Maamar Lecha 1940#6- True Emotions comes from Focus, Maturity and Attentiveness - Rosh Hashana

[Music] and we are on page the ice dalit yeah the fourth ice the last nakuda the last point that that bird shared to us is that when it says in the passage you shall know today is your god seemingly the words rashford superfluous you should know you should study about hashem what does it mean you shouldn't make your heart be attentive so the rabbit the feeder could have been the moment here he explained that this refers to having an actual media believe have an actual heart palpitation a feeling in the heart and that can only come if you invest in what's called the aveda of a hashi vaso a tentativeness a tentativeness is not just knowledge in fact you can have a lot of knowledge and and you're not attentive and the result is you don't have a middle shibalev you will have this in hebrew they call it what do they call it it's russian okay thank you i didn't know that okay so the the the the idea of seijo intellect and emotions being ill over all cause and effect that happened so if you if you think about something and meditate reflect on something you should have a result there says the result is you will have what we call hispilosi hispalute emotionalism excitement of some sort within the brain within the mind your mind gets excited about it before your mind is in general we know the mind is carved he also mentioned that is cold and moist right so there's there is the the you know the pure cold rationale and when you come to a point where you understand something very well your mind moves from being totally cold cold and apathetic and dry and boring and it goes to a place of his spy loot cichlid where the mind says to itself oh i i'm excited about this i want this i i right you know but that's all in the mind it's not yet in the heart you don't feel it and the muscle i gave you last time was when you take out the garbage for your wife you you understand it's the right thing to do so there is a spy loss sickly but there isn't a a feeling of love and admiration in your heart when you're taking out the garbage in fact it's just the opposite you hate doing it but you know it's the right thing to do so that's this explains what we call his spiral sickly so when we talk about seiko and meters being ill of all will cause an effect which would imply seemingly that if there's a cause there has to be an effect that ever says there is an effect but the effect is only in in the mind what about having a a emotion believe mamish that needs rasher voiso that needs a tentativeness that means focus and concentration it it's not about you know do i understand the gemara this well or this well do i know the humish and rashy and the farshim this it's not about more learning in other words it's a mistake people make they think they'll come to russia through having more knowledge no it's not true knowledge is always helpful but is cons takes concentration and focus that's not knowledge that is a mindset a mind activity a mind exercise where you all of a sudden become very serious kind of mature you mature up about the idea that that idea makes it like real like this morning i was david and you know and the cousins going fast and everything is you know it's like a worker's minion and i said to myself like how am i fulfilling what it says that during the month of valley you're supposed to take away time from title learning and add to the time of darkening now that didn't come to me because i learned yesterday that allah i learned that 50 years ago you know and i grew up learning that and hearing that you know so there's something that kind of matures on you as you go and then when you when you know when you wake up any day of ello and and you say wait a second how's my davening where where how am i fulfilling this that's not about because i learned yesterday about this halacha therefore triggered this thought no i didn't learn about it yesterday it's that you know i i just for a moment realized that it's kudish ello and it's getting closer to the um the young and all that that's a maturity and that's the meaning of the word i've given you now a practical way and a practical meaning of what the rabbi refers to it and he doesn't elaborate on what it means to vahasa voice make your heart be attentive and when you do that trust me you'll have an emotion it might be a motion of of of yearning of longing of missing you know there are all kinds of emotions depending on what your paying attention to that's what we learned towards the end of last year on page 13. and now to ice dalit for zelda if this is the meaning of the verse there is a commandment this is a we are commanded hashem is telling us do this make your heart be attentive the seemingly moving it's not understood why do we need to have specifically a commandment to make our heart be attentive all over the orally so i'm going quick be the same although since intellect and emotions are as we explained in this at length before the mimer the idea of cause and effect e lover olo so why do we need to have a specific commandment to make your heart attentive seemingly the heart will automatically be inspired and the answer is here comes his response ella the reason is why the toyota gives us specifically the commandment why hashem says so who shall meet the shepherd the emotions of the heart do not come