Reincarnations: Who Were You In A Previous Life? (3 of 4)

here we are back to gilgulim we're talking about gilgulim which are the incarnations of people they're in the shamata come and revamp themselves over again when we last left our idea we basically spoke about the fact that gilgulim explained a number of different questions which we want to actually speak about today a little bit we mentioned that it explains about Louis little children that die or the idea of people with Down Syndrome or Autism or things like that because they're a nashama to a certain extent that was incomplete that was incomplete and it came back in a certain type of form and that's how sometimes it comes as a sacrifice for all of us or for the foreign but he brings down the idea I'm looking against all of it when we talk about Isha Israel when we say in the uh Israel we mentioned Israel remember Israel is a question of that's referring to davening towards philots or it's referring to the corbanot the sacrifices that we did in the temple in the betaming dash and anyways over there he brings tube shot him based on toes foot or it's referring to the nashama of tadiqim it's referring to the king that go on or it's referring to tinochet there's a certain sacrifice of the younger children for our sake the the Nitro salidor that says they they um for the sake of us for us in order to save us so they are actually sacrificed to a certain extent through the angel Mikhail it sounds a little bit abstract a little bit interesting but at least we see from here that there's a certain explanation a certain reason for these types of things that happen obviously it's no fault of theirs sometimes it has to do with the parents and if it's not then it has to do with a ghoul that was coming to be taken care of blessed if you look at the last year I know that it wasn't put it up here but you'll see we spoke about a number of stories that are connected to this okay yeah yeah similar similar idea right same thing is we also spoke about the idea of even giving kavotes someone with Down Syndrome or Autism because it comes from a higher level they're on a certain place that's in a higher place and you have to give a certain type of okay what I wanted to speak about today we're going to speak about two uh two sections here the first section I wanted to mention to speak about is what a lot of people have already asked over here my enough Kamina from everything that we're talking about who cares what does this have to do with me right what does it have to do with me I understand you know if you teach me so I know what I have to do even though it's less interesting but at least I know I have to do something or if you teach me certain stories I could take a lesson from this but why does it make a difference about this idea of learning about gulim about the gilgun how do I know what that has to do with me on a personal basis okay so one message we learned like I just spoke out is the idea of understanding that things happen in this world and we don't have answers to everything but it's in there's there's calculations but how do I know what my Google is okay so this is very important because this teaches us what I can do the Vilma gone in safer yonai quoted it last week also the film like I said the whole state for Yona according to the bill mcgon besides sat the simple understanding is a Michelle it's alpedrus excuse me in rem as he explains it has to do with the Goof and then the Shabbat there's a body and a soul that we are all made up of Jonah Jonas in the yam yam is considered the Olam in general is called the yam yam you can get you can drown in this world you can get drowned in this world you get lost by it how do you get saved by your onia with a boat a boat is Ani it doesn't say all these things the word oniya Ani means Me by you being having a certain individuality knowing yourself you can keep yourself afloat instead of getting drowned many people unfortunately get drowned and just do what everyone else does you're succumbed to everyone else and you end up never thinking for yourself because you're not an onia you're not you don't take care of yourself and he speaks about the idea of him being thrown into the um he was thrown into the arm into the uh into all Amazon to this world swallowed up by 11 years old people show over there it's a beautiful pierus but one thing he says over there he asked this question he goes the idea of gilgun how do I know which Gil Gul I am how do I know what I need to be my taken how do I exempt so he says like this he said if there's a certain and this is closely very important if you have a certain aveira a certain thing that you have a big hashik for a big interest your big desire an incredible Tava for a certain aveira so you should know there you go that's it that's it that's the ticket as they say right that's the way that you have to know what to correct yourself if a person knows that is an overriding desire for certain interests or personal interests or desires or physical desires Etc things that are wrong so you should know that that is coming from a place that you did something wrong in the previous life it was left incomplete you will now have something incomplete within you over here and you got to fix it up and you got to fix it up and the way to do it is by overcoming yourself to override it person did a lot of the stories to do with illicit relations if it has to do a person stole money a person killed someone else a person a person did the wrong things he wasn't he wasn't sure about everything he comes back for those things that certain things that he has a desire for to do the wrong thing that's where his tikkun is and a person is to know that that is where you have to go it's empiric dalid gimmel if you want to look it up in the villagon and you'll know okay now I'm going to say a different shot the chevita Musser the shivita Musa is that safer that we quoted on the first sheer that everybody has still Goosebumps from this safer he's the one that says all these vicious things and tough things because people used to be able to handle it nowadays we don't so we don't really quote it I have no choice I have to quote it