Shaarei Teshuva: Shaar 1:4 to 7 - When Sin Becomes Permitted

this torah class is brought to you by torahanytime.com okay good evening we're learning uh we're up to ice hay we're talking about the uh the importance of doing chuva right away and the rave mentioned that we really only find those who delayed to do chuva it's a sign of amarathas a sign of unlearnedness of being uneducated because someone who understands what navera is and what could happen shalom not to do shiva right away is really a symptomatic of foolishness what are you waiting for you you know you have something looming on you and then roberto yana brought up another point of the importance of uh doing chuba right away and that is that if you do not vera and you delay doing chuva the longer you delay the more the avira compounds why even if you don't do it again because if you know that you sinned and there's a punishment looming on you and you don't do anything about it that's a declaration i'm not afraid i'm not worried so that's another problem with delaying doing chuva another problem is like this so many delays doing shiva and he doesn't have kharata right away and he doesn't leave that there immediately yatara is going to get him again it's going to happen again what what's stopping the eights are from making do they have air again however if you do chew immediately the next time the atara comes you're gonna be saying to yourself you know what it's not worth it you know what i had to go through after the first of the year i felt so bad and i i committed touched him not to do it again and i decided i'm not going to do it again and i went through the process of chuva that's somewhat of an insurance policy that you won't do it again wouldn't that be a great action what it would be greater but it's going to be more unlikely because yatsuhara is going to get you into his trap but veneryana pointed out that if you delay doing chuma you know what it's like see the first time you didn't have vero video said okay you didn't realize how vulnerable you were but if you once you did the average you realize how ether could get you and how vulnerable you are and how weak you are to get sahara so now you're more responsible to ensure that you don't mess up again if you know it's like we gave the analogy you're playing somebody a game playing someone chess you think you're much smarter than him you're going to beat him so you sort of you know you don't really pay attention so you lose so the next time every move you're concentrating much better to make sure it doesn't beat you same thing with aloe vera the first time you do that very you didn't realize how strong the etsahara was now you see you have to make sure don't repeat the you gotta learn from your mistakes and now ravinhana says something very scary but can i say hashemis the second reason why it's so terrible to repeat in al era first reason is is the second avira is worse than the first one because the second one you were responsible to learn your lesson from the first level but here's another reason why repeating in aveira is is so terrible it already became permitted to do let's say la shanhara if you never spoke it so you know you know how to do it if you succumb so at least you did that very one time you could do chula because you know it's a hate you speak in here two times in your mind you didn't do a hate you did something you violated a humra let's know the hum or not to do and the third time it becomes like uh it's like and that alone the fact that when you repeat the aveira and in your mind it becomes permitted that itself makes the avira so much more severe like the pasik says kamehameha hines you spoke you did the evil what does it mean you think you can now now that you repeatedly have era you think you're allowed to do it the evils become like permitted something that's within your capacity like the pasek and devarim you're not allowed to eat in your gates so hear about touhou you do now you hurt someone's feelings so you'll do chuma because you know it's an alvera you do it a second time in your mind you didn't do an alvera so when you do chubby say hashem you know what just for the sake of it you want to forgive me i know i didn't really do anything that bad it's not a chuba you didn't do anything about that you violated laughing the torah you should be shedding bitter tears in your mind the fact now what's the how does this happen just because you did the average two times it becomes permitted in your mind it's a psychological uh technique of the it's a horror because but you do you do something wrong everyone just how do you live with yourself knowing you did something wrong one time okay so you feel bad about it you try to repeat it you did it again you're doing wrong things how do you live with yourself so you in order to assass your guilt you convince yourself that you didn't do anything wrong otherwise you can't live with yourself and therefore in your mind you've taken the dvar hashem and you've completely rendered it unimportant and okay now look at the top line on page eight but i'm really saying not only that we know if a person plans on doing an average and he doesn't end up doing it anointing happens god doesn't punish him for doing the avira hashem is not midstarive by a jew but if you repeat it in aveira many times and then you try to do that there and you get around to it it didn't work out for you they're trying to do the other is considering that they're already once you repeat it doing aveira you become like a guy in terms of god will deal with your makshava as a naisa is the evil intention is combined to the original act no this guy he repeated that very many times yeah he uh he insults people and he wanted to insult the guy and at the last time the guy got a phone call so he couldn't have a chance he gets punished for doing that why because it's already we'll take to the bank this is what the guy does now this little password says something else very frightening there you have a guy let's talk about krishna so mitsudaira says you got to say about his man yeah it's a guy wakes up late and this is my krishna yourself not to do it again here you have