Are you a true person? Are you a liar? What's Truth? Rabbi Chaim Dalfin

okay so we're learning now Tanya we'll finish the chapter today we're learning in panic youth gimbal chapter 13. we're on page it's Paige 30 uh you test page you test okay has explained to us a second type of abandoning is Sir you were here yesterday but we we explained and it's worth listening to the sheer that talks about between chapter 12 and 13 three types of being in them I heard a story yesterday in front of Yoyo on a tape I'm preparing the sheer where the oil says that the system would say that once said there are 500 different levels in the beginning whatever that means so the bottom line is we broke them up into three as I heard it from the beginning the 3r chapter 12 where he talks about a benign abating he was abandoning the during deafening during davening yes Allah for Hashem and therefore he it's as though he's eradicated the the ra from his character not just from his behavior that's been any type one okay now he's not exotic because it's Sadiq it's not just a matter of eradicating it he eliminated it to the point where his mindset today is there's no there's only God there's only Tafe by abandon thee it's never that way whether it's been in the one two or three there's always a sensation that there's something that still exists an urge but nevertheless the beginning of chapter 12 where he talks where he talks about his he's in the davening mode with a love for Hashem so the eradication is so powerful because he's in control his mind is not tainted you you know if you Daven and you pour your heart out to God and it's even genuine but nevertheless you're coming into davening with a preconceived disposition of ideas that are crooked or better set ideas that are antithetical to God at the end of the day your mind doesn't have the power and the strength to control the heart because your mind is Tainted already you have a mixed up cup your cup what has been touched by stuyot so that's why that ever in chapter 12 when we're talking about a beanie that's misspelled that he he Hashem helped Hashem says that he's able that type of beneath to have the Moa and that's why only in chapter 12 do you see Delta employ the idea the language and idea of Maya you don't find that in chapter 13. what is it in Chapter 30 13 that we learned about and learning about number one we learned about on the first side of chapter 13. on page utrez we learned about abandon the who is not my Spotlight he does he's not in the mind frame of davening he's working he's been he's business he's out there hey this type of abandon me has already been tainted so you know what how is he able to overcome my [ __ ] says the altareba Hashem Israeli right Hashem Hashem stands to the right of the poor person and supports him why do you need support Avi if you have a mayak a brain and the brain is dominates over the heart what do you need God to help you you can do it on your own the answer is you can't because we're talking about a different type of abandoning who's already tainted intellectually so if you rely just on his he can't do it then on the next page of page 36 which we learned yesterday's year Dr Pepper speaks about in the third type of baby name this is abandoning who learns Tada yaima valilla and even the Shema here this pain in the knee is in a way similar to the beginning of chapter 12 because he's immersed in learning day and night so why isn't he able to wisely discussed it yesterday and said because his Dominion is only over the mind if it's it's mind of heart but only in practice in the Practical in Behavior but outside of behavior he has a Raging Bull inside mount rabbit uses the words in the middle of the page of 36 that's Musa shall never shall they kiss aimless it doesn't have the the the the control and dominance of the nebuchad bomb is why not he's learning about he's learning all day the answer is very good the learning gets him to stay out of trouble in practicality right that's like it's like this is Russian Hera don't speak Russian horror and he's careful about Allah but what did I tell you a few weeks ago might she remember means why they didn't cook and boil and be passionate about be careful Russian Hera he never heard such verbage and true Chabad exactly because the word was we're more we more look at the thought you know I'm going to speak listen right now holistically that's correct as long as you don't speak Russian you haven't violated in particular says change the way you think it's all about thought if if you have a wanna know a real hepatnik you need to find someone who's into what's called in Hebrew about mashava I mean just how badly but I'm saying someone was about my shovel that's where it begins and by the way they have in [ __ ] but given that niggler is about the issues and you know the the the ACT score in the acts and how many Cupids is this and the measurements for this and how much is the kazayas so it's all more practical Behavior oriented when it comes to this is like in between and see this for sure that balcantos Taira is is about mashava that's the emphasis says here in this chapter of Rome that the even the benini on chat on page 36 who we identify someone learning day and night he says I mean can you imagine and for the sake of learning nevertheless it doesn't have dominance and real control over the urges it only has over the practice so in the case of the Russian horror it's don't speak Russian horror but what is in my heart of hearts is still there yes Maisha [Music] who has Schlitz up over his behavior or he's the one who only has sleep though over this Behavior but as makshava is says that he's going to talk about I think a little more today is that during davening he has control over his makshava deeper and Miser but he but he's but it's still a battle that's why it's not a Sadiq you heard so yeah the answer is he does have control over his urges but it's control over the urges that means as soon as he lets go the urge pops right back chapter 12 the example in chapter 12. yes you asked me a question and a