Text-Based Tanya Class—Week #16

all right welcome back today is pedic test chapter nine we finished at least according to the map of tanya which i've told you before is not entirely authoritative it was just written by some guy but which is true just somebody doing his best to try to represent some concepts in tanya but according to the map of tanya chapters one through eight is one color code yeah you see over there on the tiny map yeah tiny maps over there and this in this classroom it's blue and you know what's the significance of blue one spotlight design fifteen twenty years ago whenever it was whenever now it's just the tanya map i i compiled probably coming up in a couple weeks on our 22nd wedding anniversary so i think we're thanks i think we're already sure i think we were married for two years when i made the tiny map so i think it's 20 years i knew so the colors are just spotlight design um i don't think there's any specific kabbalistic significance anyways oh yeah we can come up with it yeah well if you pay if you pay a thousand dollars we reveal to you the secret of the color code like scientology like if you take the tanya class that's free but to reveal the secret of the color code the secret briefcase thousands of dollars yeah okay correct that's right wow you guys are compiling you know more about me than google [Laughter] i don't know okay no last week you were 47. very good okay anyways so we finished the first eight chapters which she needs a pen a pen we uh finished the first eight chapters which oh my goodness paula the bengals needed you last night oh it was a great game the bangles and the rams you know what was cool i had to memorize that there was no la rams for years i had to remember there's no la rams and now there's a la ramsey it's like we're in the 80s again i i now it's like back to the thing and the bengals are in the super bowl again that was like in the 80s so i feel like i feel comfortable right now okay we're very happy yeah yeah maybe pac-man will make a comeback or donkey kong no i went to a place actually they have all these donkey kong i promise oh my goodness don't even tell me where it is because i will just i don't know if you'll go there but i'll tell you where it that person you is last week that uh what person nobody knew you said it was from the 80s oh gary gygax from lake geneva is your favorite game you want to know something interesting about donkey kong so the japanese designer i forget his name yeah the japanese designer who created donkey kong the guy who worked for i think for nintendo i think they created donkey kong anyways he what why is he called donkey kong if he's a gorilla should we call gorilla kong that donkey kong anyways he knew about king kong he thought he thought king kong he knew what king meant that it meant king he thought kong meant gorilla he thought king kong and king gorilla so he thought kong meant gorilla and he thought donkey meant stubborn so donkey kong was supposed to mean stubborn gorilla you want to hear something else interesting how many alleyways do you think there are in manhattan too many four i was thinking like there are no alleyways north of canal street in brooklyn there in queens there are in crown heights there's a lot of alleyways in manhattan since the 1800s they this by city ordinance there are no alleyways in manhattan because they want to maximize the real estate so actually there are no alloys north of canal street and there's like four of them south of canal street and and and um they're very dangerous i don't know if they're dangerous i i think they shoot movies and every movie that takes place in manhattan shoots in the courtland alley cortland alley is a famous alleyway it's about three four blocks long crown heights has alleys yeah that's where we live nothing but alleys yeah yeah they didn't put it in the streets okay [ __ ] oh i forgot about chapter nine because it was bengals and donkey kong and alleyways how who could even remember chapter nine okay so okay so as we said the first eight chapters are sort of um i call it the lexicon or the introduction to the world of tanya so we know about the two souls we know that the souls have coincides we know the koikes are say hell in middays we know those faculties or kaijus are expressed through levushim garments which number three thought speech in action we know that the the the composition of both souls is that lumas as one corresponding the other is a mirror image of each other um we know that in the world at large as well there's a dichotomy between clip and kedusha and we know that within klippa there are two gradations right within sitra agra there are two grades so the redeemable which we call clipas noiga the translucent husk and the irredeemable which will be all things that are very good okay so that was the first eight chapters all right now chapter nine we're returning to a discussion of the souls we're getting back to the souls because that's after all the whole point of tanya is about the user's manual for the soul um and we're going to talk about the struggle the struggle between what between the two souls we know about the two souls and we're going to talk about where the battle line is in that struggle okay so let's let's talk about pedic test chapter 9 the location of the animal soul is in the heart what does that mean the location it's not a physical object oh where did i leave my keys you know i have one of those things i have it's called a tile yeah it's probably a tracking