries within itself the light the deepest light of the soul and that's why behavior can change things in a place that nothing else can change things so you have here what's gonna be the future synthesis in the world of psychology that it's not like the behavioural x' who say f we don't care about the insides and the one who go on the inside and they say why are you focusing on externals the truth is that there's something in mice and safe my son that allows you access to a place that you cannot access through your conscious thoughts you just won't be able to get there it's too big it's too powerful it's too true to allow itself to be spoken about them or to be thought about the only way you can access it is by not directly accessing it through an experience that's to my sir my sir that's the Kaley for the deepest deepest notice what once there's a change of it it's gonna trickle down everywhere gonna trickle down everywhere it but it gives with my son begins with mice it could be another shot a nicer finish mayor here now senator means in order to understand some things you have to do the mice itself is a secret pathway to places that you can't get through without mice you can't explain what ice cream tastes like unless you taste it what about what about chicken can you cook what about chicken and ice cream together can you explain that so that's the biggie big city somebody says it do over your dick ain't that anything that's earlier in my I'd its oil will never be no Scala only LaMotta and safe my son there it will be in as gallon why cuz my said doesn't create a condition of gilding behavior doesn't have to be inspirational doesn't have to make sense behavior his behavior do it as long as you're making a condition that it has to work it has to make sense I have to feel it after experience and it's too big it's not going there stays away my sir which is devoid of everything it's physical its breach its matter there's nothing here no no poison off there's no tension that's where I'll go my arsenal let's tuck it means you could force somebody to give to stuff here yes my whorfin you have to compel myself because it's about behavior it's not about inner change who says this the writer yeah that's not shop literally mass in a lot stalker but yeah the Vorta is that Meister triggers and makes dents in places that nothing else could make advance you think sit with the person explain enlighten educate work and those are important stuff but if you want to get to the highest places you need my son that's his right if you want to get to the highest places you will earn it Elian muroids that we don't have access with our regular tools for it too big to a Dennis there you got to go to the other extreme and say from I said that's where you'll have it fascinating and and then made there for entire doses as Toyota's higher than Tefila and therefore Toyota needs deeper more than Finland the oil hot air that comes out in deep work it needs the deep with the physical breath try to tell us about thoughts Toyota's about learning and you need thought when you learn you can't you don't know if you don't not thinking but he says that but my tip says waha keister by I'm on the Lila ah - chuckling of time to collapse my sector mine the kymaro says in a driven them that it has to be bit deeper but might say I am but pet Allah might see am the path right and then it's a Rousseau mr. Mehra's behold I'm asking for him here laughs kid deeper dammit African people why is deeper so important because the physical concreteness of it contains he says the arirang calmness that concealed what I said Sushma nine miles from the bottom curve of column one or page 51 on topics a accurate ifasi Civ can negate my sad stalker brief in short there's three components to creation the pasta Canyon Shia describes them as brosef it's art live a fascist if I created the universe I formed the universe and I made the universe these are not just three adjectives to describe the same thing there are three layers of reality there's a layer we call bria the layer we call it ciri the layer we call hacia an example in a human life he gave from thought speech and action everything can exist in the world of thought in the world of speech and in the world of action so for example you want to build a new home the home doesn't begin with my son the home begins with my father you dream you think it's all in your mind but you understand that from your minds thoughts concrete will not emerge then you got to talk about it oh and do people talk they talked and talked and talked and they build it with words but you still know you can't build a house with words and then you have the great challenge that's called action MYSA and between these three worlds there are great separations it's a great gulf now the world in the house and thought is a house it's a spiritual house it's a house of thoughts it's a house of cards it's a house of thoughts it's made up of thought the house of words it's also a house but it's made up of words and the house of action is a very physical house that you can walk into and and touch and see and so forth but to remember some things are about the words some things are about words a shear is about words but it's with thoughts you think it through then you say it yeah the my sir would be the actions that one may do as a result of it you have a play it's about words a playwright that's about words so these are creations to the words so what about our universe does the world of our universe of my shava the universe of deburr the universe of mice or to put it differently there's gods there's God imagination of the world it's the whole world but it's in the world of