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Text-Based Tanya—Week #66
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Concluding Ch. 38, we discuss the two levels of kavanah (intent) that may accompany a mitzvah. One level is referred to as "human" while the other is called "animal." For more classes from Rabbi Shais Taub visit https://www.soulwords.org/ 👉 Share & Connect: Follow on Instagram: instagram.com/rabbi_shais_taub Follow on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@rabbi_shais_taub Subscribe to WhatsApp: https://wa.me/15164953021/?text=Subscribe 👉 Support our work at: https://www.soulwords.org/donate/ --OR-- PayPal: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/soulwordspayments CashApp: https://cash.app/$soulwords Venmo: https://venmo.com/u/soulwords
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weekly text-based Tanya we're in the
middle of chapter 38 38 very good okay
last week we had a whole long intro
regarding what's going to be happening
in the next few chapters 38 39 and 40. I
told you I've been worrying about this
for over a year how am I going to deal
with teaching chapters 38 39 and 40. as
you remember we're just going to review
very quickly chapters 35 36 and 37 were
about the power of our
action
right physical action the Mitzvah needs
to be done in actual physical deed
but coming out of that we now address
the other side of the coin which is what
about
intent very good okay so 38 39 and 40 is
dealing with intent
all right
so we spoke about the beginning of
chapter 38.
um
do you remember the four levels we spoke
about
yeah very good very good okay that theme
is going to continue through the chapter
so I'll just remind you what we said
there are four levels
within creation
Diamond which means the inanimate
say mayak which means that which grows
meaning vegetation plants
that means that which uh
is alive meaning
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animated runs around by its own volition
other in other words
animals
and then
is the speaking species which is
um
Humanity very good
yeah
Diamond the inanimate do you ever play
20 Questions
okay is it an animal vegetable mineral
you ever do that it's a person is it
animal a vegetable a mineral that's all
this okay is it bigger than a bread box
smaller box bigger than a car okay
that's all that's all it is Diamond is
inanimate it's vegetative
um Kai is animal and madaba is human
those are four levels okay
and we mentioned also that those four
levels correspond to the four letters of
Shame
hashem's ineffable name or essential
name the yood and the hay and the vov
and the hey
okay
so I think that's all I'll say for now
because that those those are the terms
you have to remember because we're gonna
we're gonna refer back to that again as
we move on but
um
where we left off we left off we said
can I get dollar days
we left off with those words that those
four categories correspond to the four
letters of hashem's four-letter name
okay so let's just continue here
talking about kavana and the importance
of imbuing our Mitzvahs with feeling and
intent okay
foreign
just like there's no comparison between
the energy that's in a Daemon and a
diamond or a tameric and the energy
that's in
a high in a madabir so see what he does
here he divides the four into two
so he groups the two lower ones the
diamond and the Samar together
and he groups the two higher ones the
high and the madaba together
and he says that there's this is going
to be used metaphorically but he he's
setting up an analogy here just like
there's no comparison between
the lower two categories and the higher
two categories
so too I'm not gonna I don't want to
ruin the punch line but but just
understand that he's formulating an
analogy right here okay
and he's grouping together the lower two
categories with the higher two
categories
you're following yeah okay
now here's the little disclaimer which
is a little bit confusing
even though really they're all the same
degree of concealment because they're
all clipassnaga
they're all the same
General category because they're all in
this physical world
although
um yeah it's a little bit complex here
because he's saying
on one hand they're all the same because
they're all nougat on the other hand
it's obvious that the level of energy in
each of these categories is different
which is self-evident because that's
what makes these different categories
what what distinguishes one category
from another the the amount of overt or
revealed or manifest life force that it
has right the madaba can do stuff that
none of the other levels can do
whereas the high can do things can't do
what a madaba does but it can do it it
can do things that the
levels lower than it can't cannot do
and Tamer can only do that which uh
a diamond can't do and the diamond can't
do anything but just exist doesn't
exhibit any overt life force
okay
car so too here's the other half of the
analogy so two ain't addicted from
chocolates
in Chinese foreign
that was a long sentence but basically
so too there's no comparison between
the physical performance of the mitzvah
and the kavana the emotions that that
are imbued into the performance of the
Mitzvah that's the analogy that he sets
up that
