Value of Budgeting

in the matters of healthy children having children having good health and it requires a detailed accounting through the 10 emanations and the creation of the world vis-a-vis what's called ex nilo something from nothing where yes i'm starting where are you on page 323 well we're not on 323 yes we are we're on 299 now we're on 299. hold on hold on are you sure yeah yeah okay one minute one minute you're right you're right okay you already turned back moisture's right 299. who's that behind you who are you yeah this is this this is this is your strollmare's father-in-law yoni this is true this this is yaakov from montreal oh hey i recognize you how are you doing is from montreal and he's visiting his daughter and son-in-law that live in michigan siddhurum he donated all that okay when you come back to montreal i hope you'll you'll join us we would love to have you learn with us see this we we not only do we learn but we create a community a community of love and togetherness and friendship so if you want to have that more in your life i'm sure you have it join our group it's a good group okay nice to see you nice to see you i have i have i have good friends of mine good morning yeah okay yeah um anyway i know uh doctor professor brower jacob brauer i'm sure you know uncle brower you know so very well so we know each other and many other people in montreal okay and my family you must know the dolphins they're they're all from montreal and canada toronto montreal the dolphin family i can't hear him what yes of course but i didn't realize you're part of the downtown family because yeah okay yes we have we have the only la bava trip dolphins that's my father's third second or third cousin manny dolphin of mendel dolphin yeah that they listen from the early forties they were the from the first tell me them into the babaji shiva and yeshiva open to 42 some of them so their grand the father grandfather so you know there's a big relationship between them and robert garlicky and all the chevron that passed on already they were from the first people and they were they were supporters very big supporters of the barbecue montreal okay kitser page 299 sorry everyone turn back the oil monsieurs asses feeders with caleb and matsilas you have what's called 10 emanations lights and vessels everything is organized there's no chaos there right chaos was pre at silos why is he standing but you should let him sit down i try but okay okay we you know in this year it's free you got to do whatever you want we have no conditions we had that's that's the you're not serious that's and that's the way our colo that we made is low conditions you want to come a little a lot old young we everyone just come and enjoy okay so if you want me to go to i'll be happy to sit down no no no whatever you want whatever you want wherever you're most comfortable the way it's an asean action it's similar to the difference between the sweetness the physical sweetness of a physical food compared to its spiritual countless source it comes from there but there's no actual sweetness remember we learned about a new concept called the parsa which means literally a curtain it's a light format of obscuring the energy and then there is symptom so we discussed now last year a very important point the difference between simpson and parsa simpson is a heavy contraction you can look at for example we have two kinds of covers on on on light in your room one gives you some light and one gives you less light and so that's the difference between the parsa between paris and natsilas when you talk about the progression coming from ainsoft from god priyacilus to what silas there you need to have simpson why because the energy is so overpowering and so intense if you don't have kind of what they call a hard stop a hard stop one second jonas one second what happens is there's going to be a seepage of of of course into our silos and it's going to be too hard too much for it to take so you need symptoms but in from maxillos to brian you'd see it and all that between each other over there aparsa's adequate to accomplish the balance between the r and the kaylee yes jonathan what do you want to say yes [Music] right right okay you understand what youngest is referring to and it's obvious that he learned in yeshiva see this and that is and that is that and that is that in symptom itself you only listen to this this is what illness is referring to in simpson itself there's two types the simpson bader siluk that's the word he mentioned sea look total removal and the simpson bader meals in a way of minimization in symptom itself but jonah said i don't want to go into that here let's leave that for another time because it needs a shear for itself but you're right okay you caught me i tried hiding it i didn't want to get into it and you pulled the cat out of the hat and you brought it to the attention but unfortunately we're not going to discuss it this year we're going to leave it for another time but now we have and this is the beauty of having heaven that learned in yeshiva nashir that they can challenge and their teacher and say wait a minute there's more to simpson so when you say that you know so again the two concepts are simpson seems in a manner of removal complete removal and even that needs discussion what that means because there's never complete removal because if you say the energy is not here how does the world exist right so we need to understand what what does it mean that god's energy is removed in a manner of simpson completely that jonasson referred to and then there is simpson but in a manner of minimization so put it on put it in your back your heads remember it and we'll get back to let's continue now and he says to understand the difference between parasite and and and simpson it's like the rabbit introduced to us what is a muscle a parable now avi in a parable when you use a muscle to explain something in the if it's a good muscle if it's correct muscle you don't hear at all at the time the nymphs the moral when you're in the world of the muscle you're