Sure, I Deserve It - Rabbi Moshe Weinberger

everyone listening to the phone or watching through the stream Bruce actually the biggest cast of Mr Mrs Mandy pomeranz for sponsoring tonight Weinberger tonight station Weinberg soil Flatbush um foreign Tuesday night in the summer in the city we can hear your footsteps echoing down the streets and there's the keyboards that come together foreign has to be able to put this together with wonderful darshan them who come just Inspire others but I come to inspire myself and I appreciate the opportunity to be able to put makshava into everyday life so David is a very very successful person he goes to college he goes to University he goes to medical school becomes a specialist and unbelievable successful married rich talented all his medical resources are in demand tremendous then there's another fellow sits and learns Tyrone yeah I'm Delilah writes for him he's picked as a Russia Shiva to thousands of tummy them indeed success stories they worked hard they deserve it then there's another fellow who also went to college he also went to University he's always talented but somehow he never reached what we would call The Pinnacle of success another fellow Harvin learning worked so hard never got a stellar never got a position which he always dreamed about and we think he's not a success can those first two people honestly think that they deserve it more than someone else can they look at their friends and say we deserve it I remember a number of years ago there was a magazine that came out it was called success last very long it always had the picture on the front of some wealthy entrepreneur who somehow be became missed millions of dollars and and that is success in the secular mundane world people say we deserve it I walked in once to my manal and I said I deserve a raise that lasted for about five minutes till he explained to me why he did not deserve my raise but I thought I deserved a race but deserving by a yet is a whole different entity stating last week's power show ER you saw what's going on remember she sure it does tries to encapsulate what happened over here this 24 000 people who are living immorally with the daughters of Midian and life there's 24 000 people who are eating bowing down to the ballpark [Applause] it's Mayhem my generous standing in front and crying so all of a sudden see it comes and he says one second I only know one thing to look at the world it's all about it's all about Tyrus it's almost gonna come to me and say penguzzle you're gonna kill this one guys and we've been solo and cause me by sword and you think that's gonna solve the issues everyone's going crazy foreign that's called the bahiros a clarity a person that reaches any any modicum of success a person that in any way has outs locked it does he really believe it's because he deserved it the person cannot find episode 8 yeah in the Geisha felt everything's stolen what you did and what you accomplished and how hard you work what a danger it is that we should begin to think like that to us we need the rear Pinterest we have to see everything the light of the Republic did it I don't think you ever deserve anything I saw a new Philadelphia vart from the Siva shalom he says there's three things that a person has to have to daventation listen to these three things the first thing he says is that a person has to know I succumbed them garnished you don't deserve anything everything is a hazard from Hashem is the whole topic tonight was influenced by a story that I saw that a lady who didn't have any children came true and she says I do everything right and I try so hard why can't I have a child so you would think you would give her a broker she would comfort her and he says to her through a banished slalom owes you nothing startling words you want something do something extra she didn't she was late at the children but the line that he said that Hashem owes you nothing I remember Yeshiva I had a reply my Eisenberg his hope is inside and it was the Knight of Russia shut up but the night of Yom kippa I don't remember and he took us into a dark room and he started saying over and over again we have nothing we owe nothing we don't control anything and anything we have is here today and going tomorrow we came out on this world with a purpose and that purpose is what we have to accomplish and it's not that Hashem owes us anything just because we did a Mitzvah that's what we're here for if someone breathes you want a reward if you do a mitzvah you don't you expect your reward right away we have to feel that everything Hashem gives us is a Madness and that creates in us a whole different type of life says a very interesting shot and that which we are saying and he points out something which is really really interesting we bought the carbon pesach and the kurdishbach who proclaimed we are no longer the Servants of parallel we are the Servants of the rabbin good we didn't have any mixes we didn't have anything to do so what does it mean we're Servants of the Republic the servants to do what the answer is a servant is not someone who does just what the master told him the servant everything he does is calculated in the service of the master so you're eating you're drinking you're sleeping you're talking is all for one purpose how could I serve Hashem is Barak like this this is what it means to be a servant of Hashem So when you say in Spanish okay Sam give me wisdom if you say McCool it's Philip and you know that Hashem took you out of a Triumph to be a servant so when you're asking for knowledge you're not asking for a personal purpose you're asking for knowledge to serve Hashem you're asking for health to serve asham the good landed Fila travels through everything you do in everyday life and and that's because you understand that everything is aggressive if you've ever spoken to we've ever met anybody that