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Practical Chasidus w Rabbi Chaim Dalfin - Maamar Choviv 1940 #11
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we're on page 277 on the bottom going on
to 288 at 78 or did we already go on to
280 78 does anyone remember
okay so something that the chef will
start the next my mother asked Moshe
have said to you guys so he'll do that
it's a point and let's let's look finish
so that ever here is concluding this
idea that's mentioned that her cities
from the outer evidence considers to our
discuss it is a concept in Kabbalah the
Kabbalah says that balaam Otaru precedes
automatically the world of chaos
precedes the world of normality and this
is you know not just a fact but also a
purpose what is the purpose of Hasidic
explains the purpose of Kabbalah you
don't find the explanations to the facts
as much you know emphasis there is a lot
of verbage and using examples and
dialogue to understand basic ideas and
coppola and this is a basic idea of
kabbalah that tell you proceed stick and
is not is not you know kabbalah that you
have to dig and find somewhere it's it's
all over because it's based on the
passage but ages borrow the key as if-
over it's a hora Sasa tell you or for
you etc so it's it's very clear so did
happen the minor says that the purpose
of tayo coming before tikkun is because
the energy in tell you is much greater
than the energy of tequila in the words
of kabbalah and facilities the irish
they tell you are
greater than the either is the ticket
although the owners of tell you tumbled
down in the terminology of of Cibola
casa de s-- na flew wish readers a
Kaelin they felt the energy the sparks
did it sizes fell below because the
vessels of Toyo which took me are called
the Calum of tell you were not broad
enough to handle the energies of Toyota
practically what does that mean that the
inspiration was overwhelming it was too
much so the recipients were not able to
handle it so what happened
it was spilled it was wasted it went and
had just overflowed and went everywhere
concept he didn't bring here but it's
brought in other places is that that is
how we have then he traces the sparks
that we are obligated to refine or to
elevate quote Hallows on its axis the
elevation of the sparks what do those
fires come from we're took them now
spiritual sprouts when you eat an apple
there is a spark that fell into the
Apple from tell you so that's why we eat
the apple because on one hand
why does a human being have to eat an
apple a human being is from the kingdom
from the domain of the living of the
speaking madaba which is the highest of
the four kingdoms of species and the
human being requires the Apple to give
him sustenance in the apple of somewhere
Hillel the Apple is only from the
vegetation
so it seems to be a downgrade for the
human being to have to have to rely on
the Apple and the same as for all food
and so to the human being has to rely on
the animal so this question is asked in
custody and the answer is that there is
an element that the apples that the
vegetation and the animal kingdom have
that the human species doesn't have what
is that that they come from the shade
--is-- they come from a llama tell you
and the other Mateos Park fell and it
entered their domain and it is the human
beings obligation and not just
obligation but opportunity to take a
brush on the Apple and that's the way
you extract that spark and you benefit
from it because the shaders in source
it's higher than what you have on your
own so eating food isn't a second-tier
experience but eating food is an
opportunity to connect to something
greater that is waiting for us to
extract it and elevate it so the stories
with the bell simply publish the holy
baal shem tov when he would take a group
with him and he'd go somewhere and they
came to of certain places have stopped
here he went out and made a brush up I'm
watering from a well or whatever or
suchlike stories that are told the idea
is that there were the percent of
realized there's a spark over there that
still hasn't been elevated and it's
waiting so long for elevation so every
one of us has to be cognizant of this
that when you walk in the street or you
travel or whoever you are you have
enough opportunity to extract the sparks
or to elevate sparks
or in English to spiritualize the
experience that this is all part of the
notion of a llama title so what we're
learning here in the text is that the
element to you is the source for the
nefesh a palace the source for
animalistic tendencies and indulging
desires comes from tell you tell you is
very very passionate and tell you is
very uncontrolled intense energy that's
to you
tikkun which is the source of the nefesh
heavily kiss is regulated organized
civil etc naturally someone who
experiences civility and tranquility is
going to be in a better place right
because they don't get themselves into
trouble
nevertheless the energy the chaos the
passion on the average is lacking
because the the the domain I just came
from a shul right so you know you go
with cops banging each other she go in
you go out you dive and you say they you
know but it
there's no fire there's no energy you
know I mean it's regular we do it just
be if not here a year you want to dive
in the early 1800s there's a word Bren
