The counting of the Omer What is the Kabbalah behind it? Part 3 - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] like semi after y'all we're gonna continue learning a little bit but fill out the omen the last two days we were learning some basic stuff how we need to approach the period and before we start the class tonight we're going to be counting Nets Akshay bhai said tonight yesterday was I mean today it's still three in a few minutes it will be ready tonight then we're gonna count to the fourth day when the sphere is called net Tsukuba Crescent let's observe oh he said it was representing the tycoon of the nephesh the rectification of the actual nefesh we might get to talk about it if not today then another time about a big part of eotl mela is the tycoon for all levels of money shaman official ma - yeah but specifically we start with a lower level that is too cool and a fish most of the spirit oo meal is going on the net fish itself I have explained in the we're learning every Tuesday the gates of reincarnation by the result and we explained a long time ago in Chapter number one that that's based on the teachings of the result is when a person comes back to this world is called a gill gule gule is that the neshamah comes back into the body can be many different reasons why one will come in a good goal many attributed to a punishment that a person did something wrong in a different life and now it's coming to pay the bill which is not far from the truth it is right in most cases but before the person messed up in order to pay the debt the person needs to come down to this world to to climb up in the levels of nefesh work neshama higher idea and the first round so to say till the person gets it right is it in the level that is that is referring to the fit to the part of the soul that is called nefesh specifically it's not that now we don't have time to explain it in details but specifically in the level of nefesh there are 50 levels and Ali explains it in in a way that we know about five worlds and each world has tends to hold but each world before the spirit has ten five parts of him and each part tooth has tens Fiat mink making it that each level has fifty each world has 50 levels and based on the five worlds that we know the world from below to above the world of hacia then the world of its arab reality loot anak arc is the acronym of adam kadmon each one of these worlds corresponding to one level of the neshamah the world of Asiya will correspond to the level that is nephesh yet IRRI for Noah leotta neshama that's allude to hiya and act to it idea and the person I mean I can't really say a person but the neshamah has to go through one level to another level to another level til it reaches a rectification I mean that's where we came down to this world we didn't come here to watch movies and to surf on Facebook we came here to reach a higher madruga why because we say that every day what's our collage before is a coded Israel if you're talking about inter armies what a lot of people wanted to give us a more merit a higher level so here was a lot of time it's what you can read it as at psychological is a quote it is oil collage people wanted to give the the nation of Israel more merits fishermen bhai says don't say today's a court rather laser care there's a cave to refine to purify to elevate so we came here only for one reason is to elevate ourselves to a higher level because we were here and now we want to go here and that means closer to the collage Abajo closer to collage Abajo means a greater godly revelation Raider godly revelation much more profound a spiritual experience for the neshamah but specifically when it comes to the nefesh the net forces to climb 50 levels and I always give the same example that in this world is a game we call it shoosh snakes and ladders some people call it chutes and ladders but nevertheless the rule of the game is that you have a board and you throw a dice and you start walking on the board and if you hit a ladder you go up and if you hit a snake you go down and you can go to position 98 depends on the board usually the boards is 100 places but you can get to all the way to the top you hit one snake and you go all the way down which amazingly you would think is this is a kids game but they look at the Kabbalistic meaning behind this game a ladder is an opportunity and it's fish it's time to jump in my medulla game and level and a snake is the etc there waits to me in the corner and makes me fail and I flow all the way down back to square one and today this is what are we going to concentrate a lot and ask in this class about this idea of the going up and down but before we before we go to the class and we want to understand more the idea of nets except addressed then they I have to refine mainly my net fish this is mainly what we're working on it sometimes I meet people that I don't know where they come up with that nonsense and they tell me oh I'm a soul from the world of a saloon really nice to make yourself from the world of a solute so mashallah bina was the from the world irresolute the Vida melodrama vino we're not from the world of a solute yes we are rooted in the world about salud that's no question but specifically our neshama if it's scraping the bottom of the world of Asiya we should be very grateful so and we don't go to those levels we do see sometimes in our generation and many other generations souls that do come from the world of Berea and it's IRA and it's pretty obvious to see it also in the sphere load we know that the the lower parts of the nefesh a correspondence to the queen of the Sphero drachma bina and dad the world of Bria will correspond to hokhmah so sometimes when you see a certain individual that is a great great genius in the Torah and I'm not talking about somebody who knows the fits that came off my heart I'm talking like in our generation like a rabbi can you escape that this is a gown in the Torah genius you can really see that I mean I'm nobody to say who and work and who comes