went through a real serious illness real serious illness and I could have spoken granted them life their perspective becomes different they realize that they're existing because of the Hassan of Hashem now I'm fond of saying this over you'll forgive me if I say it one more time but I was always so amazed by this part from the kind's brother the gemara says that rabba Baraboo is very very poor very poor Eliana used to talk to him so he obviously was a special person and all you have enough he asked him a question one of the difficult portions of the talmud and he said I'm too poor I don't have the strength to learn that part Celio says okay come with me he takes him into grenade and he says there's treason take the leaves off the trees put them in your jacket in your coat and the leaves we can imagine how much would you pay for a leafing and eight a lot of money as he's walking out with his satchel a basketball comes out and says everybody knows if you get your portion of them right that you're taking it away so so he quickly shakes out his coat the gamara continues however his coat had a great smell he sold his coat for a huge amount of money and he gave his money to his sons-in-law hint to anybody who's in the crowd who's in that partial what was the king and the foot of the table and that dude took away from this guy named everyone knows that so what was Elio thinking when he told him to take the leaves secondly I'll tell you something if there's trees and his leaves there's probably fruit also can you imagine what a peach from that Aiden would taste like a Schumacher pair from Gallatin so why do you tell me take the leaves why not take a fruit so the guardian's brother says like this and the fruit is the Mitzvah you don't get that in this world what's a leaf state that Plaza can tell him Allah a leaf should not become withered what's the leaf his everyday life his everyday life that he lives that's the leaf it protects the fruit so we all thought like this amidstv in this world you can't get this guy but if I live like a Jew if I live like a hit everyday life that's how I can have in this world on that the Bosco came out and said no that is so great you can't have that scar in this world because everything in this world is from Durban Islam and has to be in the service of the rabbi Nashua just as an aside his name was Gibson notice and I said this over and he said okay the fruit is the Mitzvah the leaves everyday life what's the smell he got to sell the smell so what is the smell thank you very much he says you know what the smell is me this me this could be get the sky in this world for being a mensch me dice that's in this one so everything we have from Hashem is a fellow very wealthy fellow and people would come to Michelle from day and night and his Mansion was on the first floor and his office is on the second floor and every Michela would come in and say so where's the fellow I get the money from so they tried to put up a sign shouldn't have to ask the boss so you walked into the house and it said the boss then there was a staircase that said the boss and then there was another sign that said the boss and you went into the boss and the boss gave them money sent follows the sign the boss the boss invite the divorce and he comes in and the Mitchell forget beautiful Tomahawk I'm generous says what can I do for you they said you're a big Hudson imagine Michelle coming in I was told was only one boss in the world and that's true why are you calling yourself the boss everything Hashem gave you was given to you that you should help other people Nothing is really yours so first of all I wanted to call the security Guardian security guard they said no you know what someone finally tells me the truth how much do you want then he gave him ten times the amount causing the security guard you're changing all the signs instead of the boss I want you to put up the manager the manager no more boys he's manager great and he had a greater was working by him that means a non-jewish lady and she was stealing it's on the cameras Calder in show to the proof fighter she had a husband was encouraging her to do this heard about this is going to get the guy puts the gun in his pocket motorcycle down to the house passed the security guard where's the boss as a sign manager and he runs into the man he says where's the boss man she goes yeah she runs up to the next floor meantime they got the guy and everything's okay that's the difference between being a boss and a manager everything is a Madness the second thing you know when you start diving is Hashem can do anything there's nothing he can't do and the third thing you have to know is only Hashem can do it and no one else into Market when the receiver Shalom I'm not sure which one that we have now arrived at the understanding of the first three brothers and this changed my diving the first one is everything is a gift from Hashem so when I stand in front of the reminders to say I deserve this I did this zombie courses you can't think of any others that make you not deserving somebody told me today something terrific I love to a friend of mine said here's what I'm talking about tonight what do you say about this topic he says to me one thing I was thinking something else foreign the most immoral country of its time and maybe forever we don't know and at this way way separated from his parents from you this guy and his child with his great Messiah and he runs outside you owe me one no 12 years in prison 12 years the end he stuck at midstream years later 210 years later the union are coming out of me Triumph and they come to the arms of they come to the arms of and the arm doesn't want to split raw young be honest they saw darn of Joseph he was young us and now the Amazon is too what was the scar for Yosef 210 years later 600 000 plus The Fosters were saved with the yam splitting everybody's