Text-Based Study of a Maamar on Pesach Sheini with Rabbi Shais Taub

good evening and the good Yom Tov today is Pesach Shanee a holiday that we're going to be speaking all about at length and in depth as we study a minor a Hasidic discourse of the rabba entitled Lahav an onion pace of Shanee all about understanding the idea the concept of this holiday called the second pass over the the discourse was originally delivered matzah Shabbos kurdish parshas Emmer that means on the Saturday night and the evening following the Shabbos of partials Emmer which was the Shabbos was good gimel ear the thirteenth day of the Hebrew month of ear which is the yard site of that of his brother and becerril isleib and it was the evening and they had just turned your doll at the fourteenth meaning the date of Pesach training just a little bit of background that the Mimer itself doesn't get into but just some very basic ideas Pesach or Passover is as a holiday but it's also a sacrifice it's an offering that was brought in the times of the temple and it was brought on the on the fourteenth day of the month of Nisan the redemption took place on the 15th and the first day of Pesach is the 15th but the sacrifice was done and the eve of the holiday and on the 14th there were people who missed the first Passover or at that time it was the only Passover as as you'll see from the from the narrative because they were ritually impure and therefore disqualified from bringing the sacrifice and they came to may should obey no this is in the in the wilderness during the 40 years in the wilderness and they they said La Mina gotta why should we be left out why should we be inferior is there anything that can be done and they didn't anticipate that the answer would be that they would be given a second chance a second Passover Pesach Shanee exactly a month after the first Pesach the 14th day of year and much of what the miner speaks about is the difference the contrast between the first month the month of Nisan where the first Passover took place and the second month the month of year when the when the second Passover took place that's we're gonna be doing a lot is comparing the themes of Nissen and ER as first month and second month and everything that that represents in order to understand the first Passover and the second Passover a lot of times you know when when you when you hear that something is the second you know that's like the second best or or an imitation even or replica and one of the themes of this Mimer is to bring out that actually quite to the contrary that the second Passover is not second fiddle to the first Passover but in many ways is even greater than the first Passover it's even greater than the Passover that it is emulating and in some ways even incomparably greater what does that all mean with Hashem help we'll study inside the text and we will we will find the we will find out we have handouts the PDF has been provided which has vowels to make it easier to read and extra spacing has been put in between sections as well as notes in the margin with English subtitles just to help us to keep track of the different sections and the progression of thoughts in in the minor okay without further ado let's jump right in Lajo van Union pace of Shanee in order to better understand the idea of Pesach training of the second Passover moverá add more at some ecstatic by my mother Deborah maskull's at that summit addict the third lab of Habad explained in a moment of his own with with the same opening words as this Mimer of the Rebbe the Indian pace of Shanie Yavin officially shocked dummies that in order to understand pace of Shanee we have to do so by way of three academies three prophecies okay what's the first prep preface akadama how Aleph he a half finish been paid the schottische a Nissen vahish has shane de árbol later saw other the first hag dama the first preface is we have to understand the difference to understand the difference between the first Pesach and the second Pesach you have to understand the difference between the months and which those hey socks or rather say properly sofyan is the actual proper plural to understand the difference between the two Passover's you have to understand the difference between the two months in which they occur the first Passover took place in the month called Nissan the second Passover took place in the month called here now just a side note but the names of the months are not a biblical origin in Plato itself it refers to the months numerically the first month and why why is the first month called the first month because that's the first month of our leaving Egypt and it's actually the first Mitzvah that we were given was to start the lunar calendar so the first month that were able to keep as a mitzvah of keeping a calendar that was the month that we left Egypt that's what we call me son then the second month would be been month after that which which we call here so the first preface is we have to understand the difference between the first month and the second month in terms of what our Vedas how autumn man's service of Hashem the Bahamian Shanna could obey he at sea as mitzrayim he evaded the samira the month of Nisan which is the most the most archetypical event the event that sort of represents the essence of new is you'd see asthma time the exodus which is in terms of Aveda in terms of our service of a sham going away from evil sewer Mira this is a verse from tehilim Sumer Allah say please go away from evil and do good so sir Mira go away from evil because when we were leaving MIT so I am we were literally fleeing evil high noushad ahoo but talk very meaning to say that the evil is still in full force the evil has not been mitigated well lay there Healy a sermon earth and the task is our job is just to get away from it we can't do anything to the evil but we can just flee from it let's say s-- Valyria Mahara - to leave and to flee from the evil in other words Escoffier to use the Kabbalistic aramaic phrase Escoffier scowl fear is fear means subjugation that means that I haven't changed my analyst animalistic desires I still want things that I that I shouldn't want and I don't want things that I should want and that hasn't that hasn't changed but I can control myself it's got few so a little self-control even though emotionally they're not the evil that means the selfishness the animalistic instincts are still in their full strength but I'm not allowing them to express themselves behaviorally okay so that's the first month which is Nissan which is leaving Egypt which means getting away from evil which means in in in in personal in terms of personal spiritual growth I haven't changed my feelings I haven't changed what I like or what I desire but I'm able to go away from it meaning behaviorally not to do it not to not to indulge in it not to give in to it okay very the the Vedas year in contrast the evade the the spiritual task that's associated with or equivalent to the idea of er the second month dinya Nahum yoga chal Hey Bay who Nev Domus Aurea Hashem who shall be holy a yashna Mitzvah you help me you ha da this fears her a mare what's the special signature the hallmark of the second month just like the first month Nisan is associated with Exodus the historical leaving Egypt which took place in that month so the second month is associated with Spheeris alignment that there's a special Mitzvah every day ear interestingly enough is the only month of the entire Jewish here where you have a special biblical commandment a different special biblical commandment every single day of that month because even though sphere as a process which starts innocent and it ends in 7 but here is the only month where you have sphere every day and therefore it's the only month where you have a special biblical commandment to do every single day meaning each day is a different Mitzvah account for you know take into account the first day the second day the third day and so on and so forth each of each day is its own Mitzvah so here is associated with sphere so I may which is what he ha they did the sphere as her I'm a shin Jana who durha mythos Buffy Horsham lick Ducie is Hakka sphere as homer counting the I mer sphere doesn't just mean counting I mean soccer means shining like a sapphire it means refining polishing the animalistic emotions and actually transforming them into holiness in other words is haka so if we have the first month Nisan meaning run away from evil like running away from Egypt and that's called Escoffier right the Egypt the evil in me is still very intact but I'm running away from it meaning behaviorally I'm controlling myself and not giving in to it that's one paradigm and then you have the second paradigm the second month here which is fetus la Mer where I'm actually transforming my insides and I'm changing from animalistic to selfless what I'm actually motivated by and that's so so we have basically first month second month as Escoffier and asaba control yourself or actually change yourself so those are the two paradigms okay there's mr shikou so Bob Letisha Shanee gamer let's say saw me at its mitzrayim this is also the meaning of what it says says there's a verse in theater that says in the beginning of by mid bar that on the first day of the second month of they're leaving Egypt what happened and we'll talk about it later but there was a census there they counted the the Jewish people and the first day of the second month the Veda her SHANY DHCS Mitzrayim heeda sharee Shane he is asked a few Citra accra why do we refer to the second month is the second month from leaving Egypt because it's the second phase that comes after leaving Egypt the first phase is s Coffea where we're actually still contending with the evil which is still in its full strength well I raiser however afterwards what ensues will have a did this happy come to the level where we are actually able to make a change inside to reorient our motives Ave - Nia yet sees Mitzrayim a second of Aida or let's call a second phase of a Veda okay the shochet knee which is equivalent to the second month so in other words look at it like this there's a progression the first thing that happens is I have this evil which I committed I am and I can't get rid of it but I can flee from it what does that mean flee from it I can refuse to give in to it and I can make my behaviors otherwise I can behave not in accordance with these these feelings but I can't get rid of them that's and that's phase one and and that's got to be good enough because when you're in phase one I mean or let's say before phase one when you're phase zero phase zero is you're still in min I am you can't have the luxury of saying you know hold on let me let me refine myself and I'll become a mensch and then we'll run out of Egypt so no we don't have time to become mention we got to get out of here this is this is a second oh this is this a spiritual day we have to flee so the first thing you just flee and it's not deep and it's not transformative it you're just saving yourself but you got to do it you got to make that move so I don't feel it and I haven't changed myself and I haven't and that really congruent with it but I gotta make a move because otherwise I'm gonna be sucked in so I just gotta change what I can change right now you white-knuckle it you just force yourself to behave even though you might even be hating it but you do what you can do that's called the scale fear okay do we understand why there has to be phase one but after phase one there has to be a phase two phase two is okay now you're safe now you're not stuck in the midst eye meaning you're not doing the things that were that we're damaging you and damaging your relationship with us yeah okay so now you're controlling yourself what are you gonna white-knuckle it forever you're just gonna keep controlling yourself just continue to behave in spite of your desires no now it's time to do the surgery now you got to look inside and start to change your desires start reorienting start changing what you like and what you dislike and any doing the real love the inner work so that's how da maja Aleph the first preface that the difference between the first month in the second month is the difference between control yourself and change yourself which are representative of Nissan and here or rather I should say the difference from the first pass over the second pass over is control yourself or change yourself which is equivalent to the difference between the first month and the second month yes intent here fine that's hug Donahoe I love the first preference I've got my base the second preface now we're gonna talk about the first pass over the second pass over the first month second month again but in different terms a little bit in a different context la dama Hebei is the second preface he at Hilo Bing Sneha dodge from a libidinous series now we're going to talk about comparing and contrasting Nissen and ear in terms of Spheeris photospheres feelers are emanations they are the manner in which the infinite communicates with the finite they are Hashem's attributes so we're gonna