these two lower categories of creation
inanimate and vegetative
are to the higher two categories
animal and human
like the action of the mitzvahs
are to the kavana of the mitzvahs
I wish I had a chalkboard behind me but
can you
say yeah it's an analogy right
very good
so you're following this
now you might ask
what are you saying or do we
you know the difference between
inanimate
you're asking to quantify it nah I don't
know I don't know yeah it's not it's not
important all that's important here for
our purposes
is just to know relative to each other
which one is higher yeah how much higher
I don't know uh yeah I
but the the point is
that we have these
we have four categories that break down
into two larger groupings
and we haven't spelled it out explicitly
in the analog yet
but the just like the four Realms of
creation break down into four
um
so too when we're talking about the
performance of the Mitzvah and the
kavana that goes into the mid so we can
break those down into further categories
so it really is a four to four
corresponding
metaphor
you guys following this
okay all right
Phila
uh
also this includes the kavana
the intent that is invested into
Mitzvahs like prayer and shma and
brachas what do those all have in common
prayer and saying Shema very good
they're all speech they're all verbal as
opposed to
as opposed to how we normally perform
Mitzvahs which is
action okay very good
the light should okay
this is a tricky maybe I'm uh
overthinking this but for me this is a
this is a tricky sentence
not that
Vegas the connection to Hashem that you
get through your thinking
is inherently greater than the
connection to Hashem that you get
through your physical action camaceous
like we're going to explain later Allah
but rather Nations
but rather this is hashem's will
say
Wills that you should cleave to him
through your thoughts and your intent
um that you imbue into your mitzvahs
both the physical Mitzvahs as well as
the verbal mitzvahs
so it's not that there's an inherent
superiority
in cavana over action but rather that it
is hashem's will it's his preference
it's his Fiat that
he places a certain value upon
the de vacas that comes through your
inner intent
and that value is greater
than the value
of the actual physical performance
is
this degree of energy that's in the
kavana is incomparably greater than the
performance of the Mitzvah without
cavana
now he gives us another metaphor don't
mix your metaphors
comparable to or relative to the
relationship between the superiority of
the Soul over the body
okay so now we have another metaphor
that
kavana is to the physical act of the
mitzvah
as the
soul is to the
body
not hard right okay
just like the soul is clearly
a loftier entity than the body more
rarified more Sublime so too the kavana
the intent the thoughts and the feelings
that go into a Mitzvah are qualitatively
greater than the physical performance of
the Mitzvah itself
the body is a vessel or a garment for
the soul
just like the physical performance of a
Mitzvah is the vessel and the Garment
to contain the cavana
okay
how we doing
we're okay
yeah all right
yes
there's no inherent superiority over
nipsville without covering so with
cabana Hashem just appreciate there's no
inherent superiority of kavana over
mitzvahs
there's no inherent Superior superiority
of the kavana of the Mitzvah over the
performance of the mitzvah
I'm just correcting what what you're
saying
but there's a greater Vegas and
attachment
afforded through kavana than through the
performance of the mitzvah
well that's a wonderful question isn't
that the goal I don't know in chapters
35 36 and 37 Vegas wasn't the goal
Perfection of the universe was the goal
eggs well now we're going to the other
side but on the other hand
let's not neglect cavana
because it also is important
so like I like I've told you guys many
times everything depends on context it
always depends on what chapter we're in
and uh what the point of that chapter is
so
yeah in chapters 35 36 37 we wouldn't
have cared about the superiority of
kavana
just bringing that superiority piece
like that one line okay so why why is he
mentioning it why is I mean the
disclaimer bit yeah okay so before I try
to explain it I want to continue to the
next line because there's another little
disclaimer
yeah
we'll just add that to our
yeah okay
and although in both of them both the
Mitzvah and it's cavana there is
invested one single simple will
that is absolutely simple that cannot be
changed or multiplied
and is entirely United with the essence
of God right both the Mitzvah and the
kavana the kavana and the Mitzvah have
invested within it the exact same simple
wrote sign of Hashem PK nevertheless
the emanation is not equal in terms of
symptoms condensation and his passion
that's the opposite spreading forth
you follow
it's another disclaimer
the Revelation is not the same very good
so it's the same light meaning this is
my own metaphor it's not what the out
there to be saying here but the same sun
shining outside but you could have two
different windows that let in two
different amounts of light
the peephole or the
big opening yeah okay
more like yeah yeah very good okay
all right we're we're doing okay
and like it says in eight times