sometimes in this year okay but at least over there he says a very interesting shot what is the tikkun that we are doing he asked what is the Tycoon that we are that we're trying to do how do we know now again it's going to sound a little bit different it's let's say the the other side of the same coin what he's about to say is the same coin on the other side a little bit of a Different Twist they've only gone said if I have a certain desire for certain aveira doing something wrong so that's that's the problem he says if I have a specific desire to do a Mitzvah if I find myself interested in doing certain Mitzvahs then that's it that's what you should be going for so one was the bad side the dark side and one's the light side right one's the Light Side the person has a certain desire to do something good so that means that you're coming to fix that up Hashem put it in you to be able to finish up the final gilgul and he says that's a beautiful chat there's a famous Gamora in Shabbat Lee I deserve to get credits because I did a certain Mitzvah they give a whole list of different one says you know like okay you did another one says and I was Makai Minnesota the other one says I was always wow I'm a big city I deserve to be in the gamar I don't know what I'm doing in this generation here you know I'm saying what is this because he didn't ever helped him before she goes well what's the what is it very good it says when the kids get their little peptics you know like yeah he's good and feel like very good right so maybe that's it so what's the answer the answer is that they knew where their Gil ghoul was and they did it they did the Mitzvah until the end they made sure to do it to its fullest because they knew right they knew that that was their tikkun they knew that there was a certain connection they had to this Mitzvah and since they had a connection to this means father they were very mcpeed they were very specific to make sure that they would end up doing this meets right you follow it's an interesting um it's an interesting phenomenon and you should know there was a rambam like that the rambam says that everyone around them very famous this just brings a little bit more light to it the rambam says that everybody should go out of their way to pick one mitsuram you should pick one Mitzvah and do it you should do it to its fullest you should try to take him each other I know a few people that they take one meter on their bike they're very macpid on shaynabis some people are very much sleep on Shabbat I was talking about why they lived longer lives and what that was good about them and that's what it says that if you do it in order to to do it to the best that's uh that's that's that's the credit that you get okay but that has to do what we're speaking about now now if you do it then you are being metaque and you're fixing up something that you needed to fix I want to quote the next part in the shave it to Musa report he says the interesting thing like I say he's a strong safer and over here we know this idea but he says a very strong point about this and I'm almost quoting him word for word listen to words he says he says over there now he's talking about learning until now we talked about okay because that's going to be your fixing up in this world he says also in learning if you have more of a desire to learn to learn to learn the Torah more than gumara so go for it he says so then you should be learning if a person enjoys that's also like that many times the person enjoys the gamar the text analytical to be able to learn about you and even more than kumash then go for it he says that's what you should be doing or if you like shats more than Kabbalah a person likes learning chat more than Kabbalah meaning he learns the simple things he learns they're not the simple things you're supposed to be doing he learns if he enjoys that so that's what you should be doing but if he likes Kabbalah if he looks likes doing things that have to do with we're not learning couple out here we're learning enough shots but right now right so he says so that's what he should be doing and if he likes if he likes Kabbalah you should also do it he didn't say only do it he should also learn he should also learn Kabbalah he should he should be able to learn it with his famous gemara the gamara desires we all know the Quran of what Azara says it's a very famous everybody's familiar with it a person has to learn what he desires but over here we're giving a little bit of his an understanding what does it mean England but it's not just that you should learn what's good which is also important you should enjoy your learning but that's where your tikkundins that's that's what you're supposed to be doing because your nasham has a desire for it for a reason you have a certain you have a certain capability Hashem gave you that capability because that's what you're here to fix up that's what you should be fixing up and that's why Shem put you here in order to uh to do it okay that's the idea he says everyone according to what what their um what they're doing and like I said uh now first okay now one thing he says there okay a lot of things a lot of things will try to get in your way from doing what you should be doing you have a certain to do it because he doesn't want you to be meta Canada who tries to always get against he's going to try to stop you from doing what's right but you have to take it and try to pull and try to do it to your best and then he says and you're going to have a Deen if you don't listen to me if you do the opposite of what your is of what your obligation is this is why you're here you're here to do a certain thing and if you're not attentive to what you're supposed to be doing you should do it now again you're supposed to be learning also chat and also things you're supposed to be as they say you're supposed to know the Torah one of them to learn these ideas okay maybe you're speaking to live Fisher of if you will and at the same time I don't all of the people who only learn Kabbalah all day and gomorim right they barely know a dolphin shots and they really know how to learn and they barely know anything and they're just learning a