with my scar at 12 years in prison think like that that's the way to work everything's a hash pen there's no such thing as I deserve and I did what a SIM card that gives the person life people walk around complaining imagine boyas goes ahead puts his own reputation on the line because there's a local emotions and therefore he goes and he marries Russ you don't think you deserve to see the nachas of Rosa's child he dies the next day and everyone's saying aha he was wrong what comes from by us nothing less than Michelle so what do you mean you deserve you understand the ways of Hashem foreign in Compares them to the Stars every Star is a name and a number what's the difference between a name and a number what's the difference a name is individual small that's an individual a number means you're part of its zebra you can't be a number by yourself you have to have a 17 and 19 and 18 and a 20. a year who wants you to develop Who You Are but at the same time you have to realize you're a number two minus him has this myriadical look of the entire Bria and how you fit in is through a bin Islam's decision and sometimes you think will I do ABC and I deserve hashems as you deserve and everything you'll get in its right time it's right place but right now this is the way I need you to serve me it's a fellow very sick boy and he was on a lot of tubes and they wanted to disconnect what kind of quality of life is that it's not a quality of life so the doctors had a meeting one from a doctor everyone Frank everyone said let's disconnect so the from my doctor asks I want everybody to rate their quality of life on a one to ten okay so Sam Dr Sam what do you say my wife left me children six the next doctor says a five okay he says Let's go ask the boy he goes to this Jewish boy connected by tubes and he has to tell me what's your quality of life he says 10. because I wake up in the morning and I could say Ani to my Creator and that makes life a ten I have a Scrabble game at home everybody please Scrabble you ever wind up with a e i o U's and you don't know what to do but you got to play with the deck that you have knows exactly what you have to have that's that's the game nothing's coming to you everything's in my tunnel the second thing you have to know on the Avenue is Hashem can do anything and when we come to the point that we understand what Fila is I want to tell you the message and I'll do the magazine shot in the mattress Jakob saw Ace of coming from far away tallain of lamarine he picks his eyes up to shemaim and he said yes like what difference does it make where is coming from second of all it sounds like he had a choice what else should he have done and third of all of Jacob's talking it shouldn't say is the one that's talking he says man your powerful fellas they're ready to destroy the home Australian they could have won his voice of coming in the future he saw Ace of down in the generations and he said what's going to be over there they can't rely on their physical strength talaine of Lamar rhyme so he decided that now also the victory can't be bad and he said the Cry Of The Christ wrote Christ for the generations that's the Cry of course a priest understands what to feel is and what Phila can do there's a fellow whose name is unreal a real surround we know he was prime minister and one day stroke seven years he was a vegetable seven years and they asked the doctor was there ever anybody who recovered from this and they said yeah there's one you knew shalayim it was the same situation and he recovered so Sharon's children went to meet this fellow and they go into this little house in your shalim and they knock on the door and the fellow is a little bit of a limp and they said which doctor did you go to who did this for you and he says well I did you can't do what I have you can't have so why not feeling will keep Shabbos he says you don't understand I had a hundred children and great-grandchildren they were diving the whole time you don't have that turbines I don't know if I deserved it or not because we don't deserve anything we're not any better than the next person as a husband he gave us one way out to be long if we understand everything's telling you about we can persevere and the third thing which is everybody knows who can do it tell you another mice I think it's Netflix and he has something that we do struggle with but I am a good fellow and I do mix with some ice and play them and why do I have to suffer and that's because we have a very narrow vision of the world and we can see Islam Habbo they said that to him was like you open the door and he was there and we don't get to when we see the scar on the other hand if we understood what we were investing I'll tell you something interesting my mother went to a hasna a number of years ago many years ago a hundred and twenty dollars a couple then would be like a thousand dollars a couple today and the people were eating by the smorgasbord like you never saw and one lady eight eight and eight and then she had to regurgitate and she did and then she went back and she was eating again and my mother turned around and said Mrs fumberstein that's a good name Mrs fumberstein what are you doing and he said she said he doesn't have another daughter to marry for three years we have to copyright that's fantastic so sometimes we think we don't deserve we don't realize what we're really doing Italian it's a fellow and Haifa 80 90 years old he was still working driving a broken down truck I want to tell you the mice of this fellow this fellow's name was donut and donut when he came to Eric Israel the ministry of absorption gave him shares in a bus company shares in a bus company there wasn't called Egghead yet it was a different name different different name so he had what was it called one of these names could you you say much better than I would say it yeah something like that