Shavous Preparation -Why do we Stay Up Shavous Night?

so that you could share with your family and others on to us but before that let's finish this section of the mind map we are on page when we actually finish this didn't we yeah we finished we finish this okay so the next section of the minor is really a a new idea a new section so I'm gonna I'm going to leave it for now and talk about some Lewis you'll have some food for thought and sherry and and this is the famous question that is asked by many I believe the Vilna Gaon asked the question and even the ballot and and and the rebbe asked the question I'm sure others do and the question is why do we stay up all night rules and I believe I've told you already that try your best to stay up if we don't have to clay up get up early morning before you don't if you can and say some teachings and if you go to the mikveh oh I don't know if the liquors are open close they're go to the mixer because it's brought down in Cibola that the hood shelf acid the thread of kindness shines at the one time that's number one in general every day and number two it says particularly first night when they didn't receive the tailor it was at dawn time so therefore if possible we we try to kind of go to the mixer at dawn time but today many people go before dawn or they go there's different kinds of dawn there's the early dawn the middle door later on so you can you know choose which dawn you want to follow to go to the mixer and then hit the sack and get up before smile very important to make sure to either stay up to you're allowed to say smile or two to lie down but to make sure you get up early because it's it's early you know so you're gonna sleep in 2:10 you're probably missing FRA and maybe even tonight I don't know the time so you have to be cognizant of that because that's an it's worth a try sir once that 906 so so is he again here someone will stay up say tikkun go to the mikveh then lay down and get up 920 the whole night is really not worth it you've missed you've missed a mitzvah the ricer Sh'ma which is universal for all eden so everything has to be you know put into perspective don't stay up at night on behalf of sleeping in and this is my house for sure okay so so the answer to the question the basic answer given is our ancestors they they they went to sleep the night at night beef and and before the Toyota was given now why did they do that so Bipasha simply speaking they did it because they wanted to be prepared and it's brought them it's learned the best way to experience a an experience is through the dreamlike state it's brought in this version that the dreamlike state is when the mind the same whole doesn't inhibit the reality during the day when we're awake and conscious our mind as we've been discussing the rhyme and reason comes up with all kinds of arguments of positions and obscures the Emmis the kernel the truth when you go to sleep and your mind is takes a back seat it's dormant it's there but it's dormant what comes forth is the real self again you know you know Freud has his words that the subconscious and superconscious this one has this words everyone has their words for that state of being but in traditional Cazale it's a Harlem the state of a column of a dream where the self of the person the real self and the good self and the beauties beautiful self is is there and sometimes Hashem blesses the person and it comes to the floor and it is revealed and when that happens you you can experience something that is awesome and truthful and a very special so the Yeadon figures why should we be up together Taylor one we're gonna ask us of questions maybe what's written and Taylor how do I know and why and maybe and you know us us good brothers and sisters we have what kinds of kill pullin and arguments and and and so they didn't want to have any of that rhetoric any of that conflict any of that divisive nastain ight before they got the Taylor what did they say what did they say we're gonna go to sleep when we go to sleep our sleep we they went to sleep in other words with the holy thought they didn't go to sleep because they wanted their Yeats ihara and their fisheye bombings to indulge in sleeping no they would have rather and have stayed up they understood that the bed that you stay up you're getting such a gift that data you want to be awake however they also understood that the mind gets in the way so they they made a decision let's go to sleep put the mind to sleep and let's experience the truth and that's the best preparation for the Tarot that's a basic explanation that's given for why we stay up the night of course comes along that ever and asks if that's the case so they were justified in going to sleep motion so why is it that we stay up today what is it what does it say why do we stay up we're doing a tickle recta for rectifying what our ancestors did which was wrong it wasn't wrong we just explained that great length that but they did was justified and necessary and necessary to experience mountain theta in its genuine divine state of purity purity so here that explains based on the teachings of Pasillas that they made one mistake it was a big mistake and because of this mistake we stay up and we rectify it by staying up and learning in all and same ticket their mistake is that Hashem says you're right the dream state is the highest state but I want you to experience the dream stay not asleep but awake and that's a very very difficult thing to be awake and yet at the same time have the the high and the end the energy of purity that you that you have when you're asleep and why is that why is that the ultimate objective birth because if you if you if you understand what Hashem does which is create a world put us here and he says I know that there are challenges but it's for your better betterment it's