Practical Chasidus w Rabbi Chaim Dalfin - Maamar Choviv 1940 #10

next week I'll start my new Miami well I'm page 277 and where he brought the difference between the the Sun that allows someone to seed for a mile or more versus the AIDA the measure says Rashi Utley brings it that they were some other than that other Mauritian was given at the beginning of creation that allowed him to see the cipher aiello of cipher alum from one end of the world to the other end of the world so that ever brought this as an example to explain the difference between pirates after you and I leaders have taken and I emphasize not this example baroque was not brought the Mimer to explain the difference between idols to tell you and Kailyn the ticking it with the comparison at this point now is what's the difference between the energy of a limiter you and the energy of a llama taken the energy of both and to this he brought the example the difference between the earlier shemish and the earlier should never be a be a mission that there's no comparison between the two so so - so - the the the difference in the quality between the energy of toil the energy of tikkun is ad infinitum aplia or non comparison between the two so let's now learn inside 270s every five lines in the bottom where it says in the middle of line the top Lusaka vada pathway saravana he what is the ultimate purpose from shuffle sorry that told you but in the tt-this we also spoke about yesterday the story I told you forever Kuna so the represented here in his short brief words the ultimate purpose is to draw down to bring into the world the energies of Toyo into the kingdom of ticular in other words after he taught us Hillel that there's no comparison in the quality of the energy between the quality between the two qualities between the two energies tell you what dictum nevertheless the objective is to bring the energy of tell you into the vessels of tikkun as i used the word yesterday into normality i believe a few weeks ago Baro had asked me you know what does it mean to live with a pillar river over the top within normality I mean how do you do both didn't you ask me such a question both so yeah okay so this is this question is also being answered here but without the question to be positioned in the way you did but just for another moment what is your question the question that he asked is the following if I'm living in an over-the-top healthy way not in a in a sick over-the-top way which is only gonna make you sick and heartache and problems okay but if you're living with a few my rebirth meaning you break through boundaries only you don't you don't you don't allow yourself to be limited by the ways of the world the world says so and so you go beyond that and I and I'm not and I don't mean that you don't listen to doctors I don't mean that but say for example I just had it in the mix for just now an hour ago someone who he and I meeting the mixer four or five in the morning when I used to get it but for for the earlier ships and now it's later anyway so I was in the mixer and mercy and a gentleman comes someone else and he says I can't go in until you go out six feet social distancing in the mikveh in the mixer you understand not if he was in the outside area in the mixer so you know I know him and you know I didn't belittle it but when I went out I said they told us that basically they're allowing people to protest and to walk together you know it it seems like they're not enforcing and that means they don't believe you need the six feet anymore whatever so he says to me I asked my Reba I and my repechage to follow my doctors and the doctors said that although for three months I was quarantined I shouldn't go out now I came out but I should still follow social distancing was it fine meanwhile the cemetery who I normally mean the mick for early he's took we're talking and he says and I said I heard the rabbi wolf son that the rabbi of red manassas royal who's known this month of Shaba so there's lots of Shabbos at Kadesh laverna they they dance are you talking about a few hundred people you know they have a very large shower shudders crowd they closed the lights it's a whole you know a very very serious type of experience which it shouldn't be anyway and they were dancing for you know after they say the kiddush love other but they weren't holding hands sort of a Wolfson said it's finished the the corona is finished and you can hold hands so they held hands and they danced this slowly tells me so I say to him and and then he says to me but I don't know if that's for every that already I could not tolerate and I had to give him my opinion and I said mamama sir mum flex means either or if you believe rabbi Wolfson is on the level of being able to announce that Corona is over the wives are on the over for your people dancing lots of Shabbos it's over for everybody otherwise he would specify and if you don't believe he has the class so then you shouldn't even you shouldn't even hold hands even after he said that he didn't he just looked at me turn you know whatever would have her I challenged him that had a interesting time of the morning and he went into the shower and we went and we just continued why am I saying this look how clear it means that when you go to exotic for example or we go to a rough and you believe that this is da cetera then if you are feel this way you have a right to follow that sadiq and thereof and not follow the doctor and this or better said not follow the doctors knowledge of what he knows but rather kind of follow the information and the doctor doesn't know that the topic sees and tells you and we have numerous stories not only with the river but with so meet Sadiq him and and mokuba him that they told people to do so and so and those contrary to doctor's advice and it was and it