Two ways of Healing

said in the last paragraph he spoke about an experience that's brought in kabbalah to be incorporated in the body of the king it's a very kabbalistic idea and hasidic idea with a lot of cabola so i'll just make it brief there is the manifestations of the king there are emanations manifestations uh ex you know experiences and then there is to be in the body of the king let me give you a simple example it's a madrish the measure says i've said it before but i know if yaakov was then learning with us i'll say it again the measure says there was a king and he came to the people and the first people to be around him are like you know the hostile by trump the minister of education and health and and transportation and everyone's tracking for a position of course to get more funds for their department now the king says it's time to go back and he starts walking back to his palace the message says that there were duchess in and another word to forget the word which means deputies all kinds of deputies like ministers like i just described and as they start walking back there is a room in the royal palace that has tremendous art beautiful rembrandts and picassos and bronze when he gets on you'll tell them i mentioned isn't it anyway and and she goes and it's you go in there it's better than the met in manhattan and some of them get fascinated and they get stuck and they never come out of the room as the king progresses walking towards his chamber as we go for so we've lost already some to the art they're enamored by the art and they're not coming out of the room of the art the next room they pass is gold and red and silver and copper and all kinds of expen okay and they go there and they look at all this money and then coins and from different countries and they're fascinated with it and guess what they get stuck there as the king approaches his his royal room only one fellow is left and the message calls this fellow a shrewd individual he was not moved and did not get stuck by the art and the wealth and he went following the king in other words if the king would have made a u-turn and gone excuse the expression to the bathroom he would have been standing outside the bathroom waiting for the king why because he knew that his objective is to be with the king this i could say is a muscle for this concept brought in the means to be to be included incorporated the goofy in the goof and the body the mouth of the king to be with the king not with a fascination of the king and for that you have to be pika you got to be shrewd and smart because in life it's this way too let's say even your kipper yesterday what did we ask hashem for no there's parnosa and there's health and the [ __ ] no it you of course everyone needs all those things the question is what was your mavukish is it to be with the melech and we learned about this in preparation for yom kippur that the truth of your kipper is a nisha mature so i was asking heaven and shu and they looked at me dumbfounded like i asked them what is what does it mean a true vanish on the sherman trooper what does it mean this is what it means in simple words i mean there's the kabbalah words in this word but in simple words you know what it means it means the perspective of nashua must be with hashem and everything you do you ask yourself is this what hashem wants is this the godly experience if if you cannot say definitely that this is the neshama experience god's experience it's fine but it's just like getting stuck in the room of the art and the wealth with the fascinations and guess what you never make it to the king so if you're plugged in and you have a big account of mitzvahs that outweigh your evaders and all that okay you get more scarred and if you don't you got problems you got issues you got to find more scar you got to work harder but if you're with the king the king's going to take you for a ride wherever he goes including if you have problems and issues you're with the king you understand that's what it means the truth of the show then doesn't look for a fascination looks for the essence this is what we learned in a nutshell in the last chapter where he talks about the malachim and the shamans and all kinds of levels is this clear boy yakov do you follow okay okay good if not yeah where's the mushroom the mushrooms from the madras the rebber in the mimer that he said um on his birthday 1971 brings that muscle the mimer starts with the possibility of right on the tree we say every day of the of nissan we say the didn't see him so the river has set a mine around the verse and in that my word brings the muscle and then he edited it's a fascinating mind if you haven't learned that i urge you to and it might even be in english as well but and maybe one day we'll learn it let's go further [Music] 39. [Music] boy now this is what we learned and what i just said is when you do mitzvahs basically properly also now you they have mixers through doing the mistress in a mile enough show one soul is elevated exaltedly because to be incorporated in the goof in the body of the king [Music] but someone who sinned any any any any any made up pagia he touched hashem in a way that's no good the heavens are dead and he desecrated the path