imagination there's the speaking of the universe and there's the element of mice of the universe and we also operate on three levels masiva dipper mice Yiddish Kylie says it's basically comprised into three dimensions it's Fila Torah and stuck its Fila represents consciousness mindfulness Mustafa Talmud Toyota represents primarily deeper speech the main mitzvah that the bar table um and even though of course Fela has DeBoer and Tiger has my shovel they both have both but the focus in Fela is Cavanaugh's olive mashallah in Talmud Torah a major focus is deeper but of course all deeper needs myself as a prerequisite in Turkish about path if you read the words and you don't understand you're not yet to the mid-surface right internship Xavier internship except just reading the words they don't put desertion Chicano rock and simin under a high well your other my Karma even a person doesn't know what it means he still eats at a motel could the third ship itself perish about pay you still need have honor but there's still the emphasis on de Bourgh and then stalker is all about my sets not about thoughts it's not about verbal articulation it's about the action of helping the purse there was a youth who once came to the ballot Anya he was a philanthropist and he said that he feels that all that stockin that he gives is inauthentic it's not real it's for ulterior motives he does it for himself he feels good and so forth he doesn't first covered he would support many poor people but he felt that it wasn't real it wasn't a mistake he was lamenting about his state his moral spiritual state so the ballot Anya went into a little bit of a curse like a spiritual trance for a few moments then he came out of it and he would speak with a so the words this man used was that the dancin stock is nish Matan amis so all the charity is not truthful there's no amis he said yeah of a douche tickle Boyd was the other man closed for the kinder - tickle Brite is Emma's but the piece of bread that the man buys for his hungry kids that bread is real that that child eating the bread he's eating bread so you could taste a from today till tomorrow you're not real and you're doing it for this reason the point is the bread is real and that's important that's what's duck is about should he work on his own disposition and character of course he should but it really does not change the reality of the situation that's what stucco represents not to represent what is the other person gonna get out of it so if I act in a certain way even though my thoughts are crazy and my emotions are overwhelming and I'm in a very difficult state but the action ultimately is good the action is powerful the action is divine so since the nationís of the jewish people are the axis upon which the cosmos rotates as he puts it the Panama Asylum is the engine behind all the universes is neshama seasonal God's breath so therefore a visor of a Jew is made up in this is divided into three strands three pathways mash of deeper MYSA one holds up the mash of of the world one holds up the dipper over the world and one holds up the mice of the world they say an old anecdote that there was a very funny joke there was an Indian tribe that needed a new chief now to say that by the Indians is you don't use technology you want to know about the weather you look at the Stars you look at the moon and you figure out what the winter is gonna look like so this Jew needed a job so he hired himself out as an Indian chief he had a darker complexion and it worked so they took him and they asked him if he knows how to read the Stars and predict the weather he says of course they asked them knew what's the winter gonna look like we got to prepare no he knew about the pending winter like I know about the pending winter so he says it's gonna be somewhat cold you know when you say you have all these words in that we have we call them pyrovile words you're not it's like almost you know what I mean whatever non-committal doesn't mean at all most people I said whatever you know you know you know right you know they're not words to be used say what you want to say and don't say what you don't want to say but some what were the somewhat mean I know what some ways I call that crazy party so it's gonna be somewhat called nobody didn't know so he sneaked out at night then he called up the weather bureau in Washington and he asked them they said it's gonna be cold so he comes back and he says he look it up in the stars again he sees is gonna be cold so they got very you know very somewhat they got tense it's gonna be cold and they started to collect a lot of wood to be able to warm their bones the next week he calls up the bureau again and they Settlements gonna be very cold so he gives the report to the Indians he saw again and the Stars gonna be very cold now they're frantically collecting lumber so they shouldn't freeze next week he calls up they tell her and he comes back to them he says it's gonna be excruciatingly leak all it's gonna be awfully cold now men women children 24 hours a day they're gathering one the next week he calls up they tell him it's gonna be the coldest winter in American history he tells the guy you know you're driving me crazy every week I call you and you changed the forecast first time he called very cold awfully called the coldest one guy says listen you think we know anything about the weather says we know nothing about the weather all we know is that this year the Indians are collecting wood like gray non-stop and so that's how we predict our weather so essentially what the Bala Tonya here really is saying is what the market once said says in pre-clovis don mala Milam i'ma write know