worked and it then you know whether I mean and this is not above my said this is a fact people if they're ever barbecued up if there's ever told them to take the operation they did if he said no or he made a face or he said try this they did not in face of medical advice tell you that numerous times and it and you've heard it so papilla river over the top is a very very it's a very very large commitment but so even if you have the over-the-top experience how do you bring them down into normality the notes seemingly being normal following the doctor contradicts over-the-top it could it could contradict it like I just told you so in the language of the mind more how do you successfully blend the order of tell you which is intense passion in a vessel that's limited that's the question that was Burroughs question and the answer is that when you reveal in the vessel that the vessel is actually even higher and greater than the energy then you can bring that energy into the vessel because the purpose of the vessel and limitation is to make a dwelling place for a ship on earth which means D Roberta Steinem so in decay Li the Kayle draws down the essence this is a cloud a rule of Hasidic in Hebrew the cloud was like this year over any for sinners and deep US citizen were considers the Kayleigh is among ship the are that there is you students draw out in me what do you draw out you draw out the energy I'm going to teach and prepare better and try to communicate better when you have students who are not interested or not as interested the teacher feels it and the average teacher you know it is their heart and soul is not there the Kaylie the student draws his mom shift the or so yes we want the are of tell you we want that passion but the only way for that passion to be a to be able to be experienced in the world is when the Kaylie drawers that are so therefore what's my answer to Burke's question if you're coming from the prospective perspective of the are of the energy you're right you can't put the two together being over the top of facility been passionate is a Steeda there's a contradiction to being quote-unquote normal but if you're coming from the place of normalcy and the place of normality says I need some over-the-top passion to reignite my excitement about a Shannon Taylor and life Oh then there are senses I have a purpose I have a purpose not only can i you know what can I give over-the-top energy to anyone but I can get and and some will get it the right way some the wrong way I can now give the over-the-top energy in a way that be filtered properly and be experienced properly that's the answer to a question but when the Kaylee's moms of the earth then even the earth hotter you will be a successful one and this is something you write them what thank you yeah this is something that's not discussed much very seldom do I find is discussed but it just came to me hasn't talked with you these additional words because it's been on my mind for a few weeks since you asked me the question because it's a real good question that by the way the rebel dealt with this question every year when he spoke about the Gila River any any any use all kinds of explanations and examples of practical advice to to answer this question but in in in fourth in my shovel I believe this is one of the the Kudus that's the answer to the question and the practical way of being balanced and and but wasn't being balanced being over the top thank you okay let's continue so you says lol you day for I'm afraid to believe without the aid of the key of my missus how do you accomplish to believe and service of the hearts I officially kiss a second's Bozell and motto that the godly soul was involved with here below I'm invited and was not for an effort I promise and it refines the nefesh I by mr. Baum I tell you so remember Kabbalah says what is the straightest what is the straightest generation of the nefesh Obamas Sailor Mercury Roxy lawful but thatís really filo it only happens to be that because the Kalin was shattered it fell and tripped and broke little it broke his legs and hurt itself I will show you not tell you the only the source of an F is a bomb it comes from very deep up there called tell you you hear that all the stuffs that there is in the world if it's not forbidden but it's just silly and you know a waste of time in its source that really comes from tell you but never really kiss what about the deficit is a major issue helical commas we say Tata chapters the two he brings that it's a divine part of us in he may whom it readers are ticking he says they all it is is ticket in other words which is a higher world tell you or ticket tell you so although this is Neff this results in nefesh a bombers and this results in officially kissed that ever says remember it's shade ish and that's what gila quoted yesterday was a so where does ace have come from and source tell you I want to take that energy and use that energy for a the energy of the motion by is the energy of relative of of of nefesh of the kiss it's beautiful it's very nice but it's like Mama's good boy or as we say of Shiva he is the Thiele of the class remember yo me auntie eller right you know the Thiele leads guys right if you don't I'm not telling you t team in this case the T in the other stands for the backside of a person T L stands for Leckie which means that you this word for liquor he is the back side liquor of the teacher that's right but if I would set it to just breath I wouldn't get you to laughs I have to say TL ER so he's the tea he's the TL or of the class very nice very very nice you know but it's all very very like you know where is the passion with excitement where's the break out over the top that's until you and that's why that evide tell you a scary you know why the scary because tell you tell you