from where but you can kind of say okay this specific individual there's a very good chance that comes his neshama is from the world of Bria why because he's the Tomica Khan he's a genius is long term Elohim is a walking library and he knows the to lie inside out why because the neshamah has the capacity of the world of Lea and I'm again I'm not and nobody to say who's who I'm just saying in general you can look at such a great man and say okay this is AG a very good chance if his neshama is from the world of Bria why because it comes into this world the the capacity and knowledge in the Torah is beyond what we can understand what an average person will do anything in his whole life you know the the the great rabbi like that that's maybe in a day I mean he finishes the whole shots every year I mean most people don't even finish the whole shots the entire yet he lies forget about in the level what he how he learns the shots it's not even the 11 that we that we can even think of so this is just one example at many but we are in most cases most likely were from the world of us yeah there's nothing wrong with that there's also there's also a lot of advantages of him being from the world of Asiya and nevertheless we're refining the level of nefesh and the nefesh specifically has to climb 50 levels and again you can go to the gates of reincarnation chapter one and to the Rekha no she's talking a lot about this specific concept of the nefesh of the person has to climb and climb and climb and will fall and climb and fall and like a yo-yo but once the person reaches to the fiftieth level in the world of Asiya the net fish is called nefesh me to kenneth and then it reaches the level of war and other message cannot be touched anymore which we explained in many different clay classes what happens after that how the person will receive the level of war and so forth but specifically in spirit or middle this is one thing that we focus on is the refinement of the level of our nefesh specifically the this fira the day of nets of chakra said has the power of the takuna nephesh the peril the first week is kind of including all the rest of the seven weeks what is the mean takuna nefesh the rectification of my nephesh is that today I receive the power to overcome to win so to say Nets up is come from the word Nietzsche horn is to win to win over my mind in my fights my challenges now how is that practically said because one can come take this to a completely different direction our life is not a competitive life we're not in a competition who reads mortal aim or who comes first to the show this is not the idea rather the cloud when we're focusing on the week of cressid method will be equal to the idea of love yesterday we explained it in the day before so we all have love in our hearts and it can be loved too my wife love to my kids and it can be also loved to a cookie and love to many other things that not necessarily that love is expressed in the right way but since we are a manifestation of a shame but selam aleykum Nevada then since Hashem has loved to his creations that we have loved to everything even if it's forbidden there's idea behind it because there's a godly spark even in things that are forbidden and when I have a desire for it yes if you're located on the surface it's coming from a negative place if you're looking at in a very deep way but then it's because I want to be connected to that once I gave an example it's a little bit extreme but just to give an idea and unfortunately most men they they have a weakness when it comes to the other gender unfortunately some of the weakness of the same gender but that's a whole different thing but most men healthy in their mind their ever weakness to the other gender and and many men will see an attractive woman and right away you know that focus will go on the on the woman one can say okay it's a very low level well what are you desiring another body it's a flesh it's bones it's blood what are you desiring here if you're looking in a very deep way a woman her soul is pulled it's routed from vena and benign manhood and she a possesses a much more greater spot from the chena and when a man desires a woman is because the deep down inside the neshamah has the desire to be connected to the sheena just that it's manifested in so many contractions that it's dressed into a body than at the desire is for the body but you can look at things in a much more deeper way so even when I get to have some type of an attraction to something simple a cookie or chocolates or whatever it is something some physical pleasure it's yeah you can look at it in a very superficial and say okay this is a very low level and you can look at in more deeper way and say okay there's a godly spark there I'm I'm attracted to that that's why I'm attracted to this and you are attracted to that because there's a connection of our nephesh and the godly spark that it's in many things so you would like chocolate and I would like ice cream and he would like cake or whatever it is I'm specifically saying food because the majority of vallarta is in food that's why you see that we're constantly around it's all our life is around food besides the fact that the first scene was with food we do have a very big de Kooning food most people they have witnesses to food one is coffee one is chocolate one is longer luck and so forth but nevertheless I possess in me a lot a lot of love now specifically in the in this week of sis falafel I said is a concentration of hazardous love the concentration of love so we said in the beginning that that has a chaebol hair cell I have to do kindness in the red in the kindness cruel eyes I can have too much love I have to know when to to to so to say to put a boundary and the furniture but I said is when I find the harmony let Zuckerberg shahboz shabak I said is that I have to find in my relationships that is does there is love there give me my wife can be my kids can be many many other options give me my friends my co-workers has to be a most of the