Reb. Yemima Mizrachi The Miracle of Project Inspire Convention 2023

so a real hasid is deafening when it ends Shabbat comes when project Inspire is almost about to be finished and they Devin Hashem please let these things stay in our heart we want to be people who are moved people who are meet [Music] I want to be moved from every Jewish person I see or meet from everything which seems so natural like my family my husband my children snow today my husband and I like two children stood there in the balconesia it's snowing as a kept shelleg and you all it's snowing and you kept eating your chunk how could you do you know that when Haman when it was snow we never see snow and it's suddenly wow when Haman wanted to know if he can beat this nation he went to the little children he saw them learning he asked them what are you learning and they are saying what is Omer and they say the rain goes down and the wheat comes up and the wind comes and the Sun and we are so happy to see the wheat grow so we are bringing the Omer a sacrifice to say to hakatoshburg thank you for the weather thank you for the wheat thank you for being Jewish as a calf don't let us be and this is the worst word of these days I do not want to be cool don't be cool this is the art of amalek Ash is what you feel in this room everything is cool how cold we are not mood we are Jews who Daven make them it's what makes the and the heart is dead it's called in the megillah were those people helping they have no emotions no desires salaries they just function I met those sarisim in your airport JFK when we had to wait two hours standing on my heels because I give birth with heels and I had to stand there two hours and they I look at this man look thousand people waiting only for you one clerk even Israel is more efficient and they sit there with their faces saris he is doing what he should do feeling nothing I want us to be moved and he wrote this evening we are going to lehitragesh from the two most people in Jewish history which are Sumer standing there and governing only for you and saying Monday evening you light a candle it's your best lawyer up there he is so faithful [Music] she will stand in our worst times in history we were so bad she will stand in front of the king and say heat of the heat of both of them what is what is the faithful husband a faithful husband is a husband who doesn't betray you with the woman you were once you had so much energy you made pizza from Toby you had so much patience you were skinny being a man is not betraying yourself with whom you were once I remember at my first child I kept taking pictures of him in Purim pictures of pesach pictures of now it's my ninth child I must speak Emma show me a picture when I was small I show him his big brother's picture in it and I don't want to miss that woman I want to do what is they find in you in the situation they find a little train is [Music] can pretty Mark they find a small neckuda Trend and they elevate it no set Han a small little and she makes it huge and suddenly you feel so gorgeous I always read the story of Rabbi Jonathan sex he was the chief Rabbi of England and he says he was a student a Jewish student he did not he had doubts he had questions in emuna and he heard of one big RAV who can hear him and maybe give him a direction he goes to the rabi me Lubavitch he sits in front of him he's telling him I have doubts in my emuna I'm not sure I want to be as a keeping the mitzvot and he says when I leave the room I felt there was only one person in this room and the existence the presence of this person filled all the room this person was me when listened to him heard him let him pronounce his distress he felt he has place he felt he was full of the room he felt his being elevated let's learn this from our biggest lawyers [Music] and learn all the schoolot of this etson we have such etration this week of esthera malka and Moshe rabeno I want to explain what etration means the megilla me gilad Estelle is full of the word it time a time you should really really do something in it is calling those who know the wisdom of time um this week more than any other time low is when Hashem says to you please want to see I want all the time but you what about your right son are you cool are you doing things with no emotion is when you stop trust the Shalom waiting for your when you stop finding Grace in what you have hazal tell us a beautiful thing Moshe shmad let right soon is the destruction it's death in numbers in gimatria is 300 145 4. willing is 346. Moshe 345. the end shalom keep on willing don't give up please so many times you think it's the end nothing can change any longer my life is without graceless keep on wanting Keep On Believing that something good is waiting for you the word which defeats amalek is the word tomorrow you have a new tomorrow you go and fight amalek tomorrow um and he says when he fights [Music] I'm standing up the hill and estera malka until she comes in front of what does she say instead of saying save my nation foreign is the letters of womb only someone who knows works it's expecting for Anum to be born we are nashim something good is going to happen don't stop wanting Moshe is don't stop wanting something to happen only when you find Grace in what you have comes from the word parking so many times until you find parking in a very very crowded place and then after you parked your car you go out and you go backwards like in the hotel wow this has such Grace in your eyes wow it's a holy hanaya is finding grace even though you are not at home yet taking this temporary hanaya and saying it's full of it's not the place you wanted to be yet but now I'm happy I know it's not the end of the way but I have a new business where does he come when gets in is so frightened and then he comes and he says his small sentence in the play the gun he now it's all he is saying and we all sing you know this song what does he say it's not the end of your life something new is going to happen find Grace in what you have this is the hardest thing in the world would you accept Hashem send you will you accept this husband whom sometimes look like those Michelle which looks so gorgeous but under you find only paper bends you know these a