Maamar Zochor 1934 #4- Deep Reflection on G-dly ideas makes one's day special

okay so we're learning the mymer also called 1934 was said by the previous reader and we are on page um 142 i believe and um where are we on one i think oh dude you know what let's just start from the bottom of 141 we'll do it quickly okay even someone who descends gradually or someone who falls from from the top to the bottom in one flat fall [Applause] there's a reason why he has this descent and fall it's because he lacks a tentativeness to spirituality spirituality and refining oneself doesn't is not important to this important individual and when this is so obvious potato trilogy is dead even when he learns that he does mitzvahs and everything else without a feeling without service type of 142. so the rabbit says this is the reason why he begins to gradually descend which ultimately leads to a complete fault vitality and enthusiasm i know headaches are the key meaning of feeling that i'm doing this because it's a godly act it's not just a good deed it's not just a interesting information but it's a godly experience i get looking at for you who could go in the sharma so he would know that and he doesn't have that he would know it's like having a body without a soul all creatures although all creatures don't know the essence of what life is of life but the dearness the preciousness of life of living life of being alive you ain't got money ibrahim even the creatures the animals and everything else knows um surely they know if you got forbid they die they know that there's no life at all in is like a body without a soul in isaiah asks me maybe i should they have vader this i'm sorry this leads him yeah this leads him to do and avoid them not nevada i'd avoid it to serve god better what is available avoid uh what is availability it's through davening davening davening davening because by the news reflecting and meditating being you know the key on the godly concept here here that ever says in a nutshell what khabad meditation is is it's not about faith and it's not about bittorrent and it's not about your bank account and it's not about your health those are all good things and important things but khabad his bondingness is explained to me i want to understand how god created the world is it illegal cause an effect or is it yeshumiyan something from nothing or is it both and if it's both how is it both so kind of chabad his buttonness takes you into an unknown world another reality another dimension and on one hand it seems to be superfluous and like extra and a waste of time i have to ha i got to bring food on my table i have to be a mensch to someone else what this is abundance all about says that that's how you begin having a relationship with god that's how tata and mitzvahed becomes holy and this is this is the answer why not this is why a person can dive in and learn and do mistress and all everything and at the end he feels like he doesn't it's not godly it's a human act it's humanistic well how do the non-jews they also feel bad when someone doesn't have what to eat and where to sleep you don't have to be a yidd for that you sure don't have to be a husband for that so what's the difference the answer is what's slack the difference is that he's bugging us when you're doing this abundance you get to a point where you start sensing there's something godly going on here godly that's why i say when people ask me what's hasidis my answer in a nutshell is it's a divine experience it's a divine study it's a study of divinity muslim is not a study of divinity gemara is not a state it's it's it's godly it's tata but the manner in which you study that part of theta is about a law about an ox and about ethics which part of tata studies in its pure abstract form you can compare it hello maybe to abstract mathematics versus practical mathematics and yet and yet one second and yet hilo when you as you know you've been learning siddha seriously for several years that when you study such siddhis and you especially meditate and reflect on it it leads to the ultimate practicality of being a better eating a better mansion and and and everything else it's so interesting because on one hand i've run you're you're flipping out you're flying into the heaven hat is flying into heaven make you better on earth but the the strange thing is that we have seen we see people that are immersed in citizens are the biggest mention the nicest people the most practical people and if not there's something wrong with the citizens learning or maybe they didn't they only learned and they didn't do and they vote of his bananas it is impossible not to do his and it's it's impossible to do proper khabadas bonus and remain removed from the world it's not because that's not khabib's abundance so it's a funny thing on one hand the while you're into his abundance mode it's about what the rabbit says him by should be in your nello key not like you know moshe says give me something practical i want to practice no it's not about practicality right now it's about his bundesliga right now we want you to be with god in god god think about god how did god create the world why did he create the world who is god who is he not how do i know him what's his essence what's his manifestation