Shiur Torah #113 The Three Things That Cured My Incurable Illness (MUST WATCH)

[Music] thank you for coming new face always good to see uh we had a uh amazing trip shabbaton in New York with the uh with Torah anytime uh and kazak and also bet Gabriel hosted us and they they continue to support us in every way possible to uh publicize our Torah try to get uh am and any righteous Gentile that is looking for the truth to see the truth and what we'll learn actually in this we'll see in chapter 4 that that's exactly what Hashem says in the end of times everyone is going to have an opportunity to find the truth every single person's going to have an opportunity which means that when we get up there we get up to the BET of sh or we get in front of the mashia we're not going to have anything to say we're not going to have any excuses if somebody's still a somebody's still secular somebody's still an atheist ban somebody's still confused you're not going to have any excuses you're not going to have any excuses at all uh and uh we're going to see why aside from that it was a a lot of lectures I think we did between the ones we did uh at the house and also at the uh Sho everything maybe like 11 lectures between Friday and uh Sunday honestly I uh committed to a lot more than what I thought I can do but I trusted in Hashem and three lectures or four lectures while I was fasting was a new record for me so another proof from Hashem that uh when you're there working for him he takes control of nature because me generally one lecture during a fast is more than enough doing four was a new record so it's unbelievable the uh lecture we had on um Saturday night was uh streaming live anybody saw it uh they had B I said maybe like 5 600 people came to the lecture and uh another four 4,000 or watching live online and then I don't know how many watched it after but then we did the three lectures the next day and um the one we did uh we did two like in essence all of them were talking about the same thing but there were different parts and one I highly highly highly recommend for everyone to watch is where was God during the Holocaust uh this is the one we did on Sunday afternoon and then we have another one that says uh elections are uh coming uh how do we avoid another Holocaust so it's almost like a part one part two um and of course the Satan always has to get his so lecture number three that I had on uh Sunday night the last couple of hours before the fast didn't have any sound but if the Satan ever had to take a lecture away that's the one I would pick so you see that even the Satan has to work in accordance to hashem's laws so really really good lectures it's a the thing is though with the Holocaust and that's what we're trying to do is um to show people that everything that happened during the BET mikdash which most people can't really connect to I can tell you myself before doing chuva and even in the beginning of doing chuva when I heard from my ra listen you know during you're supposed to cry cry cry for what mdash like was what do you mean mdash was destroyed number one was destroyed second one was destroyed with the pilgrims with the had the Holocaust that started in but so many different things happen but just the BET mdash by itself you're supposed to cry about every day let alone of course you're going to have to cry about it on crying I don't know anybody that that was alive during bet mikdash going to cry about so for most people it's very very hard especially guys women have a little bit of an easier time to cry uh but in general most uh most guys you tell them to cry for like it's hard it's hard but once you actually start learning T and getting closer and closer to it's uh you start uh viewing the world in a little bit different way and you also start learning about what actually happened what actually happened during mikash and um I don't honestly I don't even I don't think it matters whether it's even somebody's Jewish or not anyone that has a heart that reads what happened during the BET mikdash has to cry it's horrible horrible horrible things but even then sometimes you tell people stories of what happened uh and it's like okay shocking it's awful you tell somebody listen there was so much murder they the go killed so many Jews that the amount of blood that there was was so high that it reached the stomach of the horses became like a lake and it went from City to City huge huge huge amount of blood a river of blood shocking still doesn't get most people to cry so the goal of the lecture was to get people not only shocked but to show them that it's much closer to us by showing that every single thing that happened during the BET mikdash happened during the Holocaust and that is something that most people can connect to either they know somebody that uh that was in the Holocaust or they know somebody that knows somebody that was it's close to us and uh the key was to actually show that Hashem already told us that it's going to happen so it's not like it was a surprise this is was already Hashem in essence giving us a prophecy giving us a promise that this is going to happen if we violate his law not it's going to happen for no reason it's going to happen if we violate his law and there's two specific that talk about it which is and which even though sometimes you have many people that have actually learned those par 50 times they don't really understand or look into the details when you actually look into the details of the curses you start comparing you're seeing that everything happened actually ended up happening and on top of it uh you see that it actually happened during the uh the Holocaust so once you start seeing that this stuff is very much real and Hashem is in essence one of the reasons one of many reasons but one of the reasons why Hashem brought the Holocaust uh or any disaster we've had in the past but just mainly the Holocaust is it's a wakeup call on one hand it's a wakeup call to get us back to Hashem uh on another and it's also a punishment for sins that we making but last but not least because hem is good and like says in the end of in the end of everything that the Holy One the merciful one does is always the best there is something good in it and the good part is is that he actually saved am is if we were going to continue The Way We Were going before the Holocaust as far as religion is concerned Judaism wouldn't be around anymore there was an extraordinary amount of assimilation in some parts of Germany was over 80% um there was a huge amount of people that were just becoming secular which was new to our nation you know being secular was not something common you know two 3 400 years ago even people that weren't exactly the biggest everybody kept they weren't weren't like you know debating should I keep Shabbat or should I go to the mall you know that wasn't a debate back then so the whole concept of being secular only started in the last couple of hundred years with a uh a foolish idea by a guy named Moshe melon that uh was a rabbi and uh he coined the phrase be a Jew at home and a person a human being outside meaning keep your Judaism at home and he's a rabbi so obviously people are going to listen to him said keep your Judaism at home and uh outside be like everybody else what does he mean by be like everybody else says listen we should take our boys out of Yeshiva and send them to secular school so they could learn the world go to university and uh instead of being and you know doing the work of hem we should have them as doctors and loyers and as you would have it as Hashem obviously shows us whose boss four out of six of his kids married go Rabbi Rabbi four of his six of his kids married go and the reform movement started with him which today 200 years later has graduated now it's not just marrying guim now they're actually also giving bar mitz to dogs perit they're ging I'm not joking they're giving B mitz to dogs there's there's rabbis that are women there's women rabbis there is no whatsoever there's no separation between the men and a women wom that's also by the conservative pretty much they've become a complete complete different religion but at the same time it's like a mockery of Judaism to the highest extent that even if a Christian person walks in there it's like come on this is a joke this is like a complete joke they made a complete mockery of Hashem and his Torah and uh and it's a it's m sad because on one end there are some people in there that are truly Wicked and deserve the punishment that they're going to get on other end there's a lot of naive people there A lot of people just don't know and they're not it's either too lazy or whatever the reason is they don't have the uh I guess the I don't know just the intuition to go look elsewhere to go look for the truth and they stay in there not knowing I actually have a few students like that that uh we started teaching them about a year and a half ago and uh they all go to a conservative Sho they're all going to the conservative Sho it's not as bad as reform uh and when I first you know started talking about Shabbat start talking about everything else this was like completely news to them they're going to Sho for 15 years 20 years they're going to Sho it's not like they're not like new Jews and they start seeing that everything that they're doing is wrong you know with in according to the Tora it's against the Tora over the last year and a half every single one of every single one a everything so that's the thing sometimes you have people that are just you know they just listen the guy calls himself a rabbi you know and the reformed Sho and conservative Sho they also use the name Rabbi they also wear kipa they also wear talit just a little more colorful but they wereit um and uh so people say oh he's a RAB so I'm going to listen to him there's actually even Christian churches that call themselves a um what is it called messianics they call themselves Messianic Jews but it's 100% Christianity and but the guy that's on stage calls himself a rabbi so people think it's Judaism people think it's Judaism so you have thousands and thousands and thousands of people fooled by these and obviously it's a big fault on these leaders but it's also the fault of the people too no one is innocent why because as we're going to learn from this par hasem specifically tells you if you look for me with all of your heart and all of your soul you'll find me he doesn't say if you just look for me like you look for keys or if you look for your cat you know you didn't find them you going to buy a new one he says if you look for me with all of your heart and all of your soul you'll find me which means has to be has to be self-sacrifice to look for hem just like if you're looking for a job because your kids are hungry you're going to look day and night if you have to if you're looking for a spouse you're going to spend every energy every dollar everything that you can to go find one if you really want one if you're if you're sick you want a cure you'll spend every single penny you have to find a cure I can tell you from my own personal experience so how come you can do all of that for those things but you can't do it to find God that's the thing that's what the M that's what the prosecutor against everyone is going is saying every day upstairs every day we go to sleep our a big part of it leaves our body and goes up there and reports all the and the sins we made every day and we sign off and we sign off we sign off yeah I made all these yeah 1500 CS today just between 9: and 10 in the morning signed signed so when you show up over there he's like wait I didn't know I didn't do it why you signed OB Monday Tuesday Wednesday you signed it's your signature right signed so now after a while when your cup gets to a point where in the beginning it's over here and it gets to a point where it's up to the top hasm has to punish hasm has to deliver a decree he has to give somebody a sickness lose losing money all types of hardship Holocaust and people say where was God what do you mean where was God he did it why did he do it because your cup was very full you filled up the whole building worth of sins so people need to know that every single thing that happens in the world always has a reason there's no such thing as suffering without sin no such thing but at the same token everything that Hashem does is for the good so how could the two seem like they're going to contradict each other how could it be good how could punishment be good the same way that if you tell someone listen you have to have a surgery and a surgery is going to hurt a lot a lot you're going to suffer from the surgery for six months it's going to be horrible horrible pain horrendous but you're going to live you can live 20 more years 30 years 50 years whatever okay what's option b die next week what do you pick picked surgery suffering for six for six months why because there's there's there's a uh that's the price that's the price so in essence when Hashem gives us punishment he's also going to do it with something that's is going to benefit us in some way so for example with the Holocaust if we after the Holocaust even though some people went off the D many many more became religious many more came back to God um and uh we also ended up getting a uh vote to start the modern state of Israel which even though the government running it was always Wicked still it's good for the Jewish people to have their own land uh it gave a lot of people hope that the Messiah is closer they gave a lot of people uh you know the freedom that they needed because we're never really going to have uh as much Freedom outside of Israel as we do inside Israel uh and for anyone that thinks that there's more freedom in America than in Israel you're delusional and the reason why is because I'm not talking about freedom of speech or uh you know right to vote type of nonsense I'm talking about Freedom like where you feel secure now most of us have lived in America most of our life and the country has been good to us there's nothing wrong with it but that's not the time we're talking about cuz Germany was the same thing Germany was also safe Germany was also a place that uh Jews prospered before uh you know before the Holocaust Spain the same thing and Egypt the same thing all of those countries were good until they were bad so what's what's the Turning Point turning point is is that when things happen when Hashem brings a decree and it's time for certain things to change and uh we could easily get kicked out whereas in Israel we're not going to get kicked out it's our home so another example is you know just the way your neighbors are going to treat you if you are in America and there's actually proof of this people have actually done you know videos and research on this and they see what happens to a guy if he just you know falls down in the street in the middle of New York or in the middle of LA and uh you know or he's uh you know acting like he's dying what happens and they showed a video this guy you know he didn't obviously wasn't dressed with a suit and uh you know a three-piece suit that's $3,000 or anything but whatever he was a it was a guy he looked like U I don't know maybe homeless or maybe whatever he was point is he was struggling begging for help and 15 hours before anybody even looked at him 15 hours I think it was maybe even 17 but 15 hours people walk over him walk next to him look and run away guys say I'm dying I'm dying please my heart nothing nothing nothing in Israel yeah yeah no there's a video on this you it's not not making this up I can't make this stuff like this up you go on the Internet it's re people did this it's pic 15 hours 15 hours maybe 17 hours even guy is struggling like he's saying I'm dying I'm dying nothing people walking over him nothing they're too busy in their own world nobody's interested in anything in Israel also obviously has a lot to do with the Jewish people because the uh Jewish people each one of them in order for them to know for sure according to the um according to the mishna according to in order for us to know for sure that we are uh from descendants of Abu we have to have three traits meaning merciful we have to be merciful you know you see somebody dying on the street see somebody even falling on the street you have to do something about it which is the same thing you go to Israel anyone falls in the street anyone even if you see somebody struggling with his groceries at least three four people help him even if they don't like the guy it's just it's a nature of a Jew it's a nature of a Jew by sh meaning shy this not all of us qualify on uh you know because uh but that also has to do with how much Torah we know someone that knows Tor usually is going to be a lot more of a ban a lot more shy than uh than someone who doesn't have Torah uh and the third one is so that's being kind and Jews in general are very very kind people and you can one of the ways that you can prove it is you look at the biggest donors in the world are Jews so not necessarily a lot of a lot of that money goes to kiru but it goes to other things things so the uh you know that if you're in America you're one of 370 million people everybody cares about their own thing there obviously there are some people that are very nice there are some people that are just into their own world in Israel same concept there's some people in their own world and some people that are very nice but in general if if someone is ever in danger or someone is ever in a hardship you have a lot of people that are going to help you and for me that was a little strange when I went to visit uh Jerusalem in Israel in general a few months ago we were there for a while and uh inov in Jerusalem no one says hello it's