Maamar Korov #4 - Why did G-D send me on Earth? Why do I have Struggles?

and i know that that for example the uk rocket of each walk on this one is there according to the slug and got a particular uh liquid dot and then look at is connected with the smear so each speech brother has headed like a streamer in which to leave the flow comes through on the other hand you told us they combined [Music] without having any uh you know any particular um just like when you're saying yeah before you ask me i should never look forward to not anybody in particular but to the general foreigner so how do you resolve the contradiction between the two ways of looking at them no no no no i think you misunderstood i i didn't address i didn't address shmona esrae at all i i didn't address my necessity at all what i said is that there is the bracha claudius and the bracha protis there's the general blessing and there's the specific individualized blessing the the the the indirect secret which probably you you learned or looked at um he quotes uh the early uh philosophers jewish philosophers or they say that i pray i pray to hashem like a child prays to god how does a child pray to god says hashem looks up towards heavens and hashem help me he doesn't know about this fear he doesn't know about this level he just talks to god directly so so what i said yesterday was that all the rules and regulations let's say what you're identifying what youngest is speaking about is the particular blessings that have in shamanism a different race if you take consider of kabbalah have you ever ever opened up a siddha that's ash and others during you will see the kudot and the shame hashem for each bracha and it's different per bracha so that's what jainism is referring to and depending on what yehud what unification of god's name is created in that particular barakato hashem it's associated with the with health uh wealth long life chuva on and on and on so there's there's something very very specific going on so first of all you know in the basic specifically took that out right right why did he take it out not that he not that he doesn't hold that it's it's holy and important but dalton ebbing created a siddha that shovel the whole nephesh that's equal for everyone so even as a person who's not what what shahrukh kylo right called shahrukh khail the gate that includes everything right but so so that's as far as the alta rep and his nusa but even those that do use that this you know and they and they know the kavanaugh protein they know the particular um intentions of the utk game per particular blessing all that is a system that's individualized for the particular you know you broker that you're looking for that you're grappling with that you want etc there is what i said yesterday there is something that goes right to the heart that transcends all of that and that is it's two separate things it's not a contradiction and normally this is the this is not more of an explanation normally you spoke when you're dabbing when you say hashem you're referring to chuva and slack right those are right but but what if someone doesn't know the meaning of the word doesn't know no cavanos he just knows one thing god help me i need help whatever and and he means that seriously he if if he really means that he can break through and get whatever he needs because he goes right to the essence let me just turn on the air condition hold on a second okay let's continue to mimer because we do have to finish by next thursday i wanted for this reminder so let's go we're on page um two um where are we here well i think we're at 211 211 yeah okay so he says the zeho with the last five words on the page of every single jew says top of 212. we say this every morning in the preliminaries before david the brachus the shama be to the summer that you've given me to rahee it is tahar it is pure the tahoe [Music] is the world of bree of creation is the world of formation the second of the third of the fourth were four worlds the fact is there is the fourth world asia right and what's the first one tahoe says that why it's pure of any definition yaakov as soon as you have a definition you have a limitation as soon as you have a definition you have a qualification as soon as you have a definition there are rules and regulations are you pure enough are you kosher enough did you go to the mikvah how many times when did you go at night or in the morning and all the halachas that follow that's all the realm of terra yani that already identifies with us and the world as we are a limitation a creation there is velvet part of the neshama that transcends all that that's called tahirahi it's tor next line um and it's from there from that perspective of the neshama that it traveled and it descended lis lavish because bomb is to invest itself in a body the nepheshobami's so what we're learning is an amazing thought that this the summer that hashem gave us each yid it comes from tahrir here every every single jew has an ashrama that's tahoe rahi and it starts traveling and this is where this is where it gets murky does it where does it where does it end up going to chicago new york uh germany um archestro where does it end up going and depending on where it gets to that's the experience that we experience on a norm normally so if the summer that's tahedah reaches bria which is the beginning of creation yes less yes is there and more i in although yes the idea of yesh of existence already was created but it wasn't formed yet then still feels more of its taharahi when it goes to one level further to yatsata oh it's more of a form so it feels less of its tyrant when it gets to the last level of asea we're in la vasil it it it feels