Tanya By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz Chapter 29 - How do you open a closed heart?

welcome to night on your class we are starting chapter 29 pair cuff tests as always every chapter in tanya is very powerful and the reason is because it's the Bible of mysticism so every chapter is laying down a beautiful foundation we've been talking about the Boehner knee so let's regroup the vainly is somebody that has a godly soul and an animal soul and so does everyone the difference and unique image of the bein in the years that we know that sadak is strictly mano with his godly soul he just sees godliness he thinks talks acts but his engine of the godly engine his natural instinct is all about God and godliness in other words we discussed many times idea of a new taschen the oneness of God the topic only sees Gaga Venus he doesn't see anything it's not garden God Garland's and the truth is everything really is God in godliness what in this world has not been created and maintained by God and godliness everything so the topic sees that even though obviously if you had an animal soul that was alive he would have a conflict the dolly soul doesn't have any of those conflicts on the other extreme the Russia sees what himself and everything everything in this world is for him to serve him and God doesn't exist unless God is wants to give him a present then God is welcome now the Boehner knee is unique where the gaining Lee has two forces and we say two forces we mean literally two forces he has a godly soul that basically outsole garden valley news buddy has an animal soul that is alive and well that really would like to express itself in all about me me me selfish and do what I want and I don't necessarily believe you know God is everywhere excited ah but the baton a is able to take control of his life to the point where in thought speech in action he bats a hundred he gets a hundred and all those tests all those actions are all God and godliness godliness all this speech is garden godliness and all sorts of that way but the struggle from within so up until now we dealt with what he has you know these the thoughts and we talked about how pushing them out and so on is over it this chapter is unique because here the battlefield between the godly soul and the animal soul intensifies in other words if the Boehner knee is going through his life and he has we spoke it before he has some kind of thoughts we say push it out ignore it you know we discuss about pushing the delete button here the fight got a little too strong we're in tents where the day nani's heart got saw the spiritual disease of health you'll hear all translated which is called tintin ha leave what does Tim tamale mean the lave is the heart right the world of the emotions the excitement the passion in the words of cabal of the practical application would be your love and or of God come from where from your heart so when your heart is primed and working I love God I'm in awe of God I don't wanna be disconnected etc now for any person living and any person trying to serve God whether it's through prayer tourists are you doing any MIT's vote or specifically through prayer it's very very important that we're not robots right we're not just doing the right thing which that's great we'll also have a heart into it now what happens and all of a sudden somehow the animal soul gets ahold of your heart and closed it down in the physical now and in the physical world you know that we call that we call the heart attack right in the spiritual world you're still alive you walking around you able to eat drink talk and you have to think and you know and you know all the right things notice the attack is not in your brain at this point the attack is on your heart we're basically you're not inspired you're living an uninspired life now there's two problems with that problem one is that when it comes to all the myths vote Ultimates vote and Torah study there's two components to every Mitzvah there's the physical structure of the Mitzvah for example we just had the holiday of sukkot so you have this emitter to to take the lulav and etrog right so you have to I in tomorrow it with the right terms and you take the little bit that's when you make the blessing that's the technical structure of the Mitzvah but we know that every Mitzvah there's a second part what is that you put your heart into it you know we spoke about them on sukkot about different spiritual dynamics little Vanessa can we unite all the old parts of ourselves and all parts of our family and a community so you're putting your heart and soul into a mitzvah so if you your heart goes into tinta malave spiritual cardiac arrest which which closed down how you can observe that mix with passion so that in a so you still do the mitzvot you'll still get the check for them it's no question ask don't take no yome it so you did it because if you do a mitzvah without passion is and that's absolutely but you're missing the passion however let's talk about prayer pray or if you show control in synagogue or at your house wherever you pray preferably expressed always pray in the synagogue it's a house of prayer prayers are according to Jewish law answers much better in the synagogue even if there's no minyan so what happens if you show up to pray wherever you praying and your heart is closed in prayer the main thing is your heart what's prayer you opening up your heart God right please help me save me save my family whatever you're praying for it's all about your heart if your heart is closed you're in trouble you can't pray and for a Boehner need prayer is a big part of our lives because through prayer that's