the strangest thing in the world like they would I would say hello to people cuz I'm used to saying hello I see somebody I say hello and you know I don't know the guy just you know hello hello nod or something and you know keep walking and a lot of people just don't respond or the ones that respond like they look at you up oh yeah hello like they're not used to it I'm like what I asked my cousin like what's wrong with these why doesn't anybody say hello no it's not uh it's nothing against you it's just that they don't know they they're not used to it in this neighborhood cuz everyone thinks that everyone is either learning or busy with something so they don't want to bother you like why what does you mean they don't want to bother you like it sounded very very weird to me the whole hello thing but in other parts of Israel if you don't say hello they take it offensively so it's just different communities have different mentalities the point is though is is that before uh PES they have this thing called um Kim say it's so it's they gather some uh they gather money and then they uh buy all bunch of stuff for for PES and they give it to all these families that they don't know for PES they give them the whole shopping for PES it's complete strangers and complete anyone that has any money is contributing and also time they go they pick up the stuff they go and they give it to people it's amazing it's like not it's not like hard to go raise the money listen we need know everybody has everybody knows this is this is what we need to do this is what we need to do everybody gets money together they go they give money nobody is going to be left with no food everybody knows you know the secular the religious everyone knows this is what you got to do and so when it comes down to uh like someone is in trouble I remember in the K one guy um was shy but eventually we found out he told my cousin that uh they shut off his electric shut off is electric and you know he owed maybe like 4,000 shekels which is a lot of money you know they make uh 2,000 shekels a month as so it's two months worth of salary 4,000 shekels is about a th000 $1,000 got kids and um right away people started giving right away people started giving giv him no don't know him they don't nothing just people just started giving yes so it's it's a different it's a different it's a different world it's a different world but uh listen either way wherever you live obviously you have to be grateful that you know the country allows you to have your freedom to have your Judaism to have your Torah um is uh we can never be ungrateful but we always need to remember where home is that's just a reality so we were asking before about what uh you know people are saying rabbis are saying and uh uh the book that's actually behind you that's a book by Rabbi Alon Nava um anyone that wants to buy it it's uh $20 all the money goes to him I just you gave me a box to give it to anyone uh to sell it to anyone that wants to uh buy it it has it's full of Prophecies of the end of times and how uh pretty much he's uh according to all these prophecies he's here pretty much the m is right around the corner and he is one of many Rabbi alav is one of many rabbis that is uh recommending for everyone to go to Israel now to do an Aliyah to Israel um and um he had the lecture I think was like a week ago two weeks ago here in Florida week ago two weeks ago so uh it was a very good lecture I heard I only I met him in a second lecture um but a lot of people a lot of people are uh trying to do Aliyah a lot of people the ones that are not able to do Aliyah are very very nervous um and uh one thing I can tell you for sure that you know I've spoken to him about it and you know he doesn't disagree uh yes if someone can do Aliah they should there's no question about it but it has nothing to do with the mashiah anytime you can do go back home go home obviously it's ideal even before the mashia uh comes anyone that can do alyah meaning that they're number one they're ready financially they're going to be able to have panasa over there the family you know the wife or the husband and the kids especially the wife and the husband cuz the kids don't really uh you know they're not they don't rule the house they shouldn't at least so the wife and the husband have slite and they're going to be okay when they go there meaning they both agree it's not just the husband is pushing the wife or the wife just pushing the husband because if it's going to create schite issues then you can't go no Rabbi in the world will tell you to go if you have If it creates schom issues and three you're going to end up being closer to Hashem as a result of it meaning you are already religious you're already keeping mitv but you feel that you're learning and your Judaism in general will improve as a result of the move if you have all three of those items all three of those bullets you have a check mark next to it you should do an Aliah tomorrow you have par you have SCH and you have Torah do alah no questions asked but if it creates schum bite issues or it creates panasa issues which ends up creating schlite issues or if you're still iffy as far as religion is concerned you're still not really sure if you're going to keep this Shabbat or not you're still not sure if you're going to start eating kosher outside of the house or not if you're going to have that type of issue and it's a you're going to go back to the old neighborhood full of uh secular people no reason for you to go to Israel why because even if the mashiah comes it's not going to help you it's not going to help you as a matter of fact it's even worse because the sins in Israel are worse than the sins in the exile it's double punishment making a sin in Israel is much worse the Torah is more significant over there your learning of Torah is more significant in Israel uh your mind and I know from experience your mind works even different if you're already into Torah your mind works different when you're in Israel uh but if you're if you're still in a sinning world if you're still pretty much in a if you're still in a situation where you're not really sure if you're going to keep this next Shabbat or not you're not sure if you're going to uh uh um if you're still not really sure whether you believe the Torah is 100% Divine or not there's no point whatsoever for you to do Aliyah because you're only going to get yourself into trouble because it's much easier to be secular over there actually a lot of people Unfortunately they do chuva in America and uh but every time they go on a trip to Israel they're they're secular they're religious in America wherever they live they go to Israel they become secular they go to the beach you know that's uh with men and women they uh hang out at the cafe all day and you know just waste their life away like uh and you asking why it's back home you're sadik what happened oh I'm home you know they feel more comfortable like once you're home it's okay which is complete nonsense as far as toi is concerned it's actually the opposite once once you're actually in Israel it's even more so stringent as far as as far as religion but obviously people need to uh realize that so that's why I say as far as Aliah is concerned it's great if you can do it but only if you have those three points only if you have you have and you have t then you do it you don't have those three things and it's going to create problems in your life then there's no point and the reason why is because once the mashiah comes it's not really going to matter where you're going to be if you're a sadik you're going to be saved if you're a rash you're not going to be saved you could live on top of the Cel on top of the Cel have somehow find a lease on top of the Cel if you're rash you're going to be the first one destroyed doesn't matter where you live like some people think no no if you live in Israel you're okay like there's actually some zionists that are like half religious half you know uh Zionist or something I don't know it's like some people that are like strange I actually spoke to one of them I had an argue with one of them in Israel and he actually believed until we showed him proof that he's completely wrong and I don't know I still don't know if I if I convinced them but he actually has this mindset that living in Israel is the number one mitvah in the entire tah like it's more important than Shabbat it's more important than Torah it's more important he honestly and he's not one one guy many of them there's a group of people a huge amount of people that believe that living in Israel is the number one mitvah which complete n sense it's complete nonsense how do we know that look at you don't have to go far away what's the Cod what's the main main part of the that we read B even though Yi is also great the B is the main one where's B where's where's what's bavi Iraq all of them were living there yes there of course there some people that were living in Israel back and forth but the main main Kaz was living in the Exile this doesn't necessarily mean that the ex Exile is better than Israel or anything like that but to say that living in Israel is the number one mitvah in the is against the T we clearly have obviously bigger MIT you know so people need to understand that what's going to happen to each and every single one of us when the mashia comes is going to only depend on our actions not where we live doesn't matter where you live if you're a sadik also doesn't matter where you live what do you think that everyone there's many around the world not everybody lives in the exil there many where you think that just because they don't uh live in Israel they're going to be destroyed who who thinks like this I heard that in the first mdash they killed the righteous people first in the Holocaust also the righteous people died but before Messiah comes it's only going to be the wicked people ah well I mean it's a uh depends the thing is though is that theat uh mentioned in it's page 54b it says thear says why did you kill the righteous people first why ree why cuz they didn't rebuke someone who does not rebuke his Nation does not rebuke his brothers and sisters is not considered a completely righteous person and as a matter of fact according to thear they actually take on the sins of those they didn't rebuke so uh which which makes them even worse often than what they were before so yes their Torah counts for something and yes their mitv count for something but in the eyes of hem it actually puts even a bigger responsibility on somebody that goes to K all day somebody goes to ISA all day even somebody who knows who no is even somebody who knows who abah and yov is is obligated to teach this Tora to somebody friend neighbor family member of some kind colleague family you know your kids you have to teach someone even if it's if you have if you live in an Island by yourself obviously teach yourself but you're obligated to teach T it's not just how do we know page 17 says a um someone who learns Tor without an intention to teach it is like someone who does not have a god what do you mean that someone have a god what so extreme all these people they don't have you know they don't teach that's why they don't not don't have a God says yes L why the point of learning Tor is not to be robots sh wanted robots you just have the malim point of learning Tor is for us to learn the midot the character traits of and to emulate them to do the same thing like him be like him meaning he's kind we learn how to be kind through his Torah he's a uh he's merciful we learned to be merciful through his Torah and so on all of the amazing traits that hasm has we use the Torah in order to emulate him so he says biggest uh you know the most popular trait that we know about hasem is that he has he only gives non-stop giving he never Gates nothing cuz hasm is perfect he doesn't need anything so he is the ultimate Giver that never receives anything in return so if you're going to learn this Torah and you're going to keep it to yourself obviously you're not learning his Torah you're learning a history book or something you're not learning his Torah or you're learning I don't know you're learning something else you're not really you're not connecting to Hashem you're like one of these robots with black and white that uh you tell them listen what's the on this one they know by heart but you tell the guy uh you know anything you ask him for even the smallest favor in the world he looks like you like he came from a different planet it like mid don't exist a lot of people learn they learn as far as like you know these uh they know a lot of things by heart but as far as human beings pitiful human beings M pitiful human beings they just like you wouldn't even want to be friends with the guy he's just like so Hashem does not want robots Hashem wants quality people so if you are going to learn tah you have to know number one reason to learn tah is not just is to fulfill hashem's will and hashem's will is for you to emulate his his behavior to emulate his uh his traits so to says the says if you're not emulating the that hem gives by teaching the secret you're not learning you're not learning a to you're learning something else so that's that's the most important thing and give CDs K yeah do CDs we almost finished with the uh the first 25,000 uh and uh almost done we need another couple of thousand uh uh more and we're going to finish with the uh with the 5ou with 25,000 Drive first and B in uh probably in the next few weeks in next couple of weeks we're going to come out with a CD number two 30 hours 30 hours CD CD number two and uh for that b we're going to do 50,000 we're going to try to come out with 50,000 so any anyone that wants to be part of this become a partner in this giant MIT uh please uh you know it's it's it's a big needs T and people are doing CH because of these things I'm telling you people emailing texting phone calls non-stop asking for uh more and more T they love it they see they listen to the CD they start doing chuva I get messages uh just today guy asked me a question about um s and uh I I never I I saw him making a few comments on my uh videos in the past but nothing I don't know anything just one of thousands and thousands of people and uh today he tells me goes oh by the way just want to let you know you're the only reason you're the reason why I became religious me what I do I just did made a few you don't know how the truth of Torah in the purest form how it affects people has nothing to do with me really you read it you do the same thing it's said unfortunately we have a limited amount of Purity in the world very very limited very limited amount of speakers are able to tell you what the Torah says 100% people are worried too much about what other people think and it's called political correctness which we've talked about many times so to finalize the first question is in regards to Aliyah yes if you can do it and you have all of those qualities 100% do it tomorrow if you can but if you if it's going to create problems in your life and you're not going to be as religious it's going to put your marriage at risk and uh you know as far as Pai is concerned you have no idea how you're going to survive the first month you don't have any savings you have no way of how to do it it could create other problems even though you could have amuna the panasa is going to come but you also have to know where your amuna stands meaning you may have the amuna but your spouse may not so it you understand you may have 100% I believe hm's going to give me a man's going to come from shim great your spouse on the other hand may not even believe that Hashem is even giving the first dollar that you have like yeah exactly job job had the ultimate level of AA he has why this is why he has one of the 24 books of the Torah it's written about Job passed the test of tests but his wife didn't have amuna enough to even pass the first day first day she didn't pass first hour she didn't pass she's like why are you still praying to this God he told her be quiet you fool a gave took may his name be blessed he didn't it's not it's not uh mine everything was his anyway he gave it to me he lend it to me and he took it back may his name be blessed thank you for giving it to me up to now what are you what are you complaining about right so that's the thing when we realize that it has it's an test on on a on a family you can't fault anybody for not having auna it's something you build over time you may develop faster than she will she may develop faster than you will point being is that this is has to be a family decision but family meaning the parents not the kids kids do not decide if you let kids decide your whole life is going to be G kids do not decide anything you tell them where to go to school you tell them what to do until if they're old enough to decide then they're old enough to live on their own you know I don't believe in giving participation to children that are still living in your house any decision whatsoever and the reason why is because until you're an adult you don't really know what you want and even when you're adult you usually don't know what you want and a kid's desires are different than a parent's desires because they're looking at something different they're look at wait I have a basketball court right next to my house that's why I want to live in America I have a uh you know I like the schoolyard no Pokemon go has a uh has poke Pikachu next to my house so I don't know what they're going to have in Israel they're going to make decisions based on Pokemon they're going to make decisions based on a girlfriend or something they're not making a decision based on like real life so you can't involve them in decisions