a guy he missed one shabbos then he misses the second shabbos the third shabbos he does it fourth sabbath he doesn't so at least he'll get scared for the third and the fourth house because then he got it right he did it by this man no he really starts to lose scar for when he does it you know why because in his mind krishna is not at the right anymore krishna has become just a sumra the people who are sadiq they're careful to save this man so someone who repeats in aveira and the avira is not just like a hatter so even when he's careful to do it he's diminishes his reward because in his mind it's not such a flesh of a thing someone who only slips up once in a while and whenever he slips up he does chuba so at least in his mind krishna has a double but someone who repeats the aveira and the iberia becomes national in other words in his mind it's already not a big deal to miss my creation so i'll go to two o'clock in the morning i'm not worried if i we're gonna go to two o'clock in the morning friday night maybe he won't make it wake up in this man so in his month the big deal if i don't wake up in his mind so even if he does wake up he's not getting the full scar because he doesn't value krishna like other people so this concept of nasa is like a heter something no a person determines his own star if in a person's mind this is not an important thing says i can't i can't give you more reward than you yourself value it someone who values krishna so he's rewarded accordingly sono doesn't value that because he's violated so many times that it's not just like a hatter he's undermined uh his own appreciation and therefore his his reward will be in accordance with that and therefore ravenous says something also very startling says like this look everybody slips up everyone slips up understand the following this is a very big principle the truth is if they slip the next 100 times they'll conquer the atara they speak uh they waste time from learning the next 100 times they're careful they speak why not so the next 100 100 times they're careful but what about somebody who says i keep the whole torah but not shyness shot this is not for me i have to wear you go boss and i'm not taking the string off the button i have to have that linen string in the button above that just that's what makes it looks good so i will keep everything i'll learn and every second i'll do set but i don't care about shotness so is this guy a good guy is he basically a god-fearing jew is he basically even observant juices if there is one aveira that a person consistently violates not to imagine they stumble sometimes sometimes they'll violate this sometimes the violence happens and they do chuva but what about someone who there's one aveira that they write off it's only one it's bhattobushishim it's both but it's on some conscious or subconscious level they write off anyone who does not is not careful in a certain avira they know the cabin after the shower menu is not accept to guard himself even if it's a minor of era even if it's a minor sin even if he's careful in all the aberras dubbed him you know what he's called ladavarasa for one thing he's an happy kyras now with sadiq if someone who doesn't have era he could do chuba and if next week he does a different album he could also do chuva and nobody's perfect but if there's one out there where a person says you know what that's not for me that's not for me that's for other people god create anger i'm that that's not for me i don't guard my i don't i don't control myself it's too hard for me god created me in a way where it's impossible in other words anything that you write off you're a mum or for that you're an happy curse for that thing be as possum nymna you will be counted among the sinners the god of adam and eve this is a terrible sin why says and he ends with this this is analogous to a servant who tells the master look i'll do whatever you want i just don't do this the master looks in it you wait you just don't do that you're my servant you do what i tell you to do if a servant comes late one day he's still a servant if the servant spills the drink one but if a servant says i don't do this what's the servant saying i am versus that's me regarding this you're not my master ah you've already thrown off the yoke of your master if you slip up occasionally no one's perfect but if there's some area that you write off you're not inevit you've thrown off the yoke of the master if someone the servant says to his master eli essa i'll do anything you want except for one thing you've already thrown off the yoke of your master yoshi and you do whatever in the world you want this is the meaning of the pasta cursed is someone who does not uphold the words of the torah what does that mean that means it doesn't say cursed desolate doesn't keep the whole torah doesn't keep the whole torah nobody is going to keep the whole tire up not everyone is perfect but someone who does not accept upon themselves of torah the yo-yo that is a of the url and the proof to this says he does not uphold doesn't say he doesn't do someone who takes one out there and he says that that's not for me already has the status of an apocalypse for one thing anyone who arrests that's an important thing to examine during the may elo are there things that we write off whatever it is yeah of course you're not insult people but regarding this regarding that person there's no other of insulting oh so you're right you're right no you're writing something off okay let's just do one tiny little piece says let's say somebody doesn't have vera 10 times so you know let's say a person has shatness so he wears his hugo boss first crash is voracious crashes told us and that's why he only did one average no no repeating available just because it's the same name it's another it's another it doesn't it doesn't for all four yeah it's all i know is vara but it's a separate [Music] lucas it's like violating separate average so this is a very important self examination self analysis introspection to make sure they're that there aren't things that we just write off you've just experienced another torah class brought to you by torahanytime.com