what is above you die you should know mala Milam among his rubber the market are da you should know mala milah me Maha whatever is happening as all from you whatever is happening above is all from you never underestimate who you are that little Jewish boy right he thought he's getting information from the weather bureau of washington they were getting all their information from him he thought he was the ultimate Makabe he was the ultimate mafia he looked at himself as the ultimate ignorant recipient event of data and information and really he was the source of all the data and information so sometimes in life you know you're looking at others as the masters and you as the slave as the victim when really it's the other way around it's just a matter of perspective so the Jew ought to realize that his consciousness words and actions are literally at the core they're the axis of the universe and therefore you this guy has these three paths my shava deeper and Meissen which is basically now you understand a whole new day here in the mission our slideshows volume how I love I'm it the mission is not saying there are three important things the world stands on three things why because the world is made up of three layers briea each serie Asiya there's the world of thoughts does the world of words and is the world of actions the world of thoughts is the world of consciousness the world of words I would say is the world of DNA it's a whole world and then there's the world of mice which is the world that we observe which is basically solid physical material but what you study the universe you get into science and physics you know there's no solid material everything is letters the world is made up of letters of words and I'll talk even from our science of scientific perspective you talk about the DNA which is the internal ultimate composition say of every single human being right so what you're dealing here with is a world comprised of words of Isis they compare it to digital letters like program a computer program and then on a deeper level you have the consciousness in the universe the consciousness in the universe which were only getting a little glimpse of the consciousness that exists in everything that's already the world of mashallah which is true there Ultra was just different layers of the world and therefore Yiddish guide this fella tired and stuck and each one each one contains and holds up a different dimension of the world its Fela is where you it's where your consciousness connects with the consciousness of the cosmos Terra is where your words connect with the words of the cosmos and MYSA basically represented by Sokka is will you make an impact on the physical external world of brute material materialism see says he he may begin with vari mayilu on a mannequin Elena our assembly is her necklace coming out there is Marshall the Priscilla Bates remember it's all based on the idea of a similar case I flow the divine energies like fire fire naturally the parts to its source you need something to hold down the flame you need the wick you need the logs to be able to hold down the flame what is it that holds down the very hashem that virus them to continue to be invested in creating the universe which as we said is unbecoming it's not reflective of the true essence of the king so he says it's these three things that represent the wick that hold down the locomotion or I am and we see an interesting thing in her necklace Bateson NASA Odaiba might admire a Valu Kesava earth when you create a bonfire with a lot of wood lumber logs you can have a lot of fire you can have a lot of light and a lot of fire but it's gonna be thick it's gonna be dense gas means dense I've means thick how that goes the Priscilla now you have a light that's burning on the wick say you have oil or wax and you have a wick burning he says who are moods you can't compare it to the size of the flame of the log burning a Valu dock but it's a much finer type of light that's a much finer type of flame it's about the flammable material you can't compare the substance of oil to the substance of a log you'll have it also as he says elsewhere in micatin Konica that you even hear it in the in the note in the sound right when the log burns when the log burns you hear what do you hear the snap crackle you hear it what about twigs you'll also hear but you'll hear like a a sizzle I guess you'll hear a much more subtle and then with oil you hear nothing silence Hanukkah candles you watch them there's silence what's the reason the reason is according to the ballot onion and actually works with chemistry as well it has to do with the resistance the log is brute if you want to use spiritual language the log has a big eagle the log doesn't let itself be consumed easily it's like you bang on the tab that this why does this make noise and this doesn't make a noise ear doctor nemesis ear is able you function it's fine it doesn't lose itself but the table excuse a new ha it's got my neck in the mid seus it lets you know feedback you punch me I'd punch you back the ear doesn't punch you back so the log goes down but it goes down with resistance it goes down and the resistance is expressed in the noise the oil essentially is much more subtle it's very fine it yields to the flame in smoothness in acquiescence so therefore they're silent so he says you can't compare the quantity the largeness of the flame of the log burning to the wick burning but there's a finest in the flame there's a finest in the fire in the light and he says the same is true and you discard on engine is alcazar in a shamble my Chava who are mu it shame Paul Auster because scholars call Kalahari asylum us to