which would be in English the passion I
think we even had in one of the my mom
that we learned that you
toward the bread or there's another word
in Yiddish the to cook something is
- coffee - coffee - coffee and the word
coffin is used also someone who is being
cooked he's all cooked up so the word is
cut and cuts it he cooks himself in this
issue in English it doesn't doesn't you
know make sense grammatically but
English it's you and costs it in them
someone who's you know constantly
repeating something and explaining it
and talking about it the others
expression is an oxygen them he cooks it
what yeah thank you thank you good very
good
he it's he's doing it's doing it himself
right good so the the necessary kiss is
not into stewing into coffee sir
it just does its thing on the average
what we'll learn and that's tickle comes
of all cities and Kabbalah says and that
the necessary kiss realizes that it's
not adequate so I want I want that
passion where do I get that passion Oh
Hashem gave me a nefesh I bommies why
did he give it to me if he gave it to me
just to just to allow the nefesh
abdominis to be a Bahama then while he
created it seems to be an oxymoron God
wants you to be good and holy and he
puts enough of her bodies into you which
is running the other way
why would I shall do that AHA obviously
a shams doing it because he wants me to
benefit and utilize the nefesh obamas
so the nefesh Allah kiss tickle says I'm
going to benefit from tell you I've got
a benefit from this
wild raging passion how I'm going to
slip it into my day my domain and I'm
gonna serve you a sham in a way that's
passionate and then we have the sins oh
oh I had of the two talk to each other
one is nefesh about this one is not for
sure the kiss one is interested in ice
cream and pizza and everything else the
one's interesting and tighter and
mitzvos and learning about me how do you
get the two together you have to have
the never just say please
the never shall see please the human
rational logical drive talks the
language of both it knows when to talk
this way no one thought that way a good
mediator is someone who's unbiased if he
slanted and has a bias forget it forget
it he's already tainted he's he's bought
off right if the necessary kiss all the
nepeta baubles would sense that the
nefesh are ceaseless is his bias has has
an inclination to one side more than the
other it would say I'm not interested in
going using you you're not a fair
mediator you're not a real intermediary
you have an agenda you could dress it up
this way to dress it up this way
you're smart you have saeho you can be
deceptive but I know that you're already
predetermined and free will
going back to Peter cultures that we
spoke about many times requires
unadulterated honest balanced no taking
sides
I heard a story story I heard a pepper
sell that happened during I think the 19
yeah during the 1960's there ever had
several secretaries one
was called rabbi Nissen Mendell he
translated one part of tania and many
others were in books of Chabad the
philosophy of kebab is his translation
I'm not talking about Nissen Miguel but
I by Nissen mangale translated the
sitter about English sitter I'm talking
about mrs. min Bell mr. Mendell was a
European Jew who the previous rabbit
brought along with him to America as one
of the secretaries so his daughter was
marrying Alabama Churchill and bearish
rapira rabbi Shapiro and Roberta Pierrot
said recently young one of his
broadcasts
he said that rabbi mendel asked the
river if he would officiate for I think
it was for this for this son of a future
song Shapiro I think that's what was and
the rebel turned them down now you have
to understand that the river and him
were like you know very tight very close
now there were very few people who spoke
to the Redbird
regularly there ever was you know
learning answering letters and you know
he was very busy in and he didn't spill
the rabbit didn't speak on the phone I
mean basically another havoc office
other secretary would call whoever there
ever asked him to call and the rebel
would be on the line the same time
without saying he's on the line and you
can hear sometimes in saying yeah uh-huh
so you heard a third party sigh Lonnie
that was the rebels voice but in general
he didn't you speak on the phone so who
did he speak to together I wonder who
didn't bother to ever speak to beside
speaking to them I see them at the front
Brandon and when they had private
audiences but most of the time who lives
back to ok spoke to his wife that's when
he came home
but what during the day he was there for
hours
Woodleigh speak too so the secretaries
were the ones who he spoke to
when he needed to speak to them amongst
the secretaries some functioned as more
secretarial and some function more as
confidants this Nissen Mendell my humble
opinion is served more as a confidant
him and Rebecca the co because they were
senior members secretaries are ready by
the previous rather rapid growing a
rabbi Klein rabbi Krinsky
rabbi Simpson those four secretaries
with the rapid secretaries post 1950-51
but the others the other two were still
with the previous Trevor in Europe
before he came to America and he
actually took them along with him to
America which is very interesting
so this listen Mendell asked the rabbit
