Practical Chasidus w R' Chaim dalfin - Im Ruach HaMoishel 1924 #14 - What's a Gift?

using page 353 in the minor in blue how my shell of 1924 I'm sorry not three three-year 53:53 so briefly what we learned until now is the last place the list paragraph was about the fact that the taters are you do show and that level of data means that you inherit through motion of a know the the the aspect of Torah that gives you the ability to refine all the sparks in the world through setting time for learning so what we understand for that is that learning tater is not just not only accomplishes that you know information okay - but you actually refine the world in other words so just for a moment the average person things like this when I'm the base method is when I'm in the shul learning I'm learning but when I'm at business and and I I'm doing business so what we learned in the in the in this path in this last Isis that actually when you're learning properly you actually also receive the benefit of accomplishing what you do what you're supposed to be doing at business which is besides doing your business you're refining the world that does that mean to say I should sit and learn all day not to attempt to my business no of course not but one needs to know that that's also an accomplishment okay now 353 today gosh Lee she's not this third level of tailor you remember we learned earlier Yummie is the idea of I might under a gift and he didn't speak much about it so let's see what he says in this paragraph Lagos this is a potato level of Tatum he Indian I might under it is the idea of a gift the shady shall my turn the open who me mocking the value of an I love me annoyed where does this gift come from from a very lofty place within I've got this bar she is a lucid L état Oh ain't magaz with some cloud is lucid Ella Tata are Aramaic words mentioned in in Zohar and it's the Hebrew is his solar route the lata of mata mata the awakening of us below meaning we generate and stimulate the connection you know you who the sometimes I called is vertical throws of my shove it into you and says get up go here do this that's mill my Lola Martha from above to below is a rooster delaila he said listen till atop the laser is just the opposite you yourself are involved in something and you're so nice aided you so awakened and aroused and stimulated that you go and do it so that so that's called delicata it's generated from below to above from you from us to heaven so he says that this third level of Matano we on earth don't touch that level at all in other words we cannot we cannot generate it a gift when you're giving a gift you don't cause the gift you don't generate the gift otherwise it's not a gift bara right it's not a might under alright let's continue inside kasha noises batata vada Vicki canal when a person is involved yeah you said a learning title and serving a chef with effort mom's just called Masha Ephrata Laila Hamish is by the way the video and you do your utmost to draw down into your life and into the world through effort and diligence whatever possible you do as much as you can in the O's Nisha Larry penis is a ruse a delay hey love then how colors burn who draws down to you something that's beyond your ability to was Mossad asana from his own perspective in other words so so it's a gift your effort doesn't equal getting the gift you don't deserve this gift because of if you were to just look at the effort the effort would not warrant this gift but what does the effort do the effort puts you in the in a place where you're a nice guy you're on the right track how could this particle that decides he's on the right track okay I want to give him a gift so there is that to say that you generate the gift no you don't generate the group the gift to say you create the gift no but you make it possible that you are in a ballpark where the where the gift is in other words this gift is going to be given to those that find themselves in a certain area in a certain place in a certain spiritual place etc you have now entered that domain the penis of Madre de Zoe this mother got this level he penis might under this is what we call a gift to clarify this phrase that that represents when you know the number on say never signals out I would say to say I will post it on the first quote cacao arrows telephone for the duel of your lights is your do pretty and mattock comes along to the mother and realizes that it needs commentary and the governor says : astonish be a rotator whoever uses the light of Taylor Tatum if I yell the light of Taylor Wilson will enliven liven you that's one gear so that's one one interpretation one way of reading the Gemara vehicle greatest in the india cooked the gift sir is how item if I am not knocked out our race but the dual of Taylor will enliven you so we see this association between Tao GU Toyota and tighten up and that is unrivaled she what does it mean he says he made by a doctor who is Shiva say Youngman you know that there was a special light that existed in the world the first of the seven days of creation Oh commercial car so if the tailor says yacht a low-key Messiah Shem saw the light ki toy for it is good yaha Kafka's ownership said so GOG guys I'm gonna hide it it's too good for you right now guns uncle his brother flourish and hit the light the Haitian guns early boss where did he hide this light I'm looking for the light when's the last time you said yourself