speak about how Nissen and iya correspond to different spheres or different emanations or attributes of godliness Nevada sorry Shane hooba malice credit edition the first month Nissen is equivalent with malkos malkos is the lowest to sphere the tenth of the tens fetus and the lowest which is gonna be a little bit a little bit counterintuitive as we go forward but we'll straighten that out just so just put that on the back burner for a moment fear - huh - animal Mottola milah we're calling here for our purposes we're calling mouth closed not the final spitter the culminating spitter but we're calling it actually the first sweeter if you're working from below to above what does that mean that means if if you're thinking about say that if stylus the evolution of world building as a process that originates from hokhmah from that idea and then it goes into emotions then it goes into execution so then Malthus is the culminating phase the last phase but if you think about in terms of our reaching up heavenward and trying to connect to a Shem so then actually Malthus is the first sphere that you encounter if we're working from below to above so Malthus is the first reader in that in that sense now hey the shochet knee and therefore consequently the second month who be aside corresponds to your side sirrah have Shanee or Swedish near the second sphere ah again if you count if you're working your way upward normally I know we think of your side as the penultimate sphere the ninth out of the ten and the malkos is the ultimate is the last one is the tenth out of the ten but here it's the reverse mouth less because we're working our way up so Malthus is the first spitter you encounter and then if you keep going up higher than Marcus is is your site okay madaba my mere desh nayak Thomas a low and young official nice on the ear above a the Salon de manana by sphero's chakrams Eleazar and the term ecstatic explains in his mind that the two things that we've said already about the first month in the second month I really interconnected the first thing we said about them in the first preface is that they correspond to two different modes of service scoff you or Sopko which we call control yourself or change yourself and then we said sporadic Lee that word in terms of sphere ice they correspond to Malthus and your site respectively and now what we're gonna say is that really those two ways of describing the difference between the first month of the second month those two things really go together they're really two ways of saying the same thing come on Roberta are you better Maskull Vahini enough no my almond illumine the the as it's explained in theta are a minor of the alter rebbe which starts off with the words from partials variation and he and behold we were bundling bundles in the field this is referring to the narrative about yes effects addict his dream the dream that one of the two dreams that he told his brothers about that I had a dream that we were bundling bundles of grain out in the field and if you remember they bundled the bundles and then their bundles bowed down to his bundle the Habiru shall you day I shot the show how you America valina some alcohol spear to reshape okay this is what it says in the alter rebbe is my R and theta is basically the Saudia of bitter addition and bitter shame the first refinement in the second refinement you know like triple distilled vodka okay so this is like double distill one beer and then another beer what's what's the idea one level of year of refinement is represented by the fact that the schwa tame the the brothers took the grain and they they bombed over there out in the field which represents in the physical world right the soul comes down into a world it's in the field so to speak and it's picking up these seemingly separate things right you're out in the physical world and you're encountering all types of things and it feels like you're fragmented like this part of my life is work and this part of my life is home and then this this part of my life is religious and this part of my life is mundane right so that's the the the the lie of the the physical world that looks fragmented so the beer is just affect you tape able to take these separate pieces and put them together like a bundle it's like taking different pieces of grain and bundling them so that's be Rory shine that's the first level of beer and that's represented by the Brothers of yeas of the Swart them who are on a lower level spiritually than Yosef and they're a lower level and hence they're the the level of refinement that they're able to accomplish is a lower level of refinement okay another way of describing that first level beer cool rock bitl high yesh big missus Coffea that is only what we call bitola yesh nullifying the the sense of ego in other words rather than feeling I exist unto myself as an independent being no I'm a dependent being not independent and dependent I'm dependent upon a sham that's called bit pillai yesh and that's roughly equivalent offer to ask Alfia which we spoke about before as you know I can't surrender my feelings to a sham I still feel what I feel but I can control myself for him okay so we're going consistently here we're comparing the first mode which is s Coffea control yourself even though you haven't yet changed yourself we're comparing that to the first level of beer the first refinement which is gathering the the grains together making them into a bundle which we're saying is also equivalent to the brothers who are also on the level of Malthus so that's all very consistent the beer shall you de yay Slits ah dick betweenness u s-- aid Bureau Shane but then there's a second beer there's a second refinement where the bundled grains bow down and they show their their subjugation they show their surrender by by by bowing bowing to the bundle of Yosef which gays have represents that Sadiq yes physical is known as yes vet Sadiq that's also how we sneak Yosef is is this fear of your side because Sadiq you say a limb like it says initially so the second mirror is now not and now everything is bundled already now in the bundles it subjugates itself to that Sadiq to be used for only Holi purposes first Bureau is just realizing that everything is one and putting into one bundle the second viewer is actually using it for the service of a sham that's the that's the second refinement so the first beer er is the level of the shot em which is malthus which is equivalent to a Scalia controlling yourself even before you've changed yourself the second beer is like Yosef which is your side which is we're about to say oh and also the first one is like little high yesh just not feeling like an independent existence recognizing that you're a dependent existence but the second beer we say here is bureau SHANY who she and nickel bellicose bit baba metzia s-- that's a higher level than bit allah yesh but the lieges i I'm not an independent existence I'm a dependent existence Dibley Matthias is huh huh who said I'm in existence who said I exist there's only one existence it's all a sham and that's dogma sis ha ha that's like the level of Aveda where we've actually thoroughly surrendered ourselves inside and we don't have our own will anymore we're just channeling God's will ok so that was the second preface and and and also a reconciliation of the first preface with the second preface showing how they're consistent with each other ok lag Dhamma gimel now the third preface who said there are three preface ease okay Dom agimo the third preface he it is the inion pace uh pace of Malaysian delegate fits a pace uh we call it in English Passover it's actually one of the rare times it's a pretty good translation Passover Pesach means to jump to leap to skip who I'm shocked an eyeless be a session a yahoo lulav a bit dead official aspheric Madera D log pace of means in spiritual terms something that sidesteps the process normally things have to trickle down they have to go through different stages we're talking about before say they're a specialist things have to go one phase to the next phase you know in a normal progression so jumping or skipping means Express train instead of local train something from a lofty level boom or conversely for going up then all of a sudden boom you just you hit you hit the top floor of the building without having to do all the the stops on each floor come a row but look what the theta electric light like it's explained in liquidated and that is the meaning of Pesach okay so now if we understand what pace of his and we have two things called basa basically a pace that has a jump and we have two things called pace we have two kinds of jump okay let's let's continue before about my mer so explains in the minor back to the term ascetic de mazia movin shigamine youngish up base of Shanee who dialogue so pace of Shanee is also a job with pay secretion if the first place of means jumping so peso cheney is also jumping which means i'm shellfish allah my llama stylist it means we're getting something from a loftier level and not having it go through the normal process that normally mitigates it or puts a damper on it or filters it and and and sort of translates it step by step so that by the time it gets down here it's you know already diluted no this is full strength stuff heavenly energy boom coming straight down to you without being processed or compromised so that's what a jump is first pay sec has a jump the second patient is also a jump okay what's the difference well he'll have been pay secretion a pace of cheney so what's the difference between the two jumps whoo Baja mocking Omaha Indian shebang name Chef has some Jacques ooh it's the difference in the place to where the jump jumps like where it lands up as well as well as in the manor of the jumping okay the pace of reaching C regarding the first base of it says Tsubasa javea alle Pesa hashem jumped over or passed over the doorway PASOK whether with a soft the door was Shama Shama Shama that FD logu pasa isomer pasa fearsome mal hosts the jumping over was the jumping over of the doorway which the doorway is mal hoes malthus is called a doorway malkos is you know sometimes say that if stylist is represented by the ineffable name by the shams for a letter name you'd give up k with you and being the little point of hokhmah and hay being the broadening of a into bina involve being the six emotions loves numerically six and those are the six emotions it's also drawing down actually it looks like the image of above is like a line like a pipeline that's what the emotions do they draw the energy downward and then the the lower hay which is broadening again so and that's mouth closed mouth closed is a hay which a hey what is it hey yeah hey is a letter with openings there's an opening of the top is an opening at the bottom hay is also feminine there's the higher hay in the lower hey the higher mother and the lower mother she's open because in order to become fragmenting and in order to give birth and that's essentially bina does it on a higher level intellectually she gives birth to the emotions malkos does it on a lower level she becomes pregnant with the emotions it gives birth to lower worlds so that the hay which is malkos the lower hay which is malkinson let's a list gives birth to the lower worlds what we call Alamos BR 3 yet Serie A SIA so Malthus is this feminine sphere which represents opening and the Pesa the opening or the doorway is a byword for mao hosts so when we say the first basic was a Pesach are jumping over the purser the opening of the doorway it's a it's a way of hinting to Malthus now that's in lofty Spheeris terms but what does it mean in in personal terms when official Adam Veera Tata josh'll Asha it's talking about the lower fear which is referred to as the gate to Hashem looks let's explain that there are obviously different levels of motives for serving a chef but the most basic level is what we call utakata lower level fear and and I don't like the word fear because it implies like you know a boogeyman in my closet but what it really means you know that uh just means basic self-awareness like you know the famous story I mean yeah command Zack I said to his tell me them he says I I bless you should all be as god-fearing as you are of people they said you should just fear God is only as much as people he said yeah of course because you see when people sin then what they look around make sure nobody's watching you know they're now worried that God is watching they're worried that people are watching so I wish that people would be as afraid of God watching as they are of people watching what does that mean the lowest level of sin is just to be self-aware like I wouldn't do things that are inappropriate or unbecoming just you know because it's it's nice it's not right okay it's not like I have a huge love it's not like I have a huge ball but you know that the basic self discipline self containment and boundaries and limits that I place it by myself because Hashem is watching so control yourself a little bit it's not a very lofty motivation but it's called shy Elijah the gate to a chef