Shaarei Teshuva: Shaar 1:12 - The Pain of the Neshama is so Dear to Hashem

this Tower class is brought to you by torahanytime.com okay good evening everybody we are learning tonight the night before Rosh Hashanah it's ready we know the tour tells us that in the process of Katara shashana actually plays a very important role in fact the tour brings out from The Meadows that a third of the khatam are forgiven on Arab Rosh Hashanah a third during the 10 days of repentance assassinetuba and a third onion Kipper to the point where the base Joseph asks how could that be that means Rosh Hashanah is just as important as in Kipper so the different answers the first third is not necessarily as important as the last third but any event is a very important thing now we're discussing the third ingredient of chuva the ingredient of yoga in yalgan is a bitter sorrow more than harata harata is just feeling bad that you didn't have era the organ is a more intense feeling of pain says so the various levels of chuva lafi geidel hamirosam hayagai all depend on the bitterness and the sorrow in other words how do we judge achuva how do we judge the value of achuva chuva is measured by the sorrow that we feel by the bitterness I feel a chuba is determined is valued at how how much sorrow you feel that's the primary criteria that's a primary consideration and this type of tuna this the type of chuva that comes from a real Tsar over navera the achuva ashes it comes from the purity of the nephesh visakos and the um pristine state of the intellect in other words this chuva is not attainable by everybody this concept of yoga and the pain that a person feels over and over over navera really could only come from a certain purity of nephesh the more your eyes are open the more honest you are the greater your intellectual sophistication the greater the more intense the more powerful will your sorrow be in your thoughts and Emma like the Apostle says I will not strive with you forever God says except I won't be angry at you forever if you do not Vera I'll get over it why but only if the following the spirit before me envelops itself and I have made the soul a very beautiful thought and that is you have two people people sinned they both did a basic tuva basic chuva is again and now as we explained to really cleanse the nashama remember a couple mornings ago I had a brand new shirt had a new shirt I look at the collar what is this it's all the color is dirty yeah it wasn't straight enough the collar wasn't straight enough with enough shower with enough wheat it's brand new basically I only wore it a couple times yeah but uh you want to get a stain out you gotta it's not enough just to throw in the washing machine you need to turn you need you need bleach now here you have two guys they both did a basic tuna now we know there are other things necessary to eradicate the other completely one guy had a little sour so you know Soros could wipe out it could be my father and the other guy fell to y'all going the other guy is like a pain in the nashama of a shortcoming Tasha which is valued more in the eyes of God in terms of gaining kapara somebody's physical pain or the pain of the yoga a lot more than the physical pain you know why because when you get when you get if two people call you for money one of them is related to you and one of them is not you feel more sympathetic to your relative so too God says the nashama is my relative there's some is a piece of me I am more sympathetic when somebody has an ashama dick of pain which is y'all going then physically okay they both did the Avenue but if somebody is being punished with a physical pain God says the body the body of no relation to the body the body's a stranger from a different country but you have a a sorrow and you're an ashama God says that's like my relative I said my cousin I value that very much that is very dear to me foreign the soul is a lofty spiritual entity and the nashama that I created is enveloped in sorrow says I won't fight with you anymore I won't have a problem with you anymore I'll forgive you but like ex-life because the soul came from before me when the shama is all in other words what's what's happening the greatest kind of chuva is if you could get a feeling in your neshama that oh then ashoma says oh I didn't do what I should have done I I was lacking in my in my my obligations to my Creator the feeling of the nashama is so dear to God it is valued at even greater than Sarah The Goth the martial is alkane a sin is mitigated and lessened the more genuine Anglers because you're going emanates from the purity of the Soul then and this is more appeasing to God this is more favored by God more than he favors in other words basically you know we're giving you very good advice here because you know how do you save your skin President says anyway if I punish him physically what good is that going to do him it only takes off a little bit I'd rather see if I could have him feel that sirenism that is much more poignant to me they give you a very simple Marshall you get two letters in the mail one your first cousin is making a Hasina and um and passing across fifty thousand dollars and they're two thousand dollars short then you get a letter in the mail you know some family never you know they're they're in terrible dead and this one is Gravely ill and that one is good if you don't know them from the hole in the wall who are you more likely to help very likely you're more likely to help your cousin even though they need it much less than the other person because you don't know the other person you have no connection to the other person so too Hashem says I value the tsar of the nashama more than the physical pain on the go if he says the king will have more Mercy on those who grew up in his Palace those who are honorable members of the royal house and he will show more compassion to them much more than people of Lester stature what does God mean when he refers to the shows that I made that's referring to how close Hashem is to them even though you could say the body itself is also made by God but the nashama is certainly considered much more associated with God and he quotes he quotes the command condition that says every person has three Partners a father mother and Hashem the father gives the white the mother gives the red and Hashem creates an hashama so we see God is more associated with the Hashem than the God and therefore when we're doing if you could even muster and squeeze out a little bit of a yearning of the nashama and a certain pain in the nishama that I sullied myself that is so valuable that is so preciously Hashem I wish everyone here you've just experienced another Torah class brought to you by torahanytime.com