What Determines How Long We Live? How Many Times I Need to Say Shema

the yeshiva.net [Music] so we're up to the end of olive of the parties the soccer mimer staff mem column two schlockman column two page 79 in english so what was the point after the whole introduction about ms and what the gomorrah says in brothers that if you say krishna without filling it's like an oiler without a mint to understand what that means and then the whole explanation of carbonus and the fire and aid of that consumer and from there he went in to discuss that a person why krishna is a carbon because every person has in them also a fire just like the mizbaya had a fire a heavenly fire and an earthly fire every person has a fire and you should be looked at the inner the fire the inner fire we all have a yes every person has said that's the element of the sky in the person and he spoke about the struffer who they're not just they have a fire they're called sir often they're they're burnt up by their fire in other words they are fire they are fire there's so much fire that there's nothing else but fire when a fire burns something up there's nothing else but fire so you have malachi that have different names the cloud the cloud and the sydney system when something is named with something it means that that's what it is when you call it it means it's not a name it means it is fires everything else is burnt up with sorrow the fifth is known as he was a child of the maharashtra so you know how children in their houses they play house one becomes mommy one becomes a tattoo you want one becomes the british role play role playing so uh he had an older brother they called him zaminar and they were both little kids one was three or four and the other one was five or six so they were playing house which is they grew up in the house of a rabbit with the system so one was a rabbit was a hustler there's questions in our scholar and then avoid a scholar that means questions and ideas considers and avoid this personal life so he said she asked both questions so the question and avoider was he asked him that the melatonin passed into the cidr not to crack nuts on shots a lot of cracking the siddha that he wrote for this then he said that they should not crack nuts why because two reasons number one he said the shells afterwards shelves let's say pistachios or these nuts sunflower seeds the cells i'm looking people don't realize they're on the table you start moving them she says the second thing is in the city writes it he'll consider absolute shops second thing is that very often a little bit of the nuts a little bit of that stays in the in the shell you want to take it out so you move away the shell and that's burning and it's vitamin a you have to make a carbohydrates this isn't because it's very hard to be careful so the nuts are cracked before shop it's fine but they crack about some choppers he says so this is a very magpie not to crack not some shots he was a little kid he says that he was he was niksha he cracked or not i'm shabbos against without he never passes so he came for it so his brother told him what to do he should start dominating from the sid there and you did not give a sign you went straight to the to repair so he told him i never find him getting we call it today empathy you have to feel you just right away he told me what to do what's the second child in her skull and i was ashamed of her skull so that hashab says versus what you tell me what's a jew says i eat this fire i eat this fire but she was fired so he says so why don't i get burnt when i touch you so he said fire and that's fire lit on fire you're also fire so when fire touches fire it doesn't get burnt fire can't get burnt fire fire is fire so syrah is the shot that you're completely burnt he's completely burnt why is he burnt she says because of this one marshall a person is not a male why first of all you're not made up of one element you're made up of paradoxes and so much diversity and number two the soul goes on a whole journey that the malloc souls never goes nonetheless by etsami says that hashem is higher than the malev much highest is infinitely higher than and that was a discussion what in the summer is and how the shaman comes down and what part of the michelle is in body and the idea that is a thought it's a divine thought it's really a divine thought that is division so it's the divine consciousness experiencing life that's the journey of the nishanth it's almost hashem experiencing life through you you're an embodiment of that because of all this so now concludes the connection to carbonism that's at the end of pain the problem remembers the last few months how does a divine thought end up often trapped in a completely different reality so that's because of a very intense evolution so he says close to the end of the galaxy with a tremendous evolution of worlds the light the ray of the soul could become embodied and enclosed and even mistaken and misconstrued as it's expressed through the animal consciousness but then it never loses its pristine power never a doubt that your soul has been compromised it still always has the ability to rule to rule over the body to rule over the animal consciousness what does it mean to rule not to forfeit its identity on the contrary to enlighten them so is never a situation where this soul has become embodied so much that it loses itself and it becomes an animal it always has that ability to be able to on the country to inspire to enlighten to educate that the soight of the behavior should be subsumed or should be supplemented should be inspired by the of the nephroscopes a person needs passion a person is passion a person is fired it's not like there's no person without passion the question is what you're going to be passionate about if one passion if the inner passion of the divine