G-d hiding His Essence is to help us be our best - pain, struggle & difficulty - Rabbi Chaim Dalfin

learned time yet we're in middle of chapter 21 we're holding um we're holding actually about 10 to 12 lines down from the beginning of the chapter 21 a political follow on page 52 and the altered episode over here that when we talk about God's word God's Debra Maisha he or let there be light God spoke right said one shouldn't make a mistake and think that the word of man and the word of God are similar why aren't they similar because by by man when a person speaks Abram the speech leaves his mouth and becomes independent right when you hear me speak you hear me speak you're not seeing in my speech my thought and my soul even though it comes from my thought it comes from my soul you hear an independent word independent sentence independent speech by Hashem God forbid to say this Independence given to speech because if you say that then you're separating and this is nakuda of the chapter you're separating Unity when we talk about God being united with the world Hashem we need to say that even as God created the world and as the world is today Maisha the psalm comes out and the moon comes and everything else right so you would say it's it's nature it's it's independent so so what what are we learn and tell it up no that even in in so when and when Hashem says let there be life the the ten utterances within the utterances there is God like Dr Reba says later in Tanya Maisha it's the more it's like the Sun Ray that's Inc included in the illuminary before the sun comes out even when the sun comes out but by so sound comes out here it's it's the sun's coming up here now right you guys I'm sure it's sunny there right so the sun what's the word the word is no it's only a ray of the Sun but by Hashem it's it the word that comes out is always within him therefore there's no separation there's no Independence yes to what we discussed about tinsel that's right it's going to get to that he's going to get to that wait good you're on the right track so so if that's the case the altar up his question is so what is the comparison between Deboer of a human and deeper of God if there is no comparison so the altareba said at the the last point that we made yesterday before we ended this year is that there's another aspect of Deborah in which there is a similarity between us and God and that is the idea of Revelation you see rev not Independence but Revelation just as when I speak I'm revealing to you what's in my heart I revealing to what I think about and I'm giving it out right I'm revealing it right deeper is a revelation of makshava right so too When God Says ye he or he's revealing himself from a state of thought I.E in himself to a state where everyone can hear it let there be light and in that way there is a similarity between the there is some similarity between the the speech of the human and the speech of god let's look inside them um the after the period it's six lines in the bottom after the words foreign [Applause] [Music] take for example speech and thought of man but I don't because while the speech and the thought that backs the speech are within the brain and the intellectual order within the desire of the hearts before it ascends from the heart to the brain the horrible to think about it which at that time it forms letters then at that time the letters of thought and speech were is this this this uh desire of the heart was only in a state of potentiality because it will still be mashava and Deborah um and it was it was United in the with the ultimate Union which is the wisdom intellect was in the brain and the desire and yearning within the heart so this is the analogy now comes the moral called in the immoral is the Buddhism the speech and the Throne of God is united with the ultimate Union of unity the word is even after God's word speech and word came out yotset he said May there be light Ella came out who act into the action the actuality the previous Island was by creating all the world's commercials it's like it was reformed creation equal in front of his brother there's no difference in God to post-creation to prior to Creation the difference is only to usam who receive the Vitality the penis the body is water from God's speech but because when it comes out into actuality but the Asylum is by creating the worlds of Islam to create them to enliven them like they established me lower through the chain of uh Chain Reaction called cause and effect if you read this here's the words in other words to who does it make a difference Maisha who that that pre and post creation to us to us why because the symptom makes the difference the contraction of God's light from pre-creation state to post-creation is a difference Recreation God's energy and light was not felt and heard and sensed and post-creation it is says the outdated right so that's the difference is only to the macabling to us but who from his perspective there's no difference before or after creation actually you clear brilliant vocabulary the contraction of the light makes it possible for us to receive his light and not to become annulled at all completely The Horizon two main Prince Hester upon him all the contractions have one have a certain aspect which is the concealment of God's face God's energy which comes through through his speech is makes it that it shouldn't reveal itself in an abundant way of Revelation in a way that the receivers us below won't be able to receive it therefore the light and energy is minimized therefore to us it appears that the energy of God's speech it feels as though it's an independent energy separate from God an action name something money is butter it's independent but it it came from God but it's independent because just like the the speech of man coming from the soul the Elton that was saying much saying he will everyone else saying very clearly that it it feels it feels like when God says he or it's it goes out let there be light and now the light those words are independent but the truth is it's not independent because only the only reason it feels independent is to us because of the Simpson God made it simple so if he himself making Simpson he is in the Simpson ah does he continues his thoughts but compared to Hashem there is no symptoms there's nothing that conceals and hides God foreign darkness is like light there's no difference some will say my shirt I Hashem is not there you know why because it's a dark place it's a bad place it's no good wrong this was the is one of the arguments about today but positions of the out today but that Simpson the words and that we use are synthesis the symptom the contraction is not literal when we say Simpson right you could say motion means literally God contracted himself he's not here his infinite life right his Infinity is too much for us to handle so he contracted it and and put it aside and it's not here now tareba teaches in in the second section of Tanya which I believe you're learning with uh that Simpson like him shooting symptom is not in the literal sense where God actually contracted himself and is not here he is here the pre it's not felt we don't feel it but to say that the in the infinite Maisha you hear to say that there ain't self of God the Infinity of God is not here God forbid to say that it's like saying I'm in a relationship but I'm only half here