less and so it's like those stops make a difference in the expression of the neshama but we all have the tahirahi and that's why a youth yid can do chuva in the greatest way instantaneously because he always has the neshama tahirah if the neshama tahera would not be invested in the person then how could you access it to do truva and it would it would be it would be a um it would be not fair you would we would have a kind of caviar we would have an argument and a complaint to god hashem you want me to do truva i want to do true but for everything and you have and i don't have the that um that spark that gets me to break out from all limitations i can break out a little but i can't break out completely because i was never given that ability so that's why this says cabola says you do have it because he belongs to us [Music] now imagine this this descent of the nishama taheda coming into the levels of bria you see rasia it is a long trip with wearing a mask and suffocating and not getting proper food and being crushed by little seats and narrow seats so this is a look at the goddamner you need to get oiler it's a big ureth oh boy it was a king in supernal paradise it was living it up with what was hashem and the shamanist and ghanaian it was a real holy party video [Music] from a very tall mountain libido mikta to a very low valley and you'll notice it doesn't say me igra libira yaakov it not says is it an igra but it's rumor it's way exalted the peak of a mountain and velvet winters that go down it goes down with beta to a valley ah that's very deep down in the earth so it's wise we say in english it's one whammy on top of another whammy so why doesn't it says that hashem did it because this yarida this is so famous in khabad language and philosophy you read the zul the titan the your leader is for the purpose of aliyah you all know that song with right that's the sad part then comes the apart um [Music] so it's terrible here comes the answer this the sentence for the purpose for sent actually that it's all worth it and then the last second of the song is [Music] your voice has to go all the way up [Music] i [Music] he could die imagine waking up and singing every day the song before chakras you're gonna have a chakras that you never had before anyway so those are the words potato mitzvahs [Music] then it was nev it wasn't there before so here's an interesting point tahirahi as pure as it is and as great as it is it's still one of the four worlds right four worlds so yes olamide silas the world of closeness is in a way separate right from the three worlds unison nevertheless it's still called olam jarasilus you just you remember this idea why is it still called ireland heart sealers because there's still an association between oil between axillus yeah there's still some heller so that's why it says here when you learn tight and do mentals on earth you cause an alley of the nest then it goes even beyond atlus this year this descent this is what we call remember what are we what are we looking at in this chapter what is the spiritual counterpart of ghosts go out to the street wherever you are chicago after you throw a brooklyn and go tell someone on the street who's going to now to darth vader what else it's the morning now right and tell him you know what goes with salaam is that the fact that you're in the shroma is it your instrument came into a body if you if you didn't learn they look at you like you're you're a wacko but for a bad buckler from the age of 17 18 19 this is common it's like bread and butter eating cheerios every morning that's what the heaven says this of the neshama to the gopher nebuchadness this is called gold this is the real ghost the ghostbusters that we experienced thousands of years ago sure was real goals at the time but then we left so what's the and yet we every every year we have pesach we have pasha's boy excuse me schmoys well either buddy we have all the parties talking about the ghosts so what is the goal is today this is the goalless yaakov so when you talk to your friends and you meet people in other schools in other communities bring this idea up to them what is going on and that's a daily thing and this is what see them used to to davenp that they felt the ghost they felt the pain they felt the urethra and bind you that's outside of the oppression of stalin and russia and the holocaust and everything else and the arabs it's the individual you could be in the best place in the world in the best time in the world with all the greatness then the shama is still farscraft and it is the word for slavery is farscraft imprisoned let's continue what does it mean because mitzrayim has a meaning what does the word mean it comes to the word maitsar narrow the fact that the animal drive limits and conceals the godly soul how is it that the nephesh obama's so first it works its way into what we call the intelligent soul and the natural soul of because it wants to refine the human mind to be a godly mind avalanche obama's making the nephilim keys to be called satopina but then the nephilim surrounds the nephesh holy he's using you know space and time to describe the the ghosts but re really these ideas are trans they transcend space and time it's metaphysical right but let's let's keep let's keep in in intact what he says so the nephew obama's it surrounds the nephews of the kids you ain't getting out of here you're in my territory i close the doors and shut the jail and shut the doors when i want not when you want so you never really kiss you could try to work on the nephesh has the human intelligence soul to be more godly but i'm surrounding you you ain't getting out and i believe and i bring one second here in one second and