automatically stop faking it stop your you you're thinking you're thinking wrong if you don't pay attention and you don't mature up you're not having a real emotion it's fake and you know trust me many times we live with a fake emotion it's not real and he continues there has to be of us of the heart that the the light the energy of the mind should illuminate by me there is in the actual meetings we always say to this i mean the shepherd in order for there to be an arousal of emotions in the heart [Music] and this answers the the question why you know we dive in the shooter and keep her and sometimes we're lacking uh that feeling the feeling and we're dominant properly and you need to have that voice that's the answer if you want to know why don't we have the media chef alev and that arousal and that overwhelming feeling while we dive on the yamane roy and get is because we're still not connecting with the attentiveness of it's all still up here okay let's continue he says therefore you need to make a preparation within yourself recited us to arouse your heart in your name in the two ideas diarrheas number one the top of fourteen that is give you to spend time not just quickly meditating reflecting but you need to spend time length lengthy time in the state of his note of meditation of reflection contemplation and number two vascular voice you need to mature to make your heart be attentive by focusing and concentrating on what you've meditated upon if you don't do that it could quite well be that all you will be left with will be an emotion intellectual emotionalism even when you meditate in detail and all and then very deeply in what you're what you're thinking about me nevertheless the light the energy will not shine in your heart the anemia is in an inner way key initiative you need two preparations lengthy is boneless and number two a tentativeness of the heart is people ask when am i to do this says that every year the maimer the time is during davening tilo over here doesn't mean it means during davan it is at that time that it is uh it is specifically uh muslim is especially ready for that he quote brings it from tanya really in time to doubt that evan chapter 12 refers to schmonastery but in order to be successful in the service of heart during davening or your day hamarido material it needs to be a frustration the activity called meridot frustration prior to davening you have to make you have to be a master of an account you have to make a husband what's going on with your life he's referring to here to klish michel amita the night before hey you have to make a general husband one second please what's what's the reason why mike the shaman came below that's the general hashman you have to make the night before behemoth protein practice and so specifically what's going to help my faculties and what's going on with my garments of my soul exchange how they're they're immersed in worldly matters more eating more sleeping more money etc more pleasures and it's all justified but that's what my mind and heart are involved with almost the entire day from one thing to the other the whole clique is now all faculties of the soul hey whether they be as we said earlier the encompassing faculties i.e ernic pleasure for wrestling and willpower and whether they be the heymakers of seijo and midas intellect emotions so through the garments of the soul makshava devotion speech in action this person they're all mishubba they're like mortgage they're dedicated to worldly matters what's even worse is not only that he's involved in worldly matters he doesn't feel how great is the descent of his the soul that it's so immersed only in these type of things only koskinen needless to say shayna doyle needless to say if he doesn't bother him he's not anxious to ask a few lines back the word means bitterness but better translation is frustration frustration in the sense of being frustrated and avoid this hashem is that clear um yeah i mean i guess i thought bitter generally the idea of bitter of heart like a person is upset or you know like a lavenish bar over his challenges that's true that's the same thing but but but we're saying that we're saying benito's to exclude the depression person is upset and frustrated with the situation correct that's part of the that's what we do tonight when we say krishna mita you're supposed to look at yourself and your day and be frustrated and upset about things you did that you should have not done or what you didn't get to do and then spring forward to make a resolution that the next day it will be only positive and you'll change right so okay so what why what's what's the connection frustration [Music] with feeler he didn't say you should do it during thrilling says he says you should do it before trilla the gemara says one does not rise only by first having a heavy head and the ghazal explained that that that refers to doing chufa for your transgressions when is the time to do that the night before you make a hajj man that's what he was that that's what he's alluding to it's not during trilla during trilogy he's supposed to die during trilla it's a time of his bunniness trilo is not a time to to to to to uh regret and and and be bitter about your sins and transgressions all that is the night before krishna so he says over here in order for the his abundance of of of of tefila to work the meditation