thing it's it's a it's a bizayon for the Torah that's the truth just don't be able to know that's not uh that's not what we're talking about but he says that they should also learn that but if that's where you so you can make a you can make more of a Encounter of it that's where you should be presenting yourself if a person connects to the Kabbalah learning so therefore that's fine that's what you should be doing in order to make that connection okay okay that's what he says there's a famous now he brings it with a different interpretation with the Ariza with the Ariza and the auschik do people know that is the famous he lived during the time of the Ariza okay during the time the result he was the darshan he was about we have a swarm called torto Moshe okay it's called Taurus and it's a beautiful savior with many many dress shot and it's very commonly known we know just like the malbeam was in Navi and um at the time it's fat if you ever go to swat at that time that was a really as they say rocking beta knesset it was a really rocking show the Rob was the bit Joseph was reverse of Cairo the Ariza was on the other side he was the area the darshan the one giving over the dress shot was the uh was the he was the one grieving over the shot and uh and the goodbye was the one who is they're all buried over there and area if you were there for that time you were in a different direction it wasn't such a long period of time because the reason I wasn't there he was only there for a certain amount of time but 10 15 years that and for a certain period of time they say used it up in the same show yeah and they had a certain period of time huh it was only two years okay I thought it was like ten okay it could be he was it was an iftars we know very early unfortunately the reason you're young 39 years old I'm not mistaken and uh he wasn't able to stay there so long but I'll go find him at that time there's many stories about him him with the picture stuff at the same time they have two shoes and sweats of their results they call their Riza Ashkenazi in Safari by the way you should know that's kanazi is actually where he died even though he was Ashkenazi he kind of converted really any kind of commercial but he did it he didn't I don't know if he converted completely this right he doesn't swardi because you can't do the tikunim the all the kavanota the result doesn't work in the Ashkenazi soda it doesn't doesn't make it doesn't go so in order to do all the coverage on the reason I knew all the governor to the original he knew them about so he would dab in swardi in order to there's no such thing as far out back then by the way there was no such thing in the middle of the in order to be able to uh to do all the cover notes which is what sardim as we know are very much be to uh to do I could be yeah I think I heard that also right no that's true yeah but at the same time so what so I always wondered what what is debate the the reasonazi is where he stood to be my kabel Shabbat we all know when he would say uh when he would say boy kalabai kala when he would be he stood on the mountains of svat facing mehron and that's when you would see the thing if you go to the bed because of the reason there was no shoulder at the time he was alive it wasn't a show they built a shul on the spot in the mountain where he would go with Allah and face mayron and they would welcome Shabbat malkita facing me around if you go to the children you see it's a beautiful view of Miron you can Mommy see Maron from the from the mountaintops but it's not really that he died in there I think it's a facade that some people think but it's right as long as they you know as long as people come and dive in there that's good better than not the other thing okay that's uh that's it why am I mentioning this oh so they're a reason once like I said the darshan and the shul the doresh he came up to Arizona and said can you please teach me some of your cup and I also want to know look I'm a darshan I know everything I'm shot but you know I have to go and it's very you do up that the reason said I'm not going to teach it to you I'm not going to teach it to you now the way I always received the reason for that was why the result didn't do it and this uh maybe it's less reason is because the al-shek had a mind of Bina if we could call it the left-sided brain and for Kabbalah you need to have a right-sided brain meaning you have to have a mind of it has to be in a different a different type of a way of thinking and so the this is always one of the things amongst them in Cuba that they speak about that they say you have to be careful for people who are not befitting to learn so not everybody's befitting to learn so because they can kind of take it in the wrong way or it can be utilized incorrectly okay it can be utilizing correctly some people say the ramchal was more of a mind of being and that's why he took it in a different type of way he took it who's unbelievable and he made it very practical for us but some people say he had a different way of thinking about it and that's why uh that's why not everybody was satisfied with the with the mahalak like the lashem speaks a little bit okay we're not holding there at all that's that's the usual reason the Muslim when he brings his mice with the Ariza he says there he told the al-shek you should know in your previous guilt you finish the job you did Kabbalah you were a big you were the top of the line I know from your previous gilgun that you were besetter Gabor he told them you finish your guild you were left when you didn't finish is the clock of drush of mikwa of of Torah of learning sukim to be a darjan and this is where that's why you see that's where that's where you're good at that Hashem gave you capabilities that's what you need to do don't waste your time with my stuff I'm I'm I'm in a different category everyone's you got to stop looking over our shoulders trying to compare ourselves with someone else and say oh okay you get it this is where your kavod is going to be and that's where that's where your tikkun is going to be that's where your tikkun is that's where you're supposed to do to be to do what you need to do and that's