and if you do you're ruining your own life so the couple is going to be good good now to the next question people are probably going to ask so I already answer it now he they're going to either ask later today or they're going to ask on the uh comments uh why don't I move to Israel right this if I believe so much I gives P somehow I don't you know this is my job I don't have a regular job but somehow he gives me P every month um and for the record I also tell people over and over again somehow people still don't listen to the full story like they listen to the whole lecture they tell me change their life of my personal story but the part where I told him I lost everything they don't listen to people still think I have millions I don't have anything I lost everything I live off of Miracle every single month so I live off it works signs off on a check somehow every month but so why don't I move to Israel reason because Hashem needs me here we have 6 million Jews in America and overwhelming majority of them don't even know what Shabbat is in Israel they have a lot of uh a lot of really good rabbis and for what I do there's not as much of a need when we go there we do lectures it's definitely affects people we just actually sent 4,000 CDs over there it's being given out and uh and there's there's definitely a a crowd over there that were building but there's more than enough solid rabbis over there that tell the truth with zero political correctness here on the other hand in America in my opinion there's no more than a handful it's no more than a handful that I know that are public maybe there's ones that are not public that I don't know that exist but as far as public that make videos and post them online the ones that I know about may be a handful and I'm being generous you know so when you have 6 million Jews at risk I can't allow myself to go enjoy is and uh you know and uh you know when when I know my brothers and sisters have no idea what Hashem is and we're finding ourselves in the end of times so when Hashem wants us to to go to Israel we'll go to Israel but you know the the work that I do anyway requires me to travel we have we had this big trip in uh New York now in two weeks we're going to shabbaton in Arizona and a lot more uh a lot more trips coming soon so we're really not living anywhere we're living in a suitcase uh but uh nonetheless for you have to the number one requirement you have to self-sacrifice yeah so in your personal story I maybe I missed it I don't know but there is what was the uh recovery oh how did I recover yeah yeah that's I guess I guess I didn't say that part uh cuz a lot of people ask me the same question I don't know I thought I covered it uh so yeah I guess it's good um so suffering was for seven years I only started uh doing chva after maybe like the fifth year or something like that so even after I started doing Chua I mean suffering actually got worse in the beginning uh pain got worse Financial got much much worse um and uh but ultimately the mindset that I had changed drastically because once I started doing chuva I started finding answers answers for questions I had my whole life and when you find answers it's a um you have a diagnosis it gives you hope and eventually I got to a point where I realized that all of this suffering is actually to my benefit it's 100% to my benefit the pain is to my benefit losing money is to my benefit everything is to my benefit and at one point even got to a point where I would actually say a blessing every time there was more pain uh you know and uh it's it's a uh not a not an easy not an easy thing to do but um the way the way the way that uh I overcame it is mentally wise CU before I Chua I wanted to commit suicide that was in the worst possible place you can be but um once I realize that there's a benefit to this everything changed so and the reason why I benefit really quick is because when hasem gives you some level of punishment there's a reason for it obviously as we said before there's no suffering without sin and uh when hasem when there's a sh you made a lot of sins and in essence you deserve a death penalty and hm doesn't want to kill you so what does he do takes your money it's the first thing he does how do we know money has a few names in thear it's called a um Ze and damim Ze means move because money moves from place to place and damim means blood but plural why is it called blood because people spend their entire life and use their entire body their whole life in order to chase money but the also says that uhem when somebody when they when the prosecutor goes up to Sham and the cup of sins of the person is filled up comes to him and says listen AEM your Torah is truth your signature is on it you wrote emit which means you can't change it according to the Tor you have to give this guy death penalty ban that's that's what it say he filled it up okay one one sin two sins three sins you put it on the account you put it on you know like you go to the stores in Israel you can put everything on credit put everything on credit you know raia I'll pay you at the end of the month I'll pay you in two months you know you uh buy $200 worth of groceries you only give the guy 100 and he keeps it in the book in Israel they have it they don't really have this I don't think in in America I remember as a kid that's what they had in Israel and um but eventually you have to pay the bill so now with AEM you also have to pay the bill but sometimes it gets to a point where he has to close the account early because you've you've already reached your credit limit prosecutor comes to Hashem hasem he reach his credit limit we have a margin call we have a margin call we have to doesn't have enough merits to justify the amount of sins and we have to pun you have to do something and according to what you wrote in the Torah it's death penalty now hasem knows our potential Hashem knows that he loves us and obviously he wants to give us more time so if we have the Merit whether it's because of some action that we did in our life or perhaps even someone something that our forefathers did righteous grandfather or grandmother or parents or whatever something some you know there has to be some type of Merit to justify more time even if it's just simple prayer something has to justify more time and Hashem instead of taking your uh your life uh will take your money which really means that when someone loses money especially when it's a lot of money really what they should do is bless hem to the highest level that's really what they should do that's really what they should do and uh and the reason why is because when you lose a lot of money that is Hashem telling you son I love you it was instead of your life it's instead of your life now when you lose $5 $5 could be just K just for some sin you made or even just to give you a test but you lose a lot of money something that changes your life life you should thank hem more than when you made the money more than when you made the money because M 100% again instead of your life so I tell you a story I don't know if I told anybody this on at least not on lectures but uh you know we started losing losing losing losing losing more money and um got to a point where you know we really didn't have you know we had I don't know a few hundred, left and uh which R of to Millions we had was nothing but whatever we had still okay to live and uh but what kept me going is that I um my health started getting better so that's all so actually you know before I even tell this last story I'll tell you this story tell you the health part people asking the health part so anyway so I did a few things three things that changed everything and that I anyone that wants a cure to anything cured the disease cured the hardship cured the depression and a lot of miracle you do these three things guaranteed Miracles you just have to be obviously be persistent these are the three things that I did it worked for me one I dedicated an extraordinary amount of time to learning TOA every waking hour that I have non-stop whenever I wasn't working or doing something there was no hanging out there was no nothing there was no social life there was no nothing I never really had much of a social life anyway I was always a busy guy as far as work but now I dedicated non-stop learning tah like no joking around if I if I didn't have the energy to read a book I'd listen to uh if I you know if I was able to read the books I'd read the books but M like non-stop like no like eight hours of sleep at night no I mean I was never really in eight hours of sleep at night anyway but you know when you're struggling at 2:00 3:00 in the morning uh you know is that's that's that's the kind of T I'm talking about so learning Tor excessively like as much as I can there was a lot of especially since I had to suffer through a lot of pain so learning t with pain has a little bit bigger Merit so learning tah second thing is I uh started doing kiru and when obviously this is before I was able to speak I didn't really know much uh so what did I do I started uh supporting uh rabbis you know either uh giving uh helping my Rob from Israel Rob frim put his videos on online I set up his YouTube channel and Facebook and uh sent him camera and and you know set him up to BR already a channel for a few years couple hundred videos um but we ran the channel publicized it and pretty I didn't even know how to use YouTube before that uh but I knew his sh were unbelievable and I said it it's not fair for me to be the only one that benefits out of this amazing sh we have to put this out to the world so I started doing then after that I started uh um getting CDs from R mizaki his CDs raki CDs I started giving them out and then I got the book by Rabbi zamir Cohen uh the coming Revolution which uh also has another name it's the same book uh science comes of age uh so uh I started giving those out so then we created a kiru package which I think some of you got um if you didn't I'll give it to you but uh started we made a key roof package and I sent on all over the country and sometimes even around the world sent it to India Australia all over the United States the people you know with the book and uh you know handful of CDs from raki uh and uh other little things that I would have and a nice package and uh to this day we still do it uh and you know we we'd wrap it up in like a nice present format you know it's not like here some books go read you know it looks like something precious like if you give somebody a present and that was my uh my wife's uh genius idea she's she always has the great finishing touches and uh so we started sending it to people and I publicized you know on the on Facebook started a group on Facebook called uh Torah lessons to help our lives and uh every day I would get you know look for new people to add to the group you know one here two there three there four there I wasn't really a social media guy uh I only used I think Twitter for business a little bit I tried it and Linkedin but it never really took off um and uh but then once I started doing kiru I started joining these other sites like Facebook I started creating groups and this Torah lessons to help our lives became little bit little by little bigger and bigger now we have thousands of people it's one of the biggest Torah groups in English uh and on Facebook and um people joining every single day I don't have to go go chase people anymore that's the good news and uh every every single day spent time doing k i was learning doing kiru uh so those are the first two things and the last thing and eventually obviously I started teaching and you know and uh here we are today um still do the kiru packages bash still give out the CDs as you obviously all got and there's some behind you and the books still give out Rabbi zamir Cohen's book still handle uh RAB fr's uh uh YouTube and I also continue to help ra M as well so everything we were doing continued to grow and now we obviously also do our own thing uh but the last thing the last ingredient is the one that's probably the most difficult that's the one the most difficult it sounds easy but it's probably the most difficult learning Tora difficult but you want something you have to do it kiru requires money and time money or time or money and time whichever one if you don't have time then give money if you don't have money then you have to give time you can't go up to Sham and say I don't have either one no such thing you have 24 hours in a day you have money or you have time everyone's obligated to do Kyu there's no no questions asked we talked about it in the lectures in New York you know when they uh kazal says two things are going to save you from from Days of mashia t T obviously we know it's learning and observing the Tor is overwhelming kindness now overwhelming kindness people mistranslate a little bit they think that if they give somebody a Kala every day or every week that's going to save them from mashia it's nice it's kindness you're going to get aah but it's definitely not going to save you from mashia I'm not the judge but I could definitely tell you that's you learned twice that no one that's giving Kal you know once a week to somebody is going to be saved to mashia I mean you have to realize it's it's a big deal it's having the Merit to be saved in the days of mashia is not going to be just because you gave somebody a right to the all has to be something significant what's something significant what's the biggest that there is to to give according to kazal in the bringing them back to hasem why why is it bigger than giving giving a guy a ride because you can give the guy a ride every single day for his whole life for free you can give him kala you give him food every day you could Finance the homeless Finance the homeless you have a homeless shelter you're financing the whole thing it's still not as big as saving one Jew Lama because if you're financing the homeless but it becomes a prostitution house then they only have this life you're giving him kala but he's putting pork on it he only has this life you're giving him a right to the mall but he's going to his business and he's stealing he only has this life you bring him back to Hashem he has eternity you understand so when talks about is doing K every single Jew is obligated to be involved in kiru Daily not once a year daily something five minutes a day if you have time if you don't have time then it has to be a money amount that justifies daily so if it's $10 a day $5 a day $100 a day I don't know how much money everybody has but everybody knows where they stand it can't be listen I'm going to give $1 you know own ruen said uh it's $1 CD I'm going to give one CD a month the guy makes a million dollars a month you think you're going to give one CD a month that's going to sa from Mash good luck you understand so it has to be serious arrange you R it doesn't always require money could be for free go if you're already on Facebook copy a lecture that's moving paste it on Facebook click post that's it you're finished free somebody did you because they watched the lecture who's better than you so it doesn't always require money but point is that it requires something so K everyone's obligated to do T everybody's obligated to do last piece of the puzzle saying thank you thank you to Hashem all the time all the time all the time not just all the time for good and for bad bad things happen you say thank you hm very bre it's Tor I read all can it's Tor it's actually what it says in to says you're supposed to thank AEM as much for the bad as you do for the good as much for the bad as you do for the good meaning that the Bad and the good are the same to you so you have to what I started you know I do still now but what was the main thing that I started to do is actually start thanking hem everything now it's very hard to thank hem for something you think is bad so if you have pain so for example my my level of pain was you know eight or nine and I want to jump off of a roof because of the pain or I got to one of these points where I had to give myself a surgery you know which is a disaster of its own and there's blood everywhere and there's pain nonstop and I can't move and you know I'm suffering and suffering and pain it's kind of hard to say thank you right cuz if you're viewing it as a negative thing it's hard to say thank you but once you realize that he's doing you a favor with this because in reality you deserve much worse in reality you're getting off easy in reality you deserve five times worse than a for what you did and I'm not saying I was I wasn't according to human beings I wasn't I was a nice guy I wasn't like a wicked guy that like stole money and killed people on the side you know or anything like that was a ni that was the definition of a nice guy maybe I was a little you know uh serious when it came to work I wanted people to work I wanted people to I pushed people to the limits you know and tell people if they're not you know if they came to my office and they wanted to work for me at the very least they had to bring in at least $400,000 worth of revenues if not I told them they're wasting their life that's why I'd say to them if you come to my I come to my office you come to my house you're going to work for me you have to get to you have to be on the way to making $400,000 a year if not you should go become a teacher it's worth it it's not worth it to work in that business to make $100,000 a year or $150,000 a year it's a complete waste of time it's too much pressure too much stress too much liability who needs that garbage go be a teacher you have vacation two months a year or something like that $60,000 you live a regular life there's nothing wrong with being a teacher but if you're