he uses another set of terms he says
that the kavana the intent
and also when you learn Torah which is
also an intellectual Enterprise he calls
that our light and physical performance
of mitsubs he calls that Caleb vassals
it's similar to what we've said before
with soul and body so he calls it or you
know or in calim which is light and
Vestal light and vessels or energy and
containers same thing soul and body
basically it's the same idea
the Ireland Caleb that's Heim vital
that's from Atrium okay
Simpson
the kalim
are Simpson their condensation
foreign
ah that through the condensation of the
light
the vessels are formed
as is known to those who are proficient
in Kabbalah
are you proficient in Kabbalah okay all
right so then you don't know about this
don't worry about it then don't worry
about it all right
and this is broken down into four levels
foreign
the physical performance of the mitzvah
can be broken down into two categories
Shaheen which are namely mitzvismicious
literally physical mitzvahs
um
and Mitzvahs that are verbal or even
mental
kame for instance what would be an
example of that talmatar study of Torah
or Krishna recite recitation of the
Shema
foreign
so we have remember I said before that
the two categories are going to break
down in into two further categories so
we're going to have total four and
remember we set it up already that this
whole thing is going to correspond to
the four levels of human animal
vegetative
inanimate okay and remember
so we have those four categories and
those correspond to
up to four letters of the name of Hashem
very good and those correspond to kavana
is the top two categories and the
performance of them it's this is the
bottom two categories now he's
subdividing that further
he's subdividing that further that in
those bottom two
um meaning the performance part of the
Mitzvah there are two levels there are
Mitzvahs that are performed through
speech that's a higher level because
it's more
abstract it's more spiritual it's less
tangible less physical
so that would figure it out that would
correspond to
what what
um
Samaya very good and then you have
physical physical Mitzvahs that you do
through physical action that would
correspond to
Diamond very good inanimate
the lower two
what about the mix for that action is
um activate like you make a roughly or
just like sudaka which is just an active
is not a Mitzvah itself
yeah
don't don't
yeah but that's not it's not the Mitzvah
itself let's not get confused here
that's not why
luluv is a physical mix for you shaking
the love it's not it's not speech
yeah but that's not the mitzvah
then why don't you make a broken mitzvah
it's like my pet peeve I go crazy when
people you guys probably don't know this
because you you don't make them a zoom
in but my biggest pet peeve in Judaism
is when people say who wants to make him
a zoo and who's ready to bench well you
just made him a zoom in oh hold on who
wants to say robosai what do you talk
means let's bench if you say who wants
to bench you already did it
it's my biggest pet peeve in Judaism
yes
physical performance of the midst was
divided into the levels yes
namely
Mitzvahs that are
Mitzvahs that are either verbal or
mental yeah like loving God fearing God
yeah and then those that are pure
actions
yes and they they correspond to what
category within creation
the vegetative Samaya and the real
physical Mitzvahs that are physical
action pure physical action correspond
to what level category within creation
inanimate very good okay
doing very very well
all right all right
moving right along let's let's not slow
down because I'm terrified it's almost
going to ask a good question I just
don't have the ability to deal with your
brilliant questions I just cannot deal
with your brilliant questions right now
just got to keep moving gotta keep
moving all right
all right so we said
um
The Havana okay let's continue here we
have one is
now let's talk about the kavana part the
kavana is like we said akin to
a soul to a body
right yep okay
because
that's also divided into two
subcategories
foreign
that correspond two types of
animating energies or life forces namely
High animal and madab or human
so now we got it now we have our our map
we have four categories
let's go through it first of all it all
corresponds to the four letters of
hashem's name the yod and the hey and
the vov and the hey then we have in
creation we have human
animal
vegetative
inanimate great and then in Mitzvahs we
have the highest level is
the higher level of kuvana which we
don't know what that means yet we're
about to explain but it it's called The
Human level
then the next level of kavana the lower
level of kavana we don't know what it is
yet but of course what we call we're
calling it the animal level or
corresponds to the animal level
then you jump to the Mitzvah performance
so then that's verbal and mental
Mitzvahs which corresponds to vegetative
and then you have the physical physical
Mitzvahs which correspond to inanimate
okay
all right so now what what do we need to
find out sorry
the Cabana levels we want to find out
yeah okay yeah
what's the difference we know that there
are two we know that
um by way of analogy the relationship
between these two levels of kavana is
