Winning in Court

please okay we are uh on page 36 in the my heart asylum i hope to finish it today with hashem's help the mimer a long journey into understanding the words that we're going to read [Music] what is the word you don't don't just read the words but you stop and you reflect today what's the day raisha harass either means birth it's the birthday of the world well i got a problem with that today is not the birthday of the world the birthday of the world was two days ago the 25th of available so how do we say today's the birthday of the world okay this is what you're supposed to be doing when you do meditation when you reflect when you're diving because you don't rush to keep up to the the belt feeler but you're diving at your own pace if you're able to get earlier to shoot so that you can dive and begin earlier and then eventually you'll be up to with the cosmos when the hazard gets to baroque etc that's great and then it says another meaning of the word harass is fear today the world fears you why does the world fear you because it's the in really i thought young kipper is really the day of fear because that's when the deal is closed signed and closed and finished and these are all issues that khazal not kasidis khazal and the commentaries the abu dharam and early commentary commentators on the siddhar discuss and i encourage you to you know go over the rosh hashanah david and has a lot of unfamiliar words i'm not talking about suki de simra in chakras but from [Applause] you know chabad has probably the shortest version of trilos to say during shimon esri other kehillahs have longer versions but regardless there are new words for everyone and it's very important to know what what the words mean so if you don't you have an english translation use it and especially if you're a bald feeler if they send you over to the omit it's very important to know the meaning of the words because you are representing the congregation and you want to you know represent them the proper way so the mimer deals with this issue of harass today stand in judgment all creatures all creation all of creation so the rabbit here the previous rabbit gave us a new insight into rosh hashanah because in order to answer a question you have to have a background and that's the style of siddhis it's not a kasha and a terror it's a kash and a terror it's a question and answer question answer which you find by the way and many other sifri hasidis where there's more direct questions and answers in chabad in the in in tanya and in the maimuram basically it's a long-winded answer and we could reflect back on what the balatanya says on the shah blot on the title page of tanya that the mission statement of kikari velekhadov the mission statement of tanya that being that it is close to you in your mouth in your heart than to act upon i will teach you this says there's two paths to get to the city one is a shortcut but it ends up being longer and one is a long way but it ends up being shorter and the alkal says that the style that he chooses for his tanya the the philosophy and ideology so already 200 years ago alternet already said you guys better have patience if you want to be a bad hostage you better be patient because if you want a quick fix this ain't the deader for you true because the altar ebb and tanya spends 17 chapters from one on the long way to come to abbas hashem because at the end of the day as it says in the zeitgeist if you dive in and you learn and you don't have avengira it doesn't soar on high your tilas remain below we have to create an avis hashem and here of some level somewhat every time we learn in dublin that's a very difficult task and that chapters analyzing who we are and who we are not and why we are and why we are not and when we are and when we're not vis-a-vis the five categories to zadikim to show him and a banana and then talks about the garments the levushing efforts then speaks about the question after the soul powers and then speaks about the struggle between the nephesh obamas and nephew shalikis which he already introduced us in chapter one in chapter two of tanya and then it goes into details from chapter 12 through 17 of this banananee the paradigm the prototype individual who who the tanya is geared for and guess who that is we us we are potential banging them every single one of us because the altar ebba once wrote asafoe sadiq the tradition is that it went up in fire the same day that the whole ethic passed away he took the safer with him to heaven because it was a safe of herself for deacon and we're average people so the tanya remains and the safety of him is gone so we have this tanya and in the tanya the altered lays out a course of developing ourselves and refining ourselves 17 chapters it's a very long way but at the end if you take the time like we've been learning for three weeks this mimer we've been dissecting it we've been going slow over it we've been dialoguing it becomes more meaningful and the same was with siddhis khabad and that's why it's the first a way that the al-qaeda suggests finding love and all for hashem then in chapters 18 and 19 dalton episodes i got a short way for you it's called to reveal the avativis to reveal your inherent love that every jew has even a jew who's a khalsha but khalid who's so lenient doesn't it doesn't care about anything even that you loves hashem and he loves him very much so but it's so late and so hidden and so covered up and so messy you have to take all that dirt off and once you take off the dirt you see the most beautiful beautiful nishama the most beautiful jew so why is he called that short way because that doesn't take reflection and meditation that that takes awareness and memory remember who you are wake up you know when you're asleep and someone shakes you get up get up as soon as you you shook enough you get up you're up you're up maidan what's the first thing comes out of i thank you hashem for i'm here oh