my poulos are my son the de Boer botamo Turner doc chemist fossil have a mice the way that good God's light gets held down into this world through thought is a much smaller oil what do mean a much smaller I you don't see visibly the impact in the vitality of the world like when you're holding down the iron through my sir and de Bourgh Tommo toy is deeper and the Gemara Sasaki mas fossil have a mice the movement of the lips is still considered action even though it's not much action like for example the mice of mitzvos but relative to my shava dipper is called my civic elusive visible physical activity which in my shove it's all internal you don't see it externally you don't know a person is thinking what they're thinking about okay my summer a cost of a young lass Isum that's why the processes at the end of us hang on hi young lass iceland what sorry massa in the Gemara says although maka lockable SCARA he's saying Here I am laughs I sung save this this time is the time of doing he said kala Adam the tactless you needlessly Schmauss lol Omaha's because this is ultimately the purpose of the entire human life and the purpose of his neshama coming down to this world Muhammad a sham the cleaners give Lee Mirim a mindless at sofa my son to bring forth the divine light in a revealed way from the highest exalted States until Sipho my son the ultimate end in the most physical space of the universe the world of my son Ovilus Ross Irish and amongst other heroes Mia's daca me recently as an infant and a spatula ma tokenism Issa Sesay when I gave a Marshall of the wick and the logs don't think I was just using two adjectives I was trying to describe different experiences Fela would be considered considered like a whip my Sam it's the stock who would be considered like a log what's the difference bite Fela the earlier is much more angel or a much more subtle but you can't compare that the largeness of the flame it's because it's in the world of thought it's very internal internal changes are much more subtle but they're not as visible they're not concrete you can't you can't see them in the world of action so he says in terms of how your last sigh sum of impacting the world in a revealed way this is where you need my samus's most then you have Tom with Toyota which is still deeper in terms of the subtlety the Adel kind of the ER that you grasp Fela is the most a DeLorean because it's the world of my shovel and that's like the Priscilla it's truly a stack of me release an insulin release itself you have ruin is darker and ruin is you have subtle spirituality and you have coarse spirituality the alter rebbe in an extraordinary explanation look at the Toyota else which says when cuz i'll speak about gas hourua gases hurrah it literally means arrogance a spirit that's gas gas is a grub coarse thick dense brute so literally means an arrogant person the course are very arrogant pompous person who's just filled with himself egocentric a narcissistic etc he touches elsewhere gas Haru off means he's a realistic a person realistic uh but the erroneous is gas the ruthless is is thick it's dense in other words erosion is itself and you disguise itself there's subtle Judaism and there's brute Judaism if you want an extreme a video would be what they run ban says in the beginning of parshas Kadosh him you can have a novel Bruce a tiger you can have somebody who'd never sense for everything he has I had to in the mission of brewery everything is I had two but he's a novel he's still a degenerate first what it means a degenerate person everything does Adam but his internal self is not refined okay that's in an extreme way novel birches are tired up you know the just extreme the extreme example of that is they say am I said that there was a poor man who comes to a very stingy wealthy true he says I haven't eaten in two days give me some of these I don't feed I don't feed snore is you can go to the hectic stable so today they call them about houses one of the soup kitchens face whatever it is but but eighteen for say the refrigerator I don't feed for people so he says I can't go anywhere I'm gonna die I haven't eaten in two days give me from the car from the garbage from the garbage I can give you he gives him a piece of smelly old fish through the stone the garbage from Shabbos and the man is so hungry eats it it was so salty and decadent he fain he fainted he got sick so hospitalized him so this man tells his wife that he can't come home tonight cuz he has a very important Mitzvah bigger : this guest that came to them today he never he fell ill and he has to go visit him the next day tells his wife he has a busy day cuz as a low-value the guy Lavanya the next night he tells his wife he's not coming home till late cuz nickel my Valen he left no book huh or friends yes to go for a shiver call and there he comes home from the Shiva call and he's excited his wife never saw her husband so happy she says Yankel why he's so happy you coming number such a tragedy a guy died he tells how can I not be happy survival Mitzvah system up Gotama 1014 Kinetico fish how can I not be happy look how many mitzvos I committed with one smelly salty piece of fish four of the greatest mitzvahs enosis Arkham big girl : love is a mess and nickim availa where do you get an investment like this in life one small e salty piece of fish and you cover four of the greatest mistress of Judaism okay so here you have a dramatic example of somebody who's very very religious but completely clueless completely doesn't get it you have this on many different levels so gasps are you are means is erosion is but it's gasps its course ruinous there's no sensitivity to transcendence to the