Where is Your Sanctuary?

um page 93 in the safer overcoming folly the second paragraph but just to recap briefly what we began talking about yesterday is this concept of thirst hatsumaya again that's a word in the passage in deuteronomy and devarim when it talks about ki bishriris and then it says hats mayo so the uh the rebel shop says hats mayas hates maya the hay is thirsty and he's been talking about this idea what does it mean that hey is thirsty so he said hey is marcus is the transition point between the upper and the lower so while malchus is part of the upper it's on a high although it's the last man on the totem pole it's still the totem pole when malchus the last man on the total pole has to go into far and strange territory the worlds of creation formation and action leaving the world of atsilos it's very strange of firing to it to its experience and it yearns it desires it has a rotary a yearning a running it desires to be back with electros with godliness and the tsar also uses the concept of it cries it's crying why is it crying it's crying because it's not comfortable here this is what we learned yesterday so now he's going to continue talking about the hay and uh maybe we'll learn one or two english footnotes because they they're very good and they explain a little better things but let's let's begin inside first the text in the hebrew that just enlivens all the worlds we call this shrina the divine presence the fee why do we call it why do we call haiti this animation of godliness rests and dwells within the three lower worlds called breitb so that's why we give a name to this godly experience cold stream as it says make for me a sanctuary and i will dwell amongst them i knew in the room in the chamber of the holy of holies you know we're talking about the once a year time when the klein god went into the khachayakodoshim and from there it extended itself an emanation of its of itself extends from the country culture is called ireland to enliven the entire world and this explains to us why we make a big deal about the country culture on your kipper why why why i mean you know okay the clan governor went in there but what why so the question's on the claim goggle why did he go in this the answer hashem told them to and then why why did hashem say so in other words you have to go back and ask yourself what is special about the kochi kardashian so kabbalah said to say because the shrine was beginning now i want you to think about the the the approach that kabbalah has to a physical space what what kabbalah are doing are shining and shining explaining to us that the physical space becomes special and significant only because the screen is there if you strip the screen now from the country kardashian yes we know the the ruling holiness does not depart completely from the place but nevertheless it's dark and and dingy right and abhikiva says i went up there what did i see all the fox foxes stamping all over including the desolation and today we have what we have over there so therefore what makes the country culture special that the stream is beginning not just that the screen is there it's their beginning and that makes it special and because you only it's their beginner it's revealed over there it has the kayak the power to extend itself as he says and and you know he here again i always try to point out if you take this thought that i just shared with you that we just learned in a few brief words and you meditate on this and you think about it i guarantee you you'll want to jump into the kardashian you you'll have an affinity for the kochie kardashian even though we're not there yes move yes at the very end of the first playlist how the the machine that came down from the higher realms without first being established each in each world became like a direct like express correct correct correct chapter 52 and tanya was alluding to i believe and um and it's interesting because there's something that ashab says here that seems to contradict what it says there but we're not going to go there if you're interested you'll study note number 130 where he talks about that seeming contradiction but i i i don't want to go in i want to stay more to the text so this opens up for us a whole view of what country kardashian is just for a moment if you extrapolate that it's the same idea what's the difference being in a shul or being in a house you know that you know the joke where did you dive in this morning at the castle really yeah my place was my wall in my house so no what's the difference between this crystal and the clay so you got to be kidding you got to be kidding your crazy depends if you slept enough what would you woke up in and you know what's going on right the kaisala monrovia doesn't depend on you it's there you understand the street the country kardashian is a mindset it's a mindset that a year can transcend all of his gosh nice and all of his stuff and say i am now in the culture conduction someone look at you say you're out of your mind you're in ramat gimble alef boro park what are you in the country culture no no no all of these things are an idea and experience which manifests themselves at certain times in a physical place in a physical expression so of course the culture conduction physically is the koch conduction no question about it but what makes it kachikadoshima is that the at your dining room table your dining room table is similar it has an energy that's similar to the kochi kadoshi and and yes i bet i better go i better go dust off the dining room table more than dustos okay okay let's continue next paragraph i think this was important to talk about a little bit okay take for example the energy of the saguf that enlivens the body it gives the guff life we're myers where is the main energy of the summer sustained enlivening the goof it's in the life in the heart which taste because the left hit the heart um and from the heart the blood flow is nimshach it's drawn it's extended to the two all the 248 limbs so this is the marshall so the rabbit says not an intro is what is considered the room the chamber