because at least it gets you in the game that's that's how you start so Malthus that's that's how you say in terms of series but in terms of our Vedas Hashem evaded them the way that we experience it it's called a basic level of spiritual sense nothing so Kavala dick but just basic spiritual sensitivity that makes you control your behavior again you're not changing your emotions yet you can't you can't touch your emotions you can't change them yet but you're controlling your behavior okay she/he shaders assume it up that is also the source for going away from evil in other words control yourself don't do things that are inappropriate okay so that is the first jump pay secretion the first base huh well I'm sure she'll be dead of deloach abut pace of Shanee he misfit assay your site the second pace up though reaches a deeper level or a higher level it reaches you soit first pace have only reached Malthus the second place of got all the way up to your site what does that mean she and Jana but never show Adam who he's Castro Slava your site is connection and love okay we have to explain that what does that mean that your site is connection and love first of all you know the idea of the of the three patriarchs corresponding to the three emotions right that the ROM is casted and Yitzhak is guevara and yankov is T Farris okay so that's that triad on the emotional level what is what is Jace's Yosef has a funny role in all this because in a certain way Yosef is like a replica of his father young tail days yankov Yosef the the the offspring of yankov I mean Yaakov had 12 sons but yes if is like the continuation of Yankees in what and biographically many of the things that happened they yank have happened the yeas of his brothers hated him he had to leave his land many many different comparisons but spiritually you have you have a Roman you talk right back there left factor and then you have the middle which is des fêtes which is yankov boom you go down from the emotional Spheeris to the attitudinal sphero's right if if love and are and compassion our emotions then what do you call the the next lower wrong they're like attitudes they're not emotions anyway they're more closer to my simple pile to actual execution learn their attitudes and the middle one is called your site so you say this sort of like tea faire des boom brought down closer to action and in that way Yosef is sort of in a way sort of like a fourth patriarch although there's only three patriarchs you know by the way there was this one guy one time he was learning above a comma and so he was learning I've always a stop I said hold on a second there's only three of us so someone said read the next word yeah i like to learn beat you and ask your officiant to explain the joke trust me it's hilarious anyway so yes off' is your site your site is like that continuation of yankov stiff air is being brought down a level lower or closer to application but but it's not all the way down your side is the end of the emotions your site like we say in the pasa Helio an air of Shabbos you say this assumer the Gulf of ice brisk a dish yes human the gooferz Aramaic the end of the body a spirit is the sign of the the covenant the bris which is the reproductive organ your soit is is the reproductive organ it's the end of the body meaning it is the interface between self and other okay with mouth was being other Marcus is already the beginning of creation and you say it is the end of creator that's why sometimes we talk about your side is synonymous with Zhou and we're gonna speak about this in this minor Zalman zeir anpin which the small face which are the all six emotions but the six emotions are really all represented by the sixth one by the last one which is your side because your sight is the interface or the the delivery system that takes all the emotions and carries them forward to the other outside of itself and that's the the connection between Zhou and mal who sometimes are called Cucho Brico and shin Tay it's the same it's the same concept so Yosef is your site and your site is when all of the emotions sort of are packaged and then delivered in a way to to connect with malthus the recipient the feminine so in that case what's a good way of describing your side is he scoffs connection because that's the function of your site you say this to take all the emotions and deliver them to Malthus and and in in the mayor and manner of a marital Union even which gives birth to two worlds so that's what it means his cassius sometimes it's called his fabulous or Keibler but the idea of bonding connection that's you say and he says he's cautiously OVA and love iowa what does Ava's castle that's all wrong because we're saying you're soit is the delivery of all of the emotions so the main emotion is Alva although there are different emotions and even opposite emotions from Alva but the main emotion in other words think about it like this emotions chiefly are to move you from self to other to make you to relate to someone else and the emotion that chiefly drives connect Chintu the other is hava is love expansiveness Ava's also called medulla passive is called medulla Hashem Abdullah leg whatever phase fine it's a koala he'd so that's why we call you side he's Cassius because it's the end of Tsar the end of the emotions which connects to other and we also called Alva because ultimately what its purpose is to deliver all the emotions and their main emotion is Alva okay make sense so but but in the in the immediate context what we were just if we were saying that malkos is only a tattoo or Shasha mouth close means and by the way it doesn't say here in this moment but another my mother often it'll point out malice is caballes oil mouth closure my acceptance of the heavenly of the the yoke of the kingdom of heaven in other words kabbalah so means i don't feel love I'm sorry I'm not passionate about this but you know what a rule is a rule I accept the authority accept the kingdom of heaven so Malthus we said is accepting her shams authority I might not love it but I accept it okay and that's also called Rattata which is also called Sharla sham at least now I've entered the game I've started the server sham even on the lowest level but then you have a higher level which is equivalent to your site which is his conscious viola now I'm connecting to a sham because I want to because I feel it Shaya Daisy let's continue inside shyly Daisy when you connect on a level view side we actually there's an emotional aspect not just control your behaviour but now you're changing your feelings and redirecting them Shia Daisy now Paul came Hamidah shall I lick Ducie is Hapuku now I'm changing my feelings now I'm actually getting myself to like what a sham likes and dislike what a sham dislikes and I'm getting aligned and getting hungry whant not just on the outsides which I already was in the first phase but also now on the inside which is the second phase so those are the three Hawk Thomas's three prophecies from the summit setting that's the end of chapter one let's just review this we have Abdullah olive the difference between the first month and the second month in terms of a Vedas all of them so the first phase is you're still running from Egypt so just control your behaviors and don't worry about what's going on inside of you yeah there's a lot of evil there's a lot of selfishness we don't have time to deal with it just one but the second phase is asado now we're safe so now get to work change yourself it's fear assignment self refinement Adama base the second preface is the difference in sphero's malkos and your site that the and and and we said how mauka Senor soit really are synonymous with Escoffier nesaja that at first I'm still a yes I'm still I'm still an ego but I'm controlling my ego and and then the second phase is I'm already refining myself I'm already changing myself and that's like the second refinement there was a second preface and then the third preface was two types of jump link two types of jumping jumping in a way that reaches or brings down only malkos which is again the same idea we're saying before controlling myself even when I haven't yet changed myself or running and jumping that reaches or brings down however you look at it the level of your side which is where I'm actually now cultivating some real emotions some real feelings for Asha and that that is a the debbie's summary of the time ecstatics moment okay chapter 2 foolishly hey Civ now the deba is adding his own novel interpretation that I was saying perhaps we can add right on that oboe says perhaps we can add so for us definitely you can add it was actually a story about that the one time the previous rabba repeated a minor to his father that he had heard from his minor fed that he heard from his father and a shaman to the shop said to him he said you said it perfectly except the one part you didn't say the dead the dead half sure you didn't say the words we possibly we can say so he says father if you said it's possible to say then for me a hundred percent it's certain you can say okay so chapter two rule I usually hey Civ perhaps we can add some I'll at the pace of Shanie lagari pace of finishing he later aksha dealing the pace of shading him shut up amok in nightly a said the difference between the first Pesach and the second peso is not only that the first pace of reaches a higher level that the second pace reaches a higher level than the first pace of LSU gamma-d look at Smee who deal in nyla yay sir but the jumping itself is greater in other words what do we mean not just quantitatively that ii facea reaches a higher level right that's like a quantitative thing you know you're measuring how high did your your leap reach but even qualitatively it's a different kind of leap it's a better leap it's not just leaping more it sleeping better okay but what does that mean we don't know yet Camus Van Dam is a nuclear ashame pace of SHANY we understand this from the fact that it's called the second Pacer to finish a pusher to pay so Cheney who later octopus of a dealer getting shot bottarga deshaney Elish a gamma pacer HUD dealer cool Shanee not only does it mean it reaches a second level but it means it is a second which is deluged Nayla yes and my dealer to pay screeching and we're interpreting that to mean a second 2.0 this is not improved resolution was beta version this is the real thing now we're really launching Marsha Kostas by Miami the pewter spacer Shanee who shall deal in the pace of shading named Shaba hedonic deshaney aside now this that the Tammy Sadek said wasn't in the second Pacer it means it reaches the second phase which means you're soit how do you reconcile that with what we're saying is it's not just it reaches higher it is of us I'm how a qualitatively better type of a jump cooky - indeed look the pace of change a deal Akunyili yes Ernie regard bazaar a deal exemption about diagonal Shana Camilla come and say hey it's a symptom it's a take saw it's an outward manifestation another it's a fact that the second basic reaches a higher level that's not what makes it a better jump that's just a way of seeing that's a way of recognizing that it's a superior type of a jump let's continue now pisa now according to that understanding Rachel Akasha tabular knowledge some ascetic ship pace of Cheney who Dargis knee of an eyeless Boveda a Borla economist of either the pace accretion so let's connect this idea that pace of Shanee is a higher level of serving a sham then then then pace are pretty showing let's connect that idea it may indeed to Pesach Sheni came a super posh to us with the literal simple meaning of pace of shame okay because so far we've been talking very very spiritually if you remember the very very beginning of this class I mentioned regular understanding before you get into Kabbalah see this basically means it's the make up if you miss the person first pace acceptance and then you get to do the second Pacer so we just said can ballistically spiritually paisa Shanee means you're reaching your site instead of just Malthus which is another way of saying I'm connecting to a Shem with my emotions not just subjugating my behavior I'm actually feeling things rather than just white-knuckling it okay but let's connect this also with the simple understanding of Pesach Sheni that everybody knows should thicken wash lamella mashaallah he could face a face of Cheney was a makeup for somebody who missed the first one he's a face of Sheamus Sakon mash llama sodden desert shall i hiccup a sauna this the fact that the second pacer makes up for it fills the void and the lack of the first pacer who mean a luckily the pace of Shanee who deal actually bad raga it's because what happens on pace of Shanee breaks the rules it doesn't follow the normal standard operating procedures should aim by McGee David Belize it's not subject to limitations Rommel am indeed is fabolous shall I deal with the pace accretion not even the limitations of the first place of which itself is a jump in other words what is a pacer is a dealer gets a jump and what does the job it means jumping side skirting or