to officiate for his daughter and their
ever said no and the Rebbe said if I do
it for your daughter I have to do it for
other people because it is not proper
and fair and the Rebbe in 1960 a month
before my father a month before my
father married the rebus said he's not
officiating anymore at weddings because
he doesn't have the time for it my
father missed it by one month and my
father went when he went into your
feeders were two there ever
he's a Trevor I'm here by myself I'm a
boy from Romania I survived the war with
my parents you know okay wasn't the
concentration camp but it was the
situation these camps in you know
work labor camps in Romania I survived I
came to the Babak almost on my own well
on my own and to say my parents knew
nothing about my baggage and
miraculously I ended up at 12 years old
15 years old enough about you ship in
there just overlooked I became Alabama
chair I'm here in America on my own and
and my relatives you know had the
Montreal but they weren't Labov eh of
many that weren't exactly 100% at that
kind you know threw him a hundred
percent so he's like as he's on his own
so I'm asking you to please and my
parents are not coming to the wedding
my grandfather was scared to go on the
plane he never left there too slowly
after he came there to soil 1950 cat
can't break the policy because I break
the policy for you have to break it to
other people but if you will notify
rabbit ha become my secretary when you
are standing under the hoof I will think
about you
very powerful words and that's what
happened when her father was standing
under the foot boat somehow somewhat
older of Aqaba Cove and the rebel was
from the other side you know 770 the
Cooper's right in front its knowledge
the the windows right behind the hook
the area on the left side is the rebus
office so whether he went to the window
or not who knows and it's not relevant
but what he did say was holy words mouth
is I will think about you and I always
say that in a way that's either great
that's even greater than the rebus
actually attendance and and and doing
and giving being inside the condition
officiating why because for my shovel is
greater than deeper as we've been
learning the Siddhas but that's my own
interpretation so going back to rabbi
mendel that ever told them a few years
later that I can't I can't do it
he thought that ever would make an
exception and they never said no now
this is to me such a insight into the
rebus character as a person not when you
get when you when you give when you give
a word there's no exceptions especially
if you know it's going to create
jealousy oh whoa what do you think that
I see that would be saying if if the
rebel would have given rabid Mandela's
daughter
Hoopa and condition would have been
would officiate they would say ah
look a you could bribe him you don't
bribe more money you bribe him with
friendship you bribed him but this mr.
Mendell took dictation
he was the rebus person who took the
tation all the letters many of the
letters in English all the letters in
Hebrew most of the letters of many
letters he took dictation delayed it was
typed up in the hole and the letter you
know came to be
he wrote up the rebus words something
you're talking about someone who was
tight tight tight
the Reverend needed him in a way you
don't mean he needed him to produce and
help hidden worldwide he needed someone
who was a writer and nevertheless he
turns him down why because it would
cause jealousy and and and I think about
this is I asked myself what I do it what
I do is my son or daughter asks me for
something and I'm able to do it but yet
for some reason if it will be done in
the cause jealousy to others forget
about two other siblings but the others
would I have the guts and the stamina
and the honesty to say no now why am I
telling you the story and I think it's a
it's a powerful story to think about the
telling you this because the nefesh has
syphilis the nefesh have syphilis if
this is the reason I'm telling you okay
we know when we say story sometimes we
can get lost we go to left field let's
get back to the center
the knife is our syphilis if it if it's
tainted and slanted finished the
necessary kids doesn't want to know
about it and then average their families
doesn't want to know about it because if
you're too Pro LA kiss the Bahamas says
go go fly a kite
if you - it's your - - pop - blow
bahamas nephew this kid says you're not
fair and I don't want to talk to you
so the nephews of syphilis Hester's work
strong on keeping a straight line in a
balanced line and it's not easy that's
the point I'm making it's not easy and
that's really someone if you talk about
who is about saying you know we know
people we call that intellectuals vile
save right an intellectual a healthy to
let you've got someone
just very bright if he or she are very
bright but they're but they're not fair
their intellect is tainted their
intellect already is world their
intellect already has an agenda and if
their intellect has an agenda that's not
pure and if it's not pure how can he be
a mediator to be a mediator you have to
be able to take yourself out of the
situation and present what you feel is
the right thing another story I remind
myself I met about 20 years ago so the
option of a reverend buy of the god I