in the world of the muscle but you know that the muscle that the example the parable is a parable for a moral for an idea right you know he was able to give so many thousands of michelin on every idea why because the ideas were very aloof and very difficult and he wanted to touch every person so he used so many different michelin for different people and that's an amazing fact but the fact is when you're in the world of emotional it it points that there's something higher but i don't know yet the correlation only after fully understanding the muscle and looking back on what i brought the muscle for do i see a correlation at least somewhat between the muscle and the nipple that's what he says here that the second ham is golem muscle the logic that reveals itself that manifests itself through the muscle is similar to the difference between atsilos and the worlds to follow with the parser the parser on one hand is a curtain that obscures the part of the light but it's not a total of structure it's it it's still telling that it's a curtain over a light so you know there's a light that's there i don't know how the light looks what the light is what's its purpose i don't know all of that until i kind of remove the curtain to completely study and see and feel the light but even in the in in the in the mode of the muscle of the curtain the curtain is demonstrative that there's something behind the curtain which by the way what's the lesson for us of that moshe always your good friend moishe is always he wants bottom line from all of this deep hasidis he wants bottom line what do i get from this today in my studio meeting mr yakov russ and the answer is don't be fooled by the curtain don't be fooled by the obscurity there's something greater and bigger behind the concealment what you see is not what you get there's something deeper and and the previous rabbit the son of the rebel ashab he teaches us that's both guess what ari it's both in the positive and negative when it comes to character and he says sometimes you see someone who's very magnaminous and very generous but deep down they have a very rotten core and sometimes someone is very very cheap mean not nice and deep down they have a tremendous beautiful soft core and this is life so he talks about it so that's what i'm saying you see a curtain you see a concealment so you don't see the light so you think the reality is obscurity the reality is hell and the hester concealment so what we're learning is you should know there's something behind the concealment there's an or an energy of elucus of godliness that's behind the energy and that's the ms and now go find it and that's also what's going on in life the whole idea of the the the corona is part of that same thing that we discussed it's it's all a hell of a hester it's a concealment and the purpose is to find the greater good behind the concealment because there is greater good whether we know or we don't know yet but there's no question that there's greater good when the abrasive made the marble right think of it put yourself in the time of nyach he makes a marble yoni he wipes out the entire collar you call the entire if you were there what would you think god what are you doing you're destroying the entire habitat the entire universe entire world entire mankind existence [Music] it was like going into a midfield the marbles like the mems saw that you need the 80 gallons of water and here we had plenty of water to purify the world and the world was full of corruption immortal immorality stealing thieving arguing fighting right ashram said i got to do a cleansing like you know after you ate after you go to a weekend in the in in the catskills and they stuff you with food and food and more food that's all it's about food food food right you come home you say i gotta cleanse myself i'm doing a liquid diet for a week the average said i'm doing a marble diet for a week for this world or for how long it lasted because the world is corrupt and full of schmutz and problems i gotta wash it out so dalton ebba says that it's not the negative it was the positive amit is positive it cleanses you so i'm saying the same thing over here you could look at the at the obscurity as a negative it's dark it's dingy it's problematic it's corona for hulu and then you can see in in all of this a higher good and you'll only see it if you if a you understand and accept that this is what's happening so this is the muscle and once you agree with the muscle you cannot go to the nipple to the moral but if you still have a problem an issue with the marshall you're never going to get to nimshu or you know you you never will arrive at the moral because you'll be stuck in the nymphs and many times we get stuck in the muscle we get bogged down by the problems and we just bask in the negative and this is no good and that's no good and he's no good or she's no good and i'm no good all about what do you expect you expect your kids and grandkids to be proud of you you expect them to want to emulate you no i got my old groggy pop or mom or grandfather or rebbe or rabbi or teacher i don't want to be around them and that's by the way you want teenagers to be more involved show them excitement and i go back to that when i was in that carl bakshu whether you like the style you don't like the style i saw people there that would never come in okay and i knew some of them and i asked them why are you coming here i said i'm coming here because i like i like the vibes i just like the lot i need excitement you know i'm all weak you know teaching and this but you know i want i want levity cut i just want to feel elated and i like the the davening and the levity you know i'm not a carl bach you know negan man and that's i didn't grow up but that's not my cup of tea but why are you doing here so he says we're here because of our kids your points i want my kid to remain from i want my kid to be to feel good about and and now a tradition started tradition this tradition it's it's nice and beautiful for us adults who grew up with that in morocco in iran and syria wherever