vyadata #8- You aren't complete if u don't refine yr problems in serving Hashem - Are u a Yom Jew?

really if if there's any way to get any sort of comfort um his brother looks like an older brother spoke it's kadai to somehow get a hold of that like get down and somehow like replay that and listen to him because if there's any he spoke very very well and um it he lifted everybody up i'm just i'm just sharing i'm just sharing that thank you thank you if you come across the uh the link uh you know send it to the group you know okay okay okay so anyway um we're in the middle of a mimer of the previous rabbit that he said in 1932 it begins it began it begins with the words and the rabbit has been chipping away on our brain you know i told you by my spirit of your khan he did brain surgery with us every morning when we had to share with him the way he would teach us was like this it was fascinating you would say you could think that the shot is aleph-based gimbal abc and you might understand that this way and which seems to make this sense and then he said but it's wrong explain why it's wrong that's called brain surgery well the fried craba in his own way is doing that to us over here and i and i like it so much because for your diet to hyoim you ask your average jew in yerushalayim and boro park in tulsa wherever the the jew is what does it mean to know god and your standard answer will be means to believe that god there's a god another answer would be to believe even if someone is learned he knows that the name of elohim there are seven names of god and the name of kim is god's force in nature and the name of hashem yud kevke havaya is god's force of the supernatural miracles so even if someone has learned learned that right and by the way we say it every young kipper every jew says it husset lit fox farty non-religious hashem ali kim and he's crying and he's screaming seven times hashem of the game what are you saying did you ever ask yourself what am i saying forget about why i'm saying it seven times there's a reason for that too but what am i saying that hashem who elokim so you know it it behooves every single yi to davin's and his young kipper and screams hashem the kim what are you screaming what are you saying hashem ali kim what do you you know see so basically hasidis explains in the name of kapala it's not a newfound idea that khasid is made up that hashem has two forces one is nature and one is the supernatural and that the nature although it appears to be bereft of the supernatural god hashem who elokim this youth gay the supernatural transcendental god who elokim is found within nature as well and that means that needs a lot more discussion that's the that's the the answer in a nutshell and then there's the explanation to that answer in this mimer that ebba says via daito this is relegated to the level of das you don't need faith for that in fact if we understand the moment correctly the rabbi's saying you're wasting your faith on something that is knowable and that's a real shame and it's wrong you don't need to believe in hashem well again you need to know that hashem willi and we've been learning this and the rep has been he's been working on our brain to reorient and understand the whole idea and ultimately to come away saying hashem on the game is your dear it's your daily a piece of parchment for example or allah shabba's of your wives that all of a sudden it becomes infused with holiness and the holiness stays there not like it was pre martin torah when the patriarchs did the mitzvahs and the midrash says reykja saw you it was a a lousy smell i'm sorry i'm interjecting the word lousy it was a smell it was barely a smell avraham did a mitzvah gitzo did a mitzvah yaakov did a whole thing with those um sheep and parcels of a yates say with with the kudos and the kudos and dots and these dots and mixing them up and gets them pregnant i mean what's going on there says the kabbalah that was the equivalent of yaakov putting on twillion avram could you imagine playing around with sticks getting sheep pregnant is equivalent to putting on filling that's what it says in the couple why because this activity this activity of of of of of of is i'm sorry this activity is an ongoing thing it's ongoing so it begins with the stakes that yaakov used however we are to understand that then there isn't a discussion of kabbalah about it but if that was before mountain toro when the titan was given hashem says i want you to take a piece of parchment right on the letters and make of it filling and they're holy and put them on every day and that's the equivalent of what yaakov did but there's a major difference what ya'akov did did not retain the sticks did not retain the holiness that yaakov infused during the time when he used it for twilling and don't think that he bent he did you know uh houdini's magic and he bent the sticks around his arm that's not what we mean whatever the spiritual accomplishment of putting on film is he accomplished the same thing when he did the whole activity of the sticks with the with the sheep nevertheless when he finished you could take those sticks and dump them in the garbage you have no obligation to bury them you know why because the kedusha did not permeate the physical stick and the stick remained an ordinary stick that you can use and play with and throw away etc what happens at matan toyota and amazing things happen an amazing thing hashem who started the process he says that every gosh miss that i want and i wanted to become a mitzvah the the the infusion of godliness in it stays there for eternity and that's why we have occasion 2 000 years later because we have a rule in ghazal kedusa