I brought a gentleman with me where the
crime wasn't religious and I heard I'd
never met them I never met and I never
even heard about this this Rebbe and by
the Dom but people told me that he's
someone that's a special heat and a real
spy with Hashem and it's worth going to
him happens to be that you know I think
he was born or he lived in in Brooklyn I
think maybe even Borough Park and and he
knew English so that would be great
because he can converse with my with the
fellow who I brought with me we entered
we came to him we got an appointment we
gave to him it was five o'clock in the
morning we left the Renaissance Hotel
over there that large they probably
still have it right they're gonna kill
you Moshe and we went from there to buy
it for God I remember like today and it
was quiet outside or so beautiful Shh
we're going to a little apartment there
a little building we come up because the
door opens I don't know who opens the
door the door was open
what a modest apartment it's like what
modesty you know here is this you know
special ye'd I'm sure Jews would build
him a palace you know and he lived in
this second a third-floor apartment
anyway I took a look weight of him to
come into the dining room took a look at
this farm he had a lot of the rebus
forum on the first
bookshelf it was you know so obvious
that was very interesting for me to see
and then he came in and and we spoke
about different things about marriage
raising daughters I have mostly
daughters you know about mushiya about
Chabad we were going to topic the topic
we left that a quarter to 7:00 in the
morning we were there an hour and 45
minutes everyone knows to get you know
five minutes with the option of a Rebbe
is is very difficult you know and but if
Hashem I don't know
but Hashem wanted it so we were there
from five to a quarter to seven so we
before we went I said should I write
down the names of my family and and the
names and and the gob I said no the
Rebbe doesn't want that because he
doesn't look at that he doesn't want to
be impacted at all he wants to talk to
the ye'd so soul without knowing in a
way who he's talking to
because if there's the slightest feeling
I know your mother I know your father
the house do I know you tact and your
your bank account I know but that the
that he's already not 100% genuine again
I'm not saying others who do know aren't
at the saying there's something to
admire in that type of approach then
while we why like we were there he asked
our names and and and just me and the
other person he didn't ask me about my
parents of my children you know just
just names because he wished the Sbrocco
after we said the name our names so I'm
thinking about it this is well the the
importance of staying focused to the
mission and not going and not creating
any type of agenda whatsoever and that's
what the Nathan official syphilis needs
to do so that's why I mentioned these
stories is because when you talk about
this being the intermediary and the
mediator remember it has to be pure and
if it's not pure it's not it's not
genuine it's not good now sometimes you
want such a mediator if that's what you
want
in other words but then it's not a
mediator then he's your advocate right
you know the difference between an
advocate and a mediator a mediator
supposed to be fair and square not
taking sides an advocate represents you
and at times you choose a mediator
because you think and you know that he
will be an advocate because you know
something that he benefits from years
before I must tell your 33rd story since
tomorrow is the yard side and today is
our ailment with not learning tomorrow
tomorrow's the yard site and I made a
clip it's on Crown Heights that info I
made a 15 minute clip about the
following person whose yard sinister
tomorrow
Rabbi Yehuda Kalman Marlowe rabbi
Marlowe was the rough in Crown Heights
after Rob Zombie's shim McClurkin who
was the Roth Russian year who learnt the
mabashi past the way I think in 85
they chose three rabbis three rub on
them and rub as a best in and rabbi
Marla was the head of the best brother
Marla was my Rebbe in ninth grade first
Pacifica and Ocean Parkway Lubavitch Eve
in 1975 I believe and he was my fifth
grade English teacher in mathematics so
I shared memories as a young teenager
that's a because you know everyone else
is going to be sharing memories of him
as the rough-in cry nice I want to give
something different and bring a
different perspective so after he passed
away rabid model they found in his desk
so many checks that were never cashed
the if he felt I knew this man if he
felt that the check will in any way
check guided to one side in any way he
would not accept to us what influence
right thank you yeah influence right
how many that bullet I mean how many
rabbis do we know and believe me he
needed the money I know that okay his
wife kids they could use the money
he lived in a in an apartment building
in an apartment in a building off Empire
Bhuvana Crown Heights which I'm sure was
like the option of his apartment and by
Avedon okay and he to the the come of
the wealthier community people could
have built board I'm a nice large house
so he was very modest but if he sensed
any kind of unfair biased you know he
stayed away that's what a real robbers a
real it of when it comes to especially