what we communicate to God that's where we work on refining ourselves that's what we able to get rid of some of the demons that we have sometimes in ourselves whether it's thought the speech and action and you pray to God God God please help me but if your heart disclose who's praying pray or is by definition an expression on be hard what's gonna happen with your love of God and you all of God so here the outer addresses an important issue which is basically called a virus we're into your heart and your heart is doled that's one area where it's a big issue second area where it's a big issue is as follows we know that there are things which are totally forbidden coin tortora don't we have 365 negative precepts don't do this don't do that so obviously there's a bane Lee violate any of those no because of a new easily said thought speech and action he's one hundred percent right here's all the checks so in the 365 he doesn't do anything he's not supposed to in the 248 he does everything he spoke so now if you do everything you're supposed to and you don't do it you're not supposed to so guess what you are what are you not maybe possibly possibly but if you but again let's stay focused if you are doing everything you're supposed to and not doing anything you're not supposed to possibly not necessarily we're talking again what would I say if you're doing everything and you're not doing everything so what do we know we don't know if your topic maybe yes ma'am you know we don't know what's on in your heart what do we know you are huh what abandon eight but possibly i'll give you another two words it's called a Jewish robot that's what you are you're doing all the right things and you're not doing what you're supposed to your again it's not a bad thing but you're just a Jewish robot now what does that mean that means and it's a great but it's a great place to be don't get me wrong I'm not saying in a negative way a Jewish robot is a good thing that means you are robotically doing everything you're supposed to and not doing everything you're not supposed to believe me a lot of people would love to be Jewish robots however if you want to be passionately connected to God and have your heart pumping to God checking it on checking it off doesn't tell us anything so far yet so if you really want to be not just a Jewish robot but you want to be like a Jewish you know uh a acrobat we are flying right well you're excited and you're involved you need something more than checking things on and off what do you need to do you need to go the extra mile go the extra mile what is it cool to going to extra mile in Judaism so calling extra mile Judaism I'll say it in Hebrew and I'll translate and I'll explain college apps mobile motorola and knows what does it mean there were a holy people holy people means like this if you're doing everything you're not that doesn't mean your holy that means you're Jewish robot we said right what does it mean that your kudos your holy right we want to be holy so I'm passionate what does that mean here's a keyword Kadesh apps mobile motor low for words what does that mean you sanctify yourself you sanctify yourself and things that are permissible so in other words if you don't do things which are forbidden and you do all the things you spoke so again Jewish robot but what happens things which are neutral for example let's say you're sitting at home at seven o'clock in the evening you had a hard day of work you know whether it's yet a hard day at work or you're just finished but you know give me the kids dinner and you want to sit down and chill out a little bit and you sit down on the couch you pull out a book neutral book and you saw you want to read now for half hour anything wrong with that no it's a good thing you relax saying you're reading a book nothing wrong with that could you say you something wrong no could you take either something amazing no you just sitting out relaxing what do you do if you say you know what I'm exhausted i wanna sit on the couch and relax but you know what even though i would just love to chill out but instead i'm gonna take out a hummus or omission ER I don't know tomlin might be too complicated or two too much stress for your brain to you know to involve but let me just email maybe there's really some Jewish stories or maybe let me listen some Jewish meditate Jewish you know meditative music right so this way now I'll be sitting on the couch or at relaxing but guess what also having relationship with God and that will actually probably give you more energy heater Saturday and read a book that's called conveys oxford by metallo mean to say is you could sit the technically do nothing but you ok neutral experience and you made it into a holy experience um so for example let's say um you want to sit down and I don't know indulge obtain a nice beautiful you know the six course dinner nothing wrong with that you can kosher food you make a blessing before a blessing after etc and then you say you know what II its culture its mine I work for it I'm gonna take three of the courses and give it away to a poor person you didn't hear but if you didn't do that would you do anything wrong can someone say either the same no did you miss out on an opportunity no you didn't do it but but you took something which is neutral and you know in order to do that in order to sanctify yourselves with something which are permissible guess what could you do that if you're just a Jewish robot no because you're gonna ask one question do I have to do that and the answer is no is it a sin if I don't do that no so obviously if you're if you take in the Jewish robotic approach guess what you're going