similar to the difference between human
and animal but we don't really know what
that means
okay all right you guys are doing great
um very good question very astute
question what about Mitzvah say
um
yeah presumably we're talking about
Mitzvahs assay we're talking about
positive Commandments because we're
talking about something that has a
physical performance
as opposed to the lack thereof
okay
all right so let's find out what are
these two
levels
of uh cavana all right
yeah metaphorically they correspond to
the levels of human and animals but we
don't know what that means we don't know
what that means okay
okay
so we said it's divided in two levels
somebody whose mind
is
has the ability the capacity to know
Hashem and to meditate in the greatness
of Hashem
and he's able to give birth to the
higher level of awe in his mind
and love of Hashem
in the right ventricle of his heart I'm
not going back into these terms about
right ventricle left ventricle you can
go look back in uh
chapter 3 if you want okay liaison
Hashem ladafka Bay and through this
meditation it induces a feeling of
thirst for Hashem that he
he yearns to cling to Hashem
specifically how does he yearn to cling
to Hashem through performing
hashems
when he does the Mitzvah he's drawing
down the infinite light upon himself so
that he can attach himself to Hashem
and with this intent with what intent
the desire to attach himself to Hashem
and where did that desire come from
he was meditating originally he remember
who said a person me shadas yaffa he has
a good enough brain to be able to be
missing
so I'm talking about somebody who
meditated himself into a state of
emotional excitement
both in the sense of awe as well as love
of Hashem and then that awe and love of
Hashem pushes him to want to attach
himself to Hashem and then with this
intent with this emotional drive with
this drive
he learned and he does
and he uses this kavana to fuel his
davening and his making brothers
metaphorically speaking this level of
kavana
is called human
he's an intellectual being he's a
balbrigiro he has real Choice moral
choice and he speaks intelligently
so this first level highest level of
kavana
which is called human why is it called
human because
kavana is a motion but this emotion
specifically comes from where
Das intellect and from what process
he's blinding us he meditated
so being that he engaged his intellect
in order to arouse these feelings yeah
their feelings it is emotional but the
origin of those emotions is cognitive
and that the capacity to think
abstractly is uniquely human so that
level of kavana is called human
we're good okay okay
God
which is another reason
right correct yeah
okay okay so you're asking a wonderful
question you're saying hold on a second
did they just change the rules on me do
I have to do his blindness because
earlier it was sort of like an optional
thing you can do it'll help yeah of
course it's good but now you're making
it sound like you have to do it all
right well let's stick around and find
out what the other level of kavana is
you have to be capable because well yeah
he just said that you have to be capable
of it that is he that is absolutely
correct he says you have to be capable
he said me should die to you if a person
who has the intellectual prowess to do
that
which implies
okay not everyone is going to be able to
do that to open such a big window
well
we're not labeling the person as human
or animal we're we're we're
describing metaphorically the level of
kavana as human or animal yeah
well only humans can do all of this
we're only talking about humans here
even when we talk about the vegetable
and the inanimate we're describing
levels of human spirituality
this is all going on within a human
being
these are metaphors
they're
we're using these levels
as as relative terms they're not we're
not talking about an actual carrot
um
or Pebble okay
right so do you we can be at the level
of vegetative or inanimate in their
level of yeah
yes that's what we're saying okay right
okay
all right
wonderful let's continue here
um
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a person whose mind
is short
mind you know what a short mind is
a narrow one
yeah he doesn't have as much
doesn't have as much capacity
to know Elizabeth to be able to meditate
mcdullah says on the greatness of the
infinite
he's not capable of meditating himself
into giving birth to love
in a revealed way in his heart
he can't muster either any awe in his
mind or dread of Hashem in his heart
right these are different levels Ava and
yira and I'm not going to get into the
specifics here the point is
he's not capable of intellectually
stimulating himself to a point where he
will become emotionally enthused
Rock but rather instead all he can do
um
he can remember and arouse sort of
Shake loose
the natural latent love in his heart
do you remember
we all have that well that's why it's
called Tevis yes Tevis natural means
it's native it's inborn we all have that
do you remember vaguely where
not not a terrible guess
do you remember 18 through 25
the whole point over there was arousing
this
latent power that we have
that even if you can't meditate yourself
into love and awe of God there's a
certain latent law and love of God that