sound good Israel and then they merged with another company and the profits would have been great he could have lived but he realized they were driving on Shabbos and he didn't know was he allowed to take profits from his shares in the company she went as rough as Ralph said I came past can you go to the khazanesh he went to lay back which was a long trip in those days half a day trip from high for the maybrock and the cosney is just so sick they said you could just see him after me he walks into the Khazana is in bed and he tells the khaznish what's going on you cannot take money from the company he goes to the company he rips up his shares and the rest of his life he drove he he sold laundry detergent from house to house until he got an old jalopy to keep his laundry detergent and then when that wasn't no gay anymore because there were stores so then he decided to become a janitor one day he's walking a very rich second of Haifa and he meets a friend who used to have shares in this company and he says then look what you did look how you're still working and we are mansions and cars and pools and everything nice and he smiles and walks away is all happy he says why are you happy he says I met this person and this is what he told me and he doesn't know that tonight my son is making a sea in my shots because he knows about that and I'm gonna be sitting in front with all the you dialing rush you see this does he deserve it I don't know if he deserves it I know he deserves it but there's no such thing Hashem doesn't have a husband and Hashem doesn't know what's going on David was misspello we want to go to war we want to win ass we want to sing Shira and Hashem you fight for us and says I want to go to sleep and you Hashem take care so at first glance who's the biggest mindman Christian says and go to sleep and you know when frisky is the biggest mime zagging them before she know it's just the opposite sometimes a person does something and he really thinks that he did it so David M Alex says we could fight and I know it's you good Isaac says no no no if we fight we're gonna think it's us and therefore we're going to sing Shira and we'll know it's you Malik says he says the only way that clients can know it's you and they have nothing to do with it is if they go to sleep and you make victory for them there has to be such a clock right that it's not us in the beginning and he says like this there's a left side to manaira and there's a right side to manaira but they all have to face to the center what does that signify what is the right side of the mirror what is the left side and what does it mean I'm open ammonite she says the right side of the miniva represents those yet who sit and learn Tyro all day and have like this Hashem that's the right side the left side of manira is though they do business they make out but there's one trick everybody has to be facing Elmo plane you could learn Tyra and you're facing the wrong direction you think it's you you think you're great because you're learning and therefore you're not facingra the Malibus can be making upon USA and he also thinks it's him the Quince that everybody has to know [Applause] we have to always see that it's replenishalot who's doing the avoida and not us and we come to that then it's miksham then it's one bar of gold it's one claw Israel one clientele with that chef in my Camp I go to camp in the summer and his t-shirts different t-shirts my grandmother bought me this um you know Miami Florida the best T-shirt just visiting just visiting it's a t-shirt that puts our whole life to suspense in perspective we're just visiting and we're just visiting we know we're totally in the Bible it's a lady got sick and her children came over to her and said Mommy why you why you and she said I don't understand when I got married with a crush of the Ventura I didn't ask why me when I had children that learned Tyra I didn't ask why me but now when I'm sick and I'm going to ask why me I'm gonna try to figure out through a blind Islam's husband can't be such a thing and that's the way we have to live one of the challenges that we have is called Ian's film it's very I find davening in a way harder than learning in learning there's a sequence zakasha there's a terrorist there's a riot there's a thought process and governing its life and the person supposed to be my iron is a davening and understand what he's saying yet there's a gemara that says that somebody who's an iron in his feeler says terrible things about him so Tyson's answer Kasha what does Ian's feeling mean and I says Ian's feel the understanding of trila spending time until that's a devotive but if after you Daven you tell her why didn't you listen to light's feet look that's at the end feel if that's not good as much as we Daven as much as we cry there must be better doesn't even see the Wrath and sometimes when a person hits that low point I don't know if anybody here Robert cron once said a great line he says everybody has something that you don't know about everybody's going through some type of Sorrow but that sorrow might be your tactless in life to overcome that concern was very very wealthy and the time shine on him unbelievable every year pesach used to get new dishes so he would send one of his servants to go be table the dishes and one year he dropped some dishes he didn't tell his boss he was scared the thought of high coin the next you want to be titled the dishes the dishes from the year before came back with such a such as you know now I'll tell you the truth I dropped some dishes the dishes came back everybody goes very upset after that recycling started losing and losing and losing hispanosa and he got sick and they said the only thing that could cure him he just take a pot with seven chickens boil it down to one teaspoon and the power of that chicken soup is gonna make him healthy and they did it they