Learn Torah in Exciting Way - Rabbi Chaim Dalfin

we're starting the Miami today on page 395 a new Mimer let's see if we can finish this before the colors mon ends tsch above time okay base i'm a salad with the help of a share your invalid Wednesday cough gimmick combos the 23rd of Thomas which happens to be this coming week in three days tough fresh haddock olives 1931 Varsha the previous leper was in war so at the time on his way to a vacation area a resort area for good health that he needed the good air in good health and the parentheses says played the Messiah the rebus said this discourse this 9-mer before he traveled Lamar in bond when I was in on a stopover several years ago on the way there to stroll in Germany I took a train somewhere and I looked up and I saw that of upcoming station is called marine bond Marine Band marine bond was a very popular spot for rebels and Russia Shiva other people as well but many rebels and Russia Shiva made their part or all of their summer stay in marine bond there was a hotel several actually but one in particular that a friend of Mines grandparents owned it they live here the grandson who's my friend lives in Borough Park and they you could find there a mayor Shapiro the soup s the one that's the way I think later you could find it the book that's a rather you can find there the unit for shared receivers it was really a who's who of Judaism of Torah scholarship Judaism and Hasidic cassadee's in Marion bond so the previous Trevor had different places that he traveled to for good air one of the places was Marine bank he had a few other places one once em another place was called I think truth Drew Struzan ik which was a suburb sub suburb of good a good you know air and environment in in in the villain in the Lithuanian area but this was I believe in in Germany so he says played him on the seal of Madame bond before he he went to Madame bond the train I get stopped in Russia and Warsaw because remember he didn't move to war so till 1933 and this is still 1931 Slava which refers to hot Slava with success and this is the moment that he said there may a long yeah hey Adam Zoe between us Mincy it says the mother says a person should always be careful with which trailer the trailer the prayer of Mincy Saturday le ol and then elevate Philistine coming why why should you be particularly with Java daemon her because lor Navi was only answered when he prayed to a shame because of mental chinami the proof is it says in Moluccan Aleph Kings one chapter 18 Bai he Bai lei some info it was when min Zakarian the pride of Mensa came by Egon Schiele yo are Navi and I will your Navi approached hospice him by gamer and he said the game etc a lady Hashem on a knee answer me God and to me that's a treatment that's a prayer and it says it was around what time ballets commensal Minko tonight I may be why did he say twice a name the mother says I'm a nice at a today's minister Mario they should descend a fire from heaven Novotny flooring the room I secure from him and he bet he pleads with a champ to answer his prayers that people should not say this was magic my successful magic that he did in other words I am a yo I know he was asking a certain that that this is the story of the variant on us you know with the knows the details most sure you know the details hello yes go ahead okay helo you say good that the many of the Jewish people involved in the voters have ow and there were the priests of all her Carmel and the early I went ins and challenged them to to a spiritual Google shall we say in the thing he would bring a Corbin and he would be in Corbin and received in which one would have a fire come down from heaven and and so on and it ended up being a great kiddush Hashem the the people killed many of the Kohanim of Volland and that's right right okay say that sister thank you take off your mute your mic thank you very much hello so so the good mother says the first thing the first thing and we all know the after us enemies I need a fire to come down if no fires coming down I'll be stead I'll be left standing like you know I'm a charlatan a fake and then he said you only even if a fire comes down like HeLa just said right to prove that Hashem is what's good and right and not the idea the bow the old bow wait a minute who says someone won't say that this is tissue that this is magic just yesterday by my wife and I were learning a reading and learning a story of the altar ever where such a thing happened the altar never came to a city and in the city there was a known magician of mahashiv okay and the Altair ever performed some kind of miracle and then there was a whole question whether Delta revered you know was accused of doing kiss-off or you know or maybe what he may be really the magician did it or not the alter rebbe at my point being that la yahwah know the asked them part of us Fela was that when you do send the fire to consume my sacrifice proving that Hashem is right and not the idolatry the idol I want make sure people don't think it's magic because magic is forbidden magic is no good magic is real so this and and and his trailer was answered this wasn't these were his two requests and both were answered because he doesn't below some info so this is the gomorrah's proof that when you dive in four things at winter time your prayers are answered okay and I think it's a pretty clear Gomora comes along the three that get