Tanya #21 Authentic or Fake Religious Experience - Carlebach Shul - R Chaim Dalfin

so we're learning Tanya on page tests we're going to finish the day chapter four but Hashem we're moving along nicely so the outer ever introduced in chapter four an amazing thought a revolutionary thought and that is that Tito mitzvah's the Fulfillment of Mitzvahs in the study of theta which shouted epic calls it through the levus room through the garments I.E through thought your thought your speech your action is greater than the soul the inspiration of the Soul and that's a very revolutionary thought because the Sharma the soul you would think is where it's at says the altered no no no no if you have an ashama and your souls bereft of thought speech and action of Taylor mitzvahs it's your soul so it's your mood and it's your trip it's not God's trip and God's condition how do you get God's kadusha through using your thought and and speech and action for a sin one more point that I didn't mention last time and it's worthwhile mentioning the outdated said towards the end of page 4 the 16. that this idea also inspires the nephesh and I was like this when one of the fundamental teachings of the balcantov the balcantov Belleville is that when Aid serves Hashem it should be with Ava and Gira now when I say belshant if it's in the title right but the balcantov in his in his ideology of khasidism he says it's not enough to be a robot a mechanical instrument and doing the mitzvah but that your Mitzvah should be inspired with a loving or for Hashem and when you do the Mitzvah you could tell in the Mitzvah this is someone who loves God who fears God and it doesn't necessarily mean you have to chuckle and you have to cry and you have to dance that those are all semantics but one thing's for sure that when you come to school in the morning and you were sure yesterday is it going to be a short tomorrow each day when you come to school and you put on your towers and you're feeling when someone looks at you and when you look at yourself you say I'm inspired I'm inspired but I did it yesterday what are you inspired with to say the same words and I ask myself this question almost daily when I sit down to Daven for that 20 minutes to half an hour facing the wall you're trying to shove the shoe and I say what am I dominating with today am I inspired and you have to ask yourself that question right better not to die of course not to have him put on film but the placenta says avasashem and give us Hashem is an intrinsic part of the potato and mitzvah's experience so one second one second so if that's the case it seems to contradict what the out that episode came in chapter four because in chapter four Tanya drama speaks about the importance and emphasis of of Taylor mitzvah's Visa V akshava dibromisa bereft of avenira that's the implication as long as I think Taylor and I speak Taylor and I do mitzvahs the tools and instruments to implement title mitzvas I'm on the right track you mean even without Avenger that's the implication alluded to this and he said towards the last three four five lines of page 16 no what happens is that when you plug into the revolution to the garments of thought speech and action of title Mitzvahs they Inspire and turn on your Ava and Gyro not that the exclude Avenger they make your average not your own trip of love and fear which can be confused and chaotic and famished and a self-eago trip it becomes a holy Ava and a holy yida and the lesson that we walk away with from This brilliant thought is that if my chuckling and if my crying and if my Laughing if my average year of for Hashem is self-oriented of Neff for my nephesh independent of the garments it isn't necessarily holy but if it comes and should come as a result of my garments then it's Holy Love and holy fear and that's the barometer that's the event that's how you know right I'm sure you've wondered how do I know that this rebbe that I'm following or this rub that I'm looking at or this hussard that I respect how do I know that they mean it maybe they're Faking It you right I haven't put a please put on your mute right how do I know that they're genuine you know there are people that are so uh brilliant and gifted that they could they could fake it and they can they can speak The Talk The Talk walk the walk and no one will know and really they're they're they're putting on a show and misleading people that's also part of what I'm studying right now very smart people could do that right so how do you know down today here Tanya says without saying this I'm paraphrasing now the number says I'll tell you how you could know if they're Avenger is me usad based on the garments of potato mitzvahs then it's kadusha and if it's their own trip it isn't necessarily kadusha it's not necessarily genuine and be very careful I Gotta Give the lady first a chance so that you want to give me two minutes so so therefore therefore when you learn this section here in Tanya it's not just you know stickle Tanya he's giving you here guidance for living life for living life so in other words when you see someone who you consider to be holy and then authentic and all that and there's a breakdown in their title Mitzvahs on any level don't be fooled by their inspiration that their inspiration isn't good for a show they're not good for their masses we have plenty of speakers that are great speakers great entertainers but that's what they are entertainers and it's good to go to Taft kosher entertainment there's nothing wrong with it really right I I I I don't wanna I don't want what I'm gonna say now I don't want anyone to get offended especially Yoni who's one of the guy buy him in the Carl back shoe you know I'm not a slave of a fan but I want the Friday night when I was in I'm at the chemist at a certain point the daviding of the other shoes was very you know it was just terrible it was uninspirational even in a habachual if there was much more singing okay you could you could you could kind of you know score some points but it wasn't happening so I went over to to the Karl bakshu and it was the first time by the way it was the first time in my life that I ever went into accountable shoe for a thriller not that I I just you know I'm not exposed to that here in Borough Park