Atem Nitzavim Likutei Torah #4 - Pnimius: What is it and how do I access it? Am I Pnimi or Chitzon?

it is today's [Music] you stand before me all together we all know that this pasha is always read before register why um in the word that's in the verse it's alluded it alludes to the kaya it refers to the holy day of resha today rosh hashanah you're all standing before me because this day of rejoicing is the beginning of all action of all activity of all work it's a commemoration to the first day which day the day of register which really is not the first day of the year the first day is the 25th of ello but man of the madison was created on the on um on the sixth day of creation therefore it's called in the traitor yom richo although it was not yom risha right it was day number six it's all sparks of all souls um they stand and they elevate the mcqueen horizon to the first source to where they come from beyonce and this day ad hashem at the end of the verse it says hashem before god your heads shifted the heads of the tribes from the woodshoppers to the fetchers of water everyone there's a listing by the way if you count of 10 different categories in other words every every mute yourself please every single type of jew whether he's a wood shopper whether he's a water fetcher whether he's a rabbi whether he's a social worker whatever he is regardless not what he is not what well yeah not only what he does whatever he is as far as his is his his work and his involvement nevertheless nevertheless he stands before hashem there's no one that can say i don't stand before hashem whether you like it or not today is rajashana and you stand before hashem all together united we'll talk about that little later the verse enumerates specifically essen madrega is ten so therefore the verse says corresponding those ten faculties are what are the ten different categories the high no gimmel sirium the altered divides hillel the ten cat the ten faculty of the soul into two categories three intellect intellectual ones hoffman bina das and seven emotives zion middles and seven emotions so too all of his room and claim we are all one people and one complete nation the clothes this masayan and all of the jewish people nikra are called classes israel the congregation of israel which have been divided as they come into the world into 10 levels on the next page page mem 40 missal all the different levels are elevated even to the lowest levels of which are represented by the wood choppers and the water carriers which represent the lowest levels they all calmly before hashem they're all elevated because they are they re-ascend to their source so what's the concept here what's the concept the concept is yani that even though throughout the year there are 10 different levels 10 different activities 10 different characters and all that nevertheless hashanah they're all missile they all elevate themselves they're taken for a ride into the godhead and over there we find the commonality between each of the ten and what's the commonality that we come from one father okay you have ten children and one is a lawyer one's a doctor one is if these opinions is a learner and one is this one is that makes no difference when it comes when they come before the father they're all the father and the mother's children we don't look at them as they are in their individuality and specific tasks and responsibilities we look at them as children of a father and a mother and from that perspective they're all the same there's no difference the torah says when they all gathered their heads [Music] to the milk let's see how delta ever touches this all the yiddin joined together when do you have a deprived of the king the best of the king the righteousness of the king when everyone is behesa safe when everyone gathers together he's that clown goggle moshe as you're driving listen to this great rule the whole the aussie missed it to the dekudushim will be preached notes through lost and be safer whatever comes from the side of holiness we have a rule the edge is wedged in the beginning from this perspective there is no head there is no beginning and there is no end it's a circle this is what kabbalah calls at gulen circles where does the level of vaguely circles take itself from begin it's called the encompassing light sovieth therefore the sages say next page you're innocent why should you be modest and humble before kuala lumpur what do you mean i learned i die and i'm a mensch and then he seems to be not that way so why should i have humility for him because every person has something that the other person doesn't have they could um say guess what we need we need the sanitation workers and they need us we need the tannery workers we need all types of people each all of us need each other therefore it's a circle yes yes there is an advantage and a virtue a virtual advantage to each individual in that detail that individual is greater than the other and the friend and the other needs him so don't tell me you you might not see the the the virtue of the sanitation worker yes you do because if not you would have a lot of dirt the front of your house and it would smell so obviously you do see the advantage of a sanitation worker because we wouldn't want to do it someone has to do it so i'm just using an example i'm just saying or someone who asked them you know i was thinking of this morning an idea came there i should make a certain type of website and i say great idea hey who's going to fund it b who's going to run it i don't want to run it i'm busy as it is i'm going to run a website you need everyone needs each other you need each