urban asks the protocol hugging in my mind is treeless I mean her what's the advantage of minta treeless ruthlessly honest over chakras and my earth simple question why Wineman God the good mother some he made up you're never up not me but you look sweet Allahu although if you look further into the demote over there the good morning brother says that I sit on it have not been by you talk they sweet Allah who they hold their opinion is the athlete fearless of mind of the chakras who came they say you know it's not just mince up time but when you dive into a share my chakras an artist and my riff you're traders are also answered well Nicole McLean he ney Elio and then the between the sub Mincy le yo answered but to or something hook do you guys hear me well okay can you everybody not not very loud is it better now yeah well it's not I'm saying like I'm switching my thing I don't know if I go to the right at the left is it better now it's better now okay good so so this is a rhetorical question in the demo of the freed the could ever if you look into the demurrer there there's opinion of two sages who say no you don't have to do though he had been cut euros an answer to tracklist Amira that Evers response is report to the rhetorical question is only koel mullick nevertheless he nearly yo and then the between us amends he says thank you rabbis for your opinion but the fact is when was le yos prayers answered at minsu type you understand whether or not whether or not you're also answered at chakra set and amirev the opinion of those two sages as you do great but the fact is when did the story was le yo happy mental time so that Evers question that Evers question is what's the specialty of Mensa even if we eat motion even if we were to say that your prayers are also has another time the fact is it says in Tomas it says by Elohim in her why is that why does the prosecutor look and emphasize below some info in other words y only if there's no difference the mincer shocked admire if chakras remember that don't say although Semenko he prayed to our chairman he was answered finished obviously the posit makes an emphasis to say below some info it was their mental time there's something significant is special about Mensa that the other two times don't have and the rebels question is what is that them of the treeless minted Guevara myeloma Dre girl trailers the shackles for this we understand that Minka is greater in level over treeless chakras of and artists for tariff 11 we must understand yes certain mileage treeless I mean called chakras what's the advantage means it has over shoppers well what's this question that here chakras the Tila aroo-whoo me yes sir hey takes us a half an hour to 45 minutes the Davin chakras hopefully we're not doing a Zipcar Express train mega chakras of 20 minutes or actually 13 minutes of strain the shop is the first minion predawn is a 13 minute minion if you have an experience that he won some Brooklyn Borough Park or anywhere you know takes only there's no traffic about 5:00 in the morning so you could come from Manhattan to here in about that 15 minutes without breaking the law anyway so there's our favor and come in just to witness don't dive in with them because you won't be able to but just see how they do it you won't believe it I don't know is there such a minion and Oliver just roll I don't know but I mean this is literally 15 minutes and I think I told you I had to dive in once or twice with that me because I was flying somewhere and I would mrs. mom Felix mantilla and I did wouldn't be another minion and they said to me you could only tell him for the moment that I want I was a head yard site you can only down for the omelet if you do it a 13 minutes if not sorry you can go to the omelet this precedes everything 13 minutes it's called 13 minutes Judaism okay so their episodes here but you're moving people who don't dive in for 13 minutes from the beginning of her till after all a no-drill aroo-whoo you say it's a longer trailer because by the way takes more than 13 minutes of government that the diver men's especially if he doesn't in the 120 h code this minion takes a few extra minutes smoke so so so the point being if you want young if you want to talk about darvany you want to do I pray you want to talk about bleeding Sam you know show me your your fire and consume it and and and and you know and everything else then one said he have prayed specifically chakras time it's more time mm there's more time to crash there's more time to cry there's more time to laugh it's more time to keep us to drink coffee it's a hangout trustless as one of the beauties of chakras and shoes you come in your satalia tariqa coffee you chitchat and then you start babbling Minster Scott Stadium sellers 1 2 3 in and out so that's this question the yes Bob took it is a blur why does chakras take longer because there is tsuki December versus of praise that's that's quite a bit to the holla will cause this how they look at that hallelu Kerr oh this is Krishna and then we have the process of krishma talking about angels they're often hires these angels that angels you know and it's a whole scene with the angels and then you have a pretty smile smile come on I said okay now send a hug and you stop and think he doesn't just put your hand over your head and your eyes and take it away say oh how long that take 30 seconds or 20 or 45 seconds yeah you're