Solution for Doubts is Removing Ego - Acceptable Rage - Rabbi Chaim Dalfin

okay so so so he told me that he went into the river and he said to the rabbit I don't feel these things I don't have the I so the represent film isn't it came on you don't have to always feel but that's you know about you know you're so great you're so close but when we talk about material Mitzvahs especially when you're dabbing you need to feel the whole idea about writeria beloved is believe in the heart you say the words you don't feel it it's got it's nothing you're like a robot so the alternative deals with this issue right here in this chapter so now and and what did you say he based on the desire he says that there's a blockage here where's the blockage coming from the city that God created where does the system and because we outwardly are acting with a Citra because we have yesh we have ego so when we humble and Crush our own automatically the Heavenly Citra is crushed and and the light is revealed that's the trajectory of the the panic and then you will feel God you will feel God so the more you humble yourself and crush your ego and obliterate your ego godliness will seep in catch on fire on your body and all of a sudden you'll feel so this is what he's saying now let's go to the top of 74. this this thundering and rage of the Yates over the Yates will help The Godly soul to illuminate its eyes by Ms in truth but about the unity of it itself about the Infinity of God but yahushes that you'll be able to actually see it in a way it's very tangible the late penis and it won't only be a hearing and understanding experience but it will be what we call riahushes as though you actually see it with your eyes as it says elsewhere this is the purpose and source of all of service it is to experience Hashem not just so we have a uh an important um objective for time why Why Can't This be if you should be Ms because in truth ain't sure my muscles that that causes the blockage the truth is it doesn't have any tangibility the word my muscles means tangibility that's why compared the Citra to Darkness Cloud Darkness doesn't have any of its own tangibility rather um and that's why it is automatically uh averted and pushed aside when you bring light into a room you don't have to do anything to the darkness as soon as you bring the light in Menasha the darkness goes away says and he says a lot of energy boy does it have energy number one to give Life Force to all non-kosher animals stop that's why if you ever wondered why that cheeseburger is so tasty it's because of the highest that it has from the city numbered and shrimp and everything else right why is it so tempting and so tasty and all that not that I should have never tasted it but that's that's what they say it's because it cut there's a lot of highs from the city number two when The Fosters um it's a mistake here should be um The Souls of all Gentiles as except you know those that are shared fulfill the seven minutes said earlier in chapter one and Tanya all those Souls come from shoulders Clippers at the Mayors so who gives them the highest and number three even the Jewish Soul within the Jew the nephew bomb is part of it also comes from Africa have energy it's the life force of traif it's the life force of guardian and it's even the life force of Eden who from the left from the Netflix so what do you mean that it's it's a nothing in that a little light spells it automatically says nevertheless it doesn't have its own independence Vitality elements we learned to read in chapter 22 and Tanya if you refresh your memory without that ever says that the whole highest of the clip of elvel is from kadusha it's a mutual uh you know but he's the same Brooklyn give me a cigarette you're muting a cigarette you know I don't buy male cigarettes I snore from everyone yeah right so the same thing doesn't have its own highs it's Mars from the caducea so if in our self-doubt the Nepal says it's a garnish is there nothing who but Taylor League therefore as soon as light enters it's nullified completely for kadusha like the like notification of Darkness for life you know what I need you to challenge these Jews I need you to I want to really see what they're made of so I'm going to give you a job it's a job and the job is and I'm going to give you kayak with this job to really make it tough for the Jew that's what he says Today's show of them you say to this God will allow the purpose of which is man should overpower the clip of LA spiela to lower it Assad down I they shiftless and through his own humbling himself and through this activity it will awaken God to fulfill the verse which says from over there from on high love will be automatically it's like you you pulled the rug you pulled the rug from it of rum and you fall down it's not that you have to knock out the Citra by fighting with it you don't have to do that you have to just pull the rug out what's the rug the rug is that this condition that was given to it by Hashem to challenge the Jew so when you overcome the challenge it's messed up automatically it dissipates that's what he said and that's why well Simon male and potatoes that's why it's like it's compared to the Nullification of Darkness the dispension of darkness when you bring physical light into the room commission would see that out to them brings a beautiful uh proof from the total the footage potato it says by impartial by the spies they initially said for