holiness does not budge does not move away from its original place the kedusha in gashmi's that hashem dictates in the tata is eternal and therefore filling that become puzzle invalid you need to you need to bury them that's all because the filling the physical material the actual material has become permeated with godliness now let me ask you does that make sense no it doesn't make sense how can you say that a physical item is godly it's physicality and says you're right and that's that's what you need faith for for that you need to believe you need to believe that god and explains the whole process but at the end of the day do you believe that the physical parchment has in itself godliness if someone tells you let me ask you a question someone tells you i touched my film this morning and i felt in them god what would you say you would say like this if if you don't know what filling is and if you're not on a real spiritual trip of real godliness you're hallucinating or you took some lsd this morning or you're on a trip somewhere well what kind of coffee do they eat oh what kind of coffee what kind of coffee they use right if one second if you're more of a learned person and a person that's you really you felt god in your film you put on through it let me you felt god your consciousness convinced you that so what's the answer let me convince you you believe with your mind that this villain is what god wants me to do and that's why i put on film and that's correct so it boils down to belief and munna that's but to know that you when you wake up in the morning and you're able to breathe you i get off my get out of your bed and you say i'm awake that's not and i just woke up i'm breathing the gemara at night it's 1 16th of death and we're talking about nebuchadnezzar the body was alive a minute before and now it's not that's a munna that for that you need a moon no for that you don't need a moon for that that's this is the thrust of this mimer that we're learning [Applause] aaron um i brought you into the mimer are you following do you have any general questions that i can clear up before we go further because you're a new student uh no it's great thank you okay uh the way we we learn our sheer it's interactive so you know if you have a question raise your hand and we'll get to it sooner or later and if not you always what's at me and we can get to it okay um where do you guys have a set because i'm using a different text i mean it's the same what page where are we at um what i had i'm not sure i was in the last year but uh page 211 in ours that uh the long sentence where does it begin how does it start the line begins with it's a few things that we haven't learned okay you ready so what page is that hello 208 to a 10 where is it that's 210 in my book 210 um aaron do you have a text did we send you a text yeah and i see them where we are okay good abram you got the text yes feed faith right so the rabbit's question was what do you mean you feed food let me feed faith so the rabbi explained that you need to feed faith and who does that moshe the mush and and ostensibly the motion each generation feeds the faith in a jew the motion of being strengthens our faith just reminds me shabbas i was in boca raton by my daughter and i dive into milhomira for before you know in the brs and the very large show and my son-in-law tells me that the president who's sitting standing and sitting on the beam up there you know they have the rabbi sister rabbits it's a formal shoe that way a normal shoe anyway uh not like our steeples anyway um he says that he learned in la babachi yeshiva when i hear those words i go chasing that's a gold mine for me and he's like you know 70 75 oh this is so if as as they say the less kaddish i'm already next to him everyone's looking all these you know modern orthodox doctors and lawyers and big mockers who retired from here there and everywhere and this laboratory with his straggly beard then his hat and his cupboard is walking up the aisle and i go right up to him and i stand next to him by his uh standard over there kaddish finishes my name is kai and dolphin i hear that you're a ton but tommy means someone who learned into the babaji yeshiva which is called time to me he says yes yes my name is he says so i say tell me your story and he didn't stop speaking for a half an hour he had so many issues with the rabbit and his father it started with his father and this is the point i'm getting connecting to here his father came to worcester massachusetts in 1949 after surviving the holocaust losing his wife and children never they came from gareth haseedam in poland they were polishing and he's in the show and the and the rabbi was rabbi hershel fogerman who was my wife's uncle my schweger and her partials uh sister wife were our sisters they're in the nineties canada hottest they let me they live and be well to 120 anyway so herschel sees a jew a new jew came to town and he's sitting in the back of the shul and you can see that he's as we say in yiddish it's a schmettert you never heard that word you know smashed not smashed drinking alcohol he lost everyone he just remarried hershel goes over to him and talks to him and befriends him and he says come we're going to the barbecue remember this was already a year or two later 50 51 and the early when the rabbit just became rap he says come with me talk to the rebber he says fine and the rebber the son told me became my father's father he became like a father to him and he became so close that any time he wanted to come from worcester to crown heights to see that they would quota by groener the rabbit secretary and he said i would like to see that ebb and he got him