not a yak at you you're a little or your regularly track or a regular faucet or a regular smarted I you know you don't you don't count them it the seconds the point being all of this takes time now Shane came between us means how conversely during men her time shaheed feelers monitoring of Avadh min first catch names lost one two three small nursery of course ash rayon and cotton if you say talked on around here they don't stay talked to pretty much all facilities around here we cut Putnam it's one of the biggest things I have with these guys when I dive into their shoes and I dive in regular there's rules during the week why the heck do you cut touch me I said you didn't send today I know I sent well why did you say talk to them well it's Friday the new thing I learned this here is Friday and Sunday no Cosmo why Fridays preparation for service and Sunday is the Shabbos so Friday Sunday you get a freebie then comes Monday through Thursday so at least prop one if not two days of the week the shul I'm diving in now and I won't mention which Citigroup it is because they're really fine guys I love going there you know they get custom and every day after school necessary the cousin turns around looking for someone to tell them please cut possible say Kaddish and you know it blows my blood but you know I'm not going to change it and it's not my place and it's their custom so when when we get the kid books like they let them know what I think is that how ridiculous it is it's Robin that's a Shoppers that's justice it strapless every more and during the week Mincy know everyone is dead mins for everyone's dead because Mincy ever does a yard said everyday some red bell rabbi so everyone's dead that means sometimes you don't say taco yeah but Shaffer is you didn't really do that but you know they have a ballot 5000 at the base of mattress with those who's gonna give them hell if he does if they do that so therefore they're a little more don't say one or two days attack them but that at this point here is all kidding aside the neighbors point is that mr. time he says is there's always more necessary right you probably ask me some wait a minute it's not shred before and no one cuts that right because that's about bread and butter that's about money I know sir Passaic us you're definitely we're not gonna cut out professor we need money in the bank to drive our Alexis up to the country so so that didn't that that they're not cutting out but but but it but it implies like thousand on there's no Tufnell and believe me LaBarbara clinic is not this way we say tossed on every day in fact except of course holiday or Hasidic holiday but-but-but-but and even even on a yard side minute huh Bob is to say tockman on a yard site and there were times that on you trapped under your tread of the previous era you know and so Saturday there ever became rabbit so there were some Hassidim that because they were so happy there ever became Redbirds there ever they didn't want to say talk to them and they tried play they tried playing around doing the same stick and the rebus particle say toss them and all of a sudden the Kazi start saying is God our via Scottish and the rabbit turned around with a very serious face Trebek kroner like why why they not saying talking and growing you know and in the beginning you know he didn't know himself he didn't even tell them not to say toss them and later on what he did is because there was some Febvre you know who were like hotheads and they didn't want talking to be said that day because it's your tractor ever became revver and they were putting the focus on that versus the yard site of the previous rubber so they had a fussing stand next to the closet to the to the belt Fela so when the rubber would turn around a big runner would point to the fussing and others because of the cost of the shoe were exempt from testing the point being the Barbic Chabad takes very seriously takes very seriously the the saying of toppling but here here in the minor the rep is making comparison it's not that there's no toxin in the washer of course there is but if you compare the the acre what's the acre of Mincy the ACOG member is small s ray what's the Iker of Shaffers not to a nursery there's four steps you know the kabbalah stopped the Kabbalah says it's a four step ladder there is phuket ahjumma is the first nets come because krishna next comes krishna next comes this one answer the Amidah you gotta go up the step so we discussed this if you skip a step you go fall down and break it so don't skip step yes Robert I would tell these guys everything that the equal of the chakras is positive well I tell him that I say you didn't sin that's what I say to him you didn't send that you're not saying you know just just just just for another moment with you know all kidding aside this actually happened the once the previous lever came to the yeshiva in in Warsaw our thoughts with its own yeshiva you know he lived elsewhere in that in those areas but he didn't happen in the ship every day and when it came to the yeshiva the buffer him and and the buffer and the student said you know the Rebbe is here let's not say Cosmo and remember these were mostly not mostly they were all polish boys this is pre-warm so the minute in Poland don't think this minute started here this is a carryover from Poland again I'm not sure if it was so extreme that they never said talk to them but