maybe now they have a Carl Buck minion but you know and now they started to sing you know karabak's songs even above it and then other shows without saying this is because they would never say that of course but but but but but but that's what's happening right but I went in and I'll tell you I I was promised inspired I would cry sometimes from from the other from from seeing boys with with kumkums you know with the ponytails and and and then the asparty guy there was a Bucky and tanahu I love to hear a Shear in the spider's Jewel next to Robert Pharaoh's Jewel I mean I could sit by that guy all day and listen to him a Bucky internet that's something that we mastered you know us ashkenazim in America something in Israeli Yeshiva is not in the Panama yeshivas in the has the yeshivas and the TV yeshivas they really know tan after well and this man was exposed teaching just basic tanav but he knew it he knew the inside you know I see him in the caraba show I go over David say what are you doing here so he says you know it's like he he doesn't want to say too loud he says see my son I want my son to feel good about you about either Skype that's what he told me he wanted his son to I guess who was having issues to see that either Skype is is real and enjoyable so does that mean to say hi I'm dolphin who's hustle and a teacher of Sinners by going to Karl bakshou Friday night to Daven couple of Shabbos and be there became accountable nope he didn't but but there's there's something positive so what I'm saying is that the fact that we we enjoy kosher entertainment I'm not saying that in a bad way kosher inspiration doesn't yet mean that that's that that's the highest form in everything and if I see them too with the rabbits you gotta see the Satish right you go to Tish it can be very inspirational the the benches the pyramids the river the miguni the sharayam the throwing of apples they're holding on to the shoulders and swaying it's it's great I used to bring people to the to the to the siren shoe knowledge people Friday nights when I was gonna do some working you know to see what is and they walked out Blown Away I don't have to tell you and the same as uh to the rabbits if I bring it in a different way it wasn't you know that style the babish khabar is born with that was talking then there's a hayam and the Gunning but whatever it doesn't yet mean that you're and that you by going there oh I I've become a laborator I've become a tolda siren I've become upon a victory no in a way you're going there for entertainment you're going there for inspiration let's use a more refined word and that's great but for it to become part of you oh that's a whole other experience so the alternate base is alluding to this also here your avangina your love for God and fear for God your tears and your laughter what's driving it is a God that's driving it or is it your own trip you don't like the you don't like the diving at this and this shoe so you go into a Carl bakshou to get turned on and inspired you understand that that that's the question that we have to analyze ourselves and avoid this Hashem between to ourselves when we're under the talus and we're saying Krishna we have to ask ourselves and this is this is Avida and this is how you become a more authentic genuine over the Hashem in whatever you are okay I finished my dress shirt you wanted to say something [Music] so right after we were the only that was like a non-car radio show that was all throughout clothing in the park we had a million in the park and the kinds of people came from all kinds of people that never went to Dominion for three years for two years they wanted a part of me and we every one one time everyone went to Dominion there was a kiddish everybody got sick everybody got coveted that was it that was finished okay the the what happened was is that after covert the first or the second week after we opened up a guide friends of mine that started coming to our shore Friday Nights from avation avatian is like the banaya keeper the big one in front of us like facing the short right and so I'm friendly with them and I asked like that you know what happened all of a sudden you said you don't know what kind of issues and problems now we have with our kids because of covet and isolation blah blah and and you know we want to come here I didn't ask in the first week I haven't met the few weeks that they were coming and they said to me you don't know what episodes from my kids it's like the first time three years two years they can let loose part of some of some you know they were close [Music] close during every single stage of clothing and to bring them to and they've been coming it's almost I don't know a year year and a half later and they come every week and these guys and stuff you would never think that he's great you know right [Music] right this one that was one of the one of the second is when you were saying that it's about so and and about Tanya was focusing are focusing on the inspiration side that when you go to davening like you said you go today my guests and you're going tomorrow you have that same motive how do what was the zone to go within that stuff for going to show me it wasn't motivation and other studies how do we reconcile that like okay good question and here is a thought the Vilma going himself and that sadikin themselves they were inspired they were Sadiq him the question is if the average man on the street was inspired and and it's it's more difficult to get inspired when you're about uh what all you know about One Ox scoring in other rocks or how much you have to pay 50 or 100 percent versus thinking about God's spirituality Jews non-jews where am I that's refreshing that's exciting okay so the app you know what I'm saying is I have no questions and issues with the rhythm of the going and who wrote so many sifri Kabbalah or other you know great literature good day limb and you know what I'm saying because they taka if you take a look on the internet of a picture this I've mentioned it but you must have forgotten of Rabbi shmuel bambaum of mere he was a receiver here Amir in in New York he came from Shanghai uh with another another robe I forget now not only throughout they're sitting at a wedding and they're arguing about a shot in