going to already go to work and an opportunity to make millions of dollars okay of course you can't get the million dollars right away but you have to already think in your mind that the minimum requirement for me to even be in this business is for me to make that kind of money make $400 $500,000 a year so I was very very serious with my guys and I didn't like when people wasted time but I was also very generous um but again in business if you want to succeed you have to shoot for the moon if you if you're going to say listen everybody's okay everybody's sadik well you only made $6 today okay don't worry maybe tomorrow that's not my personality I go for everything or nothing which is the reason why I also when I left the business world I left it completely I couldn't do both I'm either everything or nothing I know that if I go back into the business world you may not see me next week just that's just my nature so when it came to business it was a very very serious guy I did not have any small talk ever you know people talk about the Mets and the Giants and uh I know some girl they went out with last month or last week or how much Derek Jeter makes or who's running for president like these I would find these conversations uh I would detest them I would you know especially when people talk about other people's money I find that to be the lowest form of conversation there is when somebody talks about somebody else's money I think that person is maybe maybe one degree higher or low lower as far as IQ than a mouse there's absolutely no benefit whatsoever to talk about other people's money it's the lowest form of conversation I would hate it and uh because for what what's the Naina what are you doing with this okay he has money he doesn't have money what what's the point where is it going okay Derek G to make $80 million last week great is he paying my bills no so why would I care and people love especially on Wall Street they love talking about people's money so I was a very very serious guy which is really not much has changed but when it came down to people needing me or better yet needing my money or needing my time I think everyone can say that was a fair guy people would come it didn't matter what their problem was I would just ask him how much I'd write him a check and it wasn't because I had a lot of money because I know a lot of rich people that you're asking for $5 they don't want to give you oh just my nature I never really cared for money I liked making it more than I liked having it so I gave a lot of money away bought Tora donated to synagogues gave plenty of money to family friends if I got all the loans back that I gave to people i' Be A Millionaire already again I still have a ton of money out there I'm never getting it back unless hasem wants me to get it back but point is that was very very generous when it came to that I would do uh I was a nice guy when it came to things like that I was uh I was the guy that was always the crutch people didn't have something they come to me whether they were or they were it didn't make a difference to me and I also made friends with uh you know usually the most normal people most of my friends were UPS drivers and janitors and regular people I didn't really befriend rich people I had obviously clients that were rich but as far as friends usually regular people um so nice guy 100% at least that's what I think and what people say I mean I don't know one of my employees called her son uh name after me so I think that says something but according to Hashem I was a r that's a reality according to Hashem according to hm's definition of what nice is I was not nice at all I was I was ungrateful Hashem gave me life hasem gave me eyes ears mouth brain blood cells success anything and everything you could possibly imagine and I wouldn't even keep his Shabbat I eat uh Pizza in a nonosa place okay it wasn't pepperoni pizza but still if it has cheese from a now let to eat it why cuz has meat in it also I go to places I'm not supposed to go to I gamble do all these things and I'm only telling you this thing not to say about me because you're not allowed to say about yourself but because it's for the purpose of helping cuz everyone thinks they're nice and I'm telling you anyone that knows me from the past and not many people going to tell you that I wasn't a nice guy maybe there's a few people don't like me but that has more to do with jealousy than it has to do with uh me being a bad guy um point being is nice is not defined by your actions as far as a what your friends think nice is defined by hm's definition you do the will of hem you're the nicest guy in the world you don't do the will of hem there's no way you could be nice there's no way you could be good because you don't know what's good your good is subjective you know that Hitler thought he was good W think Hitler woke up every day he said I can't wait to be a bad guy thought he was doing the world of favor he was doing the world of favor he wrote in his book MC that the reason why he feels obligated not that he just wants to he obligated to kill the Jews to kill the Jews it's a bad thing no he says no no no it's a Mitzvah why because they went against God he wrote this in his book like seven times eight times so we hated to not really people right he hated non-religious people he didn't care for the religious either but the non-religious even more so said as a nation he believe you know he believes that we went against God wasn't exactly wrong about it he's still a psychopath but the point I'm trying to tell you here is that everyone thinks they're nice nice is not defined by you so when I started doing chuva I started realizing what nice means and I realized that I'm not being very nice to my Creator I'm not being very nice to my father upstairs I'm not being very nice or grateful for everything he's giv me and I realized that this is not nice this is not good so obviously I started learning okay what's the consequences aside from obviously This Disaster that I'm dealing with already and I started realizing that based on what the consequences are supposed to be in accordance to his T and what I'm getting I'm in ganeden with the suffering 24 hours a day G suffering pain 24 hours a day surgeries losing money friends becoming enemies becoming an embarrassment disaster Regulators lawsuits my whole world went atomic bomb after atomic bomb gun Eden gun Eden next to what I really deserved mercy of mercies so when you start looking at life in that perspective which is just that's that's really that's really it's really what it is you realize how good Hashem really is you realize what AEM Whata says everything that Hashem does everything that the merciful one does is always for the best you realize that Hashem is doing you 100% favor with this pain so what are you going to say no thank you no no give me the Gom instead give me cfaa instead what are you going to say say thank you so we start saying thank you say like get a yeah that was by actually uh no but if you say it is that like thinking the but if you really mean it there a difference saying something and meaning it a two different things so uh yes yeah have a seat right no so of course yes so yes of course it didn't start where day one I was already uh a uh uh the the key is that you have to develop a uh you know and it takes time so initially you say with like 10% meaning 90% hope over time if you you start working on it you learn his Torah you learn everything you start okay becomes 80% hope and 20% meaning little by little you go up you go up the ladder and eventually you can get up to 50 60 70% meaning and 30% hope point is uh you have to work on it it's like any muscle you know you have a muscle in your body you want to grow it you have to go to the gym you have to rip that muscle your you have to rip it up also and the key is that you know every day you start looking at things from hashem's perspective don't look at it just from your perspective no I'm a nice guy why is hm doing this to me that's being selfish got to look at it from his perspective okay let me see is Tora says I have to keep Shabbat I don't keep Shabbat problem one to says eat kosher H eat kosher sometimes problem number two you start looking at all the laws you have 613 Commandments you have another seven from the rabbis you're not really responsible for 620 anyway you're responsible for maybe a third of them so let's say you got 200 just for number sake you look at 200 you got 16 that you're doing and 184 that you're not doing why do you expect anything good from him but that's only once you realize right but the point is that let's say you know 200 let's say you know 200 one point when you realize that anything you comes from hasem being like 100% right this is the St this is where the stage we're talking about right now point is that if you if you actually do it a check you check yourself you're at a stage where you say okay let me see where my is with let me see why am I getting the suffering I'm getting right now let me check myself okay let me see my own let's you have to test yourself you have to check yourself you have to give yourself a report card so you do you look at the uh where you're at you look at where hasem expects you to be at or at least that's what he is telling you here it's not it's not like a a big mystery he okay 200 mitv I'm doing 12 thank youm for keeping me alive you should say I'm living on borrowed time right but if you're doing obviously get up the L okay okay okay I'm only doing 50 but it's the only 50 that I really know how to do then you have yourself a situation that's good or it's 50 and I'm working to it 60 I'm working to it 70 you're actually showing genuine initiative that you're getting better I know my Shabbat is not 100% I have still have a a few problems I know Hashem that my kosher is still not this I know that I'm still not perfect but I'm trying Hashem pays you for it as if you're already doing it's all about effort not necessarily just execution but genuine effort you can't say listen I'm trying to keep Shabbat by driving to sh that's not effort that's being fake that's being a hypocrite you understand so if you have 100% effort according to says that's what you get paid for hasm pays you for effort if someone has the ability to study 20 hours a day and he only studies a half hour even though a half hour is good for somebody else somebody that's a b chat just started keeping Shabbat two weeks ago he studies a half hour a day it's a huge deal in sham they parties in shamim wow look my son is studying a half hour a day my son finally remembers who I am half hour a day committed you know what amazing things happen in sh for this little guy that's studying a half hour a day just two weeks ago he didn't even know what Shem was now he's studying a half hour a day but another guy's already religious 5 years 10 years and he's stud he's studying uh half hour a day wasting his time all day look waste of life I gave this guy the brain of Samuel and he's acting like he's asav half hour a day you understand so all about where you stand you have to check yourself once you check yourself and you really be honest with yourself you'll find that Hashem is being much much more kind and generous and fair with you than you deserve all the time once you get to that point it's much easier to say Thank you so if a person is righteous then he shouldn't get any suffering you should like have a smooth life no there still there's still there's still an issue of it's also mosu actually in this week's par he asks AEM you know that why is there such a thing of uh sadik sadik that has a bad life or a bad situation and a righteous person that uh has a uh you know I'm sorry a right person has a tough life and a wicked person that has a uh what seems like a great life so there's a couple of me there's a couple of things about it first and foremost in this week's Paras we have a part of the answer which is AEM is saying here that here we go in chapter uh chapter 5 chapter 5 uh verse uh 9 and also again in chapter 7 also verse 9 and 10 same answer but just the last one is a little more elaborate it says and actually verse 10 so is telling you that uh I show kindness for thousands of generations to those who love me and observe my Commandments but before that he says that he uh visits the sin of fathers upon children to the third and fourth generation for his enemies so point being is that Hashem is giving us the definition of who his lovers and who's his enemies lovers he says here specifically it's in the verse lovers observe my commandments so anyone that want to Define thems as a nice guy they also have to meet this definition to be a nice guy you have to be a of your creator you can't not be a love of your creator why because that would make you ungrateful person you cannot be an ungrateful person and a nice guy at the same time right agreed okay so now it says that those who love me observe my Commandments those that are my enemies don't observe my Commandments simple it says it twice in this week's par now he says that the ones that I uh um observe my Commandments I uh show them kindness for thousands of generations meaning Eternal reward never ends Generations obviously you don't live for Generations you live you know for thousands of generations you live for one generation two generations you don't live for thousands of generations so obviously this is talking about eternity which means that when someone when a sadik has a difficult time here this is not really the this is not really the reward place this life is not necessarily the place you're supposed to get your reward is specifically telling you your reward is going to be for thousands of generations so if you have to pay for the few sins that you're making cuz everyone makes a sin there's no such thing as a righteous person without a sin except four people in history everyone makes a sin you have to pay for that sin so Hashem is actually showing you kindness by making you pay for this sin here why because it's better to suffer an entire life 70 years of the suffering that job got for 70 years not for one year not for seven years for seven years then one hour and G that's what the says seven years of the suffering the job got 70 years of that instead of one hour in G says okay you made a few sins in your life you uh borrowed money and you uh you did all different types of sins you you didn't pay on time on purpose you uh cheated this guy on something else you uh cursed out someone else you were angry a few times whatever you did a few things here and there so either I give you suffering in this life I give you suffering in the next life but since you're doing full chuva I see you're serious is definitely ahead so I rather you go straight to Ala with no suffering in between so I got to give you a few years of suffering here to pay the bill you pay a bill okay you suffer for a year two years 3 years 5 years whatever you suffer here but when you get to me get to Hashem you got Eternal good and more good and more good and more good and more good and more good so that's and the rash the one that doesn't the one that's hashem's enemy he says the opposite he says the opposite what he says the worst possible thing you can get it say say Hashem is talking heays his enemies which we now know who the enemies are he pays his enemies in their lifetime cash to their face in their lifetime to make him perish he shall not delay for his enemy in his lifetime he shall repay him which means to his face like cash to his face throwing money in his face means to destroy him pay him cash to his face what does it mean it says the guy that's that's not keeping my MIT I'm G to pay him whatever few mitv sure he did some type of mitv in his life gave donation to somebody he uh I don't know he did a one time he uh whatever he did did maybe a few times in his life but he's a I still have to pay him for that for those few so I'm going to pay him all of the reward for those mitv in this life why because once he gets to me he doesn't have any good he only has the G he only has Eternal suffering so I want I want to make sure that I pay him to destroy him because once he gets to me I don't want to see him he goes to a different place he doesn't leave page 17 says there are certain Sinners there are certain types of Sinners Like Heretics and meim people that do things to anger a few different types of uh of Sinners that their suffering will never end meaning the Gom will never end even after the Messiah comes he'll close the first six chambers of Gom the seventh chamber he won't touch stays on fire Forever Until the Z says until eventually there's nothing left except the part that hasem has and hasm takes that back and that's it cuz hm has a piece of him in each one of us it's what he gave in so that's the part that he takes back so but the point being is there is such thing as Eternal suffering it's not it's not a joke says in says in also and a few other places which by the way you and I have to start uh getting serious about got got got to get serious about it it's kind of scary to be hon it's really it's really uh so um so he's saying clearly here the guy that's driving a Ferrari on shabat the guy that just won the lotto the guy that's uh I don't know just took his company public and uh made a half a billion dollars the guy is driving a new car every other day and he's on Shabbat and he's a violator of everything he's he's considered a hater of hem an enemy of hem you shouldn't be jealous of him you should actually feel sorry for him cuz hasm gave up on him Hashem says listen I have to start paying you for everything good you did the few things you did good I have to start paying you now because I don't want to see you when you get up to me get you should feel bad for him you should you should feel bad for them somebody like that you do like 20 years before they die you see them make a lot of money you know it's not there's no I don't think there's a rule of thumb sometimes the wicked person sometimes yes sometimes no point being is that some specifically says okay so it's actually in the T itself it's there's a literal verse in the Tor that gives you the answer but then there's another answer then there's another part you know how they say the 70 faces to the Torah doesn't mean that 70 things that contradict each other it's that 70 things that could complete the whole puzzle where you get more and more answers that support each other and the kazal says this is where we learn this question is where we learn about gulim about reincarnation if there was no verse from this verse and also from that from that particular question from that particular question so if this was the only life that we were living then things would seem a little odd but since we know and is not only scientific evidence but of course there's Torah evidence that re Carnation is very much a key part of Judaism then we know that there's a lot more to each one of our stories than than we have like for example there's no such thing as a baby you know my baby girl is a baby to me she's 14 months old bem but in reality she was here before I was here before you were here before we're all here before so why do we come back because we didn't finish our te we didn't complete our mission we this is like our last chance yeah but the point being is that we've been here before many times not once not twice which is the reason why if you go to a certain type of uh hypnotist professional one and I don't necessarily recommend it for everyone or anyone really because it's kind of dangerous but there is there is a certain type of hypnosis called regression and regression can take you back in time and they use this this is serious serious stuff they uh the scientific evidence that it's real it's not it's not a joke they take people to uh and they uh hypnotize them and they ask them to go back in time and they tell the guy okay where you know you're going back in time to I don't know 1900 you go back 100 years and the guy can start speaking to in a different language start speaking in French and he's americ he doesn't speak French a different gender or he could talk as a different gender he's a woman all of a sudden or he starts telling you where he's at he's like oh I'm surrounded by tanks tanks the guy lives in Manhattan what tanks and he okay go back another 300 years like oh I see Napoleon or something so you see like people have knowledge that's in them where when they come back from the hyp hypnosis they don't have they don't know the language they don't know the any information about it so there's scientific evidence that we've all been here before there's actually a great movie by Rabbi ysep mizaki uh called life after death anybody that wants it I give you a CD uh it's on DVD you can watch it's 3 hours of pure genius uh talks about proofs of life after death or life before life but the point being is that what does it have to do with our question is that since we came here that means that we still have an account an unpaid balance with Hashem from before we made some sins before maybe in the previous life we stole some money previous life we beat somebody up previous life we killed somebody previous life who knows what we did hasem is going to make sure you obviously you have to pay the bill so if somebody stole money they're going to find themselves in this life working for this guy like a slave and it doesn't even make sense why I work for him I'm much better than him I'm smarter than him I'm this than him I'm this but your whole life you're working for this guy like a slave why CU in reality in sham is saying you're paying him back the money you stole from last life this is why it's very very dangerous to gamble it's very very dangerous to borrow money and intentionally not give it back because once you gamble and you win or once you a uh um borrow money and don't return it on purpose it's considered 100% stealing gazel and for gel you cannot go into heaven even if you're completely righteous and everything else no person no soul has ever entered ganeden according to kazal with blood on its hands blood of money meaning that they stole money with gazel on its hands meaning that they have to come back to this life to pay the money back and that's why if hold on if somebody stole money from you or if somebody you know borrowed money from you and didn't return it on purpose or stole money from you or you lost a bet of some kind to somebody in essence if someone falls under this definition of stealing from you according to the Tor the best thing you can do is say I forgive him why because if he comes back you also have to come back so he can pay you back who wants to come back to this world you have to forgive everyone forgive everyone so that was actually one of the other things I also did at some point I uh I uh one of the things I did also at one point I started praying for anyone that uh I believed wronged me and I prayed for each one of them individually so you know you do a combination of things all of it is part of chuva um so we know that any type of suffering you have in this life there has to be a reason sometimes it's reason is from this life you get something in this life it's wrong it's not it's not good to go against theem but sometimes you'll see somebody that's very righteous from you know from birth but is still struggling could be because of their last life most likely it is because of their last life not this life so there's always a reason so that's what thear is saying is that when there is a uh a righteous person that's suffering then it's because of some sins that he made before but it's also the same thing for a wicked person that's prospering it could be that his previous life he was a b he gave a lot of money away he gave a lot of money away so or he did some big Mitzvah that or his grandfather did some big Mitzvah or something like that that Hashem is still paying the generations for example the Rothchild family till now they're rich not all of them succeeded with their Ventures but the Rothchild family is very very successful for many many generations one of the reasons the easiest reasons to explain it is because of the original wrathchild was a big sadik big sadik uh such a sadik that there's actually a story uh he was a UHA connected Torah and uh loved his Rabbi and then when you know after he got a little older he uh got married and he went into the uh business World succeeded started making a little money and uh one day he uh runs into his old Rabbi and um is is Rob says listen they uh you know we're looking uh to uh you know we're looking to raise some money for our uh organization and you know he tried helping him anyway but long story short since they uh since they got together he invited him to the house the rabbi invited him to the house and uh after I think his name was mayor Rothchild I think the original was maale a long time ago yeah few hundred years ago uh and the um after he left the house you know Rothchild left went back home went back to his life and then the daughters of the rabbi you know a day or two later say to the rabbi said ABA we have a serious problem all the money is gone what money in in the old days the uh Jewish people I don't know if it was by the G the same thing but the Jewish people would trust the rabbi with the community's money people would use the rabbi as the bank they would go to the rabbi cuz the rabbi is a trustworthy person sadik so you know not everybody can afford to have a safe in their house and not everyone you know they don't have the HSBC and TD Bank open seven days a week back then understand so people would need a place to put it so they put it they would give it to the rabbi so uh the daughters of of the Rabbi says ABA the uh money is gone all the money is gone entire Town's Mone money is gone and it's definitely that guy that came here the other day cuz he's the only one that was here in the last few days Rabbi says oh my this is sadik my my student I know he's all rightous guy can't no way he say AB nobody else was here who else could it be we're here we think we stole it no okay you have to go get it so the rabbi goes to ma goes to his house and he sees his house fancy house first time he's ever been in this house he's like listen I'm uh very upset to be here but um I don't know but how did he even say this but uh he tells him the story and he says that they say that you did it cuz nobody else has been in my house other than you in the last week and mayor Rothchild says yes it was it was me just give me a a few days I'll get you the money the rabbi is shocked this guy was sadik his student I can't believe that he stole from me but at least he say he's going to give it back okay so he waits a few days within a few days he gives him all the money back ton of money ask him exactly how much money it's a ton of money few months few months pass few months pass and um they find out that uh the real Thief was not Mary Rothchild was actually his cleaning lady and how did they find it because they started her husband was a drunk and uh you know he went and uh what's it called started drinking spending money but then he you know a uh started telling the story of how his wife is so smart she took this money from this guy and they uh people overheard that's it they most of the money was still left so they caught the guy they took the money so now the rabbi is like wait a I don't understand why did he say that he stole the money so he goes to his house again and he sees now his house is completely empty nothing nothing except him and his wife and a couple kids there nothing there all the furniture is gone looks horrible he like why here's your money why why did you do this he says I saw you when you came to me I saw you were so sad because the money was gone that I said to myself I rather take on this tun of of people thinking that I'm a thief than you being sad for one minute and I told my wife we're going to sell everything we have we have to make sure my R have has everything so nobody thinks that he did anything wrong that's why I gave it to you goes but you didn't have to do that you could have just told me you didn't do it I would have believed you goes no no I couldn't handle you being sad for the he gave him a blessing and the rav gave him a blessing I forget the R's the rabbi's name but they gave him a blessing may you succeed and all you do and so on and so forth and they say that this blessing worked a thousandfold and he became the richest man in the world if he was around right now he could pretty much buy probably half uh Forbes 500 list combined that rich like it would be trillions of dollars in today's money uh probably even more than all of them combined but point is that sometimes we have sometimes we have the merits of our forefathers sometimes it's because of our uh our previous life so when you see sometimes a rash someone that's wicked um that is a uh in a very very good financial position sometimes it's because of a few things he did in his own life but sometimes it could actually be because of something he did in his past life and Hashem still has to pay him for it you know so there's no such thing as a uh you know something without a purpose everything always has to have some type of purpose some type of cause there's no uh such thing as anything otherwise um so now that we're done with the introduction uh let's go over a few things in the par that I think would uh would add to the points unless you guys have other questions one more go ahead it says that on sins of that you made like yeah even if you let's say 10 years down line you could still suffer for those sins okay cuz the only way you could heal it is by suffering in this world some some sins yeah some things you can do chuva for some things you can't do chuva like for example the uh you have to suffer for you have to suffer for um you know desecrating hm's name you have to suffer for and biggest part of suffering is death um is part of the but that's assuming you did complete if you die with on your hands without doing it's the worst part of G seventh level of G so people have to be very very careful people have to be very very careful with same thing with Shabbat somebody if you did Chua on your Shabbat uh then it could ultimately if you end up getting to a point where you are celebrating the Shabbat on Shabbat and it's it becomes the greatest day in the world every week your uh your Shabbat sins could uh easily become a uh becoming shog gig but I'll give me a tissue me favor um but even more than that excuse me but even more than that if you do kiru if you do kiru then you can actually show up with a credit on your account why because if let's say for example somebody did cha you guys are young like 25 years old something like that 20 okay so whatever you guys are young young guys so you didn't have enough time to make big sins yet uh he still so now let's say you missed out on 5 years worth of Shabbat you you didn't keep Shabbat for 5 years let's say um so but now you start keeping shabb so now you live till 120 you kept Shabbat but it's still 5 years missing still 5 years missing so I guess less than five years it's 52 shabbats a year it's a lot of Shabbat 260 Shabbat lot shabbats you go up to Sham say what do you mean I'm not going to forget about these 260 shabbats you have yourself a problem so if now you make somebody else do Chua you give him a CD for a dollar he does Chua starts keeping Shabbat every time you keep Shabbat it goes into your account so now instead of you keeping one Shabbat you're keeping two shabbats you got three people five people 10 people you may do Chua so now every Shabbat for you is 11 Shabbat so now you end up going to Sham with a credit instead of having a deficit of 250 Shabbat you go up with a credit to 50,000 shabbats and kazal says only when someone gets to the bed of sh does he actually see who he created said what do you mean who he created Created it's a human being hasm only creates goes no somebody that makes somebody else do Chua is considered as if he created him so somebody comes from Shai comes to Sham and say oh these are the 150,000 sikim you created he goes I don't even know 100 people what 150,000 Sim he goes no you gave $500 a month for CDs those CDs worked you arranged a Sher every month the shers worked people showed up to the sh you had 50 people come up to every sh did shers for 10 years every month every month every month one Sher two shers every month the shers work people did chuva okay but okay one guy did chuva here one guy did chuva here goes yeah but that one guy the guy goes home he has a wife his wife also does cha now they're going to have kids they have four kids the kids are now now you have six people but the kids are going to have kids the kids it's a good dividends they might do K themselves the kids but the kids now going to have kids of their own they're going to start do it ends up becoming the greatest investment in history this is why I tell people anyone doesn't do chuva is M like crazy crazy the says this is not like they celebrate a holiday for him every year everybody knows they don't know who is says someone knows the value of helping somebody do chuva he'd leave everything in the world and start running in the street like a crazy person looking for somebody to help them do Chua they know they reward for one guy doing Chua so now you go up to sh and say yeah I don't know I gave her $10 for CDs here and there I arrang a lecture here and there I did a little bit 5 minutes a day like Rabon said five minutes a day I did five minutes a day goes yeah okay five minutes a day times 80 years it's a lot of time look at the result this family that family that family that family that me you show up with 150,000 peopleim who's better than you at that point you understand so that's why I say to people it's so cheap so cheap to do kiru today that not doing it is not only crazy but can actually go against you in a very very big way very dangerous way Lama and this is how I finished off two of the lectures this weekend we had 11 lectures and was powerful powerful stuff was really some strong strong information that uh anyone that doesn't wake up after those lectures I don't know where they're going to be I can't help them they're uh they're they probably don't have they have no pulse strong lectures hard hard information shake you know tough even for me to say it I almost started crying talk about Shah talk about the Holocaust people dying eating all types of I don't even want to remember it it's uh hard stuff but anyway I told this people said listen I have a few I have a few that are helping me with K everybody knows V sadik that post all these things there's there's Emanuel in Bulgaria sadik there's a few people uh Sim is helping us we have also this other guy Daniel is helping us the team keeps growing with Benjamin sadik and France he uh he's helping us build the website team continues to grow there's also um people that are helping with the book helping with the videos all types of things um the amazing tadika that made the the new clip that we have for the CDs the minute and a half clip for the CDs the blue one tadika did that she's actually in the process of converting now the other tadika that's also helping with the book uh another one just amazing a lot of people helping free and just amazing people but here's the thing some of these people are converts some of them are Jews some of them are in the process of con conversion and um but one