sidestepping limitations but even when you cite something limitations there are limitations that follow you even there even when you're outside of the system that there's a system outside of the system there are limitations outside of limitations when we say the pace of Shanee is a greater jump we mean that it's sidestepping limitations that even the jump of the first pacer still was carrying with it so if the first pacer is jumping over obstacles and limitations so the second pace of is jumping over even the limitations that supposedly that exist when you're supposedly free but you thought you knew what what unlimited was no no this is a jump compared through what you were calling unlimited before and there's an incredible footnote here 19 while pizza oven Zella dasa Debbie that Haney Aloha now we could also understand the halacha the opinion of Rebbe in the Mishnah which is also the way that the the cauda fires Baskin - tis dire being pace of in the pace of Shanee what happens if somebody becomes Jewish between the first Pesach in the second Pesach we know that if somebody was unable to bring the first peso like he was impure or he was too far from you to show line so he can make it up on the second pacer a lot about a person who wasn't Jewish on the first peso he couldn't bring the first base of offering because he wasn't Jewish what's the didn't maybe Pesach shade so he'll make it up on the second pass on off shegaon la-da-da be eager as Mandic robbers a pacer who burp a secretion even though even according to Debbie the real Pacer is the first one meaning one seemingly should the obligation devolve either on pacer refrain or never seemingly well you need to pay so Cheney who ratash lumen Laden the pace of reaching about Hauraki dumbest and that face of Cheney is really only making up the first pacer meaning you don't have a second place of without a first pacer but always be pace of reaching low you how you're cycling in a pace up and this person this Gatien is Gaia he wasn't even Jewish on the first place of so he was totally out of the running he had no connection to her to a Pesach because he wasn't even Jewish kima cave and shall your day I deal with the pace of Shaney however because piece of SHANY is that jumping beyond jumping jumping after jumping miss Botwin gamma Matt did his fabulous toupee secretion it even jumps past the limitations that were still in place on the first pacer so first base of might be jumping yeah we're accomplishing things that you normally can't accomplish and we're accomplishing them far faster than we can normal normally accomplish them because it's pace up right but there are still certain limitations in place comes pace of Shanee and those limitations in the first place that aren't even in place anymore and what's greater limitation can you have them that that a person could couldn't bring the first place off because he wasn't even Jewish and on the second place of him he flew past that as well Lavinia haleyss l'hospital next Sutton Hoo Gambas I should be a space accretion Lehigh user at slay together sorry so therefore the ability to make up the lack that happened in the first base ah isn't even a lack it's like time travel hey it rewrote the whole timeline that's the power of the of the second paisa well that's a really powerful illustration of the power of the second pacer so this is way we're saying that basic means jump there's a first jump in a second jump and not only does the second jump reach a higher place in the first jump but the second jump is a jump even compared to the first jump well the gab Achilles there and on this level the second level isn't it ducking for fallen those are the Yiddish words that mean nothing's lost nothing is in vain hope is never lost why because even when you say look I can't help you my hands are tied there's certain limitations Pesach Sheni comes and says you know what we can we can sidestep that as well those aren't obstacles for us and other it says put it this way realistically I can only accomplish what I can accomplish okay I want to serve as young best as I can but I have certain limitations basic creation comes and says you know what you have a special boost where you can accomplish that which you normally can't accomplish we're giving you like I don't know if this is a good Marshal for everybody but like a Disneyland Disney World I don't remember I think sometimes like it's a customer service thing if like whatever reason they want you want you you can buy it or they'll give it to you I think if you complain I think that's something that's what we did they give you this thing where you can like go in a faster line oh that's great so you can go on a faster line so you can you can skip the line but when the park closes the park closes that's just a limitation so that it'll get you to a certain point where you sidestep certain limitations but then there are certain limitations are just there's nothing you do about okay that's like basically shit-faced of Cheney is you know what even those limitations we can deal with nothing is holding us back not even our past past seemingly should be done it's over written it's done no even that won't hold you back okay gimel the humans Behati me you do a messy look in bins ola mau horse who shimakaze cutter a lien maka DB our czar who cuts at acting that Cee Lo's okay one of the different differences between Zhou and malkos we speaking about that before Zhou is the six emotions and your side is basically the representative or the face of those six emotions and then Malthus is the feminine sphere of the recipient that gives birth to lower worlds so one of the main differences between Zhou and malkos is that Malthus is the is like the beginning of creation the high end of creation and Zhou is like the low end of creator matam translating it at cielos is the highest world but at Cee Lo's is such a transparent world such a like ethereal world that it's more creator than creation you don't really get creation until the world of bria which means which literally means creation and then of course you see it oh and then I see oh and that's real solid creation like we know it's you know real time space limitations as we're accustomed to them but at any rate Malthus is like the top extreme of creation it gives birth to creation and you saw it is like the lower end of creator or at seal us or a world of pure godliness the cave and Shabbat seal Ursula you go to cut it up now one of the things we know about at Silas is there's no rod there's no evil what I mean there's no evil evil in the Kosilek terms means selfhood anything that's not absolute surrender is evil I know evils a bad word because it sounds like nefarious plotting demonic evil evil just means a false sense of separation from the all from the oneness which is the root of all evil because every sin is basically it originates from this false sense of self being independent from from God and therefore all the insecurities and the fears of I have to take care of myself and have to do it I have to do and and and so on and so forth so what Silas has no rod no evil what does I mean it has no sense of selfhood it's it's like I was saying before it's like a world it's absolutely transparent to godliness creator is the is the apparent reality and creation is a like a theoretical construct from the extreme there from the perspective that Silas so since that Silas is like this totally selfless world moving to Seche idea you say Zhou nice Ashley Massaro this that we're saying that u s-- aid which is Zhou is making the complete beer the complete refinement remember was think about that before the first refinement in the second refinement which is how Indian to his hop car the idea of now you're not just controlling yourself you're actually changing yourself you're actually making yourself want the right things and that's called a beer oh that's called a refinement I used to want the wrong things okay i refined myself now I want the right things who Kamisha who Nevada but you should understand something when we describe your side that way we're not really describing your site because we can't because you say despite of Mithila so not c-list there's no rather it's no selfhood so there's nothing to refine everything's already refined everything's perfect so when we say that you say does the refiner we're talking more about its action upon that which is lower than it but not itself you say itself is part of it Silas and I not sealless not there's nothing to refine the Econo of a the Schmidt sides are who like in you know being eroded a little hamza here therefore if you really want to talk what does it mean to relate to a Shem in a way of your site one way of looking at it is refinement and not just the first refinement the second refinement deep refinement which means on an emotional level and actually changing your will and changing your desire but even that is not the real description of of your side and what it means to have a relationship with Hashem on the level of your site really a relationship with our shaman all over your site means we got to a place where it's all light we doing nothing but we're just bringing down light look look at footnote 24 la jolla may guess i kiddies shimon revolve he brings from the fourth volume of tanya get us a kadish and the 24th chapter there chef Elam it's Adam a Lewis you want to know something even with them but your side which is higher than novels you want to know something even from Malthus Indiana be room who DAF cab is Mangala Sakina even the fact that Malthus is involved in refinement is only because the Shana is in Dulles and therefore has to deal with negativity I will bet say sorry Norma clip ass but like it says there and you get a cicada SH when the Shearer who come and and Malthus won't have to deal with clip s tiger with spiritual with the spiritual neutral things that are mundane as I well yeah a secretary over missus Levada be room so we're not going to be refining the physical world and more engulfs that's where do we take neutral things we try to use them for Furla shame for mine for positive things we're not gonna do that anymore because it's not gonna be necessary qiyam rather l'homme ioseliani we're just gonna be drawing down holy lights so I could be fixing any problems because there could be no problems it's all gonna be good no solutions anymore because there's no problems this is such a deep concept I gotta tell you this is such a deep concept here it touches I mean for me also it touches when something that I spend a lot of time thinking about so I I have this gig where I write this column this advice column right so I'm the answer guy seemingly I'm the answer guy right okay it's very frustrating and even though people might read that and they might be impressed with since all this has an answer to a problem that's what's in this is so this is the answer to problems I mean I guess if we have problems that we want answers I understand I mean I I not only sympathize I empathize I really I also have problems right and tell me she comes we all have problems so it's nice to have answers to our problems but that's what I see this is I mean that's all it is the variable wrote him to just deal with negativity and to try to change negative to positive there's a whole world of positivity infinite positivity that exists after all your problems are solved and and we don't need an answer to a question you see this all often you know when you deliver a vipera so it always has to be a question right so it says in the part for this or how could it say that and you do that to engage people because it's it's almost like if there's not a problem why would anyone listen you can't just tell them something godly and and have people listen because unless it says unless you're fixing something why am i listening right it it's like sales if you're not selling something that solves a problem that I have why would I buy it you know there's a surfer you test Kissel CFO which is edited and it's in the cosy circles but the rabbit talks about the difference between whether to two different metaphors that defeated could have a uses for a cities the the pearls and the coals so any any equates though how they're similar because the both yeah either you have to dive under the water or you have to dig down into the ground and if it goes in the different details of the Marshall and what it means but just regarding the actual counts of the difference between pearls and coals that ever says like this it's two ways of looking at rocks in this one way the first way is like coals what what is what's called for you burn it you make heat why do you need heat cuz it's cold I'm in galas and there are problems it's spiritually cold so I need some heat so you learn something say this so you don't freeze to death so that's fixing problems and there's another way of looking looking at cities pearls what do you use pearls for pearls are purely ornamental you just you know wear pearls just to beautify yourself why because we're going to the wedding my chef is coming and we got to dress up put on your Shabbos