soul is is suppressed if it's latent if it's dormant if it's overpowered so the passion will be harnessed in another passion so that's what he says that the enough shelter has the ability to be able to take the kamimus the heat the warmth the varankai in a person's heart but it could be directed towards what he calls tanuga and which are all types of addictions or all types of cravings that don't constitute the inner core of a person's values and priorities it's just a way of the animal soul feeling good fast because it has a passion a person needs passion you have to live for something you have to be excited about something the question is what i'm going to be excited about so he says be saying the key could always can always prevail at least to some degree what what what does that define he says that's the passion to be one the passion to be subsumed the passion to be connected to be part of truth to be part of the oneness of reality the wonder solution the idea of a carbon is a very very real thing it's why is carbon such a central thing in judaism because it's one of the most central things in life what's the carbon the carbon is i don't give up on my animal i don't destroy my animal i need to uplift it it also wants to be part of the fire it has fire but the question is which fire will i introduce it to the animal is not bad the animal is not evil the animal doesn't have to be obliterated the animal needs to be trained needs to be educated to be opened up that's the concept of the carbon the carbon is the grade that there's a mario kart rip shell alter from garen was in los angeles yesterday so somebody sent me this morning so he said from his father that put this that it says that a person is similar to malachim in three things and similar to a bahaman three things well in terms of defecation going to the bathroom and eating and drinking etc procreation sleep whatever is this gimbal dividing you like three things that can behave so his father said was just trying to insult people with mr bam in more things than you imagine she said no the point is and why is trying to say that a person is greater than malachi ashar's that even those three things that are like could become kamalaki ashara's and here we see even greater than malachi so the idea is that the of the nephesh of hamas could become like a carpenter carbon it becomes subsumed in which fire in a godly fire in a shelter because that's really at the core of the fire that's really at the core of the fire if not it's going to look for a different fire leo it always works commensurate with each other every time you intensify the element of the godly fire it diminishes or cools off the element of the natural fire which becomes nicholas this is the expression fire consumes fire what's up there's two fires there's the age that the nephesh of bahamas has offered one of it is his side decision and tiny he brings you in the town in the first chapter that anger for example and arrogance comes from the asylum official bahamas addiction comes from the soy hamaya depression and melancholy and sadness comes from earth you say her offer mockery cynicism idol talk with sonners the spiders volunteer talent that comes to me but cars and guyver arrogance and anger come from igbo fire rises and arrogance is a way of lifting myself up it doesn't last much but it's a fake way but that's the point the animal is trying to cope with with self-esteem so anger also anger also anger is a form of telling yourself you're a good person everybody else is horrible i get angry at you because you're evil and i'm good instead of talking to you about my pain right i get angry so many cases anger is just a secondary emotion to cover up what's really bothering me and i just dismiss you i get angry at you and somehow in my own psychological coping mechanism it puts me on a pedestal i'm a good guy and it somehow assuages a little bit of my pain any of you get angry you know what i'm talking about huh next time you get angry it's hard to do it while you're angry but when you get when you get angry at somebody especially somebody in the family right so be curious and then look into what's happening and go a little deeper and you'll see what's behind the anger you may need help with somebody else to do it because you get very overwhelmed sometimes afterwards it's helpful to know i'm giving examples of the assailant or the babysitter emphasis but every time your magbear you you bring out the inside the age of the nephilis it allows a little bit of the fire of nephesha bahamas to be subsumed in it so it says it's miss maya through miscarriage one age eats up another ish mama we learned that animals represent fire they are the element of fire just like by the milwaukee but even they are the primary element in animals and beasts is fire you sometimes even feel it you know in the jungle the the the passion of an animal people are drawn to it because it's like primal you know it's not sophisticated we also have that but with us there's a lot of other elements that take over an eclipse you know animals you have like something that raw you have a watcher chase of a lioness of a sheet of a tiger you see that huh fire in the eyes and some of those people are like that too with the fire in the eyes he says it's his so by carbonism has managed that in a physical sense but the shalom literally consumed this age but it's representative of a spiritual internal dynamic which is why krishna is compared to the carving but nonetheless it says the element of fire since it's embodied in the body and animal soul that has its limits it's enclosed in the biological soul the neshama is not divorced it's not somewhere in heaven they work completely together it's one you can't even know that you can't even it's not a clear distinction but it's like you're always in the is not a shirt