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on my account when he started driving years ago oh you're richer than I am you're driving all over the world and in the five towns and the queens and the country and here Bill maybe it's about time you switch this a few weeks for he told me switch switch my accounts also beond he didn't tell me didn't think he telling me you think I'm so rich didn't mention a word I never had any any hint to the fact that a few weeks about two weeks before I told him that I want to send the check to by Lake I want to S Check to as exactly how you WR it out congregation so he check now I said it's not like I give them so much money over the years wasn't paying for to I said so I he didn't tell me anything after came in he said you should know for the last couple years years at the end of every month he gave me his credit card and he told me I should pay Thea's bills for his credit card paid the gas the electric the water bills I didn't even know how much I was paying I thought it was $100 I look over the bills he brought me the statements he dug up the bank statements he brought me to the shiv the statements he start going to the statement show $500 $600 $450 for years he said he's paying the cheapest bills so both that if I was I haven't given him so much money to so he would have told me I feel I'm giving him the word didn't say a word he didn't want me to think I feel I was feeling bad that I was I was giving money and that don't worry I'm giving you money for years it's going on for years already he's paying the cheap his bills how many B he kept up with B was struggling going around pierc ears with earrings man his mom is crying he I want to do something for so your man tells him you know what you want from you he says I'm ready to change for so where should I start I can't do everything gets fry so what I do I call you back he ran with somebody as to son used to ask you want to ask what you hold said tell me you want to learn M day over the phone this now he said make up a time Tim for you and for him 9:30 in the morning here it's 4:30 there every day you Le 5 minutes on the phone M I got to ask he came asked him why did you think of that why you tell he said experience says he's done it before it's so then once they were talking so he said why we just keep it just between us let's start posting it every day and put on status what exactly what they are but going to post it every day and they're going have people sign up M with the ti this ties the the Mish have a voice of recording and the people so this was few days after they had 320 people signed up to miss today and told me that the pictur show up when they sign in this says there's quite a few of them wearing earrings and that and they took upon this told he say the only the only person that kept up with me always wasat he said when I was in he was learning by he came over every see I was doing some has a nephew and uh he's living in Florida now he came he came in he came to and two days later his uncle came in he said you know that nephew mine you saw he said who you think kept him on track kept up a lady in I live in L in the neighborhood called my wife during the sh and she has two struggling teens and she told my wife that left the message first son check up on them see how they're doing how many divorc came in to be crying he was so close he showed me on his phone showed me pictures his feet playing piano in his house that's my daughter and after he left my wife tells me he happen to have a daughter in my school he's a divorced guy it's a br [Music] how many people he he took care of in the in the music world was very much he never told me I thought he was still the kid on the Block trying to make it he always complained to me I don't know he doesn't have jobs he had from the from from the mention in the in the business as from with them and he never told me anything Kenny Rosenberg is the CEO of L he once heard him playing singing some place he started taking for all all his company corporate events never men you be wor you know somebody's Trump's lawyer he tells the you know I'm Trump's lawyer he would have told me at some point that you know I do all the jobs never mentioned the word about anything I heard from a lot of he said that were at least 100 who are Loosely connected singers keyboard players and they said that we're not all with each other but was with everyone he was the glue the he was the that kept every together was sitting there he said you should know he was from the G island he said he was the mentor if you had a problem he was the therapist if you went to play on a job with him you stayed up till 4:00 in the morning with him and told him your problems and with the therapist she problem he was a they were telling me that that this was the weekend of they were showing me the phones that P each one got messages from each other can I come over I need crying and they all saying that the only person that could have told how many people kept up with how many people he was the man in my told me of said that and it was before cotton and the was nervous that be let loose a little bit P cotton so he promised them behaves then he's going to bring treat them to a single so comes before he takes $100 he gives to he says this is for the sing $100 good sing my was taking $2,000 he started collecting he said we collect fives and tens they made $250 said $350 so he say stop calling singers can you come down to play in $350 always good to him he said for 15 minutes I can call for $350 come 15 minutes he called and first told him he said I'm booked for three jobs that night in the afternoon in the evening a night had three jobs three jobs of $6,000 the next night he calls back he say you sound like a young B youn this for Thea for for M said yeah you know what it says I like to see for that's my I'll come for an hour he said but make sure one thing make sure you have a decent keyboard player make sure don't get up a kid doesn't know what he's doing get up an adult someone music he was very mock tell me looked around at the end they couldn't find anybody he says they bought nth grade your M didn't know how to play he start playing and then the mic mic died now that the sound system had to be I remember he used to go to Cincinnati every year he a big every year and he said wasn't wasn't but he used to like it was the whole Community came but he used to call the took care of it to make sure he goes to the right music store to get the right sound system be he comes in there's no mic the doesn't know what he's doing stayed for 4 hours instead of 1 hour when he finished so he starts telling the this this B starts he's telling me how he explained St you played so well hece I like way he did this note here the chords here he did nice the harmony this goes through a whole s not know how to play and he he's going through a whole s then he says do you have a card can I have your business card maybe I'll call you next time I need someone to play have a card said give me your number he wrote down his number maybe next time if I need someone to play he goes out to his car and he comes back and he's looking around where's the bck that played with me calls over B he says how much they pay you from the didn't pay me I'm from Thea took out $100 he gave the B this B was telling went home he tells his father father was killed Atlantic City was the father of this and the tells the father that as see Cats came and sing and we paid him $350 he gave back $100 I know he takes $2,000 I feel embarrassed so father said I'm going to pay him the whole thing he call my son up I want to pay you so he said I'm not taking the penny for you he said I should pay you said for me the I really should pay you he said I'm not taking the penny after he told me he went back to he told he came back the second time to the second time and he told me over I went back and I told over he says there was all said big deal was like every day like and the people I told again and there were a lot of friends of sitting there big deal was no M A man should be able to do that one time is any other singer you call for he didn't told me he didn't even ask him how much money better to pay he said I'm coming from B anybody else $350 they hung up the phone on you and he came and he asked for one thing that be a decent play keep on playing andbody else would walked out he didn't say a word the stayed the four hours without a mic he he compliment the V asked him for his business card he'll call him for the next time gave the B $100 and then didn't want to take a penny for the job after he gave up $6,000 of job that they lost [Music] and in sensitivity Godless be Godless for was years [Music] ago was young age the mother REM married B doesn't get along with the the mother since she be married and he walked into a place to buy something to eat in L one there he had $20 to his name was sp there when he walked in he knew little bit from around and he shot Stu right away to mat he tells the it's on me buy whatever you want I'll pay for it so this this told me told me he says the first time anyone looked at me anyone thought about me no one ever cared about me first says over to look out to be me two things you need number one you have to have the SE iron to look out for it to have the perception what the hearts the hearts on the to pick up right away sing was very close years he come he on the he was the the the a few books the famous was very close to him he told me he says he was the mentor of the he say he was the mus is into [Music] music number one what it to I think this the two things to be means to seek to look and then to be able to to look