is it what the unknown we're afraid of the unknown we're what we're comfortable with is we know our little corner our little Schewel our little marketplace our little go into somewhere new who's there what's their house their it's unknown tell you is a domain of unknown so that's what they never says here but you have to know that in that unknown place there lies a gem and a diamond that's called passion over the top to you yes yes yes and the passion behind my question is is that the only method cyclic to the nefesh a locus that is devoid of any patent meaning the only passion is because of the net responded or it's kind of like a combination of all three things the the question each one has its primary function and its secondary function so in this discussion we're talking about the primary function and the primary function of Bahamas is passion hello kiss is godliness and godliness without the passion just godliness and then there's in between the safe hole it happens to be this is why you're asking and your confusion not confusing will give you questions of the question but they come together and so that's why when I get passionate about darvany I say it's coming from my yellow kiss not necessarily you know what the proof is whether you know you're governing and you're shaking and your passion is godly is it if the end result is correct if the end result leaves leads to a something not good then you know your passion didn't come from the right side it came from your animal side there is the pure passion and then there is the content of what you use the passion for Eliquis the godly soul the neshamah it's a straight-shooter that's its comfort zone is coming from Hashem it is part of a shed within you and that's all anything that is contrary to it it rejects it says sorry so from that perspective the only the nefesh le kiss is limited in other words the net facially kiss cannot see itself marching in 1969 towards the water in San Francisco when people were going to do things inappropriate and in the reference of the kids does what perps letting the Carlebach did with a group of people and I heard this from one of the people who was with it on the March as they're going towards the boat water the bay he made a left and he took the group with him because he realized that this is not gonna be godly so the necessary kiss you know this is right this is wrong the nefesh Obama's is a risk taker and he says I'm gonna go down there close my heart is so stand to the side and put on tune with people who are still dressed you know that's very risky and someone will tell you it's forbidden right we had slavish warts warts yell over show them who's go to Venice Beach and put on film with Eden right only she once he could do that most of us couldn't do that you had to be a Jew like schwartzy who saved Souls and he had some Souls here the same at the beach not by the water you know but the boardwalk and you know I'm sure he did it in a kosher way but even that his Neph is Israel you ask your average rabbi they'll say absolutely forbidden should they're away you want to save souls you want to put on film stand humble unloose with bravado Beverly Boulevard or Fairfax on and on and on what do you have to go down to the beach right that's toilet it is conventional was not even the question it's unconventional the whole idea of the sit in the 60s the bell truven movement was so unconventional the the rabbinate from all sides acidic litva expired and everyone didn't understand this entire idea you know if you want to be a jewel you want to put on film clean yourself up and come into shoe like a mansion will help you but for us to go to you to be your domain is very risky and many didn't do it the most didn't do it so necessarily kiss is on its own unique approaches things in a normal gradual sensible way never job ominous approaches things in a wild way in an inert in a in a exotic way does each have an element of the other within it yes but the primary aspect of passion and over-the-top is more it is nefesh a bomb is driven and the primary aspect of nefesh alec is is limited normal regular approach and the nefesh a ceaseless is the intermediary and the mediator between the two bring them together that's my short answer for your question that's continuous necessarily kiss mah left one through 77 in a Yosuke Litella copy my mommy although it's a part of a sham in my mama's Wow Wow nevertheless he knew who between us up ticket all it is is from ticket don't get so excited it's too normal it doesn't break out focaccia next page 278 car said naturally keep invited or massage that doesn't emphasize bomb is look what happens here when the necessary kids refines that knavish a bomb is in is l have voice fighters declared became the tickin that's the implementation of what Kabbalah calls bringing drawing the light the energy of tell you into the vessels of tikkun right you have the nephew shop bombers which is tell you you have the necessary kids which is ticking when you draw tell you into ticking you accomplish this the synthesis in its most proper way and this is our daily Aveda in every aspect of life this is to sum up this is what their ever says is why we're here on earth we're here to take the nefesh our bodies not to squash it and eliminate it but to extract from it the passion which is its essence and use that for a godly practice in the godly setting and I even officially kiss the zero hub yes what the dude should be the same thing yes gusta kedusha would be the equivalent of tell you know stick ado sure means what what is referring to barf is silliness within holiness you know like the GU mother says that the rabbi was dancing at the wedding in a way that that that made him seem very silly but why was the hood about it lawyer I believe why was he doing that because he