Practical Chasidus w Rabbi Chaim Dalfin - Mammar Btach b'Hashem 1942 #6

my bottom will cut the value he'll bathe page or page 152 we still haven't finished the upper paragraph we're talking still about well the idea that when something is in a manner of the ear it's so that you you and that you actually see it with the mind's eye and he associated that with the prenup hokhmah not bina and he said this is the meaning of his stock oblations brought him the idea of a stock lost to gays versus just to see well that is what we discussed earlier and now it continues its vena cava know this would be the fourth line the last two words on the line of the 52 hey knock on door she's topless soon begin about door usually you're very likely they are vader befell mom-ish but we also learned about this I spoke about the sublet which is basically this gazing protects a person not only from doing the actual transgression and will shame the ball live without its ideas but it it it prevents the person from the the mindset that to desecrate God's will there is the actual desecration in actuality the poem Amish and there is the the the the removal of the feeling that I could eat I could desecrate the will of God we spoke about that length I'd I don't want to repeat it now Samantha's who should said my shovel or a knuckle his brother all the time for myself because I'll say that a massive Atossa when a person has a good thought how could this boy who God Almighty Mossad fella my sir combines it to action it's as though you've done the action and there's the reverse the body is the reverse that much over uh the person has an evil thought the bed thought he wants to do in our Veda but it's only in his mind it is it as though he's done the evader shall him know he not called his butthole the time for my session does not combine your bed thought with action for hoorah but machinable cipher says that ever that's ours true but that's what the Hazara saying is that I thought this book was not Mustafa he doesn't combine it the makhovikova called his brother Hobart sorrowful myself when it comes to a good thought Hashem is my seraphic for myself why the Muruga me the TAVR me that's Polonius we know a rule how much greater is immediate Ava a good neither good behavior Mimi dyspareunia is from negative behavior from a negative meter so in other words Villa hain gamma must revert over the course of losses also a good thought you had in mind you wanted to do to put up there to go visit someone was not well but you didn't do it so the most other claimant of us I'll say somehow mid-south I called his brother who how could this bar who brings that thought and his but serif it and combines it with my cell to action she never saw Blake here also it's considered for you as though you've done it for her pay defraud me to the Mossad full of myself that episodes what is the true meaning and understanding of this cause our discussion issues throw fascia process agent doesn't believe me the fate of a kibbutz would take me this Davis when the Jewish person hasn't mind to do something good and learning traded during mitzvahs and the behavior the hoof it's Bizet before we be married that it has a very strong desire to do so with all his heart and all his might he now cottage vertical beside of Carmen Union perhaps go for brought this she overly they might sir Hashem will you hear this look at the stage Hashem will bring him other opportunities of the vilest will try to divine providence that he'll be able to do the my sir and this is not the literal meaning of the Hazara once you understand that the literally in the Casal whether we understand it or not is that when you have a good thought but this vertical says wow it's like you did it because you had already to good thought now by the way that's a very very difficult facade because we know we have to do you have to act you have to put on film I have a good for this morning I'm laying my bed I want to put on film I don't put on truth did you put on trill no well how do you reconcile that with the fourth how could this become sorrowful of mice might revert over so that mean that that's a very difficult cause out and everyone struggles how to explain that the book that is saying here that was saying yeah look at his words for how Peter Strahm eat these small you see the words for our peers who I meet thee that I was going down with a limb here and there ever saying that the true meaning of that Fazal he's brave he's so brave the rebus by Peters not meet the I'm telling you the true meaning is that late laying of bed one second give me a second Ellen I know I saw some Wilson laying in bed and not and thinking I'm gonna put on chillin you don't put up cylinder put on truly sorry chap you just pull on through and you're not getting brownie points for putting on trim by letting the better think about the trill but but if you really are thinking about putting killing Hashem somehow is gonna bring something to kick get out of bed and get the sugar put on to Yeshua hi Janet but he still says look at the words the conversions immediate Smits tariff used to join I just consider as if you did it right right yes I'll be very quick give you quick example this happened to me this morning Duncan I was coming here and I don't have a car anymore so my time that's not been push it for me to get here I've been getting here on time so I've been the last few mornings I I put my finger out because I'm gonna be 5 or 10 minutes late and I want to be on time so I I've had tremendous I've been months Leah like somebody's pulled over right away this morning I said you know it I don't have coefficient put my finger out and I knew I was gonna be about 10 minutes late and I said as a long gun said if you want somebody to pick me up great I see I want to get here on time I said I'm a mystic might I just don't