the enemy the enemy is stronger than us don't say don't read the word that that the enemy is stronger than us but me men are referring to God when the when the spies went there it's just wrong they said you know we found out that these these and these enemies is stronger than God is Hashem at that point it seemingly they didn't believe in God's ability to overcome this enemy stop Apostle too late or whatever they reverted seemingly they said he didn't know velino were ready to go on territory hey make up your mind you believe in God or you don't you're telling me there's an enemy and even God can't conquer this enemy and and a moment later you say we're ready to go schizophrenic come on what's going on over here make up your mind how they so he says words they're beautiful where did where did this beautiful faith in in God Hashem returned to them it doesn't say it just says the first verse says they didn't according to kazal they didn't believe God can conquer the enemy and the next verse says we're ready to go there to slow obviously the faith in God returned how did that happen says doctor that but it's still in the question phrase myself in time in between like from him Moshe said one thing to them after he heard them complain that God can't conquer the enemy if she cuts of Hashem alaim God Hashem is angry with you finish but he promises shall I love him a lot is not to bring it to the land I.E we were in the desert for 40 years with him why would the Jews get fathomed by moishes threat [Applause] the Jews here don't believe that God can conquer the enemy so what is moishes retort how he's gonna get them to change their mind he says Hey guys God is very angry at you we don't believe in that God if you don't believe God can conquer the end me you think you're scared of God gonna punish me uh that's Downton Abba's question we don't believe that God has the ability to conquer the 31 Nations and that's why at that point they didn't want to go in there so down to that this is without the devil's question ends What's Happening Here do you do they did they believe or did they not believe it's it's an oxymoron Vada I said this is the alternative explanation on top of the first line of La mccres themselves quote and you heard this from the rabbit thousands of times our Believers the children of Believers the second line the first three words foreign [Music] s is a believer now the outer that I was talking about the essence of a Jewish over the Holiness of The Godly soul with ego the greatest and it rises with of this without rationale and it says I'm in charge you're nothing that's that's what Jose is he's a nothing but nevertheless he has the husband to say I'm everything and you're nothing and that's what happened there the eating bats and believe in Hashem and they always believed in Hashem the problem was the sithra came to the Jews at that time and said to them I'm in charge I'm the boss and you got and you guys can't conquer these Giants these 31 Nations and north of God and that was hutzma but that's what he did in this chapter as soon as screamed at them again he said the words God is angry with you right he stormed against them with a loud with a loud voice of you know loud voice and and thought and and and and and rage and he said to the Jews how how much longer will there be this bad congregation you're a bunch of parasites God Almighty takes us out saves us from the Egyptians Makes Miracles the clearest yamsuf and here you have the hooksburg to challenge God's ability you're a bunch of lowlifes so when when they should not be knew screamed at their Yates or horror but Dr NEPA says here it broke them it broke their it broke their Clipper once the Clipper was broken what came out was their Essence that their Believers so it's not that they never believed they always believed that's the answer to the question that is available the question was it seems they didn't believe so all of a sudden what happened that they believed the answer is no they always believed because the Jew always believes because you as an assurance I they said we don't believe we can conquer that was coming from the clip of the Yates Sahara so as soon as my shinabeno let them have it what he did was it was like what the good mother says he had the nature cave scream on the Yates of Aura you low life and that broke them and when that broke it broke the Clipper and the obstacle was gone so the light automatically took over the light of the light of belief let's continue and he says in this desert your corpses will fall and the Hashem the party I am Gathering spoken Blazers yeah if that I will do all this to this kind to this bad congregation when the Jews heard these very harsh words they became contrite their coarse heart became contrived can deceived by sablo or Amelie they mourned the nation warned a lot they were male and automatically fell from its Dominion's exaltation the gases what came out is the Jews the very essence of the Jews which is believers stop now that episode something that since I've learned Tanya it is always fascinated me and it's so important this is like Dr never says and from this story in the Torah we can learn from this we could learn call Adam every human what's new around the block you're sitting in Lakewood you're sitting in Chabad you're sitting in Palm Beach you're sitting in and if you don't think a lot of those boys Were Striking away have questions about is there a god is there no