that you take off until the verse that god gives you for your whole life my nephew is my biological soul is the lifelong marriage it's what is it's married for your whole life with unified kiss it's not even like a marriage whether it could be a get right or separation you can convict you can go away for two weeks on a business trip i don't know if you should but potentially you could it's that it's never a good idea but there's that concept but here this marriage you never go away from me enough this is a lifelong marriage it's a match made in heaven but you have to live it out on earth so he says so therefore it's defined by it also established it's literally one feeds off the other you know like says if somebody tells you that sur they can't both work in intensity i can't be angry and full of hate and full of anger right and then by dominating i'm on passion to look one it's the same energy very beautiful the same energy angers and energy jealousy is an energy he says anger jealousy hate and anything similar and call me the tigers because he's talking about you saying her age that's why he mentions this anger is fire a lot of passion and anger some people they live out their passion through anger that's how they're passionate hatred [Music] huh anybody knows that they hate huh some people don't know how to hate some people a lot of hate a lot of passion especially if you could bring god into it there's not a person you know what i mean i don't hate you god hates you it's real passion is the shame i am yeah i'm sorry for this kind of somebody once said rather mccoy is not for the sake of god you can make them shut up i'll give you fifty thousand you give me mclennan i'm sorry for this time it's gonna last forever it's not personal you can't buy me off it's gonna last forever a lot of passion there a lot of fire jealousy envy and then he says but they may have anything connected to this or all these types so what happens is that's also feeding off the age of the nephilicus it's not just feeding over the age it's also it's taking it's taking the power of the nether shall the kiss and that's where they have to understand the unity of the two souls it's using the power of the nephesh of the kiss to feed its flame it needs fuel it needs a fire needs fuel the fire needs oxygen fire needs kiosk sapphire needs life so it takes that power and he says now what happens is if i can give a a a a very mundane metaphor right if somebody's in a relationship it actually says this in the middle if somebody's in a relationship let's take in a marriage but part of their heart is busy with somebody else i probably don't have to be mad it's not like oh but i come home at night now i'm with my wife we have a wonderful marriage it doesn't work that way part of your heart is somewhere else that heart is not going to be opened up to uh to where it should be opened up it just doesn't work that way you say why not have a lot i have a lot inside of me it feeds off that and the mailer when it comes time and you want to have a relationship with somebody who should be having a relationship with somebody that you really invested in somebody that you connected your lives to each other and you're building a life together it won't be there people don't realize this mckenna is times enough to be casting us in brooklyn come and dance enough nine passes and ain't now because you're in brooklyn but in life either my heart is here or my heart deserves now we go through fluctuations but he says but you have to realize this is every time my heart goes into anger my heart goes into hatred that's where my passion is manifesting itself it's taking away from my ability for my clarity to be able to discover the deeper yes that's passionate about truth that's passionate about which is the ultimate passion because it's a passion that's that's eternal that's real that's authentic it's not a coping mechanism it's not a substitute it's it's it's primitive it's real it's authentic you understand what i'm saying but then we see it in the marshall you give your fire here it's not going to be available if i'm going to be available for the other relationship just won't be there but since it's a choice so it works both ways this age eats of this age or this age eats a visit and a person has to make a choice which ages which asia is going to dominate money if i'm pursuing a relationship that is more external but maybe a lot of fun maybe exciting it's very very distracting what is why distracting because other relationship is causing pain it also works the other way why is a person running away because one relationship is causing pain i'm lonely i'm in crazy pain i'm angry so i run away to a fast fast fix that will that seems much more exciting it's much more hollow so somebody once told me an interesting statistic interesting said that people who leave their spouses and uh marry somebody that they had a connection with during the marriage and then they left their spouse because of it so you would think that those marriages should be the best marriages you know he had mercedes left for him he left his wife he left his kids she left her husband as i'm a citizen probably it's going to be avanits right crazy amount of them end up in divorce i think this if i'm not mistaken after research about this because three percent of them remain married why the answer is the answer is very deep because only three percent of them were connected they were never really connected what was that connect the connection was that they met once a week for two hours they didn't have to pay bills together they'd have to raise kids together they didn't have to do laundry together didn't have to deal with any headache any headache of life together it was a complete escape how much of one was connected with the other one the answer is basically three percent