Maamar Az 1934 #9 Final Suggestion to Revealing Your Best Self - Guarantee for Good Health

so uh a good day to everyone we're on page 190 i hope to finish the mimer today and then begin another my mirror on monday with hashem so we've been talking here about uh hillel i don't remember if you were here yesterday but um you were yeah so the last thing that ebba said was some very powerful words how geyva is the interference to any sense of real spirituality real godliness real feeling of holiness he quoted hazal called the say statements of the sages which support that and this is part of his uh method for discipline to become more sensitized to godliness and the rebel has been talking about the need to vacate me you need to leave me artsy youth is earthlings physic materialism remember he made the difference between physicality gosh miyute and humry youth and materia materiality or corporal reality or in yiddish group kite coarseness that was the first thing that's called my artsakha the next thing is from your birthplace he refers to habits surely bad habits you need to vacate and reduce and even good habits need to be transcended from good to better and finally in the base of your parents home the rabbit talks about uh that being the logical justification for your behavior right is your father kabbalah says father is mother aim is bina um hashem says to avram leave your father's home leave your the mod that justifies everything you do to be always right and this is so so those are those are three prerequisites in order to go to get to your own essence which is what we're working towards to because that's the the dawn light that breaks through and brings cure spiritually and physically once he mentioned that he says that the sense of guyva if a person suffers from guyva and embellishes that guy event doesn't work towards reducing their guys and reading their guy the that which is ego and conceit then they they they won't be able to progress in avoid this hashem this is where we're at type type of 190 um this uh the first line the last word on the line the gum the gambi medisov also regarding a person's emotions [Music] someone who is full of guyva always justifies his need for indulgences most rows are extras and it's nigella you said it's relevant to him it's more important which means basic necessities shall lose cyphers of his friend someone else doesn't have bread to eat and you justify a yacht before you buy your yacht make sure your neighbor has bread to eat it and the reason is how does he come to justify this because he's so busy with himself so to the point that when it comes to a friend another bliped by him kane ortnit there's no room left for anyone else because it's [Music] because his mind his brain this clock is jaded this is what we call nets shading of the mind a stuffed and clogged brain melee is by name he doesn't have at this point the capacity to contemplate who is the fact that he pleasures himself the whole meaning most of him with all kinds of delicacies that are indulgences and extras visual assay and his other and the other hashem will god forbid die of starvation i mean this is like such an easy thought to realize and understand but this person who's so full of himself has clogged his brain has jaded his brain that he doesn't have the capacity even to understand anything otherwise even if at times he does do something for another person it's only to satiate his pleasure of honor yes he'll write the check and he'll do this all that but it's all about himself he should have name recognition he should have the honor so he's helping yes is that the reason why the word when we when we add the word to baal guyva because he's like an owner of the gaiba like it's not enough just to say guy but we say ba al gaiva that's and the rapper goes even further look how he's creeping into the to man the guy was even then when he does something for someone else because of his own honor he wants to get mileage out of it what does he do he he puts an effort that someone else should give awful who ain't a naysayer he doesn't give become a mean his doctor because justifying why he doesn't give much money which he finds excuses why he can't give he can't do but i'll get someone else to do it the hall heights dr shiloh in all of his justifications in this case we're talking about giving sadako which he says i can't give sadaqa kifihora a lawyer as he should be giving sadako it's only in in in comparison to with the you turn around and you look at something that's relevant to he himself either named nasa or to his family he doesn't reduce god muhammad of the extras and the indulges for himself and his family he has plenty of food and plenty of cars and plenty of clothing and plenty plenty plenty not only he has extras and extras but for the other person i don't have enough to give the who says he is so f he is so uh misled he's misled himself he's fooled he's fooled himself into thinking that this is justified what's his logic his logic is i'm god's gift to humanity so all the money and the goods that i got from god is because i'm so worthy i'm so how could i give it away it was given to me because i'm an awesome question i i should give it away it's only for me the other person is not kidding autumn [Music] here we've identified yaakov but another issue that khasiddhi