monetary law you know or even even the
marriage law and divorce law you know
you are get out officiate and you I
won't you know why because you your
grandfather and I were together in your
fever you know that attitude that's not
authentic and this is and this is not
easy because why isn't that easy because
when it's obvious and blatant okay but
it's the inner it's the it's the
innuendos and it's the you know the very
refined way of
yeah you guys get the point you know
what whatever listen you know we're
human and that's we we tend to do that I
think I remind me the someone who you
know supports some of my work there's
not my work he supports he supports
something anyway so I sent him a book of
mine why would I send him a book of mine
I mean I know he likes to read then I
know he you know isn't but I did send in
the book not because he's been so kind
and gracious supporting my work I sent
in my books I wanted to think more
positive towards what I do it's
acceptable
this isn't evil this isn't bad but
imagine when he has to make a decision
if he makes a decision that's more
favorable towards me in a certain way
and if it came because oh you know it's
very nice of him to send me a book it's
a very delicate and sensitive issue in
in in our life and all of this is part
of the nefesh of secrets and now you
understand why freewill isn't the nephew
Josie please
you know such femme says I love free
will I want free will so it's in the
method and that's and that's why the
nefesh are secrets although not
discussed so much in considers is in a
way where it's at more than the nefesh
obamas and more than officially kiss why
because that's where you see the real
man that that's where you see what
you're really made of
you know Bahamas Bahamas elegantly kiss
you're in junior soon you're at the
stadium you're at the stadium but where
you just walking down the block and you
know you're neither here there who are
you that that's where as we used to say
yes Eva you studied if you're studying
you learn while you're while you're
while you're on your sea
it's not a big deal but if you study and
you learn when you're your free time
that's where it counts
I want to finish their mind monopolist
the cops it on their force next up to 78
the caution unofficially kiss invited
Amazon says enough it's a bomb use and
when the nefesh elite kiss refines a
temperature bomb is in the cellar voices
fade as the toy you became the dictum
that's the practical meaning motion of
bringing the energies of tell you into
the vessels of tikkun there who are you
them sighs Alicia sickness and who is
the one to make that happen the
intermediary the mediator called
inefficiencies and now it includes the
begin what he began with in the moment
of identity of these self others work
that insignificant selling the lover
this man was created in the image of a
chef says that ever who is the southern
were cooking about he summarizes a now
you're getting the punchline shall who
never saw sickness this is the
intellectual soul of a Jew the email
issue who shall equal Habibi solo goal
the primary thing is beloved is Israel
eaten to initially kiss I will have
smaller but the beginning how do you
start off he called father why liaised
are scholars who are very they are you
takin official signals the beginning of
serving a shell is through the nefesh of
sickness and once you you you properly
engage the deficit sequence then the
experience of the nephew the kids will
be all the more old all the more
powerful the avakov and therefore the
Mishna says after it says first
beloved as man it says have even your
own beloved are Eden said clay
unofficially kiss in other words Hillier
to appreciate the nefesh Olo kiss
you need to first appreciate the
nephrons are syphilis
and this again points to the idea how
important it is to have your sake whole
in tune with what needs to be done with
God if your Saint was not there in India
then le kiss is meaningless if you're
not immense then God your godliness and
theta is nothing if someone has mental
issues and mental issues you got to get
them first normal meaning to say you
know and once there and then you deal
with their Ruth theists if you have a
kid of struggling in sin and mental
areas focus on that don't worry about
his trillion and his resources the tomb
the masseuses will fall into place once
a person is settled
mentally and feels confident that feels
good about themselves
Nath Augustus that's the first thing
that the Joseph Lee's we tend in the
front community one second one second we
tend to the from community to to to be
overly zealous my kids not putting on
killing my kids face they doing this
doing that okay what let's look at the
source did you give him enough love okay
I did well how why what are you doing
today about it when's the last time you
played golf or or you went to a pizza
store a bowling alley well he just took
a hike you know but he stopped putting
on killing my friend your kid is not
here right now
he's elsewhere you wanted to put on
killing he doesn't know who you are
right now so first let him find out who
you are and you find out who he is
and then believe me you'll be able to
talk about filling and he'll probably
put on - let me just finish and then
I'll take your question or comment so he
says they are very what should I add a