wanted to make the fussing caller very happy so it was just Dilla kedusha it was for padishah but it was just and we have such stories with you know the town jester who would seem to be just a person going around and making jokes but really as Calphalon there was to make everyone happy you know okay so still still so baroque was asking whether taking the Schuester kedusha and using it for a sham would be an example of taking the energy of the nefesh a bomb in salem I tell you and bring it into ticket yes but again remember what is it that you are using in Tacoma you're using the energy of tell you it's not that you see if you synthesize it to the point where it's no longer felt that is the energy of tell you that you don't have to you but it Uranus it as soon as fires that tell you becomes to tickle dick it's no longer tell you in other words the excitement of about the shuva once that excitement is it is usually there in the beginning right it lasts for a while then about the super integrates into the community and all of a sudden these part of the red everyone right oh that passion energy veins it windle's because the onion is that tell you that he came in - the experience has has been so integrated and synthesized with tickle that he no longer has likeness to tell you and this happens daily to every one of us in our own way the initial excitement is there and then after we become comfortable with it we become complacent and that excitement dwindles so you're no longer in touch with tell you the only you're you're now operating all tickle and it there's a lot to be said for that but the passion is not there if you want the passion you have to tug at leaders to tell you so here's the question hey little how do we how do we access faders that they don't tell you once we're already in a world of tikkun in an experience of ticket so the first thing is the first thing is to realize that stop and think and come to the conclusion that I now a ticking ticking Ditka drew and that's wonderful but it's just tickling and I need to break out now I need to break you out to find the energy of tell you so that my tickle experience should not do Windle or be fail as the famous example is if you want the shoemaker to put on fill-in and the dominant to do mitzvahs the rabbi has to be exciting and has to be exhilarating and has to be very committed and for the rabbi to be committed and exhilarating the rabbi's teacher has to be even more what's on the top of the ladder ultimately results in the bottom of the ladder if you want your daily Aveda to be animated you must sir for total energy and this is and this is what we call casitas ruff see the shoe of yearning and longing and retreat the heart pumps back and forth up and down but as long as we're cognizant of it and we search for the up although we come down that's a healthy thing because then there will be remnants of tell you that will impact your ticker Nevada so moisture says yesterday to us you know have his friend is so rigid low that that is a recognition for him formation of tell you for this fellow his friend who is tickled who so Richard is so disciplined emotion says dose yesterday I can't do it that I can't do it should tell you great so now what are you gonna do but Kenny cannot do it I'm gonna do something more something more outrageous that so you see the the what moshe said yesterday mate and i don't know if you realized it but the kind of i don't reuse negative but the kind of what he said about like I can't you know like I can't relate to this that itself becomes the catalyst for breaking out so so so when you get nice and comfortable and you have you know and and I think about this a lot in my own life be nice and comfortable and sometimes I say I'm sick and tired of being nice are comfortable enough already it's it because comfort is not where God is okay Nidal and I don't mean to apply we shouldn't have the comforts classical Sullivan and the and and and the health but a person has to be a constant remember we learned Mahalo you got it you gotta keep on climbing if you don't climb the ladder upwards and you stay still yo when you're gonna fall down and it doesn't mean you're gonna fly out that's not what it means but it means your advisor is gonna be so boring and so on I'm excited and and you know and it's just it's just you know you'll be very stay lit and and you'll be down and who wants to be down so therefore what we need to do is with in the ticket mode to look for tell you don't be afraid to find a new experience that's not in your comfort zone and take the challenge take the challenge it might not be for you at the end of the day but take the challenge that itself is very exciting and by the way the truth is in the opposite as well this fellow that's so disciplined for him I would say if he would the pump to me for example and says I'm doing everything right but I I you know I don't feel it reminds me there's a professor a professor Yaakov Brower he used to be at McGill University in Montreal and I am I brought into he was a scientist quantum physics I mean a real real top scientists and scientists and of Endocrinology and he helped women have children and you know because he understands the mechanism and the makeup of the whole issue of birth and all that so I asked them and he's a he's there in 40 maybe years or more about the sugar and a very very very bright man and he learns to see this probably one of the prophets person who burns one of the most facilities in the world I mean if that tell me to come home from McGill and spend 3-4 hours learning into the night and sometimes he put his feet I think that the cold water same couldn't fall asleep I'm a very serious very serious so I asked them what brought you to Habad he was at Harvard at the time and he knew he was Jewish and maybe