Start Fresh - Begin A New Chapter - Rabbi Dovid Goldwasser

[Music] uh um like to welcome everyone to tonight's share well the men here in the main show the woman has to smash him everyone joining into the phone or watching my boy tonight we have the cover tab with us once again of david goldwater rav speak on the topic of start fresh begin a new chapter sunny we'd like to give big to mr laser stimulus from wise paint for sponsoring tonight's share we would like to have the great school star durability sponsor ishir igen shiratara worldwide shiurim call 718-851-8651 or email tape center at yeshivanet.com for this great source it's my cover to call in with david goldwasser for tonight's joshua what a great simcha it is especially during this month that we gather together in order to be mekazek each other under the auspices of ireganshire torah through all of the organizations in the entire world i know of no organization that reaches the level of ergan shure torah what rabbi bald does for the entire world is unbelievable in an erlecha adel away that is so quiet and so modest you have to look very closely in order to be able to find them and rabbi deutsch as well year after year they do their work with messier snappish it's a he's iris for claudius royal everybody should get behind them and support them torah says in the gemara that all the things that a person needs kapara for sometimes even a corbin won't help but what will help haksaka satyra to support torah how beautiful it is that this evening we gather together under their auspices today as somebody called me from out of town so they said we see that you're going to be this evening with ergon shari torah i said yes that's true so the guy tells me that must be a huge organization do they have a big building somewhere i said i'm sure somewhere they have a big building i'm not sure right here in the in brooklyn it was an amazing thing because of the perception of all that ergan shurey tara does in the world michael hoyo today we have a very interesting and important topic the topic of course is hishachus the topic is how do you begin anew how do you start fresh all of us every single person in the entire world after this past takufa of the mageifa it is a new time for all of us it's a time then we all start fresh and an interesting thing is that today happens to be the yard site of argoin hatsadik rabshlom of kalin and an interesting thing is that there was a man that came in to me that unfortunately had thoughts of available about azara not stam but it began to take him over feelings of idol from a yid how is it possible that a from a yid begins to think about it and it's taking him over it's overwhelming ken davan can't learn can't do as a video can't sit in the shabbos tish and look at everybody when he's got feelings of availa so he doesn't know what to do and he's upset he did try once or twice to speak to his rover about it but he didn't have the courage so he called me up and he asked me could he come in on something that is extremely confidential i said the cover gudl anything that comes into me is extremely confidential and he came in and he unburdened himself and he says i am sure that nobody has ever had thoughts of avada zara maybe something in kostrous maybe something in shabbos maybe something in what they're looking maybe a different idea maybe geneva but avoid zara no way tells me rabbit no way no way so i said to him i would like to tell you one thing first of all chuva soifer writes in the chuvas in kuf yud the cipher says that a person came into him who went and he already converted he came back and he did chuvash lama the whole works you can name it he did it he was miss vada before everybody and now he applied to be a member of a society that they had that was connected to the khabrakadisha the society voted not to admit him he came to cypher and he says rebbe give me a das toyota do they have the right to do this or not the cypher gave a scathing chuva that a person that does chuva it doesn't say a person did shubha because they spoke maybe after brachus before barak sharma before hoidou doesn't say that it doesn't say that a person only does juva that one time that they made a bracha in havdala and they didn't have their mind on the eye and they had their mind on the nair so they doesn't say that it says mom mamish a person did the kamura the worst of the worst a person was that individual can come back and hashem says i'll lift you to the highest level that's the truth of the sub suffer however in honor of the baal harilullah i would like to tell you what i said to him that gave him the greatest ayid came to the shleim of kalin and he told them unfortunately he fell to makshavasavavadazara and he cannot get them out of his head happened to be it was hanukkah time rob schleimer told him sit down right in front of me the guy was going to run in the back he said sit right here in the head table and the deus sit there as soon as he was finished kedarko bakodesh that hashem releases us from our tormentors from anything that's bothering us kalin went over to his back and he said foreign hit him on his back and at that moment he said believe me hashem yes redeems you from whatever you fell into from whatever is tormenting you in that moment that yid felt completely redeemed completely free he walked away if somebody could they could be freed they could start again reboot