that hashem wants us to go on the initiative as we all know very well and also the blemish that we make so the class is true for now you gotta do chufa without doing trooper then then you know you could jump up and down backwards and forwards you have to begin by doing truther [Music] you must know the blemish you did not not now you have to understand what the and that is you have to now this is an important point because sometimes you say i i can't face it it's too painful it's true that if it's too painful and you're not ready to face it you might have to push it off to when you're more ready but however there's a point you have to face it and if you don't face it it's going to come back to haunt you not maybe it will not today in a month if not in a month in a year and if not if not you come back to your kids yes hello uh it seems to me that there are certain of errors that you can't really know what the pagoda is you know uh you can know that there's damage you know that they're uh sir but how do you know really what the [ __ ] is right right so he he doesn't mean here hillary spiritual world right right right hillel he's not talking about that that you're right he means you committed a nevada you know you didn't keep shopping and keep shabbos you spoke lesson how do you spoke we're not talking about what chord in the eighth high-end that you blemish that's that's not that's a that's it by the way by the way if if if if you learn kabbalah and you're well-versed you could even figure some of that out but that's not that's definitely not the mahalak of of the belgram except maybe the chive and kamarana but the dead of clown most hasidic groups never went into that thing and you see from the balatanya's siddhar right well the siddha shabalan that he used to make his siddhar but he took out the utk bufke the nico the the the kudos only let anyone keep her if you follow the in the chabad maxer at night it says we should say four cup it'll kill him if before we go to sleep connected smile right and that has to do with the utk buff game if you look there you'll see how the uk buff case made over there that's an exception and it's an exception because we have to get rid of so there for example hillel it tells you what the sin is omission of seed right and it tells you what you should do to be muslim that's right that's right so that's an exception you know or let another thing let me hayakov another thing in the chabad city i don't know if you have it in other subdurum maybe you have it but i don't think you got you do it there before we go to sleep before we say hi my bill we say the he russian of uh of each of the hashem's youth cave connected miso scala to slaver hennig for missiles so there too it tells you whether we understand it tells you that this pegam of tillin is connected this letter of the shame hashem but that's not really that's not i don't believe that's what he's really getting at here this is not you know he's speaking to every one of us let's go further i'm sorry what that is a new idiom for me i didn't know that do you have a habanzi the yakov at home no oh okay so somehow uh if you get one or or or find one online you'll see it before hamapil there is the hirozo the the a lot of people do that say that once a month before rush clay dish when they make a hajj banana fish but in our city it's brought down um each night okay as a boy i didn't say it you know as a teenager i don't know i wasn't trying to say it but later on we did okay [Music] in other words who believe there's no [ __ ] when you know the details of twilight the queen says um the straps the black then you then you have to be put on film in the morning yeah you know was i careful about all the details you know people sometimes allow their filling straps to go onto the floor if you look at the tanya pedicress chapter eight the altar that ever brings from the murder which implies you shouldn't do that other people are callous about it okay whatever if they have a you know is it a technically maybe not but definitely spirit it shouldn't be that way yes yes hillel the old tolerable uh once uh somebody fill and fell on the floor and eric israel and he said and there it's just relate it's not an it's not uh because the land is holy uh it's not a uh you read it it's a villain to touch the earth that he could say it then you know but but without that it is an issue you know or people have their senses dragging on the floor i'm just saying the more you learn the the protein look that's what the rep is saying here we have to look at the words not just the overall mixtures i put until i put on the talos and i put on sensors no the details are the mitzvous and the more you know the more than your cognizant of the way it should be and if you didn't do those the yukim you need to do trufa and he says you're broken bellevnish within it which is interesting i put on film this morning i should be broken but if my four corners were not reboot yeah you should have broken-hearted that you they weren't three boy and maybe you weren't yet and even if you were you'd say why do you have to rely on a suffolk on a doubt you understand that's the attitude [Music] and when you do learn the details of the mitzvah through learning