particular one or two that particular ones that are actually in the process of converting V and Emanuel these are the two that I talked about all the time in the yeah yeah they're amazing if the mashia could be a convert it would be one of them at least so now vies is surrounded by idol worship literally there's a wall there's a wall wall 500 ft away from that wall there's idol worship people cows and all types of idol worship that there is he's surrounded by it he's now working on taking all these Financial tests just so he can get out of there and get a job in the US not because he wants to really get the job he wants he's obviously going to work to make a living but why so you can get to you can convert cuz you can't convert over there all of this he's doing he's studying for all these like seven tests or something like that things that take people years he's trying to do it all in one year is a genius works really really hard I don't know if he ever sleeps to be honest with you um but all he he's doing this while working nonstop and helping doing kiru 24 hours a day all the videos you guys see in the groups every few hours there's another posts you know on Facebook on WhatsApp on uh I so many different the sites the website constantly you see vies everywhere and something you don't see him he's always everything has something to do with him he touches everything unbelievable his text I start to come here yeah oh see there you go from his text he started to come here but so now no a lot of people have found out about that I even exist because of ves's work then you have Emanuel and he's doing all of this for what for nothing for free he's doing this for hem 100% for hasem and it's not just for me he's doing it for he's also doing it for we have th tens of thousands of people being reached every single day because of 's work then you have Emmanuel hold on then you have Emanuel Emanuel sadik surrounded by idol worship also there's zero Judaism around him he has to travel far away to get the Judaism and he quit his job because he wanted to get a job so he could actually keep Shabbat on top of that since he was born not Jewish he uh has to have a he has to have a circumcision so last week he had a circumcision now as I said in the lectures this weekend listen if you're 8 days old and you have a circumcision it's not exactly a big deal you don't remember it but when you're in your 20s and you have a circumcision it's pretty big deal you're also going to you remember that one you're 100 years old you're going to remember the one you had so something that I've said the story at least five times in the last few days because I'm still shocked and Amazed by it the day he has a circumcision day has I see him on on the Internet Posting my videos doing K and I asked him what are you doing I what you didn't do the surgery he goes no no I did the surgery just finished a few hours ago I'm like so want you rest aren't you in pain he goes no it's painful but I have to you know I have to post these videos and I ask him why you rest he goes how are the Jewish people going to get Torah if I'm sleeping that's messing with neish that's self-sacrifice so when we arrive at sham and I ask you what did you've done for me did you do any kiru if you save any of my children you say I didn't have time I was busy God I wasn't sure it was this oh so how come they're going to bring you VES and emanu one is studying for seven eight tests at the same time the other guy is running a business and they're doing more Cube than I think anybody in the world these twoim and they're not even obligated you are obligated do you understand what I'm saying here so not doing kiru it's it's it's a problem it's a problem so this is one of the main things we have to understand is that on one hand doing it this is one of the main ways that and you know I know for a fact one day I started waking up with less pain and less pain and less pain and less pain and eventually got to a point where the infections would come you know instead of every month or in some cases even every few weeks it start coming every 3 four months and then you know as I continue to study T continue to do kiru continue to thank AEM eventually got to a point where it was less often it was every 3 four months and then it was every 6 months and then it was just random and even when it was random it was like superficial infection that it wasn't wasn't really that big of a deal with you know it would uh pop or would heal after a few days it was never what it was and instead of 24 hours a day in pain it was maybe you know few hours here and there and little by little it got to a point where it was uh 95% better I mean I still have some things here and there but comparison to where I was instead of um and it was all through the simple formula which is K and saying thank you to hem you do those few things any miracle and every Miracle you want will be gifted to you because you're fulfilling your purpose in the world on the other hand you don't do it don't ask for anything everything you have is you know is is is you don't even deserve to begin with you don't do Torah you're on borrowed time to begin with you don't care about hashem's children why should he why should he give you any special attention why should he give you any special Miracles you're seeing his children die left and right you know I don't mean physically die I mean spiritually die getting off the D marrying shabat you're seeing him dead everywhere you're not doing anything about Y no no but I'm a sadik I go I go to on Shabbat okay but my kids my kids my kids are my kids are dying can't say something you can't tell them something something something say something so you don't do anything for him says okay so I'll treat you like everybody else okay you're still my son but you don't have a special account with me yeah you're okay you're good casual you're casual yeah and then last but not least if you keep every suffering that you have meaning that you don't say thank you to Hashem you don't get to a mindset where you realize that everything that Hashem does is for the good and you really do a real you really check yourself then in reality when you don't have that connection to Hashem where you're thanking him for everything your life is 100% suffering already your life is already is already G when you don't havea it's already G why because everything is terrible flat tire oh it's terrible you don't realize the flat tire was actually saved your life because there's there's going to be an accident three miles ahead and if you were driving if you were driving sh you'd be it but you got a flat tie did you a favor had a miracle happen to me if I'm a flat tire huh say there you go it's constant Miracles it's constant from hem but if you don't look at it that way and you don't thank AEM you don't give a you don't give AEM the benefit of the doubt that everything he does is for your benefit then your life turns into G all the time you're always suffering business doesn't go your way it's suffering you don't realize that Hashem is doing you a favor where he says listen if I give you any more money you turn into a crazy person and start gambling you turn into a crazy person and divorce your wife or something people do crazy things when they have money not everybody should have money most people that have a lot of money shouldn't have a lot of money it's a very very difficult test to have money very big responsibility or somebody says no I didn't get this client you don't realize that if you would have got this client the relationship hashm already knows relationship would have turned bad the client eventually 6 months later a year later would have sued you and bankrupt you you're thinking ohm how come I gave how come you didn't give me this client the client is a litigious person there certain types of people that like lawsuits there is it's not even scammers that's just their personality they believe that the world works for them and anything that doesn't work for them they Su this legit leg just people they just they're uh they're just people that that uh like to sue people every other day you hear oh yeah I'm suing this guy I'm suing that guy like what everybody Did You Wrong you're the only tadik in the world and not only tadik you're like job if you're suing everybody that means everybody Did You Wrong you're like suffering all the time how could it be how could it be that everybody's doing Only You Wrong how come not doing everybody else wrong you understand so there certain people that are like that and you're thinking oh I could have gotten this $10 million account I could have gotten this big deal with this guy you didn't get it AEM how come you're doing this to me it's not fair he's doing you a favor khabibi he's doing you a favor you understand you start looking your life that way that's when you get to a point where you become like Gamu where it says that's what it means gam this too is for the good why because you seeing the candle that Nish Gamu had went out the donkey that he had a lion at him do you guys know the story of Gamu okay so I'll tell you the story in case you don't know so n Gamu was big sadik he was actually one of the rabbis of rabiaa and uh one day he goes into town and they reject him in the town they don't want to let him in and so he's forced to with him and his students to go sleep and camping outside of the town and his students were like Rabbi you know you're righteous person how come such a thing is happening to us goes no everything is for the good if hasem wants me to sleep on the grass over here and not under a roof this is for the good has to be for the good why cuem did it okay so he has he's trying to learn a little bit all of a sudden he hears roaring a lion attacks his uh his donkey eats his donkey so now he has to walk now he can't uh tomorrow morning when he wakes up Donkey is like a you know Toyota so now he has to walk back to town it's it's not easy so his Toyota's gone his donkey's gone and what does he say this to is for the good moments later here's jumping on his chicken eat his chicken his rooster rooster was the clock back then they didn't have the uh uh Mado and uh you know and Rolex watches back then the rooster was the clock wake up up in the morning to go toat Nets not like us lazy barely waking up at 9: you know they wake up early so that's what we did actually in New York they had a great we start at 4:00 in the morning we had to wake up to goet and we had because we had to do sh in the morning morning so we went to sleep at like 1:30 2:00 to wake up at 4: and start the day for Shabbat we did six honestly it was 100% Miracle 100% miracle I didn't know how I survived the day but they had a great F at 5:00 in the morning or something like that great great F anyway so uh rooster the rooster is dead students are asking for the how going to wake up early in the morning no why my Roost still alive it would still alive if he didn't want it alive it's for my benefit okay so now they're trying to learn to it's night they don't have a light have a candle all of a sudden a strong Wing comes blows out his candle I can't learn to anymore doesn't have any more matches that's it can't learn T hasem doesn't want you to learn how could it be this to is for the good okay so what do you do go to sleep nothing else to do everyone goes to sleep they uh wake up the next day and look on the horizon they see that town that they was supposed to be in but there's smoke coming out of the uh Town looks like there's a fire of some kind okay let's go check out what's what's over there they go into the town and I see the whole town is destroyed fires people dead disaster get a guy it's uh stop him goes what happening what happening he goes ah these vandals came into town last night and robbed the whole town killed almost everyone it was a very very big disaster fires everywhere everything was destroyed overnight so the r says to his students he goes you see how how gracious hasem is to us if I would have had my donkey donkeys are known to make noise they're known to make noise at night the people when they passed the town they passed right by us but since it was dark they didn't see us they just passed but if my donkey was still alive they would make noise and check out what's this donkey they would have caught us wouldn't have survived same thing with the rooster rooster also makes noise if I still had my rooster it'd make a noise next thing you know the guy you guys are coming to our camp go okay for but what about the Torah you didn't learn he goes no if I was learning to that means I still would have had to have my candle and my candle light you can see from 10 miles away if it's flat land you can see from 10 miles away and in those days even more so now it's maybe in our generation our eyes are weak is maybe you can see a mile ahead of you uh but in the old days it says each person average person was able to see 18 miles in E either Direction with regular eyes 18 miles and we learn from gar it says um when it talks about uh M when somebody is giving M and he says what about if he has uh 10 sheep but five is on one side and five of his field and five was on the other side of his field so does he have to still divide one from the 10 does it count as if it's one group cuz it's five you know it's it's yeah 10 really or is it count like it's two different groups where technically there's no M cuz he has five on this one and five on that one and says yes it's counts as one group if you could still see it as long as he can see it with the naked eye then it's considered one group so the asks well how far can someone see and then they give the details of how many par they give the the word par is a few miles anyway he can see long story short here we learned that kazal in the old days was much much stronger than us physically and the vision of the average person was able to see 18 miles 18 miles today I barely see the wall you know we have glasses back their bodies were much stronger okay you know so 18 miles in either direction can see so he said if you could see it it's it's part of the same group um so yes okay so this ends up being a question and answer Shield cuz I don't think we going to have much to talk about in the but uh you have any other questions got saved right because of all the stuff that happened right once you get to a point where you say thank you to hem and you realize that everything is for the good what Hashem does is he actually ends up turning everything into good why few reasons number one he starts seeing that you're passing the test obviously if you if you're seeing everything as good then you really deserve good that's number one two the Satan can't stand hearing you the Satan can't stand hearing you say thank you cuz really some of the tests that you're getting some of the annoying things that happen every single day you know UPS doesn't go pick up the package that you wanted to get picked up your computer uh you know fails and you know goes to nothing you know you have 900 gbt worth of videos and and material on it and all of a sudden it craps out on you and doesn't work uh the uh all types of things happen part of it is a the Satan trying to distract you to see if you get angry a test CU someone againsts angry according to the it's considered idol worship it's big deal to get angry so he wants to see so Satan sees every time something bad happens to you he says you're blessing Hashem you're learning even more to he saying thank you to hasem every time something bad happens to you Satan said okay you know what stay away from me I'll stay away from you don't say thank you anymore do me a favor to hasem because you're getting more credit he's trying to give you less credit it's going against you so is uh he stays away from you start stays away from you except big things so that's another reason uh and three you're getting a reward for each one of them every time you say thank you you get a reward for it also that's another thing for people that uh that's another thing for people that if you uh get a miracle the purpose for why one of the reasons whym gives us Miracles is so we can sanctify his name so we could do Kem meaning if you have a miracle in your life you should publicize it don't keep it to yourself some people are worried no no I have a miracle I don't want to have I don't want have tell people it's the biggest mistake in the world why the only reason why like the biggest reason why hasm did it for you is so you could tell people and publicize his name cuz he we're not in uh Mount Si right now where there's a miracle every second we're not in we're not in Egypt we're not in any of these placees where there's a miracle every two seconds and people are constantly questioning where is God where is God we need to see things so makes certain miracles happen to for people for what so you could tell people tell people listen hasem still runs the world now if you don't tell people when a miracle happened to you then hasm says oh it's not worth doing business with you I gave you a miracle not not only to benefit you but to pay me back publicize tell people I'm still around you don't say no no no I'm scared of what scared you're scared of instead of say you have nothing to worry about study T 100% and don't spend time talking thinking about just 100% believing that everything is in hm's hands you have nothing to worry about also there's certain verses I could tell you that uh you could say with it says in um that you are one of the descendants of yadik and he is above and beyond the power of you could say that verse and you don't have to worry about you don't have to worry about evil eye point being isem gave you America supposed to publicize it because if you don't publicize