then certainly you and i for whatever it is that you and i need to have some type of a new start some type of chuva some type of a new look on life certainly we can have it i doubt there's anybody here in basement anybody who's watching anyone on torah anytime anyone in yeshiva world anyone in the entire world listening anybody on komavasa no matter who it is and i don't even know all the other media outlets as long as it's only torah media outlets and those will tell me and i am sure that there is nobody listening right now who is heavy in to have zara but yet even for that by ifra keno mitsureno hashem takes us out now we have to realize that of course there are reasons why a person could feel at certain times that they don't have an etsa out there sometimes an individual could feel that they are faced with something that they just can't break away how do they restart how do they reboot parnosa an individual will try again and again and again and no matter how many times they try it's a gaitnish it doesn't go a guy says you ever hear of a green thumb you ever hear of gold in the hand i got i don't want to say it but black hands no matter what i try it don't work whatever i try it turned to dirt so interesting i said well tell me what did you try rebbe i tried everything i tried jewelry i went into jewelry that fell i went after that and i tried in uh teaching and it was no good i couldn't keep order in the classroom and then i tried something else and it didn't work then i tried to be somebody's helper and the person got aggravated with me i couldn't go anywhere no matter what i tried it wasn't good so i said do you have any kayak whatsoever do you have any uh talent do you have any hush something that you do that nobody else can do he says yes there is something that i can do that many people are very interested in i said what he do he says i can draw and i can draw things that look like it's real life you could could you draw people yes could you illustrate yeah but i'm not good at it i just can do it so people are interested because generally people can't do it so i said i'll tell you the truth could you show me something he said i don't want to waste the rob's time i said waste my time believe me other people waste my time you can waste my time and he starts to draw and i said i'm this spoiled i wish i could do that if i could do that i could make money from it believe me the yid couldn't believe it he was going to eretz israel and i told him hashem benched you with a paranosa utilize it whatever you are benched with whatever you're blessed with utilize it he went to eretz israel and he became an illustrator of children's books he's paid very nicely he has a tremendous sense of accomplishment and his life changed the heiliger said the following there are two things that are kasia kriyasyamsu what are those two things everybody will tell you him there should be basiras tavis for all of claudius royal and the second thing is parnosa is kosher kriyasyamsu so he said the following it doesn't mean necessarily that it's difficult to get the off although i hope will be easy for everybody anybody that is looking anybody in the entire world no matter what the person has gone through no matter how many years they've tried it should be for them and the second is panaso so a lot of people think oh parnos was difficult to get he says something different what he says is that the nissionis in life are in these two areas shidduchim is difficult sometimes that a person gets the shidduch and then they're able to do everything that they get married and their bignessianists that come up in shalom bias in all different areas of life in married life so that's what it means nissionis in parnasso the person has a paranosa but they have a shaila what is the correct way to do it dina da am i allowed to take this which the government now has provided for me i had to shiloh today somebody called me in the morning and they said that they were given a certain amount of money are they entitled to take that money minadin so that's an isaiah the government sends you a check stimulus you got the check in your pocket you're on your way to the bank then you decide i think i'll call it a roof roof do i have the right to cash this check you already signed the back you're already counting what you're doing with it and the rule says uh eschenit no what's the guy do he's got to decide it's burning him inside ah says rebnoff tolcik that the person has the biggest nissan in these two areas of life so a person has to be extremely careful and we should know that at any given moment these things can change anything can change in life this was the feel of the purim when anything missing not this year not anything that we're doing or this year however if there's going to be a soren hashem let it be in the area of mitzvos i want to have all my money i want to have everything that i own let it be straight let it be shaolin let it not be in that area if i need to miss something so let it be one of my bitses that's okay that's what the coin goddess said so the pneumosha says how do we understand that but so he says the following the interesting idea is it's a bracha that a person shouldn't want anything in life if a person feels a kisaran i could have had more money i could have had a better car i could have had a bigger house i got a house somebody just complained to me they don't