you need to precede that by making an account of uh which includes the idea of meriditus so the word bernido as i said doesn't mean only bitterness it means bitterness in the sense of you're frustrated and and and fed up with with your situation so you and and and the you need to detail that and not just say hey i i want to be better that's not what we're talking about what did i do at 12 30 today what did i do at 7 30 this morning what did i do at eight o'clock this evening it's it's a hajj that we make i don't want to go into it now because it's a whole different discussion the details we have learned before but um i refer you to the nasa we learnt it and i gave a lot of shirum on it and spoke a lot about it over there and over there i think i elaborated let's go back to the text here so the first idea it says here is supposed to when you make a when you when you talk about this idea of hejman is why why was i created what was i created why did god send my my soul here did my god set my soul here i should pleasure myself more the gods or someone might say look i'm in this field but i really want to do something else you know and you ask yourself that question why did hashem send my soul here the person has to ask themselves if they want to move in life and they want to succeed and they want to be happy and they want to do the will of hashem with bish lemus they need to ask the question what's the purpose of minus shama on earth now now to find a specific answer to that is is not an easy thing but overall a person can definitely cons consultation with a mashbee and a rav and a rabbit etc and a wife and a husband a person can come to a conclusion and sometimes by the way no one else can give that answer to you except you yourself as much as the spouse and the rabbi and the rove and the rabbi you know point you in this way in this way you have to make the decision yourself and you have to come to a a place where you could say this is why my neshama came to the world and that's why people are constantly living that they're see they're not happy why because they haven't found their mission on earth and they're struggling and the hashem is struggling and when we find that mission on earth why we came on earth we become very happy and we don't look for other panaceas and other remedies to uh to placate our issues because we don't we found our calling it's a very important thing especially during l to make a husband have i found my calling what is my calling you know and and and it's acceptable at 55 and 65 regardless of how old we are to think about these things because you'll only become stronger and better let's go back to the text so my soul was sent below and the lack and and when we don't do that the hamas or the lack of knowing that habab is it comes because we haven't invested in work if we it doesn't mean work working for work on ourselves hey in bahamas on the gale on the show whether it be the work that the lack of work and therefore regarding soul matters hain bahamas the very fact that a person is immersed in worldly matters and anything spiritual doesn't touch him someone who is just a basic intel human being with with us sort of losses by his side is good this itself should may cause him to have great awakening religious over breaking the harsh the hardness of his heart via smarmer and he'll be frustrated and bitter but not sure i'll call this my mother massabe over his overall situation and this frustration bitterness causes the plowing the charisha in the earth of the heart the previous lab is very poetic the carcass in the earth of his heart and this will prepare his soul by avoiding when he dives between with saying besides amity that he will have a true arousal but mr shabalev an actual feeling of the heart says that but the whole sashana this is true what i just said that have been said is through is true throughout the entire year it's an auspicious time from heaven um you hear that the reason why hashem reveals this month you've given us is to be macarrife even those that are very distant and within ourselves too to bring closer things within ourselves that are very distant from us and this is the difference between the 13 attributes that are revealed throughout by doing yellow in comparison to the ones that are revealed on yom kippur as you know we say it many times by java on your keeper and he says what's the difference the the 13 the attributes of your keeper are revealed by pr after you've prefaced during the month of ello and raj hashanah the next page page 15 by seriously make sure when the ten days of truva commission the first says my left takas is under the hashem's left is under my head and the explanation because then hashem is revealed those 10 days is when we say hashem is revealed and hashem is awesome hashem is scary and so this idea of samoa [Applause] the kingdom of judgement which we don't say throughout the year and then we also say who's called your kingship the kingship of all worlds you're the king over even the supernova of the hidden worlds even though they're very refined the holy the upper worlds people are lame amos are mella the fear of god falls upon them is upon them and they tremble um and by the upper worlds having these feelings it it it reciprocates by by by it being experienced below i'll close the chambers is it all over all general jewish knowledge the cabal oil