it's not worth it for him to do business with you and the other hand if you do publicize it and it becomes a kashm you do a you do a saved your life car accident or I don't know surgery or something anything you do a a dinner with publicizing hashem's name saying look at the miracle that happened to me let's learn tah let's do that some oh it's worth it for me to do something for you gives you another miracle so you want to see Mir you want more miracles publicize the Miracles you're getting already I heard that if you watch your eyes and you don't look at IM modesty the ey cannot affect you if you watch your eyes 100% 100% if you watch your eyes 100% you could become very very righteous very very righteous you know also if you watch your mouth you watch your mouth 100% everything that comes out of your mouth can come true to that extent meaning if your mouth is Holy where everything that comes out of your mouth is T holy things never ever spend any time never look at anything bad and never never say anything bad you'll be like hm's mouth that's that's why people go toim for blessings people think it's because he knows a lot of T no it's not there a lot of people know a lot of tah but you don't go to them for for blessings you go to the big because these people they don't sin don't s like regular people don't look at IM women they don't speak oh yeah he has $80 million he has 15 he doesn't talk about stuff like that all they talk about is torm says if his mouth is so pure how could I not make everything he says come true but if his mouth is full of curses and z and and all types of stupidity hasem wants to close his mouth he just uh he's lucky he even has a mouth uh one of the sages asked Hashem how come you didn't give us two mouths I think it's this how come you didn't give us one mouth one for regular regular talk and one for TM responds look at what happened I give you one mouth and most people will talk imagine they had two mouth they talk two destroys your P all the way destroys everything if you if you keep it's it's not good to talk letter all and if you keep your mouth shut in general in general talking you should not do much of and uh unless it's t a we your and the reason why is because the uh talking like idle talk talk about nonsense it's only a matter of time before you commit a sin only a matter of time before you uh um you make a sin I'll tell actually you know I'll give you an example I did a k today only short recordings and uh about the subject but I do it again here because it's really really important people have no idea no idea how much their mouth can get them into trouble it's mamash like really like if you knew it's and you realize what you're getting yourself into it's pure stupidity pure stupidity so people like to watch videos on the internet they like to watch you know certain rabbis they watch me watch RAB mrai countless different rabbis out there now once in a while you uh don't like what the Rabbi says I like it he says which is what's written in the to someone that's a violator of Shabbat has death upon death and cut off from the the people one death means that they are uh you know they cut their life short another death means that they have no share of the world to come and the cut off from the nation means they're no longer considered Jewish by Al they're considered 100% Idol worshiper for what for violating Shabbat now somebody doesn't like to hear that like I have this guy that used to come to the sh nice guy but one of the biggest MIM I've ever seen in my life one big like really really I feel bad for him why he has all the money in the world and not an idea what life is about and the money is 100% poison for him and so he didn't like it when I said this so he stopped coming to the shim stopped coming and but actually he ended up texting me today I haven't seen him in months texting me today or yesterday something like that he goes is there a sh yeah there a sh we're still here just because you don't come we're not going to close shop yeah there sh you going come it's this time we'd love to see unfortunately it didn't come next week point is that obviously it's still a scar in his head and still bothering him which means we did our job this is what he needs to hear the fact that he didn't come is not it's not up to me it's up to him we tell people what they say because if I would tell him listen you're a sadik everything's okay everything is great he' stay for the rest of his life the fact that it's still bothering him that he wants to come back but he's still shaking him up we already did our job so the point is that people hear some things they don't like it they don't like to hear what they you know what the rabbi said and what do they do they want to express their opinion they want to express their opinion you know because freedom of speech so what do they do they were the worst thing in the world first they tell one of their friends oh RAB mrai said ABC oh your own said ABC oh this one said ABC they say about this I don't agree I don't I don't think so I don't think he's he's too much he's too aggressive he's too the is he against the Torah is he saying something against the Torah if he's not saying something against the Tor then you have nothing to say the fact that you don't like it is your problem it's not the rabbi's problem if it's against the Torah then you have a case then you have a case but even then you have to be very careful even then you have to be very very careful because he's still a rabbi he's still considered he's still doing he's not intentionally making errors on the tah that's if he actually made an error of tah but I can tell you for sure any ones that have names that I mentioned it's not making a mistake in the tah why because you're we're reading it directly from the book if it's my opinion you already know it's my opinion because it's clear it's my opinion otherwise you're seeing verses page numbers and so on if you just don't like it and you say to somebody listen he's too much for me what's the big deal why is it s okay he's too much for you how bad could it possibly be to say to somebody else listen he's too much for me I don't like to hear him doesn't sound like a uh a big deal right what's the big deal you saying is too much for me it's not even a cursing the guy or saying bad things like hey he's a stupid or he's a rash or anything like that talking about just simply saying he's too much he's too aggressive to somebody else one person that could lead that other person to stop watching his Tah that means that person that was let's say 1% away 1% away was going to keep Shabbat 1% away he was going to start violating Shabbat and he needed to watch the next Shield the one that you didn't like the one that you didn't like you didn't that's the sh he needed to do CH because of you he didn't do it what you're GNA have you just caused another Jew to lose his that's for one guy that's because you said no it's not for me not for me now here's the here's where it gets even worse people don't do it for one person they don't go to their friend Hey listen he's too much for me he's do this he's do that they don't do that what they do they make a comment on the internet because they want to make sure their opinion is considered by all they want to feel important everybody's a hero behind their keyboard keyboard Warriors oh hero a sup is a Hulk Hulk Superman and I don't know Power Rangers all together with this guy head they want to make sure everyone knows everyone knows their opinion and they start making these comments on the internet what comments they're making but let's just say it's not even a hard comment it's not even one of these crazy comments with people saying really bad things and curses and and threats and all types of I'm talking about just a simple comment he's not for me he's not for me that he's not for me comment can dissuade one person we just showed to watch the sh that could change their life but if it's on the internet in a matter of second it could hit 5 million people 10 million people 100 million people even if it hits 5,000 people which is nothing for the internet nothing in a matter of one minute 5,000 people get my shoes everybody's going to see this comment he's not for me if even one of those five ,000 decides not to watch the sh you have yourself a serious problem imagine if all 5,000 don't watch the sh and you know all of them need it why because hasm is going to give you the words to say that everyone needs to hear he's not just giving you words randomly to just blad he's tell he's giving you words that everyone needs to hear every single person that's going to watch the Shure there's something in that Shure specifically for them 2 hours could be completely irrelevant to them except the last 30 seconds and Hashem put those 30 seconds in your mouth for him customade and this hero this politically correct hero didn't like like I made it up like I like I I created this verse like Hashem asked me for permission I said no no no Hashem you're being too lant let's let's write M and also let's throw them out of the nation you're being too lenient let's let's give it to them on the head extra this guy wrote a comment so this is not just my opinion how do I know we go to remember I told you in the beginning of this there are two parot that are full of curses we have a couple of verses of blessings if you do the good thing and we have 40 50 verses pretty much the rest of the par is curses for different sins punishments now the worst possible punishment in the Torah is with a single word is ar ar means cursed but not cursed for me cursed cursed by hasem curses you don't want a to curse you chapter 27 verse 26 says amen here now the story is you have two of the tribes or half of the tribes on one mountain half of the tribes on another Mountain one half says blessed is a person that does XYZ and the whole nation says I'm in the other half is saying cursed is the man that does ABC and the whole nation says am in big event now here it's talking about all different types of sins it talks about uh cursed is the man who will make a uh molten image you know a everyone says amen cursed is the person that degrades his father or mother everyone says amen cursed is the person that causes a blind person to go astray on the road you know evil person cursed is the person that perverts judgment you know somebody play you know goes against the Torah that way or goes against the uh converts or the orphans or the widows oh cursed it's dangerous to go against converts people are crazy they put signs on the besset we don't accept converts that yes what do you mean you don't see that New York no no in in Florida in Florida Florida Florida yeah Florida unfortunately yeah unfortunately yes there's a sign yes unfortunately there a sign in they put on the front converts not welcome certain communities praying that true right me I wouldn't go I wouldn't I wouldn't even uh visit but point is is that it's it's very very bad point I'm trying to tell you people are crazy when they make stuff like this telling you right now in the Tor cursed is the person that goes against converts listen you don't want your uh you don't want to go marry convert yourself okay whatever do what you want want but to tell other people listen righteous sadik righteous sadik converted to Judaism is probably more religious than 90% of is you're not going to let them go into your synagogue what you crazy just say listen hasem I don't want to go to ganed just give me G right now and that's it who wants who's crazy like this but people people people take lot of suffering in this world that's what people bring judgment into their own hands and they and their own logic they make the self problems so anyway it's saying all these different sins these certain types of people people a cursed person that's gay cursed a person that's uh with lies with his mother or father cursed all types of sick sick sins here all types of sins but then it says here in verse 26 cursed is the one who will not uphold the words of this Torah to perform them and the entire people shall say Amen now K asks here what do you mean p curs is a person who's not going to help hold the Torah the whole thing all of these curses are against the Torah so why is there a special verse just for this one talking about someone that's not going to comply with the Torah he's not going to uphold the words of the Tor it says no it's not referring to someone that individually goes against Torah only himself that already we know look at how many curses we have pages of curses already about that guy everyone that's homosexual is going against the someone that goes against conerts against Torah someone that makes their own laws against T we already know we don't need an extra verses for that what's this about tell us no someone that goes against publicizing Torah someone who stops the publicity of Tor either by saying about the rabbi people don't come because of that people don't watch the uh video because of that all types of things you get in the way of of publicizing Tora Hashem says that person is cursed so this stupid little comment that someone made innocently I didn't mean bad by it I just said my opinion it was just my opinion what's the big deal it's freedom of speech we're in America not Iran okay fine you're going to go to Iran soon with this stupid comment this is people have to understand no one needs to know your opinion you have your opinion keep it to yourself keep it to yourself unless it's something positive POS your negative opinion is too dangerous an atomic bomb is in your mouth atomic bomb is in your mouth and with the internet atomic bomb with chemical weapons inside it somehow people don't understand that's the thing and it happened where somebody did it somebody did it recently and honestly I hope he could do chuva I hope could did cha yeah that's why I'm saying the story somebody did to me somebody I'm helping actually that's the worst part about it it's somebody helping it's actually someone I'm helping a lot with with their Chua but he tells somebody else something about me he didn't like something or whatever I he said some type of and uh but the other one also I'm helping him I'm another one of my students and he tells me this but not tells me in his words cuz I can't take people's words for that he shows me the com shows me the text and uh I said okay I don't care whatever it doesn't make a difference to me whatever he likes me doesn't like me he's a he goes uh I do you know I do a lot for him to help him all these different problems that he has he says about okay whatever what can I do you know not everyone's going to love me fine it doesn't make a difference to me show you but then but then this is the part of why reason why I'm telling you this then this idiot decides that he's going to get in the way of our kiru and uh he presses a uh a uh button to what's it called to uh complain about one of the posts that the other guy meet cuz the other guy's my helper and he gets him blocked off of Facebook for like a couple of days which means that he can't po make the posts of our on his profile for like two days that's a lot to take on his hand so you have less Torah in the world for the next two days I don't know crazy psychopath something wrong with you bipolar this is my point people don't know they don't know it's not you didn't do it on purpose to get to that extent you just want to be annoying or something I guess but the point I'm trying to make is that people make these comments and these actions using their emotions and it could only get you into trouble only get into into trouble and that's that's the uh worst part about it is that when someone presses the button for an atomic bomb and he thinks he's pressing the the Pez machine to get a candy instead he thinks it's not a big deal you have to be very very careful with your mouth very careful more than anything else and also we also talked about it in the T it says each person comes to this world with a certain amount of words certain amount of words each person has a certain lifetime of words let's say you come to this world with billion words so if you talk a lot of nonsense you're in essence you're killing yourself but if you talk to you have unlimited amount of words so somebody likes to talk about a lot of nonsense in essence what they're doing is they're cutting their life short right right because they used on their mouth purely for to any other questions oh yeah when you say the yes it's very good never to forget that paragraph if someone stole from you you forgive him whoever says it forgives you the sins you made that's the thing that's one of the things that we learned from Hashem as far as Mercy uh as far as forgiveness if you learn t as we mentioned before you learn to to teach why to learn to to teach because that shows us that we have we're emulating the actions of hm we're emulating the midot of hem so one of the midot of hem one of the character traits of hem is is forgiveness so if we the more forgiving we are the more forgiving he's going to be on us but if we're stringent with everybody then he says okay you are stringent I'll be stringent with you if you gave people cuot if you gave people the benefit of the doubt where someone didn't show up on time to let say an appointment if you're one of these people where you're thinking to yourself ah they're doing it on purpose what rude people they don't value my time you know you're like one of these crazy people guy's late 5 minutes and you're making it like he's uh you know he went and robbed your house cuz you're taking it so personal cuz you think of yourself like you're Donald Trump or something okay then hasm is going to say okay yeah you were late to the your kma was 37 