have a swimming pool and they should have had the house with the swimming pool smarmish another reason during the three weeks i could be misable that guy don't have a swimming pool i said what do you need a swimming pool you got everything else you want a swimming pool go to your neighbor what do you need you got to filter it you got to put it you got to cover it you got to watch it you got to put a fence around it this way you go and you nash from your friend no hashem help me i should never feel the khisaran the air condition isn't good enough here in boston in the helige in the yeshiva here the air conditioning is great maybe too good sometimes but it's not real ah a person feels the hison in gas mias says the pneumosha if i want to fill the kisaran i should do it in rochester i should say you know what i could have learned a little bit better i could have learned that and looked into my fashion a little bit more i could have learned piun i went to yeshiva i could have learned it i went to shoghnar i have a khabusa here tonight so he doesn't want to just learn from the mishra borough alone he wants to open the big shochonora can we learn together ah davin but i didn't put in enough of my kavanagh into the dominant i could have remembered more people when i said rafael those that need a reform i could have done better in rochester i could have been a bigger savalan i could have been quiet but now she see dying i could have been silent when somebody started up with me but i answered back on all of these things let the kisarun be in that area then it's much different so we see that a person has the power to change themselves the power to get greater the power to even change the way that we think every day a person has the power the out of navarduk said that each and every day if someone would come over to me and tell me they have a pidus about the way to be mechanic children or adults and they would tell it to me in one second i am willing to change my sheetas the out of nevada the master educator said if anybody will come over and tell me i will incorporate it i will change my methodology i will change my teaching method i will do what i need especially in today's time to educate young people tonight new children new new world we have to think of ways how to get to their mind how to capture their heart how to touch their nashumas i can't use the same thing i used 60 70 years ago i can't do it or what they use 60 70 years ago it's impossible has to be the way to reach into the hearts in the minds of the young people they want to know they want to come close it is the greatest generation that there ever was the young people today the children today are on fire the young men and the young women they're on fire do you know how many are tuned in to shurim you know how many called me up and asked me akash or shaila because of something that they saw years ago what were they watching and today barak hashem they're watching torah they're watching things that will give them inspiration in these cyrus so therefore we have to realize rebooting starting fresh is very important te kanto shabbos what do we do on shabbos by music we go the opposite way instead of aleph bass give muldalid we start tuff we go back backwards what's the reason so the mufasam say because sometimes a person has to start fresh and begin what's the old thing with muhammad khan in the beginning we're creative wait until october november that it's not the same but we come in the first day nayazakin nukidushim nui cyrus that's what a person has to realize another indian another very important indian sholem bias shalom bias a person has to know that no matter what the situation is no matter what the home situation is it can change it can change people can change you believe in people we try a different derek a lot of times a person will try the exact same thing and not know why doesn't it work i had a father that came into me that his little girl does not want to stay by the shabbos table some people are very mock bid that they say by the shabbos table all of the children okay different cheetahs and each one is good yes so i said well uh what do you do he says well i have devere torah that are prepared i said how long do you devour tyra oh not long usually like one is 15 minutes one is like 20 i began to look at the guy and i said i just would like to ask you a question how old is your daughter she's five five years old what do you want for this girl a person has to understand they're trying the same things again and again and again it needs a new mahalak a new approach a new way something that the other person isn't used to oh you said this so i'm going to say that you already know the whole back and forth you don't even have to uh you don't have to go through the argument anymore because you know what each other's going to say shayla lalocha there's a woman her husband is a rov so uh he's mahmir he has a difficulty being mata because there's a certain feeling like he's sometimes a little bit nervous there is a title for it that i'd rather not give during this year and he's mahmeer so she wants to know can i go to someone else to pass that they should pass it by shyla i'll go to a time will come i'll go to someone who is acceptable right so what happens so taisu says an interesting thing taisha says that she was kaishish that her husband was going to be mahmud himself so therefore