Love of G-d through Torah & Mitzvos are prelude for Love of Delights - Igeres HaKodesh 18- RC Dalfin

oh we're beginning now chapter letter 18 page it says I believe in how beautiful how pretty how sweet is the love of delights that in sh is a kind of a love story the husband has for the for the wife andem we Hashem has for for us and we call this so remember those words because we're going to focus on that in this chapter says there are two levels of and by the way we spoke about this and learned this is from chapters 43 through 50 we learned many different level in the first section of Tanya many different levels of AA so this is kind of um a recap a revisit H there are two levels of the first one the higher one is called a pleasure a love of delights of pleasure and he explains this means a Jew has Delight for God look at Al's words they're so they're so galic a wondrous pleasure with an abundance and mighty wow and the S is so powerful and so deep and so profound that it impacts the soul the neish it's not just the body dances and the hands clap and the soul is happy Means and it has this cace experience of giving itself away to God from the word clish and what's the reason why the the person and the soul comes to this position because God is good it's an expression the sweetness of the sweet and the sweet it sounds like we don't have Yi here or H but would always say the sweet the sweetest of the sweet wondrous that is a sensation that is similar to the feeling in Hab the world to come as we said one benefits there from the from the and it's regarding this lofty of called it says rejoice in God says not everyone merits this Turn the Page to to 252 Ines it says the co theah has what we call this is the Aramaic word for the Hebrew word rone of the heart this isn't just I want something this is a profound Stillness as explained Theus that is so powerful and so passionate so deep that this is alloted to the sadikin and and and and it you have to have a not all not even it's not an automatic not all sadik have this by the way he says you have to be to it he quotes now a verse the stranger that comes close to the sanctuary is punished right you weren't allowed to go in who is allowed to go into the sanctuary to the mikdash only a coin because a coin has this level of r which was necessary for the communication in the a stranger a foreigner a regular fellow who doesn't experience this aim stay away don't come too close you come too close you're going to you're goingon to you're going to flip out says but this level of love it is not the way it is not the style the manner to to to attain it by comprehension B by making your flesh be you know to exert effort this is not analogous to the to a and fear which we which they ask in have you exerted yourself with fear and wo whoo wo to the flesh that hasn't exerted himself itself with fear as it says in the book of yes H you're asking a question where we at what yes we're I'm not I'm not with you okay page page 252 okay uh four chapter 19 fourth line yes okay you're welcome and it says regarding if you will search for it like you search for gold for silver iser what silver what ises it saying kabala right gold is is the concept of right so you could search for it and you need to search and work hard to attain one needs a great exertion a mighty exertion like you search for Treasures the point being that y could be attained through much effort continue look inside but this level of which we call the love of the lights right in the in the brackets it falls into man at times from above without him preparing himself for God oh one second it comes to you spontaneously but the AL says look at the next line that gift that God gives you of having this sensation of Love of delights is after you've exerted yourself with with what's called exalted and you reach the ultimate that you can attain through your effort to comprehend it based on your soul after you've done whatever you could the most you could automatically will come Delights to dwell to together with the the O that you've attained through your work says in and we know it because we're all males here it is a style and the method and the custom of the man to go after the woman what is that in what is that in a is is is would be the is would be the it is the style of is to pursue the ISA meaning when you work hard and and you diligent and you put in effort then you be you've made yourself a receptacle that when God decides if he decides to bless you and gift you with you're ready and I just want to say ready what I just want to say I'm ready you're ready well it's it's very nice of you to say you're ready but uh we have to do a check on you you know what I mean uh and we're not going to do that in public uh we'll start testing you how much year you have but but but but this is very I think about it such a you know many times we do things and we do good things and and and it's kind of time goes by and you don't know and you think ah it's forgotten and then all of a sudden it comes back Hashem wakes you up just happened to me this morning about a month ago my father is from from bavina in Romania and the city is called gamur gar it's the it's the footsteps of the um of the Carpathian Mountains you know talk about the balv and the Carpathian Mountains well this area is very beautiful all Hill mountains all around and the Daniel river goes through one of the one of the rivers so it's always been a dream of mine to to go there and to walk the land and maybe maybe my father's house is standing still whatever so I I did you know did some online and and I came across and I knew but that the Sho the main Shool in my father's Little Village is still standing the Nazis didn't I don't they didn't touch it but it's still standing not only the outside the inside I saw there's pictures because it the bsal art gallery on the um on in they had they had a project where they went to Europe and they and they you know filmed and and and did art with the with with old shoes in Europe and one of them was this Sho and it's online and I look the benches are still there the AR kind just it's it's like a it's a