clothes let's go to the wedding let's go greet Messiah and they're both true they're both true I'm not only gaining the coal role of us is just like the rabbit here in this minor is not saying that you're soy doesn't come down to be mad at me ruin him of course it does but that's not its essence its essence is that it's a part of us a loss below your good hurrah there are no problems to solve so if there's me no problems why would you do anything right the classic question if when Michelle comes everything will be perfect won't would be bored you won't be bad that we're gonna talk about this later in the minor yeah the only thing you could think of they'll be interesting is grappling with dysfunction that lot of what a dysfunctional definition of being healthy that itself it's an unhealthy definition of being healthy you know what health is not being sick having the right medicine being in remission like come on health is when we're going to talk God willing this becomes a major focus in the minor as we go on but okay your side isn't just a problem solver that refines and makes refinement deals with our Mattias and ego your side ultimately is a hump Shania it's all light and there's not like because there's darkness that we have to illuminate no light and more light and more light and more life as good as good is best English Basset okay next paragraph we're still in pace gimel in Chapter three Kamisha hoob in the gala sphere so you say did you initially the shechet deepest fear is that it's a little guy and a girl larvae did this fetus or a mayor and Yana shall hey the shochet Niebuhr later saw autumn occur in your NOLA Phoebe record who like better amid this nephew bombers LM shocked has meant a shot I'd be nah but a Dahlia days and I'm sure gunshot unknown here what the rebel just said phase two is month-to-month to is what's the main practice within month to the main thing that signifies month two that we do Spheeris Elena another way of looking at the data says according to be record according to one explanation in footnote 25 it actually explains there are three ways of looking at sphere of summer but for the purposes of this minor and in this context we're focusing on one of those ways of looking at at Spheeris armor is that Spheeris armor is not to fix character flaws it's not what you thought it was now that's one that's one explanation that's wonderful that's not we're saying here spirits armor is really the shochet knee which is pace of change phase to phase two means we are so beyond problem-solving we don't have problems so what are you refining yourself or we're just throwing down more and more light so it's not that we're grappling with the darkness of our character flaws no we're refined already and we're just bringing in more light and that's what Spheeris armor is just bringing in more and more like becoming more and more bottle you Hashem is infinite so you can always become infinitely more humble infinitely more surrendered and that's all it is that's what it is in other words you have people let's give a little give a Marshall from the world person comes to let's say a 12-step meeting the first time why did they come there because they just had the worst day of their life okay that's that's the fact a newcomer first day that was the worst day of their life or the day after the worst day of their life depending okay but the guy who's sober for ten years why is he there why oh because he's still just as messed up I hope not otherwise what does the newcomer have the emulate what do they have to look forward to know the guy they sobered for ten years has a good life why shouldn't he have a good life he surrendered his life and his will over to the care of God everything's beautiful so why is he there Oh light just deeper deeper levels of surrender not as a response to a crisis it doesn't have to be a crisis to precipitate the whole thing that's crazy sure Asia because padishah region is I'm an Italian and the time is still dominant my internal my time is still very powerful I have to get the heck away from it I got a run I got a B they laugh man I gotta just flee or this thing is gonna help me and pull me back in but then phase two is there's no danger everything's beautiful everything's refined and I'm still bringing down more light okay so like he says over here the purpose of pseudo summer it is it to refine it isn't a problem solve its to bring down shine on the fiftieth gate so ultimate the ultimate union with God yesh Lamar so we can say further that ever adds now further kadosh does air gamma gamma here who Russia Davis of Romney took yankov Rahul this is also hinted to in the fact that the word ear the name ear all of your good rage is an acronym for of Rome yeah Rome gets what yankov Rahel which is the the three matriarch of the three patriarchs the chief matriarch ruffle is often referred to as like the the archetypical mother mama Rocco and that who did what do they represent they're called my my ancestor the Megillah Lucas explains that they're called the dolla drag Leah Merkava the four feet or wheels of the chariot a merkava is completely buckled to the right of a chariot is completely surrendered to the rider chariot doesn't have any will it just goes where the rider wants to go so these tsadikim of romeo yankov Rocco they represent complete surrender complete transparency no blockage whatsoever no ego no egao no edging got out came dollar drag Lear my cover chef it'll do Merkava who behave in shimla hockey Lane Malcom Lee Nisha yes mokuba means there's no place to begin with for ego it's not like I have an ego but I mustn't give in to it that's a lower level we called that before Bitola yesh where I have an ego but I'm gonna I'm gonna behave myself there's no ego here I'm a kosher king good at ah sort of leaf oh but little and for certain there's no Ron there's no negativity that has to be refined over here come over but Tanya but you know obvious hey naina macabre like it says in Tanya that the always the Patriots are called the chariot actually nice and Micawber Nakhla Roxana le Levada call you main because their entire lives there were nothing but totally surrendered to God's will that's it that's it they were conduits they didn't have their own agenda they just were representatives of God's will here in this world without any sense of personal agenda not even not even a spiritual agenda of you know what's my reward what's my spiritual pleasure what's my my afterlife none of that stuff just complete surrender to God's will as opposed to just surrendering my behaviors which is lower level this is the deepest surrender I don't even want anything other than what Hashem wants and and that's phase two phase two month to pass over to where it's all just surrender and more goodness and more goodness and Morgan goodness not a response to a problem not a solution to a crisis incredible stuff okay sift allit in the PDF its page $14 let me call them move on the hey this year hey deshaney Schnee and Jana now we understand there are two aspects of the second month within the second month itself there two aspects have raided this Hopkins Ashley mr. Sumar Nevada the yellow may hi-low coil remember before we said first month is ask a fee a second month is ASAP right Scofield control yourself southpaw actually change yourself so we're saying second month is you've actually changed yourself but actually as we already hinted to earlier second phase is even more than that second phase is more than just actually get in there deeply enough and change yourself change your emotions change your your desires it goes beyond that it's alright now it's changed not only did I change my insides I'm changed I'm burn I'm surrendered I'm not I'm completely surrendered and so now what do I do now what do I do I go from strength to strength I just keep on surrendering and surrendering not because I just had the worst day of my life not because my I became allergic to my own ego and it's ruining my life and I have to surrender but just because I'm in orbit once you're already in orbit you don't expend any more energy you're just you're moving you're moving the momentum takes over it's hard for us to relate to this because we equate service of a show with struggle and it really often be that way because it's not by definition yeah because a lot of our services we shop is a struggle because we're struggling a start in their nature but it's but struggle is not I'm sorry to say I know a lot of times we play up the idea services struggle struggle struggle struggle Padma is all about struggle that's half the story that's half the story you know what the other half of the story is there's a point where it's just surrender it's not struggle anymore I give the marshal of the guy who's sober for 20 years and he's coming to the meeting you think that guy is struggling not to drink okay it's not struggling not to drink he surrendered his life long ago the obsession was removed he's in orbit he's moving the Spirit is just moving him around as long as it stays surrendered obviously okay but the point is the second phase isn't just first phase of scarf your second phase of SAP Club second phase it even goes beyond this aapke we're just surrendered and and we're just bringing down more and more light more and more positivity Viktor shots ma look inside Medusa asthma within Holiness itself not that we're changing unholy into holy we did it we did that's fun in holiness itself we're just progressing and progressing and progressing but I say Tory it's all positive it's not this we're not we're not running from the bad anymore the H line man we can say does L try minion do Nadeau but hey there's a shame to be shown on shameless and say something edits me today I'm how you're a lead a mayavada remember we said before that on the first day of the second month there was a census says the census was done by my Shannara it's an interesting thing whoo-hoo our normal census takers normally we do we do a census who takes a census you know how you're you know retirees you know it's a part-time job it's not like it's not long-term employment it's you know like seasonal work at the post office you know that's like a census taker not a specialized job when the Jews took a census though who is the census taker they're two of them - our top two guys the VIPs in the whole nation so why I'm a Shannara in the census takers which the census was taken on the sect and the first day of the second month meaning the census here is associated with second man's face - he in en dessous Mirage buffet the shochet nee Shia colada in Shin Jana who are you elaborate of Shalom hulu because there's an aspect within ear remember saying that like double aspect with ear within the air itself that is still sort of a remnant of problem solving what we're calling our rang because our and is the peacemaker well you only can make peace if there was this court so piece by definition implies problem solved the Indian is Shalom hooli Shalom hammock Lake is for a period he says right here peace is to negate dissension well eating device a tell you should be free this year but then there's another aspect of ear of the second month which is just pure good Shia Flemish onion who'd played her and that's that's that's the level of moisture which Masha is tighter racial was made shaky potato missing I smell a killer in Shia fullness inna smoke him the Union halfway house for sure are in solving problems of make sure there's no problems does Elgon ma che cosa which is also the meaning of what it says when Meisha was born and he was um it's placed in the basket potato I say key tofu she saw that he was good keeper if Keith Davis like the archetype the good light when I shine created the world Kushina she saw the screen up she saw goodness she saw a light show me Yad kitchen naled miss malya by school era it says immediately when raesha was born the whole house filled up with light in other words there's no struggle no processors no no immediately light all light Coolio all light so our aim is there's a problem but we can fix it may fee is there's no problems the census which took place on the first day of the second month was through Misha and Aaron because those are two aspects within the second month itself the solving the problems and then getting beyond problems continuing here the yesh Lima does a Sheetz is mitzraim how sorry they are animation but now hold on a second we just explained why Aaron in Malaysia are both part of the second month because second one starts on sort of an iron level of we have problems what we solve them and then it goes to a measure level which is we're on we're beyond problems no problems anymore and that's that's that's the second month but what about the first month the first month is leaving Egypt leaving Egypt was through our information so it seems like in the first month we also have both of those so we said how we have both of those in the second month how do we have both of those in the first month that's we're trying to understand here that's the unspoken question I'm sure evaded these since miss Wren he soon Anna