yeah the drew the fr i told you yes in this story right that that that he that he goes all the way a few days ago to ba to bombay to india because he wants to get away from this traditional jewish stuff even though he wasn't you know from but it's too much for him organized religion is the god for the worst thing on earth especially those from the 60s and 70s remember that organized religion is the is the reason why this world is so messed up i don't have any part of it so i'm running away to another part of the world with in another culture and there he's sitting at the beach and looking at the sun as the sun sets and the water and the waves are so therapeutic and he looks down and he finally sees a piece of paper and he picks the paper up and he sees english writing in going on here and then he looks a little further and he sees it's talking about jews and souls and he says i thought i came here to get away from this and this is chasing me and he says i can't get away from it i can't get away from it i want to get away from it i've paid money for a ticket to go to the other world to the other side of the world i can't get away from it and he says to himself you know why i can't get away for it because this is who i am either i'm alive or i'm dead and i'm alive if i'm alive obviously the message is this is who you are and it goes back to america and he discovers his roots and he becomes a yid and he starts learning and the rest is history all this is a result of what al tadaba calls in chapters 18 and 19 of tanya the ava mesuterus the latent hidden natural love or avativis yakov it's natural for you you don't have to create the love you see the fir the love of the first 17 chapters of tanya hillel you have to create you have to work on and develop it's a it's a lot of work it doesn't come easy but the avid tvs is much more it's easier once you're awake and alert if you're not awake and alert then nothing is easy so they are so going back to the miami here the frida karebe the author taught us this mimer that the way to have harassed if you want to sense the awesomeness of this day you need to spend time thinking about the day not thinking about yourself it's a mistake don't think about yourself because if you think about yourself you'll be sad why because we're not perfect and there's issues communal and family and self think about think allow yourself to go into the domain of hashem and get to know this hashem who's your hashem and the more you think the more he takes you into his apple of the eye and when you're in the hebrews there's no apple of the eyes we see it's the world of holiness the world of kedusha the world of tahara and the world of purity [Music] that and that's why like i i told you the story a few days ago that the rebels said that the fossett who was dancing dancing singing animes miros mozari young kipper while everyone ran home to eat because they're hungry and he doesn't feel the hunger pains because he's adam's miros he's singing the song of hashem he's with hashem so he gets his sustenance and nourishment from akkoda's boroku so he's not hungry we're hungry because we get the sustenance and nourishment from food but when you could get to a place where the nourishment is and you're in that realm you just continue singing for hours on end till the morning wherever you come back come everybody comes back for chakras and they see a yid singing all night right this is all yo maharaja solomon if you want to feel the hara sailor the awesomeness of the day which we learned in the mimer not only are we judged on this day but call you sure all the angels and all the souls and all the celestial beings judge today well one minute aren't they they're in good shape in good shape and if we're not in good shape they have a problem because they belong to us they're not just floating because they have nothing to do they're our angels they're our celestial beings called yatsureilum and this was a theme that the rabbit developed throughout the mimer and in the last chapter in particular he taught us the importance of being who was from those souls that are called souls of the leaders of the nation russia alpha israel who on one hand maisha looks into the safer of other mauritian the mother says a book written by other linda's safer tells us what was what is and what will be and he sees known as the hills of meshiach and it becomes dark to his eyes what's going on how can we go so far how can we not be interested in havana or lucas which means an understanding and comprehending godliness that should i want to all know more about hashem and deeper about hashem and he sees that it's a lost art it's a lost art so on one hand maisha bainu is devastated but then he reads further and he says wait a minute i see that souls doing ignis of the meshich have more mesiras nephesh than we do moshe it's easier for them to jump into the fire to give their life for hashem they don't question as much they don't say the following hashem says to um i'll make you a great nation hashem says i have two kids hashem says i'll do it through yitzhak and then this very same hashem god says bring him yitzhak for a sacrifice on the altar the al-qaeda and we're gonna we're going to read this hashem isn't that an oxymoron isn't that a contradiction your god i want you to tell me you want to make me into a great nation and through my seed and on the other hand you tell me to bring my only son is being as a sacrifice it doesn't make sense did avram ask this of hashem absolutely not he knows hashem knows best and he does it merciless nephesh transcends logic okay that's it you know i i i don't know if this is a good example abby but avi and i were talking before we started this year about you know attendance at shul rosh hashanah people wearing masks not wearing masks so he said maybe he said because some some people are being defiant and so he said maybe they're right maybe all of these restrictions are hogwash