God is totally true maybe the other religions also have an opinion and have a say and they're also truth it's called the number one plague most of you all of you weren't in this in this uh in this realm when you were 18 or 19 or 20. but in the Yeshiva World this is a very big issue where the you know you become 18 in 1920 your mind starts developing and you start questioning and the more you learn the more you question it's not as though you know the I don't say the word bums but the guys who are at Angel's Bakery outside of Mir in your shalayan buying you know Pizza whatever they do over there and then and and the zionists and cakes and and drinking Coca-Cola and then having a good time they're questioning no the question is coming from the stigers the stigers those that are learning are learning and all of a sudden is this so true thou will wake up this is that it's true and therefore Dublin these doubts that a Jew might have are all coming from the obstruction caused by The Sith but Jews themselves meaning they're believers and now downtown says and the truth is that even the situation is a Believer drama says fascinating thinking English Vegas the simple doesn't it you know we say the central Africa challenges God it's a bluff that's a game the secret Act was a Hired Gun who hired the situation God so obviously the teacher actor believes in God but the particular job it was that it was given was to pretend that God could be there's no God and therefore I'm going to obstruct you and drive you nuts you understand that's what Dr Evan says God gave this the permission to confuse man the difference with lies and deceptionist that we get a lot of reward as the there's a marshall of the uh the influence the convincing of the prostitute to the son of the king the shekid of Myanmar with lies and deception all coming with permission of the king Community listen to this muscle the Zara says the king had a son he didn't know if he was loyal so he decided to hire a prostitute to tempted and he tells the prostitute I I love my kid and I I don't really want him to to go with you and be with you but I need to see what he's made of so you tempt him but you know that he's not that you know what I'm saying she knowing that she says I can't do a good job it's a fake I'm not doing my real prostitute job so what did she do she hired a second one and the second one hires the third one third one has a fourth one till the number ten that's a a lady from the street you know what I'm saying uh she needs some money whatever so she really means it but the first prostitute that the king hired knew the whole thing is a joke so what was the reason that the king hired her to challenge and bring out the best in the Sun this Isaiah this is not the doctor of his muscle this is from the holy Zion so if anyone has any complaints about the muscle when he goes next time two thousand years ago asking how can you bring such a Muslim desire what's the point the negative side the forces they know the score they know that uh you know Babe Ruth was Babe Ruth you can have anyone you know but Babe Ruth was the real king of the Home Run King because his home loans were not with the steroids it would not it was it was real it was real everyone else you know okay they they beat beat him the record but you know as As Time Advanced steroids Advanced and and cheating Advanced and disadvanced but when you look at him back I'm just using this mundane muscle it was The Real McCoy so The Real McCoy is David and the citrakha knows that God is The Real McCoy and that's Dr nepa's Point here after that was point is you're telling me that there's a Yeti Sahara that's driving you mad right what's that Chabad song that I taught you years ago hey Johnny Johnny Johnny what are you doing in the market you don't buy you don't sell all you do is yell who you yelling at and who's the Johnny the Yates and it's yelling it's not here to be productive you don't buy your own self all it's doing is to make him a sugar so the this nigging that the Bible should see them sang back in the Ukraine and Russia in the good old times you know they they they they they recognized that the Johnny is just a troublemaker a higher troublemaker so when you recognize that it's a higher Troublemaker you'll outdo it that's what the ultimate episode here you talk about not having a feeling and doubting says doubted and why is that because of the obstruction of the nephew Sahara realize think about the what the yatesahara is what his job is from God's perspective and that God gave him the kayak and resource to obstruct and and make you crazy and by knowing that you won't fall too into the strap or you won't flaunt this trap as much and when that'll happen your ego will be deflated and the simple will come out and that's the truth the truth is why aren't we happy why are why the times we're not happy the truth the truth of all truths on this is because it's ego our egos playing in in other words for one person is you know who I am you don't give me my fear you don't give me she she a shoe you hoods Rabbi you got by you low life you don't recognize that I'm Tom hookham I spent 20 years in Yeshiva I spent 10 years in Cologne and you give me Shri you where do you come from you know before you were hatched I was learning already by this Russia and by this Godly you know then the other person says you know who I am I went to Harvard I didn't go to Toro College I'm a Harvard graduate