shamaya malaya that's the avoider is to be macabre hashem the yoke of hashem when does this all begin when there is the revelation of the 13 attributes that ever says it's revealed to everybody what time is it 3 12 what time okay a few more minutes marshall but now he brings the famous muscle so it's pretty we've heard it and we need to inculcate it the king is coming back to the city so when he's still in the field yates and manchester united all the people of the city come the crossing to to greet him okay towards him oh my goblin put up on a basalt and they greet him in the field for us to show him and then it is possible and it's and it's very in and it's and you can i'll um i'll call missionary to watch this whoever wants to go out to greet the king about cool and between part of the office and in king greets everyone with a happy countenance um and he smiles towards everyone one of the lefties after he finishes that he's ready back ready to go to st palace but everyone follows him in an entourage when he comes to the actual chamber of his king's palace you can't just go into the king you stop by the gates you need special permission of special preparation for off comes voice and even if you prepare yourself and the ones who are connected and they have their you know they're they have reason to to speak to the king excuse me elo the king is the field the 13 attributes are revealed to everyone what we need to do is to arouse this reminder the soil but which is comparable to the detail and the muscle of going out to the field of carbohydrate the kid can be the field if you don't go out to greet him you have nothing from it sorry chap get out and get out to the field that's couple of soil if we don't show any couple of soil this month the the 13 attributes can be shining have a nice day they shine and they pass you and you're the same old clump and he says it goes back to the beginning of the verse capital of zion and tell him that we say every day twice a day says my heart says to me my heart speaks to me on your behalf god bless bakshi funai search the face of god the rule is my that when it comes to serving god search for pneumonias do not satisfy yourself with chrisonius with the outer trappings but always look for pneumous and the searching where the available left that comes through the heart you don't search with your mind it's a mistake the ultimately is through the heart level because the heart is for god's purpose to fulfill god's will to make the world below his body but that's why rashi says this is one of the questions in the beginning my heart speaks on your behalf as your emissary and rashi brought the other interpretation in your place god my heart comes to me lord mccain to tell me to search for you this refers to what does mean this is the quintessential essence and when we arouse the quintessential aspect of our shama beshuvah with chuva moon called from the depth of the heart we we make ourselves into a pure vessel with kabbalah to hear abundance of blessing for the entire year so in other words the abhishek is giving the shepherd and the shy question is if you're a kaylee and if you make yourself a caylee through avoid the ship or live then it'll it will manifest itself later on so this again stresses the great importance on investing time and effort and avoid this hashem this month and the yom nairoi because it's enough you know it's you know as the year goes on right like we we forget about [Music] and it's fine to forget if you did the right job during the new kipper what the rapper says is what's going to happen later on and and really if you pay attention this is correct this is very correct what you do is shutting him yellow is showing your keeper as an investment for the year and god forbid if you're not involved you know then you got to work harder in other words to go and say that a yi during shraft or other or the ear can't draw down god's mercy and god's compassion and kindness not true basic yiddish belief is that you you always have a chance but it's easier if you already planted the seed you understand so the time to plant the seed is during the the aloe and the rashad and the kipper and that's why dalton ever by the way in liquid when he brings this muscle he says a fascinating thing it always fascinates me when i relearn it it says there that the the the the kabbalah cell that you that you bring you upon yourself through aveda during this uh hello that says it will express itself on your face later in the year can you imagine that means it's your middle of a thursday and on and all of a sudden it's noticeable that you went through the transformation of your kipper and ello that's what he says so that's why it's um it's smart it's smart to make an investment right you make an investment and and many months later you reap the benefits that's what he's saying over here too any questions clear so clear no questions that's the end it's a shamble to learn we'll learn the next mime emotion maybe you could send it out to everybody i want to learn um then my rosh hashanah now which would be the next yeah the next mime let me see how long it is oh it's long what about a model 728 yeah let's let's learn uh 28 i guess yeah page 28 ayo maharashtra okay that's the next minor we'll learn we'll start tomorrow and kylo will have a brain in on wednesday mr sham have a great day everyone say bye shalom