device for me the chinese chinese government okay anyways where's where are my keys where they leave my cup of coffee if you ever find cold cups of coffee all around the i saw a really great meme once i wish i could relate to it more fully but i related to it enough to crack up it said directions for iced coffee it said have kids make coffee forget you made coffee find iced coffee um somebody told me that i could get uh in legal trouble if i show it on youtube oh yeah so i'm not not sure yeah i thought it was a joke but somebody contacted me and told me to keep it on the down low yeah i was told that once you put it on merchandise it's a whole different category like if you would just put it on a poster or be one thing but you put it on an actual piece of merchandise okay so when we say that the animal soul is in the heart we don't mean the physical location obviously it's not a physical object to be found in a physical location what we mean is where does it get its foothold so to speak i don't know if that's an anatomical anomaly to say it gets its foothold in the heart but uh yeah the animal soul where is it gonna get the most leverage is in in the heart which is the seat of emotions because the animal soul is going to use emotional appeals to try to get its way okay yeah becca in the left ventricle which is full of blood so you're going to say well the right ventricle is also full of blood not oxygenated blood the left ventricle means the blood that's going to pump out to your body the blood that has the life force in it and that life force as we explained in the end of chapter one is called the nephs the living soul vitalizing natural soul that is the uh life force of the body okay so that's in the left ventricle of the heart and it's yeah we said in the end of chapter one that it's in the end uh and the other chapter one we see it was said that the buster bedam who that the or he that the soul of the flesh meaning the energy that keeps your body alive is carried in the blood but where does the but where does the blood come from meaning the renewed blood the useful blood the oxygenated blood from the left ventricle like it also says the blood is the soul or more probably more accurate the the the medium for trans for uh for bringing the soul the energy of the soul around all the around the body okay the loch heyden therefore cola tybus visporus vikas vida may and hain bale all these negative emotional states like lust and pride and anger and anything like that they're all from the heart um and then from the heart hein mispas they spread out to the whole body so all of the personality traits of the animal soul the negative personality traits negative emotional states emanate so to speak from the left ventricle because they are part and parcel of the energy known as the survival instinct which we call the enlivening soul okay all right the gam then when the personality of the animal soul sort of pumping around the body it goes up to the brain and does what up there le hasheville higher bohem to get you to think about that emotional thing that impulse call it an impulse but then it goes up to the brain and it becomes intellectualized it becomes more of a uh well he calls it like scheming at least once again this hakim means to to start scheming so yeah so there's a there's there there's an impulse which is an emotional um let's let's say an emotional drive towards something but there's nothing too deep about it but then it goes from the heart up to the brain and in the brain you sort of start well there's there's two things there's rationalization you know justifying why it's okay for me to get what i want and then there's the scheming like how am i gonna get it yeah so if the negative traits are from the left ventricle does that mean the positive traits are in the right ventricle we're gonna find out where the positive traits are we're gonna find out yeah we learned that first it comes from the brain to the heart like the cognitive and then the emotion that these are higher okay so you're asking okay so first of all why do you have to remember what i'd have to remember what we learned already okay just can i get a fresh slate okay fine all right so you ask good didn't we learn namely you didn't say the chapter number but i would say chapter three that there you call it a hierarchy yeah that the there's the cycle and then there's the middles okay very good so now you're saying what's going on here all right valid question you remember in chapter six when it described the composition of the animal soul and it said it's basically the mirror image of the godly soul and said how the godly soul has sachel and middle is three intellectual faculties and seven emotional faculties and then we said the in chapter six we said that the the animal soul is the reverse has um seven emotional faculties and three intellectual faculties and i pointed out back then like oh it's interesting it flips the order and i mentioned though it doesn't mean that remember in chapter three the relationship between segal and midless was described as a remember which parent-child relationship so it doesn't mean in chapter six when it mentions the emotions first and then the intellect that whose parent and whose child has been reversed you're correct to say that the mechanics are that emotions always are the children of intellect that doesn't get reversed what gets reversed is who's in control so in a healthy situation the parents are in control in a dysfunctional situation