Walter conservative a reformed I don't know and in Boston there was a Hasidic yeah but you all know if her the bust in there ever and they have a pedigree of kedusha the rebels going back it's it's it's it's a it's not from the large star citizen today but in quality the bust in their movement the dynasty has a very strong line son after son I mean it's not to be dismissed although number wise they're from the small groups okay so so so he tells me that the Brauer tells me that he started to learn with the boss forever and his people Gomorrah and lots of Gomorrah and he liked it but he had questions about God not just about one animal goring an animal how do you give a divorce and how you receive a divorce and how you get married then those were all you know bread and butter of course to live a Jewish life but what about you know can we prove the existence of God how do you reconcile science and God I mean that those questions that are very philosophical questions and he said you know he didn't find answers to those questions in the Boston or Boston shurl and experience whatever just that wasn't somehow he met rabbi moisture good cough may he be well now my sugar Cove was LaBarbara from russia who when the rebus said you should go out and teach leadership children so he went to her by JJ heft who was in charge of the release time the wednesday hour and he said where can I go so he says go to Boston say picks himself up but he goes two balls in he has no idea where he's landing that's the type of Jew and I know this this is that moisture could cover a tremendous closet you know with tremendous but he was a Pat McLaughlin as well not just a big horses but accountant hood so he meets a Brower and meets moistured good curve and they start learning darreth Mitzvah cetera of the time ascetic which made hopefully one day will be to chef learn some of those my mother Sharon Smith sat Sheila is one minor and her mother and one of her mother's early coos my mum that deal with the basic philosophical questions of Judaism etc he's blown away and and I think probably this guy Brower had a better head than good colorful though kurková sharp but he didn't know the material serger covers teaching him this material and all the sudden his eyes open up and the rest is history he decides he wants to build a Babbage er not a boss personal barbecue that's why my saying this because the the person who is limited to a certain approach it's wonderful but it doesn't always give you the answers that you need or what you need in your life and then you need something else so the personal mostly you said you know feet with the come to me and he'd say oh I'm doing everything right but I'm still depressed I'm still staying I still don't have a hiatus and I'm not saying at all he's this week from what he told me it seems not that way Dan students find another tell you for another find a total approach in your life to to add salt and pepper to what you're ready doing but I'll say I are very uncomfortable where my friend if you don't want to become uncomfortable then don't don't then you're not gonna you you are gonna remain in your box you've got to get down in 30 you got to work you have to endeavor you have to explore you have to take risks that is the way to grow that's really the way to grow and again I believe that this is this is a result of the sake concept that we're learning in the my metier the the the impact that the tell you has on tickly so as that's why he'll El Valle the Machine behind this Prasad a civilized I've said I'm looking right but ultimately we need and want the energy of Asaph the energy not the application evasive the application is strength is no good but the energy is so important is so important rise to the challenge that's tell you rise to the challenge yes yes yummy about I think it was either the Baal Shem Tov of old lady bird to chew about the the wagon that got stuck in the mud right and I think he got stuck in the mud and then I think it was either the Baal Shem Tov or maybe went outside and like he saw somebody trying to help him out but he was like holding like a rope or like a branch to try to help the guy and then the Baal Shem Tov went into the I think that's about them he went into the bucks into the mud and he physically took him out with both of his hands out of the bunch so he told the guy he says if you want to if you want to help people you want to save people do mensis you have to get down and dirty into the money I think it's the boss shoved a lady what are the other so why are you saying that so I'm saying I'm saying that same way the same way that we're talking about deacon and we're talking about about how a person let's say we're schwartzy right we're talking about schwartzy he was on Venice Beach and he was saving souls in Venice Beach right he was literally going into the mud and to the bus so he was able to somehow bring the t-con into the cut to the toe not everyone could do that like no he was able to yeah right right that's right okay yeah yeah like I look at it likes listen you send this yes to Vegas or you send this lift on Miami Beach take it out there you go South Beach that's what they're doing they're taking people bringing in it to tell you in order to save your souls right and I see it also going into the masses mortified building and diving and opening a Lakota Tyra and learning and then talking casitas with the lit there it's the same tire on tickin you know we don't have not most of us can't do which word she did at aren't require aren't we're not required to do that that's a whole different world but to go to Martha's murder Chi and to to learn and then to open a discussion with someone that who lives across the street and everyone here can do but you need to know your material and you need to you know be a you know