to be at neutral you're gonna be great you'll be doing the right thing exactly the wrong things etc but you're going to be living divinely-inspired like are you going to like push little extra weight so you need a little more muscle on the on the Jewish Jewish muscle charge now so College outside mátalo you could you be in a robotic robotic moon you have to be like your heart has to be little pumping you want your model more passionate hey how can I have a deeper connection with God how can I score some extra points bonus points right so when does that happen when you inspired what part of you inspired your head no your heads can tell you hey why don't do that it's mine and my time and wonder what I want and it's a intellectual calculation but what happens when you say you know what I want to go the extra mile I want to do something to leave my relationship with god I don't have to do it I'm voluntarily doing it Wow now in order to do that your harness to be on fire but what happens if your hearts on fire you just want to just tell me the things I have to do and don't I don't want to do anything more nothing less I getting give me the exact box after be in and get zero interest in going out if you used to and you actually liked it and you know if you went out you would feel great but you that's not motivated why you not motivated because what's the source of the problem the source of the problem is that your heart stole your heart stole the heart like you know stop pumping now are you alive until you get brain dead you're still alive right then we know that but the player you really like alive are you like you know you're not flying you're not flying hi welcome welcome you're not flying you want to start flying so here the altar rubber addresses this issue and you see this is a whole different issue that we dealt with toenail why does a whole different issue because until now the Yates of her I was trying to get you to do something wrong they say I'm not listening to you he was trying to get you to say something wrong I don't get valve in Gaza he wants to give you negative thoughts you don't touch it so you keep on pushing it out but where is he affecting you in garments thought speech and action now as long as he was only trying to hit you in the garments your core was solid and strong you're inspired and he only so to speak the the battleground as we're in an external bang on the ground it was he wasn't really he didn't he wasn't able to get into your core and who you really are the problem with this chapter is the problem the problem is addressing in this chapter is now the eight Sahara got in control of one of the key players one of like who you really are he got control of your heart which that's who the person is a matter of fact um the Bailey as we know who is the bane Ernie per se it knows in his core the bane Lena scores not really as godly soul see by its sadak by its adik by a righteous man individual who is the topic the topic is very simple his godly so that's who he is that's his core and in its Saavik because it's the GAVI soul it sees everything as godliness and there's nothing to get into his heart his heart is also gone these all one is everything is godliness by him that's who he is the vein Ernie as we know thought speech in action he has control over but he's always having these like spiritual pop-ups these urges coming from his from his home from his animal soul because his animal soul has not been transformed he has it under control where he has to deal day you wanted to get me excited Oh probably persons ready soon as it comes up knocks it down here the problem is that the animal soul got hold of his heart when he Danny closed his heart and now for example when he sees a poor person he's not excited and motivated to help the poor person that's a problem you lost your spunk of life so here the author ever takes on a whole different approach and it's an important approach because the war intensified and the war went now to a whole different battlefield and therefore the author says okay we need to do now first of all is and it's interesting the opportu name the enemy because if you don't name the enemy and call out who the enemy is how we gonna how we going to take over so first we have to identify who the enemy is named the enemy and say okay guess what guys we have an enemy a live enemy not for the outside within me literally within me once you name the enemy and you know who it is that's very fifty percent of even eighty percent of the problem is solved because as long as you don't know in the enemy there's no target there's no target if there's no target how you gonna get rid of it so here the author of a sense we've got to know who the enemy is once we know who the enemy is and what the enemy is double come up with a plan to load our guns and obliterate the enemy and we'll talk about what you know what the bullets are what the gun is and what the bullets are that we're loading to obliterate the enemy so the optimum says like this what is the name of the enemy the name and the enemy is as follows talk to you in Hebrew and I'll translate and will explain the name of the enemy doctor says is and you've heard the terms before Cleta and citra aqua now what does that mean cleburne Sidora it means like this we all know that this only one reality what is that Octus hm the only one real existence is God now so since the only real existence in this world is God anything that appears and here's the key word appears quote unquote underlined a few times appears to be an existence other than God and godliness you know that's called clipper it's like a shell right it's not the real thing the