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hagueus the rapper in this past
paragraph explained that guyva gales
is conceit is foolishness
when that when one comprehends
understands and comprehends tajira
study of tata
and the clef that one gets to serve
hashem whom he
is from god himself
and this is why man was created so if so
what are you bragging with
it's it doesn't equal it's not logical
you could kind of brag to show off with
something that
you weren't made for and you created it
and you acquired it and then you speak
about it you say you know
even there it's not proper but at least
i can understand the logical
way of getting to uh to to speaking that
way and feeling that way but
but if this is why we were here created
it does it doesn't it's a non uh it's
nonsensical to
to even think that i'm doing you i'm so
great because i'm doing your favor
my friend you're not doing your favor
you wouldn't be here otherwise that's
what it says in page
and nevertheless this type of person
including the ben tater as the rapper
said
holds himself great masik toyota
nika it's recognizable
he has not yet reached the ultimate
reason why it was created with all his
learning and all this darkening and all
this knowledge
the icker is missing
and that ever said also towards the end
that someone who has guyva
also causes
which is terrible let's continue
pedic base top of 247
so do you think that a lot of people
that you know are brilliant in toro
i mean you mentioned a lot of people
brilliant torah but
not necessarily they you know it didn't
pay
all the dividends necessarily as to
being you know men
that's what the rep was saying the guy
aspect like you can learn all the torah
you could do all the mitzvahs and
everything but
if you don't if you still have gaiba
you're
you're not going to felt you're not
going to feel you know fulfill the
potential
absolutely you see speaking to yeah but
is it he's speaking to everyone but he
does highlight the
ben but they tell it as we discussed
yesterday yes the answer is yes to your
your point okay good morning hila let's
learn page 247 pedic bass
this is now the difference between the
foolishness
of of of having diverse to say
of feeling good about yourself
this means the foolishness of
justification
right all of these different types of
foolishness that rabbit spoke about in
the last few chapters so now he's kind
of
you know delineating every single one
comp so he says if you put those three
types of stusem
on one scale and you compare them with
to say average to the stools of
doing an actual average
they are not they don't have the same
content as doing a hardcore sin
a hardcore scene is not veda kaiva
it it's a disgusting meter and maybe the
result is even worse and all of that but
bottom line you haven't done an average
if you want if you if you ask have you
violated one of the 613 commandments
without perusing without interpretations
the answer is no
now of course there are commentators
that say that are included in this
mitzvah and that mitzvah
and i'm not discounting that but the rep
is making this comparison if you put the
two
on a scale and you way
justification considering yourself great
and and and um and hardcore guyver
on one side of the scale yoni compared
to the other side of the scale
which is hardcore available not putting
on filling
and eating etc etc seemingly there's no
comparison
this is an aveda what does the word
aveda mean you've desecrated you severed
you've passed over the
domain of holiness to the domain of clip
of
of of no good but let's see what he says
when you talk about alveros
sins you're talking about hard
stringent strict issue and prohibitions
the whole zen nevertheless
to say i started
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on the chart of the checks check check
xx on that chart on that
what we call the legalistic ch chart
a hardcore of era is the big x
a guy over here a justification here
it's made a small x a question mark
but when it comes to
when it comes to look what he says here
the damage
caused goetheme
hazakis yo you said island
it causes greater damage to individual
mystery aveda and you know why the aveda
and
we've all gone through this and aveda is
a one-time fake you didn't have hater
you wake up he's saying what did i do
such as i'm so stupid i'm so foolish
i have to do truva and you do truth and
you wipe it away
okay this is my sin because
but justification you can't wipe away
easily because you think you're always
right
so that's why he said and that's why he
pointed out yakov the benay tater
because the more you're bent tighter in
a way
the more you come up leak with
legalistic arguments
i mean you know i i sit and write and
research
all day this is what my mind is full of
everyone's coming up with justifications
for their positions
you know i i'll give you just one small
example and i'm not going to go into it
because it's it's for a future book but
just
in 1980
two rabbinim in the new york area
decided to make
an organization that opposed the agoda
bond which was led by moisha feinstein
the president
and represent the
acting secretary and you know activist
and i'm i'm now involved in digging to
find out
what really was going on here i mean how
can
like to me it's like initially like how
can one go against february feinstein
the man besides that he was the place
that got there
he was such a humble person such exotic
his personality he was
one second you know he was so humble who
did he bother
who who did he start up with okay you
didn't like his biscuit dinner
right yeah there's something like that