you're not in a relationship you only have feared what are you a fool you're not here you're elsewhere if you're here you're here fully sometimes you don't express that full connection and more than sometimes and that's when you know we have to deal with the issues but you know years ago I helped someone who needed a back operation and it was an issue he didn't have the insurance and I got I got I got him I got him on the insurance that I was using I didn't ask questions my point is I'm not saying this because I did it what I'm saying is if you're connected to someone and if you really want someone and you like someone and you want then you're there and if you're there you get it done the the idea is I can't get it done doesn't exist for yourself would you say that for yourself and your own kids and your own wife your own Community you say that no for them you go to the the further smile for someone else I tried but I couldn't do it so that the same thing over here when we talk about Hashem creating the world via Simpson Hashem is fully here if Hashem is not fully here and that Simpson made an impact on God where his Infinity is contracted and doesn't have any connection to us bye-bye Charlie then then the world is a figment of our imagination this is a figment of God's imagination and it's all baloney and do whatever you want and yeah there are people who live that way at a 94 years old they found someone living in a dune in Cape Cod yesterday the man is living there for 70 80 years in a dune out in Cape Cod he thought he would die there well guess what the government needs the property and they're affecting you from the stone what's the point you can't hide you can only hide a certain amount of time but it'll come back to hit you so just do it straight to begin with let's continue so since Darkness to Hashem is like light darkness is won't be Darkness for you God the government and the reason is because the whole concept of of Contracting of contractions on God's infinity and the garments metaphorically speaking on God are not governed I'm not a separate item from God is a snail a snail's shell is from the snail itself right you know right it's not the snaily is created in a way that it has a cover that's the point over here that that the concealment the contraction on God is from God it's not someone else put a contraction on God that's an oxymoron that's not that he made a contraction himself so if he made a contraction then he's there so that's the most that the the the cover of the snail is like it is the Garment is from itself too much gossip as it says yes right we say this Yom Kippur Hashem seven times and some people are yelling and crying and dancing and Hashem what are you saying someone what are you saying I've run Hashem at the end of your keeper by Nila what are we saying Hashem is God what we're saying is that the youth came the name of God which is Transcendence my the infinite name of God that same God is nature Elohim equals the nature the dematra is 86. so the god that's youth came that's transcendental Kim it's the same God in nature therefore in in regard to God before God came everything is like North Carolina considered like nothing in actuality so we finish this chapter and what the of the Pedic is that there is no separation between God's word and God that Simpson is not a separation although necessary to create a finite world as you alluded to earlier but one must know that this is the reality and what does this have to do or moisture with the bang the knee so it has to do with the pain in the end the continuation of the chapters in Tanya that you potential man moisha Myers grew up in Toronto and he asked himself a question where is Hashem today [Music] the answer is in you in US in debris in the creation I sometimes there's a a curveball and and a fastball and and a sinker and all kinds of pictures up and down right and left it's all from him there's nothing in the world that's not for the ability the Apes the God Almighty knows everything and knows everyone and has a reason that we do not know most of the times and guess what it's not relevant to know because if you know too much you become a heretic at the same time to know nothing you're a fool you need to study and you need to think and you need to have a Muna and to have one second haverim good friends and you did them and if I bring together and you could you should know when people sit together and they put their hand around each other and they give each other a hug I'm just saying that goes so far you can't imagine my son-in-law in Tel Aviv and Malaysia's daughter was there and she if she saw what's going on there it's a revolution you know what their strength is they're warmth that's their strength naturally they have a nice big building how do they get there it right people have funding it right helping because of the hug because of the show of malaikum because of bringing people together and and you know there's too much today of the box it has to be this way has to be that way just relax just relax just the other day someone said something to me and I said there's a rabbi here you check with the rabbi you know just relax if the Rabbi says it's okay Titus says that he has the permission to say it's okay and just you don't want it you don't like it knows you know yes unless you want to say something I can't hear you you're on mute are you sure you're on mute sorry about that yeah so Hashem determines everything I learned with a hasid who's always trying to drill into my head everything's from Hashem much everything you know and it's sinking in but the thing is with Hira it's the contradiction awareness but herea begin and end and there's this time you talk about this at some point maybe you've already covered it no I didn't cover it yet it's it's actually later in chapter 48 and 49. you'll choose a vanilla or chocolate ice cream obviously and we make moral decisions which are more important shall I steal or not steal um but if Hashem knows everything in advance what we're going to do what's going to happen so is he really our destiny is the trip right from from birth to death we know Hashem determines our life but we have some choices along the way and so there is but really it seems very very limited no why do you say it seems very limited you we do not know what God knows so does it really make a difference what God knows is if we don't know it not no I have no idea I have no idea what's going to be later in the day so thank you very much God knows it so God knows it from where I'm coming from I know zero so I have real free will so much that's the answer in a nutshell it needs a lot more conversation and learning but in a nutshell and this is by the way discussed in mususwara you know not just in khabar and this idea of the reconciliation between school the knowledge of God and man's free choice but and the answer is from God's perspective he knows everything from our perspective we know nothing and the two work together the two worked together in other words God's knowledge this is another word God's knowledge is not makria it doesn't Force our hero God knows the choice that we are going to make not that God's knowledge forces us to make the choice think about that think about that list as well right right right I have another Seer so we'll see everyone tomorrow have a great day nice talking nice learning bye-bye