I'm looking for the light he says you looking for the light you want to know where the light is but Peter looked into later I hid this light of Sevilla main operations of a self that was existed in the seven days of creation in title Rahzel educator this is what we mean the light of theta we don't just mean the illumination where you learn tell you know you want to get shot in Edo like you asked me about laser last week which I have what to tell you about I looked into a Chaves but not now another time maybe we'll communicate on the whatsapp but anyway so that's that's that's person you know you want to understand excellent you want to give a dresser excellent you were talking about yeah yeah that's the time you see this to it you just said is a new outside that the oil was Misner and decided your civilian yeah anyway so paint later there is an aspect a spiritual dimension to the katana that it's a certain energy a certain earth the talc later what is this idea of the do of kata seems pretty strange says believe is a art says it says like this and it says that its color the if motika translation it's the goo that drips down from a level called optic optic means old it refers to optic gaming those old days those old good days well there is a spiritual level called those old good days optic this level of tau right part of town trips every morning you get up you see two on the floor it comes from somewhere it drips down where does it drip down from from a level called optic the Sun Sun mr. Larssen straight is the optic it comes from the first three heads of optic which is my beloved us and I want to go into this capitalistic idea let's just leave it I will entertain um who are is Shiva say you're me nevertheless the light of theta is is is something even greater it's the light of the seven of seven of the seven days it's the light of the seven days or pizzette you've been or deceive it says you shall know the young in the decision he asks please for the first days take me back to good old days I've rung twisty doctor twist he always says in his books when he when he when he used when he used hip hypnosis he says if someone who was never a Yenta michael--ah patient he was hypnotized the patient to bring back the childhood memories growing up in Milwaukee and Chicago in New York the Catskills in it with the beautiful fields and the Sun coming out of the trees and the water and right young women showing them he shall know no Leone number two say I'm gonna Versailles all times I'll say foggy go but you're me buddy shake them out to show you you're asking me for the first days the movin is a she yes them your name show him young me what do we understand from this year there are days that are that are that are your days ordinary days yogi with me I will Dana Shia for him ganache Ayla it's not applicable to ask about these those days thank you young man navel size Bensalem in other words from this Kaval we understand from this person do with the Casal abduction the there are days you can ask me about and there days you want to ask me about behind what days can you ask the receivers are your missions ever doctors thought they'd be some sizing a sailor in the lower in the lower experience of God's energy which we call the low levels of optic over there you could ask for something claim out to some my gear in you Nevada he introduces a very important point the whole idea of asking of a chef and expecting an answer is only in a certain level of God there's a place that I call this particle that the whole idea Fela you hear me guys the height of questioning is inappropriate you know the after that but there's a famous saying dr. Deborah said they asked dr. Deborah why did I shall create the world Delta never said I IVA and she said in goodness you're the C bro I thought Ivor regarding a lust is Nick can kasha there is no question a guys infatuated infatuated go asking hey you you jerk you have a wife and kids what are you doing I have a lust right but there's another way of understanding that that that sync the place of Tyva transcends questioning there is a place within this question and answer and you need it'd be a good answer and you gassed a good question and I give you a good answer or not but that's a that's a lower experience that's a place where you and I are in the boxing ring but there's a place where it goes beyond I ain't getting in the boxing ring with you because I'm so much greater it's an embarrassment being with you in other words there's a place in I called this bar hole where the whole idea of sila is is is an erroneous equation you can't ask of God God questions and that's what the Alta never said when a sham decided to make a world he had a lust meeting at a spiritual lust he just wanted creation yes why it's not relevant because the core idea of notion of why is a condition it's a made-up condition who says God has to answer why you've boxed Hashem into a question answer and hence you have a question you want an answer you're you're making God small that's why I have to give you an answer God is transcendental yes but I lost my the lost moment in that we've done I'm fearfully through yes forever forever often the same puzzle if I'm up the thing I let go yes that's from the thing is that from the same mockery as I mentioned in last moment right now let's go you in refers to optic I believe it's the same but I would have to look it up I can't I don't you don't recall