very good question the painting of chapter 12 which is identified as the pain in the that style that has the the feelings of during diving why does he have the emotion it says in chapter 12 because during davening it's a time of supernal greatness right in other words that means he himself wouldn't feel that way you know it's like you come to a Shula many times the shul environment inspires you to help you Daven very nice when you walk out of school you're back to the same self so the pain in the knee yes during babening he's he's like at Sadiq but why why do we use the word he's like a sadik and why don't we say Hillel he's a Sadiq because he's not in Sonic because that Sadiq doesn't need the shoe experience to to get rid of his urges but Sonic has transformed himself where the urges don't exist okay let's continue now on page u-test so yesterday we concluded with this two dots about seven eight lines in the top where the altareb explained to us that's why rabba made him was able to make the mistake and calling himself abandon me and he didn't call himself a Sadiq why because given that abandon me that the highest level of pain in the is the pain in the who who has the experience during davening and there is a concept of darkening all day that your mindset throughout the day when you're walking in the street and when you're treating patients wherever you are whatever you're doing you're I'm bending me mode right so if you're abandoning mode all day wouldn't you think you're exotic they I'm sorry so since that's also a type of abandoning which we call the bang in the oven so Robert said that's what type of person I am I'm not Sadiq I know that I learned day and night and I know it's as though I'm davening all day and I have this Burning Love For You God and all that but I'm not ecstatic and that was a mistake that he made but the question was what was the question of chapter one and Tanya what did what did abayas say you're our teacher and if you call yourself abandoned and then we'll show you that means you're not giving any place for us to exist spiritually so the answer is that in truth rabbit was a Sadiq he wasn't obeying these so therefore a buyer's question doesn't hold water it means a biased question is answered but the re but the reason he said is because he was modest and from his modesty perspective he was able to make the mistake which is logical in other words on the outside on the outside can you tell velvel I have a question for you on the outside could you tell the difference between abandoning answer me please you said yes I heard wealth if um yes it's a real question okay I have to ask that you can compare something in a mailing it to somebody who has a home he puts food in the oven he has enough he puts food in the oven yes what what he puts wood into the oven yeah okay so you so your aunt uh okay so so your answer to the question my question is you could tell the difference between a subject and a banana knee is that what you said that is wrong you cannot tell because the pain in the image and thought speech in action is perfect just like a Sadiq perfect it's not perfect inside but you can't the outside the the outside doesn't know what he's thinking about now you're probably thinking you're probably arguing and thinking well if the inside is not proper it's going to come out right but that is that's what that's what I'm teaching you that's what Alton is teaching us here that even the feelings that he has during the davening is only because diving is a special time that means he himself hasn't refined himself to the point where it's at Sadiq and that's what we learned earlier as far as the middles are concerned he's closer to Russia by a Russia right a Russia in behavior is bad when his behavior begin Hillel it begins inside so the Russia's inside is messed up guess what the banging these inside is also messed up that's why Tanya's talking to us every one of us is a potential pain in me we don't have to be Wicked we're not Wicked you know terrible we're good guys but guess what our insides need a lot of work so outwardly this type of prototype person that it describes here looks all Rosy and dandy and devildic and great but inside he has burning urges and even if during diving or during learning those urges subside and even if an individual that's kind of davening all day in a mindset he's like he's like he's diving all day it's only because the davening inspiration walks around with him all day it's like you know it's like someone who's guiding you and helping you or in Volvo's example I'll I'll take one part of the example it's like the oven is on the entire time now what if you shut the oven off Volvo it goes back to its cold state that means in itself is not become it's itself has not been transformed and it's a hot item it's not a hot item it's a cold item whereas at Sadiq the passion for Hashem has been is so great it's it is not as though he is not he is like he is an individual that's reached a point where all there is is love for God so therefore it's not even in in the emotional velvo even if you take him out of the oven he's burning hot not because he's hot from yesterday had corn here and the corn was hot when it took it off the pot I had 20 minutes later 15 minutes later the corn was cold imagine the corn stays boiling hot the whole time an hour after it's taken off the fire because it's become a hot item it is now a hot item and it will retain that hot state of being the entire time that's exotic abandon is not that way but outwardly outwardly you can't tell that's what the outlet is saying that's why rabba was able to make the mistake and call himself abandon me in truth he was a Sadiq but the question was how can you Donald Trump's question was just to remind you remind you modesty is not checker all right is there's a doctor if someone's gonna come to him say doctor please help me says no no no I don't know this go to militia you're a liar mush is an artist not a doctor you know medicine heal me try give me advice no no no no I don't know really that's not modesty that's the biggest ego and Guyver that could be what is Modesty modesty is like we learned from Maisha indeed I know what God gifted me and I know I'm a doctor and I know I know that I'm a good doctor and I can help you I can try helping you with Davis's blessing and all that but I recognize that it's only because rapper you're happy at the end of the day it's the kayak of the English that goes to the medicine that heals the person not the antibiotics and the sex eye antibiotics help you and what if the antibiotics don't help so at the end of the day it's God within the medicine then he could say you know there's a better for your issue than someone who knows better that field go to them that and and it could be determined that that person doesn't know that doctor doesn't know better and history knows better so but is there in that scenario is being modest so he made a mistake in the assessment of the of the issue it's a mistake but it's a reasonable mistake it's a mistake where where one isn't isn't arrogant but one is really modest rabbit did the same thing Robert knew that he learned day and night and that the yay Sahara couldn't get him till it when he had to die and all that right like push it pulling my gear set but nevertheless he said there is a prototype of an individual who has refined themselves so much which we call the bang in the and it's like he's diving and go there and that's what I am well you know I don't have to be exotic for that so that's why rabba's comment was within the within the category of true modesty not baloney and and really arrogance that's the answer to the question okay I want to continue now okay a middle of pager test after the colon please look inside this love that we speak about that the intermediates the average pain in them have the during davening ideas holy through the overpowering that their Godly Soul overpowers the animals sold during davening if you compare that to the levels of yes those that serve god with truth truth within truth [Music] the level of love that the baby name have is compared to satikim is not considered the service of Truth at all what a powerful word why not since it dissipates it passes it finishes even it says the verse says the edge of Ms is Everlasting and then there is something that is fleeting which is true false falsehood something that is false my dear friends is here today and gone tomorrow something that is Ms is always so if that's the case if this is the case Avi if the if banana if there are Vaders not Ms at all not truthful at all in comparison to Sadiq him why are they special why are we making such a big deal about them explains the album became nevertheless if you compare banging them within their own to to what's lower than being in the the Russia category and to and to who they are nikras aveda's Tama the M islamita verified is considered sincere what's expected of them is sincere the famous story say after 120 they're not going to ask me why zusha wasn't like my shoulders was rich they're going to ask me why aren't you like zusha could have been you understand they're not going to ask of us of Rome why aren't we the way our Rabbi is the way our rebbe is the way our God who is our time Etc they're not gonna We're not gonna get spanked for that but they're going to ask us and give it to us for not being the best we could have been it's exactly without that ever says here yes pain in them compared to sadiqim and you're afraid is not Ms at all but that's in comparison to Sadiq but we're not Sadiq him so as far as we're banging them you're they're afraid of being in the is about he calls us see the word Tama Tama means sincere and it's sincere in the most amazing abandoning every person on their own level of being any and potential pain in the high noon excuse me and therefore we attribute to the banana names davening with the love that they have for God while they Daven Camp Kane also the the the edge of Truth higher since it's within the power of their soul or against Godly Soul laza to return Allah aided and to awaken to reawaken this level of love for God at any time is gabrusa by overpowering the nephews it's every day proper preparation for every person based on his level says here is truth truth truth is measured by who you are not by someone else's truth are you truthful based on what you can be and who you are and since the baby name are therefore what as it's as as seen during their davening where they're so passionate and have such Love Therefore verified is also considered time of sincere me the so one Stout that ever introduces the concept of Truth he concludes the chapter with this idea can he name me this Ms him he doesn't understand the attribute of Truth is the attribute of yaakov which is called the middle rod and the mishkam When They Carried that upper and lower rod and they had a middle rock called briah the bridge it went to one end to the other end onto three sides miraculously it bent itself right it went around that means it went from the beginning through the middle to the end which means it represents going meruma miles to madriguez from the highest of levels at Safeco darn at the lowest of levels and within each level it goes through the the the inside and so is the inner the inner of the of the middle it goes from the beginning through the middle to the end is this represents the point and the action of truth shallah will meet us and Ms is an inheritance that has no bounds no limitations and therefore in its impact is that it doesn't have any limitations above to the exalted levels above and all the lower levels compared to the levels above Mayhem above them is no as known to those that study the secrets and stories referring to Kabula the head you hear this the head and brain of the lower levels top of next page 38. in the Mata they are below than the hills and the and the feet of the higher levels in other words the higher levels my share higher levels their feet are higher than the brain of the lower level like a ring right like a ring the bottom of the Ring the top ring is is the top of the lower ring so it's always higher so it says so um you know there's three types of Angels highest the highest beings The Higher One the greatest ones the feet of the highest connected coulomb correspond to all the other two levels the other two either they're so great they burn up for God very nice but they yet lower you know I was once driving on the highway imagine you're on the New Jersey Turnpike or one of these big highways right and there's a big tractor-trailer in front of you and he's Crossing up that mountain at 40 50 miles an hour barely can schlep the load and you're driving your car and you're coasting problem is this traffic and you can't get ahead of him so what's this sticker on the back say did you ever notice maybe I'm slow but I'm ahead of you fresh taste maybe I'm slow but I'm ahead of you the the highest they're ahead of the other one so maybe it's their feet that you only get to see but the defeat of the highest and I think the lesson that we conclude with over here is gavaldica lesson when you're connected to a Sadiq when you're connected to whatever you might be the feet and guess what what did the markets say the market of his Rich say I was I was the I was tying the shoelaces of the belshantive right shimush uh what's the word English apprenticeship Yes master I'll do this I'll do that right so you're you're you're all you are is a servant Maisha serving the congregation you know Maisha Blanca spends time doing more with his work and and he's serving the congregation and the new just come to him and these come to him and he has to put up with this and he has to listen to this and and he has to deal with a lot of stuff just using my [ __ ] if he doesn't mind as an example it's all of us but remember that when you serve a congregation and when you serve the ability and when you have a rabbit you're working for a higher cause and when you work for a higher cause you're in the boat Park and you're going to be schlepped out because if you can't do it yourself your rev is going to come and slap you out and I say that baby your love right so ends here with a very powerful message there are many messages in the chapter but at the end it's interesting he talks about Emma's truth what's truth we struggle what is truth how do I reach truth was all about truth so people who would say listen I don't want to be an extremist I want to be balanced so the the cutskareba said the famous line A horse walks down the road in the middle you want to be a horse walk in the middle so the sheep that the cutscow was to be extreme but it was Amos so the question is do I have to be an extremist to be Ms well if you ask the cosmics or I don't think they still exist today but you know the ones who want to shoot up every Arab and kill everyone and everything else okay it's an extreme and the same is within either Skype those that don't give a person who doesn't have a beard who doesn't wear a shato who's not from no place in Yiddish guide and doesn't see them as a integral part of our people our extremists and they say they're Amos that's amus why why make compromises so what does doubt that ABBA teach us here there are forms of Ms and the MS of sadikim is so much more Ms than the m is of being in them so you guy who who's living over there may assured him or whatever and look and looks down on the Eden the kibu team never never accepted that term foreign right you compare to the Sadiq and the rebel and the and the time you're also not amus so what right do you have to to go call them not Emma's when you're not Anonymous and what's so what's doubt that I'm saying someone else's Amis look at your own MS are you whoever you are Emma's and that's how you decide and and whether you're on the right path or the wrong path now naturally we need guidance from Toyota and siddique absolutely but at the end of the day it's your heart and it's your Avada that you you between you and yourself not even your wife not even your kids it's mamish your own invader that decides at the end of the day if this is Emma's yes yes sir I heard that that many people are worried about uh when it comes to money they're focused on their own kashmias worries about yenum's goshmias they focuses on his own yes that's a famous city Chevrolet and thank you for sharing it very very true which means in English there are people that are concerned about other people's spirituality and they're concerned about their own material materiality someone is concerned about the other Jews Spirit the other Jews materiality does he have work does he have partnership does he have health does he have a sugar and and and looks at himself for his own spirituality is my spirituality you know good doesn't need to prove Earth sharing that um it's been a good week of learning we finished chapter 13. I'm sorry if I went a little fast at the end but uh listen I give you some homework review the chapter of Shabbos you know and I really think that you some I think you need to really hear some of them that could this because I believe that some of you are learning wrong shot and time yet especially in 12 and 13. and it would be worthwhile to listen to the Shi urim together with your highenal and or the lessons in Tanya the Redland Tanya because I shared with you with what my teacher of Yoyo Khan taught us and I could say that um he received it from his teachers who learned by the rashab and the tradition goes back to the altarebo taught the mythology Brooke and his friends who were in labavage and came territory Khan learned by him and I learned so I'm giving you a messiah of seven or so Generations so not not bragging you know and I listened you know just here there in Florida I'm here and I'm listening to The Shield to to share with you different insights that I you know you forget you forget even though I'm a student I learned Tanya by him but you forget and it's online yes he speaks English so you need this to understand it so I'm sharing that in English and then they could this that I'm sharing these classes come from him have a great Shabbos everyone and we'll see everyone on Monday