I'm again graduate you know and then the third person says hey you know where I come from my father was stuffed with money he made Bill millions of billions and dollars you know and the fourth person says oh our equals a pedigree oh we come from urbanik family karabas or a bit Dynasty you know I'm not saying explain wasn't this way but I'm just saying you know everyone has their ego in different ways everyone when your ego plays in you can't be happy you can't be happy because there's never enough to satisfy you there's never enough who are happy people you know broken-hearted people I've always told you one of the reasons that I used to go to the shopping shop is one two three four in the morning you know when I get up early and go and they would at that time today there isn't so many they're broken people all kinds and it was really humbly because they're part of our nation so it breaks you what who am I what here is another Yi than that but he doesn't have winter sleeps it comes to Shameless Shabbos and you listen to him he's so intelligent he's too intelligent it humbles you so the more you're humbled the more you're humbled the more you are thankful and the more you appreciated and this also as we finish the year tough Shin pay gimbal this is a very important message to walk on to the next year you know to go into the next year to be thankful for everything we had this year number one everything the hardships the challenges everything at the same time to make a resolve during Rosh hashanahu William keeper to make a resolve to not allow the obstruction to get in the way and and and and and that is by being more bottle and more humble and more given over talk of this and to really do something genuinely for the other person like I told you yesterday not for you to get mileage out of you know what mileage can I get out of it you don't say it say it but you know in your back your mind okay I'm gonna do this guy a favor this guy I'm gonna do less of a favor for this guy I'm gonna pick up the phone to the rabbi to the mayor so this guy ah you know that's yesh that's an agenda get rid of that agenda be pure if you can do a favor and you do it for anybody without strings attached it's easier said than done my friends everyone knows that but that's we talk about and we want atonement we want to receive it and we're gonna get it see Victoria like Allah and all that but they even still wants something from us remember what are we doing what does this explain well coronating Hashem is King right the coronation he to truly coronate a king as a king you have to be except you have to submit to the king otherwise he's not the king you're the king you're the king you're playing a little game you have a nice big monster you dressed up nicely you're gonna have a nice piece of fish and nothing and mad in the carrots and all the minimum and and boy you know and you can even have some money to buy an Alia or someone will honor you in a Leo you'll honor someone else very very nice very very nice do you Crown God as the king of course I did show me show me show yourself what are you giving up this year for a chef let's go let's go t-o-t what are you giving up for Hashem this year and if you can't show anything you haven't yet crowned God as the king that's it that's it there's no there's no there's no uh games here it's it's tough time now right it's Bank time it's it's where it counts tomorrow night that's it you know doubt that episode 14. tomorrow night the energy of the world goes into a sleeve State it's slumber who knows if shop is mourning there's gonna be a world when we wake up who knows if we're gonna wake up that's what it says in Kapolei I'm not it's not Hashem says you know what I'm going to let you wake up but remember you have to Daven and you have to hear the chiffon and you have to submit to God and remember and this is important bottom line for all the president to share with your friends and family and people you're coming to shoe on Sunday to listen to listen and when you listen you have to concentrate nothing else there's no there's no time to hug your kids then and no time to look at the rabbi and listen to the Schaefer let the sounds go in if you learn a little Sid this a little kabola whatever you know a little more about the Sounds here through it here fine but even if not just listen just listen and let the sounds go in and you read the the Kylie tishma Quran seven times the name of Luke to break the Judgment because judgment is what obstructs God's blessings from coming into a life and our family and our friends and our community and we have to shatter that so this is very appropriate what we're learning in Tanya chapter 29 the way to shatter the Clippers to shatter yourself to dump your stinking ego out and a vet get away from me and when we do that we have no questions everyone here and all your families and all of us to the New Year's opinion the year five seven eight for the year of Redemption where we will dance together with Messiah and we'll only have happiness and when we have good health and only have friendship and will have should do him everyone that you should find they should do him this year and the children will go in the ways of the parents and the children will make and Grant you will bring us and will only have simple together have a great Rosh Hashanah race Brothers everyone love you all bye by Monday we're having cheer we're having share Monday bye bye keep it