satmarov and rab marcus
they were upon them that had a big issue
with some of his pesky did him
and i've gotta discuss that too in the
book and mr shem
but but but but i'm just saying and you
go and make an opposing
and i i don't want to say right now who
the people that that started the
organization
but one of them was like his best friend
or seemingly his best friend
and what's the answer what's the answer
the answer is justifying
something that you think is right and
maybe it is maybe it isn't but that's
how you can come
to do all kinds of things so please
don't don't take what i'm saying that
someone didn't average
i'm not saying that you're entitled to
open up another organization it's a free
world you understand
but all i'm saying is that this whole
idea of histos
creeps in to the best of the best
hillary's your turn
i just wanted to say that reminded me of
a story that i once heard
from uh that one of the sakura rebels
that's the
earlier cigarette or something like that
told his
son that he remembered being in the mid
bar in a previous gilgal
during the rebellion of kara
and he told his and the son said some
new who what'd you do who'd you follow
uh uh motion he said
i stayed neutral and the sun said you
stayed neutral how could you stay
neutral moshe
obey no the leader of the jewish people
and the father answered him he says if
you could ask that question
then you don't understand who karak was
okay powerful yeah very powerful
and and i could see the software rubber
i don't know about the sea get there but
the satan rebel was very
sharp and his he was very witty you know
but anyway let's go back to what we're
learning here yoni is the whole idea
so of course uh you didn't have vader
hey vey calm down
calm down do chuva get it out of your
system
and that's it but justification and
gyver
it it it grinds you it goes on you
and you wake up i always say over the
story which you've heard many times
because it's but it's it's life
that that that that you know the the the
swasti um this um
knew the is laying on his deathbed and
he says what are they going to say
about me after i die
i mean what what what do you need more
than that the man is dying
he is the koski rebel he's exotic
but he's honest and he says what am i
thinking about
what they're going to say about
management of cuts after he passes away
do you understand so guys creeps
very deep into the psyche you know
i don't know if freud did a study on the
issue of guyvez isn't the subconscious
but if it didn't would be a very
interesting type of uh
thing to look at what that element of
there is so what the rep is saying here
and this is not the only place you can
find there's another swarm as well
is that the damage gurimim
let's continue
the only reason why one does a sin is
because the spirit of folly enters
he this silliness and foolishness in
many ways
china means moshe different or machinima
means strange
you're innocent straight different and
strange
okay with feet have opened them based on
man's nature you know every person has
their quirk no two people are alike
so uh you can't say this has to be
exactly this way
when you study human human nature you
study psychology you know these these
type of topics
it always amazes me how you thought you
saw every kind of
stupidity and and then you find a new
one
you say wow how is it possible that
there's even a new one and the answer is
it's never ending because everyone has
their little twist
that little mark that's unique to them
ava your deohash over available
in the gallery the rabbit says
when you do when you're doing aveda
because of
you do it because you did the aveira and
you know
this is the aveira that i did you know
clearly what it is you identify with it
he knows that he did what he was not
supposed to do
means and this bothers him
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this thing that touches him
have its newer the chuva you hear that
heavier
that itself is a tool of truth that it
should bother you you haven't yet done
truth
but the fact that you say to yourself
why did i do this how did i do this you
know
that's already the beginning of truth
like i just said even though it's not
yet true truth um
nevertheless
you regret what you did in the past
and through the arousal of hashem from
heaven who has mercy on us
a time of auspicious time
so there are times when davis has mercy
on us and he says
i'm going to give you a a whammy of of
of excitedness of
get up wake up it's quite the shovel
come on
you know so the abuse that has mercy on
us
right so that would
that would be in the level in the tanya
that the tanya calls the russia vetovlo
that's right
that's correct very good very good we
got some thinking
uh students of siddhis yes
ma shane kane and if i asked you hillary
what chapter and tanya is that would you
be able to tell me
i think it's 11 right wow
wow wow boy do we have here you're right
okay that's that's because that's that's
where baroque and i are holding in the
let's see the smooth awareness it's all
right
i can't do that for a minute in the
other place that's all right you did
that's all right
let's go further great my shane came
conversely on the other hand conversely
when it comes to the stupidity of
justification
in elaine
not only doesn't he agree to his
transgression and sin
in the eight zoids more so who taylor
but
he blames others we've been saying this
all along jacob
it's my community
how are you doing yakuzan i see you my
friend i met him at burkbrook how are
you
hi bazoo lassie or his friend
what do you want from me it's not me who