other to make it all the wholesome one okay marshall i'm sure claiming [Music] although the feet are all the way to the bottom you know in the head is above on top nevertheless from one level from one perspective yes yes you know milo a lot of glam there is an advantage and a benefit to the feet over the head strategically that you need to you need to walk up with them the gum and therefore without the feet the head wouldn't get be able to get to where it needs to the game the feet have another advantage that the entire body stands on the feet if there's a problem with the feet the head can work the body could work but the feet are very it's hard for the person difficult the gumkash without that is another point to prove his point when you have a headache and damn better there's a method of of healing and maybe halo knows more some of those more where you uh do uh makes a knew what's called how close is that bloodletting you do bloodletting of the feet the nipple and it brings healing to the head i don't know if you could use this an example i'm not a doctor and the doctor is in the or room right now he sent me a message he's not at the sheer we would ask him but the idea of taking for um nut stents heart heart transplants and and they take veins from from the feet or the legs so maybe maybe we could use that as a modern day example i don't know anyway um says that the headache that you have in your head when you let blood from the feet it heals the headache so what do we see my shirt we see that the head is macabre it receives from the feet venezuela muslin there's no completion to the head without the feet mushroom says i don't know if he says assume but it says i'm standing here and then what does it say further in the passage amongst the 600 000 foot soldiers those boots are made for walking and walking all over you those boots that are looked by sinatra as one way of we take that and we say that's what the outfit ever means here that without those boots the head won't go anywhere you must have the boots next paragraph he named all jews are one nation one complete nation [Music] says even if you're such an individual basically he doesn't say this even if he's so arrogant to think that you are a roche who i'm so roche i'm so great in comparison to my friend hare english veda you don't have completion and wholesomeness without your friend vanessa so therefore if you understand this you'll find a deficiency in your nephesh and your soul that your friend completes you i we find that since we don't have a certain strength in a certain area and then we look to someone who seems to be a regular type of foot type of person and guess what he has it he can fit he can work and i want to sit in the air condition and just relax or think or write there's people that need to build the roads they're people that make have to make the the the utilities you know so when what even though i'm into roche type of things i recognize i have a deficiency in a certain area and therefore the other person completes me by a day there when a jew realizes that you bottle the shuffle that you will be subservient and modest to the point that you won't find any longer this idea jonathan of i am a rosh and i am a i just for a moment want to point out that altareb is talking about an experience that's much higher and deeper than there is a head and there's a foot and we complement each other that's what he said earlier but what he's getting at now is a higher level of what we call achtus unity where to begin with there is no head and there is no foot the attitude the attitude that a person comes to is not that there is categories and categories all come together but they're to begin with isn't categories like they ever told me and i've told you this before when i printed those 5 000 brochures and i came to marin county to introduce khaba to the entire community which mostly were either unaffiliated jews that belong to reform conservatives temples and synagogues so i saw this brochure that came out of chicago actually from another chabad rabbi friend and it had his picture and it said in big words i am not orthodox i am not conservative i am not reform i am a jew and a jew a jew and this is at the heart of the chabad philosophy and i thought this is the best thing since the slice the bread and uh and i'm sending it out i printed out printed up five thousand of those cards but before i did that i just sent my boss to the baba jeremiah what i did i sent them a sample within hours i got an answer from the rebel within hours a long answer and basically the answer was don't do that because by saying i am not you are giving credence to the fact that there are categories in judaism there's reform conservative and and orthodox and you're saying you're not that epic says to begin with there aren't any categories yes one person might pray at this synagogue that's called reform and another person at this synagogue what's called orthodox etc but that's not who the jew is so your message that you're trying to convey this is what the devil was telling me is contrary you're telling me this is lubavitch no that's not lubavitch that's not is there are no categories and the fact that someone has a profession or has an activity that we call reformed conservative unorthodox that's not the real jew the real jew is god hashem hashem now the rebels saying this over here is two says look at those words you come to a position of abbas israel that they're that you've you you've refined yourself so much that there's no difference between a head and a foot and by the way this is not easy this is not this is not easy this is part of registration this is very hard do you how many people do you do you know could you could say they don't look at society and they don't look at people as individuals as far as differences they see them as a wholesome one it that's it's but that's without is saying that we have to get to and that can be accomplished in other words look at the verse look at the verse i you stand today and then the torah [Music] and so in other words let's just go over again there there there is the perspective that there are 10 categories and that's a healthy beginning to unite the 10 categories then there's a higher experience of deeper experience where to begin with there aren't 10 categories it's all cool so with within the individual categories what's felt and heard is the kulgham the ham you're innocent you're innocent you're following this verb you've learned to see this you understand this word this is a deeper level in what we call achtus hashem and actress planet israel right moshe are you with me on this gotta make sure everyone understands this moisture yeah yeah thank you so the outer episode alternative is saying that that that today value day beetles there is actual and through this humility we unite to for ashram to dwell on us page members next page [Music] coming from a place of holiness believe us for self without head and end conversely someone who thinks that individual falls into the world of separation from the other negative side and period divisiveness rules this person now you understand we're talking about a mindset jaini we look in other words when we learn to sid this just for a moment i want to learn a text but when we learn sid this we're not just learning the practical we're learning the philosophical and psychological as it impacts the practical and we always look back at the philosophical and psychological so the altar is saying here if you think about another that you are a rosh and he is a self then you have fallen into a world of separation and divisiveness and that's what rules you until you do juva so you want to know why you have strife in your life because you're full of strife that's why you have strife if you wouldn't think this way and you wouldn't be this way the way you've made yourself to because your essence is good and holy but you've backed yourself into a place of i am the roche and and he or she yourself then you have fallen into the world alma the prudha and that's very unhealthy along with the brother because with the brutal we see everything in with separateness everything is separate and that's very unhealthy and it causes a lot of problems in the personality and the character and it's a big mess says but i recognize that we're only humans and we fall into this trap says hashem all jewish souls collectively return to their source which is unity i'm quoting the earlier verse when we when the head when the heads of the nation gather rosh makshava rose is the level of thought the russian and the heads of the nation these are the thoughts of the general nation of israel they are gathered from the world of separation and they're reunited to the world of when the heads of the nations gather for a big meeting says we're talking not about the heads of that we're talking about those people and those individuals that look at themselves and have a feeling of separation and they've now been scattered into the world of separation which falls all over chaos reigns one day we're here when they were there we don't know where we are comes rich hashanah safe we're all gathered together all those sparks and all those separate um entities and feelings are gathered to the whole the real truth which is that during the year their thoughts caused them to turn this way and to turn that way why do we why do we turn to green other pastures and benefit from them although it's very unhealthy it's because we've been trapped in alma de pruder comes rosh hashanah they all become they all come back to the private domain together cloud and this is the cloud the the general rule in other words just the general rule of what takes place at rosh hashanah so someone asks you what does the the truth of rosh hashanah consist of that's different healer than the truth of everyday the everyday truth is in the on the individual and in the and regarding individual details of life the truth is to bring all of israel and all of my being to a place of achtus in other words listen to this the hate we don't say on rosh hashanah why not because that's antithetical to rosh hashanah our hate is already focusing on aditya i send this question that way that you got your kid before rejection is what we call the truth of claudit it's the general concept of truva do i want to be in unison do i want to be in unity or do or or do i want to continue being a separation and that's a very powerful thing to think about and and and and also and this is why it's specifically to rosh hashanah not the yom kippur because it's the rosh it's the head of the ear the nerve center begins rosh hashanah yom kippur is not the nerve center and we all know that everything is totally everything depends on the brain the brain rosh hashanah is the focus on the brain or like i like i use the word and i think it's a very good way it's the paradigm shift your kipper is not the paradigm shift your kipper is banging this way and that way i did this i did that forgive me i'm not belittling it you know it's your keeper it's it's very high well as reclaimed said it's holy holy holy it is holy holy holy but before you can appreciate holy holy holy you have to know what holiness is risha hashanah is is setting the stage holiness is actus and and and anything and anyone that's that's that's committed to actus is holy that's the rule that's the rule it doesn't mean individually you can't practice this way or that way absolutely you know but in concept all you are one and and that's what hashem wants we say it every the bracha is not there so the answer the answer for for us for claudius that day and that's why we put such an emphasis on the importance of reish hashanah because we're looking for the truva that's known as the paradigm shift truth we're not going into you know the details of course and therefore i told you last week or i told another i remember who i told but we have this the chris the machines and the shophorse right memory kingship and chauffeurs those are all ways of expressing the unity the actors the hamelech okay so the whole focus we have to really change our way of thinking about rosh hashanah and if it was good enough for rabbi salovey it goes a lit or like he would say i'm i'm a snagit from if he could speak about roshan as the coronation of the king i've told you this the kara nazir right i mean and he and he wasn't allah baptizer and he wasn't although he liked siddha many like chabad that means he came to a place that he understood that what the altered is saying and he was a tr he was mamash you could say he was the hostage of the altar rebel the altar ever by him was kardash why as a prisoner it wasn't because you know he was emotionally moved it was because he understood with his deep mind that this is the theme of rosh hashanah the truth of close so this is a very important reminder yes hillel i i just want to share a couple of thoughts that came up as we're doing this this this beautiful beast yes one um when uh you know the first thing that jumped out at me when we said the second paragraph when he said yeshua and mele so uh uh yeshua this yesterday straight correct and then he begins very shortly thereafter and talks about you know um he talks about a circle so i was reminded you know the process of creation that the seyfried sera describes that everything begins with a point and then there become two points and then there become three points and then and then and then uh they the the connections from the form the third dimension of of uh you know time and space or whatever it's talking about over there uh uh the circular dimension right and then and then i was and then uh i was remembering that in this week's parsha as well right after attendance it begins to talk about uh rosh pouraya that uh you know uh the um the person who's going to secretly do a vote of zoro a so like they they uh they they uh they take for themselves and rosh and they sort of uh separate out they see themselves as separate from everything else and it occurred to me that we could say what is a rosh perea it's a it's a rosh it forgets that it's connected to its feet you know right there like the famous story of the moshe uh i think it's rosh hashanah right where he's been happening a long time and and uh and that has seen him leave and he and and he finishes because he's not he does he can't stand on their shoulders right to reach the high levels he needed all of them there yeah um it could even be that the the concept of north korea from the at the beginning is wedged in the end that the edges were in the beginning it could be that it's from from a safety at cedar let's see if he gives her a footnote here um yes yes it is for people yeah so uh it is safe here too okay let's continue let's continue any any other questions it will continue paige memdalid pedic shaking yes moshe hello just go back for a second um the concepts of of mafias is in chauffrost yes how do we understand zijanus the simple the simple answer that a jew in the base measures would answer you is that since this is a yo madin and you wanna you want the judge to look favorably at you you do what it says in the megillah for example where uh if the king couldn't sleep and he said bring me my book say forza i think that's even the language there and he sees that he that just that this jew helped him oh he says did you help me help me well then i owe him a favor and therefore he goes on to another decree so moshe it's rosh hashanah and there's a court case so we we bring to hashem's attention things that were we did that were forgotten metal anthropomorphically speaking by god and we remind god of things that that we the jewish people did that god said i like that i'm happy and that's brought now in our favor for the yomadin that's classical judaism 101. clear much is that clear yeah okay it's clear that's clear but but sees it in a whole different way because siddhis asked the question what do you mean hashem forgot he forgets nothing why why do we need us to remind them but moshe for that we need to learn a separate mimer and it's not for now but i'm going to encourage you that you should you can go online you will find in english that question and that answer says yes i i've laid the groundwork in the first chapter very nice but could you give me some details about that ever speaking like my shirt be practical well you're not true what is this idea this type of truth with this paradigm shift i'm sorry and thirdly dreb asks i mean i gave you already pretty much the answer but at the end of last paragraph but this is the three questions the delta queries how do we do it specify give me specifics what's the concept of a paradigm shift shuffling of rosh hashanah and why daft and rosh hashanah so he says be it akos if he says let's go further into pashas with seven remember yoni there's pasek in its oven so he says look let's look further in the verse it says in the apostles for you go by you go through you experience a covenant a breeze for union to understand this muscle what's the torah using this concept of bliss for example two good friends make an agreement right like we all studied in high school after 20 years oh henry's famous work f 20 year right we're making an agreement after 20 years we are going to meet on this street corner in baltimore where we grew up when we played ball we are going to meet even though we go out and we start going different ways and we're all over but after 20 years and this is this date we are going to meet here because we are soul mates and buddies so like tipsy they make an agreement a brief a covenant that their love that they have when they're now you when they're young should never cease so even if they're gonna marry wives that are both are witches excuse the expression well the husbands are witches and they say stay away from that guy you know many times the spouse that gets in the way you want to be a friend with someone and he or she says no stay away that's only here or here but if you make a crisis nothing can stop you nothing because it goes deeper than even marriage okay never forget that as well as as great as marriage is and as holy as it is a crisis comes from the essence and if two people if they feel so one nothing can stop them nothing okay now it doesn't mean you have to do it in a way where you upset a spouse you know you know and you don't have to stick it into their face but the crisis still is very palpable i just met this friend i told you i hadn't seen him 46 years and asked my wife and kids they i introduced them it was like we were it was like we were back in yeshiva in first grade we met in first grade through ninth grade and asked them it was like we were talking to each other like like like like with children in haiti the love the the old love that's so genuine is very very very strong especially if you make an agreement of crisis bris that we are going to keep this going let's continue the mushroom [Music] if their love would be such that they they say we're going to have it forever why do you need a bris why do you need to take you know it says he cut a piece of meat and you walk in between whatever it's called the crisis bliss why do you need it because they're fearful maybe the love that we had for each other the concern will be annulled here is alluding to what i said maybe it's your spouse or something else that causes you causes the love to dwane so therefore like decreases through the breeze there'll be an everlasting love call about he might it you won't be able to budget and to move from it forever and no inner or outer obstacle will prevent the the relationship the heinous because they make a very mighty and powerful bound connection making the because of love that's a wondrous connection or the my limit beyond rationale rationally you shouldn't be there whether your spouse doesn't want you to be there your employer your situation you know you can't get there right right like a mental football said to me when i made that video video of him you know i i really want to be by my sister in australia but i don't have the energy of an old man i don't have the money so i'm coming to you in other words the cash and that's a sister of course you're not talking about just a family member the cashier exists you know people always ask you know what in my i wrote about robert salvation in the rep they say what are you what type of relationship they have the way you're making it sound if they barely met when for 45 40 50 years or they when 40 years they were in america they met maybe three four or five times so as as as toluskin writes in his book and i wrote it in mine as well that that's not the sign of a connection the sign is that the one or two times that you correspond or you meet it's like you never left okay so dr ebba says here that the kesha nifl is the my limit tom vadas it's above logic so you write logically hillel if you don't write to each other you don't call each other you don't communicate you're not really friends right that's what you ask that's what i'll tell you but it but that's that's tom vadas that's logic the my limitations is it goes beyond that logical equation and therefore although according to based on logic there should have been a cessation of the love a leaking is a sinner or maybe even there's a reason to hate that person or not like him because of a certain reason although became their love is for it forces you to have that love the crisis forces the love and the connection between the two valkov very important moshe this is so important you're a god by this rule this is so important you know it is and also for all sin love covers up now what's the idea you see a problem you see a situation if you tap in to your real other it you're beyond it and there is a problem and there is a situation you have to find a way to deal with it but you don't conclude with i hate him or you know out you go and all of that no this is your brother this is your sister that famous story you know who is the nut in the center of town performing where everyone comes to look at this person who's mentally not well and then there's one person standing there and he's very sad and somber they say why aren't you laughing and giggling and enjoying look how he's performing like a like a weirdo and a fun you know and all that and he says to me it's not funny that's my brother well that's my son think about that think about that rosh hashanah [Music] anyway that's the story we'll continue tomorrow mr sham have a great day zach yes [Music] [Applause] do me a favor