what a person has to know that's what he has to do it's a big lesson for us to learn I'll pee these ideas at least that a person has to know what I'm good at and though it's my capabilities where my interest is where my interest lies that's what you're here for that's where you're there to do what they couldn't you're supposed to do it right of course in the parameters of the Torah and you have to do what's right then Etc upon him that's you so that we're learning uh here okay so this we've learned is how a person knows what his gilgul is okay that's how he knows what his ghoul is what he's coming to be uh return in order to make his uh and to make sure he doesn't uh return um okay that's uh that's it Center in order that that a person know s and come back so a person has to figure this out meaning you have to think about it that's what Michelle says right that person has to know what is our means person has to figure out what am I here for because when you don't think you'll never know so really we're going to finish this year everyone's going to go home and this I understand that's it inshallah Israel until the next year but a person should stop and think where is my what am I supposed to be uh supposed to be doing okay because unfortunately like the race we quoted it a few weeks ago he says that a person who messes up who missed his gilgul is coming back and it's similar to a guy remember this that we mentioned three weeks ago a person who goes overseas he goes for two three weeks I was an LL trip he had to take a he had to take a boat and he had to leave his family his family he doesn't know where he is for three four weeks till he comes back another three four weeks to go do business over there in Thailand and he has to figure out until he gets back and while he's there he goes there and he realizes oh my gosh this was a big mistake there's nothing here indeed right he went all the way in this trip you feel like a complete dodo brain why did it take this long trip in order to do it before you take the trip you schedule you figure it out right you figure out what you need to do I didn't say to download it I said you can figure it out without doing downloading right you can figure out what I'm supposed to be doing in order to get there and find the right place and you go and that's when you take your trip you don't go without planning ahead so to hear a person here you're going to be here 70 80 but it's about to ship 90 all right maybe even 100 we'll give you give you an extra 10. okay if that's true so don't Don't Waste Your Time come on come on don't don't wait so why should you come back for not you want to turn into a cat when you come back when you wanna do that okay that's really uh the Assad that they bring down here okay that's what the ratio said and that's the Messer that uh that we're trying to bring out here Setter okay yeah no we went back to that's what we spoke about last week right we mentioned two weeks ago we spoke about that you can go as a cat and you come into a basement there's some type of tikkun or you do something to help someone or does something like that and you end up doing it we said there's three tikoni even a tree we said sometimes gets a certainty coin by getting eaten from or by eating an animal or whatever it gets a tickling but if I caught someone to make a cat you won't be able to eat but you can get a tickling through other ways there are other ways to be done I have even a place with a big garage with this or whatever and get some type of teeth going in that way or stop the amount of suffering that he gets or certain amount of time that it's almost a thick one sometimes it's just the fact that he lives as a cat for a certain period of time what not inside internal internal things yeah no the fact that he has to live as a cat forever until he gets the final and then he moves out right we mentioned we mentioned a guy can get everything we mentioned it could take a weekend it could take 100 years I have stories which we're going to get to you're going to see sometimes people have Gil going for three 400 years you know what I'm saying you can last it can last for uh it can last for a long a lot of times okay um the the uh the uh what you call it okay yeah okay the the midriff small and Pierce resign depends which one you have it's famous but the the mishna brings that a person saw a skull floating in the river and he said the one who killed you was going to get killed and the and the one who who and and he's going to get killed in the one who killed him is also going to get himself right right that's going to happen it's gonna meaning it's gonna eventually happens he has a number of questions how do you know he was killed in this I don't want to get into all this questions all slew of questions but one of the questions he asks he says um I've noticed many times not many times but you see sometimes someone kills someone else and they kind of live a long life they make it to a ripe old age you never necessarily see that they die early or he himself gets killed who says the defca the murderer gets killed again if you're in the mafia chances are you're not going to make it right probably but they're not always does it work out that way someone sometimes people get away with it right I mean we know some examples right like the football players in America maybe we've heard about a few years ago right I'm saying people get away with it they manage it man it's still living like their own lives say again why they go to jail for some amount of years and they've done their plea to Insanity right how do people uh how do people get away how do people get away with this so he says that's what he says he says because this idea that even though it doesn't happen and like again we're going to show you a number of stories about this happening even though it doesn't happen right now but eventually in the next guili gets it and the person feels it don't think that he gets a tour he he eventually feels it and everybody gets their tikkun in the right time everyone gets their tikkun in the right time it all happens at the right place at the right time okay that's uh that's this you saw it about it