at the console put my finger I feel like kind of a Swamp Thing my finger out sure I'm walking the next street I get over somebody who I haven't even seen in a very long time pulls up right there and it's a brother who learning about it really I was hoping to finish this paragraph Thursday and we didn't work out anyway um let's go to the next paragraph skin on on the big the big letters I'm Nam Cole's ever me the paper all this is regarding a good act a good meter I've offered me to put on the ice but when it comes to a negative meter a knife called this brought a home inside of myself and all of my self cuz buckle does not combine a bad thought lamai sir hoorah Marshall a mile a minute alpha says that ever this was always true Oh sample some of the mice erect who died Thank You Marshall of mine sir a the mid-south oh it ever says that this gazelle is only saying that the mice it's not considered like you're doing it our ratio mammoth over the Shire a remnant of your bare thought remains my dear friend Lee says don't think you getting away scot-free under my evaders of these tacos here comes the avoid obstacles the avoid of gazing in a Mohini Gong halation the macabre were powerful vert this a new vert a new insight the power of the stock he'll his status is not is is so powerful that it has the ability to to movida to remove even the ratio the remnant that's left from the bad thought when a person has a bad thought it's a stain on the soul and that stain although the person didn't do it the stain is there how do you get rid of that stain because remember we need a clean so through completely the answer is the it requires specifically the avodah of its stockless was Ruby speaking about throughout the mind avoid a zoo what is this alpha leader practically mainly their new cell right the food of faith the matzo Michael Hama Fazekas a muna it's a type of food that strengthens your faith the duke must over comparable commercial heels here - eating and drinking simply always his castles placeless an official roof named Beverly I goo for gasoline comparable to food and drink that impacts the discusses the connection of the spiritual Koko's to the physical goof we learnt about this earlier also remember the muscle how food and drink keeps the personal life the unity between us have a headed - what is that spiritually speaking what is the faith in this scenario the faith that were talked about what type of faith must I have to remove the stain from a thought that was that was no good says that every who clean us head against the crucial citator by yourself / host varicella it's the feeling of it the head is the feeling of the sanctity the caduceus a theta in every one of its letters and in every one of its thoughts when will when you're learning to Gomorrah and the halacha abaya says so and I'll others as so and afterwards you ask yourself a question why not and let's say and the law is like I buy you and you come in after a page of learning the Gemara back and forth you ask as requested why did the Gemara have to take my time and hist it's time and everyone's time and go through the back of forth and maybe this it may be bad and why don't you say like to be one of them give me the bottom line let's go on the answer is that every slaughter every thought in the Gomorrah is kedusha it's not you know two rabbis who you know are nice people and each one has a way of thinking and therefore you could cool the the plate the the person that's being discussed or the situation could say you wasted so much of my time giving a bottom line if it's if it's Toyota if it's and the Smurfs and the thoughts and the arguments are there to explain why I ruled this way why I rule that way every one of those thoughts as long as it takes and as boring as it is and as waste of a time you feel it is is holy and to feel that holiness you have to have it's tacos if you don't have the event of its tacos where you see that every thought God is there you're right it's boring and and you don't need it and you wasting my time and that's why they represented Venus had a dish motion to feel kedusha cetera but it's yourself and not only let's go to the other point not only the soares the thoughts their arguments the positions but also the osseous you know when we're learning okay we use Isis but the Aces of Hazael and the idea of the theta every letter is holy every way that's why we expound upon a letter what kind of system is the slope at expound upon a letter or letters I see you know I used this way yes yes very thumpin what's the difference between this concept of like his sulcus or he started the the gazing as opposed to his bonus okay so what we learned is that it's a particular style of his bundles it's his brother nose comes from the word veña veña means expansion and development his stockless is not the aspect of expansion and development it's the idea of the ear seeing something with the minds are the clarity of the ear the idea it's that you know where you you're thinking about something and you have a question you have a dilemma and all the sudden something hits Jesus uh-huh I got it that's what I'm talking about his bonus normally means tell me the equation let me see the arguments let me see how I you know it's a much different it's more elaborate but it's less pure let me say it another way in his bugging this and it's burning this man's and it's bugging this man's man is it control your mind my mind our mind is the control in this in the mode of his bonus in the mode of his stockless which is Kozma the idea is in control I'm not in control it absorbs me not I absorb it the muscle light I give that I like is that when you're you're an artist you could relate to this the following didn't some of those over to the wall and sees a wonderful piece of motion of bronze beautiful art and he's looking at it and looking