the children are in control okay so in the sense that you cannot have an emotional desire for something if you don't first know about it so the emotions are still the children of the intellect even in the animal soul because the animal soul first knew about this thing and then developed an emotional attachment to it okay but it doesn't stop there what happens is then the real work of the animal soul is to send that emotional impulse back up to the brain to now enlist the brain to work for the heart to rationalize what it is that you want so you can do it guilt-free and also to scheme and to plot how you're gonna get it what happened here what do you say what do you mean by the issue like if i wanted to deal with this where should i try to head it off well good luck in not knowing about anything that could tempt you so i don't think that's where the i don't think that's the uh approach to take so you know what this is this is a wonderful question this question actually will drive the next uh well may i i was going to say the next uh six chapters but really in a certain way it redrives the rest of the whole book we're slowly becoming aware of what the nature of the conflict is and so you're asking a logical question which is okay being aware that there's a conflict how what's the best way to address that conflict or to manage that conflict that's really in a certain way i would say that's the driving question for the rest of the book so i'm not going to attempt to answer it overly simple right now okay but anyway to answer your question yes the emotions always come from the intellect but in the case of the animal soul the emotions turn around and enlist the intellect to work for them in the sense that to rationalize what it wants and to uh plot and scheme how to get it okay so um yeah kamehameha believe in the holy the physical analog to that is just like the heart pumps the blood and it goes to all of the limbs including the brain the brain needs blood from the heart so similarly you kind of think about it like that that the negative emotional traits or selfish emotional traits of the animal soul the survival impulse originate in the heart specifically in the left ventricle spread out to the whole body including the brain including the brain okay now ah we're pivoting ah is a pivot word however the location of the godly soul the godly soul that we learned about in chapter two its location in the body is the brain and from there it spreads out to the whole body to all the limbs so we have two headquarters the animal soul is originating in the heart and spreading out to the whole body from there the godly cells originating in the brain and spreading out to the whole body from there you mean the physical analog the nervous system the brain's controlling all of the limbs yeah yeah [Music] the brain is controlling everything including the right ventricle of the heart which has no blood and again that doesn't mean it has no blood it means blood useful blood blood is called blood when it's useful useful blood has oxygen in it otherwise it doesn't it doesn't do much for the cells if it doesn't have oxygen in it okay kamehameha kosovo like king solomon says that the heart of the wise man is on his right side what that means is that the right ventricle of the heart which doesn't have the oxygenated blood meaning it's devoid of that intense survival impulse so that part of the heart is more neutral more receptive to the godly soul whereas in the left ventricle where you have that intense survival impulse it's resistant to the godly soul because it has its own agenda now at this point what happens in chapter 9 is i call this the dream sequence [Music] this is the fantasy of the of the godly soul this is what in a perfect world what would happen to a person if the godly soul were to get his way so he spreads out this godly soul i actually call it a call it she we should call it she because souls are girls so she spreads out from the brain to the heart taking sort of a foothold in the right ventricle where there's no resistance what happens is now the brain is using the heart starting from the right ventricle which is more conducive to that kind of stuff the brain is using the heart to have feelings of intense love glowing coal fire intensity of love for hashem the slave of bitters hashem also other emotions like he calls it when the eyes of the um wise man which which are in his head in the brain of chakra and bina mistaklim stare at because of the mauka the glory of the king elsewhere it's not talking about physical eyes it's not talking about visual staring it's talking about meditation focused concentrated thought so when the godly soul is getting its way the brain is meditating on god and the heart is feeling the effects of that meditation namely the heart is filling up with intense glowing coal fire like love for hashem also all of the other holy emotions of the heart they also come from the chabad from the benedict from the intellectual faculties of the brain so that's the ideal what's going to happen when the godly soul is able to get its way so the brain is meditating on the glory of the king and the heart is feeling the effects this is the right ventricle the right ventricle yeah yeah we're going to find yeah yeah but he yeah he said of the other emotions as well which includes you know but uh primarily love love is the love is the primary emotion that's what bert bacharach said actually he wrote the song what the hell david wrote the words oh i'm old