Renewing our Emuna in the Morning, & re-aligning through the day Scheinah flow- Likutei Halachos 3:2

So we're holding now in we're going vital with the concept of your mama over the day it becomes covered. This is the Torah right at the beginning of in the relationship flow of rising early in the morning 3 over one. Soon we're going to start three over two. We're moving much further. That's why last time we having trouble finding the Hebrew text cuz we moved further than we thought. Um, we have we have a big thanks to Barri yesterday. We had Rakan Kramer in the house in the basement upstairs with Gdalia Fster and he was holding cop with all the tores of the koutimaran and we're learning the talid of Rabbi Nak we're learning or reban however you say it. And we have here Gdalia Fence's new book I even have it signed signed version I think. Yeah. Here's a signed one. and Gdalia wrote to Ellie and family members and shares to be able to have the family to be able to focus and one of the things we agreed we're going to dumb for each other I'm going to dumb for his families and dumb for mine done for each other more dumb for each other especially you know the different groups of dumb for each other the more they'll have unity and after this that was one of the things that came out from the uh Torah so let's go into the X it says here visel like Indian this where we we got to last week you see where the lotion is a few about six seven eight lines up bit further up uh viscasia mama and amuna is like beautiful maiden who has no eyes she emerges revealed in the morning but over the day becomes covered yeah you get that he starts the day fresh Nate stuff is nates every day the moon is fresh everything's radiating like we're the queen is radiating, the is radiating, Hashem's happy with and then as the day goes ahead like we uh get covered with all kinds of you know things that come along in life and uh we're not shining as much which is part of what we say we say every morning it's the end part of that is going to renew our every morning and that That's a big in breast of Torah and all of Torah really but the we have to bead again and again already can you believe the shabas I think we're already getting it's a lot to do that's why during we're going to read parases as well because the of we already read it now just in shim and we're going to read it again in in we're going to read the parts of and we're going to talk about actually my third son who's joining the army soon before he goes he's he's just finishing off a in the next few weeks it's called yaluna means lift up your hands that's his mina imagine it's a breast of mina for the army best preparation you can imagine should talk to him about it it's what he's learned and it's a mina the preparation for the army for hem said yeah lift up your hands in a so one of the things is he's he's going to go to Oman before he goes to the army because it'll be the last time he could go unless Mashia comes or something else to go to Oman um you know not for Oman he's going to ones he's going to go before he joins the army full time for the next three years so that's where his mind is but the idea is and you saw him a few times there remember he's a saddle but subsequently over the day it becomes covered But this beautiful shining soul gets covered. Yeah. By and this is by most people due to the burns of daily existence. You feel that a little bit by this time of day. Yeah. That's why it's good to learn. Now you're ending the day. You want to end off with then please and advocates before Hashem on behalf of the spiritually distant ones asking them that they draw draw them closer. So but us by engaging this tick of amuna and and working on our holiness one and becoming a bit more perfected in amuna and like we had last night a whole she from gdal [snorts] based on am that's the foundation of everything he's talking about and we had a sh this morning from and the pur preparing for for pur is definitely one of the am you know it's either way there's it's the foundation is a my son said in in Ra this week this uh shabas he spoke of the kdish of the sha sha giml alumni kdish for the older guys and he said that you know he's mak he's jealous of all the people get to sit and learn full time so one of the things he said to them he says what do you come out of show with him he says you come out of shim with a and that's that's really one of the big you should come out of show this is the climax should come come out with this alluded to then approach the drawing closer the one king to the other king hinting to the unification of straight away we're learning you know about and takes it into the between the two kings who were the kings you approached you ysef he was the rush of the sha of Yehuda and Binyam and that is also the Indian of Malus Bid and Yseph was was the malus of you know came out through from him and uh we see the the Yeshua Benoon and the Malus that came through him the Malik Malik from Yes. And that that's that's what we see there's there's two kings please he said please my lord let your servant say something to you personally do not be angry with a servant for you are just like yeah so what's it mean he was making a at that moment between and as far talk about that that time of year when we read it in the core par and it has to about the two coming one the two different that's basically there's a between the kings Yeah, this is a you know I was talking about the idea of a kingmaker who I asked I asked someone today who is the kingmaker in the Jewish world who decides who's the leaders is it the people is it is it what would you say who's deciding who we have as a how does it work out how's it you know but we don't have a sonh who could choose a chemist how does it happen how do we how does it something I was thinking about today and talking to people about it's definitely a matas we see someone like gdal people ask me how's Where'd he come from? And he sees it's like the people just know, you know, they just tune in to someone like him and you know and he one of the things my wife said about him and my wife's very perceptive of people I trust be Sarah. She said to me and this is relationship flow. It's very