i bring along my my stick ah let me just finish and i'll take a question what does this cause that inefficiently gives a tremendous symptom a tremendous uncomfortable comfortable situation and contraction it shrivels up the definition of the kiss it doesn't have room to wiggle to maneuver to dominate to say an opinion sounds familiar right sometimes it's the spouse sometimes it's the rabbi sometimes it's the employer sometimes it's the kid children the teenagers you have no room to wiggle you have no room i always stay in the house here over the years you are not gonna censor me in my own house i have enough people censoring me outside but in my own house you ain't censoring me it's my house well the nephew shabbat is censors us and it says i'm going to tell you what to say and not to say and if you don't like it you have no choice because i'm surrounding you and it ever says it becomes minor insignificant concealed like i told you one of my friends would always say when's the last time you had a relationship with an officially kiss every day about enough obama's eating sleeping drinking guyva and and honor and pride and everything else what was the last time you could say i had a relationship unofficially kiss the last time i had a conversation with an officially kiss or communication big goalie and this is analogous to someone who sits in goals and in captivity he shrivels up he's he's put it to a narrow corner and he can't you can't sorry you're in solitary confinement and i have the key and you ain't getting out yes yay it's your turn so basically when when you were talking about where the nefesh bahamas is saying this is my territory right yes and it's kind of like taking over like a turf board it's kind of like a turf work and i asked you this i think a few years ago but now that it came up again where does the eight sorry come in here like there's got to be a place somewhere for the eight sahara as well no or well yeah well again look uh you're a custom from your training in yeshiva to use the word yet sahara siddhis uses the word so what you mean yet sahara we're calling that foreigners again there's a difference we learned this mime or another my muram but so whether we call it yates or horror or we call it nephesh bamis and there's a major difference yes this isn't just uh semantics okay but but i'm not going to go again over that so where does that come in we just said where it comes in that we're in goals because the the yates are horror the nefesh obama's controls it so if i take away only the word never miss and i substitute it with yates you that you understand totally totally okay so so so so yoni what what siddha he sees it that it's the yate sahara is already result it's a yates or it's an inclination of bad i i lean towards bad right but where what drives you to come there that's called daffodil bombers so there's the drive and there's the application of the drive the eights of her is the application so if you understand that the yates or doesn't let us get out you understand what he's saying here same thing so let's continue a few more lines brazil and the shamans on the sec this is the meaning going back to the posik in i think ishaya the souls i have made shane based in the fortress this refers to two souls nevermind from the perspective of the husk and shell called clipper is what we call the animal drive but the second nephesh nuclear nephilia is called the human nephesh [Music] just as the advantage of a human over an animal consists of his intelligence or commander and as the saying is odom yesterday a human has das yaakov behemodas the bali has no dust the balikayam animals are ecorum their primary mode of operation humidos it is their middles their character an eagle an eagle is merciful is cruel in other words the way they they they haunt they hunt their food and deal with other birds the nasher does it with mercy and the oil and the raven does it with cruelty what do we see that the primary velvet the primary mode of of an animal of and and birds of that species the living species are all determined by their middles by their emotions and character yes and and any and all knowledge intelligence that they have who rock it's only about their physical needs eating drinking all the other bodily needs so in other words moshe they need to live they need food so because they need food they're going to use their a little amount of intelligence of seijo to justify getting the food but it begins with the food it begins with the meda it begins with survival mode but the human being his primary mode of operation is intelligence and wisdom and or even the necessary bodily needs that man needs for existence go through wisdom and say we're talking about a normal logical person not a person who's in addictive mode that's a really different discussion that means that at that time they're not being human the state of addiction is not a state of humanity yes yaakov we were just mentioning so we have a gemara that says we learned sneeze from a cat and we learn other meatless from other animals how does it fit in no you just the the gomorrah is supporting what that was saying that the ikea the cat is midos so if you want to learn about me this look at a cat that's what he's saying get the each of an animal's meat doesn't the eater of a human is sacral so i don't see why you bring that gamora seems to be an exact support to what it says here how do you see there's a contradiction i didn't oh oh oh i didn't understand i thought you were asking as a steerer no exactly yeah thank you of course okay um not only what about all these arguing i do not perceive and look at you that way i look at you as a talmud who raises an issue in torah to