relationships in our in our life or not healthy relationships very few people know how to maintain healthy relationships most people they have not a healthy relationship whether with their parents or maybe one of the parents maybe with a kid with the wife that's that's the reality the reality it's a distorted reality cuz that's not a healthy reality but but that's the the sad truth that we all have bad relationships why because there's no work with there's no right connection in the relationship some people I know people that love their kids dearly or their parents dearly but everything don't get along can't get on every every encounter is a fight every every encounter is an argument disagreement fighting constantly why because one does not know how to let the flow go in a very healthy way comes this specific day and the specific tikkun of nets of Shiva has said Nets up there's a word in Hebrew for the word in English conductor conductor in a borough is militsiya a conductor they know the one who goes like that now imagine now in a relationship that there's a it's a band not a ban how do you say a civil Orchestra now the the connector is the one who's kind of a conducting who's playing right now but imagine now an orchestra with two with two pieces one pieces me in one piece is the person that is mine in my relationship I have to be the one that knows when to in other words and to shut up when to let the other person express because when the the motion is going with no you you are now on the giving side and I will be on the receiving side and vice versa when the energy is going one direction it give me a lot of love there but nothing is going to happen rather bad relationship bad communication which will end up in a bed in a bad so the sort of exchange of information specifically net Zuckerberg has said is to take the love that I have to my parents to my kid to my wife and to know how to overpower in a way that you know sometimes it's the time for my wife to shine and for her to talk and for her to be the special one and to be spoiled and oddly I know that most of us want to be heard and most of us think that I am the center of the world but you know sometimes especially in our relationship it's the other person that needs to shine a little bit and it requires me to shut up basically in other words and to be quiet and to stay back so specifically this is practically saying we're going to talk practically hear about the abbot's motto me I'm not to start throwing big terms in the air because the big terms are worthless and we want to be you know connected to the ground basically saying in other words that I need to know when to let the other person play in this Orchestra if I'm the the the not the conductor but I am let's say in this example the orchestra has to are you saying it no musicians to instruments sorry thank you so there's two injured instruments in this Orchestra right now now if I'm a instrument that is very powerful I will overpower the other instruments going out to an orchestra you can have they're just bring one instrument it will overpower all these violins in one shot one instrument so just take it to the example here of our Orchestra two-man Orchestra and sometimes my instrument needs to take a break so the other instrument can play and then you see you hear the beauty right you know my wife is so smart most people they don't even know even a llama vino even other we know is not that somebody referring to but it says when I'm a winner when they're only when he was old he says about his life attire dotty now I know that my wife is beautiful where are you for 90 years so of course a llama vino was in a completely different level this is not the right example but we are tangled in a lot of relationships most people don't know the other person in the relationship most people don't really know their wife or their husband or their parents or their kids why because I feel on the center so I have to be constantly on the projecting side and you know sometimes the other person needs to project to and I have to be the receiver and a person who wants to have healthy relationship knows how to zip it why because the person needs to eat let's let's his instruments play and that's the man it can be a three-year-old child and it can be a nagging parent no III I understand that sometimes the parents can be like you know very very annoying in many different ways but doesn't matter I need to know went in the orchestra to let the other the other instrument play a little bit and this specifically comes from the decor the power to let me overpower it is what we're going to focus about tonight and tomorrow and practically saying is you find somebody that you have a relationship with that is they're not such a great relationship for whatever reason and you're saying how can I better this relationship by letting that person play their instruments by saying okay honey you tell me how was your day today and not only that is to let the other person in the relationship play their tune because when there's relay time in our life is based on relationship I have a life I have kids I have a boss I have workers I have friends I have co-workers I have the guys that play with me in my minion there's many different types of relationships and if I have good relationships then you know what I don't fight I don't argue there's no machine around like that some people all day long like Java like I yeah he said she said he said he said mrs. Josh are quiet already all day long and it's very unhealthy causes the person to be very aggravated very upset very agitated very depressed cuz Oh every type of encounter is not a healthy encounter I want to reach to healthy encounters I said before already the point of Suharto normal is equilibrium is only balance everything harmony tonight this is what we're going to focus on and tomorrow this is what I got I want to apply in my life take this little this little advice and apply it in your life and you wanna apply it with all the relationships that you