is the part of the DNA of all of the
spiritual descendants of the others and
it just needs to be triggered and we
learn tricks for triggering it right we
said that in the case of God forbid of
Messiah Snapfish but Paul mamish where
somebody has to give their life that
that triggers it and we were talking
about how to trigger in day-to-day
experiences so we we're we're familiar
with this concept of the Ava mesuteris
the latent
inherited natural Baseline love that is
already factory installed in the nishama
in anyone everyone
is also Jewish yeah
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[Laughter]
is you need both yeah in order to have a
genetic makeup yeah
and we're only Jewish because of our
mothers so yeah yeah that's a great
question I don't know I don't know I
don't have a good answer to every great
question fantastic maybe it's all
inclusive yeah yeah one great step for
mankind well what about the women well
okay I don't know
well that Ava Mr Terrace by definition
is inherent that's what it means it
means inherent
okay it's a wonderful question okay is
there I think somebody's stuck in the
closet hold on is there a knock on the
closet door hold on okay
all right
so ladies
do you understand the two different
types of cavana
okay yeah we do yeah
yeah so I'm gonna ask you some questions
okay
okay so Cavanagh
well we just said that we just said so
let's review here kavana is intent
intent to cleave to a chef
another way of describing that is to say
it's an emotional drive and emotional
drive's name are mainly divided into
love and awe okay so we're going to say
kavana is love and awe
there are two general obviously could
get more granular here but there are two
general ways
to arrive at this love and awe that
motivates you to do the mitzvah
the the the love and awe you're an Ava
right there are two general ways to get
this love and awe
one way to get the love and awe
is to meditate on Hashem until you start
to feel
love and awe of and then you take that
love and all and you do mitzvahs
okay and if you if that's the scenario
we call that experience
the human level of kavana the highest
level
just like a human is a cognitive being
so that love and awe came from a
cognitive process namely meditation
however there's another way that you
could get the love and awe that you use
to fuel your Mitzvah performance where
could you get the love and all from
from the the latent love the Hava Mr
Terrace
which is
the default
of every Jewish soul and it just needs
to be brought out it's not automatically
manifest but it's automatically there
and you have to go get it you have to do
something to shake it Loose okay
thanking Hashem for every little thing
okay so that's thinking if you're
thinking
it's human it's human level that's it
so this other one corresponds to the
animal I'm going to talk a little bit
more about why
okay
all right
um so he remembers and he arouses the
latent love
well mates
and he brings it out from its concealed
state in the heart
and at least he gets it revealed in the
brain meaning even if it can't be a
full-fledged emotion in the heart but at
least he can bring it into a conscious
level in the brain
is
he can get his mind and his heart to
agree and to Desire with full with full
agreement
to
sacrifice himself
in actuality for the Oneness of God we
spoke about that in chapter 19 mostly
in order to cleave to Hashem
and um
of course his Godly soul and its
garments to Cliff to Hashem and to be
absorbed within hashem's Oneness so we
spoke about this that the album is a
Terrace is powerful enough
to serve as a sufficient motivation to
give it all up to God so it's a pretty
powerful motivation why is it lower why
is it considered the lower level
because it wasn't born from an
intellectual process rather it was
um
it was it's innate and it was brought
out from your
from your from your uh
native spiritual capacities what
like an auto
uh yeah it protects you yeah
yeah yeah with the intellectual levels
like what makes you so smart you think
you're so smart how about just trust
your gut yeah you got a point there and
there are there are other places to say
this it says
look I've told you this before
everything is context so for every rule
that we State you will find some other
context where the rule is reversed
so you make a valid point okay
yeah all right let's
yeah
I mean I understood that if you're not
going to have cavana while you're
dominating then it's a week that's what
I understand and then I've heard very
different opinions okay let's let's get
to that question about the value because
we're going to talk about that in the
next chapter the value of a Mitzvah
without any kavana because right now
right now we're just establishing two
levels of kavana we didn't even speak
about what if you have no cavan we will
talk about that so so let's wait to
address that let's continue here I think
we're going to actually finish
about the fact that you know if you're
bothered during
okay so we yeah yeah we we did speak
about that sort of you're right yeah in
chapter 28 yeah we said even if you
can't concentrate during diving don't
feel bad it means that you're actually
doing a good job that's true okay
chapter 28 very good all right let's
but let's we're going to come back to