real things what's inside and sit rock remains the other side for a little translation the other side of God and godliness now what happens when cleta super Acura start taking a stronghold what Hannah think clip into Dracula define itself and has it express itself it's basically as we discuss many times the idea of the ego God and godliness is no ego or teeny bit the opposite Cleveland cetera is basically now your ego so now what happens like this you're trying to pray who's trying to pray the godly souls trying to connect the gods one of the clip ons no we need we name the enemy who attacked your heart that it became so to speak closed up or that you're not inspired to go above beyond the call of duty who basically the enemy the enemy is called Cleavon cetera what is the cleveland cetera do the other explains what are the clip what they do and they do this how do they create that your heart should be closed off and the other explains like this then the godly soul is the spiritual divine light that motivates us inspires us to do the right thing that's what the garlic cell does now the GAVI soul shines light into we're into the animal soul into your heart and it gets an inspired so the Cleveland cetera what they do is they create a wall and now if you have for example let's say outside the Sun well it's dark now but it was during day and the Sun was shining and let's say there was no windows on this wall when any Sun come into the wall into this room know why I was it now if you have let's say we have two beautiful big windows and the sun is shining guess what happens the Sun comes in we have light so let's say for example it's during the day and we want to use just the OL natural sunlight so we open up make sure the windows aren't blocked the sun is out there guess what we have beautiful light and we enjoyed the light we can see we can benefit from the light where is if it's midday whatever time during their ham 10 22 while the sun is shining and you in this room and you want to study and the light is on all the sudden someone comes along and blocks the windows blocks the windows what happens can you see anything in here no there's no there's no light is on you have two windows but now the windows is blocked ah so now what do we need to do do we need to get another son or make this something bigger no that's not the problem what's name what the problem is we know the Sun is out we know this room could receive the Sun because we've had it every single day we have windows for receive it the problem now some lock the windows who is that when lame it khlifa and citra block the windows so what do you need to do so the outer brings down from the zones is very simple and it gives an example if you're trying to make up to a bonfire try to make a bonfire and you have this huge trunk of a tree huge that you've never seen before and you put in the middle the bottom fighting and try to light it is it going to light no so what's the button so what you can do one or two things you can bring more gas and more fire you know what's gonna happen not going to work so the Tsar says I mean stop rain it's not salt it's not you know rocket science or it's not the major revolution but the grooves or says it's common sense take the big piece of wood get your electric saw right your chainsaw get your axes chop that thing up into pieces and you know what happens now now you have teeny splinters now I take the same fire that you're trying although also what happens boom you got a fire so knows if you have some blocking do I get this big thing don't try bring more light more gas break up the this mass and then I'll be easier to light it same thing also if you have something blocking the window bringing more Sun ain't going to help you you need to you need to unblock it so down the other deals with how do we unblock the clipper and citric aura which is basically blocking from the godly light to inspire you into your heart so the altar lays down a few different routes and it goes like this first of all you have to lay down the rules and identify as we said before name the enemy cleburne see to our car and ask yourself who are you who are you again if you're at Sonic there's no discussion you're a godly soul it's never gets blocked why because there's no animal soul there it's dead it's conquered either it would never existed or was obliterated so there's no there's no conflict in the animals in the bay known in the Russia there's no there's always true either his life is his animal soul he's not looking to change the bane needs the one that's struggling and now he comes oh my gosh my heart is shut down oh really your heart shut down you know what your heart is cut down Cleveland sekera but here's the question who are you who is the bane Ernie are you the godly soul are you the animal soul who is the main is the bane Lee the godly sold the animal soul both is always a good answer it's like God it's both God right it's God it's always that's always that's always a homerun answer but who are you the godly saw the animal saw the godly so you see the godly soul you say both I have another pregnant I didn't have another opinion animal soul there you go it's a great Jewish group we have three different opinions and now the leading into the rabbi to get into trouble by picking one side or the other right ok so here we go here we go and you're all right that's a Jewish man it's a rabbi answer you're all right you're all right what does that mean what does that mean as follows and pay attention the truth is I'm going to say the truth of the truth because it's truth but then there's the real then is the truth of the truth which means like the truth that cannot be changed the truth of the truth is that everything is magali saw everything is the godly soul because godliness we said is the only existence so the truth of the truth is that the Boehner knee and the Russia as well what is their life force short God and godliness so if you say garden godliness that's always the right answer all right now but in reality reality not the truth of the truth but the reality on the ground who is running the bein in these life very good the animal saw this way you're right right so you're right you're right and she's right and he's right and everyone's right okay but who is running who is running the Bain and his life the animal soul he's constantly trying to take over luckily the Bailey made this resolution in his head I know you want to take over but guess what you can drive me crazy drive me crazy up until there's a border action we ain't listening to you speech we ain't listening to you and thought so in the real world in the garment world doesn't play out but who is the animal song the animal so unfortunately is that's who the Bailey is the bane of me is the animal soul so the optimist says you have to look yourself in the mirror and say to yourself look at you look at yourself right look who i am i am basically what's running my life what's running my life was trying to run my life in an active ways my animal soul and as you say that to yourself and heroes oh my gosh you know even though I want to be godly person even though thank God and behavior and in speech and thought but the truth is I'm not really a godly person because my animal souls can't slee trying to get the better of me if I was really if I was really through and through like the tonic which is through and through it means in the truth of the truth and in the driver that's driving his daily life was godliness he doesn't have any urges for anything to do anything wrong with do anything inappropriate the bane Lee unfortunately does but he stops it short of thought speech and action but if anything in the internal this of his of his life in this essence this conflict there's war there's more constantly so you have to sew the outer says in order to stop the goal is now to stop the animal soul from blocking which we have a big problem he just shut down in your heart he went overboard he crossed the line she gotta say to him hey hello you me my life oh my gosh look what's running my life my animal soul and you can actually go through many things that unfortunate you sir you fell in in the trap of the animal song you actually listened to at times where we're human we make mistakes so not only is that your life force but actually a time to took over and the author lists many different examples of sins that most people go through in their life I'm not going to do a public confession of here with the album saying but everyone knows in their life different things that you know we fell into whether it's small things big things etc why we fall into it because that's really our driver in our life so the other one says partner moans when you realize that's who you really are you're gonna start feeling bad are you going to say oh my gosh what am i doing this that's point number one point of the driver says that's one approach to write the first approach is to look yourself the rest say hey listen you know I know our essence is God and godliness but the reality is you have an active driver that's not godliness so you got to basically accept the fact that you're not this perfect human being that you aving and spit and and speaking and thinking that you are not to say that to change it but if you start feeling bad you're going to not go ahead and block the window from everybody when you try to get the light inside if you don't address it guess what if you're not going to dress him he's going to stand there and block the Sun from coming in not gonna lie it's a little bit to do this for your heart to start flowing again the second approach is you don't have to go ahead and put yourself down because that's the dangerous thing to do which you know it's only unique to this chapter only because the war got so intense I am a godly person say to yourself I want to do with God wants etc but this behavior what you're doing right now of not allowing me to express myself in my heart and to pray appropriately and to by doing Mitzvah with passion or to sanctify myself with things are permissible that's an appropriate and the author uses I'm actually some specific names I told tell your animal soul you're bad you're wicked you're mean you're you know and so on and so forth through all these terms that everyone can use their own language right that's the only honey he isn't if you try to knock out the animal soul but do it obviously in a holy way all right what happens now what happens now you start knocking out the animal soul but now as you knock out the animal so what happens the light can start coming in why does the light coming in and here doctor explains and it's important to know this because when you go to war do you want to be successful you want you might lose anybody goes to war anyone goes out to try to count for something you believe that you're gonna be successful you believe you gonna lose you believe you're gonna win otherwise you're not going to enforce or not the first step is you have to know you're going to win you have to know that you're going to be successful if you don't believe you can be successful you don't you know it's going to be you're not going to be successful so the optimist says guess what no one thing for shorten the other it teaches us the DNA of the godly soul and the animal song and it's extremely important to know this therefore you know that when you're going to battle the animal soul or the clip-on sit rocker that's blocking you from being inspired you will win and the officer as follows because the reality is what's real like we discussed before I didn't mean regular real but what's the real truth the truth of the truth what's really the only thing that's real God and godliness garland gone is gone that's real now so since the only thing that's really really real is God and godliness is the animal soul real know why not why not because it because what been edging God out could you have two real things could you have to real things you have one real thing or give me a simple example honest makes an original painting one original painting only one in the world someone goes ahead and makes copies you know and today with you scanning the computer to be perfect how many real artists drawings of the scene is there there's one there's only one real one you can have multiple copies are they real yes or no they're real to the sense wait depicts the scene but it's not the real one originally same thing also the godly soul is real that's real the animal soul is that really real no because it's an act it's an act the whole animal soul dance the whole clipper and citra huh that's not real it's a dance and a show and an act to get you to test you actually to veer off to see am I going to fight back inside oh no you're not going to block the view I need the sunlight I need my heart to work so I can pray to God I need my heart works i can go above and beyond the call of duty I need my heart works I can be living a passionate life so in other words the clip art center opera is not really real what's really really real is your godly soul so since we know it's really really real as the godly soul the clip on sit Rocco is not really will the animal souls not really really real so what happens when I confront the Cleveland sit rocker and I say hey go away does it really have a backbone to fight back no because it's not real you're exposing it that it's not real you don't pay you you're going against God and you yourself know that the only real existence of God because God created you so you yourself know it so since you know it so since once a person knows that the real truth is guarding godliness and the animal soul is full story it's a good story and at last that long as you don't knock it out and that long is it you know it keeps on telling the story at people believe it but if once you say hey listen you we all know the truth you don't happen to the animals all goes away it goes away so notice the algorithm says guess what will you be successful absolutely because you're dealing in the guardian is he dealing with the truth and the truth will always pass all tests that the full sir is not going to pass all tests because it's false by definition is false and the outer it gives an example from a story in the Torah what was the story in the Torah we all know that when they God decided to give us a gift the Land of Israel so the Jewish people sent Spotland going to a whole detailed story to be it's a very very important story of Jewish history but I just want to give you four for the parables and i'll give you the heart of the story the jewish people send spies to check out land land of israel and they go to the Land of Israel they Scout it out and they come back with a terrible report and one of the things they say quote from the Bible the Torah and they say that the people living there the Canaanites at that time and they say key kazakh who me Mendel now there's a little translation but in is a tamil explains it but the the the the what what really what they're saying is they're not saying that consequent that the that the Canaanites are stronger than us but actually they're saying he caused a cool new menu that the Canaanites are stronger than God think about this despise chemical report that's what the Canaanites are stronger than god that means think about this if we go try to go into line of Israel now obviously we're humans but we have God with us and we know that the reason what we're successful any words could cross with us but if I tell you I would never say it but if the spy say guess what you have people living there that are stronger than god guys don't go God's gonna lose now we're going to lose God's gonna lose he caused a GUI man who that's stronger than god based on that no one's going they start crying right they start crying the Torah says Moshe reading turn comes to Jewish people and such screaming then what do you guys off you all God took you out of Egypt God gives all these miracles for you I mean is stronger than god god is the real strength and guess what what he said who said no motion when cousin screams of the people he said spice new spies no no no no no no no let's take this story way it is stop bringing other stories they come back with the report that the people they are stronger than God look at the Torah motor in terms of evil says watch with you guys and he gives them like a real speech nobody's stronger than guy right know what's going on what are you saying God knows all these were all the peoples has been great guess what we're ready to go ready to go so so the author asks of a question one second two minutes ago or five minutes garnett whatever was right it's a short while before in their mind oh my gosh so the people that's stronger than god right and we're not going virtually gives him a speech and all of a sudden they're going they went from they went from from non believers non-believers right I'm not gonna calm atheist you went from non believers also into believers