have because I have got woke up six kids it means six types of relationships whole different relationships with monkey than the other makishima only have one wife so I don't know if I could handle - I know Yaakov is my hero - wife's unbelievable but double crochet so I need to know how to nourish this relationship boho show my parents I have I have a cousins siblings whatever it is this will be what we're gonna concentrate on specifically on this villa now to just talk a little bit more - more reiterate about spirit or Mel is that physically what happened during the time at the time of Shiva words they sacrificed a certain sacrifice and it was not an animal it was a vegetation and it was specifically barley Co him this is a core binomial wasn't an animal wasn't a group of animals rather the co bond that they excuse me they offered on chef what was barley if you remember if you attended if not you can find the video online we spoke about right before piss-up one of the classes we learn from the teachings of levaquin bordachev where we touched the two sacrifices of Pesach and chef what one was wheat one was barley there is a very interesting a very sing interesting class but nevertheless what happened on the oatmeal is that they sacrificed barley which is a food for an animal basically saying in other words that the entire seven weeks houseful at our meal is when I sacrifice my animal is when I so to say take my the animalistic character traits in me and that's what I'm refining because really what needs the most refinement is my official bait that wants to sleep that wants to eat this wants to procreate that wants to be lazy that wants to have enjoyment in this world and this is the time where I have to put my animal animal soul under control and mainly to refine the animal in me that's why every every a day when we're concentrating on something I have to pinpoint on something what is the the nefesh of a meat that is being fed here so what are you just mentioned before when I want to be the one who's talking and not the the other person in the relationship this is the only coming from my nefesh abate it's my ego that I need to be heard I need to be the center I need to be the one that that gets all the attention now in a very interesting way the Rhea Kadosh says in a book called shava cover note which amazing we were speaking yesterday the day before how the yes fill out the Oh mail we we call it the regroup we going through levels that are called gates shall him and I mention how all the scripts all the writing in the teachings of Delhi Kadosh are also categorized in Shaolin so there's a book called shower cover notes I don't have to call it the gates of intentions or or I don't know if we know how to translate it the right way but cavanaugh is to write to have the right intention anyway specifically in this in this book called shava cover note he gives a very beautiful metaphor first of all he says that the you know a woman when she gets her cycle she is forbidden for her husband to touch her and for seven days well first of all she while she has recycled then the husband and the wife cannot touch each other and needless to say cannot have marital relations and then once she stops with a cycle she has to count seven days seven days to be clean and only after that she goes to the mikveh and then she's permitted to her husband she stole a she's pure and she's then ready to come back so to say to her husband and needless to say it with the potential of bringing life to the world now result says that the seven weeks of the all men are exactly the same idea just that a woman has to count seven days for her husband we have to count seven weeks for for our master for our husband I mean we are a manifestation of the sheena the feminine aspect of the divine and our shem is our husband so just we have to count instead of seven days seven days times seven but the idea is that it's time of a cleansing ashame wants to - so to say come into unity with us and i have to cleanse myself dali explains in Shaba are not a very interesting concept there is two ideas in the teachings of Kabbalah and considered that is called cut new tourmaline and good loot emotion Mohan is the intellect and guard Lutz is broadness if that's really a way to say a word of a very broad horizon and cut note is a very narrow it's not small and God root is not big rather wide and broad cut no tourmaline is where most people are kind of stuck in that their intellect is very narrow and they don't see too much to other sides and one example out of many of cattle time okay we see now in our generation I don't know in our the other generation how it was but in our generation there are many sects in Judaism sorry the Ashkenazi and different Hasidic groups breslav and Habad and sons and whatever it is so many different groups sometimes you see took us idiom from two different groups they meet and they start arguing my rib is better than your baby my history is better than your your Rebbe stove we are more right and this is cotton time Oakland that one sees no one better than you no you're not who told you that you better than me because you're wearing your hat a different way than me or because you follow different Siddiq this is one example cat not emotion that one person thinks I'm better than you because I belong to this group and my group is better than your group and no it's not and the reason why there's groups I didn't see I don't necessarily support the idea of the group's because you know very soon my ship is gonna come there's not gonna be groups and machetes gonna come there's not going to be such a thing as Fela demon Ashkenazim and they're not gonna be groups there's gonna be one nation so we already now we have to start applying the idea that there's no groups there's tribes that's a whole different concept but the groups we think Michelle is gonna come it's gonna be groups there's not gonna be that anymore and you think when a soul goes up to Shammai there's a grenade and for the Cabana command a grenade