enough i'm old enough okay bert's still alive by the way he's in his 90s he's still making music don't worry gary gygax i'm writing down the song okay how many alleys in manhattan four see we have something for everybody in this class all right ah however there's that pivot word again however he makes eve it says where in total does it say one nation will strengthen strengthen itself over the other where does it say that very good so when rifk was pregnant and she's like what's going on here so she finds out she's got two nations in her womb that's the recipe for iced coffee [Laughter] double iced coffee now this is this analogy is like the main um image imagery for this chapter the body is called a small city ir katana small city like eerie pennsylvania small city i don't know that's what i think of when i think of a small city okay you mean is it pregnant or a non-pregnant um it is yes it is a small pregnant city yeah now we're mixing metaphors but yes it's like two kings who are fighting over one city there actually was a battle in the war of 1812 battle of lake erie near erie pennsylvania by the way the most treasure in the great lakes is in lake erie because the most shipwrecks were in lake erie you know why because it's the shallowest of the lakes you know the deepest of the great lakes like superior it's deep as an ocean you know how to remember the great lakes homes h-o-m-e-s i'm from chicago i know my great lakes okay so there's a little city two kings are fighting over the big s obviously big city little city two kings are fighting over the little city right each king wants to conquer it and rule it dahinu what does that mean to conquer it and rule it to conduct its denizens according to its will because and that the denizens of the city should yield to the instructions of the king so you got the parable what are denizens denizens is actually the most accurate term here denizens means the people who live in a city denizen is the people illuminated a denizen is a person who lives in a city denizens is plural those who live in a city d-e denizens d-e-n-i-z-e-n-s yeah you know what word which is similar has a similar suffix that we use more commonly as citizens but denizens is probably the more correct term here if you were focused properly on tanya you would not notice the cheering of the children you have to focus the stock will be cut of the mauka to stare that's what i said that staring means meditation you have to stare you know like when you physically stare so mentally you have to stare shouldn't bother you that the kids are screaming in the other room okay so you have here's the analogy remember there's a there's a little city how many cities are there one one city two kings if there were two cities we wouldn't have a problem because we tell each king you take erie pennsylvania you take peoria illinois and everyone show them how you struggle why is it a small city why is it a small city you're going to find out you're going to find out so there's one small city and there are two kings now each king has what kind of an agenda total domination here's the nimsho thank you for the correct term the two souls we know the two souls right we learned about the two souls who are like is the godly one the unesco bahamas clipper the enlivening animalistic one that comes from clipper those two souls zoom zoo are fighting each other over what al hagufa khole vadav over the body and all of its limbs so what's the small city [Music] i heard a bunch of different answers what's the small city the body that's why it's called a small city because usually a person is smaller than a city so it's a really small city it's a person-sized city population one which is crazy population one but there are two guys running for mayor crazy okay and who are the avodim the limbs the denizens of the city yeah great word okay the godly soul back to the godly souls dream sequence all here's the fantasy of the godly soul its fantasy is that it will be the sole ruler of the city and everyone in the city meaning all the limbs of the body are going to follow its all of the limbs will listen to it and actually be automatically subservient to it that's what it means bottle automatically subservient like without even having to think um the body and all of its limbs will be like a like a vehicle for the automatic expression of the will of the godly soul that's what the godly soul is hoping for us what is the godly soul hoping for it's going to dominate this city and the body will become a garment for its ten faculties that we learned about in chapter three and it's three garments that we learned about in chapter four and that those faculties and garments will be expressed in the limbs of the body so in other words the godly souls fantasy is that the physical body will be a seamless continuation and expression of its ten faculties and three garments the body will be full of nothing but the koikes and lavusham of the nephesholocus and no foreigner will pass through meaning the animal soul plus that what is the godly soul want that the three intellectual faculties will be completely subservient automatically subservient to the mabinadas of the of the godly soul which means that it will the the brain will only be used for meaning knowing god and the mena of the brain will be only used for being understanding god and so on and so forth lisbon and basically what is the brain going to do all day in the fantasy version of the godly soul what is the brain going to do all day just think