happening with that don't give you two stories okay they're actually long stories I'm gonna try to make them short one I've been I've said it before so I'm going to say it in short and the other one I'll I'll think okay one time one story I mentioned last year we said a story when we talk about kaddish when we talk about the importance of saying kadish there's a story in that's a story about reviews and again I did say last year since those people heard the recordings maybe so I just prefer to do a little quick do you remember the story or not yeah okay even better so then I'll make it short not everybody remembers the story right but I'm going to say a little bit because if you want to hear faster you see it over there basically there was a story of a woman she used to pay to a Yeshiva money in order that the bahrim or not should say kadish for those people that never had anyone to say kadish for all the niftarim that their sons went off the Derek who don't have children and no one said kadish for them and we know the importance of saying kadish so she used to pay and one time she was a wealthy woman but unfortunately her husband was an iftar at a certain age her husband was died passed away and the business went under as a result of that it went together because it would dependent on him and she lost all her money she went to the hanaleah the Yeshiva again I'm making a little bit I'm cutting Corners a little bit here I can't do it anymore I can't get it I'm asking a favor can you continue saying the kadish president one day I'll get my money back and I'll and I'm happy to continue paying you but right now I just don't have the taxi I just don't have the monetary capability to do it they said no problem it was even a very emotional moment they even cried it was very special understanding that they did it was not here to do it just for the money of course we would be happy to do it and they continued saying kadish for this lady on her way out of the Yeshiva on her way out of the Yeshiva she was walking home she felt a certain happiness that she was able to that they're not stopping even though she was in a bad situation she has two daughters to marry she told them you know I have two daughters to marry without any money especially back then no Darry who's going to want to marry us that's it they're in trouble and as she was walking out an old man comes by a bright face all white a very white a lot of white a Glee a glow that's a yep so she saw him and she was enhanced by the person he came up to her and he said he asked her what's going on you look very sad what's wrong in this you told him that it's tough for you and you don't understand what I mean but uh two daughters my husband died I had a business I don't have any more we don't have any money we lost it we went under he told him he told her how much money do you need to marry off these two daughters she said come on you can't be serious he said she told him how many tens of thousands of rubles she needs in order to marry all these daughters in order to give him a place right she was living in Israelites to buy Madeira right you have to really have to do so he said he took out a banknotes a banknotes and he said he wrote this whom the amount of money that she asked for and he said take this to bank over there to the bank over there he told him the address and the place I want you to take it there tomorrow morning don't do it tonight tomorrow morning I want you to take it there and ask them for the money he said what are you talking about this paper as a paper with a bank account is going to do it and sign the name so he said no trust me he said you should do it and she said okay can we get to adim let's get to if it doesn't work at least can we get to uh to our witnesses to Witnesses so they quickly went in and they took out two bahram from the Yeshiva from the Yeshiva they came they witnessed this they saw the signing of the banknote it wasn't even a check it was a banknote and that's what he did and then the man left and everybody left and everybody went home she went the next morning to the bank she showed it to the pekid to the to she showed it to the teller at the at the bank he looked at it he looked at the note he looked at her he looked at the note he looked at her he said lady can you just wait here for a minute he went to the back yeah it was bad news then he went to the back and he showed it to the president of the bank the owner of the bank the guy in charge of the bank a very very wealthy very wealthy individual he showed it to the owner of the individual he showed it to the owner of the bank he looked at the the pet Tech and he fainted the owner of the bank fainted on the spot they said well something's fishy here the man had a man stand next to the woman so she doesn't make a break for it out of the bank because they don't know what's going on here they said something's fishy going on they had the show mayor the the guard watching her in order to make sure if she doesn't make a break for it and as he uh when he came back to he looked in and he has still he called in the lady he said today uh can I ask you who is this person do you recognize the guy who gave you this note she said for sure so he started flipping through a few pictures one picture two pictures three pictures for him that's him that's him he looked at it he almost fainted again he looked at the picture he said he said he told the teller immediately I want you to go to the safe and take out all the money and give it to her right now it's hers and shoot up hey he gave her all the money he was a big ass home of money a big amount of money so they did they gave her the money everybody asked of course we all want to know what the story is and I assume we don't want me to leave you hanging right the other one story is so we basically this person's father um it was nifitar the owner of the bank his father was niftar ten years ago 10 years before this event this event and he told the the father um the father was a very very religious man he was a very uh person but the son went after Derek completely he doesn't keep anything he's even married to ogoya you know obviously it wasn't so enjoyable for