few chocolates why what you accept it will you like a bell accept this child of yours with Ren so many times she goes to a she do and you look at her and you feel oof she has no so many times you put her the most beautiful the opposite you can find the disguise our parents used to sow our Taco we had so much when my mother was pregnant I I was a pregnant when your father decided he'll be a breast lover you were a breast lover because that's what you had at home and it had so much strength today we buy them in shine and lloyd.fo and they look so la Mac she looks so without friend you are your child looks at you and wants to see in your eyes that he is so full of rain will we find in this parking lot so it's not home yet but what you have now is so precious please be moved of it a precious woman came to me yesterday evening and she said to me that she lost her husband during kovid we do not even remember this fear the anxiety being at home not seeing each other we forgot to shoot it so moving to have our families around us children I cried in Mozart but I told you yesterday that I saw the demonstrations before my window and I said that it was frightening they walked with flags and with the drums and I felt it was against me the Frome the dorsetma and I said it in eres Israel It Was Written in my weekly Shield I opened my email and I find seven messages from women it's not against you we love you yamima I was in such a distress she wrote me on Shabbat it's not against you I really had tears in my eyes mamash we have such a nation we have such a family can we find a Grace in it will we be like standing and saying I want to teach you what to do on Monday and I want to say something just before it sometimes my husband is taking my sure and he is saying I want to take advantage and say it to my talmudim so I'm very proud when he says it and quotes it because so many rabbanim take my sin I forgive you I'm really really proud but the time I'm really really really proud is when he reads by she or and he says I have nothing to quote from here it's only for woman yay then I know I really did what's written in the Torah kotomara it's the same Torah it's not this thing so I want to tell you the Torah only yamima he will tell you and it's a beautiful Torah only stands and davins for woman this way he is the lawyer of a woman and on the rebe brisk used to say to all men you go out of the bit knesset woman come in this is the day when moshera bennu davins for you he was the first man ever in history seeing seven single girls trying to bring the herd into the water to drink no one let them go she and he feels this urge to redeem them to save them and hazar are saying Yakov was not like Moshe he sees he takes the stone out of the well but it's not written by Yoshi and feeling this urge of Lonely Woman discriminated this way I'm here I'll help you the second time is when strange girl five girls come and say we are about to get into Israel we have no father our father was he died because he has sinned can we also have a bite Israel and everyone hears them and laughs doesn't think they have this right but he is standing Bane and says reggae I will say to hakadoshburg yes I'm really really sorry to him to vote they have this Merit of having a bite in eres Israel is the man who has the courage after he leaves his wife to go back to her and say a otbam sippora is the woman who experiences this pain so many women experience it good Dola has that are telling us that I'm Israel heard all the frightening words of the prophets but when took his ring off and put it on her man's hand is horrible it's after you believed in love after you were married and then you are separated comes to tipora and says I can't be [Music] Isha and Elohim she takes her ring off she doesn't belong any longer and then when the lujot are being broken says you will structure new luhot sculpt new luhot and it's made from diamonds called Snap renon after you sculpt the new luhot there will be solid leftovers it's yours salt solet leftovers he makes the newly hot and he says reggae if a broken Torah can be new brand new again my broken ketuba can be new again he takes the leftovers of the snap Renown he is making a beautiful ring and when he goes down from harcinai with the new lujor he's walking towards all the people are standing on the right on the left they do not know what he means and sipoa doesn't know what he means and then he says for the first time in history the sentence that Moshe very slightly what you should Daven for Monday evening is these words I want this religion this that when I have someone in the sky deafening for me and saying to Hashem in my worst moments [Music] that are telling us that when is asking one question tell me the xera of killing them bedam is it written with blood or with the mud what does he mean are they really bad people but damn they have bad blood or it's just mud which made her dirty it's mud foreign girls are so good we went to a school in Muncie two months ago it's a school for girls who are a little bit uh but they are so too hot so the principal who is such a gorgeous woman I forgot her name she said you can write question to Robertson yamima on papers because they have horrible questions so they were ashamed to say them they wrote them on and one of them wrote to me why do I do we have to be all the same why can't I be different dress different think different what is it all the all the Jewish from people the same the same the same and I said to them and then I saw her crying and I knew that she wrote this little letter I told her you don't really want to be different you only want to be special and there is a huge difference between different and special because different is out of the group special is being part of the group when you are different you are doing things out of your group out of your family out of your kahila slowly slowly people will be indifferent towards you no one will care Miss Kenya you can be special you can be special inside your school your family your kahila they are good they are so good our boys and girls and if I cry it's because their biggest lawyer I have wallerstein is not here any longer to say this to them but he is up there with moshera malca whom are