said speak [Music] himself hillel he misassesses himself ta'ut the word mutter from the word why are you laughing personally what i take that personally i've been diagnosed with an excessive capacity for self-deception so yeah okay i don't know doesn't see it doesn't seem to me you moved to the other but anyway some who suffers from tobias he misleads himself and misassesses himself says that but i don't give up by you i don't give up harry sorry is biting you need to think he's talking to this person who's mutter i want you to reflect and contemplate the following why did hashem give you this affluence it's a question you should benefit from all the delicacies and indulgences and you and your friend dr you died that's why god gave you so much you because are you so worthy of so much you know your own stick you're not so worthy and god to somehow maybe you had a holy soul once before in a previous reincarnation incarnation for whatever reason god gave it to you and now that you have it you don't share you don't give the hubbards available and you yourself know your friend is much nicer than you okay you're you're you're a real you know what and he's much nicer the low maintenance so why don't you give him why don't you help him hello however it says in the theater hashem tests us you know hashem gave it to you you know hashem gave if this person yoni is so arrogant why does hashem give him the question that we all ask right i'll never forget where he brought up that very wealthy guy who said he's like self-hating jew so wealthy why does god gives why is god given such people the answer is hashem wants to test person one person he tests journey with poverty and another person it's the same test with wealth those that are wealthy are on the line it's a test the the previous rabbit the same author he came to america in 1929 1930 and then again in 1940 he saw all the wealth compared to what they had in europe and he said the test of american of the free world is not poverty but it's wealth and we see sometimes people who came from nothing had nothing and and hashem blessed them they made it very big they failed this test they failed the test of ashiros and so it's both as a test right and what is it saying the mishna that uh right yakov hillary was very poor and yet he found time to learn taylor and lots of time and it was hillary so someone says i can't learn because i'm porn i have to go running i have to run around to make a living and all that sorry hillary was poorer than you and he was able to learn so it's not an excuse and i believe was very wealthy he found time to learn and to help others so he obligates the wealthy so whether you're wealthy whether you're poor it makes no excuse but anyway here that i've been saying a similar thing and i've been saying that you think you're better but you know the truth and the abstract gives everyone their tests you wealthy person you were given a mission and with actually because you need to do to dhaka with in all three ways with your money with your body and with your soul avram was makarov the man sarah was makar of the women and when he and then he goes out and he helps people he brings them in there's the idea of sudoku goofy it's easy to write the check but it's harder to go out and slept when it's 90 degrees outside someone's releases or a woman's packages from the grocery store to the house seductive goofy with your body but teach someone olive bay teach them whatever moosa gemara and the first activity in coming close to hashem in doing good the tickle named is correcting beautifying the middle east another shiftless is humility then you become a proper vessel to serving hashem and now he goes back to the opening verse of the movie then after you will help people into the downtrodden and all of the four um conditions that the plastic mentions earlier after that your dawn light will split will break through the hole yes every year has a quintessential light an essence and this is the essence of yiddishkai nikudo is the quintessential aspect of the jewish desharma is found by everyone even someone who outwardly is a bad guy a bad person not a nice person and all that the yes no um there are those who make a mistake laxative and they think [Music] right take my pulse check my heart you'll see it's go it's wet it's a and he tells him how they praise the hulu have you fed the poor have you brought the downtrodden into your house until out of south later sally don't hide from yourself and your family remember take care of them too keep shooting the rabbit says literally yeshaya hashem instructs ishaya this is to be taken literally doing actual tadaka taking someone into their house is stuck up they say over the story of kai and brisker in brisk there was a little note hanging on the bulletin board so to say in brisk and it said anyone that needs a place to sleep should go to the house of rakayam now you would think rebhaym had a mansion with many rooms to lodge people to host people no he had a broken little shed whatever he had over there a few rooms to the point sometimes when people were in actual in his bedroom sleeping in the beds and he his wife and him and his wife did not have beds like can you imagine that the first time i heard this when i was writing my book on on rabbit cellovachic and the rebbe raven heard