I've ready the zoo now so we have
facilities when the nerf is a syphilis
is engaged it causes an alia a great
earlier to the net facilities that may
abide with him self-immolators asked me
to tell you what is that what's the
salvia that the overwhelming essential
powers of tell you are imported into him
shallow minor mckaela mckaela ma'am
Ruben the ticket in other words he gets
a an abundance of energy unexpected that
gives them a high so that's tell you so
Nevers are citrus when the right will
ultimately give an inspiration to it de
Lille kiss that della kids will say wow
where did that come from that feels
great and it feels passionate and the
answers that came from tell you but who
filtered it through city's full of hey
Mimi are you there very soon Isis that
our son Chris Milan big vote it's
through this precise activity that the
depositions explain to us that the
neshamah becomes a Mihalis well so this
is listening to this was out the nefesh
I by miss foiler might tell you energy
then the summer is not on my holiday the
my heart listen the summer is not
walking if standing it's stagnant but
when does it become a Mahalo that hears
the words bleep fool at an effing item
without limitation limitless when it
benefits from the passion so you must
have the passion but to get the passion
you need an official series did someone
want to say something earlier TV checker
who was it was a guy it was a guy
but there was a guy who was hired by the
Shiva to come check your house for a TV
no no no we didn't have that no in
Subodh in the babish even in the
strongest times that's not the approach
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and the father says a boy should Myesha
you doing this look surely this guy went
to Shiva with my father and turban
tossed like you know 30 years 40 years
before that so he says yeah but I'm here
to see you know if you have a TV in the
house my father takes that is wallet
gives me my 50 says you don't see any TV
here right he went home yeah I can't I
can't deny that story even if I wanted
to its text you know that's that's the
way we are that's it
yes motion what I just the terminology I
make notes of the different terms I
don't know like never have serious again
what is it the human the human rational
drive the intellectual aspect of man
okay right and which is right between
the nefesh holy kiss the godly soul the
neshamah and the nether tsubame switch
your you would call the y8 Sahara but as
we if I see this it makes a distinction
between gate Sahara and nefesh obamas so
then Africa bomb Isis I want the left
the nephrons are the kisses on the right
and the nefesh are sequence is right in
between but these are concepts you
understand when we act when we use the
word
right left and center on all these
things you understand this is not
physical this is all you know in the
mind of an idea conceptual and yeah
that's right
yes both motion yes question so I've
been struggling the last number of days
since I brought up that example you know
the guy you know really Shabbos
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but the that whole like of going to shul
early like that to me it's like as like
zero draw for me in terms of inspiring
me 0 0 should be 0 in other words I
would be so much more comfortable going
to make for early Shabbos morning of
learning cities for like 2 hours
coffee you know middle Mizuno's get into
let's say at 10 o'clock minion doesn't
be long long you know then for bringing
you know me Shabbos Mincha let me davon
later nice shallow shooters you know I
don't I'm not anything don't want to be
any new rush to end Shabbos but so I'm
I'm struggling try to find like where's
the balance like what what can I gain
what can I gain from what can I gain
from his early Shabbos my wife and I
Boyd for years did we fight about she
she wanted me make early Shabbos she
wants when the kids were younger it was
crazy I mean now the kids are older so
it's not really an issue but just saying
that
you know I miss I'm asking you what what
can you know what can what can I gain
from that from thinking of my friends
okay so so I understand the question
practically you should not change your
your way of serving Hashem and the way
you described because that speaks to you
okay and like I said yesterday day
before to your friend the the the Nate's
minion and everything else speaks to him
however however within your within your
avoider Jesus is a resource in general
is is lauded so within your an example
and so in other words not to rush your
darvany not to rush your Shabbos you
know but within what you do so I would
say to be the quality of Jesus what you
don't like about his approach I think is
the quantity of his visas but the
quality of sleazes is a very very
important thing what what do I need the
quality to get things done to get things
done and not to push those things off so
say for example we finish this minor and
you say yourself tomorrow I'd like to
spend you know I'd like to really review
this minor with someone else here and on
myself and really and spend the hours on
it who is with and and who's going to do
it right so you call five people and
hopefully you get one and if not I gotta
do it myself but yours yours others
you're very adamant about accomplished
this goal that is a act of sleazes