of the holy of holies who hallelujah shall call hailam it's the heart of the entire world that's the kachikadashim yani the heart but the rabbit told the rabbit told this fellow who i know when he was angry and upset in 1973 you know and he was a brooklyn boy who grew up from and he grew up in yeshiva and then he made a u-turn and he went very far and he was angry and he came to them and they they came to the rebbe elliot elliot my friend elliot and he said who is god you know yiddish where is god that famous gem video which you need to look and learn and listen over and over because it's so powerful and the rabbit says at the end it's in your heart the leve the lev believe this is what we're talking about here the kache hakadoshim is the heart shall call her of the entire world that's why the shriner rested in the kochiak addiction because it's the heart so if you if the heart is as well the body as well alluded to earlier that's all that alternate says there that there is also the room the chamber the kurdish kardashians but we'll leave that for another time what that means continue next page 95. for cell indian speaks about the diminishing of the moon and the moon was upset and the moon said why do i get this every month large medium small small medium large and the sun is one and the same so there's so engine this is the idea the [Music] where it becomes the head to foxes foxes that's a metaphor ladies it takes humility to create it takes humility to inspire it takes humility to have an impact on yet cedar and blue you see this here you want to make a difference in the world you have to be humble if you're a yes you're above guyver you will be rejected if not today tomorrow so the neighbors are told the levante levana moon you're upset that you are diminishing every month from being big and large and strong to being tiny and small and almost non-seeable etc that specific activity that you experience is the is the is the springboard for continuing god's energy in in an arena in a place which is antithetical to god compared to absilus and asea in comparison to others is antithetical okay it's not as apparent what so in order for briefcity and i see it to have a connection it requires a bittle on part of the energy and the levana is like the hay let's continue look what he says the late autistic lady but the moon did not want to lower itself well the mighty saxophone to minimize itself no it says no no you gonna lower yourself i want to stay a big big big ball a big moon [Music] why not it said what why are you sending me into these worlds where there's a mixture of good and bad i don't want to be there i'm very happy here in nazilis i like being in baroque park in irushalayum why do i have to go out to wyoming and afghanistan etc um and worse you want me to come into the physical world not the spiritual world of action but the physical world where free choice has been given to man the yuhukas will show him and by doing so listen to this by us expressing our free will we schlep the godly energy into this into the stupidity it's not enough moisture that we are foolish we draw the foolishness we draw godliness into the foolishness her feet go down to death so this explains that this refers to the hay of malchus that lowers itself to bri from atsilos and it's a place of death in comparison to its position in atlas oksava and it says hashem who rests with them in amidst their impurity hashem is with us all times could you imagine we're doing the sin and we think no one knows about it only us guess what hashem is right there with you and he knows about it maybe you fooled people but you didn't fool him because he's right there with you that's what the toyota says forgive that this is a forgiveness for holiness from the contamination the impurity that eden contaminated in other words you go into shul you go into a basement you go into the the the sanctuary the mikdash and you do your stuff there so now you got to cleanse it it needs a good covert cleansing with sprays and suits and mices because it's contaminated [Music] and he's just bringing more to bring out the same idea and this is the idea that the tenth of hashem the dwelling hashem tommy you contaminated you made him pure divine god now we understand what it means that the shrine that the divine presence is in golos is in exile how does that happen it happens through man's bad activities here or below we create a situation where the screen is now in exile we make the screener be in exile commission any quotes from your deposition for your sins your mother was expelled for our sins your sins our mother was expelled the shrine is the aim right right she gets expelled because of our our sins continuing as we as we said earlier there is a descent of the level of hay it's it's it's lowered finished and it goes to the progressive chain of of a downward spiral from level to level and mata mata very low below it's so filtered that it be it invests itself in the ten emanations but not of kedusha of translucent light known as the clipper noida in other words there is wisdom and kindness associated with clipper too it's called in kabbalah do you ever come across this hillel and your alert teach learnings it's called um right there is kindness coming from afram that's kedusha and holiness and there's kindness coming from what time right right right right right so it's hazard you're innocent it's being kind but it's misplaced kindness and misplace kindness if it's at the wrong misplaced it's bad it's no good it's your smile and this is something that you know is a difficult thing to decide whether it's president says that when the energy of the hay the sense has it it goes through all of a sudden this this change or being an outer change but it's still a change and what does it do it then sees a problem and negativity as good and it's just here let me give you some money to buy drugs i'm being kind you really are being kind i i just have to but give him a sandwich you know that he's going to use the money for something to destroy himself of ishmael and the same is true for gevorah the