and you should know rabbi salvation joshua bear his grandson he said once more once but i think he said my zeta my grandfather was a was like a going in needles you know you think of raphael brisker as the g a genius of integer and the rambam reprieve you know brisk and salvation said the rule of and i'm paraphrasing the realtor of kaim was his middles his behavior and character and he and and this that it is one of the proofs how kind of golden heart he had so sometimes you know what looks outwardly as uh the intellect but the real person is the middles the rebbe says here what the abyss is telling you shayan navi is i need you to feed the poor bring in the downtrodden to your house provide clothing for the those that don't have and don't forget about your own skin that's what we mean keep shooting that's what the library says and the fact that every year has a quintessential aspect of yiddish kite the pinterest it's not adequate that's a it's not adequate i'm a jew at heart i love everyone what are you doing about it myself you're philosophizing very nice what action are you doing about it myself you have to make do make an impact with good conduct and proper character is says what is the equivalent what's the counterpart of um of um feeding the poor who creates it in the trader that's setting aside a time for yourself to learn today lo says mozilla never shall the kiss you have to feed your own your own efforts on the kids that's hungry for taylor yani right the nephew hungry for food it's hungry for pleasure and honor and everything else what's the nephesh of the kids hungry for taylor so it says feed the hungry of your bread that's right [Music] is worried that there should be food for his body kane so he should be anxious and worried there wasn't an effort for the food of the soul and a day goes by that you're very busy it has to like bother you when will i get a chance to learn something and today we have the ipods and the ipod and the ipads and we have the the plugs in the airs then we have the radio and the televisions and everything and the computers you have to feel like you're hungry i didn't learn any potato today next he says give separate for of your bread to the hungry that never shall it is hungary container what a beautiful expression in yiddish the nephesh of the kiss is hungry in tata next point vanille merudin tavi bias the downtrodden bring home avadosa behind us next page 191 premiums i think we had it before but i don't remember where it was from it's it's the same plastic in yeshaya where he mentions the four thing the set this is number two of four the doubt right so that but that happened that ebb is giving us now the spiritual meaning in addition to literally taking in the poor trebuc says if you're hungry and you want taylor and you need taylor you need to internalize it just learning it and learning it externally that shouldn't have an impact deep inside it's analogous to eating and feeding yourself but not feet and but not feeding others but not internalizing it bringing the poor into your house the downtrodden into your house is much more than what than just feeding food why because a bias is already personal that's what he says look vitality excitement enthusiasm the later penis and not just super superficially yeah you have to learn i want to learn to go to a stream that's called learning or like i say there's couch potato learning and there's relearning sometimes uh a person doesn't have the head to learn deeply so he lays on the couch and and looks at a safer reads a book okay but that doesn't bring you highest name the highest means when you're fully engrossed in your learning let's go further after that is like talking you can imagine it's 1934 it's kupaka and it was a hard time for jews many of the youth were falling aside okay so then he talks to them and he says he's saying to everybody this simply means that the quintessential aspect of yiddish kite your pinterest should should be should come to fruition but playoff tave in a good result beshmeters shabbos by keeping shabbos while not putting on film all of that will come if you learn and internalize your learning bipanemias then he says number three from yeshaya the third point if you'll see someone who's naked and cover him give him clothing here we're not talking anymore yaakov about learning of toyota so listen to this hillel the first two points is about the learning of theta a to learn and b to internalize the learning now we go to clothing which represents mitzvos because a mitzvah makes you shine smell good just like nice clothing makes you look good so the word hail is here not the english word the either's word is it hail or yeah hail if someone is naked knock it hail knock it hail knock it is pure naked mitzvah and where brief the rabbit doesn't elaborate much but you could see already that the frida kareem is laying the groundwork in 1934 for what the what i did in 1977 on fifth avenue 47th street when i put on film with jews on the mitzvah tank right here that's what he says if you see someone who's naked for mitzvahs them up how do you dress them up your inner sin put on that song exactly it's a dogma in other words we're talking now about mitzvahs not about studying taylor that's another aveda that's the first two things the third uh condition that hashem tells