Reb Dovid Mishilovin - Russian Lub Chasid - Baal Mesiras Nefesh - Love for Mitzvah - Story of 1982

who passed away today i sort of attained his tough shin pay base i want to tell you my memories of this very special yeed this husset who i personally knew when the rabbis sent my friends and myself as older bakarim students to the yeshiva in los angeles in 1981 i met him he came to los angeles i believe in 1979 he was a rebbe and the hater he was a safer stam simply and this was a continuation of what i saw in crown heights russian hasidim but rabdavid stood out in several ways that really put a new perspective on what we call in lubavitch brothershaft are those that feel brotherly love my you my piece of bread first belongs to you and only afterwards as it belonged to me as it says in this forum [Applause] david was a humble person i recall seeing him also in congregation lady yitzhak which just recently lost itself we made a clip about that too or several weeks ago at that time shipment was not the love of the shul i don't think they had it off at that time anyway and he would be learning every day in the morning right after chakras with elderly russian people that have been instituted fetus k nym to learn with older yiddi who have time to study to learn because they're not working and abduvid and rabbi arnold so zangazoo were two of the of the individuals that rabbi kunin i believe appointed to do this and you understand he talked about a hassett who dives like a hostage he learns like a closet he gives to dhaka like a hostage he is one stick declussive he's saturated not with oil like a latke and a doughnut from hanukkah he's saturated with siddhis kite real hasidic warmth are in his bones how did i see that so the following i remember like it's now as clear as you see the the clouds and the sky it's blue i remember this like it's now this was the middle of the swedish argument i don't recall which of the srila but it was one of the counting diameter between pesach and chevous this was 1982 i believe so it's 40 years ago our boy and i happened to be standing next to them david it was a middle of the week and in the yeshiva based methods we were daviding my roof everyone's happening to the students and abdomen happened to be there's his daughtering might after the shema the baldfield hasn't makes the prohibition [Applause] now i happen to notice the way this david said swedish in middle of a weekday my friends i promise you he had more kavanagh he stood in this place he said the bracha mila bamila word for word without fair fear making with his head then his hands are shaking his body and he started to like shake but not crazy but he's his face turned red i saw it i was standing right next to him i was blown away a yid who can say abraca in the middle of a weekday there's nothing special happening or at least we think it's not special and to him it's god it's traitor it's rabbi it's mashiach it's a bracha rabbi this was an abdomen oven i'm not telling you about his mercedes netflix in rusland which he shared with me about how in his house davind rebecca who was a wanted man by the kgb and he hid in the misha loving house and he told me many stories i wrote them down in my book far brengen very original stories which he heard which he saw himself and he also heard from a hostage named benjamin who we always spoke of this benjamin they made serious monkeys and he always spoke about benjamin and he told me that that this bear came once came to him and he said david he told me he was 17 or so and he saw that the abductment that david that he was checking his throne if it's bailing between the eyes exactly if it's if it's that way as dublin was putting on filling and berkeley was hiding in the house saw it he ran over to him and he said david what is this he never saw a little mirror so he says sash it's a mirror and you could see if the children are exactly in between the eyes so he said david click could you please get me one he told me at the time that berkeley was a religious fanatic any type of humra any type of hitler any type of way of beautifying the mitzvah he did it and that's why sometimes he put on film several times whatever i'm not going to talk about berkeley he's a class for himself from what i heard from doug mr loving about rebecca but this is the punchline then berkeley went back to what he was doing and david went back to davening a few minutes later berkeley runs over to david michael love in the back of the 17 year old and says to him don't get it for me i feel sniffed i don't want the mirror if he looks at him he just asked me for the mirrors he could do the mitzvah better bailey he said les ahmed one of the ten commandments is you shouldn't be jealous i had a jealousy in my heart when i saw you using it i got jealous of you using it and i therefore wanted that that as well it's coming from my sock might from jealousy i don't want it that boy side you know what we're talking about we're talking about society we're talking about russian laboratories that end the iota of feeling of i ego jealousy is treif his puzzle is invalid it's not kosher it's disgusting david mitchell loving the abdomen grew up with such heat his own father obamacillas nephesh his brothers he has a brother two living brothers that beats himself in crown heights from the swarm store and he has a brother i met this michael once when he came to visit david also a like i asked him i said how is how are we able to have real view after to love another as yourself it's impossible by nature we love ourselves more and then i said to how how can i not look sometimes at someone with a negative eye they did something wrong they did something to me wrong whatever the case he turned to me and he said he flushed he he didn't understand my question how could it be otherwise and i and i looked at him like my friend are you from this world or you fell off the moon that's who would have nicole bishop loving this obey me of thin as a thin like he didn't eat in days didn't sleep and he divided with such fire the bishop lovins they dabbled with fire is my brother-in-law i know him well i know his brother benny well baruch mccoy who was in moscow all fine joshua married my wife's youngest my wife's my wife's younger sister medina the family knows each other well the mother yes his mother that david's wife was her brother duchman's daughter i believe came from so you're talking about the real chabad hasidic stock but i want to tell you something did not act with guyver because he was gesher no way i never smelled it in him i didn't see any trace he was a bitter dickie the humble heat fire i love talking to him because when he spoke to the david he energized you with his fire and excitement about a mitzvah and this is something that we need today rabbi say when we do a mitzvah you put filling out in the morning you should start jumping from from the excitement of doing the ambitious mitzvah when you have a chance to do a mitzvah and the mitzvah isn't only a mitzvah being between god and yourself a bit so be nothing between man and man you should do it with entire excitement where your body physically starts moving enables you to help that what we learned from this tiny heat passed on it should help that he should the kids should rise from the dust together with mashiach him and will be said to the ghoulish lama with bashir kenya which no