saying Monday evening you are lighting a candle foreign let us be happy of all the story of our lives and he davins for you for your honor of bat Israel why I told you yesterday that Moshe rabenu was the product of hands of women they believed in tomorrow Miriam is standing and saying to her father atida do you believe in Mahal do you believe in atida I want to teach you something beautiful from the midrash Valley at the third day she is standing in front of and hazal are saying there is another she is Sinai alsinai is the biggest day of having the Torah and Esther ramalca it's her worst day standing in front of are you a victim of this life goes to sacrifice his son you have the decision every day to decide am I a victim like avraham whom sacrifice his son or am I a new Torah for this world she is I want to learn with you something gorgeous is always doing what Mordechai says to her mama until this day when he sees her we learned it yesterday wearing her kingdom hey why do you do this you have to beg now you have to Devin you have to cry and she says Ma is from Hashem the thing I have to go through in my life is from him but hey the way I do it is my decision I'm going to this horrible place because Hashem decided that Ma the what but I'm going to do it like a queen I'm going to do it best thing I'm going to do it in the middle of a Mist I did not tell you to do a mission I know but the egg is me the ma is him and I have the power to do it not like a victim but like a new Torah for this world there is a beautiful word in megilate Estelle which is written one way but you read it another way it's called and we read do you know what atudim is atudim is sacrifices is Future what do you choose to be a Corban or to be future he stands like this when he fights amalek because all the hands runs to her IMA who builds him he is full of woman's hands he is standing like this evening davening for all the good woman of this nation and the Zohar says at the day of zein by Adele you should light a candle Yom shiny evening Devin for your emuna your razon your future saying Hashem not like that the religion of which is the religion today women who are doing everything to please a man that was the Dutch of the megillah you have to stand Monday evening with your hands up until you feel them trembling mamash that's the way to defeat amalek yet you stand like this and Devin like until it's hard for him to Daven it's a skullah to stand if you are doing Pilates you can do it for hours if you are not so it will be very very fast and another homework very very important I want you if you can to shed one tear at least at the outside of Moshe rabenu and davening for one thing Hashem I want to be a happy woman and I always tell you that a woman has a very heavy task she has to sell very ancient ideas like family like being faithful like learning Torah like deafening yamimai was such a Sadiq when I married him look at all these Library it's full of Dusty doesn't learn a word any longer and I say to her always listen he also had a different woman once why because you had this thing it's called smile you used to laugh at his joke you used to be funny you used to be matrica I know many women matrica you go to work and you are matrica you are funny I do not know many women who are kit laughing so racket is at home and inside you are not so quick you are not laughing hazal tell us had this Grace this friend so many women but he wanted her why is surprising when all the girls ran to the Palace because they wanted to marry the king with Force she did not want she did not want to come to me when all the girls used to say their resume I learned in English Israel in the Seminary of this and this and I don't he really was she did not say her resume get it where do you come from what family Matt she's interesting when he says you should not come without I call you for 30 days she comes by her own initiative she's so special when he says to her what do you need I'll give you everything you want and she says that's right she is always interesting always matrica until this time when she cries when does Esther hamalka cry and that's when I want you to cry on sign Bear Down she never cries she's an orphan she doesn't cry she has no avail she doesn't cry they kidnap her into the palace she doesn't cry Mordechai says to her you have to go to from your own initiative and she doesn't cry even though she knows she loses everything she can't be married to Mordechai any longer and then she cries at the end of magilat Estelle she cries her heart out she is standing in front of a hashvirosh at the end of the megillah foreign [Music] why are you crying I gave you the house of Hamman Hamman was hung his ten children were hung Lana and estera malka is crying it's written for the first time at the last chapter of the Magilla [Music] she says to him you never canceled the first letters you sent to destroy my nation he says to her those letters are valid until today the first letters sent to destroy husband Shalom our nations are here now from Iran from the kingship of a hashvirosh they are valid until today from Paras and we are in a huge Danger why don't you cancel them I can't since for the first time go away still you have no in my eyes any longer but I was what is I did everything I could we hung Haman we hung his ten children now it's your job and she cries why still is the last book in the Tana she goes back to the first book of that and she's understanding everything when she is saying she remembers I remember these words from the first book in the Torah a Huda is talking and when she says that the last book of me she remembers these words from the first book of that yourself and when she says she remembers saying she understands that there are things can't do it's our task to do it and she cries we still are carrying this ancient sin of fighting with our brothers selling them for nothing and she is yearning I want to fix the shalom in am Israel I know it's on us it's not Iran it's not Biden no one can help us to do so when the sin of the brothers in the first book of the Tanakh is the last words of the Tanakh will be shalom what can fix this locket of ours wow wow this is such a demonstration such paladan such hatred and she