this idea about Mitzvahs that have no
cavana or even a negative kavana
let's say you do a Mitzi for an ulterior
motive
yeah
by the mitz was still being done so
what's that
I don't want to get into it but it's an
interesting question we will get into it
God willing okay
let's find out but I don't know yet
let's let's stay let's stay focused but
let's
let's find out we don't know we're not
going to find out today we'll find out
later okay let's stay focused let's stay
focused okay
basically what are we saying that he
we're in the middle of a sentence I kind
of got knocked off
here yeah so
he uses that Ava Mr Terrace to drive him
to want to connect to Hashem not to give
up his life because God forbid that's
not the
that's only when he's being
threatened you know bow down to the idol
or else but he could use that same
energy he could channel that into
um doing Mitzvahs living for Hashem and
doing Mitzvahs
and also he mentions you should know
that even though it's called ahava
misuteris latent love well what about
the awe where's the Oasis there's all
included in it we don't mention the awe
but the awe is there by definition
it's the level of awe that's the
motivation to receive hashem's kingship
and not to rebel against him there are
levels of awe
and this is a very basic level but it's
the level of I don't want to rebel
I don't want to rebel
Uber Havana zoo and then with this with
this kavana
who are who Su are made of
he goes away from bad and he does good
the label them is
and he learns or he learns any davins
but
he only does when he davins he only
thinks about the translations of the
words nothing deep
he doesn't have full-fledged awe and
love revealed in his heart and mind
that would be the higher level but this
is more of a mellow level it's enough
motivation to serve as the
the more than no it's not autopilot no
no it's very important to not call that
autopilot because even though it's
latent
if you don't do anything to activate it
it's not going to be there to serve as
the motor to do the Mitzvah so if it's
serving to be the motor of doing a
Mitzvah that means you actively did
something to arouse it and get it moving
get it flowing so it's not autopilot at
all which is why it's considered a level
of kavana it is intent it is intent okay
but it's just the lower level of intent
okay you can use that metaphor maybe
there's better metaphors
the point is if if you don't do anything
then all the Ava Mr Terrace in the world
isn't going to do anything it's just
going to sit there so clearly he did
remind himself oh yeah I'm a Jew I don't
want to be separate from God I want to
connect to God how how do you connect to
God you do a Mitzvah and then he with
that
with that basic level of intent he goes
and he does the Mitzvah okay
no no vegetative and inanimate are
levels of the Mitzvah the actual mitzvah
animal and human are two levels of
kavana
so what we're describing here is the
lower level of kavana called the animal
level
and like an animal
all of an animal's motives are
instinctive
an animal is driven by instinct
so this too this is the holy Instinct
the hard wiring of the nashama
okay let's continue
just have a couple of lines left here
is
this level of kavana is metaphorically
called Animal
because an animal doesn't have
cognitive thinking and it doesn't have
moral free choice
of in all of its middays all of the
emotional traits of an animal
say it fears that which harms it
and it loves that which feels good to it
Hangar TV met slavery maybe not it's all
natural to it it doesn't come from
thinking
an animal doesn't sit down and rethink
its life and say you know is this really
something Worthy is it really
the raccoons that tear my trash bags
never sit is this really what life's all
about
ripping trash bags
eating chicken bones is that what life
is about no they don't do that they
don't they just do whatever comes
natural okay
so too metaphorically are the all in
love of God that are natural to the
Jewish heart
no
they're inherited they're bequeath to us
from our
office
okay you're not hung up on it
it's like the nature of our souls
it's inherited literally it's like
I mean literally metaphorically which is
a term that tiny uses
so
it's literally metaphorically
um like a trait that you're just born
with
um
somebody is born with musical Talent
just runs in the family okay fine
I obviously you have to learn in order
to
manifest that talent and express it but
the talent itself you just born that way
some people were born that way some
people weren't so he says so he said
what do you mean where's free choice
because
instinctive
you ever you were never told in school
you have so much potential why don't you
ever apply yourself
was that did they ever tell you that oh
they told me that every day
so just because
so
if just because you have the ability to
do something doesn't mean you're doing
it
at any rate
this capacity for love and awe of God is
a is a yerusha it's like it's like in
the DNA it's in the spiritual DNA it's
in the genetics and the genome
okay uh
it's an inheritance from our forefathers
it's like the nature of our soul like
mentioned above like we said mentioned
above means chapters 18 19 and those
chapters okay and that is chapter 38 we
finished 30 at