discuss and understand and i really mean that maybe no one has said it to you before but i'm going to say my senator public and it's it's not just about you the whole idea of you of humans and humanity and people if we were to be less defensive and more open to exchange you could disagree and i always repeat what that ever said and i heard my own two eyes out of fabrega two heirs out of her brain difference of opinion is healthy majoricus is very unhealthy and it's a gemaran progress no two people are alike and that's part and that's the richness of life that we can have different opinions look here from the gemara everyone's always disagreeing with each other but then comes a system that was developed to say in in in what's called in the uh mumminess in matters of money we follow i think it's uh is it ravishable i don't remember maybe one of the two who was an expert in that field when it comes to isurim to forbidden issues you know is issue and we follow the other one what's the shot they first had a disagreement and they both had to tell me them and they both disagreed with each other in impracha says well how are we going to make a ruling here we go we got to bring some resolve to the situation the answer is who's the greater expert in that field and by the way if you pay attention to many of the rebbe's answers listen to this cover that ever would say we have we have velvet a doctor here that ever would say go to go to doctors who are friends and never experts he wouldn't always say the same thing but many times there is a friend that's very important and there's a maven he might not be a friend but he's a maven in that field and so what i'm saying is that is a healthy thing we're not puppets here anyway the point that we conclude with this the point is that i've been saying here that the nephi shelley keys the nephesh the per a person primarily what's his specialty cycle intelligence that is the the core essence of of a human of humanity what is the core essence of the animal world meet this emotions and and and and when you understand that when you think about this idea all of a sudden necessarily kiss and nephesh no longer spiritual ideas souls drives it becomes very real am i dominated by my emotions or my am i dominated by my mind or at times when i'm dominated by my emotions i'm acting more like an animal and when i die when i'm at when i'm dominated at the times by my mind i'm acting more like a human now we shouldn't walk away saying well if so let me be a cold intellectual no the whole idea of humanity is to be expressive and to be passionate about your beliefs and your sacral you see it's not for to avoid seiko it's that cycle should harness and govern the middles in a healthy way so that when the media comes about it's a healthy leader it's an intellectualized media that that has in it normality balance um looking for not the self gratification but the connection to the higher power and this is true lahavdo for non-jews too this idea by the way is not only for eden for a jew that has a it's on a whole different plane but any human being this concept of sacral over and this that we discussed now is important and and and and it's an eye-opener when you meet a non-jew on a plane or in a store you know and you talk about this idea you'd be surprised how you could you know really bring some real special spirituality that's not adulterated and and you know and ridiculous and that would cause will cause and help that human being be a mensch you talk about being a mensch let me being a mensch being a mensch means thinking about the body the creator of the world there's a higher power that runs this world it's not just about me me me and gratification you know it's about a higher power so you want to go on vacation go on vacation how are you going to spiritualize that vacation you're gonna go but you have to ask yourself what am i going to do to make this vacation a ruchni's decay experience see and and that is the way to teaches us through muslims in each in their own style to spiritualize every experience and and we saw by the laboratory and sadiq we saw that that this was something that they that they wanted from all eden not only from the hasidim to to share this message with the greater world so that they shouldn't be afraid to leave mayor sha'arim like i told you that experience i had in the breslau yeshiva mayor sharon or nothing was breslav where they you know they said we're afraid to go out to the to the kibbutzim because we will sink so we stay sheltered in our little enclave you know and from where they the way they were raised and where they're coming from i understand what they're saying but there's the way there's another way to to be raised and to and to understand that you you could manage and do very well in barack hashem i could say that there ever today that told the siren river um he's very what they would call progressive compared to previous uh in their in their dynasty and their leadership you know um and so too even in satmar you have the difference between the two sacraments of salman arabian the one in williamsburg the one in monroe the one in monroe uh is much more progressive and has been criticized by the others for being so progressive and what and how is he progressive that he goes out more and that he meets more people and maybe some people that they don't want you know would would would shun in the past so there has been a great um improvement in this idea of of of understanding that if you have proper humanity proper cycle there's nothing to be scared of you know you're not gonna you're not you're not gonna you're not gonna you're not gonna crumble and if you are gonna crumble there's something wrong there's