I made some major it's a this is like a big step you went from a4a mindset that what the people are stronger than god those they lack faith motor any gives them a speech all of a sudden they got faith I mean is it's faith so flimsy that you can switch it on and off so quickly I mean faith is strong stuff do they have faith that they don't have faith with one speech or Moses they they had faith and the author explains this is exactly this what happened very simple the Jewish people in their core have faith in God that's not even a question it's that if you cut the Jewish person's you know God forbid skin what's going to come out is not blood right we say it's going about faith in God faith in God is part of us that's who we are that's who we are the Jewish people have faith then what happened and the answer is very simple the Optima says it wasn't that they gave up their faith because they gave it up how they get it back so quickly what happened was clip aw sitara the eight Sahara put a big wall up and they weren't able to feel God and godliness and when I was when you the wall goes up right when you're in this black spot in this dark space and you're not connected to your source right because the Clipper blocked it off oh my gosh we're not you have to go most romantic came and scream at them who would you screaming at the people no he was screaming to the energy the negative energy Cleveland said rocker to use modern terminology in simple English clip etcetera aqua eight Sahara is basically called negative energy and he starts screaming at the negative energy what are you doing you're a bunch of negative energy you know that the real energy is God go away and most Romania what he did was he didn't screen at the people the people are great the people have faith in God he scream at the negative energy and when he gave the negative energy of speech i went to mega energy it went away what happened when it dissolves and it went away it was alright anthony r what happened now nothing new happens the faith that they always had wasn't locked i think yeah sure we're going it's almost like a weird thing right I've always like it's almost like a split personality it's not a split personality have one personality the Jews always had faith they were blocked and well-trained took off the blockage and that's what back again and that's basically the ultra precise the same thing what happens with the Benoni the bane only the truth is who is the Boehner need the truth of the truth godly soul because you have an animal soul and the animals all times you know could start the gaining traction and building up his fort up to the point where you have 10 to my leave we're the heart goes dull and you don't feel God and godliness you're not inspired you're lacking the love you lacking the or guess what it doesn't mean anything nothing changed you know what change was there's a person in and change york's your wall went up the wool of clip-on cetera the wool of negative energy got came up there all you do is say hey guess what negative energy you're not real you know what's real positive energy joy and happiness is real that's the real truth your hand said negative energy goes away or like the after we use a bit simple term a simple analogy of a year and glacier light and darkness so light is real what happens when does darkness you don't see the light so you don't need to bring in new light just get rid of the darkness the light comes automatically that's the key thing and it's so important to know this because we're having Souls and you get a fashion that inspired you think also you became this like terribly not a terrible person you know what happened this negative energy start to build a big wall and then you can't feel inspired you can't be happy cetera so the biggest enemy that we have as we said before naming the enemy clip of Citra create sahara which translate simple english negative energy you don't need to bring more positive energy you just need to say no negative energy right no negative energy zone free zone of negative energy free zone of clip of the sick raha and hates her you know what you have automatically person has faith person has joy a person has happiness a person that has enthusiasm for God love for God and to be in awe of God and ultimately when a person does that you realize that the only reason why God so to speak blocked because everything happens to the power of God block your heart from being inspired so that you should dig deeper within yourself and use the great power that you have to overcome and to get rid of all the negative energy that's blocking the light to shine in your life because as long as the line to shining you're happy life is great and life is wonderful so as you can tell this chapter is a very very important chapter because this chapter deals with when the war gets intense and God forbid the heart gets um blockaded with negative energy and its not inspired but you have to remember it's only a blockade you have to create anything new you just got to get rid of the blockade and the blockade is what clipper citra creates a negative energy get rid of the negative energy and you will thrive you will blossom just like the Jews when they got rid of the negative thoughts and the Cleveland where they had that we've got going planet Israel he didn't get also in a new faith there's real faith their natural faith came out so it's very easy we have the goods we all have a godly soul and sometimes we get blocked and the blockage will stop your heart from being inspired get rid of the blockage get rid of the negative energy and you'll automatically be your natural self which is happy and successful