for to challenge you to be better so we have to make what's called a deed of the customer now the never brings us in chapter 36 and Tanya the South Africa this borough for God had at either Leah slays burro Leah's like D Roberta Steinem that we should make a deira an apartment a home because Canaan in the lowest world's not a deer a billion not a deer every mile of him not a dealer summers but rather right here Anna Shem says that that this is what what what satisfies and can completes and perfects my Taizo so it is our job to be in the world and when you're in the world if you're asleep it's like being asleep at the wheel you're in big trouble you have to be very awake when you're in the world you have to be very conscious and alert to everything not only to for protection but more so for perfection there's protection and there's perfection so protecting yourself is the attitude oh let me stay to myself like we're quiet we have been quarantined and protect ourselves from the the virus right you're protecting yourself then there is something better which is perfection that we don't we don't isolate ourselves but we go into the world and we make the world for a dieter battalion which of course is the the schita that the baggage Chabad has has argued and positioned for years not just from the previous rebels coming to America when it became very evident and and obvious that that that's the way to save Judaism but even the outer head but what I quoted before is from a meddler study out that epic quotes in chapter 36 and Tonya and he's 200 years ago the outer ever laid the foundation for the method of you disguised visa vie the way Habad practices that Judaism which parenthetically is a response to the age-old argument I'm writing about this that's why it's on my mind that there were those that said that the the the that the the previous Reverend that ever changed the way Labov it used to be the Babak was a very close sheltered small group to themselves and and all the sudden the previous have been coming to America he opened it up to everyone and if there ever took it of course to well you know lens beyond anyone's imagination and this is what they called new Labov age versus Okla bhavish so what they failed to to see and is is that the out there ever in chapter 36 you don't have to be a professor in an academic for it says clearly what he quotes the message and he says this is the objective except that during his time and subsequent generations till one second till the the previous rather the world was not yet ready for the same type of dissemination that began in the nineteen forties in America though it's like I heard from my must be rebuked on a professor of from Emory University professor at Don seaman a good friend of mine I had brought him to a Buick on for an interview and they spoke in Hebrew and it's recorded actually maybe take a video of it so one of the questions he asks is is this question we're in the Habad philosophy do we see outreach as an a temporal part seemingly if you studied the early writings of the rebellion it doesn't it doesn't to speak you know outwardly about this type of approach so BL told them the following gave the following example he said they're ever in the nineteen eighty spoke about the importance of publicizing sheva mitzvos mania the several universal laws for non-jews and they never really encouraged this okay so he he asked the professor why did it take till 1983 or 84 for him to do that why didn't he speak about in just saying the same seventy universal laws that there are mentions that they haven't changed so the epicenter of Yale said that he was he grew up in tel-aviv in the 1940s there's a famous street they're called Allenby Street everyone knows the street Allenby Street so he says imagine we would go to Allenby Street and start talking to people about the seven universal laws they would say that you're you're out of your mind it's like you know here we had a Holocaust and we survived and we have our own issues you know like what do you what are you reaching out to Gillian now like all of a sudden you know in other words the street was not a vessel for that message and Nabil said not only is it because the street wasn't a vessel that means that from on high it wasn't the right time so the same ideas let's say with Hanukkah important Wi-Fi at the kid if Hanukkah so devout that can put him so awesome and all that why wasn't it a to say we should celebrate chronic important and to say that into the historic it's a historical it's historical fact that's that's frankly heresy the historical fact is a result of a reality on high that had to take place at the time and because of that the history the history came about the way it came about but it doesn't begin with the history that's the way in academic looks at Torah that's the way other movements that that you took out things from the Torah over the years that's the way they look at it but a Torah from Jew knows that the truth is it all begins in heaven it's all godliness it's a it's it's divinity and it plays itself out in the historical really donate so be whether it's Hanukkah and Purim whether it's the Seven Universal mitzvahs not publicizing and not doing anything about it the 1940s or 50s whatever but rather in 1983 what happened like the said Kento what happened 83 but obviously this particular Sadiq saw that from on high the world needs this now and the world is ready and the truth is we could actually support it logically too because there were many things changing them in world consciousness and the world was more receptive for a message to go out and and publish i7m universal laws so why do I say that because the same is with the outer Devas message of making a deed of a sustainer doubt that I've already said it 200 years ago and wrote it it was Tanya chapter 36 