Sho but it's locked there's no Jews so I'm interested in exploring that so finally finally someone who had a go a non-jewish woman who has a hotel motel over there cuz people it's a resort town gurar today is Resort town because you're next to the water you have the mountains around and the air is good it's it's really like a like you know and that's why there are hotels around there anyway so I contacted her and finally I said who has the keys to this place cuz I know people who were there they couldn't go inside they just saw the building the outside so she said you know what I assume the that in Bucharest capital of Romania over there the the there's a Jewish Federation and she gave me a name and so I sent a message sent a message to some someone and didn't hear back this must be now a month so I I didn't even think about it cuz cuz as it is you know it's it's a very long schlep it's like a no there's no airport there so if you fly into Bucharest you got to drive 5 six 7even hours if you come fly into Yas you got to drive 2 three hours and if not you can take take a plane to suchava and then got to drive an hour so it's like you know whatever it's it's it's a hard place to get to and and I'm not particular the mood of you know sitting in in Vans and unknown places and driving on roads you know so it's um it's a cumbersome project you know but and I said the guy is not responding obviously it looks like it's from heaven and even you know if I come to I was going to I was going to go there and from there over to maybe P to be with the the my family whatever this morning out of the blue I'm sitting in SHO I get up early and preparing for daving learning whatever I get a a WhatsApp uh can you can you can you meet I would like to have a a um a video WhatsApp with you on next week out of the blue I I'm using this as an example we learn here says that if you exert yourself with Y and H said I'm ready you could forget about things and years later months later all of a sudden again I don't know what nothing might come of it I have no idea but but the very fact and and he wrote to me why did he take him three four weeks to respond cuz he was checking me out cuz he says we have a lot of people who you know want to benefit from us I don't know what that means and you know whatever I guess they they smell money there I I don't know what they smell I I have no idea but he made a comment he said and I see that you're very legit and he saw about my online and he saw my books and they're scholarly and and um I have no idea what this person is and who he is and what he knows I mean he's a Jewish fellow he's a Jewish fellow and he's the Secretary General of the the Federation of the Romania so I don't know what Prestige that means I'm not I have no idea about that whole realm of of work but obviously he's he's he's a maker on some level you know so my point is here I already gave up I said already forget I'm not going to Romania right it's like cuz a month ago I was really involved in this and planning and calling and I and I I reached a lot of people on you know and and people who use Google Translate cuz they don't know English to translate my whatsapps into into into Romanian and and they wrote back they translated it was you know very it was very for me very interesting to get this communication and then stops cuz if if they have the key to the Sho and I want to get into the Sho and I want to maybe make a museum in the Sho I don't know whatever right I have no one to talk to who am I talking to who's the balab buos and plutz suddenly a month later I get a response so the year I'm just it's a very it's a mush and if it's wrong it's wrong of a mush if it's right it's right the says here he says here that that that that the AA it's not an expectation if you have an expectation of aaba you have it all wrong there no expectations a Raba is something that's beyond The Human Experience it's a gift that hasem after seeing how hard you work that's why challenge you H if if if if I if if I may if I may do that you know because we have to all challenge ourselves is our as he says here and you know and and and good listen giving up uh GAA giving up TAA giving up uh all kinds of stuff is youra it's much easier to eat what you want and do whatever you want and just live a you know day so that's you know but that's that's that's the that's the calculation well let's use Hebrew words that's the that we have to make am I doing enough for my in the C of Y or fear whether Hashem will say you know you're a good boy you've worked very hard you deserve deserve a nice little gift and I'm going to send you an a Hal Hal Hal let's continue he says so this was all the first level of AA the higher level called now he goes to the second one this is a love and a desire of the Soul three words Love and [Music] Desire to God to B bind yourself with the with go with of and you want to be close to God and this is what the person desires and a person the simultaneously feels very bad to distance himself from because by distancing yourself you cause a partition of of B of iron coming from the extraneous forces which separates you with the person of God and you don't want that right only I have enough stuff I don't need to bring more partitions from Clippers I got my own issues a this second level of AA which is attainable and an expectation it is concealed in the Jewish heart in the heart of all of Israel a even in the wicked y I'll never get that comment you made about seven eight years ago about that uh I don't know that that the Jew who you said you know is a self-hating Jew and you ask does he have that love I forget who it was uh a big mocker Bernie no not Bernie Sanders no you made it comment about oh Sor s yeah George Soros he remembers look how he remembers yeah that's it so the says here look at the words that every ye even the wicked Jews have an A they have a deep concealed love for God in the heart and at the time when they wake up and they say I made a mistake they have where does it come from iser if you don't have it in your heart in your depth in the neish where is it coming from the answer is you do have