Dreams, Masterbation and other issues can be corrected by doing Teshuva today Rabbi Chaim Dalfin

Tanya pay the cuff test we're on page 72 the um five lines from the top after the brackets and the period now today was discussing here the difference between Benin name and Sadiq that by sadiqam they've transformed their urges and pain in them are still struggling although controlling it that's a very very brief General description and now he says this is very very harsh this is this chapter in Tanya is like known as the the Musa chapter because the altareba really says um Musser sounding like words and this is one of them the fact that a person can desire indulgences including things that are forbidden he's worse it says here that's what it says he's worse those are two adjectives which means disgusting horrible okay I've said enough more so than contaminated spiritually impure animals in Canal and creeping creeping insects as we mentioned earlier as it says I am like a worm and not and not a human meaning to say that a man is worse than a loss than a worm because a worm was created to begin with to be a creeping insect a worm which is today which is which is forbidden a Man was created with a mind and a heart and all of that and when a man acts like an animal you're a lot worse so the altareba says the fact that a yeet can can desire um that are indulgences and even it you're worse that attitude is worse than than the creatures and the animals that were created to begin with to be animals so you know it's an animal the godsend commission for an animals to be an animal that God sent mission for a CR a creature a creeping animal insects to be that but are you Men supposed to be a human and when you act like an animal you're a lot worse it says the gum and although and this is in Brackets with God kishim is but not sure we're about seven lines from the top of 72 in the brackets boy naturally kiss but wait a minute what yeah I have these types but then I get a a a a a a a I mean in in injection of of energy coming from the Nephi chili case which overpowers the nethership bomb is located to arouse the love for God during darkening so what's so bad it says this is not completely truthful why not look listen to this rationale left is we learned at the end of chapter 13 the fact that it passes feeling after darkening it shows that even while you're adopting it wasn't a hundred percent truthful it's Ms look at the outlets Russian available it's Ms but it's not misla amitoy it's not just a play on words here down to them is being poetic truth and truth was in truth now to them explains in Chapter 13 of Tanya one second Hillel if you recall back when you learn Tanya you have to have it in your head what does he say in Chapter 13 there's three levels there's swasemas there's Ms and this is the edge of Truth that's one number two Menasha there is truth that's number two and then there's finally number three I'm not going to go into the differences of all three but just to know that that's the case so the altareba says here you're arguing that man who desires that are yeed who desires indulgences and forbidden matter is not worse than an animal because he gets a joke from his natural kiss once in a while says the alternate but that joke is not truth of truth it's not the ultimate truth and the proof is in the pudding what's the pudding after davening you desire to indulge that's why I have the defeated cannibal writes a beautiful thing that a person as soon as he finishes Elena he should go and eat the shoppers make kids or during the week and go eat something why soon after to test yourself are you going to eat now the way you Daven in other words the way you dive in with your kavana is it really Ms and the proof is the way you taste the food or it's not really amus it was just a an experience a feeling and the proof is that when you eat you eat like an animal who else your turn what's up can I just was curious about the phrase I am at lamika could it ever be said of a painted maybe that that there's a voters okay so that's a good question I have to go back and look into the commentaries on Tanya chapter 13. it could be that you that there is a level by abandoning of mislamita something in my head tells me that I'm going to give you home raquille you take out to see this move of Eris on chapter 13 and look up over there I think over there you will find verbiage about this and report back to us Fair Deal okay you had a question a comment no okay now hit now if you thought this was Musa of RAM now listen to adopted episodes now again what's this point is getting at it's not he's not here to make you you know be morbid a sad motion is here to make it clear to us that he he or the maximum that by the average person I.E the the rush of a timeline and the potential banyani who is man who is the person the person is that's what he's getting at so that so that once you realize that you can pick up your you can girdle your loins and get moving and get started working and don't think you're exotic right so the first thing he says is that when you consciously have an Indulgence and an urge but but where does that come from that comes from Hashem the first type of argument that he presents over here the difference between sadikim and him is the difference because by those that are already God doesn't send them the urge they don't have the urge and by and by being the name they do have the urge now though says there's something will be called active sinners since active transgressions not weird you know like that I go sit down to eat and all of a sudden I can't I can't control my type of eating right that's not like I'm seeking to Fresh I'm seeking to sin I'm not it Just overtakes me now Dr Debra says there are things we do and then when we think about them we realize we actually brought it upon ourselves and he picks the thing that's most uh one of the most if not the most common to the human species when he remembers the defilement of Soul coming due to sins of the youth youthful sins referring to masturbation and the blemish the blemish that is done in the spiritual worlds through this act so you'll argue hey I did that when I was 20 years old I'm 55 Now give me a break I'll give you a break the problem is in heaven time passed present the future don't exist it's all warm Continuum look what he says visham in when it comes to El joining when it comes to the spiritual upper worlds it transcends time it's like you did the sin today now that's a very very heavy statement my sins of my youth are lamalamazma and if I haven't done shuva yet they still plague us and this is something that we all all of us all eaten have to know that you have to do truth on everything including your youth and if you don't then ever says here it's not my words he has the word Mama it's as though you blemishing and bringing the spiritual impurity today on yourself he counters back yeah wait a minute I already did true before this and a proper tuber says they altered but his retort this primary motive she was in the heart but yes in the heart as many levels and everything depends on man and the time the play and the place as it's known to those that study and The kabbalistic Works Etc in other words the true love yesterday Volvo is not good for today and the truth of a minute ago is not good for the next minute the truth of yesterday of Rome wipes away yesterday's things and the truth of today it but nevertheless today since you what's the logical of the year the Nations what's the logic logic is simple the logic is simple since you're living an extra day another day and another minute you're a different person so how can the truth of yesterday be good enough for the Jew for the situation today velvel in the surgery room is not the same vowel that he was yesterday in the surgery room he's a different person if he's a different person he's a different truth that's the logic Cantonment chapter 29. and Dr David says I'll prove it to you the fact that now at this hour you see that we saw that remember this is all going on a we started chapter 29 where your quotes to Zion a log of wood that doesn't catch on fire you have to Splinter into pieces the fact that the Lord saw you emotion you have here a soul and the soul is not catching on fire like the logs not catching the Fire mikh law back into the text this shows that today your Trooper wasn't accepted yesterday the log would have caught on fire but today because you're one day older is smarter and lived one more day and the truth and the truth is not grabbing you the logs not catching on fire it's proof that today you gotta do it again your sins do separate you from God that's one explanation why the truth of yesterday is not good today drama gives us another explanation the word island is or another explanation here are the second explanation is the truth is you truth of yesterday carries over to today but guess what God loves you so much he loves you so much that he wants to pick you up higher more intimate to him and he want to go closer to him oh you got to be very different today so not that motion not that yesterday's true love didn't help not that the trooper you did 20 years ago isn't helpful it wasn't it is helpful but nevertheless he's still a true for today why today because you want to get closer to God you want to come closer you need a new truva it's like hey let me into the Country Club my father and my grandfather had a membership here sorry chap it's a new country club it's a new leadership it's a new time you know yes Malaysia yeah it really does but I thought that I don't know a person does true well she goes to your Giver right [Music] specifically what we're talking about this is between man and God oh you know if a person does chew for then that isn't that so to speak clay he's credited for that his clan he's cleansed for that uh on your keeper now what's the day after Yom Kippur if he goes to Dublin I mean that was the next morning and he sees his heart is not feeling it it shows that today he stuck I don't care about your Gipper young people cleaned everything to before that's one again that's one explanation the other explanation is you're right it cleaned everything but the day after Yom Kippur you're Holier you know this reminds me of and this might be a good explanation to remember why is it Abram why is it that after the Schmo Nursery after the amida we say we sending the whole Oliver it's a ladder the Kabbalah says the four rungs Baruch ISM you got in I mean the silence right after you stop buying I sinned and the explanation is because you reach the peak the Pinnacle of God you're in a different plateau and over there they look at the little little Schmutz and over there every little bit counts so you gotta now do tuba for that foreign all those issues were insignificant you got the big ones to deal with so you clean up all the big ones and then you hit someone yesterday oh so the big ones we cleaned what about the little stains that's what we're doing that's what we say right after someone we can apply the same thing over here and to answer your question myself of course the true of the sugar helps but then there's the next day you're out of tishray which by the way is the first of the four letters right UK birthday corresponding to the full days between Yom Kippur and sukis so we call the the day after in Chabad many people say good grunted because why because it's called Shame Hashem it's the Youth of this which is the name of God so it's a very awesome day very awesome day the cloud those four days are like uh you know everyone's running around with circus and you know mitzvah but it's those times when when you got through Yom Kippur now you have to go higher and that's without the devil says in the second explanation that even as as you argued much as you position that your truth is accepted now you're in a higher level if you're in a higher level the truth of yesterday doesn't help and and again I want you to think of this concept very psychologically very simple when you when we refine ourselves when we grow issues of of of of childhood and teen hood and issues that were irrelevant to relationships are now very very relevant because now you're an adult now how you and your employer act are you and your friend and how you and Hashem now it's a whole different um ballpark in other words the arena here is not the same reason that's not the devil says the time has changed the place has changed you guys are now netted to slow there's a clay dish right it's a whole different analysis the fact that you were all in America and you did well in America then etc etc is is like me stealing ghosts anyway anyway the fact is but now you're an anxious role they're looking at you more careful I mean this is not climbed out for making up a story you're living in America yeah you're gonna have certain responsibilities that we don't have so so so the time and the place in your life changes automatically that's without the devil says here let's continue Summit government my sin is always before me well we learned says through fasting see what's happening all right my sin is constantly before me hey David you wiped it out already so Dr Debra says over here the explanation is once he became David more was expected of him and therefore and therefore he sees the issues as as haunting him today because he's at a higher level so that's the second explanation to its that we doubt it ever brings why one has to do truva each day although he's done children before and he brings it from The Middle there are people who control their urges and and they don't engage in masturbation foreign this is a rhetorical question hey so they didn't bring any sins upon themselves so what's you know why did they have to do trulis that's out to them Won't Let You Go won't let anyone clone you did decisions you didn't do these sins everyone has to do truthful so he says fella you're so holy that you didn't transgress in this area I'll give you a big star however I want you to contemplate Yosemite to fulfill the saying the teaching of the Holy Zaya is you have to be a master of accounting actual's not here but she was an accountant you have to be an accountant and yourself what type of an accountant the high no losses has been enough make a husband make an account with your own soul because of all thoughts speech and action show hopeful the other room that passed from the day you you came into being till today and ask yourself look at the following he tells Usha where all your days coming from a perspective of Holiness or some of those days were coming from a perspective of spiritually impure contamination foreign it's known at every time a person thinks holy thoughts you become of a a chariot America the a zoo at that time for the chambers of holiness from there come these holy thoughts the same is true and the opposite NASA Merced mayor you become a a contaminated the spiritual contaminated Chariot but Asu at the time when you think of inappropriate thoughts at Mayas for the for the um for the chambers of speech you might say so we stop here what does Delta have to say about the river saying is adding a a nuancy but an important one he's saying that when you bring to mind all these thoughts in the good side you create a holy Chariot you have a wagon that's following your nishama and that wagon sends messages into you throughout the year good messages good thoughts good speech and good action but when you indulge in you and you bring upon yourself this spiritually filth it creates a wagon full of Schmutz and that wagon goes along with you throughout the year and all of a sudden you wonder why today that I wake up having a dream that was disgusting because you got a wagon that's behind you and in your subconscious shoving these thoughts into you so therefore Dr David says you're not a Holy Roller Mr pure from masturbation okay that transgression you you control yourself big metal great what about your speech and your thoughts about other issues that are not appropriate check yourself out from the day you were created till today and no man can say that he or she is perfect says and therefore because you're imperfect you created such a chariot and therefore it's going with you so don't trust yourself and therefore do true that's that's the Continuum of the logic here let's continue remember he's using the these what we call muscle-like thoughts which is very unusual in Chabad because he wants to prove the first point that a jaded heart and a jaded in a clogged heart comes from somewhere it doesn't come from not eating and not sleeping and darkening and learning and giving seduct and helping it comes from somewhere and you have to be real you have to wake up and understand that there's a past and the past is present if we never cleaned up the past and therefore work on cleaning it up and even if you cleaned it up as moisha asked and today is a new day and God wants you closer you gotta Shape Up you gotta look different another thought that a person should think to Humble himself now he goes to another area he doesn't stop myself why don't you think about the majority of your dreams nonsense and sometimes a bad evil spirit that's associated with those dreams okay now today is the concept that in order to to have a good dream you need to your soul at night it's to rise upward rise to God it needs to kind of leave its body and go into Hashem Hashem is good Hashem is thought is wonderful what if you sin the sins plague you and don't let your soul Ascend upward and that's when you have the bad dreams and the negative dream and disgusting dreams because of as it says who will Ascend the Mountain of God [Music] someone who has clean hands three clean Palms and these um bad embarrassing sides positions asean they come on Bay and they attach they they cleave to the person who ideally and they let him know the Kalma threw it in a dream state all kinds of worldly matters and sometimes they do words and they not just give him in the dream worldly information they give him false information that Saturn lay behal me and to the point where they can actually cause Tsar Hillel what is that condition that some people have where they actually feel like they're you know about to die or something else in in the dream state I think there's a a name for it do you remember uh are you meaning like a psychosomatic yes yeah sometimes people will have you know uh you know choking dreams or or being attacked right right right right again you know I believe that that's included in this because he says the words with sirenly they pain him so just again it doesn't mean just that but it uh some people have spoken to me about this side of my myself that it could be that this is a result of of this of this issue of not cleaning up the ACT yet and therefore it comes in a dream state again because there has to be the ascending to kadusha and this didn't hit kadusha I just want to finish because to point out that I was making is even a further point you didn't commit you didn't commit the masturbation you didn't even you acted right and you thought right there's one problem your soul still hasn't ascended at night to the right place so then in a dream like State you're plagued and down to them is saying which is very interesting that we have to take responsibility for this like if you ask someone though I have to be responsible for my dreams if I thought about it by day yeah but what if I didn't out to that but if I understand correctly the trajectory of the panic he's he's saying you still have to take responsibility because at the end of the day there's things you haven't worked out and therefore you nesham is not ascending oh but when my billionim at night and therefore the dreams come on you we'll see everyone tomorrow have a great day Sean take care bye-bye yeah good stuff all right