she had a difficulty knowing it however a person that marries the talmud should know at the time of conduction that he's going to grow we'll know at the time of conducion that the accepted practice right now may get a little bit more as time goes on and that's an interesting thing there's shiloh's back and forth because some cypher says if there's a tsad to be mahmeer so perhaps when she married him she accepted that as well that he might be machmer a very interesting thing is hagon refrain kenievsky one time said over that the wife of the kazonish had a store she had a store so she wanted to know whether she could be open on hula mood or not so what happened was she was afraid she didn't want to go to the hazonish she held it was now you got to realize the repetition of the hazonish was not small potatoes either right so what happened she went to a going room high in brisker alaska she comes in brisker hurt didn't know who she is robheim said ask your husband whatever he'll say you should stick with the pella is rebhaim had no idea who she was but it was that told him that her bow would know how to pascan that child properly sometimes a person has to take what they have and try to make it the best the vilna going asks a question every lal shabbos all of us we say alcala kim says why isn't it there's a din as we go through life right comes to be before sukis before pesach you have to buy the bracelet or the watch or the new clothing you have to that's a similar that's a din you got to do it many people have called me over the years can i be i'd say with flowers you're going to come in with a daffodil no you have to bring something will make her happy it doesn't matter what it is it can be small she's thinking it you're thinking of her so what happens so an individual sometimes gets a little bit mixed up with the whole shalom bias and because of that they don't realize it that each and every day a person has to look at the marriage fresh kim says we don't change that nusa for a hundred and twenty years every el shabbas kim says how about the husband is happy his wife she makes him happy as it says in yoga she lights his light up his life up she supports him she takes him and so forth no kim so close in alcala they got to look at it every single year of their marriage not like this is an old marriage this marriage needs recharge this marriage every time they gotta look this is my caller this is my hustle my great rabbi yogi and eleno had gone yeshiva or said the following when he used to come down the stairs and i saw him in the eisner home they had a big stairwell and he used to come down and his rabbit sin would be at the bottom of the stairs rab simcha would come with a smile if you never saw it get a picture or take a look at a picture of the smile of rab simcha and then you'll understand why he was named by the heilig rebecca so he came down he smiled dr eisler wanted to learn everything from his rebbe so dr eisner said rab simha why why are you so happy rep simply says my rabbits and feigl is is is right there she makes me so happy i'm molly simcha when i see her can you imagine he sees her and he's molly simcha that's the way a person should think that's where a person should be kiruf ki roof person has to know no matter what happened no matter how far away a person is in our generation how many people have come over to me my son my daughter all the years they were so good and then all of a sudden now they're estranged from me i don't know where they live i don't know where they're at i don't know how they are and so forth and that is something that a person has to realize that no matter what we should never ever give up i have a small tv that is edited that a person should say should never be by anyone if somebody went off the dara so i have a small tv that says should be included in shmonesr and that i have already copied off i printed it up for people that are in need never ever has to show them to give up hope tomorrow i will be at the kevor of rabbenu yakov josef one of the great great sadiq who went through a life of tsar many people will gather from all over the world whoever is able to travel in in order to be by the cover and anybody that would like to come i invite you to come to join me i will gather by the bay sachaim approximately 8 40 8 45 everybody we go in together we say barabbin kapitla tilam and it's a special time i always see that somebody leaves a block a block a cement block and on it they write anusah and the nusa states just like nothing can ever destroy that rock even fire will not destroy that rock so too the heilig and the shama have a person that has wandered away that person's neshama should be strong that person's in shaman should never falter and they put it in the caver and they leave it right on the top every time i go kemat there's a new brick that is there and sometimes amole simcha because i saw the brick from the last time has been taken away an individual should know never ever to give up on anybody and in fact it is so important that we realize it no matter where a person is holding that they can come back strong that they can come back to yiddish guy never to give up hashem that's the puzzle for tonight exalted sunny he lifted me up it doesn't mean he lifted me up i was a athadic viralo it means i was a russia it means khashoggi was down in the depths i was in the boar i was in the show taktiya