Practical Chasidus w R' Chaim Dalfin - Maamar Vata Titzave 1981 #6

now chapter you'd in the my mother after the Sava which originally was said in 1981 and then it was released in 1992 so we're a chapter ten and in the previous chapter the Rebbe explained at great length how one is fusses one feels brokenhearted that she is not here and therefore it's not just for those that are you know the average and ordinary Jewish person but even said he came and holy people who are fully involved in Judaism and a theta study nevertheless the fact that the Messiah is not here shatters them this is what we learned in Chapter in in the previous chapter paragraph now let's continue the chapter ten paragraph ten yes Lamar we might say Shapiro Sam or daughter summer this experience of the so called the more the Illuminati how miss Galli saw you they hurting in the causes that's revealed through the feeling of broken heartedness musician enjoy be colors from the fact that we find ourselves in exile he nyla Jason is greater me Petersham or Adama summer than the level of the luminary of the soul sham is galleys that's revealed Arya day missus nefesh that's revealed through self-sacrifice we have been throughout the weimar we've been pushing and explaining the point that self-sacrifice that that the Jews had during the time of pouring that's called Misurata nefesh you see thus that for self-sacrifice is the barometer that shows that you really are touched you really care now the rebus says that's true however based on what we learned just before there's something even deeper that touches a person deeper and that is the feeling of being shattered cusses and let's see how he explains it meaning you'll see the second meaning that even if you're not having self-sacrifice but you come to a place of being cusses that touches you greater let's see how he explains this varying in though the ideas and my time in miles at chef Mountain tell you to hurt yourself raucous hallo why amongst the reasons why dude the sages say that when the tailor was given by Moses by Moshe there was only after giving it a velocity it's only a beginning over they are frustrated Rachel Kabbalah and three days of a hospitalist we say that was the true Kabbalah we received the key below you who didn't who it is is there shimon nozzle an instrument martin later the fact that they prefaced now sevenish MA that we will do the Jewish people Brad they said we will accept upon ourselves everything you say God in the Torah and then we will explore the reasoning behind it this is because we play Chikara la marca gigas it says in the Midrash it's because God placed a a mountain high on top of the the people's heads the Jewish people's heads it's like you better accept the Torah or else that's what it says it matters I mean there's many ways of understanding that matrix but that's a basic image which means give we millimolar Hillel the waifus in us understands the coffer lame harken means God imposed godliness on the Jews the inspiration didn't come because from their perspective they denied the excitement but rather it came from outside of them to them over mayor has Vader is but during the days of poor has changed hey Sokka believe it's about smog the Jews accepted the Torah during the time of Purim not feeling as though they're forced into it but rather they themselves wanted to do it so that's a major difference between the receiving of the Torah when the Torah was given by Moses on Mount Sinai a har Sinai and the way the tailor was given when we wanted the Torah we asked for the turret during the time of pouring the eslate muscle we could say sure one of the you said oh it's a shot a shot Marshall of Milo royally cous you remember earlier in the mind Mahela we discussed two ideas the faith faith that comes because one sees God and faith that comes because one is one is God kind of you know one the Sherman is godliness that's the difference between ruia seeing and XM essence so there ever goes back to that here and it connects it to the concept that he's speaking about over here and he says the faith and drew the faith did that you didn't have that's only be that considers see God ro le cose and he says in the parenthesis recall that Emunah amit sadh Seba it's a faith that's that's caused by a reasoning you follow there's a reason why I have the faith who out then if this will be similar she demon our son is my the mountain theta it's been similar to the idea of the Jews preferencing we will do and then we will understand during the given the Torah mix a tequila Nayla because they were it was imposed upon them in other words we speak about bread this parade the great thing that Jews did when they got the Torah they said we're gonna do what you wanna share even though we don't understand yet everything the Rebbe says that's wonderful but there's only one the issue here they did that because God imposed himself on them so they were overwhelmed then when they were kind of forced into listening they felt overwhelmed it felt imposed upon right so this would be this was this is similar to having a faith experience caused by something not that the faith is who you are your very essence the faith that that you are your very essence is a very different experience physio should we have has Raiders made a couple of it so that's me and this is the virtue that we speak about when we say that during the days of our Vader's when Shaka bowl of the the Jewish people's acceptance of the Taylor was Mossad a sermon from their own perspective what's the advantage who he owes this gallery scoffs was really possible so that's a mother sermon then was revealed the connection to godliness