borrowed money and they bought the chickens and they cooked it and as the soup was being given them a fly came a phone I'm hiding them so they asked him about the contradictory reactions and he said sometimes a person gets to such a level of Tafe that that level of tithe means he can't get any better he's got to go down and it was like a warning for Michelle and sometimes a person is rock bottom and he says now everybody I know things are going to get better but if a person has that the tongue that he knows that he's being tested the camera that says Two Gun of them one died and once again the second one died and the Gahanna guy sees that guy he's taking him upstairs she goes to Garden Academy says how much did he pay you I also like first class accommodations lately if you if your economy on the airplane is very very hard so you would also like an upgrade she says it's not money she said what happened it says when you died you were put on the side of the road no one wanted to bury you and for three days you stood there and when your friend saw this he did chew them she said fine I'll do two she's on one second don't you know the only someone who prepares Arab Shoppers gets to eat on shamas and don't you know that only someone who prepares on dry land and then he goes on the ocean has what to eat and don't you know that if you're going to a desert only repairing the city have weak in the desert ah he rubbed it in one muscle a second muscle a third muscle what was he telling you it's time like this we don't know what album happens different people have different some people understands foreign beyond anything you could imagine some people say listen good um is great too but I'm not as good as and some people you tell them you know there's gonna be dafuyami Shir every day for 10 hours straight and then is your xiaomi and the fellow says you know they left me it doesn't matter what you must think about the map is that's where the ick is going to be that's eternity so what were you thinking if you thought was Shabbos you should prepare and if you thought yeah this is yam they're both parts of the universe you should have prepared and even if you thought of him is a midboard you should have prepared the greatest preparation a person can have is to have Islam Haba in this world and oil in this world means as male dog what does that mean that means a person in this world is able to Fathom and live a life of yahish he's in galaden in this world it's a different world and that person in Mayla is a majority commissioner mishna says like this it's five things don't get out of humble Mahala you don't care if culture makes him English your friend ship you you don't treat the tire properly you say false shot these five things why not there's one thing in the world which is so subtle and that's called kadusha you try to tell a guy this day is cut she doesn't feel what something sacred to him it's just like okay it was used for a big purpose or but to actually feel the Muslim her mouth that's something that he did so there's five things that a person has to know that a Kurdish in this world one is famous standard for the base matrition or not creditors these are things and if a person is mahal that he doesn't have a music of kadusha the next thing is time yantiff yantef is a caducea he's thinking once in the deity we say we start with time of talks about Shabbos liquid Shabbos talks about Shabbos all of a sudden we talk about your slime make the smell of him the whole is not me off inside and then we remember it Shabbos what happened the answer is we're so beaten from a week and on Shabbos comes we get the appetite of caducea we want conditions and welcome to we want to do shoved the place the feeling of conducive the appetite of as well and once a year so for personal advisors he doesn't understand he doesn't understand what a seldom of the year it is how could you revise a hit how can you vomit somebody with such an assamment Ino the cash that we have when I call this if he's missing the essence of caducea he cannot get oil in my book angels but when a person is able to feel conducion in this world there's nothing in this world that doesn't come directly from the Bay Area Island it's a different life a davening is different with Tyler ain't of lamarin so an ace of his bum and rock like we're prepared Tyrion circumstance garnished we have everything we have everything we're supposed to have and that is a great thing and a Kurdish bear who gave us all the tools once came to the stapler complaining that he doesn't have a head for learning doesn't have a head so status I want to tell you something is learning when the Stipe was learning Japanese says sha I want to hear this boy who's munching and learning I want to hear what he could do with his talents his lack thereof and that's what your bison wants to hear devices will help him made days of summer days of introspection he didn't want it stamped to be a time for for vality and other things wants us to stag in the summer too man Hashem give us the kayak that we should be thankful to him every day we say Maiden for five things just for being alive for having producers in the summer Nissan for the whole world and we do this 15 times a day five times three and that thankfulness gives us a different life and because yeah okay thank you that was good [Music] same here you can see the tire must have busting life to give a big extra cash over Weinberger for the very inspiring they're very Cyrus one thing you do deserve is to get shiratara from the hush of the speakers calling at 718-85-1865 want to sponsor or share and help us continue bringing these shim to the tibur or email ISD shivanet.com for this great source like your biggest requires to Mr Mrs Mandy Palmers for sponsoring tonight's coverage of Weinberger but anybody says [Music] last year New York foreign thank you [Music] foreign