of hashem that's it think about anything else no why would you why would you well it mahan and then you're going to think about hashem all day meaning your brain is going to be full of thoughts of god so automatically what's going to be the effect of that on the heart aloheily mayhem and to be born the word is born parent-child relationship what would be born from all that thinking about god all day ali the adas through das remember das is the connection between mabino we learned about in chapter three you're going to feel all of god in your heart upon and dread of god love is hashem and love of god like a glowing uh raging fire like a coal and again this is still the godly souls fantasy what's going to happen this meditation of god that the whole brain is going to be only occupied think about god and that's going to pour over into the heart and then the heart is going to be exploding with this intense love for hashem from the depths of the heart in the right ventricle and that love in the right ventricle is going to be overflowing or as we call it in my house overflowing because my kids when they were little they would say the garbage is overflowing yeah okay so imagine that this is still the godly souls fantasy you're meditating on god exclusively all of that is generating intense emotions about god and that's pouring into the right ventricle now the right ventricle is molly the goddess you know what that means molly the goddess overfloating so what's going to happen if it's overflowing why that's right it's going to overflow from the right side into the left side this is what's going to happen in the fantasy of the godly soul is that the intensity of love for hashem and the right ventricle is going to be so much that's going to go into the left ventricle and it's going to co-opt the emotions that the i got very paranoid about the recording because what happened last week yeah and what's gonna happen is you know the left ventricle still by by by birth it is the survival mechanism it is the you know please don't forget to eat please don't forget to take care of your body but in in the fantasy of the godly soul because remember these are two kings that want total domination of the city so total domination means eventually the love of god is going to pour over and even take over the natural mechanism for survival and all all the person is going to want exclusively is going to be hashem so this is what the godly soul wants the godly soul wants to have such intense such an intense presence in the body that it becomes to the exclusion of any other influence and that the left ventricle which is normally about um you know survival impulses taking care of yourself that'll also be taken over by the by yeah is the subjugation of that to serve never heard that you you saw this somewhere are you just occurring to you so that's your kiddish that's amazing that's good write it up i didn't say i never said it was realistic what did i say i said this is the fantasy of the godly soul okay the whole book of tanya is about realistic what's realistic but before we get to what's realistic i want to tell you what the godly soul would like we should hear from him from her so she says this is what she you're asking the godly soul well i see you have an agenda what's your objective what's your agenda all souls are she's really naffish is lush in the cava the soul is a girl because they know grammar it says she in my time at the beginning of the class you said this chapter was written by somebody else no or the other eight chapters were written by somebody no no i didn't say that this has a different color on the map okay okay so that the it's overflowing she had thai visual eclipse so the left ventricle is usually the desires that come from klippa's neighbor we're not talking about desires to do sins which are prohibited we're talking about desires from clipas naga neutral stuff just things that you're interested in keeping your body alive right um but then the the in the in the fantasy of the godly soul the godly love on the right side is so powerful it comes over and it takes over the the regular stuff the mundane stuff from the left side she ties him with yeah to change it over to repurpose to to to convert the normal mundane desires we're not talking about bad stuff just normal mundane stuff but to take even the mundane stuff and to co-opt it to become part of the desire for holy stuff like we say you should love hashem with all your heart not just with two bases which means with both of your desires that's the fantasy that the godly soul which we could also call the yetzer toiv will co-opt the animal soul which is also called the yetzer hara so the yetzertai turns the yitzhara into a second yeah it's a process it's certainly one scenario and it is the scenario as i said that the godly soul desires yeah you're asking is that what's happening i'm we're not getting to practicality right now because right now the context is we're understanding the conflict to understand a conflict you have to know what each side wants so right now we're just learning what does the godly soul want that's all i'm learning yeah you want to hold off to the first one it's even better than the first one when the second yet sahara gets turned where the yatahara gets turned to a second year to time it's even better than the original year to tafe because it's crazy like a yetzahara but it's good crazy did i use that term because the lotion that the hazal used when they explained bacholavavaca