Shame Makes You Do Things in Secret

I used to have a lot of trouble looking in the mirror cuz when my hair started going white, gets a little thinner. I just like I didn't want to like look at that. I don't want to be reminded of what other people are experiencing. >> By the way, I love your white hair. It's one of your signatures. >> I know. But it started too young. Now it's great. I fully own it. It's great. >> I got my first white hair >> in your 20s. >> 16. >> Oh my gosh. >> That's a little too young. >> No. No. It's good. It's a good look. Premature gray is a good look. You don't look old. No one thinks you're old. >> No one thinks you're old. >> I've caught up with it. I've caught up with it. I I've shared some I used to dye my hair. I mean I had two yeshiva. Oh my gosh. Don't make me >> struggled with it. That's shame. >> Oh, big time. That was real shame. >> You're ashamed of it. >> Do you know how? >> No. I was never prematurely. Thank God. Never had such [laughter] a >> Have you ever lived in your Shiva dorm? >> Yeah. >> To dye your hair, you have to put on gloves. >> Oh, there's a lot of dye. You can't do that in the middle of a dorm. You lock yourself in a toilet stall. >> I would settle on 2:30 in the morning. I do in the middle of the night for sure. The same way that when you miss shakas and I wouldn't want to be putting on fillin at 9:15 and people >> should have learned in labage. Look, >> you know what I would do? I would go to the bathroom in the middle of morning sader around like 11. >> Yeah. I like you know walk out very like calmly and [clears throat] quietly and then the moment I was not in run back to the dorms slap on the rashies quick quick quick because I I just don't want anybody to see >> uh >> I I don't want to be associated with it even though I was like pretty much missing chakras fairly calipkin junior of missing chakras fairly consistent practice of mine but I want I want to to rap so I would I would run to my dorms and do that privately at 11 and I would dye my hair once every yeah like 2:30 in the morning in the nearest dorms.