something very wrong you know now this does not at all like i've said many times justified going to venice beach and and trying to put on film with people there you know there are situations where seiko aheen is saying have seiko don't have seiko this domain is only is not for the average either jews walking there and haven't put on film so you need a swimmer schwartz you need a certain all of a sudden you need you know there's certain individuals or rabbi schuster all shown used to go to the casino i mean he was dressed with a hat and jacket probably in 100 degrees i saw pictures and they just came out with a book about him and uh so i'm not sure he would be going to vegas or to invite them for shabbos i'm not sure but but but so i'm not saying you know well for the sake of sacral i'm about i'm not going to lose myself and we all know that yeshua and korean god at the age he he he lost it you're not allowed to test yourself you know a lot of say oh i'm such a strong jew i'm going to go into a situation as jaime said the yates of her is stronger than you he's stronger than you trust me so i don't care if you're 119 years old in 364 days and you have one more day to live be careful be careful because the heart is there and like the holy cutscore said i'm on my deathbed i'm gracious it's moments before the death and what am i thinking about what are they going to say about the cutscore after he dies it's like the the if you talk about yates or her the age of her is with us till the last moment he ain't letting go he knows he's going down and he's going down hard but he's with you a famous story i think with the participation or not exotic but he didn't come out since his torah remember he didn't come out and the casino said rabbit everyone's waiting to shoot we have to start doing our conference it's late he said kay finally came out and he said i couldn't come out she said they said rabbit why not because the yates of hero wanted to dance with me he wanted to make himself holy and dance with me and i'm not letting him dance with me or see them khabak siddha would say when we take the horse from vitepsk to lubavitch or from um smolensk smallansk was the station from lens to the babbage i don't want the horse to say i have credit because i took a long time i made the husset get to the bavage if the horse shares with me the credit going about till above it's a problem that means i'm horsey you understand and i want to be in the bavarian outside of a horse i don't have any connection with a horse when i'm in lubavitch the horse is a horse and it gets credit for doing what it does taking me to lubavitch from the train station otherwise i wouldn't get the lubavitch so the horse has a lot of value but not don't don't be with me in the bavish take me till above it should go back to the train station and bring another closet to the baggage there's a there's a there's a very important idea here don't let the yates are hurting her the nephew bombers dance with you okay and now you probably are asking well it says you're supposed to transform the that's transforming but the first step is a scaffia prevent you know stop until here you can go yay saharan africa bombings from here on don't come along because you're going into a territory that's not yours we ended with a little fabric hashem maybe should help sorry i was a little late today they should help it's uh shabbos it's a govaldega menachem and i always say menachem of the that episode in the sikhs is that the father himself comforts us and why the father not the mother who who you would think that a mother is more comforting and more merciful that's the kiddush that's the vert that we want to come from a father who normally doesn't comfort and doesn't hug and doesn't kiss and doesn't embrace the mother does that but we want it to come from the father imagine you embrace your your daughters your gra right they don't expect you to do that you're a man you're a father and when they feel that coming from you in a way it's much more powerful than coming from a mother who's natural at that menachem we're asking hashem bring us to the comma bring us the base of mikdash it's enough already right so we're saying this shop is it's it's a great travis you have to all make a fabric and be the kid to say a word say look smile at another person and and and and raise the issue that we need so the comes also from the premius the rep and the first mimer he concludes the mimer that he said when he took the leadership of at the end he said we will get out of this golos through getting out of our own goals so we have to and listen we finished that in a way i mean how could we say we finished it we all still have issues but that's not a reason that's no yo that's not a reason why we're in ghosts if if if hashem is going to wait for us to crawl out from our stick and stuff and stuff he's going to wake them definitely so the rebbe said in the last 10 years of his life that ever said clearly that that period that refinement is an individual thing in other words that's not holding up mashiach why is that necessary so you might be wondering so why is it necessary for me to improve myself the answer is when shia comes i should i should not have stains on me and look like a you know a slob and be schmutzy can be dirty you the individual so yes meshiach is coming but how are we as individuals going to stand before meshiach so that's what we need avoid this happy ruling we have to refine ourselves you have to make ourselves more mentioned nicer etc but that's not going to hold up mashiach have it have a great shabbos everyone we will continue monday meets hashem really enjoy and we'll see everyone zaikazu bye bye good job thank you