even though as we said earlier at the beginning of the minor that leaving Egypt is running away from evil but we said already our is dealing with evil measures when it's all good soo Murdoch go for but if in this Coffea and not only is is is crazy shall shine first month dealing with evil but it's not even dealing with evil like resolving it it's it's s Coffea what we're still running from it we haven't we haven't dealt with it we haven't resolved it but we're just getting away from it and and and and and yet we're saying in the first month also has a connection to both iron and Myesha so what's the explanation houki gone rob a two-disc outfit sneakily yes but - should Toby ladakh Leah stop hook because even when you're still on a level of ask a fear where you're still struggling we again so harder is still burning and and trying to get the better of you not only do you have to know that the ultimate goal is not just to white-knuckle it for the rest of your life but to get to the level of Sopko we've actually changed your desires alibi even more than that Gamla vada that carved of us a tale of Milo mania Nibiru them you have to know that eventually there's a level of being beyond just us a toy for its own sake I think this is something we don't discuss very much at all and yet the data hints to it and sometimes says it explicitly quite often we we often talk the struggled and the struggles never going away what do you call somebody who's not struggling with it huh anymore there's no stuff it's not about Ron it's all toys I mean in in terms of Tanya that's called it Sadiq abandoning is grappling with his own inner turmoil sonic has no inner turmoil the never wants us even when we're still in a level Beynon e and let's be frank even when we're not yet even bein in him that ever wants us to already taste what it's like to be at Sonic then even when we're still in mitzrayim and still in clay the tradition and still practicing Escoffier and we still want the wrong things for ourselves and the best we can manage is just to hold back and not give in even when we're in that level we have to somehow have some connection to a vision of ourselves where not only have we changed our desires from unhealthy to healthy but we're so far beyond it that just everything is good everything is light there's no more struggle it's all it's all light and goodness and and and godliness you want to say that that that's radical okay maybe it is radical you want to see nobody spoke that way before in previous generations okay maybe they did maybe it's the drive is finished maybe this is something good only came out as we got closer to Messiah because Michelle comes for darn sure what's gonna happen we're not gonna be grappling with the Rye because there won't be around the world that's Elohim to Muhammad on if the admission is gonna take away all the impurity or like we said before that they won't be member abbien room anymore when I could have to refine Clipper saga and make the not mundane into holy everything will already be holy so you want to say this is a there's a novel ideas in this I never saw it before okay maybe maybe taco maybe they innovated this concept however like so often is the case after the debe says something wildly like nobody talks like that nobody says that that's so off the chart and then that is like oh by the way you know this concept it's right there and see this lion in Tonya the outfit ever said it and then once you see how the out there I really said it you can't unsee it and then that's what it is when you learn see this of darish V you learned that EV is my modem firstly blows your mind cause like this is such a departure this is so radical no this is not what it says in the previous debate and and and then that was like oh by the way it totally is what that's what this is what we were saying all along and then you look back you're like oh how the hell a powder to learn this line in Tanya ok anyways I further my tape cooking so look let's go ride VH lima sure who out there if I'm overtime yeah so lever says this idea that even people who are still struggling with with wanting the wrong things still fighting themselves you can already have a connection to just being totally beyond the struggle this is straight from Tonya Saddam a Lou sure II could have a dozen who alterior sure even those whose main efforts right now are just to not be wicked okay I can't work and trying to be righteous my best right now is just don't give in don't do the wrong things even those people though tsadikim leash tada like a message for katatak the oath was a double oath sheet Sadiq Malki Russia so even though I be it's I think I have to try I have to emulate it Sadiq he taught ik that's what it says so in chapter 14 of Tanya it talks about over there even abandon me even somebody who hasn't conquered the evil within them and it's still very much struggling they have to also start to emulate it Sadiq and what does it mean what does it mean emulated Sadiq what's the difference we know bayonets Adak emotional not behavioral the bending knee does everything he's supposed to do and italic also does everything is supposed to do the only difference is emotional then a Baena need doesn't feel what he's supposed to feel so yes the conquer is feeling tested whereas subjugate is feeling just the he has to act as if fake it till you make it it's not the cold even he doesn't have to act as if he feels it he's there already and yet the bending is supposed to try as much as possible to have Sadiq like feelings which means like it says in chapter 14 of Tanya to actually try to find physical pleasure for its own sake repulsive as well as find connecting to a show attractive delightful pleasurable and here what that ever says actually is he takes those two concepts being my Aspira & lisana crush em you know being repulsed by physical pleasure for its own sake and being finding finding connection to a sham pleasurable that I've actually is mahalik as two different levels of Sadiq and to let two different levels of the Sabich that even the bane and he can start to emulate so it says over here hain Bengali ace maius bitter both in terms of being disgusted or turned off by now which Fira means physical pleasure for its own sake which is her Indian dis hop cup okay actually transforming the mood ice the hangman Ageha and also regarding lee sonic release my passion to take pleasure and delight in God ayuh day's been in this big doula saints of vertical by just thinking about the greatness of God so I'm not thinking about problems I'm not thinking about how bad it is to want physical pleasure for its own now I'm just thinking about how wonderful Hashem is only good only positive coveted the do Sheila Milo mania Nibiru them which is the idea of holiness when I'm past refinement already not refining I'm not I'm not fighting anything anymore we finished fighting we're done we move past that so the Devas talking about two different levels of Sadiq and saying how even someone who's a Bey Nene can already start to connect to that and it's right there in Tonya it's right there in pedicure Dallas the chapter 14 of Tanya and those are two levels one my Aspira which the rebels equated to a SAP cook right I used to like whatever fill-in-the-blank I'm not gonna give you any ideas if there's any time as you didn't discover yet and you're not gonna discover them from me okay so I used to like fill in the blank and then I I was mapping I transformed myself I don't like those things anymore yuck not just I I like them but I don't do them that would be abandoning you I wish I could do it but I can't but Ernest I can't do it okay so I think it's I don't even like that anymore that's not what I want for myself why would I want to to to to engage in just more selfish actions what do I want therefore that's just that's his Hopkins actually transformed myself but then there's a higher level the sonic brush M licks my fo sure I'm just loving God and I'm just enjoying loving God and it's all bliss and it's all beautiful and I'm beyond this apke so basically we say like this this level one is a scoff yeah I'm grappling a fight level two is a sopka I finished the battle but then level two goes beyond that I finished the battle and how I keep moving and now I'm just flying I keep soaring I keep going higher and then the hitters that ever says is even someone who's still fighting who's still in phase one I want you to have a connection I want you to already have a feeling I want you to see yourself as you are on a level two and not just level 2a but level 2b not just it's hot car of my aspera but beyond the sacrum beyond Bureau of Masonic Marsha I've said this before and the the in other places but that they wanted every Jew to be a rabbit they never said it in many times many occasions by the way in connection with with the month of Iran base year in Tufts in Memphis after the the passing of the rabbits in hyah mooska so the rebel was in in his house in his house in his home on President Street so the sick of base ear you can see when the rebels speaking at home and base here is the birthday of the river ma - who was lathela ever go over the obstacles and the rebus over there says that what do we learn from local areas yeah that he can Saphir in a knife and fork artillery but that's haste via now see that every jew can fly over obstacles what does that mean like a Nazi you know what a Nazi means a Nazi is a term for a rabbit not a rabbit Lunada you know a a money grab I love a rabbit a rush Benelli throw which is all how no see whether or not an Aussie is neat to shell Yankee lovino never wanted us even while we're still in our midst I am in running for our lives and still behaving in spite of ourselves and we're still only here at at all and Charlotte RAM and caballes old Malcolm I'm and Scalia and very reassuring and and the lower level hey - are you showing they never wanted us to already start to feel a connection to and see ourselves in a space of clay - a shaney sopka and you can be on this hop her not are in making peace but Masha who is all light from the very beginning not solving problems but just there are no problems anymore it's all please it's mushiya it's Redemption and and each of us has to make a space for that you know in our in our spiritual lives for those at least something in you that you do with a full heart with zero resistance don't tell me there isn't some aspect of Yiddish kite that you do with complete authenticity you know so many places I can say this talk about them the greatness of being the noble hypocrite even we don't feel like it force yourself and that's true and we have so many opportunities to force ourselves because there's so many things we would like to do that we're not allowed to do and so many things that we're supposed to do that we don't want to do and if the force ourselves to do so there's plenty of opportunities to be the noble hypocrite but then ever also wants us to be connected to that level where we're like it's a day we're on the level of Merkava of our own you took young given offal and what we're like a rabbit no gates are other beyond gates or who's who speaks about your heart it's all playing it's all light it's all goodness we're not solving problems we're not dealing with a crisis we're just getting closer to the infinite so there has to be some aspect of your life some aspect of your Judaism where you're doing good and feeling good and there's no resistance and you just in the zone like like at Sadiq no fight just perpetual motion flowing transparent okay let's continue ice hey page fifteen Vahine a i'll dead it's a Hooley that i guess okay now on the other hand you know but the guy calls up the the show and he says excuse me I'm looking for a one-armed rabbi receptionist says what are you looking for I'm looking for a one-armed grab I you have a one on ground I don't know why you're looking for a one-armed Rama this is because the one I have every time I ask him a question he answers and he says but on the other hand okay soul either to guess on the other hand so we just said then even when you are in phase one which means you're still running from it's a time and me time is still very powerful and you're still just controlling yourself and white-knuckling the others saying yeah but also have a foretaste of of a face to where you're not struggling anymore because just you're so beyond that so you have a taste of Phase two even while you're still only in phase one now flip it conversely because we want our cake and eat it too you want the best of both worlds chigan attrition team join Bobby to the finish ear have a did this happen Allah Miley is in Mohammed didn't recover even if you're in Phase two and not just to a but to B to a is a SAP cut to be as beyond this opcode now he's calling it recover totally acid ratio my highest via spineless shall Ave did ask a fear hold on that that desperation that you had when you were in phase one Sherlock hain which is precisely the reason therefore mice cute and you see it's Mitzvah and gone we made some Ashiya we will continue to mention and remember the exodus from Egypt even after the Messianic Redemption what does that mean it means just like when you're in phase one and you're still struggling you should already feel some connection to face to where there's no struggle at all so to flipp it when you're in phase two and there's no struggle at all anymore but everything's beautiful remember the good old days the good ol either that every job says when we fear how come we will first start to nostalgia and and and and and yearn and pine after all the good old days the good old days the bad old days was terrible no but then you could struggle and and struggle is is urgency you know if it wouldn't be for the last minute nothing would get done right ok there is it's dysfunctional but there is something to be said for that that midnight oil that that last-minute urgency that last we got to do we got to do okay so even when we've reached that level of total peace everything's good everything's beautiful but also hold on to the urgency the desperation that the bread of when you were on level one still so it's like I use the Marshall again the guy who sober twenty years he's not fighting anymore and life is beautiful but then he sees the newcomer he remembers that worst day of his life you remember he keeps it green like they say you know when you went when when you read you they pick you and your green you're not ripe so you stay on the tree he remembers what it was like when he was brand-new and and and and his emotions were raw and everything was dysfunctional so even though he's in a good place but he hold on to a little bit that excitement from phase one well Indian who said ah who talked he knew how um how do I get em is her brief her memento but if and deposit never says like this when you're in phase one when you're still in you tease me trying which is pretty surely showing crazy Charisse a nice on you see me trying so there are is still very threatening so you have to one composing it possibly taste like movemove you we're not you can't stand still there's a threat by their composite composite is actually a good thing even though it's caused by something it's caused by something scary it's caused by something external but but I they're opposing dethrill nice a gun hippos in a scenic of Yahoo it's actually a positive thing because when we make haste so Hashem reciprocates right now my Allah my Allah me Mach know that everything from above is from you everything that happens in the heavens is is a reciprocal reaction to what you're doing down here so when we make haste the sheena makes haste so to speak which is mandala gala how to make capital advice right like we say you know kids LaVon them if you know make cutest LaVon it yet make it now if opposed and maybe lady look Sheila my let me say devout druggist haste helps you with that gulp you gotta know if you gotta move there okay Marcia inking Harvey did this happen Akashi of the Crimea not so however when you already were delivered from the evil you're already safe Nicole chicane who evaded of us a cave it's so much more so when you're beyond safe you're like okay the battle days are way behind you he would say they were throw girl you do everything normal now when you were desperate you know fast because you have to by necessity now everything safe everything's normal now you get up you do your thing okay to be the cathedral floor insert Oklahoma bought Indian Hardy Leticia Smits right therefore even when you're in the second phase you want to bring in that he pause in the haste the the excitement the urgency of phase one which is you'd see a Smits right now keep us jumping keep us moving keep things fresh and exciting okay it's an app that has four Sholem we always want to remain in dysfunction so that we'll always have something to to motivate us how special we want to reach phase two and in fact even when we're in phase one we're already thinking about phase two but there's something good about phase one which is that the desperation that urgency you got to move want to bring that with you interface to the zaire who Indian pace of shading and by the way what do you call that what do you call that when you're already out of Egypt and you're still jumping pace of pre-finish King Koontz what's the big deal to jump when you're running away from evil you got a jump there's a snake you got a jump pace of Shanee is I'm safe already I'm out of Egypt and I'm still jumping so that's face of shaming I'll shock us a deal aggravated of us a tell you where I feel the at the urgency and that extra portion that last-minute adrenaline rush to get things done but it's not the last minute I got all the time in the world and I'm still feeling the push I have waited to pay - a knee in the level of the second month I feel the the jump Sheila Okwe ID look so high above a did the Sumida a passively shine after I jumped because I'm trying to get away from evil name shock idyllic garb of a device ate a piece of Shanee now I'm jumping in an all positive way but then at much a course of millennia Haruna wrote sir like it says a verse in in she Reshiram and song of songs but rainy draw me we're speaking to a sham a hurry up in the road so we will run after you so much rainy draw me that's phase one that's Neeson it see it's me trying I can't get out of here so pull me get me out of here but it's only pulled me only my never shall I kiss my nephew Bahamas remains because I haven't changed I haven't done any work there's no Aesop good there's no be little meters yet I'm just to save my soul before I get lost here but I'm still the same old snook because I hadn't have time to work on myself I I can't work on myself you can't get out of its Rambo working on yourself you get them in because much pain because they burst whoops you out of me tonight but then a canoe route so you start to work on yourself and now we're running and now the nephew Barmes is on board the Ox can pull can pull the wagon so then we're now in the road so we're running that's phase two now a day should nefesh well a kiss pollution average obama's year law Alvis hashem that when the never shall I kiss causes the nephew Obama should have love for a share to our Alban enough see Obama's Heba dedica Madrid sir and then average Obamas does everything running because it's filled it's an animal so everything it does it runs it runs for ice cream it runs for our chef are you days are nice and the roots are gone the Pacific but the nefesh all the kiss that causes now that then ful case is also running it's coming along for the ride with the fervor and the excitement of the Navy Obama's new road solution Robin we're both running after Lucas and motion at nephew Lucas and nephew bombers Avila operation in Shahed dealy-bob a device a Dave DeLozier who neither a semi deal with the Pacer however after we've done this after we've reached we've gotten out of trouble we've gotten out of danger and we jump again the second jump is a greater jump than the first jump humic Maceda Mahara in DBA atsume the first jump was jumping because you fear evil you're recoiling from danger which is says here in parentheses in unum that's what does I mean it's an external motivator you're running from something else there's this thing causing you to jump so you're not a jumper you're jumping in response or reaction to something bad my shame cane in contrast had a lecture potato mitzvah Esau Aveda device a tave when you're jumping and it's just not jumping from something bad but something in something good with your starid mitzvahs which is only I say time only doing good whom it may shoot him myself sorry shellcode it's protocol you're jumping towards something you're dump jumping Porto your mitts is because they are the hawk mother the wisdom and the the ruts in the will of her shell bleed warum et which are infinite which are infinite that's an important point here when you're running from bad whatever it is the chasing you might be big it's scary but ultimately it's finite cuz only God is infinite so when you're running from something and you're running from something finite you're only gonna run til you get away from it so you're running is finite when you're running towards something and what you're running toward is infinite getting closer to Hashem is will and wisdom then you're infinitely running because it never ends so what's a bigger jump the first one or the second one first one is you jump because you have problems second one I don't have problems I just want to get closer and closer to goodness looking like a fish miss gala oblique vulture bahama they are dealing to Sameera so therefore after you reveal the infinity within yourself through jumping away from the negativity because that even that requires a certain infinity within you certain godliness hadiyyah-lah Guinean oblique Ville Sheila Milan Maharaja da vida de Vos a cave could deal a girdle yes sir but then you do a jump that's totally in goodness which is a much greater jump okay like I said when you're running from something or when you're running to something that itself is already a big difference but then think alike we're running from something that's finite negativity so you're only running a certain amount running to something that's infinite you're gonna continue running or again another way of saying it is the difference between jumping because I have to jump or becoming a jumper now that's who I am this is me it's not a response to a condition or a factor or something outside of myself it becomes Who I am Val Pisa Yavin Gama piss come shocked Victor Smith economy admin should pace a Shanee Shia cone every shochet NIST's now we understand also the saying of the Fela rather the pace of Shanee is connected to nefesh Amos chapter 2 of Tonya that the nefesh sha Shan is should be slow kala kala kami mom Amish second so first of all is the animal so second soul is the godly soul so the fear grab is the second pacer is connected to the second Sol the pace of Shanee is connected to nefesh a nice what's the connection key Milas ID like the pace of shady al d log base a collision who shared dealing the pace of reach in whom inside the hell of it has the nephew bombers never surely Shana the first jumping you're jumping because you have nephew Obama's problems right your nephew bomb is your animal soul is comfortable in Egypt soul eats if you don't jump you're gonna you're gonna stay so first pacer is first soul animals soul but I deal with the pace of Shana who SHM is gala bleak world in Africa Shane is she helical akame Mountain Amish but the second jump second phase when you're already out of Egypt now you're jumping cousin official our kiss as a jumper and an official case is infinite you're jumping toward something infinite you are infinite the whole thing is infinite perpetual motion never stop it when you jump in cuz you have a problem you solve the problem you stop jumping when you jumping because you're getting closer to to usher why would you ever stop in fact not only wouldn't stop it just carries you it just the momentum just becomes unending shagging be a similar bashes but goofy Kayla Killa cam you my mom is from Washington Mutual and what does that mean that means that the I would say hella gala coming out mama Kelly Killam Ella coming mal by the way is a is a Russian Apothic from EF actually how does somebody once challenge me and say the Alta never came and he took a lush an opossum Killa Killa cam him out and he uses it mean the soul and how can he do that um because the literal meaning in India of Kayla Kelly coming out means my portion like I trained him at a volcano kala kala Killa cam email means my portion from gods like my lot in life since the Alton Emma Kane and Tanya he turns it into talking about the soul so I looked into it so it turns out the Gras and high in vulajin ur also use Kelly Kelly coming out to mean the neshamah the only condition Delta ever did was he said Haley Kelly coming up mama and what does that mean mama SH say this explains much that even in a body the the the second soul the the godly soul is infinite and unlimited what's the point the first jump you're jumping because nephew bahamas problems which basically means your animal soul in your body are says here alabaster are obstructing you so you got a you know deal with that obstruction you know you're overcoming the resistance here there's no resistance there's no resistance because even in a body which was the resistance now the infinite soul is even transparent or earth shining through the body like though as if the bodies transfer earlier one murdered a bit i mean that's what we're talking about you talk about somebody who doesn't obstruct godliness that his body is not an obstruction to godliness it just is transparent he's a conduit and and and the thing is that i was saying that's all of us all of us have a connection to that concept that's pace of Shaney that's d look cheney is when we get to that problem where we're just loving god and enjoying the fact that we're loving him and we're not running away from anything anymore we're not solving problems anymore we're not struggling anymore it's