but these kids are growing up in urges role and as everything is open to them they're you know i'm not saying avi that we need to push them to the current rule i'm not saying that if they get that and they'll wherever they get it they should get it you know breslav the point is it needs to be fresh and real and when you bring freshness and re real reality to people a shabbos here in in holland there we had a fabrega after sure so you know they have their little boxes and this mat and then then everyone the guys that the 10 20 guys that stay safe at 2 o'clock and we really and i'm telling you these guys you know they're business guys they they're they're in a different place you know and you say you know some of them come late to school i don't you guys know the score so but here they're sitting to two o'clock why because we've had brains in a way that it spoke to them instead together with you know content with negan and a little muscle and a little and a little joke it's a different it's a different experience it's a different experience whereas you know the straightforward var torah dratora dratora you know it you know that's that we've lost it people yes ari you want to say something anyway okay let's continue we have a few more minutes let's go so he says now we're learning page 299 the parrot phase chapter [Music] between and what's above it to our syllabus and what's below it is no comparison the burden itself is okay above azilus there aren't any spheres and i'm going to preempt jonas's question well there is something called the esosphero sagnuzzos the 10 hidden treasured spheros but that's not the discussion here so there is but right here he's not speaking about the treasured spheros that's a discussion for another time so let's continue verses when we talk about ten emanations and nazis it's like a new reality you know yourself who are your day type of 301 yoni you've got that word on top it's the word yoni is a fan of the word simpson i could see he's a simpson man we got to create some kind of uh yuppie uh enterprise called simpson okay so sims that symptom creates avoid avoid because the light the energy has been contracted and now you have a void you're able to begin planting and sewing and working [Music] y'all understand you see this is the the the hidden the concealment on the original or lagamri completely cloud what is created and formatted from the a complete concealment is a type of energy that does not reflect at all the original energy now you'll notice the word i used was reflect because it comes from that energy your kid comes from you as much as you or your kid or says i don't like your dad and mom and all that and i'm rebelling against you where do they take that from you the parent because they come from you there are as much as there's been a concealment on it it still comes from there but nevertheless in the manifestation in the way it displays itself to the next generation there's an obscurity and it's like the teenager the young adult doesn't want anyone to recognize that he comes from these parents he wants to be a man for himself and doesn't want to be recognized as a continuation in a long thread of parental and grandparents and claudius road so the college kid in the 60s and 70s says enough with this stuff i'll start growing my hair wild putting on the the ponytails shaving my head putting put nose rings in putting tattoos on and looking in many different ways why i don't want to look like like like a an east side jew you know what uh it's too normal but the fact is you can speak to them and you get to know them they ca you you could tell that they come from there i'm telling you it's in every single situation it comes out you can't run away from your family and your ancestors it's in your dna it never will this will never change because hashem made it this way so i'm using this all to give ideas of how we apply this concept of an obscurity of the light together with a continuation a reflection of where it comes from let's continue avalacious but in comparison now to asea to asilos at silos and below not at cebu and higher yes there is an there's already an element and a manifestation called wisdom in silos and since there is already wisdom in some format this is the germ for of asia because and it's known that the higher level as as long as soon as you say there is a nazi lose you should know the representative says that this is the is the prelude for so if we're talking about atsilus and higher there's no husband yet there's only god but it's god the way god all has every virtue including but per se has not been classified when does there become a classification of and since there is a classification that means that that silos is the prelude and of the come later on so in other words the way a person is and has created a format of themselves that's the way their kids are gonna be more or less more or less zealand called an offspring light from the new light the talmud i thought we learned this already why we learned this i can't believe oh he's repeating it well should we learnt this i don't believe it no no we didn't we didn't we did we we did not learn this yet were you here the last year that we i gave okay okay okay we'll just continue because it just sounds so familiar so it must be he's repeating it he's saying again the way that the of asia comes from maxillus is through a this is what was created through something completely new that's why it's called the novelty nevertheless [Music] in essence if this scenario is not new [Music] so the way it's created is through this curtain this concealment and the security shayna daimler clearly yoni this is not the power says not compared to what to do not seem to almost look available see this thing enough symptom is removal of the first light first energy completely i will pass it but the curtain the obscurity the curtinario eradication the original light you produce it invests itself and hides itself in the past in other words the the way simpson works its removal either complete removal or partial removal but it's looking to