an appointment right away why am i saying this because we're learning over here that the maisha albeno feeds a jew hezemuna and muna food is fed to us by a moisture benue so you mentioned now with the withdrawal got killed in the russia right when times are difficult that's when we need to we need we always need to learn noise we need to be connected but that's when getting from banu is is and he made a change in his life the man who was so devastated and was broken and was sitting on the back of the shoe depressed clinically depressed probably you know or temporarily depressed whatever comes out of his shell and he rebuilds his family and i'm speaking to his son who was uh for 40 plus years uh a principal of various day schools in the united states and now he's sitting on the bema and he learned in the babachi yeshiva and and he has children he told me who are doctors my son the doctor my son the lawyer right rebuilt out of new and that comes from a mission of being because our mission of banu taps in to the ammuna of a jew because the seiko the the shaykh you don't need a mushroom say he'll go to a psychologist go to a rabbi go to a teacher go to a pianist go to a safer go to whoever you are and he'll give you information if that's what you're paying for if you don't pay him we'll give you advice whatever amazing abandon is not a good rabbi he's not a good psychologist and he's not a good so feral penis he is a maisha bennu what is that he touches your munna and that's why it's tomorrow's kislev so we can talk about it already that's the whole uft accomplishment of the baal shemptiv and the altar rebel what's the accomplishment that's sadiq that sadiq is not just a good rash of shiva there are many russian shivas and greater shivas and holy rashes but they're not missionary i think i told you they say the story with rabbi who's the russia sheep of khabad yeshiva in los angeles but it's it's even if it's not about him the concept is true this was in the late 50s early 60s where he learned by rabbi and cutler in lakewood roberts was still alive and for schweiz he told robert cutler that he wants to that he's going to 770 to be schwartz with the rebel and khasid with the river said he said to him the lakewood i mean lakewood then wasn't lakewood like today he said the tire is being given in lakewood how could you leave your from around anchovies go pesa go sukis shifuis is all about the traitor and rabbi had answered him and again if it wasn't him the line is still a great line you're right the titus being given a lakewood but maestro albano is the 770. you got it for playing with it all 24 hours make sure that beta's 770. the titans are lakewood but my shop bait is in 770. so it's too and and by the way what what it's something very different it doesn't contradict the trailer a monika is a manager you know a leader a communal activist it's all true amish that's a whole different realm i'll cope on let's go further in the mind inside the text as we said earlier through eating physical food your mind your brain your heart the spiritual faculties of your being are strengthened food actually helps them helps it and that's why it's important to eat not overeat healthy food etc because there's a direct connection between the food we eat and the faculties so too through the much knowledge of comprehending and understanding godly concepts kamash after logic as much as we can comprehend this is the food built in muslim music this feeds us to be able to know that there's something beyond knowledge you hear that all right being fed full of understanding leads us to know there's something beyond understanding which means sacral itself says there is a muna and and and munna is necessary how do you get that through food moshe the food being your dear knowledge that's why knowledge is necessary does but ultimately it does brings you to a position where your belief comes stronger and as i go back to you this is beautiful marshall last week which he shared with us but the more we have water and oil in a pot the more water you put in it right raises the oil is always on top water would be safer oil would be so the more water you put in the more your munna is of course your cycle becomes stronger your knowledge becomes you have more facts more understanding but more importantly your faith rises and this is true by the way if you look around at yourself and others and you think about it people the more studied they are if they're on the right path of study but you know people will have the mountain title but in tighter especially they become greater believers so you might argue well we have some very intelligent people who became greater opticorsm greater heretics has a very simple answer i believe their idea their knowledge was self aggrandizement and self ego it was the way they wanted to understand something so when we talk about knowledge and again this is not the time a place to discuss it we've discussed it many times in other my muram when we talk about knowledge it's not the way you take the information it's the way the information takes your brain allowing putting your brain aside aside meaning using your brain but allowing your brain to receive the information that the torah gives you and let it filter through your brain that's the knowledge we're talking about not to say i understand that no sir i understand it this way this is my opinion you see both will say the same thing whether you received and filter the information or whether you are or the opinion you make the opinion both will say i understand it this way i feel this way but there's such a vast difference and you know where you see the differences if you have the subservience