now to give you a clear answer oh that wraps up I look it up and I believe so so let's go further he says she says so we'll talk about Shayla right what is that what is the post say al no Leah member to showing them so that ever says where is the Shayla applicable in a level of Agatha's Burkle where questions and requests are relevant that's what it is couldn't you some idea in your novel a the over there effort and work reaches and touches the cell column establish beta theta whoever uses the light of theta a detailing a high yo the light of theta enliven see well that gives a talk a Timofey yahoo and according to the other gifts are the dew of theta enliven Sitnikov on um the column establish beta theta Shelley idea especially when a person exerts himself believeth updater by the way did the idea as I said my guillotine to say that data he heart of us and give us we have a word of the Sirocco word from the base message and heart of it the London heard of it part of me disease diligent and learning when he's be a Gaius Ottoman Hebrews me I guess obsolete believe motivated by waiting to be a gear I I said my deal of Peter sailor cleaner he finally reaches the level of the light of theta true insurance argument he identifies with the light of the seven days in the O's Fouquet Thomas I you it's then that the GU of theta will enliven him Shanice is like Dylan finished all tied up he'll get a revelation of Toledo who are giving me solace to say this the optic which is the higher level of optic there's the lower level of the of optic and he gets the higher level though SolarCity certain areas she quoted the hosel earlier the 30-hour the first of the hours of the deck with his birthplace of a sham sits and he learns played of a spectator surely you solar she straightens the optic water the socket shot according to see this you who the where the sellers and Sega's they show us the second dose seller says the first three hours are a reference to the first three heads of optic the higher level of God's emanation who madly Carlos the yeshivas now the question is remember guys we asked the beginning of the mind what's the terminology in the fossil unison yes chef are seven sitting but does that mean it's what a metaphor not seven standing SM City he says do you do I the achiever in you not spoiler it's known when you sit you're lowering yourself you're in a standing posture when you sit down it's a hospital lajas peel Marsh bill you're lowering yourself made the other LaMotta just but as by a person here below on earth who a man when he's standing next page top of 3:54 patient continually show Luke Bo when you're standing your head is elevated the cash until you shave and when you're sitting who must will play must say you lower your posture your lower your position of being upright you lower it now he says zeliha should be a sigma theta this is the meaning that the first three hours of the deck of his bar who sits and studies Tatum Chazz Ellis polish lady south but who the hospital ADA this is Hashem lowering his infinity his ain't self into the cosmos later in the wisdom of theta so that so that's what that's why this is the answer this is the answer for us to the question what's the word yo safe he's Yosef he's my spiel or and self his infinity into hospice otega au vin and with this it will be understood that shall liu yuxi cloud that there won't be any question in the Hager on blue from the fact that we have another statement that says collocated but a darker this vertical plate of a SATA connector whoever learns freedom how could this birth who learns the tater opposite him at the same time vmk Halloween without theta from this cause all what do we see that the study of theta is constant to comment the Mahalo island because everywhere in the world like we're learning now and I'm learning here even though most people are asleep but I'm learning now with you but following them how does that laymen bhisma's there there this person is learning at this time gazelle I made this man aha and this person is learning at another time now call this barnacle and it and since what and since I said learn with me when I learned that means I've got this barnacle is learning plate of assignment constantly always so how does that drive how does that idea correspond with saying that the first three hours it's like this and you know I'm saying it's constant that's this question and the way you know the idea is the session of Nicola clearly can that day the hazael that said that the Fazal that says that whoever moves I shall call this Burkholder is right there with him haha but no the intent is a tight oh we're not talking about just learning we're talking about this idea of the area right ater the light and energy of plate of the Shiva she made a young man that we said earlier yet the Kushal and entertainer speak of my heartis now listen to this line very important when you learn tell you know you have to feel and he says in kiddush dance men dance headed there is there is you who the there is Herron listening hearing and there is Dad headed what's the difference the heaven means that permeates you it's not just you here Jonah said and you go on oh I heard rabbi dolphin teach this morning and I go I go on but the teaching goes into my bones that throughout the day I'm hearing it over and over and over and I'm doing things about it dad hadn't the impact we call said we use the whirring image that