everyone could look there as though it's black and white clear the manifestation of that in a way that kind of went to the streets the time was not right until we came to America or Tara disrobe when there was freedom because we were suffering and then fights and Wars for - for 150 years only when when we even came there to throw post-holocaust and to America etc when freedom began and we could relax and breathe were we able to and not able and it was necessary at that time to reach out and and and share the and share the message so all of this I was saying - to explain why the Eden's Mashav of their thought the Jews thought of going to sleep on God be to get the Torah thinking that's the best preparation spiritually was wrong because because the message that I shall wanted specifically when he gave the terror was be awake be awake be cuz the awake state is where the objective is what must you bring into the awake state the the dream the dream reality but where where does the dream reality become real in the awake state now the sleep faint clicking the sleep state at the end of the day you're asleep right bottom line are you sleeping or you're awake you're sleeping so you're telling me you have this experience oh but I can we have nothing from it you're sleeping get out go get up go out and let me see you practice your dreamlike state when you're awake oh then you're a Cocker then you're a big-shot but if you do this when you're asleep you know it's small change and we see practically no action right there's no action right right so and we see that though that those that were very holy to themselves there's an expression that sticks in the in the community of Europe for sure at sadiq impels you know the pulses up else's are a fur coat you know a good Russian fur coat right it's freezing outside you at sadiq is a holy person when that sadiq puts on a fur coat he's covered with the coat but only he's covered what about the person to the right in the left there freezing your exotic but in pelts you think the only about yourself don't they it's how they can pelts we have enough tsadikim of pelts be go out take your fur coat open it up and give it to someone else of bringing a few other people into your under your coat the message is clear so this is why this answers the question this is why the the whole idea of service is to stay up to rectify the mistake that was done so many years ago and it it it may damage don't think it didn't make damage you know it's interesting everyone Oh fruit juice try to stay off the shores night right or up to us night but I don't know how many how many understand what's going on here in other words usually in the literature world we're learning tailor it to prepare for Mountain tailor that's also true but that's not the reason what's the reason the reason for staying up has a reason so the reason requires you should do something okay staying up and learning is being up but invite a few people to learn with you and they do that then today I see on the zoomed its classes before Lewis and you know but if Hashem you know we've come to a place where the there is outreach not just you know a bog but in in most groups I mean for the bells if I see them which is a very facility and was very very sheltered it to themselves for them to open up and and you know and invite others that are not bells into their community and then do things that are you know outreach oriented that's a medicine amazing hitters did not get a cetera or Samara or Habad you know but still but still from where they're coming from like we've discussed you know to do outreach is great and today's fashionable you want to outreach yes much fewer and we see that the misrata Raisa and say tonight to be miss upper-right citizens time it doesn't think that's a thing like a mall floor that's the only one words like this Mitzvah the right sir but we see that's the one where it's like it's the artists staff all night in a certain sense well sitters I'm just curious wait wait wait women before the perspective we need to get the facts right it doesn't say anywhere you have to be uplift Seder all night we have Seder male Seder does not equal three if a pizza one is first the first and the one is the seventh it's two different lights all three nights four I'm saying you're right well well said Leila Seder is not the same we don't have nothing he wasn't right was right it would be minutes with all right sir yeah connected mr. know it all right sir that's associated with wish of this okay okay so right okay so so responses to fold one is that the emphases let us say the recipient is with Ryan like you said whether you're up to all night or a half a night regardless that's not the end you have to you have to you have to remove from your thinking process that is associated with stand-up at night it's not associated with staying at night it's associated with one thing one thing only Cypriots is betrayal for an hours an hour seven hours so that's one that could that I think you have to kind of program and and reprogram number number but but but nevertheless you're the point your larger point you're making I understand I understand in other words this is about Cyprian sister trying to serve the ricer and and this is a minute min hug him until you call mister you know and it's brought down this burden that something that were obligated to do is not as how should I say this not as deep and that it doesn't touch the essence of God as something as that you volunteered to do which is higher chakras Mincha amirev soba pasta chakras and Mincy right smile chakras from our egg them travelers a mincer my ribs broken so commercial centers juice it came alive later but to begin Sivan so it's brought down this forum on the contrary because it comes from you it's has some values that more like we learned in this