to do what god wants a person a simple person and think about it you stop someone on the street which probably you've been stopped or you've stopped someone else put on thrilling one person will say listen do me a favor find another find another client don't bother me with these antiquated ideas because it's foolish and stupid and gives you his opinion that's a yes that someone there's another person will say i don't know but you know i'm not interested i'm not that someone has humility he doesn't know so he doesn't put on children yet but he doesn't know there's a humility there so both are saying i'm not ready to put on film but one is coming from an arrogant perspective and one is coming from a more humble perspective anyway let's go on and this is the meaning of the zoar in this he quoted earlier the a a phrase in the zoar le minda to know to gaze and to enter the rosa the zoar interprets the verse it is to know to gaze and to enter the secret the beraza means for the word raj the secret the nusa of faith entering the domain of faith a the knowledge that we need to enter the secret of faith he name my who what what is it [Applause] how can you enter and get and raise yourself to that level who is by knowing that hashem ali kim do you do is the dear zoo that the supernatural will is nature william who are you today how you i've said it over a lot this week it's through how you aim because it blew me away it's through violent right hillary when you say be your doctor no today you should know you should know that ebber says look at the word hayom as a a noun you should know the haiyom the idea of they i'll just say it out loud and say it by heart and then inside just as a day is comprised of day and night and it requires both you can't have a date it's all light right almost i mean there are certain places in the world which has very little dark but right basically a day is comprised of your invalid your involvement is positive and negative ups and downs light and darkness problems and good times for your diet if you will take the idea of yoim of 24 hours that com is comprised of both positive and negative and you will you work with it then you will get das for your data in a simple english you know when you're smart you know when you have your dear when you understand that life has ups and downs i think i told you that ever wrote to a teenage girl who never the family lost the mother in attack i think was 1976 or 79 a terrible tragedy in crown heights and and she wrote to the rebel like now she feels she's the mother she was the oldest girl and you know she's not ready for it and all that and she was mourning aft even after the ship in the slating and then ever wrote to her it's you know coming from a good place he says the torah established shiva for seven days slashing for 30 days the first year has its limitations why to tell you if during the 30 days you still hold on to the morning level of the seven days it's a violation of aloha if you hold on during the year to the morning of the 30 days it's a violation of allah why because if you don't accept god in death you don't accept him in life either it's very hard it's you know it's very tough words but it's true you know it's true so that why am i saying this beyond the hyoim some will say i want to know god only the good god rabbi schleimer schwartz schwarzeel of hashem used to say i don't do funerals i only do marriages i try to i you know he was he was the number one king in bringing jews together and he was very much against you know jews and non jews marrying of course and this was his his cup of tea so sometimes any and he knew thousands of people in los angeles thousands from the hollywood stars from ed gould and then all these guys they were they were at schwarzee's feet because he was such a great guy and such a fine jew so sometimes they would come to him the rabbi were you know my father died my mother died my cousin could do the funeral he says he got the wrong address i don't do funerals i only do marriages he couldn't handle he didn't want to handle death marriage well god bless you schleimer and his and his the fact is that's the facts of life there is day which has day and night that ever says that's how you accomplish viola that's how you will have real dots let's go further inside when you can't focus on your the commercial how you look just as day has their night shane shayla there isn't a day that listen to this listen up his argument if you're telling me that only through your invalid do you get for your data through day and night through positive and negative do you accomplish knowledge of god then we can't say that lila's bad there's no bad in god a rod the quote is a rod you're a new mother there's no bad that comes from god even though it hurts and it's painful that they murdered a boy it doesn't mean god is bad it looks bad very bad but there's no bad from god so the rabbit's question is what does that mean right a very fundamental question let's see how he looks at it therefore we mentioned or baby lyla we mentioned in myrev in the evening and we mentioned during the name they lila they're intertwined when you bring them both together you unite them who you aim showing you get a complete day so too you is the idea of make your heart be attentive shame should just as in time there is the time of the day and the actual time of night it creates one day from the physical hours the time the time this month the uranium the lilo you ain't showing the day and night can complete make up a complete day for hainu means the word shalem wholesomeness comes from the inclusivity of both together hine kumai kane who benefits soto is with our soul gom king