maybe five percent so of course but that's called a real distraction so because so it goes both ways this age takes away from that age but the reason i went to this asians i didn't have the first age you understand i was lonely i was angry i was in pain so i ran to an age that's much easier you're much faster and that's what every addiction is and it's really what anger is also why do you run tired why do you get angry why do you get angry why would ghazal so upset when people get angry who doesn't get angry yeah if you know what color is that what was why what did i do i got angry angry doesn't mean i'm upset if you're living in brooklyn your car gets told i miss the plane i'm upset fine i don't think they were upset about that i mean they find the jews who don't get upset about anything you know they see and everything you know it's different consciousness you came to them susha and he said that the market sent them to find out how you could be thankful for bad things that happened just like good things happen he says you came to the wrong guy i never had a bad day in my life the absurd had nothing the market wanted you should hear perspective but the void of cast the void of casa it's avoided why whatever is substituting true reality for fake reality that's what all anger does instead of talking about my pain i'm talking about how evil you are in my own head i'm talking about this in my own hands i'm talking about how evil you are that's not what's going on doesn't mean the other person is a tactic but that's not the issue so the melee when the first age is missing i run to the second nation and when i run to the second age it takes away from the first h where's the good side of anger huh where is that angry it's not anger the nephrophilic kiss is not angry the nephrophila kisses in pain the nephew shall the kiss is hurt that's very different than anger if i come to you when i say i'm hurting let's say a husband and a wife or two friends right and i say you know what you said hurt me that's beautiful in fact it's a mitzvah says then if you come to somebody and you say you know this was hurtful and i want to talk to you about it he says that's that's that's perfect well he's here to turn on us it's walking around harboring the resentment the garage which is not even dealing with the issue it's busy putting you and telling you how telling myself how evil he was i could just feel good without really identifying my loneliness or my pain the nephrosilicus always searches for the premise of everything for the ms because it's actus you have to means truth oneness if you're ever dealing with an emotion that is a cover-up it's never going to bring you to actus because actress means the state of realness and if it's an emotion that's a cover-up for another emotion it's not a state of realness you have to always understand that that's what clipping means means it's a shell a shell means it's hiding what's inside the age of the nether shall the kiss is rooted in oneness that's where the passion is it's rooted in a love in a connection and a fire that's based on unreal reality all the other fires are are cover-ups for that fire but they're very exciting i'm very excited this passion most of that passion will be short-lived and it's gonna need it's gonna need it's gonna need another one very soon she says it's always commensurate with each other so he says it is you light up my candle and hashem will illuminate my darkness when a person beautiful words when a person really uh delves into meditation on the oneness of hashem in the depth of his maksha van lieboy the loyd is economic it's never enough just to think about it you have thoughts that we're not talking about but it's really ability like to really meditate on it to tune into it strongly but you know you say that the killer has and then the person can help illuminate or trigger the divine element of fire inside of them to fill the void and illuminate the darkness because a person needs light commercial hashem early as i said in darkness the navy says god is my light what does that mean emotionally a person is sometimes inheriting there's no fire fire also creates light fire creates light that creates warmth that creates light hashem early hashem inside of me could be early that's what is a mitzvah for krishna twice a day is really the material the words that allow a person to be able to tune in to this reality that helps trigger the element of fire in the divine soul yes why do you have to do it twice a day i didn't want do it once in five years we already know krishna she says you don't understand it's like a person will say i ate breakfast yesterday why am i eating today i i inhaled oxygen yesterday why am i nailing today he says the way we live in life the natural and it's a very comforting idea the natural thing is you're gonna drift away from this he says it's impossible a person is living in a physical body a person is living in an animal consciousness the animal is trying to cope the animal is trying to live a person is involved in the material world all day to be able to tune in to tune into the divine inside of you that is on fire it's on fire towards truth it's on fire to its plymouth it's on fire towards all the course but he says i need twice a day i need work i need twice a day to tune in to meditate to be able to uh open myself up to it because and if a person sustains this exercise every day there's a little growth every day there's a little growth of course we can also fall in middle but he's saying when a person sustains this he says every single day you take away a little bit from the power of the more external element of fire why because remember fire eats fire it became a little more con subsumed the next day your struggle will be in other things not in that particular area because you worked it out as a