what's a lot energy how many energies what's preemie is what's insane he is it's a trip into a foreign country unknown to the person and that is and that particular style reveals in the jew that they're they're something else they're not just another piece of flesh and not just another piece of jewish flesh silicose divinity and yes hillary i just want to comment uh derek agave that your your um your words reminded me of a book i just finished that i highly extraordinarily recommend it's called the cosmic puzzle by a man a mathematician i used to know from baltimore named harold gans and it's a it's a an attempt um a scientific to examine the science about behind how we know that how we how we know god it's a kind of scientific contemplation of of god and it's a fascinating fascinating read interesting thank you how how you know you howard harold harold gans gans and and just to emphasize you know going from the creation of the universe to the you know to the most to the most subatomic of particles how uh by orders of magnitude that are almost mathematically inconceivable the the universe uh was it was is could only have been designed so specifically to support life that had uh at one element been off a fraction of a uh of of of a molecule at the times of creation the universe itself could never have supported life it's just a it's just an awesome set of concepts beautiful thank you let's continue inside about 10 lines for the top so he says when he's involved in meditation reflection and godliness on a godly concept moccasin using the depth of his knowledge not just a cursory superficial thought god created the world and now we're going to eat a frankfurter now we're going to go jogging how did god create a world why did it create a world with what in a greater world you understand it's called hamakusa it's not easy it's it's work mind work three times many other many more times they say there was a um a mashbia in lubavich his name was esterman and he was called granum and all the big machine that came to america and to to russia and territory and castle of these icons the last generation were of his or they will tell me them students of his in lubavitch there were numerous must be but he was one who communicated he was uh he was yet a hostage from the cemex attacks time so he was a transition he brought a lot of that to the new lubavitcher yeshiva students in the babbage in in the late 1800s early 1900s anyway so they say that he would be misbending on the concept that everything has uh koyaka poyo banifal the the power of the powell the actor is in the activity god the actor the maker is in the activity and therefore when you're looking at the activity the result it's all an expression of the actor the poem and they said that he was misbrained so much in that thought that when he shabbos after davening after david for hours and meditating on this he would walk into a tree and you would say i see the coyote [Music] you know so and if he walked and if he walked into it he really felt it he really felt it well the other story that i grew up hearing in yeshiva foreign is i've told you this and uh you'll get a kick out of it again some of you might have not heard it so the baker and lubavitch has said hey you're 21 you're 22 you're 23. it's time to get married okay go there and there and you you there's there's someone that you you should meet just knock on the door he goes there he knocks on the door your ini and the girl comes to the door the girl that he was told to meet but he wasn't told there was a girl he was told that there's someone there to meet so he went and when he saw a girl he says i am i a girl and he ran the other way he had no idea that to get married you need to marry a maiden i you know you you say the story today no normal person will believe you that it's possible and even the story didn't happen but it could have happened because those bakarim and lubavitch were so immersed in siddhis and so immersed in god that some of them not i'm not saying most of them not but some of them were so abstract that they didn't know that marriage means a medal even though they learned the gemara introducing and the demonic supes and they learned through my moral what's my point my point is that when you're misblaming properly the reality is a different reality for grayndham there was no tree for this bucket there was no girl and etc but the bottom line is the guy ends up ends up marrying a girl having children and growing them takes a fruit from a tree and makes a bracha you follow it's not as though you you know you're left with uh you know absent-minded that's totally the opposite and by the way they're never going to just say i'd be careful who you tell that story to today because there's unfortunately people who today who also say to get married you don't need a maid i know i know i know i know but we're talking amongst companies and those that those that can't handle it uh on on the air uh let them uh contact me anyway but but but the nakuda is that that siddhis that ever says look at his language right there is telling you moishe that his abundance using your depth isn't it doesn't come i don't want it it takes a lot of his time over and over and and and you know even you know my time and i'm not you know from