divine there's no it's all everything is coarse brute in other words even God becomes part of gases so when you described itself he says this room is data and this really is dasa ruthless dhaka always has to do with an Adel experience it's very refined it's transcendent Val Val double Val death as a birth kanessa hummus hi yes raha gaseous Lloyd Henare DAF - I've been to Burma Java ah this is shot the mission M soffit Earle Arbaugh sir both kanessa hum it's lower honey thickest comets you have to use a candle a candle is with a wick you can't build a bonfire a fireplace and do padukas how much you need to earn her nail so the Kumari says why I read honey remember the Chardonnay yeah Philippa dica for it remember before before Edison's days you had an iron nail you can go into the car you because it's talking you can go into crevices with a nail you have this subtlety and the small is that you could see small nuance details that's but parts too salty Hollow LP LP misty is explaining comets represents the inflated disproportionate sense of ego where the person is completely unaware of who they really are and for that the beard has to be the maha shava the beater of earlier hata the beer of comets is always been my Sovereign Lord on it it's always with thought what do we mean it's very very subtle stuff so therefore the beer can't happen through external issues through external habits the beer it has to happen through my shovel in other words you have to go into a very deep place of your own mindful state of reality to be able to determine and distinguish what is Hammad's and what is not comments it always happens later on there but you know sir humus Elish of a penis on my Sivaji bore his sparse decide oh hi beaver necropolises on the other hand there's a mile in the log because in action and words the earth is much more and much more recognizable it's not as subtle but it's much more recognizable Commissioner Ryan burrow honey I saw Adam beneficially Yunus we see this in people's lives talk about the spirituality of man in terms of his biological salt he says what's the difference when you're thinking or you're doing or you're speaking it says polis am i selfish a bearish a Michalka may pull us are Aglaia you will not see the visible activity of brain activity of thoughts like you will see when a person is walking when a person is walking it's also triggered by a brain activity nothing is not triggered by brain activity when it comes to the world of my sir it's very visible person is marching the person is jumping the person is dancing the person is hitting the person is picking whatever it is Haim anonymous caller go for my little amaku amaku when they're a climb are in action the whole body is moving and the going from one place to another place I thought we can everybody knows what's the main aspect of life thoughts Harish were equal to u so the main life isn't there in the brain in the head sure boy totally called highest aficionado you remove that brain activity you don't have life anymore Alicia's name James Olmos they both need each other so each one has a mile in the world of mice and even the world of de Bourgh the activity is visible it's recognizable why because it comes out in the very in revealed fashion in the world of mice even in the world of de Bourgh and therefore it's also much more in terms of quantity the world of macabre it's internal it's subtle it's concealed and it's much less but in terms of its internal impact intensity it's much more intense we all know one mush of it changes all person's life a person has a certain thought that goes into them and it redefines everything even though nobody even sees it many of us we live with certain forth whether it's positive or negative but you live with certain thoughts that live in your mind and they impact everything what you do and what you don't do what you say and what you don't say how you live you're added everything is impacted by that much shovel even though it's very subtle nobody even knows about it not only that you may not even know about it that's how deep it is so you says calculating potato it's feeling stuck assha coulombs victims Alyssa that's why you describe there's no one path there's no such a thing all of you this kite is tighter all of you describe this feeling all of you decided stop it that's not the case that's a very warped it's a very compromised definition of Judaism in one area there's something that's Thailand is nothing greater than Tyler in another area this feelin there's nothing greater than another way this there's nothing greater than Stucker each one has its unique indispensable contribution in the Jewish life in our relationship with Hashem and its impact on the entire universe Brussels each item of assistive nobody's gonna say that the feet or the hands are completely insignificant the main thing is just to think all day or to speak all that there's the concept of mashallah this did what is nice a cooling systems ELISA all need each other so this is the Brussels yet sort of our fascist if that holds up the H iyslah the devar hashem which naturally would depart back to its source because for the divine energy to be invested in creation is basically like a clown game in the sense that these words completely are not expressive expressing the true divine essence and infinite core on the contrary they are a representation of God's self suspension self-abnegation self renunciation sorry self denial and sell for get fulness and self transcendence it's the hashem elokenu h is low and is delicious YT ain't covered Tyrel which creates the porosity it's artem a fascist if that shot Coleman America there's boroughs cool they