the gamer and cases I don't know it's like they want to eat each other up I mean and again could it be a show I don't think so they in other words they didn't even know they went into the world of learning they forgot they were a wedding they're supposed to be quiet they're supposed to be civil and they're just ripping up each other apart in the literature way of understanding the sugya okay I don't have a problem but the average person the average person and as moisha and I remember one of our one of the main things we spoke about a lot when I was there is people are getting stale might just said people he sees in his shoe all kinds of Bali truth and others that you know they've been involved for years and they're stale it's stale it's it's like uh uh uh you know that's what we're talking about so the balcantif lends itself to deal with this issue more than just learning a piece of Gomorrah now if Musser if the study of Muslim would be on par in the real way in the same way as the study of hasidus in literacy yeshivas it would be it would make a difference and for that matter and I don't want to go into so much to talk about but if the study of hasidus would be in other citizenships like the way it is in kabbad it would also make a big difference and it isn't and that's why the devil when he spoke to the told us enter the bells and ever and to the end to any remember that came to him his number one thing was with these questions Institute a serious learning of sentence that's required not a 20-minute you know you could do what you want in between to say there totally not organized and it was a joke Shepherd jokes and this you can ask askra that that went to Yeshiva in the 60s and 70s and 80s because I've asked them no seriousness given to inconsider she yeshivas to the learning of see this foreign book for you I have to give you more time we spent an hour and it gave me the whole Lowdown on gear so I mean half of the Lord that I get her which blew my mind that I'm not gonna talk about it now I don't know if I ever will talk about it because it's it's it's big big issues anyway so what exactly on the question of whether I'm learning hasidus no not only learning he was talking about the split why does it splitting gear okay yeah yeah but I asked him Helio because he says and he's wearing the the garish spuddick with the with the neat the socks you know the way they wear the the black socks and their their shoes their pants tucked into the socks so I asked him Why'd You Come why'd you become a grew up in Borough Park as a getter as Garrett could be so he said because there's no learning of Citizen gear it's a joke he says and and he even told me he even told me that that their leaders don't know see this their leaders don't know cities today that's what he told me because they don't learn to see this so it's you know if you don't learn just like if you don't if I don't know because I never learned Hashem I can't make a ruling on Money Matters I didn't train in that area I've been trained in the laws of divorce and had it and give a get and all that you had you know you have to be trained that Apple always said you go to a um you go to a Volvo for as a doctor for the issues that valuable deals you go to insert for the issues that he deals with imagine you go to Instagram those issues you go to Bellville for instance issues sorry yeah yeah it it yeah they know general medicine and they give you some general advice but when it's crucial and life-saving and life issues you got to go to the person who knows yes Maisha now it's your turn yeah you're talking earlier about Europe I was here and understanding by scene if someone's real um and you mentioned on the boosting and I was just I got lost there and I wanted to know maybe like an example some examples I was just some just a the example is of the khasid who comes to the get it ever the base is thrill who lived in Gullah the holy gagara and he knew him from before the war he was beardless now he had a beard that he put on a big respect and it's a middle and he gives him shulim you know after Friday night after a couple of shabbas you go over and you give shulam to the rabbit you know when you do it to her I love too many times but and as he passes by that ever says instead of saying Good Shabbos a happy Purim in other words who are you kidding he felt that he wasn't ready for strible like that's what he felt you know I guess he knew him and he felt like who are you kidding that's an example you asked an example you know it's it's a fine line I'll tell you when I was in in Marin County I had a group of Chevrolet some were Bali children some were one of being about sugar but they still were driving to school and they were a gato and it blew my you know again I was young coming from 770 and like and and learning being a student of abuel you know you know it's very serious and all that and you put out a guard for when you're keeping Shoppers you don't put on a gargle if you're not keeping shoppers and he was wearing a cartoon so like I couldn't handle it and so I spoke to one of the other ones who were in The Garfield but he would they were already Bali true to keep them Shabbos and I said to you and they were good friends I said you know what could you explain to me what's going on so it said they said it's uh it's um it's a fraternity you know college we have fraternities we're the guys we're the boys we hang out together we do things together you know you have to understand from where I was coming from this I couldn't relate to this I never understood now I understand it but then that's like foreign what do you mean anemius either you're there you're not there what are you make up your mind and and they explained that this gives them a good feeling and putting on a Garfield even though they're still driving a Shabbos is a good thing and it makes and I saw it and they were right because then he became about the Shiva and Etc so it's a fine line moisture it's a fine line it's a fine line but the bottom line is that the the Avan unit if you if you want to know if it's genuine it must be predicated on the levusim of mashaba dibromycin title mixes that was the point we we had a good sheer and fabrengan and we'll continue tomorrow Mr Davis have a great day take