important to trust your soulmates behind will help your business help you with everything. She'll give you insight into people that you as a man might not be have that deeper insight deeper intuition. One of the things she said is about gadal is he's very humble even though he looks like you know a wealth and all that stuff that's all the external he makes himself a cle for the foruton for Kramer there's no ego there he's just giving over what what's helped him in life and what the sadikim have done and all the spoilers all the hours of his spoilerness that's what he's giving over and then you don't you're just getting good good stuff yeah there's no there's none of him This is parro. Yeah. He says for you are just like parro god forbid. Yeah. And what's this concept? This is the remember because the is personified by yhuda. He's pleading with keshu and that's personified by ysef. This is how ting in other [clears throat] words says to kosh you are known from the only aspect of para which is revealed. a whole different perish of what par we usually think par something negative here it means to reveal let's see what it says underneath says is an account of Mosha descending from hi discover the Israelites worshiping the golden calf the Torah states Mosh realized the nation was exposed for Aaron par he had exposed them so it's a lotion of exposed wasn't such a great story where we learn this word which is the same word as parro interesting it indicates that the name parro implies revealing so maybe it is still negative because it's a negative kind of revealing was revealed. Namely, a word essentially governed by nature in which your hashk is hidden. Yeah. It's a negative form. It's a negative form in revelation where hashem's is hidden. Is this concealment that causes people to heir in a so that's what happens by the end of the day. We're like airing in a because we've been covered up. We're not fresh begs to make known to them. They the is asking Hashem make is asking Yseph make the known to us. We want to know what's going on divine providence. We want to see Hashem's flow. I tell you, when you see Hashem's hand, everything makes more sense. You get that in life, brother. Like, you know, you're trying to figure out, you know, where's Hashem want me to live? Soulmate, what's that? When you have that practice, everything flows. When you're aligned and everything's flowing, it's a whole different experience. goes over the deeper meaning of the mid teaches that just as par decrees nature dictates a certain course of cause and effect prefers to carry its program when nullifies it you decree the world now be government nature prefer to carry this out because prays and nullifies it this is a powerful thing study all this well the reb's words there this is all based on the rebi of course from we have to think about what this means a lesson in Torah um in the first part of and to base and and sif over there and there's a whole Torah over there about this concept of and between parro betweenem and the idea it's a deep concept let me just explain first what he said parro decrees what happens comes mosh the saddic and nifree sadic goes there also decrees and what does he decree that you are going to go through the day and it's going to get covered up with tests and things and what comes along is sadic and reveals hashem's divine providence he goes there over Hashem that's the power of a saddic he can be goes there and Hashem has to listen to him so now Hashem's covering up because he wants to give us yeah I mean know that Hashem is like par but in the of this going on and this test this aspect of test this deep concept so Hashem is almost making himself seem like par like seem the cover up of the world that we see all day and every day in our life until Mashia comes and as it comes the saddic and malaem of Hashem and now things start to align things start to make sense because the Saddics feelers are more have more not than Hashem but has more to to be go to change the mis because that's why Hashem made the cover up in the first place because he's really just wants the relationship. Think about it the whole hideand-seek thing is just so we start seeking Hashem more. We're not just lost in the day of things. So what the sadikim are doing is really why Hashem wants is that this he's doing he's bringing alive the relationship we talking about relationship flow the whole thing relationship flow my whole thing is to tune into the divine flow that's going on in life to tune into the to the alignment to the the oneness that you have with your soulmate that everything's a flow everything going on in your marriage is a flow and it it's really about tuning into this person in your life with practice with ama with simka all these kind of this is what brings out the relationship in the strongest way and that's what Hashem's doing with us in life because once we start to feel the flow in our relationship with Hashem and we reveal it more through a saddic through this through the one who wants to do what's in Hashem then it will start to be more revealed in our life. So this concludes outline the major topics lesson how to strengthen one's amuna and the two types of questions that we can undermine that fa that amuna for those of which there are no answers and for those of answers do exist so remember there's people who have a problem with the questions remember we learned that in the beginning so what's the answer it's okay you can live with questions because you are constantly seeking to align with the will of the flow if it wasn't for that divine providence I wouldn't be here but just before we end off because I know you got to go in a few minutes we're just going to quickly quickly jump into a little bit of Gdalia and we're going to see how Gdalia and Mamish aligns with this Torah. I just chose it before we started learning. That's how it's been. It's been Someone asked me how do you read Gdalia's book? Uh he came from Raia. I met him in Raia. If I hadn't gone to Raia the Shabas, he wouldn't have come to Gdalia last night. And how did he get to want to come talk to me? Because he had a connection with Yakov Klein through his father and family in London and learning