get away parsa is not getting away pau says i want to be here but i want to be here in an obscure way you hear the difference again that's the difference in other words here here's another what's your mindset your mindset is to be there or your mindset is to be not to be there so in the mode of symptom the mindset is not to be there in the mode of parasite the mindset is to be there but i want to hide hide and seek all right that's going now let's continue the community but the cosmic mindset as it is imparsa is to hide but to be there to hide and seek but the cosmic okay okay okay let's continue well come on bob marshall out of the instruments by muscle just like in the muscle the nimsho the moral moisture the moral is invested in the muscle it's not that the name i'm sorry the moral the nimsho the nimsho is not looking to hide from the muscle the names nimsho at the end of the day wants to be experienced the moral wants to be experienced and realized but the way to do that i need to go through the channels of the muscle and when you have that experience that's when the the logic the idea is experienced as a hidden as a novelty by the recipient because when you go through the muscle stage the parable stage it feels new it really it's not new because it's a muscle to a nymph show so it already existed in the nimsho in the idea but the idea was too lofty so when i apply a muscle to a lofty idea i experienced the idea post-muscle in a new way and he says [Music] simultaneously this tells you there is an association between the cross membranes so if you say listen to this if you say that the host khakria has some association to the kokomo vaccine you're also saying at the same time you understand that the vasia has an association because this is the rule all is touchless it's a chain right and in a chain one is bound with the other so although one is the head of the chain the top of the chain and one at the bottom of the change it's all one experience in totality so it's it's it's a difference in in in in um in an amount in in quantity but not a difference in quality the quality i'm i'm just paraphrasing the quality is all the same in ilo ilive which means cause and effect cause and effect relationship let's continue and he says [Music] in comparison to hazardous there's a relationship [Music] all the vitality and all the energy that we experience in this world comes from all the the budget that's going to be given from the lower level hazard is sourced and rooted on everything that will happen to him throughout the years [Music] everything has been set in a general way the australian kipper and what we understand from this is the importance the high of great importance of making you know now we learned now it's not that time of the year but the importance of their satisfaction make sure we think of it like what do you think of a status immature what do you think of senator b trooper i got to do trouba i coronate god as king you'll keep rescuing i better shape up true for true but sugar but that possesses something different not to contradict that he says realize that the what you do and the way you set yourself up in these 10 days that's the way it's going to go through later in the year now now we learned earlier there are ways of even changing that later on remember we learned that by being this follow to hashem and using the tsaddik to make a change in hashem which they brought to the story of the belchemtov okay and then there is the daily judgment to access the flow but on between jeremy kipper it says on march 26th on hoth bay's other this coming year you're going to get this amount of parnosa you your parents your friends are going to have this and you're going to have this now what happens the day comes and i don't have that amount of prognosis is it a lie no you didn't access it to olam hazen it's in your spiritual storage bank it's like have the jet blue you cancel a ticket you buy a blue fair which is the cheapest fare you cancel a ticket today they let you they put into a travel bank travel bank it's yours they're worth their ticket you could buy some another ticket and go and come whenever you want they don't penalize you penalize you so davis there says the budget i gave you through your shot on your kipper for whatever it is health partners and children everything is going to happen through the year now to access it to be in your life but polo that takes daily activity accounting kevin we're going to stop tomorrow i'm not giving because i have to travel and mr shem will continue at 7 30 at 2 2 35 back to the old time probably for another month till the excuse the next changes is so okay anyway thank you for coming and yaakov very nice meeting you i hope we'll meet one day in person and uh give regards to everybody what so no tomorrow's no because i have to have to leave early i can't make it okay moshe what did you say misha what did you say we're gonna yeah we're gonna resume sure on wednesday and yes hashem at seventh at 2 35 back to the old time anyway listen hashem you know hashem cooperated it was a wonderful weekend with the family last night guys i had a zoom with i told you before with my classmates that we all were sent by the rabbit to los angeles about seven eight got on two earners role they weren't on and one other guy so i think seven of us were on and it was we were just roasting each other it was great and um yeah it was great it was you know it's going back to when we were 19 20 20 you know and and i had one fellow who i learned with who was on a dc uh lawyer very prominent lawyer from guy so he said at the end he said to everyone to all my friends he said you know this amazing set i went to college he said and i had many buddies and everything how many of them do are we are we in touch with each other he said zero zero and here i see you guys are 60 years old 59 60 and you're like young buddies in yeshiva you know having lots of fun so remember that yeshiva experience is is nothing can replace the yeshiva experience so i thought i'd share that with you have a great day and take care okay