and nonsense it can't be proven but he says i'm a soldier and a soldier listens to rules he happens to be also you know over 60 so he's more careful about that but then i could do what i liked about what you said is i'm a soldier that that okay rabbi yeah i'm okay that nakuta that point that i am a soldier that's yiddish kite that's tata and that's the hardest thing the most difficult thing is to be subservient to be totally bottled to the point where you you give up everything you have everything you know everything you feel for this i am a soldier and that's the void of rajashana to re think and to reaffirm and to re-experience i am a soldier and that doesn't come as we learned in the mind from the outside behavior go to school play the blow the shaffer give to duck put on filling visit the people be nice to your family those are all important no question about it but if you're talking about being a soldier it comes right and that's that's a real avoidance it's a real therapy it takes a lot of effort a lot of and willingness and that's why hillary pointed out once during this year that the rep is speaking here about in the mimer we have to create a will by hashem to want to be our king hashem also has to become a soldier what kind of soldier does hashem have to be to be willing to be melancholy the king of the world because each year he sees what goes on here and it comes rosh hashanah night and he says i've had enough with you i'm sick and tired canog enough one year another year enough and we say no hashem we're blowing schaefer from the depth of our heart we love you we need you we want you please be our king for another year and that is what we're supposed to be thinking about and then you come to be a soldier yes yoni i'll tell you this is a this is a very this point that i was talking about has been in my mind a long time i don't understand if rosh hashanah is and in essence it's a very serious two days you know very serious shabbos this year and young took the next day but very very serious time and and you know we're in shul till 12 12 30. i'm not talking about human because this is what i have to get used to who am i wearing schultz at five o'clock it's a real you know you feel like it's a real intense the last time i was anywhere in america or in order to swallow for it's a long time talking like at least 10 years ago so i i and the reason why to me rosh hashanah is like okay they finished davine they ready i already got the schedule they're starting at 7 30 they're finishing at 12 15. that's the thing and and and scheifer's at 10 45 9 45. i i don't understand this i don't understand if it's the most you know important day of the year that we don't get for the most important days of the year how is it possible that we we we spend a third of the time or okay or half the time in shul and the rest of the time it's young them it's like you know we eat and this snap but this serious of the day is the trilo okay it's the shai for also but it's the tefila and i don't know to me it's kind of weird like i'm a fish out of water like i'm used to being natural you know until five o'clock six o'clock on rosh hashanah but the rest of the world doesn't do that well well well well well well i have to stop you there i think next year maybe uh if you can't get to uman you come to boro park and i'll show you about 10 shules that spend all day in school from eight in the morning to five okay and the list goes on and even chabad we start at nine we finish at three 233 um but but let's get to the nakuda the nakuda is a dif a little i don't know if you're saying this and and if you are great if not think about it is that rosh hashanah has to be individualized we make too much of you know like you said here's the schedule in out no if you go with that attitude then you're gonna have your issue whether you're at uman in boro park or or or on a bed shemish i'm sorry and that's and that's by the way true for every shabbos but you're talking about madin and your kipper so i have a different attitude and i i i'm just telling you what the way i do i go to school and i dive in at my own pace but i sit there and i hear all the kay of him and i dive at my own pace and whenever i finish i finish whenever i start i start and it's fine and so i'm like you know experiencing trying to experience the the the caduceus i aim the way we're discussing here and the way you're talking about it in the environment of the show because in the violin the shoe you get to say on maine and and barco and you know and they sell alias what do i do during the celluliars i'm learning i'm thinking i'm dabbing you know it has nothing to do and you know if i want to if i'm able and wanting to to buy an alley or whatever i do that too but but i'm just saying so unless yo uni you you adapt this uh attitude and you have two days two three days still to do it uh you you will feel um empty especially you know cut for ten years you've been luman one second yaakov and now you know you're you're dry and high on top of covered and and all of this so i i do i understand the way you're feeling but but there is a a remedy you only just just put your talus over your head that's why you have a talus and and and just focus focus and don't be distracted and it and and diving at your pace and and and if you know um you know tell your wife ahead of time you know i might be an hour late you shouldn't you know you know if that you know i want to dive in a little longer whatever whatever it is again i'm not saying that you know um and just work that out yes yaakov his question made me think that none of us got to the to the point that we are at without success we do have by just following quote unquote the organized religion of the schedule all that's regulation to to learn mr rowe would say kill him all day because he was margish the the the the urus so he didn't want to waste any time he didn't wait we knew what he was and even and learning the even