from the essence of their soul he's conscious Archbishop it's our estimate CEA's miss Yusa the the binding the connection that comes from the very existence of who they are throughout the Ascension yes lay man that ever says more in detail we might say shegaon biggie we had some of the Sharma that even was in the essence of the soul there are two aspects yes MA yes them Duke much never now you could say there aren't the truth aspects that we mentioned earlier the giggly answer by the Sharma being Yin I'm a citizen efficient one would be the essence of the soul from the perspective of Macedo snappish yes Lima we might say Gayla professor given coming over on Isis from one perspective you could say that the when you have the essence experiencing itself it's great but the the way the the revealed powers receive the essence it's like an imposition on it it gives a good example look at this example well Commissioner I am before you become an ocean we see with many people listen to the show this is very important shibi yes of the multi ensure you save us on fatal mitzvahs when they were in countries where there was a decree against three tournaments Asst he's speaking namely about Russia Iran you know you know places like that more recently Russia Loyola Hermosillo status report says that ever we see the decent people they have self-sacrifice in actuality it wasn't theoretical was practical a real and they have to see this nefesh measures come of a commercial name for many years these Jews fought Stalin put on fill-in taught children to stay there went to the underground ran away okay Bo I've got flippant English every lousy potato because they recover and later when they came to countries like American heiresses Royal where you could serve our chairman doTERRA Matata cover from a broad perspective no one is killing you and I was threatening you go to show forget motive-based Madras do mitzvahs you can walk around freely a nickel for him nevertheless it's not recognizable in these same people Kolkata see the staff is that great so so it's not recognizable so much there's so sacrificer hey let me claim that they had previously why now that's the question here why if you were willing grant to give your life in Russia because they said you're a Jew but if not we're going to kill you and all that and you said I don't can't kill me I'm not scared I'm going to continue and you were willing to have that self-sacrifice nevertheless when it came to came they came to the free country they chilled out they didn't show the same the same self-sacrifice why is that so the Rebbe explains what is their charm demuccio snappish magic above a common surname the fact that they withstood the the oppression and they have self-sacrifice for many years will the future here behind ghibli at Savannah's jean-michele a mile up because there's a good Louie it's because it was superimposed upon them for like nowadays that Sheena because of every Muslim guess what their their sacral and their medals from their perspective didn't change here this little is a wild wild thought I mean a person is ready to get himself shot and justice pretty this guy I'm ready I do whatever it is and what do you say it's wonderful but it's not who you are it's it's it's only what you're being imposed upon this is what he says well it's it's a paucity like it's saying it's impossible to know what really comes from inside of who you really are because of the external circumstances that's right right no but but Hillary what he's saying is in the external circumstances shows that's not you if it's if the external if it would be you then why would you chill out when you came to a free country so that's that shows that it that you are able to know so what do you mean why do you say you're not able to know hello you're are you asking a little question I'm asking you I if I did I understand you record that you said it's impossible to know yeah you can't well I I hear what I said is you can't really know because the external circumstances have have constrained your choices so so and you've you've made one kind of one kind of choice I'm going to stand up for you - good right so that's already be boring those are already the people who haven't sort of said well I'm going to give it all up and and comply with the authorities yes right yeah but but but then that soul doesn't really know it doesn't have the opportunity to really know itself until the cads an opportunity to be in a situation where there there there it's not threatened there's no mysterious nefesh to see well yeah then are you really gonna you're gonna serve us yeah I'm continuing to be when you live in a free society when that pressures off okay okay so at that time that's the proof is in the pudding at that time at that time it it then you really see if it's what you did is because of yourself or because of an outside force imposing it on you and in in a Hell in a great way but it's not you that that's the point is made yeah let's continue skip skip T okay let's read it disaster accent by the sharma who acts every Christmas at the Loom who shouts I'm on the shovel add some sugar ham these are shiet when young victim I feel hurt let's see if she'll ahem it's a very profound thought it up just make it brief there is he will the XM the essence and there is the format see or so he says the question is whether your nitty gritty type of mind and your nitty gritty type of heart is it turned on to God or no in itself is distant it's only outside forces that that make a situation happen so that's what he calls that seal the theater basically means who you are notice every one of us is born a certain way every one