about it you draw down the light of the zoo he goes back to his point he's not giving up this that you it you have to know that vada veda should have already sent me his body now you understand that was talking to us you know you're not going out to to the street in wyoming and the guy doesn't know for that for the night from an elephant base and telling him you know the guy's not putting on film so what are you telling me he's chilling on square he didn't put you know what i'm saying yeah that was talking to people who are learning but obviously they didn't learn either the right information or enough and for that they they they desecrated the mitzvah innocent in in certain details so that ever says for that they have to know what they did wrong in order for it to be to do you have a ticking and then the rabbit says sometimes good morning moisture with your good jump sometimes the the lack of knowledge actually means you didn't do a mitzvah i'll give you an example what if someone gave their trillion to a safer and mistakenly the seifer gave him back and the person mixed up the russian being tom if you put rabbenu times on with darwining have you done the mitzvah film one thing's for sure i can tell you it's a it's it's a big shiloh okay no it's not your fault and maybe it's not the safest fault whoever mixed it up why do i choose this not because moisture is a safer because i have feeling and my uh my wife's cousin who's a cypher checked my film and he tells me my rashid feel in the outer epic south and as far as i remember i did not buy alta rebels south i lost my feeling once in costa rica when i went to visit my uncle about years ago 25 years ago i left them in a taxi and i never saw them again so i had to buy twilight but knowing myself i don't think at that time i bought alta rebecca because it's tripled the price and the rebel they say did not i don't know i don't know i shouldn't say that i want to say that some say he did wear something he did encourage it to people but at that time it wasn't as a standard now as it is by lubavitchers so i probably got yes you're saying you're saying that now it is the standard now it's more the standard by bar mitzvah boys their father their father will dish out the extra it's a lot of money difference and they will get the uh the alta rebels the implication of that is that you know the community is more affluent now so the standard could be raised um you could you could conclude that or you conclude it's like they're taking it on credit cards i mean yes moshe let's hear from the cipher himself go ahead forgive me forgive me for jumping in um so i just want to can i just clarify yes please research please it's your your field go ahead from my research from a number of years already now so the ultraviolet is something that's a very it's not so simple it's not it's complicated um from my research the software i've spoken through the robundum i've spoken to it's important to if a person wants ultra rare because ultraviolet solved they need to make sure they're getting it from someone who really really knows it it's not it's not so simple it's complicated um it's not like the other some of them like the best yosef ashkenazim the arizona fraschinism and from fellows like spartan that have more uh background and general sources the author is more of a niche let's just put it that way and it's important to get it from someone who has a cabala getting it from a very legitimate source so that's the question can you can you just sort of expand since around the subject like where the altar rebel was coming from and and what's the distinction of the altar rabbis kassad as opposed to the salvation arizona etc so okay let me do this i would i don't want to this may is this made that question might require more time just just just answer him with one one example the huff right the half the half and then each okay so so basically like this um grab a safer but basically the altera is shaped is shaped differently it is it is essentially a hybrid of a certain sense of all the sub in probably more the arizon and the shapes are the lead is obviously the same it's the same general shape but there are very specific nuances that are different for example this is a safer called osceosarav it's written by with motion whiner motion viner who right maybe rabbit dolphin knows him i do he's um okay he's a world of writing remote yes and he's a he's the brother of elias or viner yes and i've spoken i've spoken to him on a few times for different things and um basically the bottom line is that the altera is there are some significant differences and the nuances are so subtle but so important that that's why it's important that a person learns it from a very very legitimate source um okay so so idea is there an idea uh in uh in khabar that uh that this is like a um the building on the south of the ariza like like the malshentov is taking the teachings of the volcano uh the like the machamp is taking the teaching to the arizona and making it available in a new way is that an idea i'll try to answer you to the best of my ability but basically in a nutshell i think that it's i think the elder wasab is sort of just simply an extension and where the correct me if i'm if i'm