the old geezers of 100 years ago the the mashpeem one in particular he said i should review a mimer a thought of a mimer over and over and over and he said that's the way they did it in lubavitch where he learned he said that they would meditate on two things you know he said you'll like this and it's important one thing he said that his abundance every day should be the same as yesterday but because we get bored after a while he said to me therefore we should also have something new every few days or so so that uh until we understand it properly what's the purpose the purpose of something new is so that you shouldn't be bored and continue going the purpose of repetition is it should become who you are it should become your essence and that takes repetition so we see it over here palmy and vashebos yes i heard that the most people said that where you where your will is that who where you are and the look of ever said what you yes you are you are where you're you are where your will is yes yeah if you're thinking about quite a poor benefit you become quiet personally yeah yeah yeah but but unison it's not a fart that abracadabra it doesn't work that way you think no you have you and then you have potential to become that because that's what you have to do every morning until the idea will become nirgash felt by you that you'll be aroused to have fear and love and fear for god you hear that love and fear from god doesn't come from shaking we discussed this right last week and all that it doesn't i'm sorry shake away you could pretend you have love and fear but doesn't come that way love and fear is spontaneous when it comes out of a deep his abundance and then it's meaningful for you either you choke up you can't or you feel this you want to like i told you right the story i told you that we i love and you guys loved it too mendel his old age had a friend in france in pa in and they were together you know with my wife zayd and they remember all the kharkov and the in the 20s and the yeshivas and they were they they all work the hebrew the bacharan you know in those days soldiers for the previous remember anyway he didn't see him for years and one day he came over to someone and he said here's money get on a plane go to britain france get on a train and go to brenoir and give the bottom use of a hug from me he says i'm old i don't have to cut you but i love adam yosef i need to hug him and i can't do it so do it for me and the guy went and he went there and he hugged him and he said this is a hug from your friend that meant the foot of us for crocodile like you understand what it means okay do you understand each one of us we have friends from childhood are we ready to do that do we feel that so this is the answer feeling love true love comes from depth not from externalities that's all fake infatuation nourish kite true love comes from such depth that you you you you feel you know i i think i've told you this too you know people say rabbit the rebel rubbish all of a chick there will be joshua barcelona paycheck of why you had a relationship one lived in washington heights since the 1940s i mean one was there since 1940s he lived in boston the rebel of the crown heights salvation was here three four days a week three days a week and they met maybe two three times what kind of relationship is that and as joseph toluski wrote in his book and i wrote in my book under raven rabbit there was a deep relationship for whatever reason they didn't get to see each other face to face many times but in seoul in essence they were there you want to say something yellow no no no i'm just so so what i'm saying is that what the rep is saying here in the mimer that through his abundance rapid re repeated his abundance it creates a feeling of ava and era and that's true other in europe automatically look what he says automatically this causes a weakness to never bombings and here too you see the hasidic angle to them acidic angle to dealing enough with your bombers the way you could deal with your bombers is hey i'm a bahama i like to eat i like to sleep i like to enjoy i like to have honor like that pleasure let me deal with that muslim does that fine see this is not see this says you deal with helicos you deal with god float and godliness and when you float in the godliness your reality changes and automatically the studio become less important and we've seen this over and over and over moshe is that clear one person says this guy's i remember remember my when someone spit by eleno someone else freaked out and showed them base code this is before corona i was there i saw it and by the way he spit in such a anal away i saw we all know who this is he went like this i mean like like the rabbit you could you can't you never covered his mouth like this when he did by the level of rick and barely anything came out you couldn't see it but this person was had a trip whatever i guess he had probably an experience he came he was a long time and boro park probably had some experiences here anyway he had a written attitude so one one attitude is you know hey curse them out what right do you have you know like the other thing is don't say anything just say i'm sorry take a tissue i'll do it on the side i won't heal nasa is therefore the khaleesha the