the father he became a wealthy man on her bank Etc kids are the father appeared to to uh this son two or three days Beretta for two for two days in a dream he appeared to the son of his the owner of the bank and he told him listen buddy you've been a bad boy you've not been keeping to anything I raised you didn't do anything that's one thing but listen I was suffering in ganum for years because you never said one time cottage from you jerk right you never said one got it for me could have said at least one week I would have been a little bit spared I was a good guy and I can't get up here without a without a kaddish and I'm very upset at you and he said but you should know that not long ago as of a year ago I was able to get up to gun Aiden and you know how I was able to because of the Yeshiva that we're saying kadish all the time for all the people in the city that never had someone say kadish for them I was able to get up to God Aiden and she owes it I owe her a lot I owe her a lot and now she doesn't have any money she needs a little bit of help so I command you that you should be helping you know when you listen to your father says especially when he's dead you listen to him right right so he says I command you that you should give her the money that is required and he said and she's going to come to you tomorrow morning and you're going to and you're going to give it to her you're going to give it to her that's uh that's what he said when I said he woke up in the morning the the bank teller said the owner of the bank said I woke up in the morning I told my wife right I told her you know I told the story she said wait you not stop with your stupid dreams were you crazy are you Jewish idiots right what are you talking about I don't even make up your things oh dreams are horses and just ain't said okay so he said he as he was a good husband he listens to his wife he says the wife tells you what to do she does it stupid it's stupid that's it so he went to work and that's it he was sitting there and then he sees the note he sees the picture he sees it was not just a bluff it was real he realized that uh that she was wrong and that's why he did what he did the interesting part of the story though is that the person telling the story I said was the riosa climbs Jennifer he was alive nine years ago before the before the Medina before the state was around in early days he was very close to the Cook he was very close with the cook he was a revolution line anyways he says how do I know this story he says because those two buckham that signed I was one of them I was one of the people that came out of the Yeshiva and signed the Patek I was there he was firsthand a dude it was written from him firsthand a dude I was there I saw the whole entire Maya said we see from here this idea that sometimes people come back okay the people come back and they need a kappara through us or through not infinite then suffer he has to come back through gilgul et cetera I'll give one more quick massive was passed away it says that there was a person who his name is Jaco Feldman they called mobiaco Feldman I don't know if it was really wrong but it doesn't matter he said over a story that happened to him personally he says when I was in Budapest I lived in Hungary before before uh before the war he was 17 years old before the war and you know the Nazis were they were they were taken care of and everybody was in tremendous fear of the Nazis as we all know so he he played the bluff that's it he got rid of the Judaism thing threw off his keeper he acted like a guy he he worked on Shabbat he did everything he wanted to make sure I'm not going to go into any concentration camps I'm going to be straight and that's it and he left his family et cetera et cetera his father was a big big Siddiqui said and whatever he was a big world Crusher person anyways he said all my uh trust all my trying and doing all this didn't work as we all know in 44 they took over they took over there and they took over the davoneno and Hungary they killed a million people with the Eichmann in the front and he said over there I was taken to Auschwitz and by yes by a miracle I survived it might say he was 17 years old the 17 year olds were the ones who were put to work and he was able to make it out of Auschwitz he said it was a miracle that he was able to get out after that he came to Israel and he joined the ranks over here and as we all know he became he became like many people they became completely uh non-religious he became khiloni but he said I wasn't just kiloni I was like I did everything I ate on I ate on Yom Kippur I worked on Yom Kippur and Russia completely nothing to do with Judaism he had nothing to do it it's all right anyways that comes out in 53 1953 he said one Yom Kippur that night my father appeared to me his name was my father his beloved father he liked him but he just didn't agree with his uh his religious and things he came to me in a Kittle I guess he was Ashkenazi right a white ghetto very clean he was wearing a talit it was on the night of Yom Kippur and here he was he just came back from work on the night of Yom Kippur he went to work he said he worked in Richard a real story he was working in some place in region let's see him doing things or whatever and he came he came back that night and he saw him in a dream and he said he said very quick because it's I'm sitting and suffering from him and you should and and your your average you're putting your your years are being cut off which is relevant for what we spoke about in the past I'll tell you in a second why and then he didn't listen he ignored it a week later he came back on the night of Shabbat he came back in the night of Shabbat and also the same thing he says he came back again to him in the night time and he said no dreams dreams he says he ignored it it happened once twice three times he ignored it after a few times after about a month he says one time he went to work on Shabbat he went to work on Shabbat Mission let's see when he came home and uh and in the middle of the day he went and back then I'm talking about 1953 and I'm not dealing so much with TV sets he turned on the radio poor guy