wrong an extension of the ultimate's his perspective on on in other words that bringing together the world of the world of kabbalah okay and i my understanding is that is the that is why the letters are are they are with the way that they are now again another time about you know i would i would make a quick sketch and to show you examples of differences between the letters i myself i myself have never learned the altar ribbon i want to it's something sort of on that that to-do list um i i was very fortunate to learn the others of him but many years ago when i'm trained to become sober and i and i write them but the other ribs sound because of just where i learned and where i was holding in life and everything it just didn't it didn't happen yet um but what i just i just want to add one of the things that whereby dalton was saying is that from my research it makes sense what rabbi dolphin what you're saying about many of the what fathers want for their bar mitzvah from the bar mitzvah boys the people that i've spoken to it seems here anyway it seems that the world of you know in terms of sort of split down the middle about half take a result and half take the altera right that's that's that's my you know you could better but that also could be have to do with a generational thing it could be an age thing and also it could be that today as opposed to let's just say 25 certainly certainly 50 years ago certain today there's more so friend who are probably writing of the rebels itself yeah and the energy israel um there's been a very vocal group of uh bhavaters knowledgeable tell me that have come out and this is what you're referring to i believe against this many is the standard altered and they say it's not kosher now they say it's not kosher and this has been a great uproar in the community i i know the names but i won't mention them and not that slush and horror they they're they're they're they feel how ethically it's wrong but but i want in new york in new york here until this controversy it it was accepted um that that the the people that wrote alternative rabbi zerkin who was there like the rebel cipher he was his student rabbi clapton who lives in crown heights and younger and younger is suffering too uh my my nephew uh my wife's cousin he uh sorry my wife's cousin he also writes the altered south so i think here in new york uh we have not gone the route of accepting of the eurozone um uh dissenters from the alta rebels xav and i believe and that my comment was really about new york and america that the more and more bar mitzvah boys are wearing out the rubbish soft but anyway going back to to my thing is i didn't have that and to the cipher he checked my tomb and he says oh your rashes are our altered self i said i didn't buy alter himself so he said probably you gave it to a cipher and he mixed it up i don't know definitely possible it's definitely possible when i write just to say so what i do and i learned this from the very very beginning from the people that i learned this offers from that when every pair every every parent's film i write everything that i write what whatever it is i scan it i have a copy of it in my computer now for fill in i give every person every part of the film that i write i make a full-size set of photocopies of the entire saab to the customer to the client and i explain to them that a they can look at it but b that there's ever a situation where there's a question of the partials that they wouldn't have the tone checked and these other questions that the parshas that are now are the parsers that i wrote for them they have a photocopy and they can compare it immediately right right you know right so i ain't not right right i understand and just as an aside if you do get the time moshe i think it would be a worthwhile financial investment to learn how to rebel because suffering charge a lot for that it's a specialty and there's plenty of laboratories still even in there to stroll that want that and they're going to pay they're going to pay they're going to pay for it so you know i i tell i tell safe from here i tell square i tell now above just you because there's a lot of suffering you want to make by nasa learn the altera you will have business okay i want to go back to the mimer because we're learning to see this now so i just brought that as an example i just brought it as an example of of doing the mitzvah and and knowing and knowing knowing what you're doing and being learned sometimes it's not even your fault and and something happens and it's not right so therefore the the mitzvah is lacking if faster show them you're putting on the rabino toms instead of rashis that's you know that needs a good ticket it's not your fault but the fact is you didn't put the rashes on for 10 years or five years or a year or a month it's a serious issue so the point being that it so but here he's talking about hillary the only intentional evaders and he says um and he says further leman what i'm sorry forgive me can i just jump in just 30 seconds yeah just and that if anybody ever has a question looking at the shell yad you can't tell from the outside if it's rashy robin with tom but just as a quick for everybody if you take your shell roche if you take your