in for the bressler's there's not such a thing so god Luton Oakland is that the Habad Nick and the best ever meets and the rest of Versailles May tells the harmonic teach me some of your Torah would your rabies teaching and the quranic tells the rest of her yeah i want you to teach me more your rabies teaching let's share that all right now you teach me outage you let's grow together let's let's share this Torah and the love together there's no there's no difference between us this is God Luther mafia this is one example out of many but take that and you can already explained it in many other things cap note is very narrow very narrow minded I don't see right and left and God loot is that I see the broad picture the rear kadosh explains that when a person is in a state of cut note then there's just imagine a funnel going this direction then what happens the there's only one way of one direction and that explains that and a person is in a level of cat loot all the votes didn't aim the judgments are able to enter but no conceding so the person is just bringing more has more power more power more go up there's no place for the test to come in this is what that we explain really what it means is that the person is just increasing more Vova more gene more judgement more severity severity is a very healthy thing but not too much of it and if there's an equal equal a quantity so to servo and I said that's normal when there's too much moola that's not a good time there's not a good situation the whole idea of the omen is to elevate the roots of the nefesh is to to bring back the existence it's the reality back to its roots now what happens is is that the Assad of the be a mom and we do have an animal in us the authority of it the foundation of it is when when the figure of the Assad falls down because the facade is the foundation the bahama the animal in within us is rooted in this fell out of the Assad and when the sphere of the sword falls in the Bahama the animal falls oh and my my whole idea is to elevate it there is a verse in the book of michl a measly in English is called the prop proverbs like la familia there's a verse there in chapter 24 it says Chevrolet pulled Siddiq vacum I don't remember exactly the translation but something like seven times a righteous person will fall and get up basically saying that even a righteous person has to fall the reason an idea why we fall because the whole motion of this world is falling if you go now to a hospital and you look at a monitor of a person that is connected and you see the rhythm of life is going up and down tit-tit if cross vision on the line is flat there's no life it symbolizes death there's no high oh there's no life there what what shows me life is the monitor going up and down so the whole rhythm of rhythm of life is the one time I'm up and then one time I'm down and then one time I'm up and then one time I'm down basically saying in other words this is the intention of a shame that you fall and then you get up why because when you get up you get up to a higher level and you fall again no problem you get up you get up to a higher level the idea is that I have to I don't have to be afraid of falling I have to be afraid of not getting up so most people are afraid of falling put themselves under a lot of pressure and there's not to fall not to fail and that's the wrong attitude and it has to be that you have to be afraid of not getting up because most people will they fall and they don't get up every Friday we sing a song written by a lavash como el kibbutz that was a very big Macumba when he grew he lived here in this right in the city but if you read the meaning behind the holiday I promised a few months ago that we'll do one time a course about just about lahardee and the Kabbalistic idea behind it's unbelievable but if you're looking at the forth back forth paragraph has a beautiful meaning here and it says it now remark ooh me hit now is shake it off my father is from the dust get up basically saying in other words the shame the one who pushes you down but you have to get up shake it off and to move on when you do that look at the continuation of the verses we believe she big native alchemy and wear the garments the beautiful glorious garments of my nation so the idea of this world is that there is going to be falling that's how sham designed this world that you will fall the question is how you're getting up if you stay on the ground then you lost but if you get up and you brush the dirt off that's the victory so if you sinned or not the shimmy is not looking at necessarily at the same shame is looking if you're getting up Jimmy's looking how's your attitude after you fail after you fell if you're gonna get upset if you're gonna lose your temper if you're gonna get discouraged if you're gonna not show up the next day to the minyan o or you say okay now they happened I'm human and you know brush off the dirt and I'm gonna continue walking I always give the same example that rainy a few years ago I went to a lecture and and there was a young man there that attended the lecture and he got very inspired totally unobservant individual but he got very inspired so he used to come every Wednesday at a class I lived in in New York at the time every Wednesday at a class he started attending the class after maybe two months every Wednesday he would come and I would see that he's so attentive listening in every every detail not missing a detail after a while we got a little bit friendly so I started to get more in touch with him and we to make a very long story short he started putting film in on and after that I started inviting him to pray with us after a few months then down the line he used to come every day to pray with us and which was unbelievable to see a young man not observing you know coming every morning to pray Shahar in the pudding filling and learning one day he didn't come so I called him what's going on and you seek he tells me no I I had enough how about don't call me anymore so they won't even you