and hashem came and lifted me up hashem ki de means that i had to be raised up like i couldn't do it myself messiah the gemara says that what does a person have to do they have to be miss palo why because i don't have the power anymore in my own body and my own shaman to lift me up i have to ask hashem take me out hashem you lift me up so certain people are in that gathered today that they need to be pulled out they're in the abyss they have sung down low to pull them out is a very difficult thing because of a person fell to addictions when they fall to addictions they give up i'll never get out of this thing it's stronger and it is stronger they need big seat ishmael to get it out but when i ask a goyin rebje that the world stands on his shoulders the going told me concerning this with and i'll just translate it in english with a lot of patience with a lot of gedot and a lot of effort a person can go out of it and i have it big sad from the heliger of so even the worst of the worst addictions no matter what it is no matter what a person fell into they will be able to climb out as long as a person is used to persevering and asking hashem for whatever they want whatever they need auto marichon other marisha was miss paolo unfortunately what happened to him he went down what's worse than that gannadan had everything in the world the world was at his feet imagine living in canada it's unreal canadian what did he do gave him that command told him what to do what not to do and he eat some dates could it be worse could a person do worse and he corrupted man there's a whole interesting discussion between the rabbi melech and ramzeesha and everybody was included in other marishan sir melissa if we were both back there inside of other marishan why didn't you hold him back from doing that vera it's good kash i forgot exactly what the answer is but it had to go uh next year iregan shore torah bezos we're going to say it over rabbi deutsch but anyhow be that as it may was something that had to go through in life anyhow in chuba otta marieshan came out unfortunately he was expelled from ganedan and it's the worst of the worst what happened to him so very interesting thing we're told that what happened was that admiration went and there was a river and he fell into the river and unfortunately he was up to his neck in water he couldn't take it he said hashem melech rachman please you know what i did you know that i didn't want to do it you know it nakash came and unfortunately said the right words and injected that poison into the world have mercy melak rachman what did hashem do very interesting thing the melech sent down the malach the malach raziel the malach gave to him a safer he gave to him a beautiful safer and he said i want to give you he gave him the safer to hold other marishan then was told kumbha met sli bacho get up encourage your heart this safer will be a smearer for you and indeed the says in certain situations a person should take a savior and a safer will be a shamer over the individual can we imagine this that hashem yes sends down to probably one of the biggest ballet of era that we could ever imagine hashem sends down amalah in order to encourage him in order to guard him in order to take him out there was a person that was nichol person felt bad and unfortunately the yetzer works overtime we should have a healthy self-esteem if there's one thing that we have to work on avodah kaidesh i'm talking in having a healthy self-esteem in being encouraged one person tells us one thing i can tell you that's it for the day one person says the wrong thing one individual gives over and they're trying to give a schmooze or something and they say something and the person hears it they're done they're finished because self-esteem is something that in this generation it's very difficult to be able to encourage ourselves and there is a lot of negativity look in the world unfortunately the world has a on us look at the negativity look what's going on look what's considered good look what's happening in the streets mama steinberg here new york city the big apple iraqi there's carton of supplier look what's going on in the city look at the violence you know they say that the soldier when he was out on the field and he was fighting it was a it was over kedusha he could be could have a spa from the violence that he sees how about you see it they send you a clip this one it's world war three i don't know what you're looking at i don't know what we're looking at we should save ourselves hamas what does it say about violence in the world so what happens so individual doesn't realize it that we have to have a healthy self-esteem that self-esteem provides us with the wherewithal to fight the eight sahara that's what i thought as soon as my self-esteem is down okay next avera i'm ready i'm not worth it anyhow i feel bad i need to cheer myself up i somebody told me i'm not that great somebody insulted me someone had the ability to analyze me analyze who i didn't ask you to analyze me all people today what do they call that their generation i forgot where they cancel whatever they call that what is it you're supposed to analyze me analyze comes from a greek word we don't follow the greeks we follow claudius royal we follow the torah analyze is a greek word it comes from the word analysis to destroy let me analyze you let me see what you have done let me see where