you know there's no question that in they were more lenient not saying talking anyway so they didn't say Cosmo because the rabbit came to Davin Davin with them so their ever asked Robbins Almaguer re who was the man ah hell of teacher in the Chevelle Administrator principal so he said the reason we're not saying costumes because the rep is doubling with us that's what he said so the rebus said to him when that ever comes to a yeshiva it's not a reason not to say toxin it's not it's a reason not to do a sin you understand but the fact is you've all done since we've all done sins so we need to say toxin even though I'm me here okay but that the point I think is clear let's continue so his question says in the middle of saying so since a Mensa only has more necessary as the thrust of Mensa compared to chakras which has four parts why is it that we choose that Eliyahu Hanavi chose Miha as the prayer to get to have a same answer that's the question he may continue but Fela had it called you know he made me feel odd he called you slow shoving Hema when it comes to diving were all the same the aim that they militate oh and this is different than the study of Tyler why leave without data when you learn tell you know how - yes - look at my daggers there are different levels be a dare tighter in the knowledge of table the gallaecia potato in the matters of the revealed part of Titanic row yamori derisive alright so they are there people who learn who are called masters of the tighter they really have a handle on the tailor learning open emails at 8'o and then there are those individuals who when it comes to the esoteric part of Torah seda chronium who are called Maury or Rosen masters masters of the esoteric of the secrets they know the Rose the yes my love the voyage SME the Toledo and the rebel says but you can even go further there is even greater people who know more tighter the Haim and they're called ballet or Rosen derozen in their master of secrets within secrets the Haim busines pani and and this is expressed in two ways so effort one color in your district is a potato all ideas within the reveal tater hair ahem joy dominion arm in your name Medina cetera they know and understand the reveal title from anemia cetera from their knowledge of the esoteric so who in Yin limit apply de this is the manner and style of learning Tyra kamancheh who as it is the mass if de that akia in the heavenly yeshiva who they always the GaN Eden and of the chambers of da Ayda and if the previous never writes this you all understand that he tasted it okay you and I can't write this I mean maybe we can say we heard oh you know we saw but to me it seems like the previous rapper had a good understanding of the way they learned in heaven because he was a master of a dozen two dozen the secrets within the secrets the point being what's the point you'll need how is it relevant to our mind we hear that they're different they're different amount of knowledge that people have an alert ater the whole hog off of our local cylinder bottom these people who are masters of the secrets of the secrets every ha'la'tha they learn here in the in below on earth insulin or Oh hurry I love zoom Amish this very high local land in the sifter that akia is also learnt in the heavenly mess if the receiver Emma Zelda moderators ruling the way it's learnt their motion is in spiritual terms Tellem I love because in heaven above hallelujah what in my gosh Mia you know that physical matter Ella shock oil who barodius everything there is spiritual so when we say that we're learning in there's a yeshiva in heaven learning the same ideas of course but it's the roof needs the spirituality of the same idea well the motto hot plate oh honey glaze on in my locker and here below the tighter that we learning below the snipers in bacala's gives us a beautiful example there is a good murder two people are holding a Tallis it's a mr. Page to 396 top of the page Zelly man I need meat sauce here you guys all learnt this camera right it's in which track take come on let's go be brave the trapped eight above them and see it one says I found this talus and they very mad and the other one says I found Annie matzah SIA I found the talus the question is who did the talus below them but how local zoo and this hello Linda my service if that the gear we are learn this hell offer in the heavenly achievement the question is now how do we understand this Halawa in heaven he made college who previous market now listen to this is fascinating and insight into the heavenly yeshiva there ever is taking us for a ride into heaven gird your belt and get ready up we go that the talus is a Maki a palace it surrounds you it's mucky fright that's the Brussels why don't we make the what's the brothel Moshe the his sat Dave but cities lease at a FIFA we are in kept and it's it's surrounded by the talus it's a Maki the who beside honey Sciences said no flow between us our Kaelin Kabbalah says it's so that this esoteric the secret idea of the talus is in general there are sparks that fell through the shattering of the vessels which we discussed many times and I don't want to discuss it now I'm at this point if the three years learning for cities I expect you to know the idea of Spheeris arcane the break of the vessels where the energy of a sham de AR was overwhelming for the recipients for the kale in the vessels and the k-league shattered and broke