out is that you know I don't want to do this anymore please don't call me anymore I had enough now what are you talking about doesn't listen you know I feel like a hypocrite and and you know I'm trying to get the information what do you mean you feel like a hypocrite so it doesn't mean listen you know you know where I was where I was last night I said you know what I really I don't really care where you were he's like I'll tell you I wasn't in a club in a party okay no fine like you know what it did last night said I don't really care what you did he's like I'll tell you what it is I met a girl and then I went home and I did this and I did that and I do I did all the scenes in the book and I was like okay no no just once everything the only one there's another 2 billion like you what's new and how that stuff had the shemish what do you want to tell me he's like you want to tell me that yesterday I did all that I did and today I'm gonna have the hoods but to show up to the show and to put chilling on me and to put the lid on me and to pray for the hypocrite don't listen I'm very sorry to tell you but I think you're suffering from a very rare disease of stupidity because what's the connection between the fact that yesterday you've sinned and today didn't show up to show what's it what's the connection between run to the other he's like well you know I told him no I don't know because the fact that you seen yesterday that's one problem the fact that you didn't show up to show today that's a bigger problem because you know how many positive meets vote from the Torah you didn't do by not showing up to show and who gave you an exemption to do that if you come to show you put coming on that's too positive it's what's on the Torah of Trillian of the headpin of the hand you would put the telethon that's a positive mitzvah from the Torah you would say SH my slave that's a positive mitzvah in the Torah you would pray another positive answer from the DA you would most likely put some coins in this charity box another poor word positive mid so from the Torah you would learn a little bit ama another positive means from Dora do you want me to continue how many meets what you miss because you think you are hypocrite who's asking you who told you you're not allowed you are okay we're not coming to shul today I told him you know what the judgment goes under the fact that yesterday were at a party that Jesus come to show that's where the judgment is gonna go when you're gonna have a lawsuit in July it's not because you sin with a girl the shaman I sent you the girl to tempt you and you make you fail to see how you wake up in the morning if you wake up in the morning and say okay listen I'm human nothing happened I'll do Chu ah bizarre the generation will forgive me but I'm not missing Dominion I wanted to make me take a shower get clean and I'm not missing my minion I'm not allowed to not put villain on I'm not allowed to not pray so I told him you look look where you failed if you were come to show this morning I can guarantee to you that 90% of the same would be completely erased because the test was to see how you waking up in the morning and if you're gonna wake up depressed sad upset angry but look look at yourself what happens when you sin you get upset and you scream and you scare with you I know I do but it wasn't work because you said and you feel that you are a failure so the idea is that the calash mom says I'm gonna push you now let's see how you get up now if you get up like a fighter then you won you know they're one of the most popular sports in the world and if I will make a questionnaire now that people will throw whatever football basketball but I'll tell you what's one of the most popular sports in the world fighting you put two two men in a ring let them fight let them kill each other you have a hundred fifty million people glued to the screen to see who's gonna throw the stronger punch why is it so popular because we get some type of an excitement to see who's gonna overpower and when one guy gets knocked down and everybody's cheering he gets up who the crowd goes berserk because he got up so the same thing here chef says I'm gonna knock you down now let's see how you get up and if you get up then we're gonna cheer to you and if you're not gonna get up then you you lost around that's the idea behind sfumato meal is that I have to understand that I will constantly fall and fail that's how the system of the world works I need to be scared of not getting up my own agenda is when I fail so understand okay this is a test right now how am I getting up and that's the idea of spirito meal because I started the class by saying that when the level the nefesh you go up and you go down you go up and you go down and ladders one time you up one time you down one time you up when you up don't get 4v going and like ooh look at me I'm showing up to the mini on every day the second that you forget a little bit of ego that's when Hashem is gonna step back out oh no but the point is that I'm constantly going up and down in the shoots in the ladders and I have to understand that I will fall down and if's every time that I fall down I elevate something and when I get up I go to a higher level and that's the another general idea obviously our Tamil is that I will find one level after another level after another level our sages am kahan kabbalah me say on the person who has experience that's the wise person who's already went through this he really knows how to handle this you know for a man a woman in their 50 60 70 s they're looking at a young individual in their twenties are like rocky you know yeah you know when you train you think you know everything when you're 60 70 you look at the 20 year old you're like come on what I already forgot you didn't even do yet so the idea is that I have to understand let's fill out the Oh Mel is the the idea behind it is they going down and going up and they're going down and going up and when I go down it's time to take momentum and when I go up I