you came from let me tell you who you really are i will analyze you and by the time i'm done i will destroy you what do we learn says even you won't be able to do chuba because you're not supposed to i'll make it i will make sure that you're able to get to me no matter what no matter who no matter what went on so the yid went and he was niksho in bad bad things and he didn't know what to do finally one day he had a knee tooth he had a spark that went off the pinta lagi and he went to the great lake samaya and what did he do when he went there he went to the lev simcha and he asked the guerra rebbe how could i do anything how can i ever come back it is impossible for me it's impossible why because the averages that i did are connecting my eyes constantly when i opened my eyes in the morning that's what i see when i go to sleep at night that's what i see in front of me interesting who was a man of few words very few words said the following he put his hand on the person's shoulder and he said to him yaakov avinu didn't know where his son was 22 years finally he was reunited with your save nowhere do we find that yaakov avinu said what happened how did you end up in mitzrayim who gave you the position of mishlomela uh what happened to you along the way i heard that you got there why didn't you he didn't say anything why shalom we do not speak about the past we are not maksha the avar we don't care about the past the heiliger rebbe said that everything as is if it never existed in life because the moment that a person decides in their mind that they will return and sorry what is the profit what is it gain what is a person ever going to be able to benefit by talking about the past in the times when he fell ain't zakim atsashayetser this is only the etsa of the eight sahara shabola haskell the fun of tamir it is that near tummy that comes to us all the time my simmer is showing him you think you're a big sonic i remember you back then i remember him shiva i remember you a guy came over to me uh your goldbacher no i'm rose in bloom goldberg yeah you used to serve suppers in the yeshiva oh mamash i did serve suppers because i was able to save my parents i love ashland that they shouldn't have to pay for the suppers for me because whoever would serve the supper got free suppers they didn't have to pay whatever the price was yes i did i did i served the suppers and i stood with the plates avraham avinu hold on you have romavino you serve the supper son i remember back then used to serve the suppers you're the one with the tongue right you gave it [Music] what's going on what's going on [Music] does this he says don't start fresh don't start tonight's title don't start again because if you constantly think about the past then i don't have to worry about it you will never ever catch up you will never go forward and it's interesting that not only on these things but also on other types of things we have to speak about it uh in today's generation because the generation is a little bit desperate maybe it's a lot desperate and there are people that for the first time in many years will have a shiloh about their own life the worth of their own life in their own future and this is something that i haven't heard for many many years somebody sent to me a text message i don't have enough from any texting i don't have enough from anything that comes across the media in fact i don't want to say how i feel about it because i'm not a kanoi i just made a statement because the trouble in the difficulty in the words and what it is spread around is just no good for amin fine please pick up the telephone hashem hashem gave you the kayak bro i got the kayak the airsore i can hear right type everything i could you know disassociation i always wanted to tell you how i really feel about you i would never say it to you don't type on it i can tell you go and then you send that's a hr boom sen and then what happens destruction so what happens so individual sometimes doesn't know where they want to go in life an individual doesn't know what are they doing a person has to have haishik in order to go on in order to continue with life a person to do the right things the great sadiq baba sally he used to go sometimes before different things in the various tickets whatever he did so baba sally used to go to the mikvah it was back in morocco and the days weren't good the days were the streets were dangerous baba sally told the russia he wants to go to mikvah roy shakol said hey look at sadiq it's it's in the middle of the night i mean we're in morocco this is not in bane bro whatever baba sally said i could go myself no no no i'll go he goes with him baba sally then waits for him they get to the mikvah they gotta open the door he tries the key he tries a second time he tries a third time it don't go baba sally said let me try the sadiq takes the key puts it in opens it up he tells roshaco if you want to go all the doors will open if you don't want to go nothing will open anywhere and so too a person has to realize in our world to have feelings to go on in life sometimes the day looks dark sometimes a person could have feelings even about living on continuing somebody how we got into this whole discussion somebody sent to me a text message when i saw it i turned pale and i began to shake because of what the person said about their life and not wanting to go on it was very graphic about