is the troublemaker
i got a group of friends and they make
me and they slapped me into the
doos or you know i grew up in a little
farm town
somewhere and there was hillybillies
what do you want i didn't come from a
yeshiva environment in a big community
it was mostly familiar
as we were saying yeah this was lucifer
from malays right yoni you heard that
expression
was vilster from aladdin what do you
want of my life it's either
expression how do you listen
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i have to yoni i have to i have to keep
the brooklyn within you going
so not only does his justification
not allow him to think about doing true
foreign
he's doing something worse he's blaming
his community
and and his friends so
not only will he get out of the rut but
his justification
is schlepping in others into his
stupidity
because this very fact that he chose
such an environment
because and such friends had
i argue he says that the the the
stupidity
of justification is worse than the
justification
than than this than the stoos of a
hardcore of era
a hardcore evader is your own thing you
know what you did
and it's limited it's contained
but the justification argument and
position goes in many different
directions
to the point where you actually you
actually allow others
to you stop blaming others
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we've spoken now about the again
destructive justification he says let's
go to the one that's a little
a little above it ah circus david
leotson
in other words a little worse a little
worse is
i feel good about myself
it's even worse bizarre next page the
indian
top of 249. the
the justification our argument
only applies to the cause for his folly
i will exam hadover
but he recognizes the act itself
is wrong and needs tickle
it's only that he justifies himself the
zamasu
that's why the fact that it's not good
it's not because of myself
like by someone who doesn't have veda
you know why i did it because of my
friend i will be examining
who might just relate to it he knows
that what was done is not a good thing
he just says i blaming
my friends my but sort of thicken and he
knows that
the thing that wasn't good needs tickle
table but the second type of guy
which is feeling good
he comes to the conclusion without i'm
good i'm good at whatever i do
i didn't do any the in justification you
know something bad was done but it's not
my fault
this this the other the second position
which is worse in character
is that he says what do you want i'm
great
the laser will vaccinate not only does
does he feel that he doesn't need
correction
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i'm great in other words i'm a great guy
what do you want
i'm a great guy there can't be any
better than me
so you know and i'm telling and we all
know that these type of thoughts
and arguments we see with different
types of
people and ourselves at different times
and it continues
number three well the my name is what's
even
higher it means even worse as far as
character is concerned
so here you see the third one yaakov he
touches into betray
someone who brags with his tear of
avoidance so it seems like
one and two is not about your learning
and your daughtering
one and two is about characteristics
justification
i'm the best you know but number three
in other words
number two hillel why am i the best
because i'm god's gift to humanity
whether i'ma learn it or not learn it
you know who i am
i'm albert einstein
the the third thing is oh you know what
to tell you this so maybe yoni
what you asked me before this is
specific to the third
the person who concludes how much tight
i've learned how
schmackaid how great i chuckle
how much cuckoo i ate her shop is and
said usain kidusa shabbos
right the music
someone who holds himself thinking he's
the best guy
hasn't come to the ultimate
understanding of
he thinks that he was created for this
world for him for himself
he doesn't understand he was created to
serve hashem which is idea of bitter
now maybe here is going to answer
yaakov's question
yaakov asked a good question why does it
say that guy that
touches and makes a blemish in the only
in the in the first two letters of the
tetragrammaton the name of
utk wolfgang the shame hashem
the shame hashem the great he doesn't
say it doesn't say i'm sorry
the greatest man
this idea of of making a blemish
in the uk causes a deep blemish
and it causes him to lose his talents
and his and who he is
and you know sometimes you see people
everyone talents and and there are times
you see some
has talents and the talents are not used
or you know maybe it has to do with this
idea i don't know
in other words
the rabbit when certain rabbis and
people wanted to make aliyah
and they were they were rabbis and
leaders in communities in the united
states or canada whatever
kutzler's so the rapper baklava wasn't
pro wasn't a big pro aliyah man you know
just like robert sullivan wasn't but i'm
not talking about that
but he um he said to them
so where you're gonna settle you know
shaliah
iraq kaisel
the rebbe says if you want to last
inherit your throat go find just go to
tel aviv
or go to a moshav and go out in the
kibbutz
and be a rabbi there there you'll make a
difference irish lion
they don't need you they have a dime a
dozen and you know i spent quite a bit
of time the last time they
saw you guys remember somebody visited
me in in in rehabilitate okay so i was
in the heart of the lion
and the oldest used to live there in you
know and i could tell you
that it's saturated
with gemara and hasidis whatever you
