Shvi shel Pesach self sacrafice w Simcha #1

oh my life um it's at official pace ah tough shinpei just a few short thoughts as we get ready for Yom Tov there have been various succeed in passed away in the last few weeks I rather going to be slow Friedman and IVA going Martha Rati and I have a faucet a multiple pain pain that mental vision habits all time and the list goes on the Cirrus nefesh is the is symbolized by spiritual pacer the free decrepit says in a sitter in a talk the rebus says that what is the ratio Shona from a citizen average duration Shona is eso pase various days throughout the year are a Shoshanna for various things let's say you task is live Ribera sharp service traditional hostilities what's the ratio Shona from a serous nefesh it's spiritual pacer what happens we shall pacer natural phenomena dove jumps into the sea its water and he says Hashem said we should go I'm going as far as I'm concerned I'm going to drown but a sham told me to do this hopefully yonder yeah Basha the water was transformed the dryland clear cm self Messina's nefesh the rabbit spoke many times maecenas nefesh is not jumping from your roof down that's easy mysterious nefesh a citizen a fish is jumping from the earth upwards what does that mean things that seem to be earthly and regular and normal and to be able to dedicate and give have self-sacrifice in those areas is much harder than jumping down from a roof in other words the city's nefesh requires on our behalf to dedicate those daily issues those daily feelings those daily occurrences challenges happenings and have them be spiritual eyes have them be transformed that as we are in the physical world we dedicate them to a higher purpose taiko there's protocol to God Almighty and we do so with simpler deshita tomorrow's crius i tell you as the schita the song the schita you could have a citizen a fish but you do it with a I'm contrite miss a broken hardness you feel forced your rabbis taught you to do this your parents taught you to do this friends expect us of you that's not the machinist efforts were looking for as well we're looking for a machinist nefesh that is totally permeated with joy I enjoy doing this I want to do it I I can't sit still until I do this I'm not myself until I do this but how it's maecenas knavish