had so that ever says that what the idea of the oil operator that were talking about impacting you means not only that you have the information but it's you Dennis it impacts you and say that thing of a hundred a light a turkey for all of the holy enough that the light of theta will make it impact in all aspects of your day and and of your being and none of yours involved in environment the Tate or a tailor is light how di Taylor see hula higher calling your nerves right light impacts everything around it okay now the elements a who market my failure we learned early in the mind the world is a place of darkness a Fela volcana he Nathan tailors the candle jimena station Salem which illuminates the darkness of the world so let's say right now I could see on the screen the lights over here if it was dark in your room and I put on one candle right it would illuminate the whole room in other words the light makes a difference to everything in the room so to the light of planar is not just an intellectual process the light of theta makes a difference in every aspect of your life throughout the day that's what it means that not only are you having do you hear it but your dead head it's impacting you okay bye suckers a potato and just as it is regarding comprehending later how dare you they are you gear potato when you exert effort in learning trader who your day on my successor in Yin our booty earn you comprehend and you understand it's very well you know it's not just learning and reading and but it's understanding you stop and ask yourself motion where are you we're talking about the importance of understanding tight emotion understanding but you have to commit by surface a potato there you give but the day of Massah your body do you understand the topic very well from all angles but Kamel that of muscle take for example the cost related of an Aloha when you learn when you learn about a certain Halawa violators there and this I made of this sage a McKay he says so and so then comes along another sage Brazil a McCain and he says like that Heaney God made me to death Sakai look for society mchavez undecayed even if you know the halacha this one says like this and that was a that how do you deal zu n Zod a clue this knowledge I could quote Roth says this small says this but shall make this base Hillel dis the mission abroad ensta bretagne distance Ruffolo harav that's not you dear that's that you know facts the fact statistics right you know facts it's a subtly says how do you deal Zuber Oh answer you dear cloud this is not at all what we call you dear knowledge what Tim it cannot you do I show your day at time if she doesn't collect not the really it is you understand the reasoning for each position not that you know he said this and he said that and by the way most of much of our knowledge is that way he said this and he said that ok is that real idea no really it is I can explain to you why he says this I can explain to you his schita by the way this is the proper way of learning Gomorrah you know the proper way beloved learning to murder and rushing places you have to understand why Rashi doesn't say like placeless and white Isis of the salic Rossi you have to understand the Gomorrah according to Rashi the shot and you have to understand the governor going to taste that the fact that you know that Rashi says a and enticer says B that's that's not real you dear that's factual you know the facts um on the ground but why do they say each one is in the way they say it and why don't they accept the other ones method and and and an approach and and words as the right one that's part of your d a-- it's a whole different type of learning that's called really the real knowledge let's go further km it can idea he that man idea is i say yeah the time of a sheet austere simple effort he needs to know the reasoning and the schita and the particular of philosophy an approach of every individual opinion so just as it is Arica in an issue of Halawa unique my case so too it could offer a disability dose radar taylor yard be holy on earth the main idea of theta is that the light of theta should illuminate every aspect of his life in other words like this this is a very important point and we have what to work towards what we're learning now in the morning let's say for example what we're learning now real knowledge is you're able to see later in the day in every aspect how what you're learning now makes it makes a difference in what you're gonna do later in the day and and and that that takes a lot of focus and understanding how is it to learning about this idea about a Matan and theta and everything we're learning over here will illuminate what I'm going to do later with my children at home work how will it make a difference how I act to my wife how will it make a difference how I walk in the streets of belem my pajamas how will make a difference how I call some of you say hello if you can come to that position and you understand that you really understand it it's not just you know effect but you have the intrinsic knowledge with details and therefore you're able to show how it applies and helps you in all aspects that's what he says okay see you came and in order for it to be so zel are you - other search to the service that's from the first three hours now cuz there's butter filet chelation potato then when I say I'm six and learns turn it up we'll continue tomorrow learning the rest Saiga's