tries to remember what ended that in the first book of the Tanakh she opens and she sees he cried yourself he falls on his brothers shoulders and he cries his heart out maybe this is going to save us still Israel crying I'm crying now for the shalom in my nation I'm crying now for love for lack of my locket this is not from me to you Mana is your name is something you give it's not personal is your name is from the word me many it's like elkana who sees Hannah crying because she's Barren and the hanaian me many I love you so much I want you to put your hearts in your mishloch according to the hasidim you are preparing your mishlo is the Min hug of making the beautiful so she will open it and she say wow foreign can we make shalom in this nation only when we cry down here for Shalom for lack of machlock it only then when Hashem will get you as his he will make a picture of himself doing unboxing opening this and saying it's personally from her I love her so much I forgive her for all this I'll tell you for the end the Tandy brought acerated how can we stay away from the 10 things we have to hang on the tree are foreign is when you give explanation or interpretations to her religion ah she is she is we call it in a Hebrew overdose under dos it is she is very much she is we say in Hebrew is a mustard mayonnaise ketchup all the time we're interpreting the kind of from woman she is and I see it every time I go is somewhere yes it's not the Bobo it's not the shayto as a regga Mahi is a [Music] do not interpret the level of religion he knows better we are all in Disguise when we will go up there Hashem will show us the truth the rabbit sins will be pushed and there will be the real remedies in Hebrew means being poor poor is here it's not in your pockets it's not in your bank because we feel poor we have paranasa worries we are fighting and hating and being jealous Hashem please hang this poor woman this poor delfon this feeling she has and she has and I don't have you feel it because of the Instagram because of the Facebook everyone is making gorgeous pictures and you say why she's so happy with her family no one is so happy with her family but in the pictures it shows interpreting religion being poor feeling poor it's a spatter asparta is from the word Assaf you collect all those bad things people said to you since you were little she did not accept me to the Seminary you are 80 years old asthma she is said to me she did not invite me to my bar mitzvah it's like he had this book she did this he did this no hang it on the tree do not remember these things stop collecting all the bad things people said of you is the pain we have with poorly youth with fertility with our children pre-betting so many times you sit and say llama llama you should stand and stay he Tova at parata that is religion when you want to be a lion in Hashem so you became such Amit palette and you hate everyone because you have to make your two books of the hilim every day and to make the Kavala shown and when your husband is asking you something and you continue and say so Hank is on the tree be nice to people Hashem knows that he leave me hears it many many times from many people you are not original so me to control you want to control everything you want to control your husband now you smile now you say a good word now as much as you want to control things will show you how how you do not really control is important I teach it the most these days parmaster is the son who has his um a close perum he is exposed he was walking with his clothes showing everyone how he looks boom that's what explained to us try to save our daughters our sons and ourselves from this exposure in all the Instagram and Facebook and internet it's horrible horrible why because if you exposed something and it was very very interesting and fascinating tomorrow in order to be fascinating you have to expose more and to expose more and to expose more and hazal tell us what is it has two meanings [Music] in two things you have to expose less it's when you have a huge thing and when you have a huge pain be careful showing all the details of your smart all the tables all the dresses all the jewelry all the beauty all the die die and showing everyone how you became don't do this don't do this because then you'll have to expose more and more and more and so many anorectic my uncle my father's brother he really worked so hard in order to make this special um a word of um anorexia in in benebak and I see them it's only this this competition of being beautiful only hearing someone saying just the way you are you don't have to be something else you have so much so the exposure of happiness and the exposure of depression I'm depressed so at the first time you a picture yourself crying and the second time you have to be more extreme because they already saw it so you a picture yourself in bed and then you picture yourself dead a dive unless so so so so a dangerous and the last one Vice letter feeling so small looking at yourself and saying it happens to you when you brush your teeth in the morning you look at yourself she became so old she's ugly who will want to marry me Vice that I hang him or her on the tree because our graceless lawyers are standing in this etrason this weekend saying who has the guts to say after the eagle why are you angry and Esther has the guts to say I know they've sinned but you know why because they saw the mikdash and they still remember the beauty of it and now they are so broken this is your mission Hashem would you accept it with love see how the word is the word of Esther malka and Moshe rabeno mats [Music] you lift your hands up you cry a few tears and tell Hashem Ani salad shalom I want us all like we do every year one minute each and every one of you it's a huge etration after you got so much for Shalom for love for every Jew you see [Music] so one minute in this I want you to start at Phila with each and every one of you what she needs and me what's up we forgot willing and one minute at I always say that when you don't have when you feel a little bit pain which means your aim your lack this lack of yours so think of the biggest aim you have and ain't one minute for herself or her daughter of her son [Music] is love you