breast of Torah woke up the family to panas. So then he came and saw me and because I spoke with the ratio he wanted to talk to me about this whole derek of casidos and and how you can make sense of it in life and London and everything else and then I said by the way gdad is speaking on Sunday so he's like I'll come and he came Sunday night and he he uh bought a safer and he got a signing and and actually show David uses one of the main pictures they shared of someone at the event because he's a very good-looking blonde boy he's like you know going up to Gdalia getting his book signed so like it stood out. It was a beautiful moment. So uh they used that picture and um anyhow so what he asked me how do you read this book? So I said in my opinion you know everyone's going to have their own I'm sure Gdaddy has a Derek he wrote the book but the way I've been reading it is just take a little bit open it up and suddenly see something that you're connecting with and go for that align you your Hashem will guide you to a part of the book that you need to read. You read the top part which is you know the famous you know person who wrote something like or in this case case it's K young and then what Gdalia brings it through his amazing word play into more practical universal lesson that we can all all apply from shadow to light. Kang told that in unconscious there was an aspect of ourselves called the shadow. Yeah we know the cell. The shadow there's actually a guy in Israel called the cell. He's like a very strong whitewing guy. The shadow is all the repressed thoughts, feelings and concept about ourselves that we do not want to face. One benefit of Christ is that it often brings us into familiarity with our shadow. It makes us more human, more whole to realize that we share with all of you manity. Like Gadalia said last night, he gets a few days where he's Moroccan. He's walking around screaming. You marry, you didn't marry a Moroccan. No, you did. >> Oh wow. So when you're screaming and you know the whole thing. So Gdat he has a lot of jokes about Moroccans if you listen because he's married also to a Moroccan and I worked also for for we used to make a joke to to one of these rebum I worked with because his wife was rait was a Moroccan so Gadalia and I used to make a Moroccan rock and she said what my Moroccan start she starts screaming at us [laughter] you're showing you're Moroccan I mean like you're getting reacting to our joke and cuz you're Moroccan it was funny it makes us more new and a more whole to realize what we share will have happened because basically we have a few days every week probably where we freak out a little bit a few times in a day you know something happened today with the social media stuff it was all getting shared and they're editing out all the bits of the you know that beautiful musician I wanted him to be in there that sham guy beautiful voice singing I didn't want them to edit out so I [clears throat] told them I said no you have to put him in and put also my intro as well I'm put myself in but I wanted you know and the truth is all I spoke about was promoting the m andlommo and andalia and speak about my own company really. I just I spoke about everyone else because I want to promote everyone and I was like why are you deleting me? I'm trying to just promote everybody else. So Bsham they fix it and I made a a larger version with Shalom and myself and so that was a flow rather than just cutting it all up. So Bsham that that was cool but um you have to fight for it sometimes. So but I was freaking out a little bit. So I went to the gym and I was working out and then I was talking to the person. Eventually we got to like the same wavelength. Everything was like aligned again. So it all worked out. But you have to feel that human moment where you start to feel a bit like again someone's just excluding me again. I put the work in and I don't exist again. You know, I bring the guy here and everyone forgets about it. Like online and stuff. It happens all the time. Even if you have it in business where they just you get no credit. Like it's happened a lot in in this online space. It happens a lot. So now I'm at a point where I just fighting for it. I'm just like you have to put my logo on. You have to give me credit. You have to pay me. You have to I have to say it because you don't say it directly. People will not do it. Unless you're like a famous guy because then they want your name for their sake. You have to really push people. >> So that's it can make you a bit crazy. So that's like a example where you start to feel a bit crazy from all the humanity stuff going on. All the stuff that we thought that they were guilty of it is equally in ourselves. That's when it's brought up to conscious awareness, acknowledged and surrendered is no longer runs us. Once the shadow has been acknowledged, it loses its power. Suddenly all the feelings of like I'm being ignored, I'm being excluded, it disappears. The shadow stuff goes away. All the smoke, all this the the smoke screens, all the cover up disappears. It's Coyang. A seed for growth, says Gadalia. Your shadow isn't here to shame you. It's here to awaken you. The traits you judge in others often reveal what's hiding inside. Challenging strips away illusions not to break you, but to make you whole. When you stop fighting what's uncomfortable and start facing with honesty, you reclaim your power. Darkness doesn't disappear by force, it dissolves in light. Hear that? So we just learned a beautiful Torah from Rabbi and NS about being and to bring between the through aligning more with and removing the cover up of the day. This is a powerful thing and we you know we have to we're going to go in the next concept we're going to talk about rising with waking up with the Gabby. You think, you know, how many times can you keep going over this point? You see how deep it is, how how just one hakor has so much pane, so much depth. And if we if we just fly over all these hakas and just learn them externally, we're missing the the depth the pim is how wants us to connect to his rutson in the most powerful way that can elevate our life, enhance our life and bring us to beem to a life of a and amen.