minor earlier that last few days something that you make although it's a small item remember your new learning and to you you put effort into it it's the best and the highest and to a sham also the when you exert yourself because it's not of the ricer where you have to come to the Seder and you have to tell the story because if not you haven't done the Mitzvah it is with Ryan I didn't have to stay up any of those three nights and I volunteered that's it in a way it's even greater also also the fact is that Lewis it's like we don't have tangible things that the tailor obligates us to do you know the flowers and the Cheesecake is that tells us to do basically it's about a set-aside icarus basically to someone experienced Ruis just going to show or listen to Senator de bris and keeping youngters absolutely you know again you gotta put gotta know what what is then and what is mimicked and someone says I don't want I'm not even though cheesecake I'm not the Brian flowers I'm not decorating my house and my shoe I'm just going to show saying Berkeley kedusha hearing that Sarah's a dippers and going home sleeping for six hours he kept truelist he hundreds and captures it is is it is it a rich shoeless is it illuminated fluid is it a co-founder controls for him it is it for us not so I think the psychology is you're looking for things to do that make you feel more like it's one of the sellers for Gullit so when the days of the base that make those when you have to walk and sleep and all that and bring carbonize you right but today it's not that way so staying up eating cheesecake and putting flowers is the little that you do to make you feel more schools on a prac I'm giving you a practical answer make sure you know and that and that's why it's it's it's a commonality by everyone let's Foxfire Hasidic makes no difference Claudius row has this innate thing what can we do for to experience Lewis well it shouldn't just be two days of reading comic books and a newspaper army magazines and how Modi on the couch because that you can do during the week that's was laying on the couch reading didn't read the magazine no oh you're up all night you're up a half a night you're set ticking or you learn and then if you went to the mikveh in the morning at 5:00 a.m. or you know it just gives you a sense there's something here and thirdly and and so so in pace of night Moshe lay up a size just sitting and eating matzah Martin having a stomach churn and drink four cups of wine believe me you ready we all know till you get to that you're starving and then your kids are driving your nuts you know I mean you gotta do nothing just just celebrate the youngters and you know your Felix jumped it and after after good cleaning and schlepping for weeks and then eating matzah right but you don't have that choice push on that album we found that out the same way here we are since the spacious today the dancing and singing and having partisan being flail off and here comes the special day the greatest day of joy simplest idea testicles theta ice on that wrapper we want to it's a special day III always think about a shot at Al but to me it's not that I was like in a way it's the day to mean the calendar that's most its most not realized and and you know what kind of holy day so the facism other Hassidim they wear that people and they dive an elusive of yom tov in Chabad we just wear whatever we're wearing burying Collingwood supporter for many but in governing was the regular Davin II so you didn't have so what do you do clap five times what I'm saying is sunshine arrived the two is and it's brought down and there's the holiness of a shine Arab but except I mean it's like the last day of the Cosima Blee Mark was saying the tree was between the trailers so her shrine that I but also needs that you know that stand up to make it into a significant Bayon and and realize guys what's going on and finally just one second finally the third what was the third day I shall dedapper and she shall pay sir she's the face of two official Payson happens to be a young tough but she's her paces it's like we're celebrating eight days pacer so this this racial pace of significance is swallowed by the pace of significance set we celebrate eight days of we're eating the same math song she shall pay like we ate on the first and second day so to us it's one pension no come alone cos all and say wait a minute you guys would have been drowned you wouldn't never made it here I did a great miracle for you oh and by the way just for the record she shall pay sup you don't have to be up all night that's that's also not the case some do but shreaves up a sock some many people just celebrate till after midnight and then they pour some water or they go down so they're different man hug him but even even will it will will accept that that one should be a special face of night and again I'm saying even because it's not by everyone that way you should know I think I believe that one of the reasons is to you know to put an emphasis on this finish okay so that would be my my my sermon like answer to your question if I wasn't because it's a very good question and and again there are sources in this forum for the special kedusha of and [Music] a mistake it's not enough but they they they missed the point and you know what's the expression the greater you are the harder to fall something like that you know moisture up majora Bay know instead of talking to the rock hits the rock for him it's the greatest sin is punished he can't go in there too slow or the famous story of red Mendel little maneuver the Hasidic Rebbe red not mentally ridden of he's walking back from Tosh with and his student that naphthol erupts it's the ruptured said the whole eruption sir is walking towards the pond to do touch with that he sees his Rebbe running towards him he's