seconds after the required time I'm not accepting it it's going to be the same thing to you on the other hand if instead of that you give people the benefit of the doubt where uh say oh he's late 5 minutes I hope everything's okay cuz I know he would not be late on purpose you start praying for the guy say for the guy or something like that or at the very least you don't think about the guy then hasm is going to do the same thing goes oh by the way Every Time You Prayed was right on time but you're thinking to yourself wait a minute like my was 11:30 in the afternoon no no no it gives you no no you were an you were an you couldn't you couldn't do it earlier you understand what I'm saying so you got to give people got to give people because that's how you get yourself cuot um there's a really really interesting part of this par I wanted to say um that uh cuz I have a few people that are really really nice people but unfortunately they're still stuck with idol worship uh still stuck with Christianity uh and actually one of them is with uh Muslim still not sure and there actually this this this par has a couple of proofs a couple of proofs that uh both Christianity and Islam are fake you know since both Christians and uh um and uh Muslims say they believe in our Torah meaning that it's the first book and they just believe that you know the Muslims have the Quran that's the second book and the uh Christians believe the New Testament is the second book they believe it's a continuation so now that means there's a there's a postulate meaning that the Torah can be right and the Quran and the New Testament can be wrong but it can never be that the Torah is wrong and the Quran and the New Testament are right it could be only one a few possibilities we could either be both right let's say the T in the New Testament is right or it could just be the Torah as right it can never be just the New Testament being right because the New Testament depends on the Torah so it can never be right and the Torah wrong because that would contradict each other but it can't be that the Torah is right and correct and the New Testament is wrong same concept with Muslims the Torah can be right and the Quran be wrong or both both can be right but it can never be just the Quran right okay so so a lot of people that read the Torah it's a uh you know they're always looking for proofs they're looking for scientific proofs prophecies and things like that and Hashem actually made sure that whoever searches for him will find him no matter where they start off doesn't make a difference and starts off in chapter [Music] 4 ah okay chapter 4 and it says this is actually one of the um end of day's prophecies end of days prophecies um when you beget children and grandchildren and will have been long in the land you will grow corrupt and make a carved image a likeness of anything and you will do evil in the eyes of Hashem your God to anger him I Appo Heaven and Earth Earth this day to Bear witness against you this is Moses telling us to the people what's going to happen over time in the beginning the generation that's going into is at that time he's not worried about because everyone saw enough proofs that hm is real they're not going to go worship idols or anything they saw the punishment they saw the the uh reward he's not worried but he's saying he's talking about your children and grandchildren and so on if they're going to sin eventually they're going to get too comfortable with the go and they're going to start worshiping idols and he's saying here I point Heaven and Earth this day meaning Heaven and Earth is going to be a witness to see what I'm telling you right now if you ever end up sinning don't forget to Bear witness against you that you will surely perish quickly from the land to which you are crossing the Jordan to possess you shall not have lengthy days upon it for you will be for you will be destroyed Hashem will scatter you amongst the people and you will be left few in number among the Nations where Hashem will lead you so one of the reasons why hem spread Us in the four corners of the world is a form of punishment because of idol worship and we went against them but also the benefit out of it by the way the Z says is one of the reason the good the that hem did with us in spreading Us in the four corners of the world is so that at the end of times we can help the righteous people of all of the Nations convert there's always going to be a Jew and place that will help people convert so it's always good in what Hashem does so then it continues verse 28 there you will serve Gods the handiwork of man of wood and stone which do not see and do not hear and do not eat and do not smell so now he's telling you not only you going to go to these foreign lands with the go but over there you're going to get even worse you're going to start worshiping idols and there's two specific false religions there's two specific Idols that you're going to worship the handiwork of man handywork of man means it's man-made of wood and of stone so wood it's a cross stone is Mecca the stone in Mecca so if anyone who heard this part so far there's something at the end that you haven't heard that I haven't told you yet so don't worry there's all even a k for you so now we see here literally literally hasem is specifically talking about the two leading religions in the world other than Judaism he's talking about this cross he's talking about the stone now someone can say listen Okay this is nice it's a nice coincidence it's a coincidence wood can be something else Stone can be something else so then we look at Torah codes we look at Torah codes this is something that even K kazal actually talked to us about in both and a few other places in the Tor uh the Torah codes do exist when they say where is if the Torah is divine where is Mori in the Torah it says in the in the verse that talks about incense offering and starts with the word m and if you do the uh you use Torah codes starting with the uh with this m you'll see the you'll find the name Mori in the tor long story short Torah codes are where use math in order to find hidden words in order to find hidden secrets in the Torah so for example if you want to find the word Hitler so you look for I'm going to do it in English obviously just for argument sake but it's obviously in Hebrew but so you're looking for h i t l e r so you're going to look where is Hitler in the tah obviously there's no one named hit in but the computer program because we're weak-minded in our generation we can't do things in our head um so computer program will say if you could find the word Hitler where the H has an equal mathematical skip between each letter to make the whole word Hitler so for example H 50 letters skips I 50 more letters t 50 more letters uh L 50 letters so there's an equal mathematical skip between each one of the letters to make then you see the word Hitler so it shows that if it's just if it's h 50 letters and then I 12 letters and then it's just random but if it's an equal mathematical skip then you see that there's design there what's even what shows that there even more intelligent design is that the words that you will find like for example Hitler and Holocaust and all the relevant words to let's say the Holocaust Hitler or the names of the other Nazis or the uh the Concentration Camp names or the cities and so on all of those words you'll find the codes for them on the same page in the same Paras and not only that the Paras that's they're talking about talks about punishment of what's going to happen if we do it so you see that there is these words are positioned specifically all of them that are relevant to this one subject are position exactly in the same place so they're not only connected to each other but they're also connected to the Torah that's talking about at that point that page that they talking about same thing with tubish uh you want to um uh find all the fruits for example you see all of those fruits the names of all the fruits you'll find them in Genesis bit where it talks about the trees and so on so you'll see usually all of these Torah codes are very very prec precise it's not like people think where it's like random like you could find random words in the book Harry Potter and Fiddler on the Roof like idiots think that you know you could do this stuff in any book and they compare it to our Torah but it's purely ignorance it's pure ignorance anyway you could actually everything that's ever happened and will happen is in the Torah you just need to know how to find it that shows that it's divine uh there were actually even the guy that uh publicized this was actually a journalist uh he wasn't the one that discovered it he's just a guy that publicized it uh he actually uh found a code himself uh that predicted the assassination of Rabin and he went to the uh to the uh uh prime minister of Israel and he went to his office tried to get a meeting with them and they were didn't let him in eventually he gave a letter that told them listen it shows in the Tora that you're going to be assassinated and they ignored it and he got assassinated it's very very rare to be able to predict something in the future because you need to know what to look for like we could do it for the past because we know what we're looking for we can know Hitler existed right so we know to work look for the word Hitler we know that I don't know whatever all types of words existed uh Twin Towers Obama Osama all these things we know they exist so we know what to look for what about like the random ones like like the 1200s and all that stuff is it also in there everything is there everything even this conversation right now if we if someone knew how to look for it it's in here everything is in a toah everything that ever existed or will exist is in the toah already it's just we need we obviously don't have the ultimate knowledge to know how to find everything but there's actually a uh there's actually a rabbi I forget his name uh starts with a g glazerson I think he's a genius in Torah codes you glaz maybe maybe I don't remember white beard Whitebeard doesn't really give much of a detail but yeah he's white beard the HIV one and everything yeah so there's oh yeah so also for HIV and and sexually transmitted diseases all of them are in a that specifically talks about homosexuality HIV AIDS the doctors that discovered it the monkey all that stuff all those words that that are connected to that particular issue are in a Paras in a in a paragraph it talks about homosexuality being a sin Abomination and so on so anyway so this this verse that I just read to you this couple of verses that I just read to you where it says the god of wood and the god of stone the two false gods using Torah codes you can find and the entire Torah you can't find it except in these two verses you can find both the name yesu this is JC in Hebrew and Mecca both of them using equal mathematical skips of 49 letters starts with the uh the verse says so say just said everything I just said in English I said it in Hebrew and the first word has uh for example the ud in the uh the first letter of uh JC's name in Hebrew you skip 49 letters you get to the Shen you skip which is the word shama you skip 49 letters and you get to is you get to the VAV and the same thing with the uh with mecca for Islam so this is very very interesting which I've actually already said in uh in previous sh but I always find this verse very very fascinating but something that's a that I don't think I've said in a uh in previous yours that uh will say today is you actually have a uh prophecy inside your prayer inside your sedur three times a day yeah you have a prophecy about both false gods both false religions inside your prayer every day and what has but this is the one I'm talking about these two specific ones I don't know about uh but these specific ones so what is it we have a uh it's the last prayer last two paragraphs of all three prayers that we do each day you know and is saying it's our duty to praise the master of all and so on and it says in it um that you know we have the Merit of being connected to a hm and having the real God and the uh the other nations about to uh you know to um false gods and it says specifically this that they B bow down to vanity and emptiness and pray to a God who cannot save so the word means vanity and varik means emptiness nothing so the interesting part is that uh actually both are uh connected to those two false gods how um varik varik has the numerical value 316 right V is is six is 200 that's 206 UD is 10 216 and K is 100 so 316 yes also 316 emptiness nothing uh he he also means vanity so the he symbolize the number five that is the five uh prayers that the Muslims do a day bet symbolizes two that's the two holidays that they have in uh Islam they only have two holidays and and led symbolizes the 30 days of fast that they do 30 days fast you know they we do one day fast they do 30 days just the morning to night point is that you see actually this prophecies in the words of your prayers and as a matter of fact the last verse of Al the first paragraph comes from this week's um where it says that it's actually in this week's in a let me see a second here we go it's in chapter 4:39 it says and you shall know this day and take to your heart that hasem he is the God in heaven above uh and on earth below there is none other so the last verse of the first paragraph of Al the very same prayer that I just mentioned to you actually comes from this same par also last but not least this same par this same verse also shows up and answers the question that anyone that knows the Book of Joshua has probably asked why did hasem let RAV not only convert but marry the G ra anyone that knows was one of the most beautiful women that ever lived one of the four most beautiful women that ever lived thear says that she was so beautiful that anyone that's ever seen her seen her once and said her name would have a uh seminal emission just by saying her name three times would have a similar Mission so one of the says no okay so I I said the name nothing happened he goes yeah but you never saw her if you would have seen her once that's how beautiful she was imagine that but she was a prostitute so how do you let a prostitute beauty or no beauty doesn't make a difference has made her beautiful but she was a prostitute the worst possible sin you can do prostitute runs running a prostitution house you not only let her convert but you let her you actually hasem tells Joshua marry her the the one that took over command after mosenu the chosen one hasem says go go marry this former prostitute that converted and why you couldn't find him anybody else millions of people you couldn't find him a nice Jewish girl even if you want to convert okay convert sadik great find a righteous one you could you couldn't find a one that's a wasn't used by the whole uh Community imagine that why this is it this verse this verse why he says in chapter two of a uh the Book of Joshua ra I know that hasem has G tells Joshua I know that Hashem has given you the land and the fear of you has fallen upon us and all the inhabitants of the land have dissolved because of you for we have heard how Hashem dried up the Waters of the Sea of reeds for you when you went forth from Egypt and what you did to two kings of the amorites who were across the Jordan to seon and to OG whom you utterly destroyed we heard and our hearts melted no Spirit remained in any man because of you for hasem your God he is the god in the heavens above and on earth below same exact verse we just read for so the same thing same last verse of says and we actually use it because of her Merit not because it's in the in in the uh why simply one word out of everything I just read to you one word why and we heard meaning meaning as soon as she heard about the God of Israel she did chani and instantly she heard she didn't see nothing she didn't see nothing she heard what the god of Israel did for that's enough for me I'm leaving the prostitution house I'm leaving the go I'm leaving I'll sacrifice my life I will die for this God that'sa Hashem says somebody that believes in me without seeing is saw they saw the Miracles in Egypt they saw the Sea of reeds they saw the Miracles in the desert they saw the Miracles in Mount saai What miracles didn't they see they saw everything didn't see nothing so I heard I heard about the God of Israel I did you hasem said somebody like that not only is righteous I want her in my nation as one of my daughters marrying the because our chuva is complete that's what it means when it says be complete with hem why was Noah Noah why was he given such a merit to save the entire world that's simple he was complete whatever hasm said said he did he didn't ask any questions he didn't ask any questions he didn't say oh can you show me some some proofs in the Torah that hasem talked about the 39 restrictions on Shabbat can you show me a proof in the Torah that says covering a hair for women does it say yes it says both of them yes but the point I'm trying to make here they didn't ask any of these questions why they heard about the glory the extraordinary amazing graciousness of Hashem being present upon us the you it's enough it's enough is enough that's why not only converted CH marri but last but not least eight prophets came out of her eight prophets any questions may give us to get connected to him to a complete level not just some level complete and all of us take all of these words to our heart start taking initiative with Tora start taking initiative with K and also start taking initiative with the and the thankfulness that we need to give AEM for every s single second that we live amen amen [Music] [Applause] [Music]