yashaya in order to get the or the essential light to break through the the darkness is misliss then finally point number four um and from your own flesh from your own skin later sally do not hide is referring to refining your character you got to refine your character you can learn you could do mixers if you're not a mensch you're missing point number four and if you don't have all four you really can't get that oh you knocked me you want the other asked me you got to do all four he need oh when you do the fall for then us you know i i always think when i say uh the song only became because of us others zion god almighty seven the seven days of the week creation us when you have god in creation then you can sing when you have hashem in your life then you can sing it says then the light will break through when us when you hear us refers to what it says earlier the four conditions that we just mentioned then your very essence who you really are as a jew as someone who's connected takadesh you remember heaven we spoke about the essence of the soul the shade is the source and the soul as it's the show as it's in the goof what we need to do to break through the darkness is tap into the essence of the soul the shaytan says that when you will fulfill these four things you will touch your core essence and you will have very quickly healing healing will be issued for all bad illnesses god [Music] great and powerful is true for which brings healing to the world so this is a clear from a and he's saying that when you will fulfill these four things this will bring the your the the source of your shama which will break through all issues which will bring cure for ibrahim that's it that's it and whether we see it or we don't see it it's a matthias yes you're innocent one of the things you're talking about all through my marriage life we had trouble getting gifts we never had guests at the house never one guy in one seat used to come over and now we make sense nobody comfortable nobody who who do you invite i mean you know nobody nobody wants to come over so what you're gonna do when you got their own family yeah yeah you're the same way again uh first of all first of all don't feel bad i have the same thing here in borough park okay so i'm not i'm not i'm not i'm just saying it's not only in muncie and it's not only by unions bates and it's not only but chemist you know we talk about agnosis arkham you have to schmitz for a mitzvah and it's an avoider and you start sunday calling you know it's enough either i i i believe if i were to take the phone from sunday till friday i can find the guest i think you're saying you could find a guest but it's a lot of work and it's like you know we're we're tired then we're learning and this is that but if you really yeah if you want a guest just to walk in it ain't happening avraham avino didn't get a guest by sitting in his tent he went out in the heat of the day he went out after three days after circumcision he was in pain look how he fits for a mitzvah and he got gas but and if you really want to if you really want to schmitz for a minute but tell people you don't have air conditioning but the company the company is the right company no but an author and i i i i i relate to what you're saying it's in all seriousness i'm not right i'm not i'm not poo pooing it really i know exactly what you're saying the the thing the thing is unison in the more fruit communities i mean you know right wing you know uh like they don't they like here in bar park people don't go people you know who are guests usually single people that's usually who comes that you know married married people they that you know in the hungarian tradition it's it's a it's a certain culture it's like you know and then that's the way it is i i assume it's probably that way also in in in where you live it just you know and people come in people come to shul and most times the kids show if i bring in and there's quite a bit of food you know i'm just saying it's uh it's but it's enough either it really isn't avoided i'm glad you brought it up it's really an aveda yes it is it's enough either you know and then and then even sometimes you want to bring a guest you know is your wife ready for it are your kids ready for it did you make food did you not make food is it cold is it hot you know is it coveted no covenant is there a mask and no mask social distancing i mean you know we have a bunch of a billable but everything's going to come back but really if you want guests you got to begin sunday that's why you said make your shabbos the the the the story we teach we say to the children it's to us yeah if you're really yeah you should make your shabbos he treasures and impress shabbos is precious he begins already from the beginning of the week saying oh i found this govaldiga fish i'm not eating i'm keeping it for shabbos the same is the same is true and believe me there's you could find it's a heart avoider but you could find heaven i have to go see everyone share monday sidekicks don't have a great shop do you have an idea what we'll be learning next week uh i i want to look and i'll i'll give you i'll send you a i mean it's gonna it's gonna be from one of these yeah it's gonna be from one of those foreign but i'll let you know okay so i doesn't have a good travis everybody travis bye bye