nephesh obama is the issue will will dissipate you'll see if the the person will realize the what what am i doing what am i doing well i you know i woke up on the wrong side this morning so i i let it out on someone who who who's diving into hashem and such so he has a different custom than me he's not bothering anybody what i'm saying is that this idea that through his abundance through immersing herself in another platform weakens automatically the isms and stu yacht of the nephropathies and that's the belgento's approach that's the hasidic approach and within hassan itself there are nuances to this but overall that's the approach so the whole idea of throwing stones and shabbos and screaming and all of this it's so far from the belgento as it's the furthest thing for the monsanto yes you should drive a shabbos and you shouldn't disturb neighborhoods and if you dress sneeze it's all true but but is the answer to make protests and that's why there ever was that america hannah came to the red in the 90s early 70s and and and and wanted the protest and avi weiss of riverdale was a student of his you know he talks about it in his book someone just someone's reading his book and he asked me about it you know public protests and there ever wasn't there wasn't for it and that ever says i know russian jewelry i know the kgb i come from that and i'm telling you by making public protests at the u.n jews have a harder time leaving russia and that was a fact with the refusenix if you think that that the proper protest didn't um didn't stymie didn't uh delay and make issues for many people to leave absolutely the russians are smart they weren't born yesterday you know the barbecues are smart too but they the russians do the score until today they know the score okay could you imagine i told you the khabar shul in russia and moscow is a few blocks from one of the heck well a few blocks diagonally across is a big building and there's a the kgb diagonally across the rubber barrel they know what's going on no they've accepted it they don't care whatever my point is that that the way to deal with with issues and and freedom is throw yourself into kedusha throw yourself into the realm of holiness and spirituality and then the nephew bamas is automatically come and that ever brings the the the verse in the torah because there come when this one rises then no fail this one falls it's automatic abram when the nephili kiss is on top and risen what happens next obama she falls and takes it back ah so all this will happen when you're engaged in avoda but when one lacks completely active duty work or donkey shall eat them who knows and even even if from time to time he does engage in avoider i will avoid the kidney boy but his avoid is not proper which means he's born in this amity's sometimes the meditation is not truthful they never milk is adopts and it's not deep that's what i told you two plus two is not his bone in this two plus two means you know the two plus two and guess what and even the translation of the of the darkening of the words that's not his bonding that's pirochamilos and that's a translation of the words and that's a beginning no question about it but abundance is meditation reflection contemplation if you didn't engage in proper hispanics although you did some activity it's completely superficial pizza news and look at the next words guys the rock damien it's a fantasy i wanna be you know wanna be hasidim i wanna be jews wannabe sure and it's only temporarily your oof and it's like a fleeting dream that's always saying that's right at the end it completely of ram is cut off it stops it ends there is some good remnant in other words while you're diving and you're inspired and you turn down after you dive in as you walk out your spine and turn on then you go to your eat and then you go to your office and then the phone calls come in and the day goes on all of a sudden wait a minute did i dab it today did i die oh yeah i said the words what happened when you were dominant you were into it you were inspired the answer is that ebber says there was a lack of his abundance there was a lack of avoidance it wasn't enough so the next morning you try again oh before you bring your new island when it comes to world that matters he forgets everything and the little remnant that there was is forgotten you look at him in the middle of the day at two three o'clock actually we're learning now it's two three o'clock by you so it's it's still rare but let's see the next three two three hours as the evening goes on ah did i die today there's no red there's no there's no erosion and what happens there becomes the overpowering of corporeality the nephesh obama's obama's and i'm one big behavior with one big indulgence and it's not recognizable on me that i doubted at all today it's like i didn't die because if you died and you'd be a mensch and you would be a hussain that you would be a yi then you'd be refined and all of a sudden you're all over the place i will stop here as that epic only knows how to really sets give us a good zest and it's kashmak i love when the rabbit gives us a zest because it keeps us off our high horse everybody have a great day we'll see everybody cycling tomorrow take care good good everybody we'll see everyone tomorrow