just a pleasure it's all good it's all light yes this is part of Judaism and that is not saying unrealistically do you not still struggling yeah we're doing both we're doing both it's not chronological like like first there was the first month then there was a second one that ever clearly says that they're both happening at the same time the different aspects of our personality different aspects of our lives different maybe I'm different days or different hours the point is that even those of us whose main service of Hashem is still in s Coffea and Kabbalah so Malcolm I am and and controlling ourselves we have a connection to your chakra and beyond the SAP call already to to yell commit high low coil and and to just I say ty Eve infinitely because we just want to be close to our show Volvo is LaHaye serves the davises maybe we can add one more thing okay Chimay elessedil look the pace of Shanee I'll delegate the pace accretion who bein a right not only is the second jump qualitatively greater than the first jump it's in comprar Blee greater how many times a million times greater billion times greater trillion tons credit in comparably greater that means there's no amount the first jumps you could ever add together they would equal what you can accomplish with a second jump it's fainter right incomparable but I'd showed ela gamla Gaby ID like to pay secretion the second jump is called a jump compared to the first jump and not just that you jump and you jump again that the second jump makes the first jump look like not jumping but whatever you were jumping out of in the first time jumping as opposed to standing still the second jump makes the first jump look like standing still not better my shaco so like it says ki merry chase chimera it's me today I'm attending a Fleiss as in the days when I took you out of Egypt you will see wonders when we share coms we're gonna see wonders this toys of reading that one is just like there were wonders in the times of leaving Egypt so - there will be wonders when we leave this current exile with mushiya but another way of reading is had you Liam the gorilla Selassie though you and me Floyd's got a government employee show ABC's Messiah that the wonders will happen when we leave this girl is with Messiah will be considered wonders even according to the bar that was set by the wonders of it see his medallion in other words whatever that the wonders of the the coming Redemption will be will make the wonders of UTS we don't look normal in comparison or is the depending a song says the miracles were waiting for have not been seen before right okay parents you know what I'm talking about okay who be rowing in rush hour to the place of shin and Google I see that now now we're connecting it to machine now you know she Arctic okay so now let's connect this whole concept with mushiya basic shading Google uh the proteasome more specifically Hina is super Medici gulose betrayin behind her gula amber goes above all who shiro galius a dragula Lord Allah said he dogmas Aaron a all the redemptions including weaving leaving Egypt and subsequent Redemption are called like candlelight glue la ceiba you can make air Shama Shana Nick met the redemption when Bashar has gonna be like sunlight for a difference tween candlelight in sunlight no comparison how many candle lights strong is the Sun it there's no number there's no amount it's not just a mind-numbing amount just qualitatively different kind of light so Lula is light but there's candlelight and there's sunlight and it's also candlelight can go out sunlight never goes out yeah and I know I'm gonna ask the the astrophysicists they're gonna say the death of a star and the ages of the Sun and the white dwarf and the red giant oh uh okay that's very nice but empirically speaking I never saw any actual stages of the Sun so okay that's another whole discussion about that but you know you can call me anti science but empirically speaking there is no indication that the Sun will ever go out Sun is forever okay fine alright you can be turned off by that I don't care it's not a main point in the minor the point is that a fire can go out candle light can go out the Sun will never go out so that's like previous redemptions could go out and they did go out because they were followed by more exile but the future redemption which is coming immediately will never cease once we're in that mode it will go on forever movor but Sidis does a Sheila Smith try a new sha Allah a tener hooky neared her Betina smile close another reason that that the Exodus and other redemptions are compared to can delights because the candles compared to mouth we're saying before mouth closes the lower level but Giller show how you Bakula's me today I'm in the ASA Gilly Sheila my llama schnauzers higher bill options between Assam all costs even though pace that means jumping and therefore sidestepping the different stages but where does it eventually invest itself into into the level of my hosts kamesha coaster would pulse at Avaya allopathic like we said before Hashem was jumping allopathic passive is malkos the opening his mouth is the person who Marcos canal Saval if we said this already in Chapter what I miss I'm moving now we understand the session gloss hidden in Cholula era shemesh kooky Aguilar their myeloma Xiao Jie Jie Aussie bizarre if the redemption from its die and all the other redemptions were mouth holes which is phase one the ultimate redemption with mushiya will be like Zhou phase two Zhou synonymous with your sight like we said before zulia shites the pace of chanela gulosa door and now that's the connection between the second Pesach and the R in the redemption through mushiya okay give me the peso cheney who be Said's or can now because face of shady is o scabrous ever real emotional connection at Cee Lo's beyond problem-solving Lea gurajada all goodness and that face of Cheney and mushiya has all those things as well obviously come over or like I said before the pearls instead of the coal okay let's wrap it up coming up to two hours here alright Zion Bureau outside we only paid for two hours of airtime you not saying the Nemesis of prep mayor be Hashem's will sham I saying about Lena say know that our mics are work about an hour Aveda an hour our work my says our act our actions our deeds Elena's our our work by the way someone can do a computer search and and this real quick but I believe the d-line and Tanya which is most quoted in all of the Devastator is petting glamazon of tanya the first line of her glamazon Oh Tanya where it says and all the glue you move you may see my shear and Pierce I may seem art Polly are dependent and what my saying about me to say no our work are our actions in our work during gulls okay so our work our actions our work be fraught be anonymous I y'all color basic shitty especially whatever we do that's connected to pace of training and I'm not sure if that means simply eating some Shimoda mats and having a fibroin and zoom this pace of training or or or if it means everything we've been learning about in the minor I think it means everything we've been learning about the minor - which is really please try to connect to that together within you that that that's odd that you side eylem that's just beyond problems that's just liberated already that place where you just you're not struggling you're enjoying and and and it's all goodness and when we connect to that aspect of ourselves and we have that even us those of us who are still struggling we have that part of the guiness type within us at least for something we have it so when we do that which is pace of Shanee you Coralville the amaru IDI sort of gula see though we bring the redemption closer what we do personally affects the world of course we know that she got Mogul oh I see that here but - she'll deal look and then what happens not only my chef will come but she'll come in and she'll deal look what does it mean - she'll deal look what I mean a jump kid he used to be mad like the medicines to kill daily game in middle a gala heard him say Malcolm Ashiya might the set of the song sound of my beloved bounding jumping skipping over the the mountains that's machine a drama boo boo I see the year deal ago oh yes sir not a jump a great job the greatest jump dogmas of Allah my Allah middle of the pace of Shaney it'll be like pace exchange but even greater in the place of Chaney so dealing gobo years my dear look basically shake then if liquids in pace of Shanee is a jump beyond jumps the the second jump makes the first jump looked like it's not even a jump so the Google or jump will be the ultimate jump they'll even make basic Jenny look like it's not a jump it'll pale in comparison what is it and what does it mean it means shall idea to say about that uh whaddaya gonna target clout that it won't have to go through there regular procedures it won't have to go through the standard waiting period let me look in the world how close do we look like were to go okay I could see it could take you know another six months and I know damn immediate look at look at footnote 62 La Jolla shegaon de anza Hardy look she a bagel I see the hoody Lagado yes it what does it mean this this jump that will be when Messiah comes the goo is me time I'm gonna resolve that when it came to the Exodus it says Maria Shana but love a there may be seen him it's right from her Shoshana time okay they didn't leave me time and table ASA obviously that's a piece of his but they stopped having to work they stopped the slavery Rosh Hashana six months before but a she shamrock shakes when she she she she she had died from with neg Willa some pasta cachet but they stopped being slaves after having the work as slaves six months before they actually left the named Sasha gulity estates mister I'm like - Dominica Ellicott said therefore we see the leaving the time was not from one extreme to the other was incremental there was a there was a progression there was a evolutionary change as opposed to a revolutionary moment or a shift the odds a bit de la vida shall heizaburo a Shoshone and Nicodemus halted the gula to the extent that the Gomorrah says that Rosh Hashana already six months before the actual access was already scouted the gula the beginning of gula the beginning of a process machine Kangoo Reseda however the Futurity redemption is not going to be that way Thea kept sagged in around them like the diamond pass Gonzalo huh the official me odd immediate creation lay Mila Milam a gathered the qotsa and and we could say not only immediate beyond the the category of extreme in other words there's incremental that's one thing then there's medical helicopter for one extreme to the other and then there's a level where there are no categories of extreme anymore we just were beyond time were beyond we're beyond incremental process were beyond the evolutions were yet it just it happens because it just happens and well hold on aside nobody saw that coming oh that that doesn't add up with it I wasn't okay don't worry about it so the d log here isn't just that redemption compared to a Gullah life will be a deal look but the way that redemption transpires can be in a manner of D look and we can make it be a dealer the BAM it just can come like a non sequitur seemingly out of the blue and ultimately isn't that what it says the Indian double a bahasa hadass well it has I could ask me has a good ass means not if you Norma Shearer has for Shalom calm snow that ever said that many times it means bahasa Kadosh means la mile a minute ask you no matter what we think no matter what we think we're ready for when it happens finally is merely BAM Wow that's threw me for a loop that was out of nowhere no matter how ready we think we are okay so that's and that's the way we want it do want to just okay yep SOG didn't me a dame to go okay it's like the ramen passcodes me AK me odd means immediate not just from one extreme to the other minute quartz Ellicott sir but whatever says VA Schlemmer Lamine amania Dakota then there's no even extremes it's just there's no barometer for what's normal or whatsapp no no just it happened for myself Eric Michigan conscious when we fear who come out of nowhere you won't say oh how did it happen I don't know that's how it happened the vs Michelle said que no with the coming of my Sheriff y'all have Eagle a no over here that hey no c'mere slide say no she come and redeem us and bring a standing upright to our land we made of your main Amish literally in our day and remember it's my say Nova Veda say no don't take it lightly find that place within you where you're at peace in your relationship with a channel where there's nothing but like there's no problems there's no suffering my fear hasn't an end to problems or crisis a relationship with Hashem isn't a way of getting the pain to go away it's not a response to anything it's not a reaction anything it's just infinite beautiful blissful light we can begin experiencing that now to some measure and when Michelle will come immediately that'll be all we will experience for all time bless you all thanks for spending the past two hours with me