The Higher You Are, the Further You Can Fall - Likkutei Torah Balak Ma Tovu #2

the yeshiva dotnet okay good morning everybody welcome up to page 145 145 year I in gimel column 2 then I could that we learnt in the first year yesterday my Tivo of Mohammed Ivo is the purpose of the souls coming down was to go from being at Sadiq to being about Trouville what is true virtue of exists on three levels the first they called Chava Tata the basic level which is what he calls sir mayor Oscar Mayer means the person goes away from all forms of rah-rah means brokenness negativity toxicity whatever it is in a person's life that includes remorse regret it includes up ruining his will his desire from their a because he doesn't want to be separated from the oneness that chuva is expressed in Davin Ibero Hitoshi Malachy know the nation' becomes le que no hours like he says in passions viola haloalkane Allah Kaiba Kirby meet Sonia Raza Allah there are comes from the fact that Allah Chi is not to be Kirby of an ace a sum of Dylan Bain nation will been allocate them that every of ein comes from the fact that there's a sense of separation and it creates a separation it intensifies the sense of separation and only by alakay no do we have all these terms Alec Alec a no Alec am making it personal because it represents symptom a molecule almond simsimi no sir for it to be revealed like the teacher in order to reveal the information in a way that's relatable to the experience of the student and his consciousness he must condense it and limit it that's why L like him could become a lake a new allocation malachi etc personal individual and as he explains that the difference is never his stall Kosar his fastest and godliness is not if he's in here or nadia the question is that's hella more gayly hella means how concealed it is or how exposed it is how much the person can perceive it the relationship is always there alaka'i Bakir be means that the remedy for us to understand to appreciate Delic i in me that's the first state of the state of Trouville this Mimer and Lakota Toyota that my mahram of the ballot Anya are mixed in with a lot of footnotes of his grandson that some aesthetic that same aesthetic was the grandson of the ballot Anya the Tonya's daughter's name was Robert Cynthia Leia and she passed away very young and he raised his grandson her son and I commend all that some ecstatic and then later he became the third Habad Reb after the passing of the Mythili Roberta dovabear who was a son of the ballot Anya he was a grandson and a son-in-law of the Mythili rub when he gave the look at the Toyota to publish in the year too fresh yes I think it was 1848 so he wrote a lot of footnotes on the memoriam in parenthesis and in bracket sometimes not even in parentheses a lot of the references of my time acclaim is to other my Mario so they're printed together this minor has a extraordinary amount of commentary with the prosthetic it actually is more than the original the original Mimer I think because there were different writers so you can go back to the original manuscript so you could see right away what did some of southwark added and what not cause sometimes it's not so clear but because for example this Mimer you have a transcript from the ballot Anya's son Reb Moshe you have a transcript from the ballot Anya son de Midler ever you have the transcript in Lakota tailor that was written by his brother the my real debut delayed and he only wrote is a Gauss on one of them so you go back to the other ones you see what Dalton episode so you know right away what was the hug osseous so this my mer has a unique amount of how Goss of the tongue no no others are a little for example this is a minor from tough coastal mcveigh's bollock tough cough so much base 18:02 so there's a savior cassette memory admira's arkansas topic of summer days has another two transcripts this moment though written by two different people see that sometimes one moment that was written by two people or three people sometimes for people's almost five people everybody wrote their own transcript based on what they heard their memory of it so obviously the theme is very similar always but you see differences but you could see immediately what the structure was what he said what was the token and so forth this mind man has a tremendous amount of haggis but he didn't put them in parentheses so sometimes it's hard to know you know the original transcript you know just by voting cuz the haggis go to whole complicated sugus and this for example now there's a hagatha begins and it continues a very long time huh a [Music] lot of them who reviewed here I don't know if all of them you reviewed but it says in the front page that he reviewed many of them he didn't write them but he reviewed them just to agree most by Maruyama lakota tato were written by his brother the Palitana had a brother his name was of you who delayed he's known as the Maharal there's a safer called shouts otra vez maja real he was a big gone he was a brother a younger brother the ballot on UW hood the labels his name they call him the Maharal that I don't know I think sometimes he read and sometimes he didn't that I know if there's a claw of one claw but a lot of them not all of them but he says in the frontal container when he gave it through that a lot of them his grandfather looked at them and you know to give us a scum me that it was fought even though he didn't write it the only thing that he wrote himself was the Tonia initial tomorrow and and Charles otra vez answers and letters to people there's a few other things that he wrote so mine meant I died it says from his caveat but mostly toydaria Lakota Taylor most my mono were written by a year a brother or children or grandchildren or grandson or or Siddim so hey there's a long hug or a very long hug ah till the second level of true vert it starts from the parentheses it actually starts with the parentheses ox are annoyed my right then middle of iron gimel goes all the way to 146 the bottom of column 1 if you go to 146 the bottom of column 1 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 9 lines from the bottom waha chuvash anus the hugger ends with the words Belushi might saw him in some he goes actually Sheamus the second silver you see I think 9 lines from the bottom 146 he finished a short explanation on the first true Verma molecule almond la Kaiba Kirby Allah Kaiba care B as we explained yesterday goes to virtue vaginas are true VAR Shane is your true happiness are safe the second step of true verb is what we call our state type first we spoke about sir Mira POSIX S&T hilum llama Dalit sir Mira right Mia Isha ha fatzke a boy of young leaders Taif its arlesheim Camaro's for Sacramento Burma sir mayor vas a tithe baka shall in verrat fail who was the man who desires life who wants to see good during his days he loves his days to see good protect your tongue from raah from negativity and your lips from speaking deceitfully and of course that made it into shwayne Astrid Anders with SL Akai that solution Amira whose fossa madaba mama protect my my language from negativity from bad from gossip slander and negative talk and was fossae my lips from speaking deceptively murmur deceitfully and then the tell'em continues sir meera vas a tithe Bacchus elaborate fail Samira means turn away sir go away turn away from raw form all forms of negativity engage I say do good seek out peace Shalom seek look for a solemn oath for you and pursue adjacent so about time you see this has three states of chuva this is the true virtue shiner called sir Mira and others true VAR Shana's as I say two No alpha P Schuester Meribah tacklers sometimes a person is very disciplined to stay away from rah Ashima MyID the Mitzvahs verse 8 / Lea Gaius at Roberto at Villa but what's missing is in the positivity in da SE Taif he may do things but delay I guess that's mine to go the extra mile I know at Sloss there's a certain sense of laziness or apathy sir mayor a person may be very disciplined in I don't do certain things sometimes it comes easier for certain people but there's still a certain what's what could be missing is in that state I've just like you have sometimes in a in a you know different relationship people somebody there's no timeless there's nothing nothing bad going on but there's nothing good going on not not doing your as a good thing it's it's it's the basics you know what I mean if you're hurting me and you're harming me it's not gonna work but then there's something else there's nothing good there's only positive going on there's no I can't complain you're not doing anything you're not doing anything wrong but there's no fire there's no electricity there's nothing positive there's no passion there's no interest there's no enthusiasm same is true in a relationship with her she'll person could be sir Mira another's I don't do I'm a loser I'm a good guy he can't point point anything but there's like a certain detachment when he calls her absolute absolutely is not just laziness but it's like indifference you know laziness mean just you know you're you you'll never go the extra mile the LA I guess that's my the the toil da guia potato beautiful I was an mrna cetera Venga method and this is the intubating the pasta Cantillon capital e adalat ain't AC type in America so might say khludova Don my novel believe boy anal a chemistry su is evil although a nicer type and then he says Huckle sorry active now la who ain't no Citibank America so apart is he speaking about them in there those who destroyed the base Armitage I'm not say a lot of it it's the hilum capital u darlin on my novel believably anally Kim the novel the disgusting once said there's no god no the school hackles sorry active everyone is his went off together Nell aku they have become decomposed ain't a said toy Venga mascot there's nobody to do good not even one not even that one person who looks like he's a good guy is a nice attire some people shot the pasta dish the hilum is very sharp it's not speaking about a novel but like every pasta kid exists on many layers he says ain't no assertive ain't got max on is even that one person who's who sir may die but what sometimes missing isn't in the I say toy and the positive connection and the positive relationship just that I don't do that I can go on the checklist and say I don't do anything bad fine it's the basics it's a good thing it's the basic level but then there's something but is there a relationship and I say toy is there a positive connection is there a linear relationship an electricity in the relationship it's the relationship on fire or it's just I'm lazy I'm at Sloss you know I I'm in different than my pathetic there's no Noga schmuck where do you see that you see it in the aghia you know if you go the extra mile just to do things to be out means you're not I'm not really interested I just have to check lists so even in them that is in that Assad who's the good guy a nice a type what's missing is in nos a type that's the second step I say type sir Mariana say turf here this right along her Gulf that some aesthetic you see right away goes off to my coitus and Kabbalah explaining exactly what his father meant and this goes till the next column around ten lines from the top the line starts hard our mouths of a dyke one two three four five six seven eight nine around twelve lines from the top column to 146 the line starts hard our Mars right be finish our Amma's the moistures our cooties discussing a penis of mr. Katan desire the dyke thymidine the magma continues these are like parentheses Vahine a marsh on the Malibu madruga whatever is higher in Madurai whatever is higher in 11 that level whether you talking about a person or a soul or generally anything that's not in a higher place somehow become yoson over there the blemish is always deeper what do we mean what I mean you're higher than Peter sh-sh omission is Messiah VII somebody who's neshama is more lofty as a plague a maquette be he bottle Amy vas a tithe with Shana over della Kim yasser god Lana Felicia LeMay her eventually sha - Shana Samara sometimes the blemish of lacking in sa tithe and lacking and being on over dollar Kim could be greater and then the feel of the fall can be greater than the oven shall I shower money notice how my knee is the UH how my knee like how my nom yeah the average person not mine the regular person who's not sir made on you would think that the second Silva is not so important the first one saw made are staying away from rah the second one is just you're missing in sa type okay but he says but the truth is that sometimes it's the other way somebody's neshama is Gouveia so the lack of us a toy could be a much greater than a filler much greater blemish then the sin of Sir made out of the ordinary purse what's lacking is the over Dalek him now just understand what he means by the words / Dalek Kim I want to do three lines from the hug of that's a market ethic where he we explains the words over della Kim on the top of the same column line number two Rahzel peerage ring in over della kimmm of were safe was a baton and panic test him off we you have an expression of ways he's an avid Allah Kim it comes from a parsec in Milwaukee Shafter Maurice and Ben Sadiq LaRoche I've been over the lake in Marshall a avada what does over dollar Kim mean literally he serves Hashem well you could think of the word ivett but even what what does it mean he served me we translated service of the word Allah Kim is used not over Davi over the like him and the word Ovid is used she says to him in Russian iris of wooden the word eyelid actually comes from the word you have in a halacha malakas of Shabazz Muhammad Muhammad is tannery you take skin of an animal the height and you have to work it out it's called iris I put them in a locker and it's a very intense process trampling on it stepping on it what today they use it everything they do it with machinery but you know luckily you know there's a concept of going back and forth stepping on it either yourself with an animal until it becomes fertile to be able to develop it and cultivate it whether you want to make it fill in from it or larval you want to make shoes from it or you want to make a leather suitcase from it whatever it is but that's called areas of wood and then it has to be salted and various chemicals so over the like in this from the word mahabad otis he works it through what shot the car home is Sakon how Hester Adams just mad symptom - a Malik M so over the Leica means that you work through your Ovid just like you take a raw material of oil the hide of an animal the skin of an animal which is not ready to be turned into tefillin but you have to work it through press it out work it be it my obeyed tannery until it becomes transformed so an avoid that this means divert the looking that the person works and it's miss sack in the Hester her name she's mad Sims from the Shambala came the concealment that comes because of the restriction that symptom their withdrawal their condensing the limitation that Shane Milliken creates aji de Mar showed me Ageha SATs maybe vas a toy if they lock him in whatever Viator by the person who toils himself and I say time to go the extra mile even if the eight cero that ever says no when you were when I went up when a person not only does not but a person engages in the positive to go beyond when you really appreciate somebody so how do you know you go the extra mile you go beyond sometimes I'll do something only if it fits Mama's with my comfort zone but the ability to babe to go the extra mile my it's Horace says I'm not in the mood but I battle alike transcendent I go beyond that soca vehicle it does not just I go beyond my own Tavor it creates a change in the cosmos it's over the lock-in because a lock-in is what creates the restrictions of nature and the concealments of nature and a person who goes beyond that a person who pierces through the concealment and is ready to go beyond you know just like you have in an area taking an exercise for example what makes it successfully successful is if a person does the same thing every single day for 20 years it's not gonna be growth you always your train always needs that challenge right you have to overcome that challenge well I overcame a challenge yesterday but if you want to grow you have to overcome but my body says I have to stop that only means that you have to go further because the the comfort zone the laziness will always say you have to stop because it's gonna be toil it's gonna be effort but it's in the toil and the effort they open up new channels that you didn't know existed so if you only stick to the comfort zone to whatever or the eight sir says this is easy so you remain very limited you remain in that box and it's true in any field in any art and anything right there is that this is where I am I'm comfortable to stretch stretching is painful but it's not painful because its destructive it's painful because it's constructive because you're going beyond the limit all limits in the world are rooted in LA Kim all limits in the world I rooted in the first limit at the beginning that the dewy burnished algorithm took infinity and he compressed it what's over there look him over the LA Kim is - in whatever every time a Jew goes out of his comfort zone in any area to go beyond it ever beyond the eight sir you're a vanilla Kim you transform the Hester of Allah Kim to open it up to something deeper so it's not just a little change in me that I went out of my comfort zone and the whole cosmos tis a shimmery kebaya : shame Allah Kim that's the that's the definition of over delicate right working God not serving God I would say working on its we're working through the symptom of la cumbia now la Kim is the holy site of mamala coloman that's what creates the world the Kim is what creates tava that's what creates the world its creates the structures of the universe everything has its tether its nature its chemistry we live in a world of elekid right we don't live in a world of weather ain't some canal and we live in a world of temper but that's the over the lock-in is always have to ask myself am i becoming a victim of the symptom or I'm here to transcend it's him some to pierce through the Sims and they exist on every single level wherever a person is that's the second true ver I say toy if that's what he says chica milk in mom Sofia days a year DeLeon the shemesh a mug in a viola kimchi lasted a Mogan one arctic what a person does in his own life every person is a microcosm of the entire reality oil on cotton z'ha'dum you are I am a miniature universe so it's not just I do it within myself it creates what's called a yield alien of shemesh Omo ganache emilich the pus success into hill and capital pay Dalit shemesh Omar gain Hashem aleikum so the literal translation is Hashem more like they'll say in English God the Lord God the Lord is a son and a protection but the ballot on you always touches now shemish Umaga National akin with the mugginess to the Shemesh la Kim is to you to cave of K the shemish has what's called a NAR take a sheath right it's like it protects it like a shield that protects it so that the light and the heat is not so intense that's what la qiyam is for you to cave of K it's the mugging for the Shemesh Bashar Assad Jewish over the lake in so it creates the unity of shemesh Omo ganache amalgam shall I asked her Magan van arctic it shouldn't create such a concealment okay Indian she love aDNA bar value this is a concept in Kabbalah called integrating with Shalev shame aDNA which is uttering Malthus with you'd cave of K ohm Ahmad came a glorious box Odom says el Rikin Anjaneya hood and the giris which represents the concealments become sweetened by the Kassadin by the kindness which is the primary hood that is relevant this is all that I say toys that I go beyond the Atlas it's not just a checklist I go beyond that Simpson be on there like him beyond my limitation and I say tithe that's the second the second concept here of of truth so that's what he could yeah of course sir mate I said the first thing but this interesting sir made on the ballot on you said is enough Allah Kim sir made oz enough just Allah Kim it does but very often sir may that really means that you're just aligned with your natural energy Sunnah means I stay away from things that are harmful that are destructive convey your Cola have an animal does that it's just an animal it's programmed a healthy animal doesn't jump into fire a healthy animal doesn't eat things yeah usually unless it's not mouths can they totally tell you you know don't feed the wildlife when you come cuz they're not mouths looking they're starving yeah I always say you never saw somebody goes over to a sheep and says here's ice cumin the Sheep says I would love it but next week there's a wedding I have to look good in the pictures yeah somehow they're happy with the grass and the hay the same is with the cows and so forth humans are interesting people all of nature is based on three things all of nature follows three rules and that is self-preservation propagation produced a new generation and doing what you have to do for your environment every insect every animal every tree every bush they give us they give us oxygen to be able to breathe the trees they make sure they all they're alive they do whatever they have to do the rule we'll go very far extremes the Leafs will fight to get their light to get their sunlight every instinctive in every creation in our world is the yearning for self-preservation I want to exist look at a bug look look what a mosquito does when you trap it it will do anything according to its capacity and imagination the mosquitos imagination to protect itself sometimes it's mysterious nephesh bihar bees right if somebody comes into the Beehive they know they're dying but to protect the Queen to protect the Beehive they'll die it's instinctive you don't call it mysterious nefesh it's programmed into them self-preservation and then there is protecting the family which is all part of self-preservation but they want to reproduce it's a fascinating thing it's not for this year right now they're boenish allow them implanted in every single tree that exists in every single vegetable and every single plant and bush a mechanism to figure out how to create the next generation how to get the seeds to come back into the earth to start a new generation and it's half Louisville everyone has a different stick a different stick take for example a peach if you take out in the the pit of a peach right you ever tried to crack it it's almost impossible the pit of a peach you don't know you don't you can't crack it there's one thing that cracks it very easily you put it in the earth you put it in the earth but it opens up why because the seeds are there it's protecting the seeds now today we have garbage cans I'm all they didn't have garbage cans he ate a peach and you through the pits on the ground on the earth and that's exactly where it wanted to be the earth opens it up the seeds are now there are new peach tree grows and everyone has its own mechanism sometimes it's impossible for the seats that go into the earth so there's winds that take it and there's water is that that transfer it this birds cross-pollination but wholly vocal yeah then that and then there is how it helps its environment sir Mira basically represents a person that lives a life that's aligned with self-preservation self propagation and doing what I have to do that the world should be a good place not giving in to urges that do not promote any of these three things we're talking arouse a toy is I go the extra mile it's the past positive relationship that's why over here he brings in that concept of over delicate you typhus what I'm saying I'm not really right yeah we're not the child not a checklist like he says at Sloss it's the passionate relationship so that's what the Bella Tonya now continues after the Gov that's a much said that that when somebody's in a higher madruga the blemish is deeper when somebody's neshama is higher the lack of us a toy the lack of Adela kim is a deeper blemish and his nephila his fall can be a deeper in a filler than the Isham only then the average person was not a samara the he makes if the post success key automates her sada a person is the tree of the field and partial shafted key Automator salad the plastic actually says it has a question PR da mates are sada why would you allow a tree to get destroyed in a time of war is the tree the enemy like well what do you have to destroy a tricky automates us other you're fighting a war what do you want from the tree that's where the Toyota is very cautious about protecting the world protecting nature protecting the tree and so forth you this crisis sensitive to the fact that we're responsible for the world we are stewards over the world so therefore that's the pastor's but has already miss ackers tightness in many places say it as a statement key other mates are sought a person is compared to the tree of the field Oh Peters Missouri of heligimbal da fresh bays subpoenas cherish nish Masada McGinnis aged ow who saw the sheriff Yasha that cherish the source of a neshama of a person is called an H a tree what Utes cook says that he smells the outcome of Inu is like the Reyes other like the field that I Shem blast ein some look there and so it'll be Peter should our mouths the commentary of rabid merchants I could one of the great McMullen we wrote a Peters on desire faheen a based on this that as much let's give a mush H I Supriya if you look at a fruit tree a tree that produces fruit - by pay this Philomath the summer Lawrence there are paid as fruits that grow on the bottom of the tree that are lower lower to the ground close close to the ground the edge may pay - Allah my Allah there are fruits that are up when the tree and then you have Guevara Mel Guevara higher and higher and higher yeah some the mythili revenues transfers of the Maya adds he says that you see that usually the fruits that are higher are better in quality and caliber ESA's in most cases the Paytas are better so he says Guevara my alga VII goes higher the he may I pay - Allah my Allah the fruits on the above all the way on top em shame aluminum user even though they're higher physically they're in a higher place and in caliber and quality they usually superior you have a masochist - how they used to take the olive oil I do to make our oil from the olives right so there's the oil that they needed Foreman aqus does the oil that they needed from menara so there's different levels he says my Gary Gary Barajas is my Geiger reproductions ice you want them to go to the top of the olive tree to get your your certain olives to produce the finest and best oil so you have the painters from the mylar aluminum you ice they're higher they're like a shame no flim Lamott they they shabari walk away carton when there is a storm or Ruach is a thunderstorm or a big wind or a tsunami or ooh a very strong wind comes and uproots the fruits and they fall as I say no flim LaMotta mimetic Mira Ilan you're a simulation are there LaMotta those that are on top of the tree as a result of the storm when you come back after the storm and you survey where are my fruits so the fruits that were on the bottom of the tree you'll find all around the tree the fruits don't want top of the tree you could run a mile or two before because as they fall off naturally because they're on top of the tree so they're scattered much further than it from the trail as I am know from the map of America Marilla on Yosemite scenic de la Motte shaf kitchen knife Lenoir it's ain't no friend America coca those who fall and their lower even when they fall they become detached it's usually not so remote oka Miami result this is the depth of what the Gemara has an expression in Muskogee Gadhafi may eageriy Rama libera mikta agree is a roof Rama is tall elevated beer is a pit a mixed is a deep it debase me in Ramallah be remixed is not just a fact its harbor hetalia because you were onigiri rama because you were so high so that when the falls the fall is birra mikta when somebody falls kalila from a very elevated place so obviously the damage is a completely different damage the distance is a completely different distance that be remitted in the fillers from the eager aroma it doesn't go stomp to the ground it goes into a bird a sister no a pit and I mixed a very deep i'll dead example arouse out this is what the house i'll say in the Madras in voracious I think it's about the nosh with fig do lost Sri Hari I'm a powwow sorry his my polar was always always commander it with his greatness in other words somebody's who's great when they fall it's a different type of form because when such greatness crashes you know when such greatness crashes it's a different crash because the whole intensity the whole power the whole greatness that was there is now in the map all it's a different type of defeat is a different type of for my polar comes a word in the Fela like NOFA then I feel is a different Nephila the fig do la Sol mi palace the caracal being in Pater cirilla same is true in the spiritual fruits of the tree ate sahayam shame on her samus the same exact metaphor is true in souls kima Israel my shovel the meddler says in Malaysia he stalled in the summers of the Jews I love my Chava they ascended caballo Helena shams thought o ma sha Allah my love I'm a dragon and a filly Lu Mattias you have the whole world comes from Dipper you throw all the neshamah Savannah Saul come from the highest place amongst river and the cloud is whatever is higher when it falls the nephila is always much lower its hubba Hetalia because it's so high it's so powerful there's so much potential there there's so much greatness so it's like the fruits on top of the tree the fruit that on the bottom of the tree they fall down they fall around the tree but the fruits on top of the tree when they fall they go much further so when you see the distance on one level you could look at it and see distance but if you understand what's really happening is because it was so high on the tree it was so elevated in the tree that's why then the feel that can just be a stamina filler then the fill is too very far distance the same as Schubert while in the summers your sermons installed all over my shovel so therefore when the Jewish soul falls it's a different type of fall when greatness explodes when greatness loses itself so now the energy of greatness is distorted and when energy of greatness is distorted it's a whole different Distortion the second it's true in the first true verow so of course it's true he's be clouded distinguishing why a Jewish soul could make a herbin like no other soul like no others saw oh so yeah but he wants to say sometimes you look at the second Shiv and it looks not so significant not so valuable not so important that's what he's saying you always have to know what type of neshama it is sometimes a deeper neshama what seems like on the filler relative to another person is not such an affiliate relative to this neshama because it's such a high neshama so even on the filler that would see yeah this is a low fruit it fell this is a high fruit that fell the fall was from a high fruit it's a different type of Nephila but because of its greatness it can have a deeper and a fuller than anything else it's what he means to say well he's just Bovada nning that one shouldn't make light of it one shouldn't think it'll explain Oh we'll get back he's gonna explain sometimes when you see how far a person could fall that itself shows you the greatness the potential greatness because if there wouldn't be such greatness then a fielder couldn't be so an animal for example can do animalistic stuff but the certain things animals won't do even even devouring animals lionesses they do they're hungry they they take care of themselves you see people unfortunately Jews have seen this throughout history especially 70 80 years ago in Eastern Europe the doctor saw didn't have to go back 70 80 years ago you can also go to certain countries today the cruelty of people was such that they call them animals is an insult for animals like why would you insult the head and the most wouldn't do this and almost want to protect themselves I understand but they were trying to protect themselves the cruelty that people are Shia Viktor Frankl was in Auschwitz he has a book called man's search for meaning right he writes over their line he says it was human beings who created the gas chambers and it was human beings who went into the gas chambers with the prayers of smile on their lips that's what he writes he was a secular truth he married he married a non-jewish woman but that's what he writes human beings those human beings who created the gas chambers he was human beings who walked into those gas chambers you know he was there for quite a long time in Auschwitz he survived how does that you being fall so low because when a human falls it's a different type of fall it's a different type than a filler within human beings themselves you have higher neshama s-- and when such a nurse summer falls it's a different type in the filler you're on eager Irama the fool is not a simple full it's B Romick the crashes are much heavier crash when a billionaire loses his money and crashes it's a different type of crash then when I should not have crashes yeah so different so different filler with fig Doulos the Cosmopolis ah that's awesome to trap the Gemara ensue cacoa god almighty avere each straddle somebody who's greater the temptations are greater the challenges are greater because everything is LOL Massa when you have a tremendous potential that position to that potential is gonna be much more powerful because the potential is powerful and therefore when the Yates it takes over it's powerful it's always commend you and everything is ello Massa and that's the fall the fall from there parasite Elon you form much further if I would have been on a much lower level I fall ok I'm around the tree you can get back up you can get back up but this in the filler it looks very far but this distance dog shouldn't deceive you the distance is only coming because how close how connected how deep how much potential there is so you could look at the negative you can also see what the potential is from that gopher and in souls themselves you have neshama Cicero neshama Cicero although mark Sava because it's all of my Java the given doom in our generation we have a very good example for this is called nuclear energy nuclear energy yeah you know how small an atom is used to think that power in the world comes from numbers you have a big army of power the more commerce the more numbers the more quantity the more power or Jews are optimum at McCallum and it's a little tiny nation 14 million people 50 million people it's like a joke I told you once that the number of Jews is smaller than a statistical error on a Chinese census the rest that's the truth it's not a joke a statistical census are at error on a Chinese census drown drown yeah and it's not the time it's not a fluke moisture cesky Optima Martha McCallum you're the smallest of all the nations and it remains that way it remains that way and it's not just small you know a little relative it's quite small it's not like we constitute 2 percent of humanity five percent tempers are small we don't constitute 1% we don't constitute a half a percent we don't constitute a quarter of a percent people don't realize this just like a Muncie Schoeneck a hillock anion hurricane yearbook and ice at hidden bar Akasha we don't constitute a quarter of 1% you looking at 2.7 billion Catholics or Christians and 1.7 billion Muslims and 1.2 billion Chinese and as I'm speaking another million were born during the city this year and for Jews were fighting for everyone so you often you look at them amount in the column it's tiny so for many history it was looked strength comes with numbers we call this generation they called it the atomic age what's the what's the finish of the Atomic Age it's not just that the Manhattan Project managed to produce the atomic energy and atomic bombs that stopped the war between America and Japan in 1945 and Truman dropped the bombs in Hiroshima or Nagasaki it's called an atomic age and the biggest concerns today for example with Iran nuclear the nuclear energy what is it what is it it's a splitting of an atom the you can't even describe how tiny an animus we don't even have a hog out tiny it is because the tiniest thing in the world this that give me the tiniest thing in the world it's not even an atom is not a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a fraction to describe how many items is is in the point of a needle how many atoms and in the point of a pinky is beyond what you can imagine the zeroes that you have to put after the one but it's not a question of numbers it's a question of unleashing the potential that's inside and when you get to that point the atomic level and you unleash the potential it can destroy kalila world can destroy a country in an hour in a minute and that conversely as well the power the power of what it can do it's it's its potential the question is not how big how small the question is how deep what's what's inside of it neshama ceased all over my java there's some is it all my shovel I don't know if you ever thought about it if you would stand up and have to fight a gorilla chimpanzee right you know who would win right you have to fight a cheetah you have to fight a tiger why don't we control the universe why don't they control I mean go to an alley why don't we make a competition like David and go yes yeah and you know who's gonna win the bad the wrestling between you and a chimp we all know you don't start up with them you ever saw those you ever saw those companies huh they walk around as they why don't we control the world why don't they control the world powers control controllers power the answer is we have a little little little little brain - pounds - little pounds like a jello as I up here they also have a brain up there but our DNA is it's a little tiny mutation that the evolutionary scientists like to call the cognitive revolution that at some point there was some cognitive revolution and somehow the rain went through a mutation and we started to think in terms of poetry and and landing on the moon however they explained it it's a strange stuff but we call it selam aleykum what is it what is it come on and if you would put that grain in front of the chimpanzee what is he gonna do with it but because of that we control the whole world we control the whole world the power of speech the power of cognition the power of cooperation the power to build tools the power to build destructive and constructive so it's not a question of what looks big it's a question of how deep you're tapping into now some assists all over Markova if something is nuclear energy can be tiny here it's irrelevant but if it's Unleashed whether constructively or destructively it's a whole different impact the same is true with no Summers themselves it's a whole different cleaner welcome I Kuno campaign if I understand is very important ideas the indica Micah Newcomb convenience Rita suck a lemn Shema other might tell you this also explains the concept of spirits are killed the breaking of the vessels of Isla mater in the world of chaos the Kitson emirates we learnt about this a few times but the kids are very wicked so we know the result teachers and kabbalah it's thought that before this world was created there was another world called aloo Matar you the world of chaos the world of chaos there was a Chavira the language in kabbalah is then entire the iris me Reuben and the kala murmur autumn the lights were strong and the vessels were small and the intensity of the light broke the vessel smashed the vessels and as a result of that the oiler motto was destroyed the oil could not stay because the kala broke and shards of vessels got splintered and scattered with little sparks of oil beer hundred searches and on the debris of toy you was built a new world of tikkun with his integration so it's called the breaking of the vessels of the world of Talia what do you see there Shema sure sure Sheila Malaga very solace a novella Mattias that which in its cherish is higher fell much lower because it was higher shallow heinous mas Micaiah ball high that's why vegetation produce gives life to all animals animals eat produce viable caius a madaba and the animal gives life to the human people Sher Shah know you grow you Musa because in their shaders they were higher still attention of Luna Flula Ma Tei said so when they fell they fell into a lower form of life if all animals were gone if all animals were gone yeah the vegetation and the produce wouldn't all die they live they need their sunlight they need their water they need their ear etc but if there was no t'same earth there would be no Bala Shyam they couldn't live they need to be able to live so that Sameer could live without Bala hi Malik I'm can't live without some math let's say there were no people with animals because there would be wonderful we wouldn't be stealing all their jungles and building houses and intruding into their territories and endangering all the species and killing out the elephants for their for their tusks they'll be very happy by like I am without us we're a nuisance but what if we great human beings wouldn't have animals and earth and Seimei out how would you live whether you're a vegan or a vegetarian or you eat meat or chicken you can't live or fish we need them they don't need us fish don't need us they're perfectly fine without it they would be happy if we don't throw our plastic into their oceans don't why I'm not gonna give a lecture on climate change now so you see how it works that's America farmed without anybody the Molokai need them the Baloch I am needed some ever they don't need us we need everybody and yet we control everybody step out Latonya says it's her bajalia they came down they fell down into a lower form of life because in their show you shouldn't tell you they're really higher and whatever is higher when it goes to Anna Fela it falls down lower and that's the definition of an affiliate we nursed also loose and the Fela stylist means a process that develops like the word shall sell us a chain on the filler means a traumatic fall Michael for the differences when something evolved is powerless so its greatness comes down into the next level because it develops it's just condensed when there's Anna Fela it's the other way around that which was greater falls in a deeper way it so now it actually becomes lower than that which was lower in the higher level because the nephila transforms it for Lehane Hobgoblin a shaman alyona me show Thomas Holcomb ma Sheboygan verse 8 I've got olive oil Oh Serena oven mashallah my audits this is very heavy idea so the blemish of a greatness Sharma somebody who was a real Thomas Holcomb somebody who's a high neshama his blemish in ah c'est TOI if could be much deeper than the oven mama SH than a real sin oven are modest because if the neshamah is rooted in a very deep place so that neglect that Nephila could be much more devastating and more catastrophic the hey Marsh my big Amara umapada chemical death pave of Canaan another mosque in a fully angstrom this is the much more single more Enuma you know what he's talking about which come on ER was Killa wash em I think ah ah yeah and buying and buying in a store on credit right one of them Miriam said I go to a store and I buy and credit it Safilo Hashem I everybody buys on credit in other words it's always based on who you are when a person that says okay Marsh mump in a murder it's not stahma superficial thing that what people are gonna say cuz they look at you more it's much deeper a small blemish a small blemish like you have it in a tree oh so you make a little blemish in the root it affects the tree later much more than if you make a blemish in the trunk why because he went to the source you take a root you damage the root a little bit a little damage and the whole tree is affected you put a scratch in the trunk or in the branch there's a scratch in that branch the deeper something is the more rooted it is so a little bomb it's nothing relatively but where did you do it because you did it in such a deep place so therefore its effect is much more devastating so that's why in my sector you might he goes over there through different things that I Miriam said that this behavior for me is devastating it's inappropriate even though for others it's not a big deal because how Carlo Fiamma vairam is my ish ah Hammond's clark Okita it's good night to quote yeah this is human paper over midbass you went to UM fo vermin miss Obama Rallo from an olive sorry yeah yes he says Oz oh hey Saddam Attila wash em so Rav said I go to the marketplace i buy meat from the butcher and they don't pay him right away kill Alicia rebuking etcetera going on oh the medina are bahamas beloit or ee tefillin the Buchanan says I walk for armas without training without fillin that's not fear person walks for hours without Ida without fill in so rash she says sir - near the mph RM say people don't know that I'm weak I also need a break and they learned from me to be movable Plata so another the pastor's it is a person who's in a state of leadership everyone is looking at him so therefore he has to be very careful so why is the vault on you save a chain Masha because he's taching the Gemara I think a little deeper it's not just the person is saying everybody's looking at me so therefore I just have to always think 100 times how they're gonna interpret it ah it's an Indian penning it's an Indian in me in other words the ocean was in a different place so something that for another person is not such a began for him is taka deep calm it's it's a whole different type of blemish that's what it says he's going another mosque in Obama's beloit a tablet field so it's not just so don't look and what if I'm private it's not if I'm private around public on a Samba that's that's very the gamma is a different gram even it's even if it's a small thing and the truth is that we also know it with ourselves whenever it is a close connection and there's a deep dependency and Reliance a small thing could become much more significant than in another situation a big thing an example and maybe a funny example you put in a call to me you put on a call yeah I don't call back for three days go back three days later okay thank you what do you say thank you for returning my call I'm not talking pakora now whatever thank you for returning your call what if my wife puts in a call to me and I call back three days later she's not gonna say thank you for returning the call yeah hey Tucker what's the difference don't try it at home three days later I return the colossal stuff again I'm not my peacock nefesh but everything is because right becomes you become a fish if you didn't return the call in three days but-but-but the real live wonder is if I'm very close to you and I'm dependable and you're dependable and I rely on you so then the expectations are deeper expectations you say and a little a little subtle thing could be more devastating for the relationship than a stranger doing something big because the connection is much deeper the intimacy is much deeper so you'll say yeah but it's nothing but it affects a very deep place because it affects a very deep place so therefore it's a whole different experience the results are hold very different the locator such trivia Vasudev Goodell Eostre and that's why sometimes it should when I say tape has to be a deeper true ver the instant illa Allah Muhammad Rasul not a contradiction to what the Gomorrah says a pneumatic over there also DAF pave off over other moments recessive is shovel is Ozma so much from Illinois mashenka boluses said the truth were told the VM I could put him a shopper then himself Irish on mitzvahs si inside of Juba coke alchemy loses the Gomorrah says the difference between a mistress s sentiments was lysis a person transgresses a mitzvah says I didn't do something says you don't move until they forgive you you do true ver you forgive a Mitchell a sister if I did something that I'm now latter dudes as true ver hangs its suspended and you have to wait for Yom Kippur in Kibera Tom's what do we see from here that mitzvah says he doesn't need show vilaça Mitzvah slices mitzvahs license is a big thing let's say I ate something that I wasn't allowed to eat it's the wait for Yom Kippur but let's say I didn't do something I was supposed to do right away is mozilla so what do you see from here that the true performance was lasers is much harder than for mitzvah slices said to them it's recess but if kindness buyers have beginning such over-explained any against atropine a callous the ma chambre as always Ozma so much emotion in life I knew emotion Aloha Irish I've only comic I'm her nether there's no penalty but the light is missing that he don't get back but Lehane and loom admission some cool alum its possessor this shouldn't be a cooler leniency for Mitzvah says which means the Michael I forgive you that there's no consequences but that what missing was missing you can't bring it back the truth on the myths processor is okay there's no consequence there's no penalty I forgive you but the opportunity is gone so don't learn the Gemara a leniency Mitzvah says it's not a big deal I missed it you missed something the camera says move over slow yokel ISKCON right bit the Christmas of chakras but the Christmas autism it's precisely you didn't do it so you do chuhwa michael my right away but the opportunity was gone the error is missing mitzvah slice has said the VAR it is I actively betrayed you so the Mozilla is harder because mitzvah says say is passive I just didn't do something Mitzvah slices you asked me not to do it and I went and I did it so it's a different type of action it's aggression it's not passive Mitzvah says I just didn't do mitzvahs license I did so yeah wait for Yom Kippur but over there the Mozilla is complete you did a bomb I made a blemish and the gum has removed but here I didn't I didn't do it I didn't do something that I read that I had to bring down as missing Africa day she asked a true ver she is smiling on my ashes cluster I become its processor but there is true ver that you could bring back that light because there's no such a thing completely missed opportunity you could bring back that light but I was that sorry classes true VAR summa me my Mac him Chrissy fashion this needs a deeper trooper what's called from the depth or troopers oohing in a Bokashi boots villa Baruch Hashem this truth is what we say in domine Baro Qatar Schumpeter's have Akasha solid silver shall had devastate or Eve Anusha loose who lease casually double mishima via shoes save of kilometer penis Markieff Willa Milam of innocently Kano shopkin is firmly column behind Newcomb mitzvos SEO Mitzvah slices flew my shame Avaya alkane Laham Shakira name Shahada a mitzvahs zoe nian lead of ik Bechet Mariah Marsh in order to be able to fill that oil to bring back that oil that was missed in omits recess a nap sad that it's lost but it requires a different type of children the Lori's Azmi so much emotionally difficult once I forgive you fine but the IRAs missing in order to bring back that or maybe the person has to be able to connect barakaatuh hashem before they can go beyond the lake a Noel Cana we explained asthma molecule almond that's the way Lucas is condensed in the world but Mitzvahs is rot Sonali that's a matzo it's his will it's his intimate will that's connected to you to cave of cachet mute cave of K which is higher than shame alikum so the mela to go back to that oil to read to reacts as that oil that i missed by missing them as necessary I need to go into the shame avaya that Vegas and shame avaya that the member markandkirsty Shasha that the Bokashi Vitruvius to connect to the source to save of kalam on which is beyond the mala column and that which is beyond the world you to cave of Cavalia that's how you fixed our safe that's the true ver facet I've that's the true the not in the malleable in sovath the true before sir may rise to align yourself with the true identity of the world stay out of the trouble that represents the true of our sato Eve when I missed it I have to go deeper because that earlier is missing and the began could be a very deep gum for a high neshama I have to go to save of kawaman from which mitzvahs come from all that if Martian is my big area search over champagne occurs or may occur Shahrukh of rota terrain as I took all knives a lush of a Diwali butter homage the lollies Milan Milan the Makara all the Dove caballos bothers me even if Allah the soul can return to our Valley and become one come I show some youth had this by his burrow spectacular celibate and emission of Cobras previous murders the way she was one even before he blew it out into the body by epoch myopathy exhaled behind Okamoto sac Lula became a volume Amish the way the soul was included in shame a value which is beyond the male that's the mucker of Terror mitzvos when the Trouville person soul can go back to that place that's me mama maqam I have to go to the deepest depths in me to the buna of cyber beyond them on my way that creates the real true von mitzvos sa to bring back in the ER that was missing you know in life you go through life you could fix a lot of things you could fix a lot of mistakes what about missed opportunities and one of the greatest regrets that people have is the missed opportunities I'm a could say I'm sorry and we could make men's and we could do things differently but 20 years down the drain 15 years down the drain 10 years down the drain ah a lot of regrets in that area fine I could say I'm sorry Makana La Habra it's all beautiful but but the possibilities the possibilities that were gone so it's a whole different type of true ver this so the Trueba the person goes into the man mom maken casita so to speak to the size of kawaman in the Jew himself or herself the shame of ayah that's beyond the shame of the Kim and woody can get back all the oil you go to the source the source would tear that Mitzvah scubs from failure Mitzvah is not rooted in a male mamala is the fear cellar key that's the engine of the universe terror and mitzvos comes from the transcendence of Hashem from save of Kalam that which transcends the world's blink will infinity dioxin alia that I missed I missed it I did true value said I'm sorry but the OI is missing what kind of move is Leo calisca but the my mom mark and Croatia have value to you to give of game in a summer could go back to the way it was included in the sores before by epoch Popovich Messiah before it went down that Simpson novella came to be able to be condensed in the body so over there in that can that place all the opportunities all the resources could be found as you go back to the treasure chest to the mocker of it and all the wholesomeness that was missing can be rediscovered their Bacchus a luminous veil it's gonna get to the point of view shows having that also the new garrett ruby he's saying people think that since I'm its recess say you're forgiven right away so what's the big deal so he says yeah that you're forgiven but that like you missed so just because it says you have to buy admits with slice you have to wait for Yom Kippur because you have to clean up the blemish I betrayed you let's say I I did something to you I hurt you I have to clean up the blemish so whether you wait for Yom Kippur mitzvahs sa was passive I didn't do anything cease but don't don't look at it as a as a lenient thing what he's telling us here is what she continues lady negara said sugar is that there is the ability to bring back the light but that's not the regular trova the regular true ver I'm sorry yeah is important it's great but to be able to bring back that light that was missing I have to be able to go to the source of that light that light wasn't access I have to go back to the source he says over there look him to go beyond the Tavor Barberton delicate so when our drew goes back to that source the source of Terror mitzvos which he calls their save of Kalam and you'd cave off cake not a leak in but you'd give off get so that's the main mom maqam you go over to that place from there all the oil can be real reintroduced all the light that was missing well says I promise doctors nurses are Thomas asthma burka he's saying he's saying if it's possible that you get even more more or more light more energy not by not doing by a by this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva net / donate you