means two hearts and they say with two of they use the term yetzer bishnei with both of your yatzers so that's why i'm using that term you're going to find out you're going to find out you're going to find out the hinu okay let's continue here i guess what is the godly soul what they're you're going to come to such a high level of love yeah there are technical terms for this love avarabo hibiya ava these are poetic ways of describing intense love you're going to come to this level of love here nicholas because of ava but i knew him it's also called the love of the lights blissful love it's a love that is just you're you're you're you're high on your love of god it's just absolutely delightful to delight in hashem similar to the delight of the world to come where is that pleasure it's in the brain because it's really the pleasure of understanding a masonic by scholars it's the pleasure of understanding godly concepts according to your intellectual ability this if you want to know is related to the idea of the water the elemental water we speak about the four elements from time to time over here the elemental water which is in the godly soul we spoke about the elemental water in the animal soul which is the lust for worldly pleasures the elemental water in the godly soul is the pleasure in understanding god hamas so what happens the elemental water of the godly soul converts the elemental water of the animal soul shimahambo taivus tenugalum and it takes the elemental water of the animal so which is by default the love of bodily things physical things worldly concrete things takes that same energy and hijacks it in a good way good hijackers i guess freedom fighters just depends who's writing the article and turns it into turns that love of mundane things into a love of god okay now as we were saying this is all the fantasy of the godly soul so remember there's a conflict there's two kings they're fighting over one small city and we're going to ask the godly soul as one of the kings who's fighting in this battle what what what what's your agenda would you like a two-state solution would you like to compromise and the godly soul says no i want to dominate so thoroughly that i take over all of the resources of my enemy so that my enemy has to join me and become my biggest proponent that's what the godly soul wants nothing short of that which you could understand now why this conflict is going to be so intense because there's really no room for compromise let's continue we're going to finish the chapter is that in the ideal scenario the it's a harder gets turned into a second gate sir uh the it's harder gets turned into a second year to toy mama she says when the the object of desire of the animal soul is removed it's called the masayam the filthy garments when the objects of desire of the of the animal soul become removed from it and all that's left is the raw energy and that raw energy can be redirected to a new object of desire namely what's the new object of desire hashem so now all that power becomes repurposed that's called the second yeah not just ava but all of the emotions all the emotions meaning all the offshoots of love and fear all become dedicated exclusively 99.9 no no no to hashem this is what the godly soul wants the coke and i want to tell you something it's not just on an emotional level because we know about this coyotes and there's levushim there's the insides and the outsides so you think the godly soul is going to stop just with taking over the emotions no it's going to keep going remember the three garments thought speech in action the three modes of expression it wants those two it wants everything the kolkata khadib all of the speech in the mouth and all the conscious thought processes in the brain yuma always hard to pronounce will all be full of nothing but the godly souls so the speech becomes an exclusive vehicle to godly speech and the brain the thought of the brain becomes an exclusive vehicle to godly thought shame chavez hashemite all the thoughts are just about toyota all the speeches just toyota never ceasing and then of course the third garment action the entirety of the body your entire anatomy every limb every pinky toe will be exclusively used for mitzvahs which is the third garment so the first one is thought then speech and then action in concentric circles radiating outward from inward to outward okay so that was the fantasy of nephishola keys we've got like one line left did we hear yet from the no we didn't so should we hear from him her one line her one line but you remember before how we did it we had we introduced the nephilim kissing chapter two and then chapter three we spoke about its coincidence in chapter four we spoke about it slovush in chapter five we spoke about it to mausain and then chapter six we had one little chapter about the nevish obamas and we explained why that was because it's just yeah you just flip it okay so everything we just described the intensity in the the the extreme agenda of the nephesholocus so let's let's let's continue now and see what the agenda of nafta bombings is ah however the animal soul which originates in the clipper let's say no again she's a girl let's say no not let's say no you're saying no her desire is literally the opposite literally the opposite so everything we learn about the godly soul same thing just flip it with the same degree of intensity it wants to be the sole ruler of the small city of however you should know and this is very important so you