within the confines of your style of
king of Shabbos so I think what it's
bothering you it sounds to me the reason
it's bothering you is because you're
saying is I don't want to do Nate's and
I don't want to be so rigorous and and
and when I'm answering you is you
shouldn't want that if that's who you
are that's a it's gonna be a
contradiction to who you are and and the
way you serve our sin and you have no
obligation going that route but but in
the quality the quality is it is a
Pierre Thomas Jesus
cuz I'll you know and that's in the
element of Jesus now and this motion I
have spoken about many times over the
years that that most admires and that is
that there is something healthy about
Jesus and there's something healthy
about here's the question how do you
know that your chilling out and Shabbos
is coming from your nephew surely get so
inefficient office
it's or remote and most of my students
is it coming from the yanks a heart of
the ancient place how do you know that
you sleep begin in the morning is coming
from the good side of the bad side and
the truth is we don't know we do know
but we pretend we don't know okay and if
you detect and if you detect that it's
coming from the gates of horror the
nefesh obamas you should want to go the
other direction as a as a servant of
Hashem
and this we all know and every I just
chose this as an example but it's true
in every aspect what is a
a servant of a shell what does it anger
that she'll be a huset being aspire to
be a rich a seventh Russian means
that I do what God wants not what I do
and that's the heart of Veda but that's
what I fight to is that's what I've lady
is so Misha now coming to measure the
other myself so much and when you say
you know that you know you see his Aveda
as a disturbed you know like kind of a
disturbance to Europe later your
attitude should be just the opposite I
want to embrace the positive aspect of
his advice that without doing it his way
but the quality of that that's brought
up that's brought to the you described
experience to the Torah experience of
Jesus that's the way I would have to
take it to myself you know and and vice
a versa person like him who looks at a
person like you who wants to learn a
minor or piece of the murder for that
matter for two hours and not rush and
then go mm and Dobby with with qivana
and and you know and everything else as
you described
there's the quality at the end of the
day the nature of a person normally
drives them to the way they behave those
that are impatient generally talking
early and do it and it's over those that
have more patience and are going in that
way will take more other time and the
same is some saying is that the temper
of them plays into all of this - all of
this that you're that you mentioned you
know some people are night people and
some people are morning people
so yes mm LF you look laws the person
who gets up at midnight who gets up
early and I could tell you're someone
who is a morning person that I'm in love
with the morning I mean it's quiet it's
clear right but I
have some friends who could learn to to
3:00 in the morning who could write the
to 3:00 in the morning so what's the
difference they function better that way
how they deal with governor melons
recommendation I don't know but for them
you know the night is their morning so
I'm never going to you know belittle
that unless it becomes a disturbance to
showing bias and to community then then
it's not good you know if you're gonna
you know if you have to be up early to
your job I have to be up in the morning
early and I'm gonna be up to 3:00 4:00
in the morning every night and I'm gonna
be fired for my job not after now so
have an issue which on bias and with my
kids and family and it's a mess you know
so I think it's important to to you know
to understand that that that Aveda of
that friend of yours is not for you like
you said loud and clear we all heard it
and understand it but at the same time
what's behind the avoid if it's kedusha
it's something that you could use in
your avoid someone else want to say
something about this or anything else
yeah and you know yeah and what what I
find is sometimes as we go through life
I don't know I find sometimes you
fluctuate you know there were times I
used to dive until 11 o'clock every day
I learned through school I hung down
that was a period that worked at that
time now today I dive in at 5:30 of the
Shred mischievous minion why for
whatever reason I was that's what I did
today the other day 2009 because I have
a serious to this so you know and then
then their trends you you feel more
they fool more patient and at times you
feel more agitated and you feel more
unrest 'full I think these things also
contributes to to the behavior and this
is part of a vigor to assessing yourself
okay guys have a great Travis book start
Sunday please good conversation make the
best of it which shop is babushka like
your menorah and light it for your whole
family community you know I don't think
so Hillel because because he was in
Baltimore in January January February or
December January February was in
Baltimore
scientism take care and by the way
that's 19 that's from 1942 Hillel the
mind mat that was in Baltimore was
nineteen twenty thirty bye-bye
good Travis everything the child's take
care of it