want
okay i found the niche that hashem you
know i i had a crowd
but i'm just saying it it's not as
though people are coming oh they need a
shoe
what do you mean if you you want you rub
a barrel wine shoe if you want english
you know
and if you want history uh you want
breast lift there's a breast liver
steeple
uh you want khaba this chabad i mean
like come on there's the
there's there's the the basic necessary
if you want a great cousin
to make to make a a a dent
in yerushalayim is an avoided crusher
a difficult avoider and frankly i'm not
going to go into this but i believe that
many israeli rabbanim
understand that they understand it very
well
and that's why they parked themselves
outside of jerusalem
because they wouldn't be able to
accomplish the same jerusalem because
they're
they're the new man on the totem pole
and and and there
and there's a hundred years plus of of
of hidden tomb of jewishness and
scholarship and
yours and your xiaomi's boy are they
scholars
and boy are they witty and boy are they
gonna give it to you if you make
yourself
you know you make a mistake you're gonna
hear it because with these guys
and i know these guys i spent a lot of
time in knockload
in but iran and i spoke a lot to these
people
and and i know them from america too
these guys are sharp
really sharp you can't pull anything
over them
okay so here here comes an american
rabbi from indiana
or or chicago or new york new york
and tries to make a difference in
jerusalem says the la babachireba
you're going to strike out you're going
to ready you're making aliyah you want
to be a rabbi
you know find yourself a local
where they need you now why do i say
that because the rapper says you have an
interesting verb that i didn't see
before
he says the blemish yakov in the uk
causes one to lose
their kishurain they say their talents
that's a very very uh heavy heavy
statement
i have a talent god gave me a talent
and through my guyver because by the way
it's guy that too
i'm going to resurrect him you know
they're going to come to me
because you know i had a congregation of
500 members in america
so everyone's going to come to me oh
really
and you start a shoe or you let know
besides they put up something bowler ear
right everyone comes flocking and then
he comes with a lecture and there's 20
people in the shul
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the point is that guyver
ruins your talents because then you get
depressed and upset
and guess what many people return they
leave
because they came with one husband and
they're very
disappointed now again if you come in
englishman
and you want the duchess here to throw
whether you get the job and be the big
macho and all that
or not makes no difference that's a
different story
you're coming for kedusha what's the
difference
you know what i'm saying but if you're
just coming because you want an
extension of your career
in yerushalayim i mean i heard this i
have a relative
you know he's always wishing me you
should be here to be mayfit's traitor
in eric's israel you know and we've
spoken about it a little bit you know
and i could see
and and he's actually an american boy
but he's you know he was raised pretty
much in eric's role he's the day almost
a seven year 70 year old man and
and i could see the way the thinking how
the thinking is
that if you can be mafix taylor
narrative's role
you've made it you know
you and that is not the rebels approach
the khabar approach and the balsamic
approach
if you're going to slow because of
kedusha
it doesn't make a difference whether of
course
in other words you need pannosa you want
to teach
you want to you want to inspire that's
wonderful
but you then park yourself in a locale
that needs such people
not in a saturated area where you have
hundreds of such people
so this is what this reminded me of i
don't know
if it means anything else but this is
what it reminded me of let's continue
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why do you have to exert so much your
mind in the study of theta
have a classical chord
you got broad brains you got a big mind
and whatever you learn is great enough
i should be missing a cane says that but
truthfully it's not this way
try to lawyer guide you what's also your
time in the commander says
if you didn't exert effort and you say i
understand and i found the answer the
gomorrah says
out time in don't believe you
will build the avoid without effort
and exertion
you cannot ultimately understand really
the torah
in its pure understanding we're not
talking about hamuna now in
understanding
unless you harvest however it means you
apply effort and diligence
i feel a classic way even if you have a
broad mind
the column the oven and it's easy for
you to
to to understand the comment
nevertheless
you have to apply effort
so he says and if indeed you're right
you have
great brain you know you have a sharp
head and and it's easy for you to get
grasp things
so the more you exert yourself and tell
you the more you'll understand
my shane can't conversely because you
know
if you only spend a little time on
learning
and hurting
my gear you won't you won't and i saw
this in yeshiva i saw guys who had
their heads it was so so much faster
than mine and many of others
but they knew less at the end why
because they
they right away they opened the camaro
they one two three the question is how
often they open the camaro
right because they because they hop it
right away they get it right away
they don't exert themselves
all of this this type of thinking is
because of the
folly sham hasson
and one blesses himself in his heart and
justifies and says
man i only needs a little time over mata
gear and without with a little effort
it i will come to the same conclusion
this is a very very important point
because there's a lot of people out
there like this
why do i have to spend time harving and
taylor
and you should know the real benay
tayden the real good daily terror
yakov those that were
even though they had great heads but the
hass mother they talked about a small
baron bomb of mir
right who i wrote about in my book mir i
spoke to his talmida he was a great
masmit
a masmid batoyara is a whole different
level
so although he had a great head and all
that but that's not
that's not the icker of that person this
was his
mother and that's what the rep is saying
here that that
you have to harven taylor so then the
good brain you have
will will produce so much more in kane
the included
even if i accept your argument that you
don't
need a lot of time to understand because
you get it right away because you have a
great a great mind
no he says so how much more would you
know if you spent time learning
well there miss game toy senseless shout
out to your guide to matrices
that episode this is really a mistake mr
gamora says next page
251 i want to conclude please the
paragraph
that ever says that the gomorrah says
lawyer guide so
what do you mean you no because compared
to what you can understand
what you know now is nothing even though
you have a great brain
a great head yes
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oh boy
i'm telling you that abra shop took us
for a ride here
it's so if you know if you learn is my
moral and you compare to what we're
learning you say is this the same river
because it's my murmural scholar deep
hasidic thoughts
and here is like going into character
personality so here he talks about now
on top of 251
someone who is impacted his distresses
he says health because of health
uh in other words i can't exert myself
too much
i gotta sleep seven eight hours i have a
friend when i call me
i have to go to sleep i say why do you
have to go to sleep now because
the walk says i have to go to sleep are
you tired
now i'm not tired but it's it it's this
if you're not tired you don't need to go
to sleep learn daven
read there was a cluster that betrayal
brooke used to get up in the middle of
night
he would say and say in a clean way he
would say what did i get up for to go to
the bathroom
he was an old man he wouldn't have to go
to the bathroom i got up and he took
some sleep and he started learning some
safer
you learned the rest of the night he
fell asleep he fell asleep
but why would i get up just go to the
bathroom let me just finish the
paragraph
wow he says i have a difficulty
straining my mind
or my eyesight
now we're not talking about someone who
has an issue with the eyesight
you know i have sleep apnea many times i
could be at the computer
or reading something and i just fall
asleep like that
or not or a problem with night driving
you know there are physical
issues with with eyesight right we're
talking about someone doesn't have a
condition
you know and all of a sudden he says i
can't strain my mind
i can't look into the safer you know
again if indeed he's having issues from
the eyesight and the safer so he either
needs better glasses
or he needs something else we're not
talking about that our shop is not
addressing that he's talking about
a a a a condition that one convinced
himself of
i have a problem i didn't sleep enough i
didn't i you know i strained my eyes you
know
that type of argument and he says
and he says it's a mukhlet very very
strong words it's an
absolute lie
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he quotes gamora you have a headache
yanny
yasik but i'm sure you've heard this in
crying berlin many times
if your body is all messed up and
shaking and
hurting yasic but good morning aravind
we just finished air venus
oh my flesh marpe will be healed
in canaan's ice cream
all this comes from that that leads him
in a bad way
actually until he does contrary to his
understanding
in addition to being contrary to god's
will to the cocktails that you
could create lots of potatoes avoid them
you created to
to exert effort and study of training
instead of this instead of this you find
excuses
including health excuses this is very
unusual you don't find it usually you
see this
for them to identify health excuses
and again you know such a paragraph
needs to be looked at carefully okay
the rashaba is not it's not telling you
you know to abuse your body
okay but at the same time you know
sometimes we go a little overboard and
we
in the name of health we we you know
we so it's it's a balance
it's a true balance you know and and
those that try to argue
well this guy smoked till he was 85
and he and he dropped that only at that
90.
so i can smoke till 90 and i'll die then
why can't i enjoy the cigarette or drink
alcohol it doesn't work that way
oh smarter
what do you guys want to say anything
yeah i wanted to say that uh i have
sometimes
quipped that if i have if i have trouble
sleeping that
uh my my sigula for is is to open a
safer
huh
yeah because then i'll go right to sleep
right and and the vert they say is if if
you're middle of the day you're at your
studio mo show
and the phone isn't ringing and you
don't have a job start learning and all
of a sudden the hr is going to send your
phone call
motion i want to commission you for this
job because he doesn't want you to learn
that's a
okay trevor have a great day we'll see
everyone tomorrow
bye