ready I'm sorry the Rebbe sees the talmud the student running towards him right so he says why are you running enough telling why you running so he says Rebbe I'm running to pick up your evaders he just threw out all your a varus in the pond did the Tosh live I'd like to have them and you know why cuz for him they were litoris and it's this and this this vert is so true both in everyone it's so true what for one person is considered an a very like you say or an imperfection sorry aura or a mistake for another is gevalt ik so so yoni here's my answer to your good question that the Yeaton were at a very special level that getting the tater I mean could you imagine you think that they were eating frankfurters the week before slices Matt Bomer we're in it now they dare to separate no women no no money three days of just thinking about herself and that comes after the first day but you can suddenly thrown that at the heart they camped at the mountain all United the second day before my Miles's claim you should be a priestly nation 1 2 3 4 5 5 days of preparation after 49 days of counting the owner of the old man and after seven days of Pesach so this is like two months there there there really and all of a sudden to go to sleep on a chef's you understand the slap in the face for them is not for us it would be a slap in the face because our entire preparation is half-baked and everything else we don't I don't want to be self-deprecating but you know I'm saying you're talking about here to to to an intense experience they had for two months and they go to sleep it's the biggest whoops but just just think of someone tells you yoni tomorrow you've got to be a private o'clock in the morning I'm giving you a face a million dollars or I'm giving you a million brothers and I'll give you something that you know Scoville dick you sleep in you know telescopes but that is you're gonna come sorry I slept in well you're you're a jerk excuse me and you're an outcast and away okay that that's but that's what happened that's exactly what happened so the punch that guy Hashem got from the Yeadon at the time was was a bad punch so don't call it in a Vera but it was really hood outrageous so yes their intent was good but at the end of the day you missed the point and I'm glad you brought this up because this is very important this is a very important point and what's the point you can have the best of intentions but if you're not in sync with what a sham once you're out the door okay and and this is we have some of this an hour to is rule today the best of intentions but you're not in sync with what a sham wants now and this is a message so it's a very important message so what we're doing is it's not that you say can a sham slack can ascend not to it and forgive them it's it it's it's it's an oxymoron if you use your godly and you accept the same then do what he wants it's exactly what we're learning in the mindler be buckle to the bhava rut say enough already with your own interpretation and your own understanding that's exactly what the Jews did they were buckled to the rough side so that according to them the best way to get the will of Hashem is to go to sleep um God guess what good floor that's not what I want now what what I want now is be continued being up anticipating the moment what am I going to have this this fierce argument right the counting what is the round saying the durum you know the run says in the dirt that the counting of the owner is because we're counting down 40 days 41 days 42 counting down it's like you know yeah you put the the calendar on the refrigerator you know the magnet that you pipe off once my son or daughter coming home from camp a coming home from you see if I come back home from college you know you know my daughter's does that she when she know something's coming up she talks about it and she marks it off as she checks it off what am i what am i gonna have that you're conscious you're alert not to go to sleep so it was a very very big issue and therefore we we have an opportunity to rectify that so I think from that perspective you know you'll understand that this wasn't just you know and this is a little issue and this is when you learn for Sidis and you look if a citizen makes you aware that the the little phase the living things is where it counts the big things are given that's why I told you it's a faith shackle some infos of life my nervousness is removing the minors big deal by a yes motion solution if someone stays up for the night you know it's a shock art till the sunrise yes of course but at least to stay up and chill sunrise right is that where you're saying does take the stamp till dawn to stay up till dawn you don't have to stay up til sunrise to go on okay if you if you want to dive in you posted a bunch more necessary but you know if I feel it by you by Sunrise then you state to sunrise but if you want to go to sleep at dawn and sleep for three you know three four hours and get up and before smile and say smile you could do that and like I think y'all neo motion would ask in saying that we asked me last week what Habad generally does it that way again takes a minute it's not a minute but you know we prefer thousand agree with the normal minion a normal time but you need to rest so you get your lay down you know as soon as you're able to bear if you want to sit but if you want to say something I see you're thinking wait that's that's the start you put it down the stream let's make a stake when you're awake like what's the point I mean it doesn't need to say that here but if it doesn't mean to say here I am we're awake then all the sudden I go into a dream it's sorry it's the experience that a person has during during the dreamlike state that experience should be experienced while you're awake I mean hello might have some you know