it you always had it the Russia always had it but he he got so fished and so mixed up that he's a Russia a self-hating Jew even but he has AAS but because it's so con heal in the body so the negative forces force can dominate over over this love and basically put it into jail and say you stay put you you you dog you know I'm going to control the situation and I'm going to bring all this negativity to you because you're one big piece of negativity says this is the spirit of that man to sin what is our job to our Master to overpower the negative Force right like in Bening look three words Co the same three words used in Bening in everything from everything everything initially you got to get it out of your body get out of here Clipper get out of my body get out of here completely you better move out of my way where from my thought my speech or my action clip it find yourself another another carbon get out of my life don't don't impure my brain my mind the and my tongue don't speak vulgar disgusting words and get out of my all my limbs yeah and after we do this now this is tough work guys pushing out the negativity afterwards after you do that he can release himself from a from a big Jail from a mighty prison with strength he he can be very strong Le what does he do he reveals this hidden latent love in an abundant way all faculties of the soul that are invested in the [Music] body the main thing is he has to get rid of it the and then turn his into a vessel and his thought a vessel for God next page that the Mind should constantly be thinking about and meditating on Hashem hasem is the living of the living generally speaking and is specifically the life of my soul it's nice to say abam there's a God out there and he's a very big God and he makes a great world and what about you what about them used to say what about the little the little the little hunt the little dog that's in your heart I don't mean dog and you know I'm saying like your beh God's Great Hashem is great tah is great M what about you and you right the famous story I've told you sha Fifer sha comes to the event no everyone's there with their cigars and their and their champagne glasses and they're toasting and they're moving and they're dressed and it's fancy wow wow wow it's a belly party maybe Mar Lago anyway one second one second hillo and they see a fellow who's asking everyone what's your name what's your name and what's your name so he finally says and they say to him you've asked us our name who are you I'm sh yes sh the F for The Whistleblower ah so the M what the us when he would repeat this anecdote he would say he would say I'm Sher I'm nothing but I have a re and I'm his what am I saying is there's a Sher in every one of us yes Hil what do you want I just want to go back to that phrase call me called Co yes I remembering that phrase I don't remember what it's anybody remember I don't I know I know I learned the gar but I don't remember but we could look it up online today it's not a problem but I don't the answer is I don't remember if anyone remembers put it on the chat okay it says further second line on page a person should should desire and lust in a healthy way to God a love a person should have this this lust and desire to be close to God like a child who wants to be close to their their parent by the father just like a fire ascends another example fire ascends upward con naturally you don't have to tell the fire hey flicker upwards it does it automatically CU it wants to go back to its source to fall the ball of fire or a child who always feels that he has the the the respit and and the safe haven being in the parent home and the longer you think about this you meditate not just you just clap your hands and move your body but you think and you understand this this desire you you intellectualize it from the mind this same Sensation will Express itself in your words where you'll say I love you Hashem I want to be with you Hashem you're the only thing in my life and other such feelings and statements and then and then it'll translate to all of your limbs that it won't just be in your thought it won't just be in your mouth but you'll actually take the gor and sit down and learn you'll actually give you'll actually go and help somebody and then visit someone in a nursing home you do you learn inity and regarding this tremendous yearning see my soul says my soul is thirsty for you just like someone a person who's thirsty from water and he doesn't have any pleasure until he drinks the water Also regarding this desire and yearning that's hidden within us we we pray to hem you should be our help you should help us release this feeling that's within us from its captivity my our heart should be full of it only and don't allow any problems to enter uh challenges to enter it the house referring to the lusts and desire the worldly indulgences who should be the main stay of the home my wife meaning This Love that I have in my heart forem to dominate and conquer the it's a reference to a second wife that could be a cuz she's always you know always jealous the first wife so calls it out out you go my thought spech in action now although you can't get rid of it completely Because unless you're we're not right but at least from thought speech and action that's Al have explained about the in the first section of and therefore This Love This hidden love should come out for things that we and just to conclude means that you live in the world you live in the world in all your ways the doctor the therapist this the that whatever we all do and over there it's we find God so this is the second love the second love is attainable we'll see everyone withm on uh Sunday on Monday and we will wish everyone a Happy Birthday um with it says is upcoming so I give everyone a to be number one gun healthy that's the first thing without Health you could do very little and your kids and grandkids and and we should have shom there is true peace and hem should have mercy that all the enemies should should leave us alone and whatever it needs to be to them and and we should be able to serve to be see mashia now amen Shalom great shabas