person fills as a person fills their life he uses the terms to help him seventy years or eighty years he smiled and every day he said krishna twice and krishna is like the carbon what's the carbon with the asylum the animal is subsumed in the age of godliness so what happens is that the person fulfilled their mission in life every person was given their fire of the efforts of muhammad every day with krishna i take a little bit of that fire and i align it with the divine fire he says until all the curses after 80 years of a sustained twice a day meditation all the kindness of the assailant tv go jump off the lake i couldn't care less about you you're a nissan i want to get rid of you and go to alabama he says no every day a little bit of that fire of the nephesh of bahamas becomes part it becomes a curve because it's not bad it's not evil it's there to be elevated to be inspired that's the uniqueness of the word nephesh of bahamas versus teaching you know you don't want to destroy animals you want to discipline animals you want to educate animals it's not a milk you don't educate a child to destroy children this little stupid baby immature animalistic baby i'll destroy him well if that's how you see education please get out of that field let somebody else raise your kids is all about lifting up the child accepting the immaturity and helping them grow into maturity without obliterating their childhood right the worst thing you could tell a three-year-old is becoming sure you little baby cry baby did anybody ever make fun cry baby cry baby you know when people did that i want a kid cry oh cry baby and when you tell a little kid cry baby so then when they're 40 years old they're still crying right they just can't shout so they're crying all day and all night because they can't show it you lift up the child you sublimate the child you understand who the child is and you work with them that's the void of shema but these isis are very unique isis that all the crisis of the nephew bahamas are mitsub they're divine they become the this is one of these the big he doesn't consider this there is the void for alternatives why is it forever because it's part of kedusha so it's forever situated is not forever because attractive is a cover-up it's a ponzi scheme you know ponzi schemes like made of scheme it could last for a long time but it's not forever communism can last for a long time yeah not forever hopefully huh despite putin nothing evil lasts forever it can't you know why because it's rooted in a cover-up at some point the the lid will be removed and when emma says this gala right emma's marriage tips that's it you fade away into oblivion all cover-ups are destined to end up in the disappointment for those who are covering up that's you should know that's what always gave comfort to good people in history what gave comfort to good people you see the bachelor's or wrong yes don't worry the day comes the people lived in stalinist russia right it's powerful it's not forever other things are foreign so when he says nitsuki it's very big it's a very powerful thing but this is the nephesha bahamas that can be elevated idol worshipers it's just every day gets weaker and weaker and weaker and weaker until it fades away a person dies to pay sacrifice you know there's different names for a cemetery based varus and right which one is it the pets depends what an african bahamas is either it's a basa foreign you get older and older and older and it gets one type you know when you get older right you're 20 30 40 a picture of dorian gray anybody knows what i'm talking about the picture of dorian gray but he says by israel the nakuda never shall bahamas and ali becomes part of the netherlands of the kiss because now he says something very uh also extremely unique um [Music] that was given from heaven is basically like the sheer of the persons of opportunity and mission to elevate this amount of kais from their biological animal soul through the times that the person says krishna real krishna authentic krishna it's not like life it's not like our nephesh muhammad is a mistake it's some stumbling block that is he says that is the story of life and that's a very very important idea because it's not just you work with the animal soul because you don't have a choice no this this this is the journey it's not what they call it uh it's not a stumbling block in your way this is your way fakert the shear of a person's life is based on what curses and how many curses the sheer it's almost like a sheer now it doesn't mean of course a physical sheer you're talking about you know very deep and nuanced but he's using the word sheer but how many crisis of the nephesh of the universe that i need to bring into the fire of oneness and how is it expressed krishna real krishna so basically how many times do i have to say krishna that's the amount of life i have well the baptism was once for blaming so he said that he came to him and said it i'm gonna have a is how do you know she said because you share your father gave me a broker that i should be here he said and it's not happening so fast so and his brother's for sure going to be fulfilled my mail is partial that i'm going to have so this means in a very real way that every element that comes up in a person's life it's never an annoyance it's never disturbing you no it's literally tailor-made tailor-made because this is part of my mission in uplifting and educating and enlightening all the parts of me which includes my nephew and my nephew bahamus and this the malek doesn't have the malachi is a seraph this the person has he said just has one thought and he's already burnt up from that thought so that's his krishna i guess now when he says lane and krishna we have to understand what he means yeah of course the midst of krishna as we say the words of krishna etc is that by but what he's talking here about laini and that's the mitzvah but like every mitzvah there's the goof and there's the shaman when he says he elaine krishna he's talking about krishna that's a conversation with my animal soul it's not the i just opened the sid i said to you krishna you know ah the void of krishna the primitive so he says you live as long as many times you say krishna i don't think he's just saying you know it's like a person might say i'm not going to say krishna again because i don't want to die you know if i have if i have uh 9 000 christmas don't take fish with the kids i don't think that's the fart it's not a technical indian how many times i said the words it's the indian the tension of krishna okay right is a conversation with your israel he's always there he's always an audience always in the audience and usually not asleep in tiny he says in chapter 13 that certain people by davening their animal soul goes to sleep but he said it's gonna wake up it's gonna wake up after dominic when your wife serves you breakfast that's gonna wake up don't worry you go to work it's gonna wake up don't think when it's asleep he writes sometimes enough in obama's is asleep so you think it's gone it's dead he says no the beer it's asleep you're gonna wake up right you know you look the baby is asleep there's grenadine in the house the baby's gonna wake up even you have a beer or hibernates for six months he also wakes up so you have enough in javanese that hibernates but it wakes up so he's always part of the audience so i don't want to destroy my fire of the animal salt you never destroy fire you cut you you bring it in you bring it up you elevate you never destroy somebody's passion you never destroy somebody's creativity that's ace you don't do that passion is holy passion is beautiful i want to elevate the passion i want to harness the passion i want to bring the passion into a space that the fire won't cease the fire won't wane i won't need another fire tomorrow another fight another fight another fight that's what i want that's the avoiding the void is not to destroy a person's passion and that's important because sometimes people think avoid this hashem means right if i can get rid of the passion of the teenager you know i'm a kaya one of my memories that are not so happy is i had a boy one of my boys as a kid as a little kid he was extremely uh exciting and excited just run around creative and just as charming as it gets cute and adorable he had this fire we always said a little baby and i put him into a certain school and i think it was pre-one a first grade that age very very young and we went to pta i went to pta teacher tells me he says i have good news for you robert jacobs i said what's the good news i got excited he said your son came in he was so lively he was running around and he would talk a lot and he would interrupt me the whole time but now barak hashem he sits in one place and doesn't say a word or whole thing he became a good student doesn't say a word or hold that you know and and he and the guy meant what he did he didn't even i'm laughing it wasn't so funny he had to say he didn't mean it negatively he wasn't like he meant well he's sitting in one place and he's not saying a word it wasn't really that right if i could create a perfect picture where everybody is as quiet as can be like in a boot camp and they're obedient it's my dick huh like here everybody actually this is not perfect because he interrupts everybody says whatever they want here especially shabbos morning you have to see what goes on so this is not even he says i'm not a good model and he's sitting as i and he's with his hand of this you have to be a point and look in no but you get my point it's it's and i understand them also i'm not even judging you have 20 people in a room and they're little kids i understand i've eaten every second so it's that's it's it's easy to become an expert until you're sitting in a classroom and you have to deal with 30 people and 20 people are not brooklyn kids too forest fires burning out of control sometimes they light a controlled fire to contain this [Applause] he says when a forest fire is burning out of control you light a controlled fire to contain it sometimes so so the idea is but we have to understand this i'm not now giving an eight-sided run a classroom because i don't know i don't know but the important thing is you never want to destroy somebody's fire ever that's not the point if i can't the point is it's like a carbon you say oh we have a beautiful fire from heaven that's not a carbon that's the hakona the void is for carrot to bring the animal into the fire that's the avoider of the current the way the christian is not that you have a godly fire only that the godly fire elevates and brings in the fire of the animal and it always works together the more the godly fire is intensified the more the animal fire becomes sublimated in it because we need a fire and the less that fire is burning and the other fire takes over it's hard for me to find that other fire you know once a person gets entrenched in different types of addictions and cravings you see it's very hard to find it in you that's why you have to be very careful if my energy is going into anger to jealousy to hatred to addiction to this craving that craving it's going to be very hard for me to cultivate and find within my heart the ability to have a purifier to have pure love it's true it's always commendable with each other a person becomes addicted to something then they want to show up for their children it's very hard you love your kids but the fire was already used up you want to show up for your spouse the fire was used up i'll do it more robotically it's like a responsibility it's a heavy because the age either lives here or lives here either it's a rooted in ms or it's age rooted in externalities huh of course great question why twice morning and night when the sun comes up and when the sun sets because those are the two stages in in consciousness of other you could say it every minute the point of krishna was not just to say it twice the point of krishna was to say it twice and it should continue for the day but it's twice a day because when the sun rises it's a new day and when the sun sets it's a new night and it's two different states of country night and day the person is in a different place biologically and also emotionally there's a beautiful work from the egg lay towel you know the egg laytawas he was the son-in-law of the catskill you want to say foreign it's a very beautiful safe it's along the chasse if it still learns a lot those who are dealing with shabbos brings i think in the hagdam attack in the beginning yeah i think he heard it from his father that beautiful beautiful vart the beginning of massachusetts when do you say karishma at night when kyanim could start eating trauma what's up a cayenne to eat shrima had to be pure because it's holy food what if the coin was tummy let's say the cayenne uh touched uh sheriff's that's thumb they were touched on the veil or the coke you can't eat tremor let's go to the mikko but after you go to the mikvy you can you can you still can't eat rumor you have to wait till nightfall hare of in other words mikhail itself doesn't help you have to wait till nightfall and then you can eat your the question is so he says when do you do krishna at night the question is you're trying to help me find out a time but that itself needs an explanation for the mission is trying to tell you that the cayenne could go each rumor only at night the question is why here why by the beginning of my sister jewish cousin it's the opening of the homosexuals so he says it's an explanation for kalyan went to the mikveh why can't each room or might have to wait till night what's the problem it's three o'clock in the afternoon i'm a kind i'm tumbling i go to the mikveh no you have to wait till night what's gonna happen tonight phone the shot is that by everybody voice as long as i'm in this day the day is a unit so if i was coming at two o'clock even if i went to the mix with three o'clock the tomb of two o'clock still affects three o'clock even though i'm in i went to the mix because it's a part of the day it's it's the day it's a certain balance once nightfall comes it's a new day there's a new halloween there's a new energy the new consciousness now you can eat of course you have to go to the mikvy you can't just wait for the moon at night you ready the krishna in the morning the answer is like the queen the coyote only go eats from that night why sanaa you talk it's a new dynamic a new consciousness that's why you have to do krishna by this because the kabbalah's of the morning doesn't suffice for now that's the answer to your question in other words this idea has to be sustained it's not i breathed yesterday so now i don't have to breathe for the next year every moment i have to breathe i ate yesterday i don't have to eat for another year maybe if you're a camel you can wait three months but a person doesn't work that way why not because the body has to be replenished the psychos has to be replenished so the fact that yesterday i was in a good place and it's important to understand that sometimes people say i'm in a good place you're in a good place but it's not going to last people go on vacation and they have an unbelievable vacation and shalom by they come home and talk about what happened what happens is you can't naturally think i'm in a good place and that's where you stay you know you drift away and the reason we drift away is because he says he says in the second one he says it's like in any relationship you see it even with humans yesterday we were on fire that's yesterday today you're not going to be on fire today you're going to be angry unless you create a fire you say my plant died i ordered it i ordered it last week that's beautiful but you didn't water it this week i bro i created a hanukkah candle why is it out because there's not enough oil i put an oil you have to replenish the oil why doesn't it burn on its own because it doesn't burn on its own it needs oil it needs oil so he says his ef a person has to understand i'm in a body i'm in an animal consciousness the natural intuitive way is i'm going to become i'm going to be distant i'm going to become distant for myself i'm going to fall in naturally into coping mechanisms i'm going to fall into an animal consciousness that's normal based on my revenge it's counterintuitive to be able to go into the place of akhdos even though that's the ms so there has to be a sustained effort not once a day but twice a day to be able to tune into that for a few minutes a person has to zoom in so to speak to that part of themselves that gives them a foundation for that day you plug in we spoke yesterday about unpluggings yeah and recharges is a serious thing and if not i can't expect myself just there's no cruise control in innovating there's no cruise cruise control is a fitness in the car but in the journey of life there's very little cruise control and if there is cruise control don't rely on it for too long you know why because cruise control is good if the highway is straight what happens if the highway turns so the new cars maybe i don't know about the new cars they're very good with everything right they make you touch the steering wheel in a while yeah you still have to touch the steering wheel yeah cruise control you could the problem is the highway is winding and this car is in front of you and when the highway winds your cruise control ahead of nahin and then you go into a regular street you go over the highway that's what he's saying if there was no goof there was no nephesha bahamas there was no way he's thinking i should miss colorado go on cruise control you're my luck my luxury are in cruise control but a person yeah i have to i have to i have to go hold on to the steering wheel i have to say i'm going here i'm not going here i'm going right i'm going left i'm going straight huh you got to control the behavior yeah you have to control the car the recovery yeah real control what does control mean we use control as a control freak it doesn't mean that type of control control freak control means that you're in control in a good way you know what i mean if you're running an event you have to be in control in a good way not a control freak but in control yes i'm in control that's different than a controller i'm controlling the city has a controller hopefully he's not a control freak control means i'm in control i know who i am i know what my job is i'm not afraid that's what control him means huh you're the driver you say don't be a control freak remember somebody tells them tells you in the car don't be a control freak you don't you don't have to hold on to the steering wheel just relax no no you want me to control because if not we could call the cover condition so somebody says i don't like the word control you love the word control you don't like people who are trying to control you to manipulate you to exploit you but somebody who's controlling the situation and bringing out the best in the mats of course you want to do you want a concert to have somebody to con a conductor to control the the the the symphony do you want a chef in the kitchen to control the ingredients they're putting into the food you also don't want somebody to control that when somebody's building your your three million dollar house in muncie or tell me you want somebody to control it or also just everybody just be relaxed do whatever you want put a brick here put a wire here put a bathroom here that's what they do right you want somebody to control yeah it's not a bad control when you say control your nephesha bahamas control doesn't mean trying to manipulate your control means there's somebody who has a vision and is going to help you get there when i'm driving a car i have a vision i don't have a vision waze has a vision google maps has a vision and i'm gonna get you there you understand it's very good for the passengers that somebody's in control when you're driving a car so don't get allergic to the word control so hopefully the word bittle isaac we we we healed now we're healing the world control we have to heal all the words that's part of the tikkun of our generation is a myelocyte so bitter we have to be myla and schlitzer and god and then krishna and davening and alfa from milozyn and then at the end after 80 years [Music] is to love yourself to love people to love god you love your meos that's passionate you you love yourself with passion you love people with passion you love your children with passion you love friends with passion you express your feelings in real relationships it's very passionate and sin are all feeding off the age of the nephesha bahamas that's trying to cope in life i'm telling you see most anger comes it's a secondary emotion it's there's always i'm not always but probably 90 percent of the case under anger there's another emotion 100 percent well triggered i'm professional he's a professional you're a professional stop anytime stop any time during the day when you're angry and think to yourself why are you really angry because somebody else just accept you so the classic example is in a marriage people get angry at their spouse because you know obviously because they're so connected and when you really look at it what's really behind there you got angry at your brother you gotta anger your sister you get angry at your parents you get angry the shovel brokers were supposed to be here you know how it is right around hassanas about mitzvahs there's always a lot of anger whatever so what what is it really you'll see deeper yeah but very good i i'm experiencing pain so why don't i say that to myself because that's vulnerable oh i'm experiencing pain and why am i experiencing pain because i feel lonely why do i feel lonely i feel like i don't have you connected to me so why don't i talk about that much better the answer is it's vulnerable to say i'm feeling pain oh i need you i don't need you you are russian i don't even know i should have never spoken to you i'm cutting you out of my life i don't need you really so why are you so angry you're angry because you do need me because you want to be connected to me so why don't you talk about that so you understand the core go to the course that's passion in other words you're looking for actors you're looking that's the morning for the kiss yeah i'm looking for oneness yeah i need i need trust i need you to be here for me and i feel very lonely i feel betrayed i feel uh you couldn't kill us you'll of course much deeper passion will come out because it's real it's authentic the anger is a cover-up for that the anger is i'm so in pain i cut you out of my life you're a horrible horrible horrible person so now i can feel a little better about myself you're a sick person and you're the worst thing that ever happened why do i need you why did i even think i need you someone just give me one example how you see this right away misdirected angle now the animal the animal soul is is afraid to say the truth maybe when he said the truth last time he got hurt so that's why you need the nephew shalom kiss to say don't worry i'll protect you you could say the amis the coyote it's just one example but in every nakuda there's the plymous and the plymouth is much more emmystic and that's where there's much more aged as real 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