psychological words for what I'm saying that I don't know he will do you have any any thoughts on what that would be in a psychological James [Music] stand things like that is is that is the framework of what's what's called a trance experience which is which I define as something which is that we normally have you know limited ways in which we use our mind and in a trance something moves us outside the normal way of moving our mind so we're in an alternate unusual state of consciousness and at that time the therapeutic idea behind it is who were more open to suggestion and I think the spiritual idea of that is similar that you know that that those kinds of experiences allow us to be imprinted more deeply and more fully right right so so if I understand you correctly what we're saying is that that it's and in this instance would speak tomorrow's question it's not that I'm alert and I'm I'm experiencing more of alertness I'm experiencing when you call the trance meaning something that's unusual and not normally experienced and I have that experience now is that and you said you're saying that it it expressed itself in in being open to suggestions is that what you said we use our minds but it also really goes as a metaphor for first Kabbalah cetera experience as well that you know we tend to we tend to take everything in filter it in very narrow ways and the idea the opportunity on chihuahuas is to open ourselves up to a larger reality of Kabbalah cetera and a fuller and a larger way with other parts of us in other parts of our other states of consciousness other word aspects of our mind and our awareness I remind myself now also that there's this decision just you know esoteric Cibola there's a hazael it's brutal tasteless if a jet which was something I think it's an either but the Casals say that that the Hana when they determine whether a certain color of a woman stain is this way or that way it the COS I'll say changes the Macias there's a crisis this isn't Cibola you know so we see we see in resolve that type of thinking in other words here I am I'm awake I'm in the world I have a color it's a question whether it's it's neither below they're not either blood color and and and the question is how did it happen and the cars on say because the COS island made the ruling so it happens that way maybe what water's gonna have to do the other but that's where they say another thing I remind myself of is the story with I forget that I think he'll oh we you once to shared it that there's a story is one of the great third decan maybe was one of your ancestors who who held who held the keys in his hand yeah [Music] he continued the revista in Streatham strengthened in Ukraine and he so I am was like wanted to see how how tsadikim did things the little things that they had they handled things and coffee had been newly introduced in Europe and it was like Turkey what we would call Turkish coffee today very bitter very very strong so you normally though you know people would have it with sugar so they they're drinking coffee together and the different kind sees that that Ahram straggler doesn't put doesn't put and I need caught any sugar in his coffee and he and he says the Rebbe doesn't they said he comments the Rebbe doesn't put sugar in his in his coffee the stranger opens his hand and there's a sugar cube there and he says to him you should know something but the only reason our senses are limited the only reason we only see out of our eyes and only here out of our ears is because of the fate of eating from the Creator dots he says and when a person has rectified that the Pagani ting of the created us in every limb in their body he says you can even taste sugar in your hands beautiful innocent yoga Singh Edison did you ever have it did you ever have that experience Jameson but but but in all seriousness bara okay well but of the shed but of Hashem but but so I mean he was a great Sadiq but I'm just showing you that when you're when you connect to a certain level of consciousness and reality and and then holiness then you know and that's the objective the objective is to be alert to be in the world and in the world to experience that if I I hope these these examples burrow you know and there are more examples you know but this is this is the whole thing you know remember again a topic and Pelt's there's no big deal there plenty of those the big objective is go out into the field whatever it doesn't mean you have to go to get over face dirty Timbuktu you know you don't have to go to Iran and open a box you can open up you can open up a bad house on your block you can open up a bad house on the lathe but earth where you live right you know how you go when you smile to Percy and then you talk to a person and you invite them to learn some theater you bring them to a meal believe me that's the that's the biggest Chabad House cuz that's a hobbit house does it in the grandiose way they have a building that people ba-ba-ba-ba-ba but then the good is the same and that's the coup de jesus christ and that's the whole new code of Shor's so everyone should have the previous forever that we've been learning is my modern the previous rabbit with wish the wish that he gave to hidden for Schwartz was Kabbalah sateda received the tater B simcha with simcha the previous it's a gut get into your kiss cos eat inside please you know and that's a beautiful brother and an important people of her and we wish each other that so we wish each other that we should receive the trader but simple anemias and when it come back to learn on Sunday we will each feel that we went through that transformation and button birth and when I see you said Sunday learning I'll see that you had this trans experience anyway guys have a great young tip and a great shoppers and only good things talk Samir take care bye bye bye