borrow Ella listen Veda how is he touching look why they what allows creation to happen and to be perpetuated is that's his coven there was a low bush that holds him down here look avoid a cover the Leterrier the lavash the wick and the logs that hold him down there that's what allows for the perpetual creation that holds down the fire here in the world of Tara and avoid that maliska Sodom an aberration and correlate lomani macabre deuce irrigational would call the gomorrah says l'avorton that which is Mahabad you so cover this till the bush so to speak the garment when I slept you by your garment I slept you I hold you like I hold you by your by your by your sleeve I'm holding you down that's what holds down caballo called the Irish M at Chemeketa a shuttle oh now he goes female the toy Swiss beer a cost of cash I'm like a fish I flew to explain even more this posit that a sham is like a consuming fire sorry klasky we have to mention one more detail take a Shan Shan Shan in its visvanatha say to the pasilla Bateson Laura della are its key so H aha there's one more detail no way that the fire is being held down by a wick or by logs to illuminate the earth with the with the light and the warmth of the fire King show a show excellent it has to be a fire that eats up that consumes the hi new PA hella Smashing Magazine mashallah his Martian offseason bomb she doesn't just have a relationship with that that she is shining through her burning through she has to eat it up she has to consume it they have to ultimately become disintegrated and burnt in the process shops ilaha hates immunity no more char in Lusaka belittle aspire if you have logs that are not suitable to be subsumed to be consumed to be eaten by the fire there won't be a fire so it's not just you need something to hold on the fire that something has to be ready and suitable to be consumed by the flame so it's not just you have something that holds on that thing has to be consumed have ain't Ornish m-net as your fishery beneficial the benefit me to get mauled Vario Melo even when you have one of these three things whether it's turning there whether it's to the whether it's stuck whether my java Deborah my sir which holds down the fire of God the light of God it's still not enough for the Irish em to hold on into the soul of the person you need something else a Shalom something has to give away something has to be consumed there's no way you say I'm going into the fire and I'm coming out intact there's no such a thing so here he's gonna say this one more detail key him there's no way you're holding down the light of God in your soul keen with bitl Roxana cloyce unofficial of his birth there's an element of Bittle her Autzen with erupts and surrenders and the soul goes up to God Kiera I see you a farm sheriff your Rua brings forth his roof and draws down his room what's the shot Hashem of Akasha Allah who is saying now something else your God is a consuming flame doesn't mean it's a consuming flame a consuming flame means just of all Shem Tov 1:7 he's explaining it here what is unique about a flame there's no such a thing a person says I like the flame I want to be close I want to have an intimate relationship but not too much so you know what I'm gonna do I'm gonna give the fire my arm I'll do the fire in my arm and my arm will become fiery it'll be it it's one or the other either you stay away that's fine you could sit on the side and be a spectator eat hot dogs and mustard and watch the flame and sing poetry or camp songs and sleep with the mosquitos that works but if you want to go into the fire you have to be ready to burn to be burnt up be consumed so this was the boss shelters way of saying something very profound the cafe shy slow if you don't want a relationship with God okay that's a choice if you want a relationship with God it's an absolute relationship a relationship with God is not a compartmentalized relationship it's real if it's real it's all-encompassing to put it in different words think about what I'm saying if God does not amount to everything he amounts to nothing at all you get what I'm saying why why because if God does in the mount everything that it's not that it's worth nothing either it's real if it's real it's everything and if it's not real then it's not 50% by that's not parent 10% either either it's real or it's not real so if it's real it's everything it's everything it's 24 hours a day seven days a week 365 days old Oh year if it's not real so what's for 20 minutes it's gonna become real in order to satisfy some tradition or some some cultural or family norm you're right you're right but we'll talk more from the human experience you're right of course it's a fact from the but I'm not talking about here belief I'm talking about experience of life much more than belief belief is I believe fine must've II wasn't the cost to believe personally the fun with belief is okay so with about same thing I similar cafe so it's low if you want a relationship its absolutes if you don't want a relationship stay away but that can't go into the fire 50% doesn't work that way let me give an example of marriage could you be half married a lot of people wish and that's a problem yeah let me say the nicest of niccola good morning condition Dobbs I remember a woman tells her husband I want to be McCulloh to you yeah half of me had seemed a kadesha slaw what's that wasa no good so practically why no good why not good Wiz you second I've married to the second half married to another husband it's not gonna work not gonna work but what's the have on could you be half pregnant I'm pregnant I'm almost pregnant 50% of the day I'm pregnant does that work you