shabay salah is our two hearts shane gates the good inclination of yates although they're opposite each other through our avoider our activity our refinement of character we can actually create them and make them be one they'll avoid the who he bezella vm led hashem we have to make the evil inclination the eighth sarah return to loving and working for hashem oh peter yoshua what does it mean [Applause] what do you say to someone return home unison when you went for a hiatus when you went as a backpacker to india and you temporarily threw away your yiddish guy and habatnik finds you in the power somewhere and says come to a place to say seder you're a yid even in india if you come back in that's when you're returning so you have to be on the outside to return which you left so the rabbit says what do you mean i thought it looked you never left let's see how he explains it this is true where does the nephilim come from holiness that's its source by eta the eight sahara which is already an incline has it's a yetzer it's an inclination of evil the truth is that it's very core essence its source hub it's so that good should overpower it to subjugate the bad ul and to make it subservient the and the source of the eight sahara who map sailors to kadusa it's from the the the the the garbage of kedusha it's the settlements of kedusha commission is buyer emits will explain later on basically let's use a simple example here we are all adults learning talking we have children grandchildren the way they see us they will take it a step lower so okay someone was dabbing a show for the um and he put on two yarmulkes because it says he's supposed to have two head coverings so i was thinking to myself and i offered him my hat afterwards it's like you obviously care what the hello says if your son or grandson will come in and look at you and doesn't know that you have two yarmulkes they think you're diving for the almond without a hat and you usually dub them with a hat for the oven so in other words what are they going to walk away with my father or grandfather it's not important for him to down for the almond with that they don't know that you didn't have your hat with you and they don't know that you have to and i'm talking to myself because many times i'm hot i'm sure i put excuse me i put a tissue under my yarmulke even though my yama gas 2 that has an inside cover see this lining is a second cover but technically since it's it's good it's it's connected to it's sewn into that yarmulke so i put a tissue on there i have two covers because i get very hot it's an excuse same thing someone will come and say rabbi dolphin is diving without without a head covering without a second head covering that's what he says here he says here that that um the the yetzer hara the nephew bam is its original source is from the psylus of kedusha a jewish kurdish holy his bobbin is holy but there is the sediments you know the what the in the wine you know that settles to the bottom that's called silas of wine right go it settles to the bottom and caduceus is that way too so the rabbit says guess what comes out of that a yantahara the yatsuhara began as a great a great dude as they say he was right up there with god he was hashem he's hashem's agent but as he trickles down here he's a troublemaker and what is he he's a troublemaker for the yates or taif and he said hashem says i need you to be a yates or hara you know why i have to see what your yates your type is really made up are you really a yates or tafe is that really you i'll i'll test you you want to know if your son your daughter is really strong in their faith and their commitment you can't keep them home send them out what is saying tell him right go my children and listen to me if you want your son maesha to listen to you or your daughter what do you say come here rifka come here yaakov i would like to talk to with you david miller says no who go children shin will listen to me you want to listen to domino you should be next to him you shouldn't send them away what's the answer when do you know if your child if your followers if if we eaten if we we are really listening to hashem it's when we're far away when we go away and we maintain the lessons and the lifestyle of our parents and teachers in the community etc then we know that it's shimuli otherwise you don't know if it's shimali it's just being done in your home it's just being done in your community so the same was with the eights of type in the eight sahara hashem says i need to make sure that this yates are telling every single yid is really connected to me and the fact that he dives and learns in shul and in haider and yeshiva and all that doesn't prove anything let him go out to timbuktu let him go out to a wilderness let him go on a business trip and let me see how he behaves on a business trip let me see how he behaves on the beach oh when no one's looking in his own bedroom in his own private domain then we'll really know if the yatzahara made him stronger and made them weaker that's what it says over here i don't have the time what time is it now 3 24. okay any uh questions or thoughts we'll continue tomorrow mr sham any would like to say anything no if no one's saying anything i wish everyone what it says now you're enjoying today on the 18th of kislev for shauna trevor absolutely thank you for bringing everyone's attention invite other people okay we'll bring a little higher maybe it's hashem the shauna tova says today lashona may be sealed for the learning of considers and for the application of qasidis we should all have it and most importantly shared with our children family friends zygosum to everyone take care take care bye bye