into the radio he couldn't open his iPhone right so you open it up and he wanted to see what's uh what's going on in the things and this again I'm telling you this from the bottom of my estate I probably wouldn't have said this is the guy himself who was off the Derek saying the story himself he said he turned on the radio and the first thing he heard is he said his father said he heard his father's voice saying again on the radio now I'm saying he was awake that's why the guy himself said I'm telling you the guy was off the Derek obviously you could tell you when the scores would be true in the end but uh right he says the guy said I don't know what to do here I'm confused I can't believe that this is true in this I know I heard there's a big tadiq the god of the door he lives right next to me he was he lived not far from Regional team there's a guy in a brock I heard His Name something is something I don't remember saying right he said let's go talk to this Mr hassanesh let's see what he has to say for himself right now explain to me he said he walked into the closeness and again we're talking about that's giving this a testimony he walked into looked at him and he said you're the person who works on Yom Kippur right your father is your father is suffering a tremendous amount because because of what he is and he says these words you're not you're not many more years to live your courage is there like we spoke about in the current uh sure you don't have much more time to live and uh you know your father was concerned about you he knows who what you're what you're in for and that's it he said he told me that that's what he says went back there and he started learning again you started learning so what the heck what am I supposed to do here so he was wondering is there something I can do he didn't know what to do he said so look that Shabbat I went home I didn't know what to do I I didn't he he said that he didn't say he kept Shabbat he said I didn't smoke any cigarettes okay he didn't smoke any cigarettes I still didn't know what to do that he went to a movie in this and then he came back he said I have to go he went back to the niche he went back to the kazanesh and he asked him [Music] said there's obviously some scoot that you have some Merit that you have that was able to save you that was able to save you that your father's coming down from Ghanaian in order to help you out here he's coming to obviously there's something there's them so he says look I was always nice to people almost nice to people I said okay okay that's very cute yeah don't give me the etiquette stuff he says sometimes they give you know I help people out I don't know that's okay that's for everybody I want something real something uhmet so he had to think he said he sat down for a few minutes and as he was trying to think of what it was and then he remembered oh I remember yeah when I was 16 years old back over there in Hungary there was a person who died this was before before the uh before that war took it took place but there was someone who died in the forest in the middle of the forest nobody wanted to go as incredibly dangerous the Nazis were around the area nobody was willing to go my father asked me if I can go and uh I went my father asked me if I can go and I went to a second I went in the middle of the night in the forest and if I got caught obviously we all know what that means immediate death and he still said it was most beneficial to go and I buried the person he took the he took the met and he buried the person and gave him a spot he mowed a little on top of where he buried them and I came back and he said oh that's that's the tickets right that's that's where he got that was the scoot that you have in order to save you your father's is not coming back anymore it's up to you to make the decision he said from then on he was supposed to his father this guy's father was died in Auschwitz he died in the camps by the way he was he was in the guest Chambers but he said that because of that I came back Hashem it's been fantastic he says from things are good I lived along he lived a longer life he passed the years of caret he made a birthday and uh and that's it okay so that's the idea that we see that sometimes people come back in order to be able to give us a little bit of an extra coax they come to keep us to keep us going but at the same time we're trying to bring out the message the important message that even when we don't know the answers to all the questions you don't have to know the answers to all the questions because everything is all rights it's like a machine where sometimes you have to move a warrior you have to move things a screw here and a screw here I like to think about it for those of us who are outdated like I'll put myself as being outdated already remember those operators in the past remember those of you when you pushed oh you remember the picture you have to plug in plug here and plug it that's that's the muscle that he kind of gives it's the muscle of the idea of the things sometimes a movie or a person has to go a year ago year and there's a husband for each and every person and we can't always know 100 percent of Shaman we can't always know 100 but there is there's a reason for each and every uh each and everything that uh happens okay I did want to speak in one piece but it's really a little bit late it's already 20 past um should I speak up one more you give me two minutes everyone's okay what that's okay what okay fine we're gonna finish with one small piece I just want to speak about the ramban in eov when he speaks about eov when he speaks about eov about the pain that he went through e of was a rich man he was a wealthy man a very uh uh prestigious person children everything the Satan told him the Hashem said to the Satan you could do whatever you want you're just not allowed to kill him you could do whatever you want he gave him boils he was suffering very painful all his children Laura Lane who died is his wife and he lost all his money it sounds pretty bad right now after all that happened no there was one thing now most of us we can give answers for that because we have an idea called Sadiq feraldo