S.S.S.S. Parshas Kis Sisah - Purim Katan

okay we want to welcome everybody back arches kisisa we want to especially welcome we have our photographer our videographer from Israel is here tonight uh special guests special guest uh did an amazing video of us from you July seems like ages ago but uh we'd like to welcome him here tonight on the uh additionally in addition to being part of that we're going to speak about tonight is also Purim cotton as amazing as it uh as it sounds it's a year since last year for me time just flies it'll just park up we've had 30 snowstorms in between but we're here it's already uh Purim Katan and maybe we'll try to get in a word or two about perm cutting at the end if we can so on the day after cabalas of tairo we know moisture abenu went up to and he remained there for 40 days and 40 nights why he went there tomorrow who could teach him the Tara he went up to shamayan right 40 days and 49s I've got his Bargo taught me the Torah and it's brought down that monster Avenue the way he learned the Torah in shamayim was that moisha rabenu will learn to tell him and he forgot it he learned it and he forgot it until gave Maisha the knowledge of the Torah as quote as a gift it was given to my shopping list was given to my shopping was a gift because he was learning it and forgetting it was tough to comprehend everything finally later on gave it to my shopping list again asks uh he asks he brings down from any of our shin and the unfortunate mask as follows if a Coach Bartles who knew that it would be impossible for moistura benue to learn the Torah and comprehend the Tyra and gain the knowledge of the Torah right away and then throughout the time that he was teaching to him why didn't the courage as soon as Maisha arrived there should have been this big package gift wrap waiting for my sharabenu and give my Shaban and the Torah right away as a gift why did he have to put moisturabenu through the entire thing of 40 days of learning the Torah and forgetting it and learning to turn around forgetting it why did he have to go through that whole thing just give give us a gift right away so the owl shift brings the turrets to this Kasha and he says a very very very important thing for us to know he says who chose moisturabenu to be the one who's going to be macabo de Torah and transmit it to Claudia's throw and Not only was he transmitting its supply of then my sharbene was chosen to transmit the Torah to fly Israel for all future Generations so in order to do that Antonio Spur who is teaching my sharabeno a lesson over here that the giving of the Torah and understanding of the Torah and learning Tyra comes with all the emotional frustration that it takes to learn Torah all the frustrations of forgetting the Torah all the frustrations of not being able to memorize certain things all the frustrations of not having to have fun of not being able to understand every every piece of uh every every single tire that you want to learn so in order for my charbainu to be the one to be makavelen I thought his voice will had to put him through all of those things to teach mushabenu yes this is the Torah this is reality the terror doesn't come to every person as uh oh the first second you hear everything you understand and you comprehend it and you know it and you have it it doesn't work that way and moisturabenu is willing to do that so once my sharabena was willing to go through that trouble of learning Terror and forgetting it and going through the trouble of working on the earned only when he earned the right to get it as a gift psychology couldn't give it to my shopping right away as a gift though it may we would think that would have been the nice thing to do why put my shopping through the whole thing but no earned it earned it by agreeing to go through all the Troubles of learning the Torah one of the major issues that many people have when they sit down to learn Tyra and to sit down to learn a piece of gemara while they sit down to learn anything one of the major issues everybody has is really how much Tire we forget after we learn it right we learned we all we all learn and some more than others some are able to retain things a little bit better than others but generally it's safe to say that even the biggest going and the biggest Geniuses and even people with photographic memories they forget something along the way something something gets forgotten the very few people that are able to have that spilled trap and able to keep everything in right that's one of the things so raftan brings down very interesting um imagine Springs down a story of two people two people were hired by somebody to take water the measure says and to fill up a wicker basket with water so what what happens these two people one of the people one of these two people that was hired is a foolish person what does a foolish person say he says one second what's going on over here what am I uh what am I doing why would I even bother to take water and pour it into a wicker basket if it's going to go right through the basket and then hit the ground the basket is not going to retain any of the water it's all going to leak out that's the person who's foolish the other person the smart person says like this listen you hired me for a job you hired me to do something listen you hired me you gave me water you gave me a wicker basket you have to know that this water is gonna pour through the wicker basket and come out you have to know that you hired me for it listen I'm getting paid for the job what do I care what does it matter to me if this basket retains the water I'll keep pouring as long as though you're shelling out the box as long as you're paying me I'm Gonna Keep pouring the I'm Gonna Keep pouring it right through the basket and he knows he knows that it's going to leak out but it doesn't bother him so the medrus says this is exactly the way of Lima Torah a person who may have a weak memory a person who doesn't retain all his all his learning and he's afraid and he's afraid that he might forget it the revolution is telling you that still you're being rewarded you're not rewarded by how much title you remain that you retain or maintain in your mind Hashem is telling us that you are rewarded just for learning the thyroids not like all other things in the world that only if you accumulate and you able to hold on to everything that's when you get paid Hashem is telling you and the mattress is saying bringing this analogy to Lima Torah then Lima Natori is you get rewarded just for the actual learning and not only do you get rewarded for the actual learning but all the brushes that are brought down in the Torah actually miss all the brothers at the at the Turner brings down has nothing to do with how much Torah and how much you maintain or retain in your mind it all has to do with with the with the with your perseverance with just learning new tire with how much you learn says and it's very interesting thing to know and only the safer to see them I mean he has the the class to say such a thing he says that all the the learning that a person if a person works on his learning you know and a person works on his learning when he's here on this world that all the Torah that you put your mind to it and because of who you are you're not able to retain it and you're not able to understand it all of that's her when you get to all of my butts can be yours you're going to understand all of it says it's written right there that if you work on Torah but just you're not strong enough you're not able to memorize it you're not able to keep it in your head for all the times when you get to Earl mabah it's going to be sitting there waiting for you that's your toyra you you're going to be able to it's all accumulated but it's waiting for you over there and really that's the way it is with everything and oh look me this matters a person has to always know that what's rewarded foreign not necessarily your achievement not necessarily what you were able to keep and you were able to accomplish in other words even for a Mitzvah if you try but you're not able to return happens to bring down he says a perfect example is somebody who read somebody else he read a Shiva but it doesn't work out so what do you what do you gain from the whole thing Zucker upon that's that's that's part of it the person's supposed to try and try and try again you're supposed to keep trying and that's what a person is rewarded for and that is what we get and that's the lesson we learned from Aisha rabenu and this is also a perfect lesson to learn Tonight Tonight is Purim cotton and we know it says in mcgilla like you lose himself Torah that it says also that the year they were macabo the Torah again on horump they were Masha Kim what they already had once been macabo now they were again they were at macabul again they reaffirmed their Kabbalah today we actually have an extra month this year but it's brought down I mean we know we're not going to say classroom tomorrow tonight is a simcha everybody I'm not saying anybody should go home and get drunk tonight I don't Advocate on the address but definitely definitely all the exclusive and all the things of like we have a special opportunity this week being partial species and what we said about it about how we're rewarded for the effort and today and the foreign it's a perfect time to put that into practice to put that into use and try to put our effort into the Torah and not concentrate so much on what we retain but we concentrate on just sitting down and putting the effort into it