don't get depressed the fact that this is what the animal soul wants is actually for the benefit of the person now you're getting into a deep question who's this person okay but let's just let's just simplify it like this i'm the city and there are two kings fighting over me one of them wants me to be completely dedicated to god i guess he's a good guy the other one wants me to be completely dedicated to selfishness i guess if i'm mature enough i understand that's pretty scary it's pretty scary because i'm not a three-year-old if i were three years old oh that's cool he wants me to just indulge and be me but if i'm mature enough i realize actually that's kind of scary i don't want to be a i don't want to be a a two-legged animal so that's kind of scary but i should realize that even the animal souls agenda to make me into an absolutely self-consumed two-legged animal is latoya's for the benefit of the person why is it for the benefit of the person she is that you should overcome it and you should defeat it so it wants you to overcome it the animal soul wants you to overcome it commercial haziness like the analogy of the harlot harlot is the sikh is an english word that we all use i think harlot's a confusing word it's a prostitute it is a yeah okay so that's what she is a hired okay let me explain what the muscle in the zaya is there's a king the king wants to test the virtue of his son he hires a woman who ostensibly this is her this is her profession and apparently in the marshall it it implies she's at the top of her profession and he says do everything in your ability without telling my son that you were paid obviously do everything in your ability to get my son to sin and she understands the purpose of her job is a moral test now she's a very interesting character this zaina in the zayar kudish because she has a conflicted agenda on the one hand she knows the purpose the purpose is the king will be very sad if the son succumbs to her temptation so she knows that really the king wants that the son should resist on the other hand he hired her told her do your best for a reason because it has to be a real test so she can't just you know throw the fight and purpose you know take a dive like you know when you bribe the boxer to to not really fight right no she's got to really really try she's got to really try so she's got a very interesting uh motivation here this character is that on one hand she has to try her hardest and the other hand she wants to fail so desire says you should understand that navigabus is like this zaina who was hired by the king to test his son the damage obamas is going to try hard to turn you into a raging narcissist who can justify any indulgence and bowl over everyone in your life and have great excuses for it that's what nemesis obama is going to try to make you do but you should know why it's trying to make you do that it's not a free agent it's not working for itself it works for hashem and it wants you to resist but if it wants you to resist that doesn't mean that it's just going to make it easy for you no it's going to make it hard for you so that you can really resist so imagine it's sort of like this trainer or this gym coach who's screaming at you you're like you're such a tyrant no if i knew if i if i do another burpee i'm gonna pass out he says you do another burpee and you run up that you know the burpee you know burpees oh my gosh everyday burpees yeah oh my gosh like i squat down you kick out your feet and it's crazy okay anyways but yeah i just have one question yeah um the city and its faculty's environments so um there's three faculties yeah yeah and the garments are the tins no no no no no they're actually there are ten total faculties the faculties are the koikes that we learned about in chapter three which are three intellectual and seven emotional and then the garments are the thought speech in action that we learned about in chapter four so the godly soul wants complete uh expression of all of its ten faculties and three garments and the animal soul also wants complete expression of all of its ten faculties and three garments but really it wants what hashem wants they both really want what hashem wants it's in a double bind yeah conflicted why why would hashem do this that's a very philosophical question and in fact in chapter 35 we will ask why hashem is this your idea of a good time but at any rate let me just we're over time i just want to sum up so what do we learn today there's a small city what's the small city no who's the small city yes okay two kings godly soul animal soul their agenda each one no compromise total domination now we've set the scene for what the conflict is in the next few chapters we're going to talk about various different scenarios how different personae different types of people manage that conflict better or worse right so we're going to talk about different ways that the conflict plays out but at least now you know who are the who are the players you know what the you know what you know where the game's being played you know who's playing the game how's it going to play out there are different scenarios okay it's not like the bengals of the rams no and they both agree on three and seven yes yeah are they kings princess kings they're kings they're two kings a king they're kings who have a king the vassal of my vassal is not my vassal the feudalism that was the problem with feudalism the vassal of my vassals not my vassal anyways you'll look it up okay all right i have a