the description so it's an interesting thing in the chuvas maharashtra we find that somebody wrote the following i turned you with a broken heart i myself now am depressed from life i feel that hashem hates me and is not interested and does not care i feel like i feel like a scapegoat everything goes the opposite way the kasha it is difficult this manchester everybody else is matsuya everybody else happy only me only me unfortunately he has the desire to be to take his life and what should he do the marosh answers him back i ask you i'm just giving you the end of the chuva baltimore please lift yourself out don't pursue yourself he says you should know that every nikuda that you do whatever it is your word sits it's you say abraha you say oh man you look at apostle whatever you do is huge you keep kasha even if that's the only thing you do you keep kosher it's huge it is so great that you don't realize every mitzvah that a person does how it's viewed up in shamayim however what happens the yetzahara sonne he hates that a person should be encouraged what does he do he says as if a person has no escape no refuge they're done they're gone all of this is revealed to us you should know how good you are you should know how much you have to give into this world that there isn't nobody else in the entire world that can do the same this is an important indian for all of us to understand because i feel that people would take a look much differently at their life if they would see that there is great hope in every area it doesn't matter what the area is in rochester and shalombayas in the children going in the derek ms in every single way and everything that will happen a person has a tremendous power that they are able to go and to be strong it's an interesting thing a person has to tell themselves pick me up pick yourself up because not all the time does a person have someone to encourage them can you get up please you're great pick yourself up every year is great regardless in a yid we have no idea we have rabbenu says you don't know someone said sariki said islam and there's a question do you say that sadiq as you said islam or do you save yourself rebellion says i can't make that decision because we don't know you're unproven but inside of you could be a bigger toddler than the tsariker soldier we just don't know yet maybe the person will go on and stag do we take a look at that do we take a look at the boy that got in trouble in school and comes home what's going to be from you you see this beard you think it got this way because everything is great alive you gave me this one and this one and that one and then you tell the guy uh what are you going to be halawa you'll be ashamed of shabbos when the boy comes home you say you know what everybody did a little bit everyone got into trouble some days the biggest sadiq also got in trouble you don't read about that it's not in the books right now they edit those pages out one time they wrote that there was a guddle that wrote back the kala wrote to him when he was engaged and the goddamn wrote back to him they censored that thing out man they tore that thing out like it would be i don't know what what did the godot write right now we're learning the secret of us next month we're going to be learning that was his letter oh no no no good right believe me gedali israel the great rebellion the great rabbitsons they were all so normal they're also normal we need to know that there's greatness in every person so it's interesting that it says that an individual should always be able to pick themselves up yesterday where there is no person that's helping you getting you up you got to get yourself up we have gedalia eisner one of the great gedoli moosa the years that we saw bad the years that still have an impression on this generation look at the safer of the closeness look at this look what he went through and look what he said he quoted hashem even you'll burn me i will never give up my great love for you sort of gedalia eisner was there and they were marching the nazis were marching them in the middle of the night in the snow between one city and the next rev gedalia iceland couldn't take it his conquests were leaving him he couldn't take it anymore in kosair tell me rab gidalia eisner at that moment went down to the ground anybody went down the ground sun boom finished they shot him and he's done someone came over to him one of his friends gedalia knife run when he said it to him he shocked rip gedalia eisner he picked himself up and he started running because that guy said gedaya life rub gidaya said all the torah that he learned all the hidushin that he wrote all the things that he was able to do after the war in yeshiva all the thousands of talmidhim is all because of the one person it said get down your life two words sometimes you got to say that to another person sometimes you've got to say that to yourself if i could speak the entire night in iraq and share torah on this indian it wouldn't be enough we'd have to do a second night but as i know that this goes out in the media and that things are kept to a time i will be messiah bedovertov never should an individual give up on another person and that is the whole idea hashem kindly sunny dele sunny according to the great uh rabshimshin rafal hersh dele de lisa lift me up so the lee is a pale to get water back in the old days so a person would take