know what cuz you can't be a half a mother either you're pregnant or you're not pregnant there's no such a thing you have a half for extra car that's an S super it's not a strict enough it's exactly the same example yeah what about I have Jew you know when people tell you I'm a half Jew doesn't mean you have Jew yeah it works father mother I'm a quarter of a German half Jew in Germany they had these fish - your marks your mom some there's people out of ignorance you are you're not a person will say it but now somebody wants to talk me I asked him are you a human beings that have been held manchild Bahama I'm a half for human being I'm affable yeah but since you're a half Jew you are who you are so person will say they're half married so when they go to work they're not married at home they're married how Walker doesn't recognize that you're married even when you go to work why it's a relationship you're one if you say I'm not one I'm only one 50% so then 50% you're also not one it's a different type of late it's like a business relationship that's the concept and a mikvah some here is sticking out you say it's a hot sit sir what's the hot citizen here didn't go that you have to have over here go on to the mixer you have some here blocked bikes it's not good why because the definition is it's it's complete it's a cycle it's complete it's the whole reality there's no compartmentalization there's no division McVie is all a sham right so you'll ask me this is water this is fire and this is the gomorian son had you a critique of elusive Anora the greatest Mick was the mikvah fire the greatest Mick family it's a little hard for us to go into such a Mick for fathers reasons unless you go to something that has once in a mikveh in London's almost a hundred and twenty degrees so I felt what it could feel lucemon or is but I ran out pretty fast so what's a sham of the cafe choice allahö the Aish you can't be objective with fire you can't be a journalist and say I'm gonna be in the fire but I'm gonna remain detached you can't be detached either you're in completely or you're out if you're out that's fine but you can't be in halfway there's no compartmentalization when it comes telecourse if it's divine energy it penetrates fully because it is everything everything is part of a scythe if it's not divine energy then you could start making deals what do I mean it I mean if from the youth from there from the human perspective I'm talking from the human perspective ah from people's doubts and uncertainty I'll give I'll give I'll give another example I'll give an example in the world of dieting yeah everybody wants to lose weight you know one drew doesn't want to lose weight everybody wants to lose weight including me so a person is gonna say in the morning I'm gonna be on a diet in the afternoon I'm not gonna be another which people constantly do right in the morning I'm gonna be another afternoon not and then they wonder why they actually gained 40 pounds the answer is you can't play games either you're in or you're out if you're committed to a certain lifestyle its 24 hours a day if you're not you're not that's fine now this doesn't mean people don't fall and make mistakes of course we're weak and we make mistakes but we have to understand the standard of reality that compartmentalization is going to be ineffective it's going to be unsuccessful the Gomora says Algonquian woes boil ain't not Toyota miss Kay I miss ellaby Meecham may miss out smell well I kind of a relationship with Toyota that's half hazards when I'm sitting in my hammock with a pina colada Shabbos afternoon sipping a nice coffee yeah so then now I'll learn something an attentional mission may miss apps me a la person has to go into it of course it's a different type of oneness that you have to learn from it and built from it etc we're not not talking about well you won't won't make make mistakes person goes in a dive date sheet all right tomorrow you start over but your there what the question is what's your ah married OC make a mistake sometimes very big mistake so there's a concept called shuva that's part of the struggle but what's the yeah what's the there was a either and the fear is you have to take off your your right so there was this guy who was bald and he was embarrassed he didn't like he liked everybody to see you know so he always wore hats as he comes into the to the theater and he's sitting with his hat a guy says please take off yet he says my to my philosophy in life and I don't take off my hat religion theology whatever I don't think fine the guy says please move moves please move please move the middle the guy behind get so upset he throws off his hat and he sees Kipnis Levana it's like in this room on the carpet so he gives a scream he says machinist I the foot that Calathes don't take your boldness and turn it into a a person has sensitivities a person has weaknesses don't turn it into a that's the difference I shovel the cafe a little people are weak the question is if it's a or not a by definition a relationship with the divine is full there's no compartmentalization there's no Wednesday afternoon after I finish plug and I'm done with Mensa might've now God is out till tomorrow the second we're done Shabbos is over Sunday Shabbos is Katzie Lachelle Sunday is Hep C lehem Sunday is football and barbecue there's no God you may find God in your football but there's no divorcing Chi shamble the cafe closed Shabbos were married Sunday we're not married anymore huh Mon Orleans a massacre mission hasta there's no what we just spoke about this noise when math Suquamish NOS it is no master commissioner sir sexy lush MCATs a la cama to do show him right