of us has raised a certain way every one of us is who we are at the end of the day and the question is it's what we're doing because if this is this has been this is who we are whether it's biological or adopted and and now this is who we became because of second nature or know who you are someone else of what you're doing is only because of an outside stimuli Brad Brad did you understand what I just said I can't hear you he said say it again please the question that we're analyzing here is is what a is what a person is doing now whatever a person is doing is it's because this is who he really is this is this is the person or is it no the person is someone else and and why am i doing it because of reasons other reasons whether it be you know practical reasons community reasons family reasons okay so let's take an example I put till 9:00 in the morning do I put Phil mom because just like I know that if I don't eat for a few days I'm finished or I'll be very sick I'll be tired know that and if I don't sleep so it's my sleep and my eating is Who I am so - I put it on tooling is Who I am I can't survive a day without putting until or no I could survive without putting on till today just I understand the importance of tilling and I want to make my parents happy rabbi happy I want my kids to see whatever I'm scared that I believe that if I put to them that I'll be protected these are all reasons but it doesn't mean that's it's not you it's it's it's outside of you am i clear what am i clear what I'm saying Brad so so the miner here what we're learning is that when we see people who were willing to give their life literally in Russia under Stalin's regime and that they said we're going to continue being Jewish and live in Jewish and teaching Jewish and the very same people came to America and came to England and came to Australian came there to stroll we're no longer there is oppression and you're free to practice your religion and all of a sudden the same people take it easy they're not as excited what happened to them so the rebus right if you were willing to give you sacrifice your life under Stalin's regime what happened that you dropped out when you came to to a free country and if you didn't drop out completely but your your passion is not there why says the river here does this course the reason is because it was never who you were even when you were oppressed the only reason you did it then is because you were a patriot a patriot a patriarch giving you what you were you're doing the free country you've been doing the first shot you're doing the free Torah doing the fear parents she's doing free religion that's a reason you're not doing it because this is who you are survival of the fittest hello you follow the point I'm with you this is a very very it's it's you know this is like this is really going deep inside us and asking ourselves to reexamine and to and to understand it's not this is not being set to make us feel bad and by the way it's not made to say oh so if I don't have the same feeling in a free country therefore I should not put on Trillin no god forbid he says put on trill put on - you have to continue doing your things however however just remember you need to grow the boarding rep re and your friend from North Carolina who's that doc dr. Bradley hammers here with us dr. Bradley hammer so Malaysia are you unknown unknown resident - just visiting but but they may not be letting him out anytime okay anyway what we're discussing fellas is a very important issue and it's a it's an issue that's gonna you know it's like you're coming into like a heavy issue the heavy issue areas whether a person's a person's you describe the person's commitment to Torah is it who they are or is it because of their circumstances you know like for example living in their to throw you know I've come to the conclusion and and and probably some of you've come to the conclusion - but to really deliver they're just roll you have to be willing to give up everything at the end of the day it's not it's not an easy place to live in the Gemara says it's a demurrer I'm not two thousand years ago the rabbi's already said it Aaron Cicero is only acquired through Eucerin you don't you sir am i yeah we didn't torture torture pain don't kid yourself you're not getting your elaborate house in North Carolina and you're not getting your nice house in Toronto and you're not getting your two three cars and you're not getting it yes you have eaten all over it's beautiful but the the energy throw you have to appreciate and really want to live there and we see those people that came because of outside reasons it lasts for a while and many times it it ends they go back or even if they're there they feel very disappointed the rep like I told you the rebel told several people rabbis who retired and they said Oh Reb that we wanted we want to go that is what we want to make a difference we've worked so many years in America now we're gonna go to your shall I am there ever said why are you going a be going through shall I am who needs you to survive this for it forever every person there's ten rabbis you know if you tell them you're going to Tel Aviv we're going to keep bullets you're going to be better bear Sheva you're going out to the boondocks and there you're gonna teach tolerant there gonna be a light on to the nations they don't make a difference okay even then we have to ask the question where you're more needed a person must go where they're needed if they don't go where they're needed they're gonna feel wasted and empty so why am I saying this what I'm saying is that the minor here that were learning the Rebbe is exploring this