teacher in the school says he patches and he claps and he bullies and he berates the rambam says you have to educate a child this way really the rambam says that if you yourself are not angry and if you yourself are not upset and you purely use it as a method and even then it's challenged and harnessed etc are measured you're expressing your frustration you didn't have a good breakfast this morning or you had a fight with your wife last night so you have no business doing that in the classroom and the same is true with the rabbi and the teacher and the employer and ourselves on and on and on that's all these are all examples of misplaced khasit when is this able to happen only when there's an energy that vivifies you and you have the energy in a sack in golos in exile and now you use the energy for your outlandish desires and behavior that's what he says right here let's continue ali day next page 97 capital amazon's the clippers what do they do they give energy and vitality and and life force through the masalas through the constellations they hold swash from mayam and the superiors that are above them and they give life force to all of gas meters that's why the levana okay avi goes back to the moon that's why the moon did not want to diminish itself you understand look you can look at this gemara the moon you're so arrogant hashem says be a moon what right do you have to say not to be a moon so the red explains to us here the moon is coming from a good place the moon says i don't want to give my energy to be used for cucumbers that people fresh excuse the expression that people indulge in and you can imagine the great sin of of of of eating cucumbers with a tither and worse i don't want to do that so the says go humble yourself if i'm telling you to do it you do it and you know why you do it because it's good for you not just good for me it's good for you because it brings out bitter humility and it brings out a certain part of you who you are who's really something that's special for people so the rapper says at the end um that's why initially the moon did not want to go into this to lower to diminish itself kit sir we learned in the beginning of this chapter that the tenth that the the letter youth is the source of souls is hey the letter hey mccoy is the source of the vitality of all worlds srina we also call it the chamber of the holy of holies is the heart of the world go and diminish yourself and descend in the lowest levels um and this builds you stronger and gives you a tremendous yearning like they might say and through an evil act we cause now i want to go back for a moment please allow me to go back to note number um i want to go back to note number where is it about about the mayan oh note number 126 for those that have to say foreign soon you'll all have to say foreign's health so here we spoke about my meaning water gives vegetation to all types of pleasures he says it nicely here i just want to read it with you the source of physical pleasures in water is water which promotes the growth of pleasurable things in addition juice or liquid found in foods and making them tasty comes from the water in quotes within them so similarly the element of water in the soul in the nephesh is the source for one's desire from pleasures that's what the bitly rep is imbra bena and also tanya chapter one so in other words it's not just water but any type of liquid and juices within is associated with the liquid with the water so water is that that aspect of the neshama that's associated with pleasure now please understand it's not only bad it's also it could be good it's neutral right the four elements of the neshomer a shrug offer that the in chapter one of tanya you must know that they are neutral they're pariv and it's up to the individual whether he spins it to the right or the left and in this case that we're discussing where maujus is taken out of context and kind of abused to just benefit yourself through indulgences that's what the rashaba is talking about here but it does not mean to say that inherently it's bad it's not it's neutral so you could take the same water and make a break on it and and and make a beautiful garden when you take water and you use it to make a beautiful garden and a person walks by and he smells the wonderful flowers that's kavaldi he reminds me of a story that represents kaya mushkar that ebb his wife on president street in crown heights you know president street and crown heights is a very regal block before uh yiddin moved in in the 50s 4060s um it was a block mostly of yeden but you know wealthier jews and and more distinguished jews for example mayor beam the former mayor of new york city i heard lived on president street the boston rebel was the next door neighbor to the river so you had the rabbit you had the boston arbor and and then there were other prestigious more known people on those few blocks so once the rabbits of kaimushka came out of her house and she saw a lawn that was not kept up so she went to the shamish to the aid and she said here's money go out buy nice flowers have a gardener come and make that garden spiffy and great did you ever hear that i heard that why because it's hashem's creation for whatever reason you're not taking care of your garden so here we're going to use water and flowers and make a real beautiful garden that smells nice that's pleasant to look at so water is a neutral item and water is not just a source of negative pleasure but it can be the pla the source of the highest pleasure and the same is true for h and offer the three other elements and that so that's what but over here in in this context since he's talking about the descent of the hay he says it the way he says it one more note here and that is i just wanted to make while we're on the subject of water i just wanted to make a brief uh uh remark that uh the the the commander writes about his his review and his uncle the uh sweethearts of zidachan yeah that he once remarked on himself he said i never so much as had a glass of water without making a yihood that uh they said on himself so the kumarana