go to a higher level and every time that I go to a higher level I think something with me from the world below because specifically the sphere obvious sword is this fella that fell down this is the root of the bahama of the animal and I have to elevate it constantly constantly I'm elevating it so the mind frame behind that I need to understand is that there is the idea of going up and going down and going up and going down and it's not how you fall it's how you get up and that's why every day we count one unit because one unit is what you did that day Hashem is not looking a shim in him when a Shem judges us so to say he looks at everything as a whole that's why they kind of like weigh the meats vote and the sins but Shem is also focusing on one day at a time because I'm not so it's so knowledgeable in sports but I do know that and sometimes in sports they they don't give you marks based on performance on the on what you did rather than performance and they evaluate how was your performance in this round you like you said with boxing sometimes there's no knockout who's the winner somebody is the winner how they see the performance in actually every round who was more whatever I don't know I don't know all the little details but they look at the performance of every round or every action same thing here the collage bobble says look at every day one day at a time because if you look at everything as one large one large part it's gonna be way too much to handle chances take one day at a time why the one day at a time you make your your your refinement your rectification and one time you phone one time you get up this is totally normal I just need to understand that when I fall I fall for a purpose my analogy is that when you fall down you form a diamond if you have too much ego you don't look down you don't see that you're on the diamond then you just whined and you get upset and you lose your temper but if you are humble then you see that you are on a diamond a few months ago we went we go every Friday I take my boys to the mikveh of Delhi and there's a couple hundred stairs there in case you didn't notice there's a lot of stairs and one of my boys is young he's I don't want to go today I want to go to that make me I said no what are we going there I don't want to go and he didn't want to go and you know to convince him and to get him to go excited so I told him no or you'll see that if you make the efforts to go all the way down and all the way up Hashem will reward you as we going up I don't even know how a shim did such a miracle as we going up on the stairs suddenly he finds a candy he's a couple look I found a candy totally sealed everything's perfect I see I tell them you see sham gave you a reward probably some person walked and candies fell out of his balcony from 5 5 candies over go up on the stairs and he didn't want to go down because he says the stairs are hard and every couple stairs he finds the candies like look I found another candy and I told him you see you made an effort sham give you a candy from that day on he walks on like this on the floor if you know something call him he'll find it he finds rings and he rings earrings that whatever you want to find he'd fight he's all the time is only looking on the floor so he got the point that when Hashem goes like this sham is telling you there's a diamond on the floor you just you know your ego lets your head doesn't let your head go down so you're looking straight up Shem says I'm gonna just bend your head I'm gonna help you I'm gonna bend your head a little bit down so you can look down a little bit and to understand that it's diamonds on the floor so she pushes us on a diamond now if I'm in the wrong place what we said before cut no tourmaline I will start complaining it's his fault it's his fault she started he did it this is cutting on the morning I have to go out of this cattle democracy when I remember boho I failed let's see what's going on here Hashem sent me now to this pit in this world to elevate it to refine something here because there's a diamond down here and this is God with a moment that I see even negative situation there's something good here even a negative relationship something has to be rectified here there's not such a thing that there's something bad or evil mean in this world and Ryo admin of shaman I said uses know such a thing that Hashem gave brings some it bit dad or evil into the world I just see it dressed in a completely different way so I have to take all this information and to broaden the way I look at every situation I want to bring myself to the level what's called God lot emotion and I can do it like a worker by literally working on myself and and and praying a lot and learning a lot specifically the the mystical part of the Torah that will cause my mocking to to be broadened and a person learns two or three four five hours a day of constitute and cabal and so it broadens the machine but I can also do it with my practical Avada is that every situation stop don't jump to conclusion let me see what's going on here it is an argument right now don't say apply now cut them open right away find the this default let me let me digest it a little bit that's the idea of spilatro meal that I digest one step another step another step another step another step to get from the food the spiritual food that I eat instead of an animal food like the barley I refine myself to eating a human food of Adam of a human to digest spiritually as either shem need to take all these points and to know how to apply them and to understand that these seven weeks at the time of refinement it's the time when i can refine myself for the rest of the year this is the time as an ashram should have the right ability and and the energy and the desire to apply it and it's not a shame we should continue every day to grow and grow bigger than ever in a kosher meal attack adorable zakat that israel if you have a valium to omits vote Shanee my other night of its a man sequoia kekova be ideal [Music] you [Music]