exact the kuda this exact point and he asked sorry a beautiful a beautiful question that asks he makes a point he says we see people had self-sacrifice in Russia under Stalin they were willing to jump into the fire and then you find that these very same people that came to America that came to Toronto the contentious role guess what they're chilling out they're going to the beach they're going golfing they're becoming sophisticated they get up late to come to shul on and on and on what's going on over here if they were passionate about God and they were so passionate that they were willing to let themselves be slaughtered earth and shot how is it that all the sudden with a comfortable free country they take it easy and the rebus says you know why that proves that even when they were under the oppression in Russia they weren't doing it because they wanted to do it but because it was imposed upon them and this is a very very deep point to think about as we serve Hashem is our service coming from within us or is it because I want to keep my family together or I want to keep my kids to see yes hello I make the point that you know when we tell her we tell each other stories about like spiritual heroism we often tell stories about the people back there who are in a situation where they didn't have the cultural freedom to to practice you this guide and they are nonetheless kept it up under oppressive circumstances lecoeur oh we should be saying based on based on what we're learning you know the true heroes their people are able to were able to turn their back on in a free society on the on the the freedom and on the and on the affluenza and being able to say like we said earlier in the Weimar I don't want this I don't want the house I what I want you is you guys right and you're 100% right you are that's exactly what we're saying now you know it doesn't mean we should you know discontinue talking about the heroism of the past but that's the past the question is what are you now who are you now and you know it's those people and and it's those parts of ourselves that houki who keep the same rigorous commitment wherever they are regardless that's you again I gave you that example before to me I just thinks the simple example if you don't need you don't sleep you're not a mensch you feel tired you feel you're you're right you're a mess why cuz that's that's who you are because you need to eat need to sleep well the same is true with Judaism at raymond's to do with Torah in other words I get up in the morning and I come to shul then I come to Kahlo and I go and help someone a patient that I and I do have said and I give sadaqa not because someone tells me to do it because I want to do it because this is who I am that's what was striving for yes just a little anecdote related to that but as hers become religious and move to the religious community of Baltimore my mother who grew up in a custody comin kind of left it she said to me you know I don't need to do everything that you're doing in order to feel Jewish and I said to her and that and that's the actual point I do because I could have been you know I could have easily have been a Buddhist as easily have been involved in something else all of those paths and options were were were they're available in my social milieu amongst my contemporaries now but if I want there to be a continuity of Judaism if I want there to be a hemp chef in it that's I have to be doing something I have to be engaged I have to turn away from the from the the path of the secular of secular openness and materialism right Esther Clara let's continue and let's continue inside give Lee the exam he loved show Ari where were holding Virgilia and and what's your what's your friend's name first name right Brad Oh Benny I mean like me I'm already been yeoman and we got Vinny oh man no hammer okay be yummy give Lee the accent on this Rama possession is beneath care the revelation of the soul's essence because we are shattered and brokenhearted for the fact that we are in exile hoosh accomplice Gulam shall I paint c'mon taught them a lesson it's that all those parts of you your mind and your heart that your external parts are all tuned in we have to get our mind and heart tuned in in other words what you become and you're a physician when you're there were a patient somehow you're working on the patient helping the patient that expresses somehow to you your essence that's the experience you're looking for not just because you studied at a medical journal you were taught by your professors and you know you're doing good that's all nice things and important things because if you don't have that yeah you better not be you can't cure someone else right so you have to have the knowledge no question about it but at the end of the day do you believe have you come to a point where you know that what you're doing is is God's will because it's your will it's become who you are you understand that that that is and that is a lifelong service this is not like something you're buying a candy store and and and you can have it every day it this goes back and forth what we're saying is ultimately a person wants to secure who their commitment of others burcu and whatever they do in a way that is who they are and that's why and that's why when when we are in a free society and we're lacking that it really bothers us so like Hillel said the real heroism is Here I am in there to throw here I am in America Here I am right do do I feel that do I feel like am i hungry am i hungry for for terror I'm a hundred meters of my hunger to help another yeet to help another person am i hungry and I can't sit still like that like I've