explained what it what was the echo he made he said that the shepherd the brachas from dem all come through certain pipelines into the to our world like we're talking about here and he said the euclid was that they should always go through the right pipes okay i i think it's a nice story i would have thought that the eucharist is more the the names of hashem and the different gematrias but i hear i hear the story i i i i i i'm convinced that that sweetheart from the tribe did that as well if you look at this safer it's full of yehudim so i'm sure he he he was into you you know he did him but but it's a good it's not that was his yeah that was his thing that was his thing yeah but that but it's to me the story you shared hillel is uh is a is a profound lesson it's a profound lesson that even if you don't know the particulars of the yihood have one thing in mind i'm making a yehud the rabbit told people and this i'll tell you an example the rabbit told people who asked him what kavanagh's should i have when i go into the mikvah you know we don't go into midfield because it's a spa or your back's hurting you you need a good uh hot water i mean that's also nice but we're going to a midfield because it's helix it's holy so someone asked the rapper what should i think about the mikveh and then he asked and i know that in this forum it says that there's so the rabbi answered him you know he's not going to whoever who asked but he's not going to tell him do this yeah they probably felt he wasn't that level or that's not the chabad whatever the case he said then just have a mind that whatever yahood him the kabbalah swarm and that and that's important because we go to the midfield you know you know it's important and i heard this from my reviews my teachers in yeshiva this is the way they taught me because because when i heard that there's this in the midfield then i saw my teacher rabbi marlo all over shalom who when he went i saw this when i was 14 or 15 in la babachi yeshiva in the ocean park where the yeshiva had a mix on the building in the basement i don't know if you know yoni and we went when we came to yeshiva with davin the morning we went to the midweek before or after depending on the timing anyway so i noticed the way he went to the midfield first he immersed upright then he spread himself out like a fish and then he did a third one upright i'm telling you what i remember from 15 years old like it's yesterday and i so i said this is very interesting i don't go to the mick for this way and i had tremendous therapeutics for him you know besides his genius he was my rebbe my teacher so i went over to him and i said ready why don't you go to the why do you immerse the way you immerse and he said to me that rabbi tenenbaum who was our principal he was a jew from from the from the from the holocaust and he was very fine and atomic he was he's he was asked by the rebber to blow the schaefer already from 1952 for the the kias of music and ever since then the rebel would blow only the first 30 to kills and rabbit tanaban blew the rest the other 70 and he blew them like like it was you know bread and butter it's like no no impediments it just went he had a govaldik way of blowing beautifully and clearly and and and flowed so he so the rebbe told him that the morning of rosh hashanah before dabbling in kiers he should go to the mikveh uh have in mind the cavanaughs of the balshentoff when of how and what you're supposed to do in the mikvah and then learn the mimer of the of the of the altar rep and the cedars on on kia schaefer so he asked the rep like what cavanishing about scented do you have in the mix and you're talking about a person who was learning and a real halogen guy you know but still so the rabbit told them up fish first time straight second time like a fish third time up i think the rabbit told them to do this three times with with a break in between three sets of these three rabbi he told this to rabbi marlow once or a model being the jew he was he did it every morning and khaiyan dolphin happened to be there one morning with seeing him doing it and i asked him and he told me and that's the way i do it and i'm sharing it with you so here it is a tradition that goes back i guess to the belgento that the rebel revealed in 1952 and it's it's now not here 2020 um 70 years later and the tradition continues so this is uh all to the point of hillary you said that you know where the cove of the city chavez vert i don't know the details of the year but what i know is that this the way it should be done and whatever the eucharist supposed to accomplish it accomplishes moshe myers i think he wanted to say something yeah moshe i don't hear you moshe i'll mute yourself moshe mute yourself got you okay i'm muted yeah it's related to what you said previously in this uh yes you mentioned about the moon moon waning you know from being big and small and all that right fluctuation but there are less than we can learn to matter is that too general that in some in our lives things going in cycles we have sometimes things are up and down or whatever and is that a part of our humility our lesson for learning humility perhaps absolutely otherwise it's not just a story in the talmud or or an experience it's something for us that that we don't want to get into certain situations because the dirty they're not nice they're i mean states it's not where we want to be but you have to you have to get involved you know we all want to you know sit in a payload all day all our life and and catch a bank as they say you know squeeze the bench and have money rain down on top of you it don't work that way you got to get you got it you got to make pannosa you got to view you study and you got to schmitz yeah so it's a lesson here and it takes humility it takes a lot of humility so absolutely make sure it's a lesson for us yes regarding the general yield of going through the rebels is the same thing regarding china right and you say that's how you enjoy him is it how you enjoy [Music] anyone else with any other questions or thoughts okay anyway we'll learn tomorrow bye