we all know there's reasons sometimes people receive things for different reasons but he of eov had a good complaint what was his complaint something that I don't think many of us have I never did anything wrong you have knew for a fact he never did anything wrong that's pretty heavy right he was at Sadiq jamur you understand he was pretty good he knew for a fact so even when all his friends were trying to make him feel better because I'll go to test you should have made him feel better he has to know that no this was a takana from Hashem above me and we all know the famous case who sees when Moshe Rabin was he was up until no one's ever going to get to that level he was on the 49th level he was now I reached the 50th he got to 49 levels he sees rebe Akiva doresh takva tag is millions of tall medium 24 000 everything is the biggest Sadiq in the world he was at City all the time he never anything wrong even his early years the first 40 Years of his life you should know why did Rahul marry him because he was says he was it's about brings that he was working for someone and he worked three years and he said now it's time for pay after three years however yeah so no one complained when you get your delay I'm talking about and and he told him after three years he said listen I don't have any money you lose any money he said you don't have an animal you know he said no I don't have this don't have this and he went home he went home so the guy the boss came up to Elizabeth the boss came up to this worker and he said what did you think when I told you that that I'm a jerk he said no I figured that the Bahama you rented out he said and my money you ran out of money because the business rent went short and all everything else that you own was already mine you you made it egg dish to debate to make Dash and he said I'm telling you that's what happened everything you said it's 100 correct and the storm Bringing Down the Shivering says that was rubikiva in other words from the beginning he was already and said Rahul know what she was doing she was uh she knew what she was beating a terror of the women she was incredible and here he is he asked what's the score what's the score verb you give up he was being loyal anyway I mean you can't imagine with boiling hot steamed a metal that was flaying his skin and Mom is alive until the most painful experience that rubikiva did in you you're using my Israel the whole time over and remember says and what did he says everybody reads and you say in a simple way that okay Hashem thinks one way and we think one way we can't ask any question I just want to say a beautiful chat that that this Farm bring down this is in the Shari or which is to say for Kabbalah I'm not saying anywhere I might say one sphere but doesn't mean anything don't worry about it don't get don't get confused I'm not saying anything okay but he says one important idea the world was created um the the world was created there's okay follow me I'm just gonna say one short thing again don't uh don't think I'm gonna say anything very big here there are we all know there's 10 Sriracha the world was created with ten uh lights okay the highest one is called keter keter is the crown after that you have the three levels over here our body is a three-ring body made up of the spirit you have three year three-wear three here that's nine and ketter is on top that's ten okay it's really eleven okay anyways so when the world was created meaning Hashem wants to build the world which I meant to create a wanting okay creating a wanting that's keter but is how the world started is creating that's when Hashem starts a creation but we have no idea what is that's just the first sphere hours I'm started hogma is the beginning the first building block in creation that's called makshava you understand whatever you want to build something first you think I want to build a house and then you think wow and then you start actually thinking about the house maybe it'll be like this like this you start thinking about those that's we never discussed because that's on the highest sphere it's too high for us we can't get there that's what it means this decision is in makshava it's in the highest sweetheart we can't get there it's in the higher worlds it's in the world of Qatar it's in the world of the world that we don't discuss even don't talk about because it's too high for us to discuss the world was created in the beginning with din which is um judgment and then accept it afterwards what happened you made a mistake he started like this no in the higher worlds we are in din we are in the world of din with judgment but we need we need to survive with a little bit of you follow so that's why they are in the higher realm they're left up in the high Realms they're left in the worlds up in the higher places where who takes uh takes care of them so even though we can't understand everything that's all I'm trying to bring out here we don't always fully understand what's going on but you should know that there's a there's a lot to it or what happens the things where we have things that occur by us we have things that occur by us then we have to understand that it comes from a certain uh it comes from a certain place come on we have answers which please enter next week I want to speak about Sadiq feraldo and Russia ver tovlo we're going to speak about why good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people we'll try to speak about a few understandings behind it but already little we already see Ramos and it goes back to the idea of the Gil gulim everything comes because of this reason you just have to know people think when you say it's all in Shivam it's like an excuse we can't understand anything no it was created in a world that we're not connected to we're not there we're not in that world if you would connect there you would understand you understand it's a world of and that's how it is it started with din the world was created with DIN and that's how it should be like what happened to everyone but now that it's not like that we don't uh we don't know so next week we'll talk about and also we have a few other stories to uh to uh elaborate on it okay