shell roche you'll see on rashi that little calf hairs that come out okay and the rashid filling there are there towards the side they're like on the first third depending on which side you're looking at it okay but robino tom those calf hairs they always come out in the middle right okay so that's you can tell if there's every question you tell roche you can oh you're gonna help you know hello you'll take a look at yours you'll see what i mean yeah you you see the hairs coming out they're right in the middle and that that was just thank you very important thank you then there's a time we do something hashem didn't tell us to do it then we do it you need to know the details a third time in this chapter he repeats the point so you should know the great distance that you are from god by doing the navedo and you know for those that say khabar doesn't have musa this is a this is a piece of musa right here and it's in a minor of the free the karatbars so don't tell me there's no muslim there's plenty of muslims here for guido khasre and the greatness of the onish of the punishment god forbid if you don't know what the punishment is big deal you have to know for funny i think israel of the sacking and therefore the ways of correction that you need to correct so he goes back to the word of veda yaakov what does the word of veda mean to desecrate it means to pass over what are you passing over you're passing over the mitzvah avedo man is joined as united with godliness valve and what about available he passes over the oiven he's passing over from the domain of holiness to the domain of the negative side you're taking a stroll when you're doing a veda right yoni you're supposed to be strolling in the holiness and all of a sudden you take a left turn and you're in a foreign field i should all came to the side of the [Music] you have to know in detail motion you see that epic says it's not enough to know just a generality now i i emphasize again because the rambam says the rambam says about shruva is not allowed to say i'd love to eat this hamburger the strafe but hashem told me not to rambam baskins it's in the rambam hills troop i believe about the shrub whoever doesn't mean if anyone was in that issue about the shiva doesn't have the strength to say test me you're not going to say test me here this implication is seems like it also includes test me and what i'm telling you it does not include that unless you're not about to shove in that issue so then if you're not about to shove in that issue and you have a strong backbone and you're not going to be frazzled by looking at the tension and the and and the aveda know what you did and therefore you can do true but properly yesterday we said all these all hates you know i'm thinking i'm sitting there 10 times right banging away over and over and over enough already and that's not enough you eat then you eat did you eat every day eat eat eat sleep sleep sleep do you ever say it's enough no well when it comes to an aveda you have to know the seriousness of of the transgression and guess what you don't get it from one time and you don't get it from two times but if you have a whole day 24 26 hours you can keep for 25 hours and you take time to reflect and you say i embarrassed my parents i spoke less than harder i insulted people and on and on and on so finally something will sink in and then you'll say hashem please forgive me i will not do this again belineder you know so that's what the rebel says here and say a person who's a who is ailing he's he's he's sick he's hurting and one of us lives after now what's the reason whom is sometimes because the energy coming from the soul does is not reaching properly the limb i could tell you myself i'm having the the spasms of my in my fingers right is it coming because it's an arthritis it's the fingers or is it coming from something else just saying you have to know if it's the earlier what thank you it's not terrible and we'll get over it but the point is in every part a person has to look is it the k lead the aver or is it the r is it the energy coming from the nephesh that's not reaching its place or is there damage in the kali and how do i fix it and he says sometimes it's actually because the the the energy from the soul is not being transmitted properly and that's why you have the pain so by eating and drinking it won't cure you because you got to cure the nephesh you got to cure the soul kml your day next page 14 so it's a truth of better fool you make a truffa like a medicine in healing through making a powerful summit no like incense uh medicine medicine but how does he explain how you look and he says the new medicine doesn't come to cure the damaged limb it comes to draw new new energy from the nephesh but that's his point that the mother says there's a good mother it's very important to murder chuva maybe the brings healing to the world that's kip shooter it's not just a fantasy and we'll see late tomorrow how he develops his point everyone have a great day and today is the today is the youth of the shame hashem the junctive we should live with the youth and tomorrow we'll live with the vote hey sorry thank you tomorrow is the first day and then the verb and then thank you hillary zaikazu