you have to be respectful you know as I researched the dealer that we through the daily men their relation with cobot it's clear to me and I saw this when I was in bed you know by you guys when you show respect to others this is human decency others respect you and you know that this precedes all the religiosity I mean to say I have been in situations with some very very anti Allah bhavish people okay but as soon as I show them respect they show me respect we we disagree on certain fundamental issues but we can dialogue I mean I was three hours of spent on the phone just last week with Rabbi gifter Sarah but if there was a heavy River in Cleveland and it was known to be an opponent of Chabad at least later in his life okay and I and I was debating the whole Quran should I call his son because I needed some basic information and I left him a message or two I didn't hear back so I said okay probably he doesn't he doesn't know where I am or if he knows who I am is not interested he called me back he kept me on the phone for three hours and he told me things that no one knows it was a heart-to-heart conversation so when you show respect to a person I don't care who the person is the person will show respect to you and we don't show respect and don't show respect means you don't go to your fellow violation to the robbing town you don't you don't come to a shear you don't say just some basic respectful things that that the trader wants us to do regardless of what you are and if you don't do that you know you know you lost the person so that Los Angeles those years from rabbits shelf at the receiver in the beginning he spent time with the receiver of the yeshiva Godot the literacy of Shiva and of a chef had believed me was the biggest Talmud forum in all of Los Angeles trust me okay he lives the bridge he learns mehriban cook learn he had a genius mind but nevertheless and they were much younger than him so he you know community you know you have to work together and when you show respect that's the Gateway to two other things another story somewhat old and this is unbolted or not going to say the names because it's it's you guys know who this is and it's not one of the receiver at the yeshiva there two years ago Porou the natives royal they made a play some of the buffering and they belittle abolish it made fun of Chabad you might have heard about it was on the Jewish websites and the receiver called of a Baba juror who told me this he called him and he said I want to apologize to you on behalf of the achiever they were wrong than what they did so the lab arbiter told me said you know why he called me because we met on a plane years before and although most of the time he was learning throughout the night from America Texas row I had a chance to speak to him distance you know heart to heart and he told me why is upset with Chabad and had nothing to do with the schita at least that's what he said it had to do because a certain person didn't didn't recognize the existence of a community in a yeshiva that proceeded livadas appreciated the me the Babbage's important more before the yeshiva you know it was five Lubavitch issues in the 1920s but that's not the point you know just come you come to town you're here say Shalom Malaysia I'm not asking every fear of mine and mask accompanies your mind but you know acknowledgement and he said you were the first assistant of Bobby J told me you were the first guy who tried to talk to me like a mensch and that's why years later when they offended with Babbage my students he picked up the phone on his own to call this Labov ature to say i want you to know they were wrong and I told them and I apologize for that so it all begins with human decency yes most of Myers I was just gonna share something if it's okay quickly I was McCarville when filming but initially at Babbo that's a long story really eventually they told me I had questions yeah it's a long story another time but the add questions are scoffing they said you better go to a Sephora cuz there's around the corner at the time there Tony so anyways long story short I ended up doing fundraising here to Noah with Asia and the main thing I was gonna say is that I was a qualification and I was involved in Kirov you know obviously but I was saying that I had two friends and I wasn't having success with I was trying to get them closer and their brother the brother one of these guys who partners in the business was he had a guy coming every Friday she Leah from a young guys teenagers from Chabad and they were coming to the Brian he was putting on tefillin I go what the heck I said they're doing this so I'm gonna go so I showed up at their office building I come into the building and there's a Chinese food restaurant and I was gonna clip it up as I see them sitting there I go hey hi guys and they go hey ROH my English name trust rush come on sit down have some trays they know his religious they've got some trade like I tell you what let's go up to your office late to film it it'll counteract the effect of the trade on your new two summers left and they left and they came upstairs and we put on tefillin and they said at the end of it they said okay so what about next Friday so I said okay here I am I'm becoming like a kabocha Lia like I was putting on spell every Friday and eventually both God's doing you know beyond now that can't say but right but you never know you're taking best you know yeah anyway so with this example but I had to like say I have to get my sort of you know right but I don't from all of this I don't want to lose the point and we'll end with this is that what that yeah that would yo be said about tell you and taking with Schwartz you on the beach don't forget trailing ticket in your own house and tell you I'm thinking in your own community have a great day