at it and yoni comes over and taps him on the back he wants to speak to him and the person doesn't budge why isn't the person but the person who doesn't feel the tap that you only tapped him on the back the answer is he doesn't you know why he doesn't because he's not there where is he he's in the picture and not because he isn't a picture because the picture swallowed him the picture is so powerful the art is so powerful that it lifts the person's consciousness into the picture so that the technique of diamond a statue that's Hoffler so so in other words when I say I'm looking at the picture I'm not studying the picture I'm allowing myself to be swallowed and absorbed by a picture so in that mold it's not I am proactively developing my mind to understand disparate look up beautiful vistas and dissing them no that's another that's another stage and a good one an important one but the deepest stage of of losing one's kind of self is when the idea takes you and swallows you and controls you and that's why why do I say aha I got it it's not the shot I got it when I say I gotta get it I'm saying I got it I mean to say the idea got me and the idea in in the form of idea that's pure wise appeals on adulterated with my mind once I start tapping it happened with it as genius as I am and as the great and analysts that I am it's all it's me it's me taking the idea when you take the idea some of you goes into the idea it's not pure very good question that's the difference between his stockless and his bunless overall but some even though sometimes of a citizen it depending on what minor and the context you have to sometimes vassilis will use the word he's born in this phrase stock was a stock but in this moment actually we're learning the difference that the difference is what I just said so Kozma Kozma in comparison to bina is his stock coolers versus his bungalows did I answer your question yeah I mean if you don't if it's still not clear tell me I mean okay so so so a related process it's related to the initiative the initial flash of Kauffman and the kind of lingering income as opposed to entering intervening yeah I didn't hear your first opening words what will the first opening words yes you spout flu is it is a Coffman relation yes yes that's one other that's what we've been learning here this alignment correct may be a good English word that it seems to me to be parallel to it is something like fascination so when you look at something and it just fascinated just absorbs your mind in such a way that you can't think about it further you're just utterly fascinated and and drawn into how it operates okay let's that sounds right so let's go further says you're welcome now he explained he says now in Yiddish what he means by heritage caduceus paisius tighter by yourself of course for the cell leaders there's their head the realization they're having is the realization from that Haley kite of the holiness Vicente de which is found in the tailor is if it wasn't either is the realization that there is holiness in the Torah it isn't just a good book and a good you know peace of mind and then and then logic there is Haley kite you know hey the kite means is shower I bled for me I shall not let her Merida Greta take your shoes off lift ground off your feet cuz you're standing on Malcolm kados who you started I'll tell your story the the Rasul in in in not in Yerushalayim called the ranch rule I've spoken about the shul so many times because I'm like you said fascinated with the show then its history and I met people who yet knew the people of the hundreds it's it's a real holy place the south my revered I was there when he came once in a while the closure burger ever it's it's a worthwhile place to say I kept it until him I was there recently with on a tour with ru levins grandson oh yes and I wasn't a body of instead house he used to live up there you know yes I actually went into the house so anyway I was told by a gentleman he was an Eisenbach the eyes of my family and he told me that he remembers they were eaten in that shoe that if a woman came into the women's section and she was a middle of her period which you know how logically it's a question with looking at the Torah whatever they would start shivering they were downstairs I mean this place all the way up top there was a section yet I mean it's not one of these more modern woman sections I figure halfway down you know all the way top buried on top and they had they were so holy these people they started to shiver it's it's like I can't believe it it's hard to believe but you're talking about kedusha if you're in tune with kedusha you really are into the kedusha you feel it that's what's that's recess here than their head from that Haley kite wasn't either is or another example I was once at a heck of an awesome you test Kissel event in Borough Park and there was a diet in the claisen burger community called their official health events all of a show it was a big time of Holcomb and though about 1500 2000 people in the room and he was speaking he was asked to speak and he and he started and when he's mentioned the baal shem tov the Heyliger bell shem tov he started to cry and shake like a little child i saw it my own eyes with my own eyes I saw this and he wasn't pretending he wasn't you know faking you know he just the holiness of the Bell sensitive to him was so holy that his body just couldn't contain the the kedusha so we're talking about a and and and that's what it means won't say the tater so I'll now my left welcome welcome Cody's would remove your shoes remove your feet from this holy now left are your shoes from descent from your feet because your unholy where earth it's it's it's not as though I understand that it's an automatic you're an automatic pilot that you're that you're you you're so in sync with the data and the conducive theta that that that over your body makes a movement the movement of holiness let's continue later living yummy buttery Lihue how do you translate this idea when you dock and avidly she says yummy between all the I'd this idea in regard to player 3 law who had against by so gazella kiss it's the realization that you're thinking and and thinking about godly thoughts while you're governing isn't just an intellectual thought process but you're you're thinking about God le kiss godliness lay dockmaster who may the new messages are so dull and and it's so much so small not that you just up that you own that you understand that you understand is a given that you're working on understanding TMI schemata G's you feel it you feel had its reddish the yes visit Cobb of a cowboy finding him the look he targets type of 153 there are many different stages and levels and experiences of this because ever vehicle to feed my mother might solving every person younger depending on who they are where they are in their life will react in a different way smooth and I remember the way your grandfather a bit of Tom's Madhavi he would say out loud me love Amelia I remember I remember like it's like now I hear it in my ears I look Holly Lewis a you know not know nothing crazy it was it was to me was like you know real about darvany word for word every word of beginning a middle man clearly enunciated you know again whether he had this heritage the wreckage I don't know I don't know it's another person's heart but what I do know is that the beginning stages of having a reddish feeling when you're diving is to again whether you see he said it louder okay I'm not saying you know you could say this more silently if you if you one that's who you are know that but the point is that it it it was so clear that depending on what is going on inside your heart and your mind that's how much of the kedusha you're going to feel the zel now he goes back to the beginning verse the beginning idea that he's explained it brought into my mom right here spaces through hell I will plant the house of Israel Zahra of them a plantation of a human of a magazine I behave man a plantation of an animal states of madre gays but the summers before these are two different levels and categories of souls wellness rhombus toxiel is the souls that are associated with the world of our ceelo's hangs that out of them these are what we call their other on the Summa stably you see that I see their souls coming and experiencing the levels of Brya you see don't see if those three worlds hangs at a Bahama those are that are behaviors so here he gives you a clear definition between Zahra Adam and Zahra Bahama from the mystical perspective your name by the way that the Hawkins from his and what does this mean innovator in service in service Michelle in regard to all the summaries paint snare funny idea there are two different types of you dia for olives the first he ideas the debtors have one Agha Agha the first type of knowledge of godliness is one only only has comprehension and understanding - who in you know smear which is comparable to hearing it's not like you see it yoni it's you hear it waha Bayes the second idea Shiki evil it's as though right yeah are you day hey Sokka Sokka Sokka you see Moshe this is the it's as though you see the eye with your minds are you see it through very strong gazing the cell will say this I have has been partial to say no the krishma the parcels near the krishna this is the difference between the first parts of krishma and the second partial summarize all the hazael say capacity say no administration a traditional mochi the first posture is to do the will of a Shem Shan EMA regarding this it says young do sodium build same time strangers will rise the road saying them and they will feed your sheep this is that way there what of in other words it's it's it's called I Sandra trainees are mocking they do the will of everything in the part of the Shaitan is so crystal clear so connected and so automatic kind of that it's the will of Hashem is done automatically to the point that sudden strangers foreigners who have no connection to heaven you know civil hime with you and eaten Arvest and it better at a troll supper and they're gonna get up reserved and they're gonna burrow later and they're going to feed our sheep why because godliness would be so clear on the sheer comes that the say we want to serve you we become better and holy if we can serve you how can we help then comes the process near the Krishna but the second portion of Shamar he Preem us a nice attention this is the level in which the will of God is not done automatically which we call hello and boas ain't Iceland their training so Mullen if I knew me Blakey the partially straighten em out what's the difference yoni what's the difference we the first part shall smile and the second house I'll say that the first part says the whole of other huh overhaul knife Sefolosha overhaul may old death huh with all your might overpass his Nia lo never bought before my death huh but in the second part of the saber homemade AHA bhai no he buried who Isis odd take the letters ma'am I love dollar and reverse them and what do you get a dumb I love dull man zel on the summers and aquariums enter other referring to those souls that are called Zahra plant plantation of other penis I saw the bellicose the comprehension and godliness is so deep Kilauea mamas as though you actually see it Rosella on the Croatian it's a to sum up him and its ADIZ Souls and dis experience that we attribute the classic huzzah saying about the first parts of smile later the solution welcome sorry they are near through this level of RIA which was called before Moshe his tacos he previous I discussed Rose it it's it's a level of binding oneself will acoustical already to godliness as though you see it earlier days there but leader in political Fox T and when you have that there's nothing else you want nothing else I always repeat to you the story coming home little young boy with my father from the fabrini and to 3:00 in the morning much so he pays South Africa Pesach and we're going back to ballpark and corns bakery the famous kosher bakery that was probably one of the first is open baking bread and you're driving and you could smell the smell of hot fresh bread to 3:00 in the morning and we're about to go in the father's about to go and get us bread for next morning and while he says you know I just came back from if I bring in I don't want any bread I don't want any kids I don't want any wife I don't want any work I just want to be with the river and if I see them at the fibroin because that was gonna do I just came out of the gun Aidan why should I want to leave gun ad the impro life of Asti I don't want anything else except you wash em now that's a very very special feeling but it's a feeling that's attainable if you work hard and you create these spectacles in your life and by the way when I said I don't want kids and the wife at work it doesn't mean it means that I want that what I wanted my wife or what I wanted my kids and what I wanted my work is God if it's part of the got one second if it's part of the gun natan experience I want it and if it's not I don't want it yes hello terror in the deceiver shell him last week that he sort of explains the ebony furry along this lines he says now apphia as I don't need it's not that the Abbott every doesn't love Hashem in this particular brooch I love God but I also have these conflicting loves throughout I see Steve I'm like a mixed state which i think is really relevant to most of our to most of our inner lives in our right right so so half these are daily but a person can a person needs to work themselves to where the wife and the family and the work and everything else is part of the aldini it's not ability to become you know celibate and and isolated that's that's not the playlist wish right the dough mother says the student was hiding in the closet or under the bed of the rabbi to see how engages in the midst of fruitive ooh I mean you know on one hand what a Gomorrah but on the other hand think about the governor saying he wanted to see how his Rebbe sees the midst of who-ville which is such a physical Mitzvah and if and because he believed as Reddy was really holy how he elevated such a mitzvah as well so so when we talk about the in political Fox tea it's not to the exclusion you know of gosh miss it's to the incorporation of gosh this but it but not because the Garcias grabs you in a physical way and indulgent way but rather that you exceed and know and feel that you can express God through the - knees anyway so this is all part regina my older car my car the lust other words are them it's the Zehra of them experience and that explains first look at his words here sheila yes but sled begun they did not talk to I mean I said it before about GaN Eden but here he goes even further the person comes to government this is a quote from others I think in some in 73 or 74 the impolite for Fox tea shall a young voice like the gun they'd not talking love it says I don't want you you're lower GaN Eden relate because they'd nail yo I don't want your upper got Aidan the label of maja but I don't want your world to come you can keep it all I want you that's the famous part of the altar ever right say closer who in club all of this Morgan Edna Papa Canadia Elia and Olam haba most solemn are all considered what Impa ancillary they're not you they're near you they're next to you but they're not you you see when you learn to see this you have the best love songs holy love songs come out of the memorial all I want is you and you and you you don't need Moshe Meyer you don't need the rock and roll Scott you got it right here in Calais Koufax the let's go further she calls out you call both of the tougher Lola for all of these experiences of God maiden atop Turin and I made the hell you and even though l'm harbor boys are old but they'll the trophy locker are ancillary and and and and no side before you god team yes votes what should be my desire says doubled another with duster Boyer's but it I have one thing only how do I find Baker's to you lawyers one of the Guru God Almighty they peanuts ROTC would super zoom option leaves name subpoenas Russell and through this experience what happens will continue tomorrow we'll stop here because it starts another idea so we'll continue tomorrow so but just to summarize the end over here is the difference between the past it is China and the partial sphere the difference is there my old and someone asks you what's the difference why do I have to repeat the second volumes America's roadways eye shadow nation itself I get my little fo but you know why that's not that's already the the bringing down the way I relate to Hashem that's why it doesn't say behold Michael says behold off em overhaul notches them it doesn't say before my pen only my life huh is the second posture is this is the first partial view half what motion what do you make with your hands the COS I'll say the fuzz I'll say this is a Saturday night this portion represents an experience that automatic we do God's will and the second part of this Cazalas now considers says it's considered a nice little saying and what we've learned today is the reason the reason for this is the difference between the is bugging us and his sparkles and for that you'll have to ask Moshe brawn to explain it to you because I expect there and I'm sure he'll find the right words Moshe I'm serious take a few minutes insulated to our beautiful friend over here Moshe buyer's limo shop motion everyone have a great day we'll see everyone tomorrow mr. chef take care