what happened to the chips are the candied fell all over like a glass that breaks it flies all over well guess what it comes all the spiritual energy shattered and broke and flew all over to all of God's Mia's all material physical matter has a chip has a spark has a piece that broken glass that spiritual blow can glass so the concessionary American batalla South cos when two people are holding one towers and once we're pulling it it's mine and the other one says it's mine hi Natasha stay this charm is bit early to safeguard the spiritual meaning means two souls come and say I have extracted the spark and I made the spark be godly the spark was mundane or worse and I took that Apple and I made a brother and through that I sanctified the apple and the spark was extracted back to its source whoever's on please turn off your your mic the whole conscious non-muscle Mitzvah cos this means when two people do a mitzvah the biggest William redeeming a captive Moshe gives money to take some out of jail and hillo gives money after 120 they come before a shaman they say I did the bitter it's my money that got him out of jail and the other one says lots more money guy in jail babe it's Tucker Haim B'gosh was a bit of this what is produced is what stuck about this motion Meyer is very important what does me spiritual charity spiritual support support loss loss of this kind of a traitor violator the guy formation Thoreau says I made this guy about sugar the kebab dick says no no I made him about super and the Earth's America says I'm a damn about roofer who gets the credit that's the question two people are fighting over one palace two people are fighting over one x one godly experience that was in a place of of no good of a problems of darkness and was brought back to you described and each one says I did it let's continue inside the hole I heard you now some has turned them in each one of these souls remember we're in heaven now we've been taking it to have and so the souls are close to each other each one of the soul says they tire I mean they date they argue they they position Zelly Marigny mercy see her he says I found I found this old I know sirloin season insults Mina clipper Bakula shall eat he says I took this spark out of the negative negativity out of the clipper who cooler Selene right because the Gomorrah says they're in in in Bava metzia this one says the talus is all mine and this one says it's all mine and they're holding the dollars and they're arguing hopefully they don't tear to tell us apart so each one says about the neshamah that has returned to hashem visa Viva Kiril that each one did for this neshama I did it is because of me the who cooler silly but in some initiative a honest and the second astronomers argues unable to see her I found it I found the so lost in dark in darkness the ghoulish alley and I made it throw mine in a bizarre shackle of Italian sifter the kid that ever says this is the debate called shock love Italia in the heavenly yeshiva the frothy shallow kazoo regarding this alone here finishes the rebus description of our mission er in Gomorrah how we understand this Mishnah in spiritual terms in the in the sifter the dakea now we're going back down to earth the dark Akasha to stay in the kazakian when do they have this argument yo D when they're both called this is the ha'la'tha that called moves up him they're both holding it if one was holding the talus and motion the other one just said wasn't holding it but just said I it's my collars he wouldn't have a standing chance to get the Tyler so part of the talus the worth of the talus you have to be mu suck this is a loofah you have to hold on to it this is in Halawa terms you have to be Moosa that's what it says here claim on the aid now now he's going to explain it in spiritual terms the aim of sight Nevada Missoni suits when do you refine the sparks in the talus by void of apoyo when you work with the talus when you put the talus on I will be here but I'll Malloy Connie this is referring back he's playing he's going back and forth from the high level to the spiritual the Gemara says he little over there Reba Alma if you look real if you see but Alma just in general seeing the tablets are you saying hey that Palace over there that's my talus sorry chap it's you lost you're not getting any of your talents you know why you didn't hold it rebound Malloy Connie Connie means acquire isn't it's not an acquisition for logically you have to hold the island you can pontificate for today tomorrow with the best arguments you ain't getting the palace just by by seeing and philosophizing and being a hooker and making your finger this way make your finger that way it won't help you you have to hold on to the Dallas claim out that's good look what does this mean it spilled your terms oh so he says that you have to actually take the spark make a breath on the talus make a breath on the Apple take your car and give someone a ride then your car becomes a things to train my children growing up it's not the car it's a mitzvah 'mobile that I da da da da da da da da da da da da da da that is that of that of that of that of that of that of that it's mobile and that's the way my children went to yeshiva every morning what a mitzvah mobile so you got it you gotta use that mobile for a mitzvah that's the ideas by weight of a boil I will be about male Connie but by just seeing it you don't acquire it the pain who behold of the whole divide how loss of the gun Aiden says that ever this this type of learning is what every Halawa isn't that fascinating could you imagine motion if we knew so many more harm others the way they're studied in Ghanaian I think many more Jews would gravitate to halakha because they don't see it as a kid turn on the lights I can't eat pork I can't do this and I can't do that they would see it as wow what an experience between souls it would be an uplifting experience that's why you have to share with people motion when you teach them specially beginners the fascinating insight of what happened spiritually when you do a mitzvah when you learn some theater you know it's not just about you can or you can't - doing don'ts because of that for many people are maybe most people in the beginning doesn't talk to them they're not internet but if you talk about spirituality I was reading yesterday summer for McConnell buff someone sent me a manuscript to look over you know you know and I see he used stories beautiful stories as an introduction to so many things you know he enticed the listener and he talking about here in the seven days in the you know at the times when when people were you know all over and the truth of movement was taking off and believe me Clemmie Karl buff was given a chance to beat the Russians even the Bible Jesus even because I heard some a student was dead when he gave his ear and he said he couldn't believe it he was quoting Rambam son drive it verbatim I mean he was a massive Tom McLoughlin so and he learned him in Lakewood and terrible dice I mean you know he didn't have to spend this times and Berkeley you know you're playing up you know a guitar and and telling stories and having people sit around I mean but he understood there's a palace out there and I gotta get this Tallis so I gotta go into the territory of the talus and over there he introduced get this kite and Taita through a story through an anecdote so in a way if we're learning here about look at the rapids words behold devour her lover motion every how lava began Aidan shall limit who but a little bohemian saying yawning you study a deeply meaning spiritually what's the spiritual ramification hula premia saying young him what's its inner meaning what's its inner meaning okay so this is 1.5 Shanee the second point say who see a demo my second patema citrate about so that the muder Kamel sagas advert him and it was in the mid Sears double ma the second thing is that you study the inner meaning of Torah with the same death depth as you do things that are tangible and the Trust's intimacy is you can behold there he may okay I'm gonna stop here and continue tomorrow from there but just to give you an introduction the next point is going to talk about is how ruthless spirituality is a reality it's not just a bubble myself it's not just you know a fantasy but rather premia cetera and the understanding of the demon cetera is real and when you when you train yourself to look at Halawa and Gomorrah and all of torrid this way it only enhances your experience of Halawa and Gomorrah and I could tell you listening to the Reber for 25 plus years of its far Brennan's and learning his Torah this was a weekly if not weekly or bi-weekly approach we took a Gomorrah he took our look I took a thing that we all are many a Jewish custom and he explored it from all avenues and when he got to the esoteric and the inner dimension of that law and that Gomorrah it was fascinating just like it's fascinating here I think you'll agree this inside the way the river the previous lever touches upon it now like I've told you before there were people who were critical of this approach okay but today the same people I mean they're already in Dunedin but the same achievers and same movements today are doing something similar I'm not gonna say that isn't exactly the same what did do something similar what are they doing that's similar they're reaching out and teaching Torah in a way that is palpable and accessible and relatable that's the word I want relatable relatable how do you relate to this trouble to the mind you can go to Harvard and learn Talmud and bila have Dylan mind you or a non religious Jew how do you relate to the essence of a Jew you have to touch the heart you have to touch the knees shovel anemia circulator the inner dimension of trader does that and just for the record the Vilna glowing wrote more slurry and cut that he did a nickel so anyone that says that first I need to learn shots and all of that that type of argument just tell them that did you know ask them did you know that the Vilna going learned more wrote more swaram on Kabbalah than on Gomorrah and you know that the Vilna gun rights in mislay in spirits our mission is an experiment commentary i mislaid he writes someone who doesn't study the premiere cetera doesn't have a right to make a ruling absurd in that means you could be a rabbi with many Smythe's and many and a long beard and everything else and if you don't learn bulimia start cutting according to the Vilna greg not the out forever and after power center according to the Vilna klein and look it up if you don't believe me I can give you the reference not right now I don't remember it but I could find it for you because I actually took my book to be Hasidic in my book to be facility endear I'm learning for cities and over there I brought several references to the importance of learning anaemia cetera so when we learned this minor about the talus and two people are wrangling over the talus this isn't just a kebab thing the previous or everything this is the reality of tighter on all levels now of course if you only do that and you don't learn about the the the ha'la'tha that the Gemara and then the challah flying and it's like you're missing bread and butter bread and butter right that's you know me butter but bread passed by melis right you live on bread and bread and water whatever the basics you must have the basics so if someone says I want to go to lymphocytic I wanted to learn Kabbalah sorry chap you're not doing what I said wants yes motion yeah no I was just gonna say the qualifier you said not to culture I know that the develoment going Cola tour all these things were very much into Kabbalah so hard but you said that he learned way more Kabbalah than that say not not learned most had not learned he wrote he wrote Morse were in and just regular tour oh yeah I had continued okay good gotcha yes so in other words you have mastered Amara obviously as a tamagotchi before he or at least alongside of that yeah yeah you know I mean listen just from my own life my my first 20 years of my life I spent learning mostly Gemara and Emma fortune you know and then I started to delve into hours into Cassidy's 18 years of my life whatever 19 years so yes Eva would you know it's it's it's it's a it's a it's a lie it's not true that I mean I used to spend I was telling my wife 2 to 3 in the morning learning every night and I was learning tomorrow yeah yesterday I I'm not saying this now what I'm gonna say with pride but just it just it just was I was looking for a certain Gomorrah that I have in my head but I don't know where it is and I need it for a reference of something of writing so I asked several people who sure and tell me this aha moment and no one knew where it is finally Shabbos day I met someone who whose alibi batur who said to be a bookie and shots that that's the word ok he's an 80 year old man and he's a very fine person and I went over though I went over to him and he said it's listen distracted it's in Yuma I had remembered from my youth that it's in self-destruction because the Gemara stood out the murder but just really if you don't know what did the Chimera says sure no penis summer to learn Torah and then left Torah hates more Torah scholars than anyone else why because he knows that color scholars think of an ignoramus which he is today compared to what he knew then now he hasn't learned through 30 40 years he left Torah right so he's ignorant compared to what right and he knows how when he was a tote when he this is Laura she says when he the Torah scholar they in that time like you this is pre Baal Shem Tov there was a denigration of what of a Marathi I have ignorant people and he knows that because that he remembers learning so he can't stand tell me there's a common that's what the kimono says and I remember I learned to them so but I didn't remember where so when this Bucky Ishod supposedly told bits in Yuma you know I I said could you show me says I can't right now I'll find that out I played tomorrow whether he was you know embarrassed to say he doesn't know I don't know it's not my business that means the time I was a shoe and I speak to a butler closet and he says no I know I don't know where it is but he says there's a book here it's called the middle McLeod Papa's government I think you guys have it in the ASA called the library firm booth it's it has all the memorial Casal and you could find it through an index whatever comes back ease us here it's suck him page 49 folio be so I said to myself hi I'm dolphin not bad you didn't know the page but you remembered it was attracted to something now if you ask you mean how did I remember that was absurd because when I was probably 18 or so 17 or 18 17 I think I there was a competition in you Shiva and I learned by heart 90 pages of disability not word for word but the idea is you could test me on each page and I knew what it says on a page and I can tell you the conversation and I spent hours learning for this okay so now it's 40 year 40 plus years later and I don't remember the gomorrah's unfortunately the memory doesn't if you don't review constantly you forget and I pretty much for that but some things I still remember and this Gemara still aside know exactly what space and in fact Friday when I was the friend in there when I was searching in the Gemara Friday I was searching between 40 48 page 48 to 55 I said it's somewhere here and I was looking at looking at cool finder now I'm not a bookie of Shas and if that Rabbi is or is close to it I mean you know he knows much more shots than I do but there's certain things you pick up in your youth that stay with you so I'm just sharing this you know off the record even though it's on Facebook but off the record I'm sharing it because when you learn Toyota if you if your glue to tater oh I'm sharing this know I'm sharing this to tell you that the bulk of my learning in my youth was Gemara not to see this Moshe so it's a fallacy that's been thrown out there that the Baba Jers they spend their time only learning casitas it's a lie and a fabrication and I'm proof to that that's that's all I want to say guys enjoy the day enjoy the week we'll learn tomorrow have a good day thank you