a pail go into the water go low and then raise it up dilly sonny the heilig said a different thing that in the olympics that when you take the discus and you throw it so it's a heavy disc what you do is first you go down and then you throw it high i had many times a year read the letter in life i think all of us did but we should know at the time when we're down that we're going back up after tiny esther there's purim after tishbo there are good times a person should never give up many years ago i think about it the summer time when i was walking here i had the occasion to be in camp morris camp morris a camp camp morris i can't tell you unbelievable years that i was so good to be there so one thing that i'm not going to brag about but the heilig sclenar rabber said sadiq was at a bungalow colony i don't know if it's still around eminem bungalow colony the jalagas glanaraba was there so i wanted to steal away in the afternoon in order to go to see the sclana rava i had a tremendous haitian to see him and that morning a guy shows up in camp a guy who let's say was completely off completely off couple years older than me i knew him he knew me he came to visit me in camp the guy was off and unfortunately had fallen in to drugs terrible drug habit he came to see me so naturally it was the end of the seder in the morning and i started talking with him and i said to him i have to tell you i'm going right now rakham i'm going right now we used to call him brockman to this glenna rapper he's a great sonic if you want you could come with me who are you going to i said it's kalenna reber scalener revere took him a while to get the words and he said all right well i really just want to talk with you so i said well it'll take us a while to get there i'm not going to tell you how i got there but it'll take us a maven oven it'll take us a while to get there so i take him and we go together this guy looked i mean already the way he dressed it was far out far out we don't judge a person ever everybody saudis but he was far out so i went to scanareba it was a hot day blistering there was a line to get to the sklenaraba aviya that you wouldn't believe in the hot sun but i was there to see this kind of rabbit i didn't care rakhmi started to argue with me he said uh you know is this your idea of fun i never forget he said that i mean you know like i i know it's important thinking about could we do something else like a little bit cool there's a lake i saw the way up we could go in there it's okay i said rock me i gotta see him i gotta see him i'll never forget we were almost in we were almost in and a man came with a little child needed some kind of yeshua so he came in front of us when he skipped the line even though he had a good reason for it it's a by the way is the chiva can you skip it uh ellis can you skip live he said two minutes i said please wait at this time he said you wait at that moment hashem said the malek he gave out cups of water and when he gave a cup of water so a little bit of cassette goes a long long way rakhmi stayed with me oh our time to go with this glenareba i took this guy in you can imagine come in scanner rabbit didn't say a word to me started to talk with him he figured for sure that everybody speaks yiddish this guy don't speak a word not yiddish not hebrew just mama lotion english so i said this cleaner ever he doesn't understand i told him so the skinner rabbit told me that i should give over the words so i had the skills to translate with the sclenar rabbit wanted he asked him where he's from what he does where he's at he asked him all kinds of questions nothing about yiddish kite but more about him personally finally it's going to rather let out a big sigh and he said the biggest thing that hashem could grant him in this world was that he should be able to speak english to talk directly to him of all the things that the saudi could have asked hashem for he wants to speak to him english directly at that moment when rakhmi heard it i don't know what happened to him he broke down he let out a groan he broke down right in front of the river i never saw anything like it it was almost like something happened in that little room immediately after that interruption the heiliga salem roof came salem roof came we got bumped salem came to meet with the rabbit that was it gabon came in that was uh that was our uh signal i never got a chance asked to rip a word right but okay sometimes you give up we left all i can tell you is that that meeting changed this young man's life forever came to be hello he boarded a plane for arets israel to learn in yeshiva do you ever give up you ever give up on anybody sklenareben never gave up not on anyone no matter what no matter who no matter how arum hashem kindly we ask the heilig about shepherd that hashem should lift up the entire world binay israel that there should be aromas carried out torah that cloud israel should be exalted and have the greatest days in the surah as you show us and everything should be good for us and simches and bisurastova for everybody all over the world amen not giving up we expect all of them to step up and sponsor him call against your retire at 718-851-8651 or email tape center yeshiva.com worldwide cds of tonight's show we're available shortly the full schedule for the rest of the summer is available at the tables and in the lobby of the middle chinese [Music] b you