what protects illusion concealer can Yom Tov avoid is to be Maga wa that the jetseal a sham the head seal of hem is also cut solution that it's really half and half it's two things the same it's two halves of the same entity the Elohim is also capsule Asha there's no division there's no separation there was a hitch time an interesting part there was a he'd who once told that Alabama chamber that he's Modern Orthodox so they never taught him something very profound he said I never understood the term Modern Orthodox this is why okay you have social terms you know conventional did this show that show but when he shakes our mighty dick exactly set them he said man one of what a mean man unorthodox if this Jew is committed to show tomorrow he's not mad he's Orthodox if in some areas he's not committed to show tomorrow so then he's not Orthodox so what struck Modern Orthodox yeah so you'll say in every month like essential tomorrow he takes that side of the cooler matter he may not be a madman flat he's not matter he's also dogs and the truth is this is a very it's it's really mad vulnerable to me shomron because it's a very very important idea what trouble did you say today her ad ultra-orthodox acidic Modern Orthodox what's this what's them is what's the aside in the world of ms what's the aside is it a Jew who believes that every ice of Titus Menasha Mayan and Schalke Nora he is committed to if yeah it's not matter he's ie he's an animal feed does he make mistakes uh-huh and and Kure them don't make mistakes you tell much human weakness everybody makes mistakes awareness to do children the questions what's his if it's is that some Somali man should America are not applicable today why are you calling it Orthodox it's not a game it's not a game if it's MS it's apples it's not matter why call you mad and why is he more matter than anybody else he does things he relies on a head there okay so say he relies on a hectare he's not through things that other people are mocking okay somebody doesn't put up in a Tom's to land is not Orthodox because he's not masked with it the cobol nefesh yeah from a lot smart who says that you can't send it right somebody who eats good Brooks on pace is not always a done so he's not matter its opponent you have to understand it's if so caloric is matter it right it's not modern LMI some Samana Marshall tomorrow he says are not for me so then why call it an orthodox so then it's another it's a that that changes Judaism and makes it the comedy it your own sensibilities it's already not orthodoxy the way we define orthodoxy she said I don't understand what the term is what do you mean modern orthodox you hold that show Canaris is the guide of a juicy don't let them call yourself modern if not it's a whole different definition so taco what's the definition of Modern Orthodox what's the definition of Modern Orthodox okay so that's the question so touch scuff it so here again is it a hash go file Peter if it's not a scarf all potato potato now sometimes that itself could be debated okay okay but the fact that he's calling himself II didn't why you calling yourself such attorney why are you calling yourself such a term modern in the term that so to speak you're not fully fully committed to the old Judaism why are you calling yourself that term if it means in to do with sometimes a group of people that certain the mitzvahs they said it's not for us in the new generation emotional there was a time in certain places that mikvah was unheard of the Upper East Side of Manhattan did not have a mikvah for women until a few years ago it's the richest Jewish ZIP code in the world the Upper East Side of Manhattan right until the year 2000 there was no mikvah for women in the Upper East Side of Manhattan because there was a certain uh NACA that went in over there to the shoals that this is you know there were those who kept it and had to go to the liska mikvah or the Lower East Side and so forth and then in the year 2000 the mikveh was built I happened to be there to focus our bias of the mikveh because it happened to be built on my sister and brother-in-law in the Upper East Side of Manhattan and who spoke there about hot school looks tin from KJ Kahless you sure perhaps go look Steve said that in the year 1940 in March and March the previous Lubavitch a rabid there ever I gots arrived the escaped from worse they arrived in America a few days after here he writes a letter to rabbi dr. Leo Young who was the rabbi of Manhattan Jewish Center he succeeded Mordecai Kaplan who decided to create reconstructions Judaism and he was succeeded by Rabbi dr. Norman lamb from yeshiva university but Leo young was a very hushirat' he that smiteth enough cook and Reb Hoffman from from Berlin from the hill decide from there he'll this I'm a seminar in Berlin Leo young and there's a letter from the lubavitcher rebbe Italian young a few days after he arrived to America was really paralyzed and sick he says I met to Rabbi Yosef looks thing this is hot school Christine's father the founder of KJ in the Upper East Side of Manhattan I met him and I told him you have to build a mikvah in the Upper East Side of Manhattan in 1940 you have to build a mikvah he writes to Leo know if you can help him build a mikvah you need a mikvah in 1940 in the year 2000 about of the Upper East Side built the mecca finally and I buy looks they said with you finally it happened so you understand so that's if that's a tear that's already a whole different are you calling go form it's weakening of a mitzvah but then I couldn't hear is that another course it's a choice one either it's a mess or not this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate