The Great Synthesis Between Lights and Vessels - Torah Ohr Mi Sam Peh #7

the yeshiva dotnet so let's continue now inside last paragraph unknown Bayes column to page 103 so we learned that mushes lament lamentation that clasp a quad lotion on I know you should wear my mic I'm not a man of words I'm not a man of communication Annie I Ralph's for sodium have stuffed lips I have plugged lips I have a heavy tongue ever heavy mouth is conveying a very profound truth about Moishe's soul and that is that all communication is about Caleb all communication is about structure the most effective the most effective communication is communication that is structured well it's the ability to take an idea of feeling an experience and encounter and present it it's about presentation presentation is always Calum it's how you package it what's the beginning what's the middle what's the end how it's how it's contained because it's all about the recipient it's not about the communicator that's what communication means not about my inner world right a lot of times somebody will say I have this great idea or I heard this great idea tell me he opens his mouth it's nothing coming out they'll tell you you had to be there you had to be there to know what I'm talking about how so tell me I can't say it's not because he wasn't there for carrot sometimes he was there so much but he doesn't have the ability to be able to structure it in a Kaylee the world to travel from the inner world inside of you to the world of communication is a long journey it's a journey from itis - Caleb and that's not an easy journey because it by definition you have to be able to limit it on many many different levels and in the Calum of communication itself there's many components there's the Calum of defining it articulating it in front of high and brisket that in yeshiva TV show the world of the yeshiva it's a very common expression so Felton has ybarra felt in Havana if you can't explain it we didn't understand it in other words if you really really understood it the weight of high-risk understood what understanding is we'd be able to explain it because it requires really capturing it in a way that you master it to the point that you're not just repeating words you could really repackage it redefine it into Caleb so that's Kayla MO has board of explanation there's also Kaelin of emotions understanding the audience the world of the audience relating to them that's also Kayla this Kayla pressure to explain something yeah sometimes our person gets up to speak it's one of the communication it's bothersome they have no structures no beginning no middle no end you don't know what they're saying they don't know what this it's more plopping and it doesn't work it's it's a very profound art it's like an artist an artist everybody can see the same image I could look at the sunrise I could see a sunset that's beautiful what does the artist do the artist sees the image it makes a very deep impression and then but then he has the ability to capture it on canvas to take a pen they calf ever take a quill take pigment colors and capture that when I look at the piece of paper or the canvas that he's using I see a living reality that's called who shot seer the ability to impart on the canvas that the artist is using the full life and vitality of the inner experience that's a unique it's a unique skill it's a unique art the same is true in all forms of art including especially when it comes to the deeper communication so of course moisture could speak and say anything but that's not the point you want me to speak you want me to express myself but that me is beyond expression because the iris are too powerful to be able to comment the calendar just can't they're too pure they're too infinite and therefore do me a favor laughs let me at this line send it like a pillar somebody who operates on a different level this is not me this is not who I am I'm not supposed to be your spokesman I'm not supposed to be your the articulator of truth because in my world if it's articulated it's every not truth if it's articulated it's already not truth it's a compromise it's absurd my mush as he said there was a humility element that he was glorifying Tikhonov otário this really brings out his real milah of carpet or quad motion on us that all caleb mean that the itis are very deeply compromised and in his world the earnest that's nothing I'm going to be compromised he's just not going to do it build up our second tehilim the Libby chiffon tea coffee or tests the Libby Schaaf auntie in Resaca the manly act Allah I have concealed your words in my mouth so that I shouldn't send to you what's that so those are the different interpretations and one of them is believe it's who I was I will not say a word because the moment I say it's already not that the lipids are fontaine yourself it's in my heart I hided Lamond left Allah after me sin STF dosa means mr. mark right Kyle al Haas IRA the lie yekta says about shawl when he shot arrows yet Kyle ALS IRA you always hit the target of Kabir's as small as a here a cider the law yesterday he never missed doesn t never sinned he never missed the leap interpreters at home only X the luck I won't miss the mark and I won't sit well early until and ovid mi look says calmly be back here be back Giggy severe H the back table of shiny there's a positive in here me have enough sure II got something off shocks a bowdabra his soul went out when he spoke literally means the speaking was with the whole passion of southwark a carnival rides the now shelter whenever you speak your any take out the soul of it they're not shake out the Madaba when you speak genuinely now sure yet sir - the nefesh is you really ruined it not because the person is lying that's not the point it's because in that world of toy you there's a contradiction kaylynn by definition will not capture that i if they do it's not that age it's a different night it went through already a transformation and it seems you understand the forints huh so therefore my she says cave at paraquad lucia na much it comes out in the fact that he's not he's not a communicated this or does not lend itself to communication I wouldn't use the word scary I think it's important to identify there was a heed I know I know did you I grew up with him in the same neighborhood on over - I'm very quiet you couldn't get him to ever to say a word with a very knowledgeable person so his son told me once or his wife told me someone in his family told me his wives mothers the boys older boy told me that his mother was dating his father in 1960s early 1960s they went out a few times so she went to see the Labov whatever so yes - how it's how it's going so he she says as Rakesh Kumar used to gonna go out on a train I think there's one on a train or boss I don't know what hmm sock sock Porsche Macan worth like it you know yes he getting to know him and they said the man doesn't speak so he told that Mubarak should never told as Rakesh nish Malhotra's roses organ village like in man that he doesn't have what to say he doesn't want to lie he he doesn't speak so I guess that sealed that sealed the deal over there but in other words it's not doesn't mean he doesn't want to lie not everybody who opens their mouth is lying over there some people the moment they open their mouth it's already problem but the point is all all words are lies that's the idea all words are lies I know I'm talking about it right I'm saying this in words yeah not not lies you know I lie where I was last night where I lie that I didn't lend you money that I didn't borrow money from you right or I lie about a reality that's at the crash checker we're talking a much more subtle lie in a way a more scary lie I guess not the blatant the criminal lie of a chakra but the son ally of even to the person themselves even to the person themselves that's a very deep sensitivity because very often like it's very bit like many people won't even understand what are you talking about I'm not lying I'm saying I'm saying what is but when one appreciates the urge on the level of tar you then the Kayle any Kayle is is already it's already a shaker doesn't capture it and when it tries to and when it drives to that's a lie it's yeah yeah so motion when she says that this is yeah you know who I am Lloyd Waterman I it's not I have a stutter today I can't speak I'm out in the mood I'm not a man of words it's just not who I am I'm from Schmidt Irish I know I come from a different Smith come from a different universe I come from a different reality the reality where God made the reality that the oilless cannot go into the kennel they're too big in they could take a person of tickled I really feel is much smaller because if the oil is talked a very much something very strong very small then the cave is beautiful it's perfect you need big Caleb small artists in other words that the k-league matches the oil and that's wonderful but in the world with the urge transcends the Kaylie infinitely then any Kaylie is already a it's cutting out 90% of it and it's not even in numbers it's the quality and of course people won't be able to understand that I people won't be able to understand that because whenever you come in contact with that I there's no Kaylie I can't relate to it because how could I relate to it that's when it becomes scary because I don't know what to do with it I don't know what to do with it this is reflected in many many areas in life sometimes this is the dissonance that dissonance the that is the the the tension the Hermetic the tension he would the medical attention the the disarray between iron and kale is one of the profound dynamics in the human condition and we usually people of caelin usually point to the Kaley as the problem but very often what they're identifying as a historian is really a miler and by identifying it as a historian they themselves missed a target like sometimes you'll have this is not always the case but you could see it if you're sensories it so you'll have a young man or a young woman they have tremendous itis tremendous artists whether you want to call it creativity ingenuity originality deep truth deep convictions deep feelings and somehow the calum that they are in the structure the system I'm not now going to be bashing systems don't worry but the structure they're in the system they're in is not is not in sync with those calum so what happens so the onus withdraw so you look at them and say oh why are living such an empty stupid life right why you sleeping till two o'clock in the afternoon come on be functional like your father is I get up 6:30 I'm already at a she or seven o'clock in the morning present company excluded another come on don't waste away your life you now have a system you have to be up you have to go where you have to do this all good words it's important in life to have a system to be organized to have a structure to have a morning to have an afternoon to have a night yeah and what do I wanna know I want to force this person to fix their calum like just wake up at a certain time go to this school or go to this job or hold this and be structured and having all Emma's be active enough in the kind of the ocean what am I missing here did anybody answer the question I completely miss diagnose the issue and why did I because for me to diagnose the issue correctly you know what has to happen I have to go out of my Caleb oh I don't want to do that I have to be able to go out of my own Kaylee in a very good way I completely didn't recognize his I completely didn't I'm blaming it on his Kaylee know his ID is bigger than the Kaylee is it possible that the Caleb you created or that you're comfortable with are completely not suitable for him not because he's sick but because he's deep because he's great so there is a challenge there's a challenge but you have to know how to identify that challenge it's a completely different language what would have happened I told you this Marshall once if Mozart would have grown up in a home without a piano right thank God he had a pianos at the age of two he was on the piano at the age of four he was already a prodigy at the aid of at age of six he turned over Vienna what if they wouldn't have grown up with a pet with a piano they would have given him Lego and vanilla ice cream and frozen pizza yeah Lego was very nice and vanilla ice cream is of other goods and frozen pizza is even better and say come on here his Lego his his vanilla vanilla lollipops what would have happened I don't know what would have happened thank God he had a piano for his genius so the gomorrah says la have illumise extra Shabbos coffee attest melty gooey bit mushy Roy Helu Taneka so miserable don't touch my machine my anointed ones these are the children this is a very very deep statement well trial takeover alina grosu miserable every child is a little mushiya every child is anointed yeah children dream you remember when you were a child you dream you'll bring mushiya he'll change the world you are mushiya what is that element of of infinity in the child I'll take her with me Shiva the negligibly Robin don't touch that because we're your firm we grow up we let go of these dreams you know who I might have changed the world if I could just pay my bills at the end of the pump I'm happy so the Commerce's i'll tegu Beamish if i do not kill the child inside of you don't damage it don't stifle it and don't destroy it and the child is a metaphor by the ballot at me for me this of toil this children have that I have that in a very deep way so yes there's a challenge that there's no Kaley but you have to diagnose it correctly it's very easy to say this person simply does not know how to fit into Kalin because he's lazy because he's obnoxious because he's stubborn I'm not ready to say one thing maybe my Kalin are too superficial meek and not really there to facilitate his because that takes a lot of humility to be able to say that I really cannot appreciate your light and I have to be able to ask myself are the structures that I created really completely not suitable for this earth so what do I want you to do I want you to kill yourself I want you to destroy your inner heart now I'm not saying this as a blanket statement in every situation of a teenager struggling but this is a pattern that a person has to be sensitive to because without that you often completely miss the person lose the person you cannot tell a person not to betray their artist they might not they may be too honest yes many of us when we grow up we become dishonest with ourselves and we betray our own error for the sake of Kaylie or in simple Muncy language it's called social conformity hominem social conformity moved it and the Wreckers abusive social conformity nobody conforms over there you could see it on the high ways that nobody conforms would be nice if they would conform to red lights but uh a couple him social conformity huh having a pitch to have covered Charlotte which will I have wha yeah don't over me means right in other words look with the stick I don't care who you are this is what you do this is how you structure yourself you want to fit in and and there is a certain maturity there to a certain maturity so we demand so we want the next generation to do exactly the same thing learn for me yeah the problem is sometimes a person says they may not even say it but this is I'm not ready to betray my iris for your Kayla I can't if I'm true to myself if this is my light I can't betray it because of your structures is just does not it's not going to work so I could curse the Kaylee your Kaylee from today till tomorrow and say look at this ridiculousness and this ineptness and this laziness and this mishegoss and you're a spoiled brat and you're a user and you're a manipulator right and we understand those feelings there are also human feelings I'm not now judging them with a justified or not justified people experience different things what I'm not ready to do is really go back to the drawing board and really ask myself perhaps I have to reinvent myself in order to be able to tune in to you because I already have my calum and you're not fitting into that maybe I have to be able to go to my own toy oh my own are to be able to appreciate your it's clear what I have to saying this is the niku then it's a very this is very real in people's lives extremely real we don't like it it's not a comfortable thing this I'm just telling you we love Kalyn we like when things look good it just fits it's structured it's because it's it's um paint works on paper others don't work on paper I have to go out of my Kayle because if not I will not be able to touch you all right I've already structured it everything is working and the truth is I would say will soon see at the end of the mine I would say this is what I'm feeling I can't say this as an accurate description as a scientific level feeling that today the young generation children are challenging their parents and educators to go out of their calum and get in touch with their artists and we're resisting it for good reason and also for responsible reasons because we're scared and we want to protect our children so there is a very but there's a delicate component of creating calum that suit the oil versus creating calum because I couldn't care about your art and that's a very big difference yes very good everybody is a genius but if you judge a fish by climbing a tree its whole life it believes it's stupid yeah yeah of course it's very difficult that's extremely difficult yes so the first thing is about acknowledging this acknowledging our incompetence and acknowledging sometimes our insensitivity to certain levels of I you know what looks like profound rebellious Ness is only a description of Kalin from the description of oil it's not rebellious it's actually a very deep spiritual expression it's he's rebelling against the Kayle so we only look if I only look from calum I say oh this kind of kid is a rebel this kid is a troublemaker this kid doesn't care about anything no no maybe he cares too much for you and he's not ready to conform to corrupt or or insincerity or lack of honesty so what you're calling a weakness is really a strength now it becomes a weakness in the real world yeah when you're sleeping till four o'clock in the afternoon and you have no life it becomes a weakness but the weakness just like moisture I have though or maybe not lejano moisture had a speech impediment there was a problem there but the problem was not the speech impediment that's not the problem as I will fix something in the lips will fix you in the lips when there's it's it's something much deeper faheen a harsh abuse but a hey shovel a hashem answers him Nissan Pella Adam hallo you are noisy hashem enakievo you say you can't speak who makes a mouth who made a mouth on no she of IME of I see you guys in the beginning of the mind man what is this a tutorial to motion of manner that is a creator a whole lecture like you telling me you're not a man of words what I don't understand what is this a joke I'm the one who gives anybody the ability to speak I told you there are I am asks a question why doesn't God just get to the point and say listen I know how to make people speak I'll make you speak what are you complaining that you're sick I'll heal you you can't walk I'll make you straight you can't see I'll make you see you feel that you're mute don't make you speak no problem those who say that in the bus he starts like a philosophy me some tell are them did you ever wonder who made much know that God made he's telling God I know but you made me with I have a speech impediment for whatever reason I know that's also about Gaza but that's what you wanted right you knew who I am and you somehow I'm heavy of words that's what he asked in the beginning what I said what are you gonna tell him now that is a creator of the world we're gonna teach him that and Imam ins needed gimel in Korean woman Peters Tanya Sosa MS a time a sixth MS you saying through optic white karate shameless kekkai l'm ka Lou and I'm sorry in particular do not have the Kaylin that exist in the world of Tekonsha knows he'll awesome merciful with his integration and there was before that everything is connected and the end is etched in the beginning and the beginning is etched in the BN omits at shaders knishmas Kartik father Shea and Asael you've still elaborate weekly Appa and if judging by this source of your soul you are really destined to be a craft path why your art is simply too big there's no Cayley in the world that could contain it you're not made for Caleb and the fact you're right another way that snapshot people don't have the right Caleb there's no Cayley for you're a you're a does not belong in Caleb it does not belong no Kaylee will express it you're right it's not like wait a month wait a year we'll give you a lesson will teach your communication skills will teach you how to speak you'll go to speech therapy that's not the issue the issue is your own cannot come into kit ah Hashem is not arguing with them and saying you're wrong no you're right you're right you are articulating a very deep truth about yourself after me some Pella odd Bini code comments Rome has allowed them are you doing meaning when are some response to motion obey no looking at inside is always better Nissan pair lot of them yeah I'll predicted me some parallel Adam who may who put them out who attach the mouth to a person me some pair law or them not let other law Adam all comets double comments law Adam what's trapped beneath could come at same as Allah other Maya doing this intimates on the other the other Adam Adam I adore not will Adam to a man to the man a big difference motion Kadesh Amen the man a human being the human being not allowed them to any who gives a mouth to any person any child me Adam law other Maya do hi no penis Adam that sinless allergies it's the origin of Adam the origin of Adam is known as I think about Sodom I le inshallah keys Haskell he speaks about the kiss I cover the throne of glory and then there's moose kumari Adam Alec you see the autumn on the Keisei which is of course a metaphor of other malian which is basically called Adam that sinless chalica say sure who Shaima Adam is the name of ma Adam is 45 a love ballad men which is a formulation of writing out you'd cave off when you write you'd and hey involve and a fully you'd valid hey a love of a love of hey Aleph it's gonna be 45 which is our don't show closer saticon can either which represents the world of tickle that's the first world of our zilla's which is the world of take the ingen klappa who are moms should earn Markovic the clayey path the the vessels of the mouth the ability to speak brings forth our light that is mock mock if knocketh means a peripheral light a transcendent light that encompasses the person commercial customer period sky the result says try they have brakesh alam it's random Chicanos amicus why they have mitzvot apps beneficial for enemy does the mitzvot and is the blessing for the Mitzvah the Mitzvah creates every Mitzvah generates a particular our enemy which means a light that is internalized that comes into the person doing the mitzvot whether it's a mitzvah of giving sadaqa or the mitzvah of learning tired of the myths of putting on tefillin in the midst of bicker asylum or the midst of maker of lighting chemical candles then there's the barakah of the Mitzvah his name chef Crenn asam Marcus the broth is the way you articulate the Mitzvah through words verbally that creates an oil give me heaven harp at NASA penis Oh Marcus the breath that comes from the mouth the breath that comes from the mouth what do we say as a sneeze here could create a tornado in Thailand the breath that comes of them the mouth the heavily pair which the brach articulates NASA it becomes it's morphed into an earmark of an encompassing light divine baton you paid okay it'll be a little clearer so Villa hane fascinating but fill in so Roche necklace was fired the Bosch can Emma varkala broccoli of Heather's which is why white fillings are aged is a big debate between the spider-man item if you get a special Brock replace Shama what's that what's the math like this - chicken Azam Holt yeah this is the of the Ashkenazim already in the shiny montgomery man office and it's brought into our Marshall camera then you make two brothers on my shell yeah they make Lonnie and fill in and then when you put on so Trish you may come it still did I my breeze because there's a second - you should say Barack's I'm quite mal who sell oil and what after the second blessing cause - bracha lava golem destroy them held differently completely different one Baraka and everyone who follows min expired makes only one bro hunt for Lonnie unless you made a half sick between the Shia and the shiroishi spoken between then you have to make a second brother because the first Brock is not applying to the serration generations of my separate Mitzvah but if you don't make it interruption you make one bracha linear villain for a trillion you never make a second block on Suresh now how do we when so many microcosm iclickers in gomorrah of rashida Bennett on the Maha Brandi Rama the Rambam and the Ashkenazim Rambam was a safari yeah it's just one example you have in the color terrier color you have this five DiMaggio nozzle so we usually understand that it happens to be that the car coming who lived in Spain had one opinion now how I lived in Germany had a different opinion so spider-man Ashkenazim yeah that's only one layer of it Paulo Tania says replace sham mock if dit filling so Rory should go voyeur might in Finland is the enemy of the Thunderer maka fulfill the Makah fulfill inshallah ad is also high but it's not like so rush the Markov which means the transcendent sub super conscious light Thunder is very deep alkane mimics partial Oliveira why the severe Allah who should ii f Shailaja Kamaka Fajo despite them say there's nothing you can do to generate that Marcus be quiet Ashkenazi I'm Sweden Lou the asylum Hampshire - can Assam held that you could you could do something about it so that's that becomes a Mike locus in a locker dr. nassim hold make abraca you could do something to generate that map of this far them say no no this is a mark of don't try to articulate it don't try to do anything with it fill it so this time say don't make a brach on it that's dumb it doesn't begin it's an argument it's really an argument how you attach the Gemara Sagamore Inman office speaks about the two brothers and the question is when do you make the second braja so they argue push it when you learn the game or an argument I'm a technical way of explaining like so many are concerning tomorrow but like we're learning here a whole time it doesn't begin with the Kaylee begins with the earth and this is all McCoy Kassadin shots why do they arguing add the other the one opinion didn't know how to read it the other way and he didn't not to read it this way which you can ask on 90% of arguments in tomorrow's he touches the pasta kazooie he says no it's not that no he couldn't figure out the other touch it doesn't begin with the words it begins with the iris despite him had a certain mihalis in life doctrine as a minister to mollusk in life this type of Marcus - chicken azzam said you could be mounted despite him you can't the mela don't don't don't make a bro I'll call poem Lamade no the clear parallel I'm just ready Marcus so what's been Mela what's the conclusion that the clay iPad the vessels of the mouth draw down like the bra the air Marcus Massoud Shammar me some pale autumn Colima me Hetzel clear path who created the vessels of the mouth shook a leash am I'm sorry Marcus me at sea Leila Adam - tick who gave this to other what Adam of stickers how are noisy Hawaii what's a knife you have a penis AB smooth sailing safe the essence of ain't safe Schrader's shakhov who didn't save Peru who a mockolate holiday spinning MIMO Marcus comes from the place which is the source of all light the source of all opening me and the source of all my Kissin Moshe has been complaining as we learnt slack Nobby at Tisch look I'm not the right person because I'm not a man of words Makka pakka odd lotion as the ballot Anya explains it's because the urge is infinite and cannot be contained in a Kaley including not the Kaley of the mouth which is one of the great calum in the sense that it's must structure and filter and limit and restrict and that can't happen what does Hashem tell them not that I'm going to heal you you could be me you'll speak that's not the point now we understand just to tell them I'll make you speak make you speak that's not the issue you sure wasn't just a speech impediment will fix your Kaylie the issue is that what Moshe speaks it's not his earlier can't come out in the Kayle unless he's not Marsha unless he take him away from himself if he's to be Marsha then he can't communicate because his oil his soul in the world of the first Schmidt in the world of toy you can't express it so he want him not to be here me can be not him right so what was the answer good good question grab already ran in the beginning of Shem says me some fellow Adam who made the mouth to law Adam and he says lot of them not little them to a man but law Adam which represents like to that of a man is Hawaiian I see Hashem Allah a noisy Hashem I and he uses youth cave of meaning Adam is an org what's called an other man other miss somebody a human being is called an atom it's a person with a full organism the organism of a person is called Adam Adam represents olive damn the whole structure of that's what you call an other or developed human being like the first atom spiritually the source of atom represents other my alley and chalak you say called the world of our zilla's the world of tikkun which is the divine organism so to speak which is the source for every other organism all the 10th theorists working together so you'll see in the pictures of the 10th series of take 1 it's always like an organism as a structure and it's the head and the heart the torso are the legs and the hands it all works and synchronization what we call his koalas this is me some Pella Adam who created the pet for the other Moffitt illness it's a nicely it's a noisy Hacha it's me you'd cave off here and that's what he says the last the second to the last line we'll talk inside Hawaiian ap Hawaii what's on earth he putting us at Merced inside the essence of the light of infinity shada sh a cough of a hood the alien say tomorrow the source of what's called the car of the line or the hood the thread of earnings save the source of this hamako in Aspen in Milwaukee which is the source for all the lights whether they are internalized lights or their machism their encompassing transcendent lights that operate more than a place of subconscious of the superconscious because it's mock if it's beyond human consciousness or the world's consciousness the in pain if this is the case me many loyal watts aroma from me from Atmos nothing is impossible what the von no he am Peter Duncan this our no-fee are gonna use his the word are noisy twice this unknown will be with your mouth - Peters I'm sure miss Archer shall help me tell you in local MK Lou even though mid-side you source and Toyo you don't have such vessels and therefore you say you can't speak Avalon know if he have I but there's something called a nicely it gave of me myself hi CCS at Calum the tip I have constructed I have made formed the vessels of thicker vaster limit are you together with our motto you was well the world of chaos on the your kala happy had over I can transform the reality this Irish penis toy you Vatican yeah that toy and ticklin could become mixed integrated I know ha mindless - Nahum meaning discovering the Maya the virtue the greatness in both of them shall ye you her latest Madhuban come i bitar you there should be great ideas I can tell you without compromising that but the Gambrinus am i litical but together with the milan the quality of tikkun she you are Kaelin me Rubin my that the vessels should be great there should be the iris of Torre without minimizing you no compromising it and yet in the Calum of tickle for as a year no it still awesome sofa and then as we said in tick when you have the Milan at the beginning is etched in the end that it touches a part that is beyond beginning and end where there is integration for zelve are nicely alien Peter that's racism no see I will be with your mouth you need a noisy for this the essence Trigon sure sure sure let me tell you even though your sources from tell you and in reality it seems as you say that toy you want taken our paradox and one must exclude the other but nonetheless in kosair an IP I will be with your mouth with the Calum and the mainly ye love car Calum the ticker you can have you much have vessels of tickle will be frapp clear path especially the vessel of the mouth all the vessels but especially the vessel of the mouth syadaahally on a new mission coitus Mike if as we said before that through the mouth to have a lotta the breath of the mouth generates on earth mock if the yeom came but Hersh nehemiah's and therefore you will have within yourself the integration of both qualities the quality of toy you the virtue of Talia with great iron the virtue of Taccone with great kala the high no sniff nation commotion notes callosum - so fun karna would say from badillo's just as the beginning the highest the source is etched in the end the end is also etched in the beginning that's the expression I say Fiat Cyrano it's so from bitter notes callosum aside from verse a fabulous look a few holiest names - Milo's article of Matteo therefore the mile of tikkun can exist even entire you who Lila carcass kibriya cod holy and that they could be integrated together what's the have fun in that what's the understanding in this what's the have on endless Shem doesn't have moisture you have a speech impediment will make you be able to speak better something's just me sub hello Adam who made a mouth law Adam who gave t-con it's Calum other mistake of organisms scallops pear is a Kaylie it's a mouth it's communication who gave the original Kaylie to tickle a lawyer noisy have I suddenly there's a new word here on nicely a noisy of I and no Fiat give off that's the ends and the same as the one who gave people the ability of vision for vision which is another Kaylie it's the Kaylie of the eye it's interesting and then gave a person ability to speak a person ability to hear versus deafness speaking versus mutinous he goes through these qualities these are all their individual calum that the body has in order to facilitate and channel the energy of the soul in a particular way ability for vision the ability for audio the ability for communication like he said before this Rumaki varam each aver is a Kayle each limb is a Kayle for a particular capacity of the mind and the consciousness and the brain and an instrument that comes through it and it's chemistry is made up it's designed in order to be able to facilitate it I can't see with my nose or smell with my hands or touch with my eyes or smell excuse me with my mouth everyone has its unique Kayle or walk with my I'm with with mine with my nose or with my mouth and this you need legs and for this feat in this you need arms and every even a ver from the 248 have its uniqueness that's the other the Kayle it's interesting when cuz I want to speak about a blind person the expression is sagging or soggy know what the sagging are I mean he has a lot of lights so the way the world understands it is it's just a euphemism it's called rushing the key instead of calling him blind you say he has a lot of life like the opposite sex rated saggy abundant light so it's almost like you know just to say it in a nice way in you dish when they wanted to say if somebody is really you know a rotten potato you would say it sounds good what's that sound scare a toy - we're not toys he's a Harmon yeah yeah mothers wanted to describe their children who were a little challenging and say you know my angel my angel instead of saying my terrorist he said my mala my angel my Sadiq might sound oh that's a nice way of speaking yeah you see this it says no no no soggy nor is not a euphemism it's the MS there's too much earlier for the Kaylee that's a ganar is this too much light for the Kaylee to be able to get it to be able to detect it overwhelmed overwhelmed its exact opposite now the result of course is the person can't see but not that they don't have vision sometimes they have much more visions so Saginaw hair is not rat they're blind that doesn't capture the truth of it it means there's tremendous air the coil area of the neshamah is not compromised at all it's that the Caylee can't capture it and that Moises tiny when it comes to communication class Beckwith lotion and I come from tell you what is our shemin's me some Pella of them who created this mouth the Caylee of Dib or the Caylee obscene or the Caylee of hearing how they annoy Fiat cave off day no okay so you asked in the mind math so now you just taught me that God created the world thank you you and I should read the variations well the composition - are why is this dance and then he says go for an OVA in pick again the word of nightly but it's here when you understand the real question of motion the lamentation of motion you understand the response what's the response so here there's a it's a very profound concept I'll try to explain at least one aspect of it that is in our sham and I hope that my mouth could be a conduit for the for the for the truth for the idea that del balla tiny is teaching here a noisy I am Pizza the paradox between taro and tickle comes all the mitts are the experience of Toyo integral when you introduced our noisy everything changes yes you have to understand the paradox if you don't understand the paradox you can't bring it together if you don't understand the differences between two sides you can't bring them together because you're just denial you're in la-la land you have to understand the paradox you have to understand the tension that's much of the moment but then you have to understand our no-fee what's the paradox between tell you until you tell you and tickle you seen everything in the world there is what it really really is and there's the way we interpret it and that's not a small difference what it is and the way we interpret it makes all the difference of life because all reality that we touch comes with interpretation it's how I understand it how I see it how I perceive it or in other words how my Kayle defines it we don't speak about reality we speak about our version of reality and there's a reason for that that's what I can speak about I can speak about my version of reality my interpretation of reality how I feel about it how I see it how I hear it how I smell it our taste in our I thought you how I experience sense yes we spoke once about light the today they say in the world of signs no plain you see red that was front you see red it makes it red it means that the light frequencies that are traveling from this particular object and are being detected by the chemistry or by the retina by your eyes and interpreted by your brain yeah define it in this particular way there are colors that way can't see not because they don't exist because I don't have the calum to interpret them so male they don't exist this animals could see animals birds they could see colors that I can't see now in reality what's the difference if we all agree that it's red it's red but it's important to understand that it's important that what it is is is basically the spectrums of the light waves the way they reach me and are interpreted by me so this becomes the definition of reality the same is true in all reality this when it comes to life this becomes a vital idea there's the way something is experienced by me and interpret it and then there's the way it is in its essence I have to understand it the way I interpret it but then I have to understand it in a tests what is talking the difference of Taiyuan tickle let's go back to the source so he says you have to go back to the core tell you and tick on each capture a major truth that's why they have to be both be one without the other denies a truth and whenever you deny your truth you're not living in reality tell you and taken both Express a fundamental truth in an opposite way that's why they can't get along what's the truth how you express is what's the truth taken expresses so we hit the end of the Miami speaks about at Smithsonian sighs I'm nice the essence of alien self what what style I'll say the iciest I'll say then I could then they know what is tie you back back to our discussion original what is time tell you we say is the tense fears you have all the spheres caster Hoffman her Sethe were in 2000 over there what is it happened what happens over there it's every minute and it's fullest infinite intensity what he calls dinner could of it the core and its core in its full purity and it's full ferocious mite it's not nuanced it's not a detail it's not a perspective it's not an aspect it's like you you get it at its core and it's full intensity it's very scary if you're not there if you don't live in it if you live in it it can also be very scary but it's when it comes out it's like it's very intent there's no room for anything else doesn't integrate it can't integrate it's not part of an organism because it's experienced within itself in such a powerful way it excludes every other reality like we spoke a few times sometimes you have an emotion and at that moment there's no room for any other emotion don't rationalize in this and you can art you could talk to me for six hours it's irrelevant that's what if you don't understand how you you're not talking to the person you're talking a language of tikkun and he's in the world of tell you thank you it's like speaking in your six-year-old is crying because you took away you took away something and he's telling you how and he's so upset and you explaining to him ideas and rationalizations and justifications you're not talking to the person you're talking the language of tickle this person is in the space of time there's no a scholar loose over their integration everything is with full intensity and that's why there's no Caleb it's very very always Calum with very small King what's what this do you have energy one of energy that's why I tell you in a way is much more true with integral it's the first expression of ain't safe take on is the opposite little oi a lot of Cape lot again in other words everything is defined articulated right expressed filtered structured and therefore can get along with others this cooperation does my vision does your vision we work together I'm in a different place I'm not feeling my median it's full intensity and purity knowledge it's like an organism basically he says in ticklin every sphere gets expanded there's details and the moment there's details right so then there's angles and visions and there's perspectives and there's integration and that's a tremendous quality that Calum don't break over there because the artists are filtered through Calum and as we spoke in other shear that we see this constantly in life people who have Otis without Caleb can't get anything done it's not sustainable you have unbelievable visions you have unbelievable dreams but when it comes to my seviper when it comes to reality implementation you're dead every child of yours and deities in the womb there's people like that gray dreamers but it's hilarious you should call Mohawk a damn alligator because when it hits reality yeah unless you have Caleb it's kaput the ER just flies away and it remains in the world of infinity you have no infrastructure it's called infrastructure a lot of people are that way right a lot of people are that way it's even very practical they don't know they don't know how to hold a schedule they don't have to be on time they don't know how to show up and not because of something yeah you have to talk to a person he has dreams he wants to change the world so you say so tomorrow I want to see you eight o'clock in the office yeah karatzaferis twelve o'clock here and a mikvah then he had a bris then he went to a hinder stand he had to finish this year you know and it's with good intention but you right away see there's no Caleb man anybody relates to this you have this in everything in life you have people who are full of Caleb there they live by the Swiss clock yeah they don't even have to know why they're showing up the main thing is to show up you know those people they're the opposites they don't even have to have a reason but the main thing is actor so why go there Swiss clocks if you're from the other world they could make you crazy you run away as fast as possible now it's great when you're married and they tell you what they can get married to each other celebrity karela especially when they have to go on a flight right the artist packs inside the taxi when he's in that they've slept everything and inside the car in the airport he still packing yeah and the other one right is there any packed up yeah certainly five days ago there any zippered it's zippered and it's standing on the porch cause it can't stand inside the house cuz it could be us extra minute from when the taxi comes it's already on the porch outside and look look at the watch already an hour an hour earlier it's a lifestyle it's a lifestyle of Kalin I'm just I'm dramatizing it's he understand the difference yeah the two are very very different experiences this is a decision and therefore the alter ever says everything changes usually tell you we say there was a shoe recycling and taken to a pick a lot smaller in watts at Kayla and tell you a lot of air smoking and that's the cloud the more the more I the less Kaylee the more Kaylee the less because what does a Kaylee mean Kayleigh means more Kaylee means some greater emphasis on structure a greater emphasis on channeling I'm harnessing a limiting limiting limiting in many ways content is oil and form as Kaylee of course different size Kenya but the definition of Kaylee is always editing cutting mitigating diluting compromising filtering harnessing director rings director structuring structuring for what structuring packaging it's always packaging that if you were able to be communicated in a different environment it should be able to be passed on and to be able to be whether it's communication whether it's coexistence whether it's getting the job done whether it's getting the product down there whether it's getting customers to buy into it process systemization z-- which in the world of business that's where so many people visionaries get stuck they get stuck in the khawaja mire of the process who I never knew about a process I had a concept no no he concepts are nothing there's a process and this systemization is all about Kayla yeah yeah yeah the tools to implement the vision yeah yeah there has to be a marriage always if there's no marriage between iron and Kaylie there's nothing exists in our world the question is what's emphasized more yeah the greatest music right there's notes the notes of the kingdom the greatest book is written in words and chapters sentences and paragraphs those are the Kayla man it's very hard for people you have a great idea for a book it's gonna be a best-seller okay can you can you can you provide the first chapter by next Monday Volvo's van provide chapters or have to sit and write it's an unbelievable idea of course it's an unbelievable idea only to you so maybe you tell me the idea cuz taking oil and putting it into a Kaley requires a certain brutality because the Kaylee's never going to express the air as the air is expressed within itself it's going to be brutal and that's why some of us are allergic to it there's a good reason for it that's his point don't just knock it though there the guy doesn't have structure there's a brutality in structure like I told you about editors in newspapers they take brilliant essays right they don't only chop off half of it there's sometimes cut off 80% and the poor writer wants to kill himself not what he wrote it's not it's not my energy it's not my soul sometimes it's an ego thing sometimes it's an ego thing and not a necessarily a bad ego thing I'm stuck in my vision and the editor is like you know I know my crowd on the contrary the real editor wants to make your article better not worse but he wants it should read them reach the masses yeah marketing yes yeah as people often tell me I can't watch your shear them I can't listen to your shoe them yeah if the clip is less than 45 seconds that's it nope 45 seconds see unum that's all I can do that's it lots of people on that one today they really have eight minutes to feel me how you do it but there's eight minutes stuff you have eight minutes I have give me the blotter well have the right they had ten ten give me twenty two minutes and I'll give you the world give me 45 today it's not twenty two minutes that's too much I'll give you ten seconds 20 seconds give me a clip and gambits so you know you could you could complain you could remand no you have to hear the full hour you want to be stuck in your own expression or you want to reach the masses it's a compromise it's a compromise because Calum brutally cut out a lot of the earth the real Kaylee is not trying to be brutal he's trying to reveal but revealing is always about concealing there's no revealing without concealing because you have to conceal that which is not available for revelation which is beyond revelation now which is more real in the world of realness at first glance you would say title because Calum are just limiters are containers but this mind miss says my understood that there's something special in tickle then he was very humble than his presence and he said Sherlock Olivia Tisha's he didn't only look at taken in the end this is for the masses he saw this is something integral because how you and take on both capture a truth but not the truth a truth and a very fundamental truth but not the truth acts masane safe the essence of hashem what what does that look like now that question is a very foolish question because the moment that looks like something it's not that the only definition that Judaism gives forgot is that isn't that there's no definition that's the only definition yeah and you dish we say a Brewster what is a bridge to me the one on top what does that mean so one search from the lubavitcher rebbe me said the definition of a Burstyn is who Normie Rhett is happy wherever you are it's just higher that's the definition in other words wherever you are it's you didn't capture it yet the only definition is there's no definition yeah the Cayley let's say the Cayley the reality it's absolutely real yeah but the Rama and Marian devotion wants to describe Hashem he has an expression Mitzi's bill T Macias nimza or MOT see the like Matsui Valera Macias which in English I would say a non existential state of existence or a non existential state of reality an existence that exists but the moment you're calling it existence it's already not existence yeah even if the word existence is already not a good word because for me existence is definition I know a cup I could say exists I could even say a concept exists but I need walls a concept for me everything has a picture by us it could be a spiritual picture but it's a picture an emotion has a picture you all know that right even if you're not dealing with synesthesia everything has a picture everything has a definition just like this has a picture an idea has a picture and emotion has a bit different type of picture but a picture existence has a picture so there are bombs expression is Matsui Valera Macias I'm saying he exists only because I don't want to say he doesn't exist but saying he exists and he doesn't exist is actually pretty identical pretty much identical because existence is the same trap like non-existence we don't want to say he doesn't exist but saying he exists is the same problem that's why I said a non existential state of existence now I'm not trying to use semantics this becomes critical so over there you don't talk about Spheeris you don't talk about definition until my 10 Spheeris yeah you don't even talk about irony you don't talk about Kayla what do you talk you don't talk even not about it in others the absolute reality and even again the word reality is a trap because when we use the word reality what does it mean it means it's real it means it exists right you're a reality I'm a reality he's a reality I think you at least you think you're a reality the world reality by us as existence reality means it's real at something yeah science is looking for that which exists only for that which exists yeah the moment science will touch on this the moment science will discover this right it will experience its ultimate humility its ultimate bitl that's very hard for scientists I have to be the experts of course of course of course in that sense yes we all we all so now now now here the vort here's the the right right of course in this comes out how does the essence of God emerge so here is always how life works cuz we see it by us whenever something that's beyond me emerges into my life I can never capture it fully I capture it according to my experience so when ain't safe shows I'm using the word chose decided only because these are the only words I know so I can't use any other words but when ain't safe chose or or wanted or desired for there to be a universe for there to be life for there to be an existential state of existence when for whatever purpose for whatever reason but when the acts must Rose that how does that how does that get captured by reality so there's two opposite stages tell you and tickle tell you haps the anxiety collapse the undefined reality but each of them caps it through their own lone modality and therefore they become a paradox how you speaks and says truth is infinite truth is not finite if yes it is true it's infinite God is infinite I'm no finite little structured guy this light is infinite just oh you're right absolutely right it's tell you wrong yes why because when ain't safe is infinite it's not defined when tell you is infinite it's the middle are infinite it captured infinity in the midlist in other words it's the way the spirits come out in an infinite way and therefore they start contradicting each other but in the essence everything is one because there's no definition but toyou is already the way it emerges into serious so the way ain't safe is expressed in the world of theorists what do I have I have one meter that can't deal with any other meter it's so pure so the purity expresses God but the inability to coexist with the other Minda is coming from the limit of the world of tell you which is the way infinity is expressed from the Spheeris now come to tickle tickle says relax calm down a grace' veldt okay you gotta make sure you're not a child anyway you're not a teenager anymore okay just sit by your desk and show up from 9:00 to 5:00 and then you're gone vacation if you behave for seven months tickle is the greatest compromise on Tahoe but taken in its Panama's captures and other truths the truth of coexistence what does coexistence come from and its source it comes from the fact that in the undefined reality everything works together everything is one its indivisible so the way I experienced Taccone may be in a weakness the weakness of it the compromise of it in its essence what is it a manifestation of Actos the oneness of ain't safe this thickened the way it could come from weakness and this ticklin the way it comes from the ultimate strength yeah the cut score ever used to say when they used to tell them why can't you be more balanced you know what he used to say yeah you said get that kick from Fenster look out the window vacate mitten das vacate mittens me a lock of em Sarika who goes in the middle fed nor fed mention gain yeah so the links right you can borrow who goes in the middle of the road today it's not fetid it's cars yeah horses go in the middle people go right there left you want me to be a horse I don't go in the middle I'm not trying to be nice to accommodate everybody else not have too many it'd be about the which conferred I'm a person person is real real I'm not a dead portrait I can always be perfect perfect equilibrium that's a Fed I'm not a horse that's what the cuts kept ascent you'll open up around mom who Thursdays and their album says the Derek of a drew is there ahem Sawyer's go in the middle don't go right don't go left don't become stingy like crazy and don't become my spender right and don't be a frivolous giggling all day and don't become a depressed are they kind addicting each other you could say the ramen was a rational person as I mention from Kalin the doctor of the Sultan offer and the COTS kuriboh was wild that's a very very superficial explanation the Rambam had an infinite fire burning in him you read that you know the Rambam he had an infinite fire burning in it they're talking about two different things there is centeredness that comes from fear and there is centeredness that comes from infinity it's very different there is centeredness because I don't really want to have an opinion I just want to be good with everybody they said the one who was an Israeli prime minister he was indecisive yeah so you asked him you like coffee he said I like coffee oh so not quite you like tea I like half coffee hefty it was one Sourav so say it's a rabbit somebody came to him and says Yankel owes me $1,000 so he says okay let him give it to you say Yankel says notes the other way around how emo's me she says yeah you're right he tackles you so there episode how can they both be right he says you're also right and I'm in the middle of the road guy I can't I'm afraid of rabbit I don't want to be radical in any way cuz I don't want to believe too much on anything that's the weakness the strength of Taccone is it comes from a much deeper place it comes from touching on the essence and the essence is not defined by being infinite because the definition of infinity and Toyo is that my media is infinite and Tikhon has asked Alice no it's safer between us and because it touches a place where there's no beginning and there's no end there's no higher and there's no lower and therefore they can be integrated so who's right are you a ticket and the answer is both are right and both are wrong each one is an expression of a tremendous truth and there is that tension in that expression that's till you touched our nightly once you touch on nicely how long on me some power other male a noisy Avaya a noisy is Atmos the essence her nightly I'm the one who made the calum vertical if I'm the one who made the Kalin for tikkun well no he ain't the Calum of tikkun are not really contradictions to tell you the kingdom of thinking are contradictions who tell you cuz you're missing the piece of an IV because you're missing the ultimate essence in which undefined reality is much more real than anything else and therefore the vessel that defines the light could be as real as the light that refuses to be defined the vessel that defines the light could be as real as infinite as the light that refuses every vessel once you can introduce that knife v ya moisture says lowest volume on a kumquat pick mouthwash it's not gonna be at this laughs this is gonna be a disaster trust me I'm not made for the people I'm supposed to be a shepherd with sheep sheep maybe can understand me because they don't have to understand me they could just be sheep Maharaja which is a separate isolated segregated in commune with nature you know sheep understand they don't have to understand that's why they understand you don't have to understand you understand when you have to understand you understand nothing sorry it's a surrender this is what a sham tells moisture and becomes the revolutionary moment in history and that is that the paradox of toyo and tikkun is very very real until you touch down lightly because until you touch down no fee then the infinity of toy you cannot dwell on the finiteness of tickle the finiteness of Cocoon defies the infinite expression of toy oh but wait that's the hit Sonia's of it that's the externality events the premise of it is there each defining Atmos according to their limitation what's toy use limitation then it has to be infinite what stick ones limitation then it believes it has to be structured that's the each one's limitation each one is capturing a truth truth of Toya's God is ain't safe the false sort of toy you is Dane ciphers articulated in one way through my sphere the superficiality of tacones everything is limited the strength of Taccone is the integration the unit unity the synthesis the bitl which touches and captures the ultimate unity the weights channeled in my experience of Taccone is it's limited it's compromised this is annoyed he her via some pail are dumb the Kayle of tikkun was made by an IV I'm not defined by that limit what I see in tickle is what what I see in Toccoa is infinity being expressed through the Caylee of taken because in the real mitzi is the real most Caylee about a contradiction two eyes just like an absolute scale E is not a contradiction to it in absolutes everything is completely one when you can reveal that aspect of tikkun what happens the had the beloved vu the limit the limit of the Caylee is not a steer it's not a contradiction that negates the unlimitedness of the earth that's the way tell you and takin our experience outside of the essence in our experience and therefore we operate in this tension a - state of time - state of things but when you align both toyou and takuan with a knife he so then as he says you can have auditors the tie you McCaleb the tikkun happy ids to tell you began on the ticket you can have a ders to tell you because you're not afraid of infinity you can have Calum the tickin because you touch on the source of infinity of toil you understand that the source of the infinity of Toyo is not selfish it's not self-contained what is it it's touching on the pure essence that's undefined and therefore when I limit the eighth in the Cayley it's not because of the weakness because of the fear because I want I can't deal with oil because I'm just afraid because I'm just thinking about business it's because when you touch the true essence of ain't safe then nothing is excluded nothing is excluded so yes makayley limits it but what you're calling a limitation we're really calling the experience of oneness which becomes all inclusive rather than exclusive that's the limit it's not a limit that's coming because of a limited perspective and a limited world it's a limit that's coming from the ultimate unlimitedness where everything can come into the reality where everything can be unified you might say you're the only one who can do it because we need the artists of Toyo and ultimate reality we don't want to have just scan them we want the radius of tell you we want the insight of time but how in calum of tickles so it's you who have to learn lathe grove on ITA a pizza because the ultimate peace in the human being the ultimate harmony of the world yes in the ultimate activists of everything is not exclude to tell or to exclude tickle it's ultimately to be able to embrace the title but without the pitfall of tar you on its own when it's divorced from the essence because tell you and it's all one if the voice from the essence tells only one truth the truth is that this is infinite it's pure it's true it's extreme it's it it's beautiful for Tahoe it could become very destructive he could on its own tells only of its truth and that is cooperation limited center when you can find on Ivy how you create space for ticklin see couldn't create space fatale and the Cayley ultimately captures the owner of toy you how can the Kaley capture the area of tell you the whole definition of the Kaley is what limits the answer is that Kaley is redefined by an IP so the definition of Taccone is not the limit the definition of tikkun is I want to teach you my dear or I want to teach you about xmas I want to teach you about the essence and when you learn about the essence you're going to discover the art of limitation not because we're afraid of radicalism not because we're afraid of infinity but because we know that in the ultimate reality everything must be included everything is part of the reality definitions will get you stuck we're being limited were being limited why not because we believe in limitation but rather the limitation becomes a facilitator of the greater infinity that encompasses all of the spirit is because scowls no it's so firm it's an awesome assignment philosophers life yeah you could be but you could be yeah yeah yes a Tom say the catskil was speaking about a centeredness that comes from weakness in other words there's a centeredness that comes from weakness I'm sorry and then there's a center that synthesizes it's very different the difference of the synthesizer or the indecisiveness like horror on you know the story with harrowing horror and said if of rom wins I'll go to Avraham if the other side wins I'll go to the other side yeah the morale says a horror on is the same letters like ayran ayran and Horan had very similar personalities Aaron loved making peace with everybody he didn't like conflict oh you've solenoid of Shalom right but there's a different in horror in Inara aaron has an Aleph in the beginning Aleph echoed Actos oneness what's the difference there's a peacemaker because I don't think sighs I don't believe in anything you're right you're right you're right you're address it will Zhang get metallo man you know I just it's a flatterer there's iron aaron wasn't afraid aaron was a very confident person he saw the aleph that allowed him to synthesize to integrate the art of synthesis that's the center but it's a different type of center it's not I'm afraid of the extremes I want to touch the essence of the extremes and when you touch the essence of the extremes you could bring them together extremely yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah the opposites are only when you touch the extremes but not the essence when you talk to the essence an OTP you could bring them together that's I'm the integration I'm the money to give you the comfort but nonetheless you asked about its gave motion the confidence to go forward when that confidence was translated into the utilization of our own yeah 100% he was the compromise and he was an innocence was like the representation of our dough he got the well since this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate