Practical Chasidus w Rabbi chaim Dalfin - Maamar Choviv 1940 #9

good morning will page 277 oh good day 277 and where the middle of discussing the relationship between the nefesh allocation and after Shabaab is through the nefesh a series good morning my show so let's continue inside it's about eight nine lines at the top of the page of 277 and we've learnt the last idea that we spoke about it we learned was that the e-readers say Italia so now we're towards the end of line where it says the Talmud over who the time ago the reason the reason why the process requires that the nefesh has simply be the middle broker between the network share the kids inefficient ballast and why we say that the areeda that the descent of the nefesh or the kiss into the nefesh obamas is really a benefit for it because outwardly looks like a digression you know it's if it's lowering itself it's not three something that it really is happy about so the repin now brings a concept in the couple to explain that the Talmud overrule the reason is the Schrader's another Japanese who may help tell you shekhar the military the source of the nourish our bodies is from tell you that three seeds ticket in other words tell you is the world of chaos the world of void tickle is the world of correction and perfection tickles it says in in in kabbalah Lucifer Cibola that when a sham created the world first in concept he created the world of toil good morning mission and only it morning and only afterwards that he creates ticket in other words when it says in pari inspirations relations borrow the kid as a survivalist Odets horrid so so sorry over volume right so at the initial creation what did you have tell you avoid void and chaos that was initially what you had then the tighter proceeds by telling us all the different things that we created the six days of creation which which brought normality tickled to the world but what was there originally toy over volume so the cabal understands from that that this isn't just a happen you know it happens to be that happened this way and really it should be the other way the idea is that initially initially what we'll learn what the Kabbalah says is that the passion wanted and wants that there should be first a state of chaos and from there you proceed to ticket why because the state of chaos has something that is special that tickle not only repairs it the benefits from it through the repair so in order to correct something you have to have what the correct so therefore what was there for what what is what is there to correct tell you avoid chaos that's that in a said that isn't the language of the Catholic yes right to tell you right Rashi Rashid begins with Rashi Rashid on the spot tells us you know the difference between toy or value in many forums discussed but overall it means one idea but you could break it up between kind of quality and quantity inner and outer there's the inner chaos as the outer chaos you know but over so it's it's not just a repetition of a word but later on you only take out a home in art school whatever I look up you'll see commentaries on that I believe the Hinayana but I sell now he goes back to the facade in other words that happen now what is he doing he's going to show us that this isn't just a concept in Cibola and for that some would say oh I you have to be a mystic and I'm not a mystic so it doesn't apply to me but their ever says the Casal also supported the helium aerosol BOC shillelagh how did a sham create the caballo so jolly means the style of creation what is the style bodacious Austrasia first the world was dark the hovered Nevada and only afterwards a chef said Ye are let there be light so here - what do we see the hazael say that the first idea that there was was darkness and only afterwards light came to be so we see from the Gemara as well that this this manner of first having Toyo chaos and then afterwards Tikal palomito in a llama tecum is also the way things were created in creation in the physical world and that's the Casa that's not Kabbalah so that besides we see whether it be from Kabbalah whether it be from the hazael that this is the way the Abel still wanted the world to be farcical najeda says that the darkness and light employ over tikal they are the same ideas as to avoid chaos the Vatican and correction they tell you if a chef because tell you is darkness right when a person is in a chaotic state they're in darkness they don't know where to turn they don't know where to go they're totally lost the ticklin when they are in a corrected repaired state meaning they know they know where things belong a is a B is being things are organized and all of that who are you that's light what does it mean it's light it's it's bright you know where things are you put away your pencil the next day you know you put your pencil you know exactly what this bill is is filed you know I'm saying that whole idea of being organized is tickling yes someone who lacks that it from that perspective is in a chaotic state of tell you and there are plenty of people who live their life that way for whatever reason and it's a tray of experience now does it mean that is it's it's it's always wrong no some people thrive on being unorganized and they can and if they're too organized they become OCD you know just like you know you have OCD in the normal fashion where everything has to be exactly in its place sometimes you can have very verso see the experience where you've been too organized makes you too much sugar so fight but but but overall overall tell you is fascia but I just said now is the exception to the rule the rule is that tell you what's a chef and tickling his own clothes I haven't spent over ticking what is the general difference between the two who should be tell you who he be or it will me attacking it doesn't cut both of the following there's a concept called faders michaela lights energies and vessels and recipient and recipients there's an energy and it needs to be received so we cut all those says the energy is called the R and the the Kayleigh for the or is is called the candidate the vessel for the arts called Kayla the place the mindset in which the energy have finds an abode finds a place where it can express itself is called a Kaylee so what happened to tell you they tell you there was a reboiler there was an abundance of energy it was too much it was too much and what happens and and they were and there was very little very few Kalyan in other words the oil was so powerful both quality and quantity wise that the calum that were there that says in Coppola's was called sweetest Kalyan to shatter into the vessels and never sometimes abundance LAN you have someone who who you know is very studied the venue very learned it and doesn't sleep and doesn't eat and then he had a nervous breakdown in the community you know Jesus they were learning and they were looking to master shaston but the body couldn't tolerate not sleeping and not eating you know for hours on end etc just giving an example there are others who did it you could point to others who slept 3-4 hours and you know night and ate little and then they were round-the-clock learning and they're fine today I'm not saying it's always that way but for whatever it is too too intense too intense and if you don't have the Caleb if you don't have the place in which to put that intensity you you you can flip out you have a breakdown so what happened in yeah I mean I don't see it that way you know in most communities you know maybe if you told me you know in the the Erebus of total service I really you know a lot in the mirror and if you found that to be and don't know a fact that they have a large fall out you know under so you know fruit you know fanatical in certain areas you know it's a it's it's a it could lead to to you know a vacating and of everything and you don't I'm not saying you don't have anything else that's this whole this all now Rosh you've probably heard about this net movie that came out unorthodox everyone's talking about it you know maybe maybe telling the Chabad community because they have they have something something good to talk about and and tend to deal with which is you know because the movie sheds a very negative light on Hasidic people you know especially your Sackler and all that and the point being that you know being too intense it's a problem and episo-- so with the only one saying to you is acknowledge what you're saying it has it has been an issue but by now it's not that's not the main reason for the fallout it used to be much more in New Square South but you know but today the they have realized that the pressure I mean I know I know from people in the community they allow their kids who are not religious to live with them okay maybe they live in the basement maybe they live in a side room you know maybe they then they put on a yarmulke and they don't smoke in the house and and all that you know bring home to be the girlfriend and all that but so they have to say Dave you know he's seized up he's done I'm talking about overall so I wouldn't say that that's that's that's the reason I don't think that's the reason oh you know in a way I say unfortunately now why do I say unfortunately in order to do Tuva at anyone something has to bother you if nothing bothers you you ain't doing Coover okay I'm sorry yeah it's the exception to the rule you could study any bout you ver and I'm so yeah so there is that wild box oeuvre that I always tell you about you know being chased I'm gonna pray Avenue because that's an exception that's a wild story but then you have people who just you know they realized you know what am i doing I'm a Jew you know I'm saying and normally they they went back to themselves but nevertheless there was a place in them that was very unhappy was very sad that was very troubled very bothered and this is true forget about the but just about the sugar computer the ffb to do two for the same thing when you wake up in the morning and you and you give us any if ya look at yourself you say you know where am i what am i doing you know another day of eating and sleeping and gabbing and wasting my time what what am i you know and you say I'm sick and tired of this let me do something that's that's far shame that's higher so when you're bothered one second Hill when you bothered inside you move yes hello I was listening earlier today to a podcast with moment- treatment and a fellow who he had makaras who was like Bob Dylan's best friend growing up and so as fascinated sort of fascinating I remember do you remember the main do you remember the name he recently wrote a book I know I know him I know I know yeah yeah he recently wrote a book so he wrote it he told a very funny story just on the subject of you know about rubra he said that once in the in the Chabad shul in santa monica on the ELA of yom kippur bob dylan walked into the ELA at the end you know at the end of the day and he was wearing a you know like cowboy boots and a hoodie and so on and the rabbi who knew who he was gave him see thought for the ELA so after this one of the one of the bala bottom of the shul said you know rabbi I was kind of hurt when you get when you when you gave this fella this this guy walked in Sita you know yeah you know cuz I and he says but but then I thought you know how great you are you're giving a homeless Jew anyway so that's back to the moment so we're learning here about this concept of toyo being chitin ticularly because that's the way basically party shillelagh that's the successful way of making us tickets and thrive and and continue and do what we need to is by having first V the void and only afterwards the ticket that's what he says let's continue so he says oh and and tell you and tell you the energy was too vast was too much it was too much so it led to a shattering of the vessels over ticklin conversely in the world in domain in the domain in the arena of tichelman it's just the opposite Humira are there there's a minimal amount of energy the Libra Kaelin and a large amount of Kaitlyn so there we have more Kaylee less far in other words the thrill the exhilaration is not there as much but what's there more broth is the Kaylee the normality right so therefore tickle so that's why it's tickle because you could correct something when you have a structure when you have a framework to have a framework you need to have energy and you have of the positive energy in which the energy is then filtered and processed and the filtering process of you know level and experience overtakes and kind of voltage you know it it it conceals the energy so that the thrill and and we see this too by the way where a person gets very inspired to the very you know that feeling of being so inspired let me do something right that's the or that's the Toyo and after a while it weighs and you're back to your same old self right you're back to tickle so so meticulous were exact because if you have a thrill and you cannot process the thrill into your normal life then you really have nothing you know it's here today and gone tomorrow if there's no permanence there's nothing we can be inspired ourselves but if we don't transmit it to our children grandchildren for the future generations then we missed the boat okay it doesn't mean to say they have to be just like us that's not the point but there's certain basics of values and in connection talk of this vertical that we as parents must endeavor to take the order and transmit it to the kalyan because the Kagan stage compared to the R is a dull stage stage it's not inspiring it's not exciting every day you get up dress your talent shoe you learn you go to work you come home like and you find amongst people and amongst character some people need to have the thrill the high some people are very comfortable being I'm not going to use the word that I shouldn't use but I will use it boring and the truth is I don't think us yellow I said that you're being normal and being defense is boring for someone who is a type-a personality it's very boring but for someone who's a Type B and who's who's affordable that's the best thing so it's not about but every stage of experience there's the thrill they're up the high and then there's the balance and what we have to do is find the synthesis that works for us to merge the thrill that tell you with the ticket but at the end of the day you must have the tickle if you haven't mastered the tickle the toe you will only be a fleeting experience and yes during that time that fleeting experience is caval dick yes hello I've also seen in sperm that there are certain souls from the older mature Tohu and that they're considered very high souls you know and they often have very great challenges which is one of the explanations why Yitzhak responded to a sub in the way he did that a sub was the soul from old Amato who and he had to had those those great co-hosts the potential and if only he could breathe only he could bring them in and channel them right so there is that idea and I think I told you earlier this year I saw this principle walk into a classroom and there was this one rambunctious kid was making noise and all the things and he comes over to me says you see this pencil would you like this pencil he says yeah he says well why did a pencil for I'm gonna have a set of drums to bang away he says let me teach you how to play drums with a pencil and it teaches him how to play drums on the desk and he became a world's drummer later in life he took he he took an energy so an energy there and he did a squash it he didn't squash don't squash the energy the energy is valuable so you're right Taylor you know there are when we say about souls of I will not tell you a sub with such a soul but you're you know and it says one machine behind see you saturday survey shall shed on the movement they'll be a time when they'll be an elevation but again until that period a sub brought a lot of problems you know a lot of it but at the same time you little bro what till this day right but be sure to show sorry there is good so you have to get to that good and we know that when we share whole problem that good will be experience so the same is true in in in our lives but your you know yeah you you you you do see and you do find someone and you say why is this person always can't rest can't be a piece is always looking you know it could be that you know his the shum is more familiar to you and that's what's being that's that's what that's what he's calling for should remember listen to his call and fight yes motion motion you wanted to say something yeah you know I know people like a niche kodesh just as an example it's like I feel sometimes like I'm on such a such a different wavelength like for example I know a guy he thrives he goes that early Shabbos right makes early Shabbos right Friday you know it Dobbins Nate's is that we have a new Nate's minion and age code isness of spark so he dominates then he goes and Chavez Day that was minutes ago Dola right like 1:15 all right so I don't even see the guy anymore [Music] this guy and and there's other people that say like them like him in a similar in a similar way it's like he thrives on being in shul like Koontz right at these like early hours and tomorrow come on camera you know like a lot huh and I know this particular person you just this particular thing what he actually said this but I guess my question is is that when I think about like this person or people like that like I am so it is so not my schedule okay like when I connect with my question just sit but I when I at least see this person is so like you know everything is like by the book so to speak you know so I guess my question speaking about different you know in the shomers you know when you're speaking about different neshama the source of the neshamah does this does this type of person is he like an example of like chicken yeah or is that yes it sounds it sounds like what it sounds like he you know it sounds like he's very much a tickle type of his show that's what it sounds like you know and and and you know like you said he gets a high from being on time you know and you know there's another thing that you didn't mention that might be worth you know thinking about is that if he doesn't do it this way he'll he'll be a mess yeah you know sure okay so so you know that that needs to be appreciated that where he's coming from is this rigidity and the rigidity but him is who he is that's who he is so yes he is demonstrative of more of a tickle person in which the the the Toyo is really not felt and seen the Revit told their about unit in 1983 or so when he was in great debt many 17 million dollars a debt I believe and he came one Shabbos and Sunday the rapper when he would come in 2 min or so he would give out you know Seductor before he came to ASHRAE and he ended I think about my children a nickel or a dime I forget and he quoted the verse in the half theater of that previous Shabbos I believe for the upcoming Shabbos were with the Alicia you know Kailen break a Malta meaty empty vessels empty jugs you know I don't want to see empty jugs so that was telling Yunnan I want your jugs of money to fill up so that you can pay the debt that was the implication and the rest is history because you know after that I don't know how long it took but he was a middle of a very big dispute over a will with forget it was Weinberg of wine trout not one a wealthy man actually from Brooklyn the JCC on the Bay Parkway yoni if you ever were in that part of town big Park Queens 75th Street or so so very large building takes up the entire block it's like the wahoo the ym h a you know the JCC of Bensonhurst it's called it's the neighborhood that borders Borough Park and it has the family name so those it so you know wealthy name and I knew some some relatives over the years anyway so his wife was in the hospital and Jerry Weintraub was the emcee for years of the telethon in California he called cured it and he said I bakunin there's a lady he was not well in the hospital go visit her it'll be a mitzvah and P you know you never know you know it's a good thing for you so he went any went of once twice anyway she liked him and she wrote a will because she was dying and in the world she left I think she had she was divorced from her husband and she and she got one hundred and twenty million dollars so forty she left for the Heart Association forty-four Habad and forty for another organization I don't call well of course the husband the ex-husband you know contested it and it was a major major court case with lawyers everyone you know and it was you know and Habad Rebeck you didn't you know sent his people to Hawaii because I think the hill Hilton and Hawaii Maui ocher Kauai whatever he all did you know whatever so they have to document all the properties and it was it was a several years of work and he didn't give up and the lawyers you know Grossman and others they were fighting for it anyway and that Sunday when the red bird gave him and shortly thereafter their ever told them to settle because they came they offered a settlement and he got I think fifty percent twenty twenty or twenty 1 million dollars out of the 40 and he went around with your label symbols not here but small knows we know he is he was as a county that capitals and and they were driving in a car from house to house paying everyone back every dime we couldn't had a register if every one he took money from the money from and he any gave everyone back paid off their seventeen million had three four million dollars left even million the girls school and a few other things that headaches back to zero again but but why do I say this because the the off so that ever said the rabbit the rabbit told them that Sunday before that in 1983 that ever spoke about the whole concept of the river Mirage the villa River right which means over-the-top so over-the-top means you don't have money we'll give our feet filling and still feed everybody and that's the way Fabares was and in the 70s no one charge for chili no charge so this are you crazy when I was a teenager involved in this type of work we do charge anybody and we didn't ask anyone to pay us we went to camp who had the thought that councilor being paid what you know you you know they paid for you to take your trip to come from New York to California to work at a camp I was there I was in Kansas City Missouri the idft you know ask if the money wasn't even on our you know radar yeah and and but as the years went on the bills mounted and and then 270 million dollars you know I'm not saying so from true little cables from organs of properties and as well but the bottom line is the rubber sense of the rebels never said that that's a Brennan gimel Tishrei 1982 I believe never said it has to be earnest to tell you those lights the vessels the energy has to be told tell you inspired tell you quality but they need to be in Kalin hold on we had a total experience by Tamara fell down have to be in in calum of tikkun the energy the chaos the passion has to be tell you but you have to be able to experience it in normality of tikkun and on ioc means paying your bills and not being in depth where they want to foreclose on you and and it's a foolish em and you know plate everyone is it's a it's a nightmare that was and then changed a Bakunin who was known the symbol of you know just doing things like I feel I River and not worrying about the money although believe me he fundraise very heavily for four years it probably still does but the idea of bringing it down there ever said is so important so here we're learning about this constant and moshe mentions you know this idea but you cannot you can't change people you can just suggest moshe you're not insane and and if you really care you will find that in his rigidity in his schedule and his schedule know that he has it he has this type of tell you you know i'm saying it's not your type of tell you what my type of title but it's his time to tell you and it needs to be looked at yes motion - yes in line with what Moshe was saying and you're saying maybe he'll Oh could confirm this like people have sometimes a natural rhythm and internal time clock or rhythm you know some of us are more night people day people so I don't know if I see this talks about this or mentions you know like you say when you say Tippin first of all I know it sickens a correction but when you're saying that what do you mean exactly you saying that that's his ticker to have that kind of schedule no his ticker no I I don't we don't mean here it is ticking we don't mean that tickle means you don't normally see a a domain an area of where everything has a place organized this goes here this goes in not just in everything in your life there's tick on there everything fits in everything settled so for example standing staying up at night awaiting the plate and then again that's what you want to make your life and you're able to do that so for you it's it's a it's a tickle but the average person for them it's a tell you because they gotta get up in the morning and do what they need to do yep you understand but yet you find some people who thrive working at night they're not during the day but but we're talking generally speaking you know by by probably most individuals they sleep at night and they invented work through they they're active during day so the the opposite for those people is doing and ticking is but we don't mean it's a ticking for you the Schirmer that's not what we're talking about it let's continue more inside okay so he says yeah so being hungry boy are able to tell me the tickling the idea of the abundance of light of energy of time and the minute and the minimal amount of tickle taken of Kaylee Oh milk for other tickles I'm sorry Oh Mia to article well if you see what he said not me Mia two are the ticket and when the and when they light the energy of ticket is minimal a situation is it's not that it's the same energy that should tell you who believe we particularly milk it's not that it's the same energy just that that entire ooh it's an abundance and then tick in its minimal rather it's not that way rather keying so anybody from Owsley County the quality of energy is very different the ladies that were you hiatus nightly the energy of tell you were great energies should be ain't Iran's climate there's no comparison to camellias particular so here it wasn't to this point what he's saying here is very important the quality of energy in the trial experience is a totally different than the quality of energy in the tikkun experience the energy is different before we we spoke about the vessels are their vessels are they strong enough to receive the energy he were talking about the quality of energy I don't know but I think that the you know the type A and type B personality is a good example for this the type A personality and whatever he does and wherever he is or she is its type a cooking whether the sleeping on their bed it's a type a sleeping on the bed and you'll notice in their sleep typing when the playing the soccer it's a type a playing soccer and when the dominie gonna show me of kipper you see a type a government because that's who they are that's that that's the writing them then there is the the owner the tickle you see that and everything all the three examples that I gave so what he's saying is here it's not just that you can handle it you can't handle it you know is it too much or too little or too little it's not it begins with the energy with the clayey what type of Korea that energy do you have and that results in the type of experience you have and the way you behave and the way you act and and then and who you are in addition to that there's also the Kami how do i filter it how do i process that but that's a secondary thing to the energies that's what he says let's continue now that I have to his be noisy develop in addition though the Mauritian ma'bud bur it says and the first day of creation and there was an energy of light that was created that other Mauritian gaze that you say for Hitler might safely and when he looked at this when he meditated look that means he meditated on this experience this energy guess what he saw safe he saw from one end of the world to the other in the world which NATO heal amazed of the two worlds of Alma discussion of all mothers value he saw the revealed worlds is or the hidden worlds he saw anything there's a difference between that to look wider and much to the light of the Sun the option of now shut the brain boy melioration the light of the Sun allows you to see a mile or more Neela yo sir right are you gonna compare the light that that that other Mauritian looked at and he was able to see not a mile or more but to one end of the route the other end of the world what's the difference not just because this is other than this and compared to us knows because the energy the quality of them of the light that were that was given to the world when other looked at like compared to the sunlight that we look is a different quality the programming of the sun's light is limited to a mile or more the programming of the light that of the Mauritian looked at was limitless deciphering them I said I'm safer from one end to the other we'll stop here but topless a caverna a magician tomorrow we will continue learning any questions that he's in final anyone site kazoo have a great day have slothy that's lovely