but he only learned he only said tell him all day on rosh hashanah because he was marcus three years eight yeah so that's the model to follow yeah let's turn to um be careful in foreign the whole day that's what makes us who we are at least we're migrating to come to share like yours yes yes and and by the way the friday he pushed and he says i didn't even hear somewhere in the mimer to say i see satyara and to him and you know hashem the last few years i've been able to finish the tehillim three times on the in the two days i'm trying maybe i'm gonna try this year to finish it five times can i get nephesh one for each level of the if hashem helps me but how does that come i just keep on saying tell them any free time you know and yesterday my fam we were talking you know about having guests and you know i say i don't you can have guests but it's not a time for chitchat you know they said you have your meal you sing a you say torah and you go you know it's it's it's it's you know there are other days to socialize or shashani and kipper are not days to socialize i want to learn a little bit inside if we have a few minutes and then okay page 36 we're at the last paragraph and now he goes back to what he began the mimer with the with the with this is saying from the from the max today is later today the world is born [Music] simultaneously today is the day in which the world fears [Music] with great and tremendous tremble and fear [Music] because today called yet today all creatures stand before hashem in judgment is and we merit in judgment i i spoke to someone last week who knows hasidis and it seems to me that by the rapper phrasing it this way he's making a comparison and it's again i don't know if i'm right but it seems like he's saying like this the entire world andres hashanah is standing in judgment and we don't know if they're going to be meritorious or or otherwise but we eden we stand in judgment and we're married and then notice my question is why can't they be married why can't call you sure you see in other words the way that is writing it again if i if i am understanding correct he's making the comparison between call yet and bene isro avi do you mind abby avic you mute yourself please and what he's saying is that that they stand in judgment and it's a question whether it will be zaika bedin but we stand in judgement and we're going to be zeitgebadin and i believe the answer was given earlier in the mimer because and this answer is also why he says dwight says the the birthday and the answer we learned is because the day was other they have other mauritian who is the tactless is is today is and what's the idea the idea is that hashem says oh if there's an other there's man and the frat that the man is the eden and there and they're standing these things if we're like children if it's because of the virtue of jewish souls shayna's who are considered like children kamisha kosov as it says bonnie next page top of page 37 you are children to god your god so whether we are considered children of hashem or in them or whether we're considered like slaves like servants whether we are the children or whether we are servants regardless both from the perspective of the soul of the neshama of the hashem who are servants to hashem commission for i you can leave to me are the children of israel avoid them servants are my servants whether we are born whether we are of [Music] we are children and servants were both and was says i want this and i'm giving you another good year this is the meeting today [Music] even though it's the the birthday and the fear it's like awesome like you said before in we call the 48 hours day who are which is light the aimed by indian halal cloud such a powerful language only there is no night at all during the 48 hours you hear that yaakov but what do you mean there's no night there is night physically naturally it's like dark outside but if you're in tune with the message of rajashana it's all are it's all yam because remember it's says i don't mean one long day of 48 hours considering of night and day but one long day of 48 hours which are all yom hara it's all light look at this the aim by indian cloud a lilac cloud who who else would write such a thing the eight boy indian halal cloud that ever saying that the zeiss bedin is so powerful that the feeling is aimed by lila cloud commission [Music] hashem illuminates us [Music] me with an inner revelation of godliness be available with an essential love that hashem says i love you by having true kabbalah cereal as we discussed atlanta throughout the mimer nasim kalim tohorim we become pure vessels for the abundance of blessing that hashem has and gives belief to me look how the rabbit concludes the member with an abundance of good of gas miz you see when you have the kabbalah sale and you make yourself a tahita shem says i'm opening my treasures of ghasmius and you're going to have so much paranosa and so much simchas and so much good health the gospel so this is the mimer tomorrow i'll just give a general share on the rosh hashanah it's hashem and we have what to work with we have what to work with so yoni i don't want you to be despair i want you to go with uh with uh above and beyond or as we say in english over the top but with an over-the-top attitude make believe you were there ten years and you were inspired in umang you have to now bring it back to bachelors otherwise what happened to your inspiration so you got you're there now this year and you know you can't cry over spilled milk and now think about the elation you had i'm serious throughout those 10 years in oman and now bring it into bed shemesh and if you will do that and it'll be real people will see it and say ah this is an oman this is someone who is an oman this isn't someone he is an oman not only was he no but he's sitting here in the car box no no no no he's sitting here his body is on a chair in in in betcham [Music] one of my students