Constructive Criticism - 9 of 31

cousin I said that the phazon was about to say Kaddish and the rabbit turned quickly to Rebecca Romijn this I've seen at other times of Eve but rather gonna said it happened that afternoon hey Tavis the rabbit turned to rabbi groaner and he went like in other words what why aren't we saying tockman you understand the Bible sure ever fasted basically for 46 days Robert Onix at 46 days definitely more than a month fasting means he didn't eat until he returned from the o-l he went to the oh hell I thought it was only 30 days but anyway at least 30 days 30 46 days and the rabbit would not eat he would only drink okay a person who is in his 80s it was very serious and and and I tell you that you could see on his facial colors this was eating him up there's no question about it this was really I've done physical physically what you observed I'm not I'm not a dish look me and we aren't issue the spiritual people that we know but just what you observed you saw a person who was in great pain great great pain and suffering and it went on and on and on so it comes the day when the swatter my return they returned wouldn't you be so elated and joyful and happy and and he would not say talk them because it's a personal simcha which has her logic allowance okay and Obama you're a batterer other groaner says why we sing tough and and you know many you know make light of it but there's nothing to make light of is hello so I grow too quickly told the rabbit there's a hustle which he did the other time but this time there was no coughing beer he had to go find the cousin luckily they found the cousin because I tell you if they wouldn't have found the car said they wouldn't support them there's not even a question because the river and the river was very serious he wasn't smiling when he asked about doctor he was very serious so I'm a simple person what is this point to there is Aloha there is the way halakha dictates however if a person has a personal feeling of elation that this is a personal Redemption for him or for his rabiner for his sadiq for his father for his mother and he feels so elated ok I'm not making a logic rendering but what I'm saying is I could but this has to come from yourself so no one no one can come from this side or from that side and tell a congregation that you're not obligated to say talk alone I mean that is a I'm sorry to say a violation I don't care who it is and you saw there a big Dan Brooks senior didn't say anything because he's smart enough cuz he knows exactly what I'm saying and I believe he feels the same way and I've read to talk if you don't want to say talking because you yourself feel that whole that simcha okay so when what I'm saying is that this is a fundamental issue in all of us sinners now just hate atheists it's a fundamental issue how do you balance how do you justify Hasidic ideas and feelings with her logic ideas and our rapper was the most a very front person push it push it up from me and affirm he takes these very seriously doesn't just flippantly you know it's like you you feel the same huh yeah what time did you get up today how much sickness did you learn how much people did you learn how much to eat today how much lessen how did that you speak today I'm just saying does one even make such a calculation before he thinks about I really have a feeling of elation and I think we know the answer we don't you know what I'm saying so it's not a game this isn't a game things have become to their game it's not a game it's very serious when you don't say tockman when her office says you supposed to you better have a good healthy explanation and an real serious approach to your reasoning that's one saying and I'm not you know taking sides it's not politics this is a simple fundamental Hasidic and Jewish thought that I'm addressing does anyone have any comments or questions I what I'm saying you don't have to be scared to talk you could talk your mind we're having an open discussion no I'm not looking for agreement that I don't mind if someone says I disagree with you and I think you're wrong you could say that but okay that's all you know this is it's really and has nothing to do with me being an old-timer or I've been I've been accused of being from a different you know what they call in the baggage the door her she she versus the directory the sixth-generation first the seventh-generation I really has nothing to do with that believe me I live with it I lived and lived with him for many years all my life from my birth and I lived with him and I saw him and I studied my was sitting standing right here next to him for years where most people here did not spend every minute over there ever when I had a chance every minta every Myron I was right next to him mommy right next to him I mean I wasn't you know say well when Charlie was a Charlie from the mr. saxx mr. saxx if you see in the video there's a guy who gets up at the large for bring this he wore a sailor's hat and he starts going like this with his hand and the reference so I'm you saw those videos you give a look on those videos name of the sax I go him he wants to took me to dine in strong parts ville in his trunk he had candlestick didn't epithelium it was like about sugar from the rebel I once stood there and sax was in front of me and he would say Kaddish I'll never forget it the rebel was steering and piercing at him and I was hiding under him I didn't want the rebel to see my grub face my course face but yet I wanted to see how the rebel was observing himself and a week or two later he died but he had his Aliyah that's what I'm talking about so tell me I don't know about Laura she I was and with Dorothy in the most intimate way