Rama the third day of circumcision he was in such pain but he went outside to feed someone you know why because it was a great pain from not being able to do a philosopher from feeding someone for yes lay my and we could say does essence among the Roma Vincere by cliff is saying Honorable if you should God man some on the shuttle who McDonough's began there I get this role of my mercy delicious I'll explain in a moment a woman saw that some of the Strumica mercy but Russia box was happy this up my dearest edge wouldn't deliver whoever says the following there is the experience of the essence versus its extension in other words Who I am versus what I do and I read what he says here is ultimately the ultimate experiences when what you do and who you are are one of the same so so in other words and what you do I you could you could say oh that's re Pfeffer it's a it's the expression of its expression of your essence yes exactly exactly and in that expression I see the person I'm able to identify the person from his expression right let's continue probably Brad would probably say that the way I dance okay well I'm poor him I'm poor and make a youtube of you how you dance and and if it's an infant's in a kosher way send it out and will and have others outside of you give feedback if they could tell that it's re fever and although somehow dress up don't let anyone see it's you and will see this person dancing and if it's really you will be able to say this is re preference so anyone who knows you from anywhere in the world will be able to say this is re anyway well he's saying that these are usually mild based on this we could say the people summarized on this rubbish Edmonds Garland's like the embassy was net fish who acts him on the stomach um that is me pictures of my vehicle this is getting very very technical you saw more than rubbish of us girls dating the customs issue the Buggles and it doesn't the rep is saying that there's two experiences of costs remember that this course is on the verse for after that sow the last week's partial the idea of courses right that you the oil that we used should be for the Manohar should the first drop should be very very refined so the olive has to be olives have to be crushed very well the rebus says there is one type of crushing of shatter being shattered bread when when you you feel like you put up to the wall by someone else someone says listen you better do this or you better go there otherwise it's not going to be good for you so your your your back is up against the wall then there's another experience no one says to you you must do this and no one is gonna you know take you know hurt you god forbid you're a free man and nevertheless the fact that we have gold we have exile we have problems we have that were not that we're not machetes not here and and was you know we had the Cena the divine presence is is lacking that bothers us I always point out at a wedding which is the the pinnacle of joy for the couple for the parents for the friends such right the under the hoop up we break a glass it's such a powerful you know I want you know one hand you could say also the precedent to me it's not depressing it brings out the reality of what we're learning here and that is that until it becomes who you are we are in a situation where we need to do more until Michelle comes then the Cooper is not 100% that's right don't kid yourself now of course you have to be happy that it's a very happy time during that night so the rest of the night and the rest of the hope is all about simcha but the reminder is so the goal so this is why what he's saying here that the hill is that the closest experience that comes from the ghost from the fact that when goes in exile that is relevant and deeper than the cursus experience that comes through mysterious nefesh because the closest experience of the series nefesh our self-sacrifice is only the preeminent in and it's an imposition on us whereas the curses the shattered this feeling is even in the free society so touches us who we are in our very instance this is what he says okay tomorrow the you guys have come into claim oh right or not okay Tuesday Wednesday Wednesday ulcer that Tuesday Wednesday there's no shear yes okay and Thursday bitter chef anyway I better go now cuz it's you know we change the clock America so we were a minyan is in a few minutes yes what motion is it is it now a six hour difference yes when are you changing their to stroke do you know a couple weeks ago I think the three weeks mandatory before Pesach or after Pesach okay anyway dr. B Yemen hammer be much clearer senior in your pursuits and I could tell you that if you're looking a bit what speaks Hebrew he lived in Beit Shemesh many many years ago oh wow wow sorry are you really are you really considering coming back or just a visit oh my daughter is learning here she's thinking about staying or not staying and so she stays my life that I'll buy an apartment uh-huh what type what type of position are you so my wife's a position she's a dermatological and I am a researcher professor at the University of North Carolina ah very nice very nice okay now whatever it is now that's look leadership see this is not cause from your children and and only we should all together prepare ourselves for Purim because that is the special days agaisnt yes yes motion look at my video my videos out of Khurana it's not info I did a short video six minutes on the antidote to the coronavirus exam i and my youtube channel where no song on the site called Crown Heights not info but you look it up by Dolph in a corona I think we'll come up like isn't everyone have a great day take care